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i dont know h ow to save this
and my ipad is abt to run out of time so whaatervverrr
thisis al l i got for moon day </3
#myart#dca fandom#fnaf moon#daycare attendant moon#MOON#M OO N#MOONMOON#I LOVETHISGUY#I LVOEMOON#I LOVEHIMALOT#i need 2 draw him spooky/slightly more biblically accurate more i think#sssiiiggghh
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discord tarjosi tälläistä lippua gifinä (tämä on sc jotta sitä on helpompi ihmetellä) ja en löydä sitä wikipedian listasta, osaisiko joku lippuornitologi tunnistaa?

yritin myös reverse image searchia mutta ei tuottanut tuloksia
#suomitumppu#suomitumblr#coinaan sanan lippuornitologi koska olen katsonut tsirlipsistä#toivottavasti ei oo mikään s*n*m*stien lippu josta en tiedä
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manifesting ✨hopes✨ for moge’s lxl mv based off her past drawings of them (delusional)
#i m e an. she’s p much drawn them kissing s o o o o oo o o#cmon moge you k n o w you want to shipxship—#li ke the twt shito made about the next mv was also. k i n d a . sus? maybe????#i mean they dont usually post twts about the mvs before the mv drop announcement so??? maybe???? hopefully???? will they finally kissxkiss??#ship manifestation in progress (delusional) call me if they kissxkiss th o u g h
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TEIST EI KUKAAN ........ tästä ei tuu mitään
#se vihaa mua#se vittu vihaa mua ja ei haluu enään ikinä olla mun kaa minkäänlaisissa tekemisissä#se aikoo korvata mut jollain toisella koska mä en oo niin tärkee sille ku se on mulle#mut se vaan hästäg vihaa mua ja ei haluu olla mun kaveri enään#ja keskiviikkon se kertoo ton mulle et se ei enää haluu olla mu frendi ja et sil on epämukavaa olla mun seuras ja mun kaa väleis#kosk oon vaan voinu niin huonosti tän kokoajan ilman mitään muutosta#ja sen takii se ei oo halunnu nähä mua tai puhuu mulle tai olla mun kaa minkäälaisis tekemisis#se vittu vihaa mua ja ei tykkää musta mun täytyy olla valmis siihen et mä jään ihan yksin mul ei oo ketään#kosk anime seukkaa ja raasul on n ja m mul ei oo ketään jos mul ei oo sitä#hmm#mul on sentään yaoi#myös.... huomioin mun ajatusten virtauksen#mennään heti paniikkiin tässä ja nyt#mun pitää mennä vaan nukkumaan
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{Cap'd by Me} (PLEASE ASK TO USE/SHARE) {DO NOT R E P O S T}
#koushirouizumi dgmn#koushirouizumi advs#koushirouizumi adv#koushirouizumi tri#koushirouizumi koushiro#advs koushiro#adv koushiro#tri koushiro#bnm koushiro#adv 38#(Oh h u h n EW m E M E Goin a r o u n d????)#({From a thing I saw '{chara} is driven by {C o m p a s s i o n}' abt {G a m e??} chara I dont k NOW y ET B U T---)#('y E A P. MUCH d ESCRIBES F A V T OO')#('a ND THATS EXACTLY WHY OVER HALF THE f AN B A S E DOESNT g ET k OUSHIRO ****AT ALL****-----')#({Will have r. b. for L A T E R)
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don't mind him wandering around the plex in awe because he's never left the daycare before, he's just enjoying exploring new territory to him
#sundrop / ic post#only moon really leaves and while sunny HAS seen outside#m/oo/n's eyes perceive things slightly different from him
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am i hungry or does this piece actually just suck: great games to play at bad times
#just me hi#aaauhaaahaahuhaaa#i liked the posing when i started but after that it's just not doinnn ittt for meee kkkkkkhgghgjhf oTL#n i wanna be Done w/ it already so i've just gotta finish it but aaaau#it could be cooler but idk what to do so Ahhhhhuhghhghh#w/e w/e w/e. i'm not gonna be completely content w/ everything i make i might as well let my subpar child loose into the world#sigh. just have a couple things i gotta finish tweaking though..#//oo food yay 🎉#okay m gonna go eat ehe :)
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Love Me Right (M)

synopsis: your heart shatters when you find out your husband is cheating on you with another woman. as revenge, you begin a scandalous relationship of your own with the mistress' husband.
word count: 12K+
warnings: cheating, unprotected sex, wall sex, cum eating, fingering, slight exhibitionism, oral (m & f receiving, some questionable actions by characters, softdom!jaemin, big dick jaem
(not proofread)
As the years passed, you failed to notice the lack of attention your husband was giving you. Late nights filled with warm cuddles turned into plenty of excuses of being tired and stressed from work. Your husband giving you just a kiss to the cheek before pulling the sheets over his shoulders and closing his eyes. Yet you refused to think something was wrong. "He's just tired from work" you'd tell yourself every time you had the sour feeling of fear stirring in your gut that your husband was starting to love you less and less everyday.
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Getting married was the happiest day of your life. The excitement you felt the day the prettiest white wedding dress hugged your body was forever imprinted in you head, not being able to hold back a smile whenever you were reminded by the fact you married the love of your life. Every night was filled with childish giggles, snuggling and never ending kisses every where. It was a fairytale life for you.
It was only a while later your husband started acting more giddy. He'd come home from work to greet you with a childish smile, pressing a long kiss to your cheek and mumbling compliments before heading off to shower. You thought things were finally getting better. Maybe he got a promotion? Maybe he was praised by his boss more. Whatever is was, a wave of relief washed over you after that.
"Babe, get ready by 7pm, we're having dinner with a colleague of mine" Your husband said to you one day. "Dress nice, we're going to a pretty fancy restaurant" He says with a dazed smile as he looked through his closet, finding his best suit. You sat in bed, sheets pulled over your legs and a fashion magazine open in your hands. "Oo, what's the occasion and who's this colleague of yours?" You ask. "She's my project partner. We're working together on this project that's going really well with a bunch of other people. I invited the others but they were all busy" Then he turns to look at you with a grin, the suit he was looking for held in one hand. It was ironed beautifully thanks to you. "She's amazing. I can't wait for you to meet her"
You only smiled.
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Upon arriving at this fancy looking Italian restaurant, you notice your husband's eyes darting all over the place in search of his colleague. His eyes almost glimmered when he saw her. Your gaze followed his until they landed on the infamous woman your husband had been mumbling about. She was drop dead gorgeous, and part of your self esteem dropped dead in your stomach. You hide the deep inhale you took when you saw her. Like you used to, endless words of comfort flooded your head in attempts to drown out the fear, doubt and over thinking in your head. Thankfully for you, it did in fact manage to calm your nerves down.
"Sejun!" the woman exclaimed happily when the two of you walked closer. Both your husband and her opened their arms for a quick embrace, the smile you had feeling more forced as you wonder if this is a normal thing for coworkers to do. You glanced at her partner, noticing the tint of worry in his eyes that were the same as yours.
Sat next to your husband's colleague was a well dressed man. His hair styled perfectly to bring out the charm of his face. His eyes were just as sparkly as the woman's. Noticing the protective hand that was placed on her lap, you could only assume this man was her boyfriend or even husband.
"I'm y/n" you introduce, smile smaller now as you extend your hand towards his for a handshake - much more normal, you think.
"Jaemin" he introduces in return, reciprocating your friendly smile.
When your husband and his coworker finally let go after what felt like forever, all of you took a seat. You sat opposite of Jaemin while your husband sat opposite his coworker.
"Oh, my name is Hyejoo by the way" she says as if finally acknowledging your presence. Her hand extends towards you and you take it in for the handshake. Her hand yanked away from yours just a second after contact, almost as if she didn't want to be touching you. Your heart sours, feeling weird.
The dinner goes on as it should with Hyejoo and your husband eagerly ordering all the enticing looking dishes that none of you have seen nor tried before. Every so often, you and Jaemin would glance at each other, not very sure what to say to each other or how to act. It felt as though the two of you were kids, forced to sit across from each other as your mums talked away.
"Do you know what project they're working on?" you ask Jaemin with an awkward chuckle to finish your sentence. He responds with an equally awkward smile, shaking his head. "Said it was some big company project too complicated for her to explain. Just told me it was very important" You nod, not knowing what to say next.
Even when the food arrived, placed in front of you with delicious steam floating in the air, not even once did your husband acknowledge you or your food. He didn't ask what you were eating, if he could try a bite. He only thanked the waiter, immediately going back to his conversation with Hyejoo. You looked down, playing with your fingers.
"Hey, you okay?" Jaemin asks when he notices your strange behavior. You force a smile and Jaemin almost believed it. "I think I just had a cramp"
When dinner finally comes to an end and Hyejoo calls it a night, you resist the urge to scream in relief when you feel like your husband wrap an arm around your waist and bid Hyejoo goodnight. Similarly, Jaemin had a hand around Hyejoo's waist, the small barely there smile on his face looking more annoyed and forced the longer you stared. You could almost see him burning your husband with his eyes, jaw getting tense the longer the it took for the two of them to finally stop talking and part ways. The final goodbye leaves their lips after what felt like forever and Jaemin glances over to you, the smile on his face turning from forced to more genuine when he nods his head towards you, that being his own way of saying goodnight. You reciprocate the action and all of you go home.
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Honestly, you thought that dinner would be the end of things. You had already met the girl, what else did you have to do? Well apparently, a lot of visiting. Sejun insisted on heading over to Hyejoo's place at least twice a week so that they could have more time to discuss the project. When you asked him why he just had to go to her place to work instead of leaving it till the next day at the office, all he said was "Well, I didn't want you to feel jealous so I thought you might as well come along with me"
You didn't know how to feel about that answer. Some part of you said, aww he cares about my feelings. While the other part of you wanted to hack into his brain and see what was really going on. Were you just overreacting or was this just a really weird thing?
The first time you went over to her place, you hated yourself for being so impressed by the designing of her home. The decor was top tier and her house was absolutely spotless, not a single thing out of place.
"How about a house tour?" She claps happily. "Then I'll start preparing our dinner for tonight"
"That sounds like a great idea!" Sejun responds with a big grin. "You did some reno recently too right? " She hums back in delight. Hyejoo gives a fantastic house tour and when you check your phone, your brows furrow in surprise seeing how it too almost 40 minutes to look around her house. "God I didn't think a house tour would be so tiring" you say with a soft laugh to Sejun while Hyejoo was busy searching her closet for something. "If you're tired you can go rest" He replies, snatching away the little smile you had. His reply was monotone, saying it as if it was dumb of you to not have backed out of the tour midway when you got tired. "Yeah.. " you try to laugh it off but the silence somehow only got louder and louder. "I'm gonna just.. " you point to the direction of the kitchen. When you receive no reply or reaction from Sejun, you just walk away, shoulders slumped and heart souring.
In the kitchen, Jaemin was on his phone munching away on some almonds and quietly laughing at whatever he was looking at. Hearing the footsteps coming closer towards him, he looks up with a glimmer in his eyes and a wide grin. Though both of those sparks slowly die down when he realizes it's only you. "Oh hi y/n." He says, "Done with the tour already?"
You shake your head, taking a seat in front of him. "No, I got tired and thought it'd be a genius idea to go rest since my I'm just so tired" You say almost mockingly with a roll of the eyes. Jaemin, not knowing if he should ask what's up or keep quiet, solves all his problems by sliding over his bowl of almonds to you. "Nuts?"
...
