#Im not rewatching it when i'm supposed to be getting ready for work what

[thursdaymorningchild]

The face of someone who knows his 514 year old husband is gonna grilled about how many times he has sex...

[five-raccoons-in-a-trenchcoat]

watching supernatural, week 6, part III (14 - 16 III 2025)

eps watched: 10x01 - 10x09

14 III 2025:

yoooooo im back!! I had a surprisingly good day today, our school volleyball team won a tournament and some other stuff happened, anyway this means that im ready at whatever the 10th season will throw in my face (im not ready) so lets gooo!!

10x01: no Sam don't let Dean go // what is Crowley doing with Dean really // Cas you should do something about the grace :c // yeah right now id say hes both a hero and a psychopath // Cas I can see where you're coming from, but please take care of yourself // I saw sb say that Crowley got a crush on Dean and. I definitely can see it tbh. // Hannah chill out, its not that deep // no honestly, Crowley why do you care so much. Crowley, you don't seem to be doing this purely for your own gain. Crowley why do you care so much. // I really do smell a liver failure //

10x02: my buddy Cole, I dont think Sam is the psycho one here // Cas' voice breaking a little at the news of Dean being a demon :c // CAS WATCH OUT // I mean, the guy kinda had it coming, so yeah Dean // man I love Cas so much // this really does sound like a break up lmao // poor Cas genuinely, it hurts to watch him like that // Hannah, disrespectfully, you suck // naaaaahhh Crowley is so in love and sooo heartbroken now 😭😭😭 // also Dean's death stare man oh man

15 III 2025:

I cleaned my room fellas so now I can chill and watch spn in a nice, clean space :3 lets go

10x03: that's a lot of blood I suppose // good job Hannah, that's cause he's not fine and lying // "Winchesters" bitch you are a Winchester // oh this episode is directed by Jensen // oh Sam damn that's some stuff you've been doing // btw the turns have kinda tabled, havent they // thats INSANE how much Crowley thinks about Dean and how much he misses him // I am genuinely enjoying this season so far, and like there is a lot going on with each of the characters and I like the stakes. Dean is a demon, Cas is slowly dying and Crowley is going through his heartbreak era or whatever, while Sam is just trying to get his brother back. yeah I am enjoying it so far // "im not sentimental" oh yeah Crowley, surely you're not // also I am enjoying Jared's acting more this season, and Sam as a character as well //

10x04: oh yeah Sam, how DARE you be able to injure your body after already injuring it so many times, imagine having an injurable body ~ Dean, basically // yo it's the girl // woohoo we're back to arguing in the car, I missed that, man, yeah // oh I love them so much // I genuinely love when they encounter other siblings/people with sibling like relationships // back with the Sam "let's talk about it" Winchester and Dean "I'd rather work and drink myself to death" Winchester // no but genuinely, as much as I love Cas and Crowley and Destiel and all the other things in this show, the thing that made me stay at first was Sam and Dean's relationship so their bond will always be like, one of the most, if not the most important aspect of the show for me

10x05: yo what is this // I dont know whether to laugh or cry // okay I decided im gonna cry // Sam being a theater kid has my heart // poor Sam he just wanted sb to geek out to // I am suffering so much because of this episode // no, see Sam, Destiel just sounds better // I am so crying // Dean lowkey vibing to the song // no seriously Im crying // okay actually. this. this aint half bad. no actually. this episode fucking rocks. // CHUCK // okay I was so scared of the second hand embarassment in this episode but in the end, honestly, I did enjoy it, gave me a good laugh a couple times, and ended really wholesome so. yeah it was a good episode. I liked it

damn this post is long already

GUYS GUYS GUYS big news i just got in to the final part of a (quite important for me) competition that i took part in, I'M SO EXCITED

16 III 2025:

I might take a break from spn for today for the sake of my studying and also rewatching haikyu as a way to chill out (need sth that won't give me as many extreme feelings as spn lmao)

actually no, im watching it

10x07: LMAO DEAN SRSLY??? // Hannah. disrespectfully. stop. // mmm i kinda like this woman // okay maybe not so much // YEAH RIGHT I ONLY JUST NOW REALIZED THAT THATS HIS MOTHER

it never ends with one, does it?