"Alright I hope you guys love steak because I'm great at cooking i- aw shucks" Hyejoo's voice turns poutier when she opens her refrigerator to find a lack of meat. "I thought I bought some just a few days ago" she murmurs. "Jaemin, didn't I buy some steak just two days ago?" She turns around to look at her husband, one hand on her hip and her lips downturned into a pout.
"I think you bought chicken, honey" Jaemin replies. You could see the softness in his eyes as he looked at his wife and you almost envied her. Glancing over to your own husband, you wondered when was the last time he even looked at you that way. "I did? Aw man, I have to go buy some steak now!" Hyejoo exclaims. "Why don't you just use what you've already bought? Saves you the hassle of going out to buy it again' Jaemin says. " I promised Sejun I'd cook him my signature steak. I've been bragging about it all week." Hyejoo replies while grabbing her purse. "Sejun, can you follow me to the supermarket to get some steak? Maybe we can go get some extra stuff for dinner too"
Jaemin's jaw drops open a little, getting out of his seat. "Why don't I just follow you, Hye"
Hyejoo looks up at him and places a tender hand to his cheek. "You stay here with y/n okay? Can't have a stranger all alone in our house" She jokes with a laugh. "No Offense y/n, you're a lovely girl"
You don't even reply, only throwing her an awkward nod and chuckle, trying to make it look like you actually found her lousy joke funny.
"Come on Jun, let's hurry!" Hyejoo grabs onto your husband and pulls him out of the house without another word. "We'll be right back!" you hear her say before the door slams shut and it's locked.
You look over at Jaemin who looks just as defeated as you.
"So... " you begin with an awkward tone, walking over to Jaemin who had his tongue poking at his cheek with an annoyed glare. His glare wasn't towards you yet you could feel the fire burning from his eyes. He was no doubt jealous, and understandably so. You were jealous too. "This is totally normal right?" you ask, taking a seat by the gorgeous marble island, not too far from Jaemin who had slumped into his seat at the dining table.
"I don't know" He mumbles, voice deep and hoarse, not quite in the mood for anything at that point. "I don't have group projects with my colleagues"
"As a gal that works under the marketing department like them... there are times where group projects take a lot of time. Just to make sure everything goes smoothly, y'know?"
Now, Jaemin sits ups right, both hands slamming against the table not in anger, but to make a point.
"This doesn't feel like a project to me. How is this a formal, proper work project if only two members are working on it? This isn't high school where the rest of your group can just laze around while two people work hard on the project"
Getting up, you head over to the dining table and sit across from Jaemin who started looking tenser by the second. "We shouldn't worry too much. There's probably an explanation to all this. After all, they're working under Neo Corp, everyone is crazy busy all the time"
Jaemin lets out a deep exhale, eyes falling shut. "Yeah, you're probably right. I'm just overreacting"
As you provide more words of comfort to the male in front of you, you begin to wonder just how much of your own words you believe.
...
"Seriously? Macarons are way too sweet. I think something like strudels are a much better tea time snack" You reply to Jaemin, the both of you somehow ending up in a long debate about the superior kind of dessert as a way to distract the both of you from your spouse's long work project. "I just love sugar" Jaemin answers with a shrug.
"We're back!" the door opens revealing an excitedly Hyejoo at the back. She almost looked giddy as she held up a plastic bag with steak in it. "Who's ready to have the best steak of their life!"
You and Jaemin look over at each other before raising your hands. "Me"
...
Hyejoo's steak was mouth watering. You and Sejun left the house feeling sleepy and full. Your tongue rolled around in your mouth, desperate to find any remaining flavour from the steak. Even the tiniest hint of residue in your mouth had you humming in delight.
The door to your home closes with a light slam. You stretch and yawn, yearning for the warmth of your bed and your husband. As you finish brushing your teeth and hopping into your bed with your husband following behind, you finally ask him a question that lingered in your head since your earlier conversation with Jaemin.
"Sejun" you begin, your husband humming in response to the call of his name as he slips under the covers next to you. "Why is it that only you and Hyejoo are working so hard on this project together? How about your teammates" You curl up against his arm, the male leaning against you and placing a gentle hand on your head. "Hyejoo and I are the brains of the project. We're in charge of planning everything out, and once we're done with that, the others help to arrange everything. Make sure everything makes sense and looks good. Then we have a final meeting to finalize everything. Am I worrying you by working with Hyejoo too much?"
His calming voice was like poison in your mind. Your eyebrows furrow sadly and you pout, nodding at his question.
"Ngaw.. " he twists his body so that he's able to press a tender kiss to your head. "I'm sorry I made you feel that way, baby. But you don't have to worry about anything okay? Hyejoo is just my colleague. Plus... at the end of the day, I have a gorgeous wife waiting for me at home. I always look forward to that." His words as you sniffling happily, cuddling into him further and throwing a leg over his thighs.
"Thanks for the reassurance" you murmur.
"Of course" He places a hand under your chin, making you look up at him. "I love you" He presses a kiss to your lips. The kiss prolongs, tongues are intertwining with each other and soon enough, he's hovering above you, hand slowly tracing down to your pants.
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Visits to Hyejoo's place become uncommon for you now. You felt as though your relationship with your husband was going back to normal, and what's even better was that you were forming a pretty lovely friendship with Jaemin. The both of you finding new shared hobbies at every meeting.
"You can cook??" You say with a gasp, Jaemin throwing the cockiest smile and waving a hand at you. "Not gonna brag but, I'm an amazing chef. I had a roommate back in college. That guy wakes me up at 3am everyday just to make him some eggs to satisfy his weird midnight cravings. Kinda fell in love with cooking after that. " Jaemin lets out a chuckle. "Lucky bastard... He got to eat gourmet food as u started learning how to up my egg cooking game. And now I'm here, cooking premium meats every other week"
"Well if you're really the shit, how bout you make some gourmet meal right now" You challenge.
"Sure" Jaemin shrugs, getting out of his seat. "What do you want? Meat? Rice? Pasta?"
Before you can even answer, he's already opening the fridge. "Ah, how about truffle pasta. I'm great at making that. I think you'll love it" He doesn't even turn around to see if you agree, instead taking out everything he needed to make the dish.
Soon enough, Jaemin is washing vegetables, cutting ingredients, preparing to prove to you just how great he is at cooking. Watching him dice onions and garlic with crazy impressive knife skills made your heart dance. Men who could cook will always be insanely attractive to you. And Jaemin fit that standard perfectly. Your own husband had always refused to talk about cooking. Constantly changing the topic before you even get to mention it. Not gonna lie, it pissed you off sometimes but when he said he only felt that way because he was always nagged by his mother and grandmother to cook, you huffed and let it slide.
Watching Jaemin cook was hypnotizing. With every move he made, you could see clearly how he knew exactly what he was doing.
"Bon apetit, madam" he says, laying the beautifully plated truffle pasta in front of you. Your jaw drops at the sight. Presentation was top tier and the smell of it was mouth watering. Something twitched in your chest when you looked up to see him with a cocky smirk on his face. "What are you waiting for? Have a taste" He says. You pick up the fork, twirling the pasta and taking a bite. Needless to say, you almost cried and Jaemin was pumping his fists in the air declaring victory.
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It was yet another day at Hyejoo's house. Both she and your husband were upstairs in her mini office discussing marketing strategies and new never used ideas. Downstairs, you were with Jaemin watching a scary movie. Just to up the fear factor, you guys watched an Indonesian horror movie. While you were accustomed to the horror style of Southeast Asian horror films, Jaemin was not. With every suspenseful move from the main character, Jaemin was flinching. "Why are the houses in horror films always so dark?" he complains with a grimace, hands twitching about anticipating something big to happen.
"Na Jaemin being a scaredy cat for horror movies was not in my bingo card" you laugh. "Oh, shut up" he replies, sending a smack to your arm right after making you burst out in silent laughter. Your attempts at laughing quietly fail horribly when a jump scare finally happens and Jaemin practically jumps in his seat, buff and heavy body making the couch screech against the floor by barely an inch. "Holy fuccckkk" Jaemin groans out with a hand to his chest, feeling the rapid thumping of his heart beat under his palm. His reaction had you falling on your side curled up into a ball, kicking your feet and you desperately tried to conceal your never ending giggling behind your hand.
"Oh you think that's funny huh" Jaemin says.
You're about to laugh out a yes until Jaemin is attacking you with tickles, jabbing you at sensitive areas as payback for you laughing at his misery. You're kicking at him, trying to pry him off you. One final kick has him losing his balance and he manages to save himself from crashing into you by planting a firm hand next to your head. Na Jaemin was now hovering above you and worst of all, your heart was thumping fast - a bit too fast for your liking. There was nothing but silence between the both of you, but neither of you made a move to get out of this strange, not very appropriate position. You noticed how Jaemin's eyes were slowly examining every feature on your face, and when your own eyes trail down from his eyes to his lips, you see him gulp.
The sound of the upstairs door creaking open and muffled chattering of your respective spouses has the two of you in panic mode, immediately getting out of that position and sitting far apart from each other on the couch. Your throat went dry and you could almost hear the sound of your own heart thumping out of your chest.
"Oh! You guys are watching a movie? How fun!" Hyejoo exclaims as she walks down the stairs. Noticing the dark lighting and flashing scenes, she shivered, mentioning how she hates horror and the rest of her yapping was drowned out by the loud thumping of your heart. You didn't even realize she was bidding you goodnight until Sejun places a hand on your shoulder saying it was time to go home. Just before you exit, you turn your head hoping to get one last glance at him; and you do, he gives you a small smile accompanied by a wave goodnight.
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Since that little situation with Jaemin, you've been haunted by dreams with him as the main character. Romantic visuals and the feeling of warmth hugging your heart with every dream that comes your way has you waking up in cold sweat, concerned of the images your brain was constantly presenting you. There was a guilt swarming your chest because every time you woke up from one of those dreams, you felt happy, feeling the sense of cute young love again. But that was wrong. So, so very wrong. You were a married woman and Jaemin a married man. How can you even think of him that way?
"You okay?" Sejun's question breaks you out of your daydream.
"Yeah" you answer, throwing him an awkward chuckle. "Just been having strange dreams, that's all. Dreamt Leonardo da Vinci was hiding a secret behind the painting in our living room. Felt way too real I almost felt skeptical"
Sejun smiles at you awkwardly. "Have you been watching way too much mystery shows, babe? It might be getting to your head."
"Maybe"
"Anyways," he places his empty coffee mug into the sink, walking towards you only to press a kiss to your head. "I'll be home late today okay? Got a team meeting and who knows, we might head out for some late night beer afterwards"
"Really? Again"
"It's for work babe, you know that"
"Yeah but there's no way you have to have a meeting every day right? Aren't meetings supposed to be spaced out every few days so you can do touch ups and what not before the next meeting?"
Sejun lets out a deep sigh. "It's my job, Y/n. Okay? I'm getting paid to do this, so let me do my job"
"Right, fine. I'm sorry" you Huff, waving him off.
"It's alright. I love you, remember that okay?"
"Mhm, I love you too"
"That's my girl" Fingers are placed under your chin and your head is guided upwards where your husband places a tender kiss to your lips.
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It was 11.30pm and the tummy grumbles you've been trying to ignore for the past hour had finally gotten to you. Throwing on the prettiest coat you own and a pair of easy slip on sneakers, you head towards the bakery just a few blocks away from your apartment. The pastries there were to die for and it was the perfect snack for such a late hour.
Greeted by the aroma of freshly baked goods, you're practically floating as you grab a tray and start picking out all the best parties they had. Maybe you had gotten too greedy, having at least 3 different fruit danishes and a cream puff just because you wanted something soft and fluffy. You pay up and head towards the exit, but you bump into a meaty figure before you could even grab the door handle to leave.
"Oh my god I'm so sor- Jaemin?" you gasp in surprise when you look up to see the man of your dreams (literally) standing right in front of you, dressed in a black turtle neck and light blue jeans. Such simple clothes yet his charm was as visible as ever. You almost wanted to throw yourself out the window when you remember that you're wearing the biggest shirt known to man kind and draped in a pretty coat that did not match your outfit at all.
"What a coincidence!" Jaemin sings, wide smile plastered on his face. "What are you doing here at such a late hour?"
"Sejun is still out at the office for a meetings" You Huff, crossing your arms. "And I got hungry so I decided to get something to eat."
"Same! Hyejoo is still working and it's really boring at home. My mouth is starting to get bored so I decided to come out and grab a a snack too." Then Jaemin snaps his fingers. You could practically see a light bulb shining brightly above his head. "Why don't we have a drink together? Like coffee or tea while we eat our pastries. Whaddya say?"
The offer was tempting. Terribly tempting. Going home was boring cause you'd only be watching more tv and eating your pastries alone. Having a night time tea time with Jaemin didn't sound like a bad idea. In fact, it sounded like a great idea.
"I'm in"
The male beams, smiling from ear to ear. "Grab a table. I'll order more pastries and some drinks. Just tell me what you want"
Not too long after, you and Jaemin are seated across from each other with a large tray of pastries. There was a hot long black for Jaemin and a hot cocoa for you.
"Isn't this great?" Jaemin asks, picking up his favorite macaron and taking a bite. "Tea time at midnight? Really interesting if I do say so myself, surprised this place is even still open at this hour."
You chuckle, agreeing with him as he takes another bite.
"Hyejoo never does these kind of things with me anymore. All of a sudden, she's the busiest person I know and we're barely spending time together." Jaemin is grabbing another macaron to eat, the glimmer in his eyes fading slightly. "I know this sounds crazy but it almost feels as though we're strangers... it sounds insane because I'm literally married to her. Yet it feels like I'm living with some random girl"
"Hey... It's alright. Things happen y'know? People get busy. But she's just working, nothing to worry about." You tell him.
"But I do worry. " He says. "Feels like she's hiding something from me but I don't have any proof. When I ask, she tells me it's nothing. And when I think too deeply on it, I'm wondering if I'm the problem. Amni doing something wrong? Is that why she's hiding something from me?"
"I don't think she's hiding anything, Jaemin. I don't know. But I too am just trying to be open minded. Marketing does get hectic sometimes..."
Jaemin sighs, grabbing a Danish and terrifyingly, he downs it in one bite - mouth puffing up like a chipmunk.
The heavy mood slowly begins to fade when you compare Jaemin to a chipmunk with his full cheeks. The man, although feeling a heavy weight on his heart cracks a smile.
"Do i?" he asks with full cheeks and you nod with a smile.
Jaemin chews his food properly, chipmunk cheeks gone.
"Aw, chipmunk Jaem has disappeared" you say with a faux pout. "I'll miss him so much he was kinda cute"
"Oh really?" The mood lightens up fully now. As the night goes on, you and Jaemin continue to joke around, get into more silly debates and talk about your first times doing different things. The heavy mood from earlier had long faded away and Jaemin was feeling much better. There was a happy warmth swarming his chest everytime you smiled and laughed. Each time you giggled, he was determined to see more of it, cracking more silly puns and making weird facial expressions just because it cracked you up so much. For the first time in a while, Jaemin felt free of his own thoughts. There was no worry and fear lurking in his head, just serotonin and silliness.
Eventually, the shop begins to close, meaning it was time to wrap up.
"Tonight was great" Jaemin says. "Though it was only an hour, I had a great time. I don't feel sad anymore. Thanks"
"Pffft" You wave him off. "It was nothing. Just two friends hanging out. But yeah, I had a great time too thanks to you"
As Jaemin debates what to do next before the two of you part ways, he's almost terrified when an image pops into his head and disappears before he could fully register it.
"You can't do that, you're a married man" He screams at himself in his head. When he finally realizes he's been talking to himself for a bit too long, he snaps out of it and opens his arms. "Hug?"
You agree, almost jumping at his action but you manage to hold back, going in for a normal hug like normal people do. Like normal friends do.
"I guess I'll see you tomorrow night? I know they're gonna meet up for the project again at your place"
"Yeah, they are." Jaemin clears his throat. "Then uh, goodnight! Get home safe alright. Oh- you should give me your number so I can make sure you get home safely. I don't know what I'd do with myself if I knew you got hurt"
"Right- uh" Jaemin hands you his phone and you tap your number into his phone.
"Send me a text when you get home alright?" Jaemin says.
"Will do. Night!" You send him a wave and he waves back.
The both of you walk in the opposite direction back home.
As he walks home, Jaemin's mind goes haywire with the image of him kissing you goodnight running through his head, replaying over and over. Meanwhile, you have a hard time shaking off the the memory of embracing Jaemin. His scent and warmth so comforting to you, almost intoxicating.
"What's wrong with me..." The both of you mumble to yourselves.
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"11pm.. " you mumble to yourself, leg tapping anxiously against your carpeted floor while your eyes were glued onto the digital clock next to your TV. Hours after your husband's work dinner was supposed to end, he was still no where to be seen. Calls were not being picked up, messages were left on delivered, you were going insane. Bottling up with anxiety and fear, you get up from the couch, grab your keys and drive off to the location of your husband's work dinner.
"Sorry ma'am, they left about 2 hours ago" The cashier tells you and part of you wanted to scream.
"Ah, I see. Thanks" you give the lady a smile and exit. Once back in the car, you fold your arms, head leaned back against the headrest. "Where would they go after a work dinner... " The first answer that came to your mind was Jaemin's house. Maybe after dinner, Sejun and Hyejoo decided to go back and continue working. As you send Jaemin a quick text to ask if they were there, a wave of annoyance flushes through you. But you'd much rather have your husband over at their place than being in danger god knows where.
Jaemin: no, they're not here either. hyejoo isn't picking up my calls too.
Jaemin's answer makes your stomach drop. Well fuck, if they weren't there, where else could they be?
You: I'm gonna go to their office. hopefully they're there, if not I'm seriously gonna file a police report.
Jaemin: I'll head to their office too.
Parking outside the office building, you greet the security guard that you see every day when sending lunch boxes over to your husband.
"Hi, Mr Noh" you greet. "Did you see Sejun? They had a company dinner hours ago and h3 isn't picking up my phone calls"
"Oh, Sejun was just here a while ago. I haven't seen him leave yet so I think he should still be inside" Mr Noh replies and a wave of relief washes over you.
"Thank god" you Huff in relief. "Thank you so much" Giving Mr Noh a thanksful Pat on the shoulder, you speed walk into the office and up the elevator, pressing on the floor that your husband worked on.
The hallways were dim and quiet, just a few emergency lights giving light in the hallways. the dead silence made it feel like you were in a horror movie, serial axe murderer or vengeful ghost hiding somewhere in the shadows, preparing to attack. As your mind continued to play tricks on you by convincing you that you saw moving shadows, the sound of a giggle makes you jolt.
Fuck, is this place really haunted?,, you wondered. Then there was another giggle, but this time it was deeper, like it came from a male.
"I can't believe we're doing this here" the female voice says. You felt your stomach stir, instantly recognizing the voice that belonged to Hyejoo. "We work on this desk" she says.
"That's what makes it thrilling isn't it?"
Yeah, you were about to vomit. Because that was your husbands voice. You could never be more sure. Of course, you've heard his voice for years. It was the same voice who hummed songs to you to help you fall asleep on restless nights.
"You're right" she says with a giggle. The male - your husband, lets out a low chuckle. Then there's to sound of lips being pressed against each other. Loud, sloppy, then there's moaning and groaning. Your legs began to give out, slapping a hand over your mouth to stop you from screaming and crying out loud. The moans get louder, the sound of clothes being taken off and what you could only assume to be the office desk creaking. You wanted to kill him. You didn't even have to take a peek to know what they were doing. Finally, you find the strength to run out the building, holding it the tears threatening to spill out and show just how weak you felt.
When you got to the ground floor, elevator doors opening, you made a run for it. Far from them, you cried freely. Sobbing into your palm, your vision got blurry from the tears. With your blurry vision, you didn't notice as you ran straight into a muscled body. Then it finally hit you that Jaemin said he'd be coming too. You sniff, looking up to see Jaemin's concerned face.
"What's wrong?" he asked, voice laced with so much genuine concern that you dropped to your knees, sobbing and Jaemin getting on his knees to be on your level.
"They- they" God, you couldn't even speak properly, throat constricting, struggling to even breath. The only thing you could do was grab Jaemin's forearm, gripping so hard that you knew you were going to mark him. "I heard them." you force yourself to mutter. "They were kissing. And they're about to do God knows what else up there"
Jaemin didn't even need to ask who you were talking about. The suspicions he'd been trying to store away finally coming to light with your words. His eyes tear up, but he sucks in a deep breath trying to stay strong. It's hard, he wants to scream and break something. He couldn't do that. So, he closed his eyes and pulled you into his embrace, rubbing a hand up and down your back as you cried into his chest, keeping your strong grip on his forearm. It hurt, but Jaemin preferred this physical rather than the one tearing at his heart.
After minutes, he lifts you up with him. "Let's go." he says.
You stop your crying to look up at him, confused. "Where do we go? Do we just go home and pretend as if nothing happened?"
He shakes his head, not saying a thing but instead guiding you to his car.
"What about my car?" you asked as you opened the door to the passenger seat, guiding you inside. "Let them see. Let them realize that we know" he replies, closing your door and walking over to the driver's seat. He starts the engine, eyes lacking its usual spark. "We're going to a hotel"
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Jaemin drives the both of you to the furthest hotel from your neighbourhood, claiming that the two of you needed this distance. He books a room for the both of you to stay the night in. Unfortunately the only room available had a queen bed and a single bed. Jaemin gladly let you take the queen sized bed.
With no other clothes but the ones you arrived in, the two of you just decide to get into bed and get some rest, or at least try to.
Neither of you open your mouths to talk about what happened. Hearts aching and anger boiling in your veins, you began to tear up. Your son of a bitch brain playing disgusting scenes of the traitor you once loved with that sly fox. Giggling and touching in the quiet office room at the dead of night. Your fists clenched, wanting nothing more than to punch the both of them bloody. You didn't even realize you began sobbing out loud until your bed dips and you hear Jaemin's honey voice, as sweet as ever despite the fact he was probably and also most likely fighting ten different emotions at the same time.
"Hey, it's alright" Jaemin says in attempt to comfort you. He didn't know what to say, still trying to wrap his head around this new reality. "It's none of our fault"
You sit up in your bed and look at Jaemin with your blood shot eyes. "Of course it isn't" You sniff, using your hand to wipe away a tear that slipped from your eye. "They're the fucking traitors here. How long have they been doing this behind our backs?" You question, voice getting louder as rage begins to flood your entire system. You've never been a violent person, but now you sure as hell wanted to get violent. "He's been sweet talking me for weeks. Telling me everything is fine while he's been screwing some girl behind my back. And he dares" You had to pause, head feeling heavy from all the pent up anger.
"He dares to make me feel loved when he knows he barely feels a thing for me anymore. That's my last straw. " Jaemin cups your face with his hand, thumb brushing away the tears that began streaming down your face. "Do I look fucking stupid to him? Like a toy that he can play with when he felt like it? Does he-" you're silenced when Jaemin leans in pressing his lips against yours. Your brain goes haywire with the way his soft lips began to move against yours like a spell with you following in pursuit. Eyes falling shut as you indulged.