10x08: oh yeah, Doug definitely is a dick // well that was a really fun episode ngl. I really feel like this season has a fine balance of everything and it makes the show generally more enjoyable for me than lets say, other seasons since like 6th? 7th season? maybe even before. yk there is a fine share of demons and angels and there are some stakes, but there are also some light hearted episodes and some old fashioned monster hunting and yeah. idk I like it

10x09: I am so not used to this voice 😭😭 // im in love with that soft "how are you Dean" // "I was worth at least five pigs", "nobody asked, Gerald" I love you Crowley // Dean casually eating, watching Cas choke some guy // man it hurts, I mean, Claire has the right to feel the way she does and she's right and also Castiel is right to try to fix things but like. idk man // Family reunion yay! I love the toxic mother son combo // John was a terrible father, end of disscussion, no i dont take any criticism // "its my job to raise you right" "and he did" no he didn't bro, you got issues, many many issues bc of him // uh oh Dean // I am screaming

okay yeah well finishing like that cuz I dont have anymore time today and im going to sleep (woke up early bc of the australian gp, no regrets) but yeah, man I am tired and actually pretty satisfied with everything today, I mean, couldve been better but im happy. in terms of watching spn as well so goodnight everyone (or good whatever time of the day ur seeing this)

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thank you to @ranbling for tagging me :)

favorite color: PINK!!! as a kid my favorite was VERY HOT pink, but nowadays i think i like softer shades a bit more...

currently reading: sigh i started the year SO well with close to 16 books read in january and then school started again and i dropped the ball.. i'm in the middle of quite a few right now actually though let's see i have lancelot by giles kristian, the boy who was raised as a dog and other stories from a child psychologist's notebook by bruce perry, blue sisters by coco mellors, the spear cuts through water by simon jimenez, and why be happy when you can be normal by jeanette winterson ALLLL waiting for me... for when i have the brain capacity to read again... i'll probably end up restarting each of these or starting something else entirely whenever that ends up being.. but anyway so currently nothing beyond my awful textbooks :(

last song: troublemaker by beach house (my favs!!!!)

most recent film: a complete unknown !!! i liked it quite a bit actually

most recent series: 911... not even a copout answer i'm rewatching it both with my mom (we're at s8e9 together) and on my own (i'm at s6e3) and honestly when i finish my individual rewatch i'll probably restart it again :o i'm not great with starting new things... i just rewatch.. and rewatch.. but i have really wanted to start the Pitt i keep seeing everyone talk about it so if you've watched it and recommend it lmk...

sweet/salty/savory/sour: UGH I can't pick! I'm a BIGGG snack person... and i love salty snacks... but a sweet treat?? i can't live without those!! and i love sour candy the most... so... all......

tea or coffee: definitely both! I drink coffee more often but tea is very soothing

currently working on: jesus i wish i could say something fun but really i'm trying to decide what of the million things on my to-do list i get to look forward to doing tomorrow... but in the fandom sense i am also battling the brain rot because i have several post ideas for this blog right and these typically come to me while im getting ready for bed (remember when i predicted buck going to confession? yeah that came to me while i was blow drying my hair and i had to turn the blow dryer off and cobble a few random sentences that barely made sense before the idea left me) so my notes app is a MESS !!! i need to sit down and flesh them out soooooo i suppose... in a more fun way... i'm working on: something i feel could happen with buck in s9, something to do with eddie's ptsd and his parenting of chris, and chris in texas (this is something that's more of a fic i've been working on since chris first left for texas so. there's a lot, but it's not really written it's more ideas? ideas that i think might be better written up the way i write up my ramblings on here over a fic idk??)...we'll see when any of these come together as of right now it's just stuff like 'eddiechris across the years,' 'sock moved back,' 'maddie hospital note,' 'face to face -> imp that it is done this way,' 'go home together' like girl please its 3am what are you on....

no pressure tags! <3 @buckleyanddiaz @malewife-cas @eddiedisasterdiaz @srue-on-fire

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augh yeah as much as i do love the parts of COS that are very obviously trying to do something competent and genuine, the amestris parts are just so ????

ill be honest, im pretty sure i blocked those scenes out, so remembering that what happened on the amestris side is. yikes

definitely wish the movie was more focused and didnt try to add as much as it did. especially roy -- i dont mind the beginning, hell i think him exiling himself to the north is a good concept, but the fact that he takes back his position (iirc) is just. so are we throwing away the character development and him realizing that he CANT change the military from the inside or what.

in general i honestly wanted to see less of the military cast. they frankly dont have much reason to be there other than the fact people wanted to see them (esp armstrong... just. WHY). im sure there are still ways to work in roy if the creators really wanted him to be there but like. idk! they sure didnt have to do it like that! we couldve spent more time on exploring noah as a character. or let izumi die on screen. sigh

been a while since i rewatched COS but thanks for pointing out all the weird stuff, i'd almost forgotten it and i honestly shouldn't.

(and of course i have to say i love your posts on the series proper. i will never be normal about scar. ever)

the second i saw roy in there i was like why is roy still in the military at all. wasn't his whole arc about realizing that he can't do shit within the military because it is an institution built on atrocities and exploitation? why is he still in it then. why is he talking about serving his country. why's he talking about waiting for ED that makes no fucking SENSE. (why is he alive. someone said they thought roy was supposed to die by the end of 03 but they kept him alive bc he's a fan fave and i wholly believe this frankly). why is the country's military still seemingly intact with a whole surveillance network, when 03 ended on the military being severely crippled and amestris's neighbours getting ready to invade it and bring it to its knees? why are we literally seeing *the fucking weimar republic* in cos only for amestris to not parallel it in any way and instead be the brotherhood-type funland where once you've taken out the mean führer, everything is fine and there's nothing to fix?

and like. this is a short movie right! i know that they were denied a season, maybe even a season and a half to finish off the show and that some elements of cos were meant to be in the og show's ending. and it shows! bc again munich is fucking reasonably competent considering how much is crammed in on hour thirty. and i know that cos's production was also rushed as hell and that as an Anime Movie they were contractually obligated to 1) put as many recurring fan faves in as possible 2) have at least a third of the movie be a big action scene. so like. i can understand the limits. you have no time, you're told you have to put all this shit in, you want to finish off the brothers' story at the very least. but my gd! you're telling me you had an izumi death scene and it doesn't happen??? you could cut roy out ENTIRELY from this. you could not put ARMSTRONG IN LIORE. you could..... i know they had no time at all, i know once again it was 03 being shafted by production committees and time and budget but it's legit insane how the very stupid and seemingly innocuous choice of having armstrong "rebuild" liore comedically completely slapped me out of whatever headspace cos had managed to slip me in before. i was enjoying it a lot until we got to amestris. and this armstrong thing, followed by rose's line here:

it's just. it's almost comedic. i'm almost wondering if the writer is fucking with me here and acknowledging just how stupid it is to put armstrong doing alchemy in liore is. probably not but gd this is bad. this is brotherhood levels of obliviousness to the themes.

anyhow i'm not finishing cos tonight bc i'm too pissed about it lol. it's funny bc for years i was told it was bad but for the opposite reasons that it's actually bad. like folks kept saying the munich parts were bad/stupid/wrong and made no sense when to me they're by far the most thematically coherent and interesting/emotional bits of it. i LOVE the relationship between noah and ed. and like, i know the bar is is in hell when it comes to depicting roma on screen, but i can't help but appreciate the little and big ways both noah and her people get humanized, how they feel like the most real and concrete part of this world ed insists is a dream or hell. but really, genuinely noah is so good, alfons's weird crush on ed is hysterical, the general atmosphere and research around 1923 munich seems genuinely thoughtful (and it also tells me that the writers had been thinking about this long, long before even 03 ended). i genuinely believe that making munich! hugues a nazi sympathizer and a racist is a really inspired and brave choice that makes the audience reflects THEIR hugues and how the amestrian military behaved. so anyhow these parts are good, genuinely. it's sad that that's the first third and then you get thrown into this mess, and there's still a whole stupid nazi battle to come. it's stupid. it's stupid especially bc there's a genuine part of the movie that IS smart and thoughtful. it'd be so much easier if all of it were bad, or if the difference between the writing in each part weren't so obvious. anyhow. i wanna finish cos bc i wanna see wrath's arc end and envy eating hoheinheim and ed/al reunion and more of noah. but also i think i'm gonna be writing off large chunks of it lol.