Acting like this didn't make either of you a better person. But in the moment, you felt like you deserved this. The feeling of being loved properly. The feeling of being loved by a man.
The kissing gets deeper as Jaemin adjusts his body to face you properly, both his hands now cupping your cheek as he swipes a tongue against your lower lip to which you gladly let him intrude. You fall back into the bed, soft mattress engulfing your body. Hands roam his back and his sly hands trace themselves from your stomach to the waistband of your bands. The two of you finally pull away, Jaemin's hands one move away from intruding your private space.
"Is this the right thing to do?" Jaemin murmurs quietly, hot breath against your lips. You could feel how unsure he felt, being on the thin line between desire and the urge to get revenge on both your spouses. You were on the same boat as him, but your mind was hazy, seeing nothing but red. There was no lie that you had unwillingly felt a strong attraction to Jaemin, his small actions making you feel more loved in comparison to the many so called grand gestures your husband tried to do just for the sake of it. Jaemin was hot and kind, the perfect blend of a man that you liked. And here you were, caged in his arms with his hands barely centimeters away from your pussy. You've been played by your no good son of a gun husband, it was only fair that you played him as well.
"Who cares" you whisper against his lips. "They fucked us over, now it's time we do the same to them"
A switch flips in his brain and Jaemin no longer felt guilty. You were right. He had been screwed over with sweet words and gestures, only to be the fool at the end. He wanted to play too. Plus, you were gorgeous, and he hated that you made him feel whole whenever the two of you hung out while your partners were busy working upstairs. Which now you both knew that they were probably fucking rather than working.
His hand finally breaches the elastic of your shorts, middle finger teasing your damp slit through your panties that only got wetter the longer the two of you kissed. Then finally, he pulls your panties to the side and slips a finger in. You pull away from his lips to squeeze your eyes shut and moan as his single digit rubbed your walls so nice. When he added a second finger in, you felt the way he curled his fingers and his blunt nails scratched your g-spot just right.
"Fuck" Jaemin groans, blood rushing to his cock the longer he pumped his digits in and out of your slick hole. "You're so tight... " He directs his focus from his hand in your pants to your eyes. "Does he even fuck you enough?"
You don't know why but his words make you moan. The room was dark and cold, you could barely make out his features properly and the sound of his fingers pumping in and out of your hole echoed in your ears. You shake your head.
"No, he doesn't" Jaemin pouts. "You poor thing. It's okay.. " He leans into you, lips centimeters away, fingers pulling out if your wet hole. You want to whine but then he's pulling your pants down with one hand. "I'll take care of you" he whispers before planting a kiss on your lips and pulling away to sit on his knees finish getting rid of your shorts and wrecked panties.
Under the yellow light from the lamp on your nightstand, Jaemin could see the mess he made between your thighs. An insatiable hunger grows in his stomach, leaving you no room to process a single thing before he's on his stomach and your thighs are resting against his shoulders.
He kisses up your thigh slowly until he reaches your core, taking a second to admire his piece of work. "God, you're breathtaking" he mumbles. "May I?"
He didn't even have to ask yet he still so politely did so. You give him a nod and you see him flash a greedy smile before his lips attach itself to your cunt and he flicks his tongue on your bud. You throw your head back with a moan, eyes involuntarily squeezing shut at the sensation. Jaemin is motivated by your sweet noises and begins to devour you like a man starved for centuries. He's relentless with his tongue, swirling around your bud just right and lapping up your slit like a dog.
You were in heaven.
Head from your husband didn't even feel this good.
Yet Jaemin was bringing heaven to you, spoiling you with pleasure as he sinks his tongue into your hole, working it in and out and bringing a thumb to rub your clit.
"Fuck fuck fuck please don't stop" you plead in an embarrassingly high voice, pushing his head deeper into your cunt. Your actions only make him greedier. His tongue is back to focusing on your clit while his slender fingers breach your hole again. The pace and alternative movements is perfect. Your toes are curling and your thighs are clenching around his head. With a moan, you come undone on his tongue and the man under you laps up every drop of your release until you're clean.
"Goddamn, " he rises from his position, mouth glistening with your release. "You taste like heaven. Too much of this and you might get me addicted." His sweet words make your hole clench, yearning for more. He gets on all fours, caging you in his arms once again. His dark brown eyes burn right through yours with lust. You think you're over thinking when you feel like he's looking at you with genuine admiration amongst the cloud of desire fogging his eyes. It makes your heart thud.
"Do you want more?" he asks, voice deep and playful. You nod and he gets up on his knees.
"Show me just how much you want me" He nods down at his jeans. "Get me hard"
You gulp, getting up from your position in bed to sit on your knees. Jaemin gets off the bed to stand right at the edge, making it easier for you to unbutton his jeans, pull the zipper down and free his semi hard cock from the constraints of his boxers.
"Go ahead" he says, noting the way you practically salivate at the sight of his cock. Barely hard, but you knew he'd be monstrous when he's ready.
His length is heavy in your hand, big enough that you're unable to fully wrap a fist around his cock.
You bring the tip to your mouth, kitten licking it. His cock twitches and it encourages you. Bringing his dick to your mouth, you suck on the head a few times, focusing on swirling your tongue against his sensitive tip before you are taking his cock inch by inch into your mouth. You could feel him getting hard the more you bobbed your head up and down. Jaemin groans, placing one hand on your head gently, unmoving. "Just like that" he says with a breathy groan. His praise makes you gleam, releasing his length only lick a stripe underneath his shaft and letting your mouth continue its administrations.
The way he begins to grip your hair was a telltale sign that he was getting closer. With the determination to make him cum as hard as you did, you focus on his tip, using your hand to pump the rest of his shaft. Jaemin is practically tugging your hair, the sweet burn in your scalp sending an electric shock to your throbbing clip. Vulgar words are slipping from Jaemin's sweet lips as he finally cums; hot load filling up your throat.
"Fuck" hid grip on your hair loosens and he's panting hard, recovering from the mind blowing head he just got. "You did so well.. " he opens his eyes, lips curling up into a smirk. You smile at him, opening your mouth to show him the cum that sat in your mouth. Without breaking eye contact, you swallow his load, licking your lips in delight.
His cock twitches and he's greedy again, yearning to feel your tight walls wrapped around his cock that stands tall once again; hard and ready to go.
"Since you just sucked the soul out of me, " Jaemin began, "it's only right that I return the favour, isn't it?"
"And how do you intend to repay me?" You ask, batting your eyelashes at him, hole clenching and heart racing with the way he teased you.
Jaemin beckons you over to him and you gladly crawl to the end of the bed to get into his embrace. He dips his head in the crook of your neck, taking a deep inhale. Then you feel his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear before whispering: "I'm going to fuck you so hard you won't even remember his name"
"Do it then" you mutter under your breath, reciprocating hid actions and whispering into his ear. "Fuck me hard."
Jaemin lets his hand wander down to the curve of your ass, giving it a squeeze then tapping your hip signaling for you to jump which you do. He catches you easily, walking over to a wall and pressing you against the cold surface. "Ready?" He asks and you nod. Using the sheer strength of his biceps and thigh muscles, he lifts you higher. And when he lowers you down, you feel the bulbous tip of his cock pressing against your entrance. "Scream for me" And he sinks you on his cock. Fat girth stretching you wide and nice, length reaching places you're sure your husband never reached before. To Jaemin's delight, you do in fact scream his name. Your voice was airy and filled with desire, Jaemin basks in the sound of you and begins lifting you up and down on his cock, using those beautiful muscles to fuck you like a toy.
"Ah fuck!" you gasp, feeling him hit your cervix. His pace was relentless and imagining the way his muscles bulged as he brought you down on his cock over and over with no signs of tiredness had you moaning his name like a mantra.
"You're so tight" he manages to say with only a slight hint of struggle. "He doesn't take care of you he way I do, right?"
You shake your head. "N-never" God he was so deep. You felt him everywhere.
"Is that so?" Jaemin coos. His pace begins to slow down and you're able to feel every single vein in his cock along your walls. "I bet he doesn't even know how to make you moan the way I do" Once again, you shake your head.
To your dismay, he pulls his cock out of you, setting you down on your feet. "You poor thing. I have to set an example for him and he isn't even here" he says with an exaggerated sigh. "Well, " he guides you back to the bed, getting you on your hands and knees. "That's too bad isn't it. " His hand roams on the globes of your ass, sighing as he feels the smooth skin under his hot palm. "I guess he'll never get to learn just how to please a woman correctly" His hand grips his cock, giving himself a few pumps before running the top up and down your slit. "He'll continue to sit at home, fucking my wife with his mediocre skills, while I make his own wife, my queen in bed." he slips in, and you bite your lip. "His loss. " Jaemin finishes his sentence with a hard thrust.
"I make it up to you on his behalf, alright pretty?" His hips begin to move and you let out a content sigh. "What do you say when someone is treating you like a princess hm?" Jaemin asked with a pointed thrust.
"T-thank you" you stutter, words becoming harder to pronounce, brain going mushy. All the anger that you felt earlier, now clouded by the desire to cum.
"What was that?" his hands trail to your hair, wrapping a fistful in his palm.
"Thank you" you say again, louder this time. But Jaemin was not satisfied.
"I'm sure you have a better vocabulary than that" Now, he pulls your hair, bringing your back to his chest. "Now let me repeat again, what do you say when someone treats you this nicely?"
"Thank you for fucking me so good, Jaemin" Your sentence is rewarded with another thrust. "Thank you so much" you moan out. And finally , Jaemin is satisfied. "You're welcome, pretty"
His hips regain its momentum and he's abusing your hole with his thrusts. Jaemin focuses on chasing his orgasm now, gripping your hips tightly and leaving marks on your soft skin. "Fuck, you feel so good" he groans, throwing his head back. He feels so so good, you think. The way he gripped your hips, his seductive words, and the precise thrusts. This was singlehandedly the best sex you were having in your life. Jaemin leaves trails of wet kisses down your neck, pausing once in a while to groan into your ear. The hand that was grabbing your hair relaxes and makes its way down your clit, rubbing circles.
"Yes yes yes" you cry, feeling your stomach tighten with the incoming orgasm.
"Fuck" Jaemin spits. "Where can I cum, pretty?" He struggles to say, his own incoming orgasm messing his ability to speak.
"Inside. Please cum inside me, Jaemin. Please" The way you begged, the way you began pushing your hips back to meet his thrusts, Jaemin was going insane. His left hand wraps around your waist, holding you tighter against him.
"Fuck, I'm cumming" he moans.
"Me too"
"Cum for me, pretty. Cum on my cock" His lips find its way back to your mouth and you kiss him back. Everything felt too good to be true and finally, you come undone on him. Jaemin spills into your welcoming hole minutes later and the both of you collapse onto the bed. His soft cock slips out of you and you both start to pant.
There's a moment of silence and Jaemin gets out of bed to go to the washroom. The lack of his presence in that minute made your heart clench. The both of you just crossed the line the way your spouses did. Now what?
You don't even have time to think about the consequences when Jaemin comes back with a small wet towel.
"Was I too harsh?" he asks, voice so soft it made your heart clench and melt at the same time. You give him a small smile nd shake your head. "That was the best sex I've ever had"
He smiles in return, placing the wet cloth between your legs and cleaning all the residue.
He takes care of you well after he made you orgasm so hard on his dick. It was such a sweet moment that you contemplate if you should open your mouth and talk or bask in the ambience until the next day. The latter idea sounded so good, but you had to keep yourself grounded.