(also thank you very much, i'm trying to preach 03 to whoever i can whenever i can. appreciate the love)

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10 characters/10 fandoms/10 tags

the always amazing @aevallare tagged me <3 sooooo:

Astarion Ancunin (Baldur's Gate 3) - getting the obvious one out of the way early. you put a character in front of me who gets mad at you for being good and kind because no one has ever been that to him, who is a bitch and that's a feature not a bug, and im not supposed to become deeply obsessed with that? he is everything. to me.

Gideon Nav (The Locked Tomb) - tamsyn muir WHEN will my wife come back from the war? Devotion even when you hate it. Being a weapon in more ways than even you are aware of. Love when you don't know what love is, really, getting it wrong and right at the same time. Gideon @ Harrow is just "its rotten work. especially to me especially if its you. i'll fucking do it but christ alive."

Murderbot (The Murderbot Diaries) - i think i am one of the only people who thinks that Murderbot is on the fem-presenting side of androgynous but i do think that and i'm right. I haven't read the latest book yet. Being forced to interrogate an in-between space, Murderbot's "dont look at me" in combination with vulnerability, the desire to cut and run and figure yourself out and then, like. not actually figuring yourself out much. did the running help? did escaping do anything? or should you have stayed?

Stede Bonnet (Our Flag Means Death) - Cringefail fuck-up pirate my beloved, i hate watching him do things it's like looking in a mirror. Theater kid playing dress up, steeped in self-doubt and trying to get everyone to talk about their feelings. In season one he looks at his own life and says "is anyone going to ruin this?" and doesn't wait for an answer. I want to kiss him in the moonlight. Every time I think about him I want to throw up. <3

Keyleth (Critical Role) - The weight of the world on her shoulders because she's been raised to lead her people, and all that simmering rage she tries to keep under wraps, and then she only gets a tiny bit of time with the person she loves before she has to live for years and years and years and watch everyone she cares about leave her. Archdruids with timeless body are an existential nightmare.

Alex Louis Armstrong (Fullmetal Alchemist) - okay listen. when i rewatched fmab in college, I was fully ready to fall in love with Riza. I was very surprised when I realized that it was not the badass with the gun I was fixated on, but the. big muscle-y guy who cries a lot and gets used for comic relief 60% of the time. but. im here. i love him. the ishval flashbacks got to me.

Blue (This is How You Lose the Time War) - Loving someone enough you're willing to let them close enough to kill you. The inherent rot beneath blooming things. Taking the slow path. Not leaving well enough alone. Love, but with teeth. I'm so normal about her (lying)

Cora Sabino (Noumena Series) - I wish I could tell everyone to read Axiom's End because I loved it, but I cant because the sequel fucked me up so bad. Its good! but god the atmosphere is so oppressive and Cora's struggle with depression is extremely real for an alternate history story that asks the question "what if we found out aliens were real during the bush administration?" I was legitimately unwell.

Obi-Wan Kenobi (Star Wars) - I just think he's the funniest guy with a laser sword. so repressed. had one of the most grey-jedi masters to ever do the damn thing. bitchy. the chosen one is his padawan. honestly he had to know anakin was sneaking out to canoodle with padme and just decided it wasn't his problem. calls himself fucking ben on the hell sand planet. why was he like that.

Spock (Star Trek) - this is the most "i just think he's neat" of all of them. i inherited this blorbo. this blorbo was handed down to me from my mom. he was hers first, im just picking up the torch. "guy who acts like he has no emotions but every seven years enters a fuck or die frenzy" im sorry but that's. that's too good. i have no choice but to rotate him in my mind.

I cannot tag 10 people but i will tag @asterordinary and @werewolfnobody and if anyone else wants to do it go for it! tag me so i can read your response!