"Now what" you ask Jaemin. "We're no better than our spouses now. We had sex, they had sex... What now? Do we pretend nothing happened? Go back to our lives and act like this was all a dream?"
Jaemin is quiet. He doesn't know either.
"Do you still love him?"
You pause.
The man you once loved and dreamed of growing old with just played you like a fiddle. He drowned you in sweet lies and indulged you, all as a distraction to hide to fact he was fucking someone behind your back. How could you love someone who toyed with you like that. Despite the years of happiness he gave you, you were uncertain he would even gain your trust again.
You shake your head. "I can't love a man who sees me as an idiot in his sick game. But what about you, do you still love her?"
Jaemin smiles and looks down. But you could see the pain that he hit behind that smile. The look of uncertainty in his eyes. "This isn't the first time... " He says. "Well, it's the first time I actually know she cheated on me. Other times, I just noticed how flirty she got with the men at her office. Right after we got married, she flaunted her ring to her friends. Now that I think of it, she wasn't just showing off to the girls. She showed off to the men too. It was like some sick game of hers. She was officially taken now, are they still up for the challenge to get her attention?" He looks back up at you. "That's how I saw it. But I was so blind. I was blinded by her sweet smile, the way she reassured me saying it was nothing. And I was a fool to believe her. "
The two of you sat there in silence, dread filling up your systems. The sex you had was great, but it was too soon to help either of you get over what happened today.
"We'll play with them too" You speak, breaking the silence. Jaemin looks at you confused and you elaborate. "We were a pawn in whatever game they're playing. Now we toy with them back. And if they catch us, so what? What are they gonna say? Oh no, how could you do this to me?" You mocked. "But they were the ones fooling around first"
"You want us to go behind their backs as payback?"
You nod.
Jaemin thinks his choices for a second. There's hesitancy in his eyes, but after what seemed like a flashback playing in his mind, he agrees.
"Let's do it"
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The next morning, Jaemin drives you back home where you see the car you drove to your husband's office parked outside the house. He had called you over 10 times last night and you ignored every single one of them.
"Looks like he's home" you say to Jaemin.
"Want me to walk you in?" he asks and you nod, grateful.
Turning off the engine, Jaemin escorts you to the front door of your own house. The both of you pause in your steps seeing both your spouses sitting on the couch looking disheveled.
"Baby!" your husband exclaims, walking up to you with his arms open and pulling you into a tight hug. "I saw your car at the office last night. I didn't know you came over"
You stiffen, pressing the nail of your thumb into your pointer finger, suppressing your anger as you watched him act innocent.
"Where did you go? I called you so many times last night. The car was there but you were no where to be found" he says.
"I wanted to look for you last night and bumped into Jaemin.... We were about to go into the office building but I started feeling so sick so he drove me to the hospital to have a check up" You explain, looking up at him with the most sorry eyes you could do. "I'm sorry, I should've called you but I was so tired"
"I'm just glad you're okay" he sighs, kissing your head. "So what were you diagnosed with?"
"Food poisoning"
"Oh god... You need to rest, babe. Come, I'll bring you to bed" he holds onto your hand but you stay in place.
"I'm fine now, really. Don't worry" you reassure him with a smile. Then you look over at Hyejoo. "Jaemin is a really kind man. He really took care of me well last night" You shoot a look towards Jaemin who nods.
"Aw, that's so sweet of you, Nana" Hyejoo cheers, reaching up to pinch his cheeks. His body stiffens but both Hyejoo and your husband are none the wiser.
Hyejoo and Jaemin go home after a few more words and your husband insists on you staying in bed. Placing an empty bucket next to your bed, he kisses your forehead and tells you to get well soon. You only know how to smile and close your eyes.
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Your revenge plan was set in stone once you've fully 'healed' from your food poisoning and visiting Hyejoo's home became the normal once again. This time, they were so close to finishing their project with just the final touches left.
While the two of them were in Hyejoo's office probably screwing around, you sat on Jaemin's lap in the laundry room, mouths connected and tongues intertwine.
"Fuck... " Jaemin groans, feeling the way you rolled your hips against his Jean clad hard on. "You're driving me insane... "
"Mm... I know.. " you whisper, hand finding its way to the button of his jeans; unbuttoning and unzipping his pants to pull his cock out from his boxers. "I like to see you excited" you peck him on the lips. "Because it makes me excited too" you stroke him slowly, making sure to rub the tip of his dick with the pad of your thumb. When he throws his head back in pleasure, you latch your lips on his neck, kissing and licking the skin. Your pace begins to quicken and the hold Jaemin has on your hips grows tighter as he came closer. His eyes were squeezed shut, teeth chewing on his bottom lip and finally a groan escaping his cherry red lips as he came into your hand.
You drag a finger on the underside of his sensitive and twitching dick, collecting the cum that was dripping from the tip. When his eyes open again and meet yours, you stick your tongue out, dragging the cum covered finger down your tongue, letting him watch you swallow it.
"You're the devil" he mumbles. Your lips curl up. "I know"
Getting up, Jaemin presses his lips against your, holding you in his arms and turning your around until your butt hits the dryer. When he pulls away from your lips, he takes a step back to yank your pants down before making you face the dryer and bending you over.
"I'll never get tired of this ass" he says, giving it a slap. "But most of all" he traces his finger along your underwear, pulling it to the side as his eyes glimmer at the sight of your wet cunt. "I don't think I'll ever get enough of this pussy" He sheathes himself into your hole in one go, grabbing onto your hips with a good pace. He thrusts deep into you with every move of his hips, pounding you just right.
"Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop" you repeat, gripping onto the dryer, feeling him reach all the right spots. For a man who was fucking you just to get revenge on his cheating wife, he sure was putting passion into it, putting effort into moving his hips with the right pace to make you feel good.
"I'm gonna cum. Are you close, pretty?"
You nod ferociously.
The thrusts of his hips begin to slow and he places a hand under your right thigh, lifting it up against the dryer and splitting you open. He readjusts his stance, pulls his cock out all the way to the tip before shoving it back in. The force of his thrust leaves your mouth agaped in a silent moan. His hips are relentless, and you feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge.
Lewd sounds of skin slapping against skin fills the small room along with pants and groans.
"Fuck!" Jaemin groans, spilling into your hole with his warm load. He doesn't even let himself bask in his orgasm, instead overstimulating himself until he feels you clench around his dick and feels you release all over him.
When he releases your leg, you turn around to face him. He's panting, neck and face gleaming with sweat. You feel a clench in your heart as you examine his soft features, feeling your chest thump with excitement when your eyes meet his and he's smiling at you so sweetly. It makes you smile too. Then you're in your arms, cheek pressed against his chest, feeling him shift around before you feel a small handkerchief being dabbed on your forehead, wiping away your sweat.
"Don't worry, it's clean" Jaemin reassures. You don't even answer, only nodding and enjoying the moment. At that moment, nothing felt better than being in Jaemin's arms.
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It was the last night you would ever possibly be going over to Jaemin's place. According to your husband, all they had to do was do a final review and this would all be over. Hyejoo was extra pouty today, claiming that she enjoyed working with your husband so much over the course of this project. You couldn't stand the look on her face. The way she pouted and whined about how this all was gonna be over. But you were sad this was about to end too. The future after tonight looking blurry, not exactly sure what would happen next. Your plan so far was to divorce your husband and that was about it. But first, you wanted to get caught; see their reaction and whatever stupid excuse they would say after.
In the kitchen, you and Jaemin prepared a fruit salad to end the night. A tray of strawberries, watermelon and other berries were placed on the counter. The taste of watermelon was sweet against your tongue but not as sweet as the feeling of Jaemin abusing your cunt with his fingers. Your knees buckled, trying to keep your stance but it was too hard when every drag of his fingers in your gummy walls felt like euphoria. "What do you think they'll say when they catch us?" Jaemin asks between kisses. "How would your husband feel, seeing the way his wife crumbles in pleasure by another man. And even worse, when he sees you enjoy me more than him"
You bite your lip, slick leaking around Jaemin's fingers, struggling to even answer him. "I hope he feels embarrassed."
Lost in the way his fingers played with your sensitive spot, the two of you fail to hear the sounds of footsteps entering the kitchen, only being brought back down to earth when Hyejoo screams. "What the fuck!"
The worse part is, Jaemin doesn't stop. Even as the embarrassment begins to sleep through your skin, you say nothing either. It only takes a moment until your legs give out and you release on his fingers. Jaemin brings his lips to his mouth, sucking his fingers and humming in delight before acknowledging the extra presence in the kitchen. "Oh, I didn't see you guys there"
You fix yourself up, putting on a cold demeanor when you lock eyes with your husband who's eyebrows pinched together in confusion.
Hyejoo is humiliated by Jaemin's words. The way he acted like he didn't even notice her despite her scream.
"What the fuck are you doing, Jaemin?" Hyejoo screams again, eyes turning red and wet with tears.
The male shrugs. "Just having fun" he pauses before he locks eyes with your husband instead. "Like the two of you were doing"
Hyejoo takes a good second to react. No words are said but she storms up to Jaemin ready to slap him, but her attempt fails miserably when he catches her wrist before it can even land on his cheek. He pulls in her and you wince, feeling a sting in your heart as you watch.
He leans into her neck, taking a whiff.
"That's not my cologne.. " he mutters, pulling away. Then he brings her wrist in front of him to examine. "And your wedding ring is gone... Where is it, baby" The once sweet pet name now sounded like poison. The words slicing through Hyejoo's victimized face and you notice her gulp.
"You smell like a man, your wedding ring is gone and another man's lips is swollen. Now tell me exactly what you've been doing, Hyejoo." Jaemin stated firmly. "For how many nights under my own roof have you been screwing with another man?"
"You're wrong!" she exclaims. "You prick, I told you we were working"
And as if things couldn't get even more humiliating for the poor girl, Jaemin sneaks a hand under his skirt. But rather than looking embarrassed to be touched with an audience, Hyejoo instead looks defeated.
Jaemin's jaw clenches at the affirmation.
"You're wet. Why."
"Fine!" she finally breaks. "I cheated on you"
"Hyejoo-" your husband interferes and your own jaw clenches at the way he looked at her, ready to shield her from all this humiliation with a look in his eyes that you've never seen before towards you.
"You're just so boring!" she admits, voice cracking and you didn't know if it was because she was guilty or because she's angry she got caught and the fun was all over. "I needed something new. Something to excite me. I needed a thrill."
"So you screwed behind my back because it was... exciting?"
She looks down, and nods.
Jaemin pulls away and takes a step back away from her.
"Get out"
Hyejoo's head shoots up. "W-what?" her eyes are glimmering with tears and her lips trembling.
"I said get out" Jaemin looks over at Sejun. "You too. Everyone but Y/n, get out of my house" He points towards the door.
"But Jaemin.. "
"Now!" He finally breaks, yelling. Hyejoo bites her lips, stating at Jaemin with rage as if he was being the asshole her. She grabs her purse on the couch and gets ahold of your husband's hand to storm out.
Your legs move quick before your mind even registers it, running to your husband and pulling him out of Hyejoo's grip.
"Y/n I-" his head whips to the side when you slap him right across the face with all the strength you could muster. In front of you was the man you dreamt about for years, the man you trusted with your whole heart. Yet he says nothing to you, letting his mistress drag him out of the house without sparing a moment for you.
"I trusted you" you speak, voice failing you as it cracks and a rush of years fill your eyes faster than your like. "And you play me like a stupid fool for weeks... "
The stupid man says nothing, not even bothering to look back at you and apologize.
"Let's go! " Hyejoo yanks him away and the idiot walks away like you were nothing to him.
The tears flow freely from your eyes now, and you quickly head back into the house before either of them see you in your weakest moment.
When the door slams shut behind you, you're on your knees sobbing into your palm like you did all those nights ago. You hoped that by getting caught with Jaemin, your husband would feel all the pain you felt. But you were terribly wrong. He was nothing but a heartless prick who only liked sex.
And you were the idiot who still chased after him.
Jaemin walks up to your crying figure, taking your arm and pulling you into a tight hug.
"It's okay.. " he coos. He wants to be the strong one, but his own voice is cracking and tears are pouring from his eyes. The both of you were weal and vulnerable.
"I hate this so much" you stutter in between tears. "I still can't believe he did all that. Everything up till now, he's been what I thought was the greatest person of all, but at the end, he discards me like I'm nothing to him. And all for a woman he met months ago" you grip onto Jaemin's shirt. "I want to kill him"
"Don't waste your energy like that" Jaemin says. "We move on from them starting from now. You can cry all you want, as long as you get it all out and you forget that son of a bitch"
Pulling away from Jaemin, you look at him and the way his eyes watered despite his neutral face. Even with how badly hurt he was, he was still trying to be the source of comfort.
A sweet soul like him didn't deserve any of this.
And neither did you.
You and Jaemin sit on the floor for what felt like an hour. At some point, Jaemin moved the two of you towards the back of the couch so that he could rest against something as you leaned against his chest, playing with his fingers.
The storm is your heart had began to fade, now replaced by feeling of being lost and confused.
You and Jaemin were only together just to mess with your cheating partners. And as you lay against him, feeling the way his chest rose and fell everytime he breathed, you felt more comfort than you ever felt with your ex. His presence made you feel heard and protected, recalling all the times he listened as you yapped about a silly topic that your ex didn't always pay attention to. Jaemin made you feel like everything you said was equally as important. He always prioritized your feelings and was focused on comforting you even when he himself had been cheated on.
"Jaemin?" you begin, the man behind you humming in acknowledgement. "tonight has been awful. We just broke up with our long term partners, words have been exchanged, feelings have been hurt. We've been sitting on this hardwood floor for ages without saying a word... Doesn't that feel weird to you?"
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know why I feel so safe and happy when I'm with you, Jaemin. Even before all this revenge fucking or whatever... every moment I spent with you, eating pastries or challenging you to a cooking duel, I felt more alive than I've ever been with my husband. Fuck, I feel so warm and safe in your arms in a way that's so unfamiliar yet inviting. Sure I felt a sense of comfort when I was in a position like this with my ex but this... " you glance down at your hands that were still fiddling with his. "This feels different"
He's quiet and his silence fills you with fread, wondering if your words just ended something else for the second time tonight. Your worries are silenced when Jaemin wraps his arm around your waist and rests his chin on your shoulder.
"I know what you mean" he sighs, eyes falling shut as a wave of guilt crashes over him. "I don't feel any better that I engaged in this just because my own wife was cheating on me as well. It felt like such a guilty pleasure knowing you made my love feel younger and fresh again before I even knew she was cheating. I felt like shit to even think and feel that way, but after all that has happened... I don't regret it at all"
Your head turns, leaving your lips and his inches apart.
"Is this all just a guilty pleasure?"
He stops to think, then nods. "It is"
Your heart tightens.
"But it's a guilty pleasure I'm willing to explore and learn more about. And maybe in the end, it won't be a guilty pleasure anymore. But something else instead"
"May I? " you ask, lips closing in on his after his confession. A feeling of warmth seeps through your chest, a feeling you haven't felt since the day your ex asked you to be his girlfriend. It was a sense of excitement at the adventure that laid ahead, ready to face to new future ahead of you. All you could think about was how you wanted to learn about the man behind you, and when you do, you wanted to share your love with him.
Jaemin hums, a small smile spreading across his cheeks. "You may"
Lips colliding, this kiss this time is soft and gentle. He takes his time to pour his soul into the kiss, focusing on the way you move your lips against his with passion and not lust. He memorizes everything. The way you feel, the way you brushed your tongue against his, the way you held onto his hand, everything.
Even after the toughest night of his life, Jaemin is more sure about whatever this was. He had a lot to learn about you now. What you did in your spare time, what you do when your sad. He wants to start something fresh and with how he feels around you, the way you make him feel joy, he was willing to push through all this pain if it meant he'll be happier than he ever was in the end. He wanted to be happy with you.
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if a smut w itto doesnt hav him sounding cringy is it rly in chara lol hes SO goofy. hes not cool n sexy hes cringefail n excitable n would go "WHOA. bro. u shoot like a champ!! almost as much as Moi kyahaha!" at a big c*mshot lbr lmao hes got confidence thru the charts but w such silly whimsy n an excitable dog aura 2 him tht hes not Suave or ooo rawr 🥴 he thinks hes hot shit but its in a silly endearing way where u can tell hes trying 2 hard, not the delectable way.
#itto would cheer u on 2 c*m like a sports teammate or beg u 4 it like a giant excitable dog. hes not suave. hes a goober.#he thinks hes the shit then gets his shit rocked n goes :OO then gets starry eyes n goes 'CAN WE DO THT AGAIN UR EPIC'#delete later
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yaur i dont usually comment about ttrpg stuff here but,got gotdamn gotdampit brother im so
#candela obscura#chp 2 ep 1 bruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh#if yall love ur angst n horrors cmahn thru#this was#mygoodness they were all amazing the emotionally damaging scenes sure were emotionally damaging im ououugghhh OTL#t h e l a s t p a r t o f t he s tr e a m m a n#imso oo#anyways i need sean carnally gootnight
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𝖋𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊𝖓!
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»»————> presenting;
pairing: barbarian!prince! Katsuki Bakugo x chief!daughter! reader.
synopsis: an arranged marriage to the prince of the barbarian clan to save your kingdom from being wiped out... cliche innit. stem's off the MHA fantasy au!
content warnings: FEMALE READER! strangers to lovers! slow burn! MHA fantasy AU! adult themes! arranged marriage! sexual content! rough n gruff Katsuki! mentions of blood in a lot of scenes! rituals! dub-con in some scenes! (for caution, because y'all can't understand each other) if u're religious, PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION!!! angst! fluff! smut! WARNINGS APPLY TO ALL CHAPTERS!!! and are there to exercise caution!
updated on Wednesdays and Saturdays!
𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖑𝖔𝖌𝖚𝖊↓; 2.5k+ words
»»————> LORE! [you can continue without reading all this]
the barbarian clan is known for conquering any village, kingdom and/or empire. they are brutes, usually settling anything by waging war and desecrating the land.
the barbarians speak in old Norse! conversing is difficult...
Katsuki is the only son and prince of the barbarian clan.
barbarians are stronger and bigger in size than regular humans.
your kingdom is ruled by your father—called cheif instead of king—who's a big softy and doesn't see the point in things like war... he prefers to talk things out and leave casualties to a zero. even if that means marrying off his only daughter...
you are the only daughter of your father which only makes you more precious and worthy of bearing the heir of both your kingdom and their clan.
tetsugami; a huge, semi intelligent crab. [there are few now as people have hunted them down to the double digits.]
crimson dragons; giant flying lizards. [they are very friendly despite their mean looking faces & their scales are extremely valuable.]
(more coming soon)
Old Norse Alphabet;
1. A/a- Pronunciation: ah as in "father."
2. B/b- Pronunciation: b as in "bed."
3. D/d- Pronunciation: d as in "dog."
4. Ð/ð (called eth)- Pronunciation: Soft th as in "this."
5. E/e- Pronunciation: eh as in "bed."
6. F/f- Pronunciation: f as in "fox." Between vowels, pronounced as v.
7. G/g- Pronunciation: g as in "go." After certain vowels, it softens to a y sound.
8. H/h- Pronunciation: h as in "house."
9. I/i- Pronunciation: ee as in "see."
10. J/j- Pronunciation: y as in "yes."
11. K/k- Pronunciation: k as in "king."
12. L/l- Pronunciation: l as in "lamp."
13. M/m- Pronunciation: m as in "man."
14. N/n- Pronunciation: n as in "name."
15. O/o- Pronunciation: aw as in "law."
16. P/p- Pronunciation: p as in "pen."
17. R/r- Pronunciation: Rolled r, like in Spanish or Italian.
18. S/s- Pronunciation: s as in "see."
19. T/t- Pronunciation: t as in "top."
20. U/u- Pronunciation: oo as in "moon."
21. V/v- Pronunciation: Often interchangeable with f, pronounced like English v.
22. Y/y- Pronunciation: Similar to ee but with rounded lips, like French u in lune.
23. Þ/þ (called thorn)- Pronunciation: Hard th as in "thorn."
24. Æ/æ- Pronunciation: ai as in "air."
25. Ö/ö- Pronunciation: ur as in "bird" (without the r).
M-LIST!
𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖑𝖔𝖌𝖚𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 1 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 2 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 3.5 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 3.5
marriage. the best thing that could ever happen to a girl. all your life, you'd imagined being a bride; delicately decorating your hair with wild tulips, adorning your body in silver and white silk. spending the rest of your life with the person you love most.
now you're here, kneeling in front of a bonfire beside a complete stranger, cloaked in boar fur and animal skeletons, as the thick, warm blood of a lamb is poured over you. your marriage ceremony... filled with unfamiliar faces—including your now-husband—and traditions. drinking, dancing, and celebrating the union.
"nú ger hana konu þína!" a spiked-blonde woman, with an uncanny resemblance to the man kneeling beside you, announced, raising her hands in the air. you looked around confused as ever, as he leaned in, blood-stained fingers pulling you in by the back of your neck. your nose scrunched at the metallic taste of blood that his tongue shoved past your teeth. you push him away, gasping at the foreign feeling.
"hvat í helvíti, kona!?" he frowned, turning away from you, mumbling something under his breath, that you didn’t quite catch. not that you'd understand what he was carrying on about anyways...
the spiked-blonde woman—whom you guessed to be some sort of priestess or elder—shot you a sharp glare, her arms lowering slowly as she spoke in a hushed yet commanding tone. her words were incomprehensible to you, but the crowd seemed to murmur in agreement. your husband huffed, his frown deepening as he looked at you over his shoulder. you were kneeling there, with eyes pressing on you from all directions. the fire crackled in the silence, and the warmth of it did little to ease the chill settling in your chest.
two women approached you, their faces painted with intricate swirls of red and black. they tugged you to your feet without a word and began guiding you toward a tent decorated with bones, animal pelts, and dried herbs hanging from the entrance. inside, it was dimly lit by a few small lanterns. the air smelled of earth, smoke, and something sweet but unfamiliar.
they gestured for you to sit on a low stool and began pulling at your ceremonial garb, their movements quick but not unkind. your protests fell on deaf ears as they stripped you of the heavy fur cloak, wiping the blood from your skin with damp cloths. one of them muttered something, shaking her head as she scrubbed at your face. it was clear they didn't understand you either, but their disapproving looks were universal.
by the time they were finished, you were dressed in a simpler gown of rough-spun fabric, a far cry from the silks you were used to and had imagined for your wedding night. the older of the two handed you a wooden cup filled with a thick, bitter scented liquid. she pointed to it, then your mouth, her expression stern. reluctantly, you sipped it, grimacing at the taste. the woman nodded, seemingly satisfied, before they left you alone in the tent.
you sat there, staring at your hands, trying to gather your thoughts, but instead, they drift back to just a few mere hours ago...
-
"arranged?" you seethed in disbelief, looking at your defeated father, seated across from you at the council table, surrounded by old wrinkled elders.
"yes, daughter," he affirmed, voice devoid of emotion. "war against the barbarian clan would destroy everything we've built—"
"so they made a proposal, a very very rare one," one of the wart ridden elders interrupted-
"to make an arrangement," another continued-
"one that cannot be broken once forged," -
"a marriage,"-
"your sacrifice would save us all, child," the eldest croaked, concluding the proposal, "and as the chief's daughter, it is your duty to your people." one after the other, they all slowly turned their heads toward you, kneeling at the center of their godforsaken grey gazes.
your eyes flickered between them, their crinkled foreheads making you feel sick to your stomach as their words wrung your heartstrings. "marriage is sacred... it can only happen once. i don't know this person that you'd like me to be bound to for the rest of my life..." you snarled, stating the very obvious to those expired raisins.
"i'm afraid you misunderstood us, girl," the eldest fumed, weakly slamming his fist down, "it is arranged. you will wed the heir of the barbarian clan. that is why you have been summoned." firmly raising from his seat to intimidate you.
"that is my daughter you're speaking to, elder... as old as you are, mind your tongue." your father shifted his attention to you. "unfortunately, he is right, my dear. it's already been arranged, and you are to be wed at sundown."
dumbfounded... that's the look on your face. they we're giving you away to complete strangers... and at sundown!? despite all the colorful words that wanted to fly out your mouth, you grit your teeth and settled with a curt nod. you do have a duty to your people.
though it wasn't supposed to happen like this. it was supposed to be the happiest day of your life. you only get married once in your entire life after all.
-
the sound of heavy footsteps outside the tent snapped you out of your thoughts. the flap was pulled aside roughly, and your husband stepped in. his presence filled the small space, his broad shoulders and wild blonde hair almost brushing the top of the tent as his crimson eyes bore into you, a mixture of frustration and curiosity in his gaze.
he said something, his voice sharp and demanding, but you could only blink up at him in confusion. "i don't understand you," you said softly, shaking your head, as your voice trembled, despite your efforts to stay composed.
he huffed, combing a hand through his hair before pointing at you and then gesturing to the pallet of furs in the corner of the tent. his tone suggested he was giving you an order. when you didn't move, he groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"leggjask. sofa." he barked, his frustration very much evident. when you still didn't respond, he crossed the space between you in two long strides, grabbing your wrist and pulling you to your feet. the roughness of his grip made you wince, but he didn't seem to notice as he guided you toward the furs. he pointed again, his expression leaving no room for argument.
you hesitated, thinking that maybe he wanted you to lie down, and slowly you lower yourself onto the makeshift bed. he stood over you for a moment, his intense gaze making your skin prickle, before he turned and left the tent without another word.
you let out a shaky breath, your heart pounding in your chest. you were alone in an unfamiliar place, surrounded by strangers who you couldn't even get to know, married to a man you didn't understand. tears pricked at the corners of your eyes with the overwhelming thoughts, but you blinked them away, refusing to let yourself break down on your wedding night.
the two women that cleaned you up earlier came back with him, and they began to remove his furs. you quickly averted your eyes, feeling a heat crawling up your neck, as the thought of them removing more than just his cloak tainted your mind.
"nei!" the old one scolded, "Þú verður að líta!" ... why are they babbling their jibberish when they know you don't understand them... "she said, 'you must look'," the younger translated, seeing the confused wrinkle in your brows. oh thank the gods! you smiled briefly at the familiar words before coming back to your senses.
"must i?" you blush, slowly turning back to them.
"yes," she smiled, cleansing your huge husband before your eyes, "if you do not, you give chance for another woman," she carefully rubbed the damp cloth over his bloody forehead while you let the thought sink in.
"leave," you softly ordered, "I'll take care of my husband," and without hesitation she whispered to the old lady, they dropped everything and left. ain't no way you were about to let your husband be seduced away on the night of your union...
gently, you wrung the cloth of most of its water and brought it back up to his face, wiping away the dust and dried blood that covered little scars freckling his almost perfect face.
his eyes burned through your skull with his staring, slowly scanning over the curves and dips of your body as you moved. your finger danced over his skin, tracing the scar on his right cheekbone, moving down to brush past his thin lips, wiping away the remnants of dirt on his well built, chest. he seemed to relax against your touch, closing his piercing crimson eyes, and hanging his head back to let you do your work.
so soft... and smooth... the texture of his skin isn't what you expected. who would've thought that such a rough looking barbarian had the skin of a baby? would explain all the scars though. like this one running down his neck to his collarbone, and these over here trailing down his firm biceps. you almost forgot you were supposed to be cleaning him up... you've finished the upper half and tugged at the leather holding his pants up, struggling to get them undone.
a low chuckle rumbled in his throat and your eyes shot up up to his smirking face, "what's so funny?" you quiver, frowning, as he shifted to stand, undoing the leather and dropping his pants to the dirt floor. "þar," he rasped, smug at your flustered state.
having those women clean him up was starting to seem more and more reasonable now... nevertheless, you dippied the cloth in the bowl of warm water and squeezed it, before wiping at his lower abdomen. you're so adorable between his legs like that, avoiding his eyes at all costs, while you wipe your way down and around, to his back. again, your hands moved of their own accord, twitching along the scupletd bumps on his back.
he grunted softly as your fingers worked over the knots in his shoulders, his broad frame shifting slightly under your touch. emboldened by the lack of protest, you continued, pressing harder into the muscles along his spine. his head dipped forward, and a low sigh escaped his lips, sending a wave of warmth through you. he brought a large hand up to yours on his shoulders and guided you in front of him.
both your eyes reflected in each other's for a long moment before you tried to break the silence, your words sounding like nonsensical ringing in his ears. he pulled you into his chest, just holding you there in an attempt to shush you, closing his eyes as his brows pinched over them.
"what's your name?" you asked softly, your voice barely audible over the crackling of the distant bonfire. you paused, waiting for a response, but he didn't seem to react, his eyes still closed as if savoring the moment. you tried again, a little louder this time, "what is your name?" you pointed at his chest.
he peeped through his eyelids, a sliver of vermilion meeting yours with a flicker of confusion. "nafnið mitt?" he asked, the foreign words rolling off his tongue. he tilted his head, as though trying to piece together what you were asking.
you frowned, gesturing to yourself. "i'm…" you said your name slowly, pointing at your chest, then gestured to him, raising your brows expectantly.
he blinked, mildly confused, before a smirk tugged at his lips. "Katsuki," he said, his voice low and rough. he tapped his chest, meeting your eyes again. "Kat-su-ki," he repeated, in the same manner you pronounced yours, ensuring you understood.
"Ka-tsu-ki…" you tested the name on your tongue, the unfamiliar syllables feeling oddly satisfying. his smirk widened slightly, pleased that you had caught on.
you nodded, offering a small smile in return, then gestured to yourself again. "my name is…" you repeated your name slowly once more, hoping to bridge the language barrier. his brows furrowed, lips moving as he attempted to mimic the unfamiliar sounds. his effort was clumsy but endearing, and you couldn't help the small laugh that escaped you.
his frown deepened at your amusement. he murmured your name under his breath a few more times, his pronunciation improving with each attempt, until he finally said it with enough accuracy to make you grin.
"that's right!" you cheered softly, nodding in approval.
he held your gaze for a moment longer, his expression unreadable, before his hand came up to gently brush against your cheek. his touch was surprisingly tender, his calloused fingers rough against your skin, but warm.
"sofa," he murmured again, his tone softer this time. he gestured toward the furs, his crimson eyes watching you closely.
you hesitated, unsure if he was commanding you or simply suggesting something. this is it. you thought, heart racing, as you slowly nodded, giving him a glance over your shoulder, before crawling onto the makeshift bed.
he stood for a moment, watching as you adjusted yourself among the furs, before he joined, sinking beside your head with his weight on his palms, caging you in under him. his hair fell beautifully over his narrow, glowing eyes, his nose brushing against yours as he lowered to your quivering lips, sucking them between his, tugging at your plump bottom lip with his teeth.
footsteps thumping right outside your tent made your heart race, thinking someone was coming, but he didn't stop, nor did he care, he hiked up the thin fabric of your dress, his large hand caressing your upper thigh as he shed the leather covering his— good god... you look down and your eyes widened. he smirked and hooked the strap of your dress with a finger to pull it down, and expose your heaving chest.
"Katsuki!" the blonde woman from earlier yelled, barging into the tent, "Tak hendur þínar af henni, þú þarft at vera við ráðsafn. núna!"
"För Guðs sakar, kona!" he yelled back, moving himself off you to sit. he looked up at her worried frown... "Ek kem..." you had no idea what was happening... eyes darting between them as their words flowed out of their mouth and their hands moved in frustration as they spoke.
katsuki looked back at you, a worried expression overtaking the lustful one he had mere seconds ago. he kneeled down kissed you, then threw on his cloak and left. the woman rested a comforting hand on your shoulder, gently smiling before she too headed out, leaving you alone, following behind your husband.
»»————> 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘; <————««
❈ "Nú ger hana konu þína." - now make her your wife
❈ "hvat í helvíti, kona!?" - what in the hell woman!?
❈ "þar" - there
❈ "nafnið mitt?" - my name?
❈ "leggjask" lie down
❈ "sofa" - sleep
❈ "Katsuki! Tak hendur þínar af henni, þú þarft at vera við ráðsafn. núna!"- katsuki! take your hands off her, you need to be at the council gathering. now!
❈ "För Guðs sakar, kona!" - for gods sake, woman!
❈ "Ek kem..." - I'm coming...
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If you didnt yet can you do wlw sae byeok alphabet please?
yess and also for @cassidyysblog requested as well but i deleted forgetting to take a ss of it💔
Sae byeok NSFW alphabet
⚠️strap on for girls but mainly for girls since she looks wuh luh wuh typeee⚠️
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
So angelic with you, getting you food and water and even washing you up and cleaning everything else
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Her favorite body part about you are your hands, she likes to hold the. and even play with your fingers when she’s bored, she also loves the hold your hand when she’s fucking you
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
She likes to swallow your cum a lot, sometimes she doesn’t fuck you for a week just to make you cum a lot more
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Her dirty secret is wanting to record yall and maybe even start an OF (only fans)
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
she’s a little experienced she doesn’t have sex much but over all she does know what she’s doing
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
she likes missionary because she likes staring down at you as she fucks you seeing every little expression
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
NEVER goofing off, you will never catch her laughing or making a joke, the only time she laughs is when she’s teasing and edging you
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
she really don’t give a fuck about shaving, but she obviously shaves every now and than for you
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
very into the moment, very focused
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
no comment but she barely masturbates, when i mean barely i mean almost never
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
not much just praising and degrading yk the basics
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
anywhere in the house
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
dirty talk
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
anything hardcore like wax play or fire play or anything to hurt you
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
she likes to give a lot and mainly focus on you but doesn’t mind if you want to focus on her for that session
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
oo hunni.. bed shaking, bed breaking, headboard breaking, toes curling. i’m saying she’ll go ROUGH ROUGH but obviously goes gentle when you need it
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
she’s down for a quick eat out or a finger fucking quickie
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
not that really risky but if in public she’ll go for it if she really wants too
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
she can last MANY rounds and cums in about 30? minutes maybe longer
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
vibrator and strap on
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
she likes to tease every now and than
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
low moans, groans and pants
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
probably makes you finger yourself infront of her
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
the strap is 7 inches she has a longer one but thinks you aren’t ready for it
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
low, she’s not the type to have sex a lot unless you want it which you mainly do often but she doesn’t mind
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards
maybe when she’s done taking care of you a quick nap or just waits till the night
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Real Convenient



Synopsis: You were supposed to be someone. Now you’re just a name behind a counter, counting loose change and broken dreams—until she walks back in, hoodie up, years too late. Karina, your childhood best friend, battling her own storms. In the quiet of 3 a.m. shifts and stolen coco buns, you begin to remember who you were before the world fell apart—and maybe, just maybe, who you could be again
Word Count: 4,039
Karina X M!Reader
a/n: idk how to end this one shot😣 sorry y’all…also sorry for the pointless plot holes…. and its a lil different from the way i write my fics, let me know if there’s something bothering y’all or things that doesn’t sit right
The hum of the fluorescent lights has a way of crawling into your skull. It’s always been like that in here—bright enough to see the cracks on the tiles, loud enough to drown out your thoughts, but never quite enough to make you feel awake.
You scan the last pack of cigarettes.
Beep.
“₱163, sir.”
The man in front of you pulls out a crisp ₱1,000 bill like he wants you to notice how clean it is.
You already feel the headache creeping in. You open the till, scan the cash drawer, then look back up.
“Don’t you have a smaller bill, sir?”
Your tone’s too tired to be polite.
He looks at you. Not like a person—like a problem.
“Watch your tone,” he says, and throws a ₱200 bill at your face.
The paper flutters down, slapping your cheek on the way.
You don’t flinch. You just pick it up slowly and finish the transaction.
No one’s in the store. No one to see it.
Except the camera in the ceiling—and maybe whatever version of yourself still remembers who you used to be.
A few minutes pass.
Then, the door chimes again.
This time, a trio walks in. College-aged, full of energy, talking too loud. Probably fresh from a party. One of them squints toward the counter.
“Uy, bro… is that Y/N?”
“Teka, oo nga, ’no?”
You pretend not to hear them. Focus on restocking the gum rack.
But they’re not subtle.
“Diba UAAP player ‘to dati? ‘Yung Ateneo shooting guard? Star player, man!”
“Wala na raw ngayon eh. Injured? damn couldn’t imagine what he’s going through .”
“‘What if’ nalang siya ngayon, bro. Ganyan talaga. Life moves on.”
They laugh.
You scan a bag of chips. Don’t look up. One of them slaps a beer on the counter.
“You okay, boss?” he says mockingly, tapping your name tag with a smug grin. “Looks like you landed real far from the court.”
You don’t answer. Just scan the beer. Punch in the total.
“₱73.”
He drops the coins one by one on the counter, eyes still locked on you.
Clink. Clink. Clink.
When they leave, they push the door harder than necessary. It slams open, then shuts.
Silence again.
You check the mirror above the register—same eyes, same face, same body.
But it feels like you’re living in someone else’s skin.
The kind of skin that used to wear a jersey with a future stitched into it.
Now, just a name tag
The silence settles again. You lean your elbows on the counter, watching the wall clock crawl toward 3 a.m. Your knees ache. Not from standing—those ache all the time now. But from the echo of what they used to do.
The door chimes. You don’t look right away.
“Good morning, iho.”
You glance up.
It’s an older man. Mid-fifties. Sharp eyes, but tired shoulders. He’s dressed in a coach’s windbreaker—one that looks like it’s seen decades of courts.
Your breath hitches. You know him.
Coach Manuel.
He doesn’t seem surprised to see you here.
Just… sad.
He picks up a bottle of water. A pack of menthols. Hands them over gently.
You scan them, avoid eye contact.
“₱98.”
He places the cash neatly on the counter.
A pause.
Then—
“Saw you on TV once. Finals. You were magic.”
You don’t answer. Just nod slightly.
He looks around the store. The shelves. The clock. You.
“Thought you’d be in the pros by now.”
You shrug.
“Thought so too.”
Coach doesn’t smile. He doesn’t laugh.
He just stares for a second too long, like he’s seeing two versions of you at once—the boy with fire in his eyes, and the man behind the counter.
Then, quietly:
“Take care of those knees. They’ve carried more than most.”
He leaves with a respectful nod.
No jokes. No insults. Just that soft weight of someone who knows what you’ve lost—and chooses not to say more.
The door chimes shut.
You finally sit down behind the register, the silence curling around your ribs.
After hours of stocking slurpees, burnt hotdogs, and mopping floor stains that never really disappear, the store finally falls into a rhythm. Cold hum of the fridge. Tick of the clock. Buzzing lights overhead that make your head throb in sync with your heartbeat.
You’ve cleaned everything from top to bottom twice already. The register’s sticky buttons. The freezer handles. Even the coffee corner nobody really uses. There’s only an hour left before you can go home.
Just survive.
Ding.
The door chimes open again. Third time this hour.
You don’t even lift your head.
“Welcome, ma’am,” you mumble—automatic, like breathing. The words barely reach past your lips
Footsteps shuffle in. Not rushed. Not steady either. Like someone not used to being upright this long. You glance up, briefly.
Hood up. Shoulders hunched. Face down.
She moves through the aisles, hands in her hoodie pockets, as if trying not to take up too much space. She’s scanning the shelves like they might suddenly offer her a miracle.
Eventually, she walks up to the counter with her items—two boxes of paracetamol, a roll of tissue, and two energy drinks.
You scan them, barely blinking.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
“Will this be all, ma’am?”
Her voice is tired, but curt.
“Cigarette. Red.”
You glance up for the first time.
Her hood’s fallen slightly. Just enough for you to see her eyes.
Sharp. Familiar.
You hesitate. Then
“ID, ma’am.”
She sighs. Annoyed. Pulls out her wallet and rifles through it, muttering.
“Wala. Forgot it.”
She looks up—and for a heartbeat, your eyes lock.
Time doesn’t stop. It just… shifts.
There’s something there.
The kind of familiarity that doesn’t feel safe.
You break the eye contact first.
“Never mind,” she mutters. “Just the rest.”
You scan the last item, press the total button.
“₱137.”
She pauses. Pulls out bills, coins, crumpled receipts. You watch her count, quiet.
Her fingers shake a little.
₱107.
She places the coins on the counter, slowly.
You don’t say anything at first.
She does.
Softly, almost to herself:
“Kul—kulang?”
You nod once.
“Thirty short.”
She bites the inside of her cheek. Frustrated. She searches her pockets again—lint, an old receipt, some dust.
Nothing else.
“Tangina,” she whispers under her breath. “Can’t I just… y’know… slide for now?”
You exhale slowly through your nose.
“Store policy, ma’am.”
Her voice edges into desperation.
“Please? I’ll come back. I promise, babalikan ko ‘yan. I’m not some thief.”
You shift your weight. Something stings in your knee. You wince. You’re so tired.
Of everything.
“Look… don’t make this harder than it already is.”
She leans forward a bit, almost pleading now.
“Please. Just this once. I swear, sir.”
Something about the way she says “sir”—the bitterness in it, the strain—makes your hand twitch over the register.
You hesitate. Then grab the small ledger from the drawer, jot something down, and tear out a slip.
“Fine,” you mutter. “I’ll cover the thirty. Just this once.”
You don’t meet her eyes when you say it. You don’t want to see the mix of guilt and pride swallowing each other whole.
She nods, voice smaller now.
“Thank you… sorry. Paper bag please?”
You pack her items in silence.
When you hand her the bag, your fingers brush—just barely.
She doesn’t pull away.
But she doesn’t stay, either.
She walks toward the exit, grip tight on the paper bag.
Ding.
The door closes.
Not so long after, you stood in front of the punch-out terminal, still in uniform, damp from sweat and slurpee mist, holding a thin envelope in your hand.
It felt lighter than usual.
You didn’t expect much.
But you didn’t expect ₱-430.00 either.
Your name was typed cleanly at the top. Below it, deductions like bruises
Coffee Machine: -₱400.00
Customer Shortage (Logged): -₱30.00
A slow breath left your lips. You pressed your tongue to the inside of your cheek. There wasn’t even a number left to take home. Just debt.
You didn’t even remember knocking over the damn machine. Some kid was running wild around the candy aisle and you turned too fast. That was three days ago.
And the ₱30? That girl. You didn’t regret helping. But right now, that didn’t matter.
You crumpled the payslip slowly and stuffed it in your pocket. Outside, the wind howled like an angry neighbor.
Fuck it. You thought. Another week. Another disaster.
You grabbed your things from the locker and stepped outside. The world greeted you with wind and drizzle. Your umbrella stuttered in the gusts like it was ready to give up too.
You counted what you had left. Just loose bills folded into your side pouch—₱750 flat. You’d stashed it away earlier, some cash tips and carry-over from last week’s half-shift.
That’s all you had for the next few days.
Maybe two days’ worth of food, if you skipped the good stuff. Canned tuna. Rice. Boiled eggs if you’re lucky. Electricity bill was due tomorrow—₱420. Water? ₱360. Your busted knee? Just another line on your mental list of things you’ll never afford.
The pain’s been more consistent lately. You’ve learned to walk differently. To hide the limp behind long strides. But it burns like hell at night.
You trudged through the streets, head down, hoodie up. Every puddle you stepped in made your socks cling cold to your toes.
When you passed a group of students laughing over fishballs, you felt something in your chest tighten. They looked full of tomorrow. You felt like you were still paying for yesterday.
Your building came into view—gray, peeling walls, a rusted gate you never bother to lock. You made your way up the creaking stairs, floorboards groaning like they resented your weight.
Unlocked your door.
Dark.
You forgot to load the meter.
No lights. No hum from the fridge. Just silence.
You closed the door behind you, dropped your bag, and sat on the edge of the bed.
No ulam on the table.
No leftovers to reheat.
No coffee.
You opened the fridge on impulse.
Empty. A single egg sat in the corner like it was embarrassed to be there.
The faucet still dripped. Tok. Tok. Tok.
A rhythm you’ve grown used to.
You sat back, resting against the wall. Your room smelled faintly of soap and metal—like all the life had already been washed out.
You didn’t cry.
You didn’t scream.
You just let the silence crawl over your skin
Laid down, shoes still on, damp hoodie sticking to your back. Your fingers dug into the sheets out of instinct—seeking comfort where there was none.
You stared at the ceiling and traced cracks with your eyes.
The roof leaked a bit in the corner. You should fix it.
But not tonight.
Tonight, you close your eyes and whisper to no one:
“Sana bukas, kahit papano… mas madali.”
(I just hope…maybe tomorrow… will be a little easier.)
But you don’t believe it.
Not really.
You let the night take you anyway.
Because there’s nothing else left to do.
You clock in like usual.
Same flickering lights, same old radio playing a half-static OPM track no one really listens to. The smell of reheated siopao hangs in the air like defeat. You tug your apron on, punch in your code, and lean on the counter like it’s the only thing holding you up.
10:04 p.m.
Ding.
She walks in again.
Same hoodie. Same dragging steps. No umbrella this time — she’s a little damp from the rain.
You barely lift your head.
“Welcome.”
Your voice is flat. Not cold, not warm. Just… tired.
She walks down the aisle without a word. Grabs two cup noodles. Two energy drinks. Sets them on the counter.
You start scanning without looking at her.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
Then, almost out of instinct:
“Got my thirty pesos?”
She pauses.
Then she pulls out two crumpled 100s and a 50.
“Yeah,” she says softly.
“Thanks again. Last night… you helped me and my dad more than you know.”
You nod, counting the bills.
“Two-ten.”
She pushes the money over.
“Keep the change.”
A beat.
“That’s not for the food. That’s for the trouble.”
You place the items in a paper bag, quietly.
But something itches under your skin.
You glance up.
“Didn’t think I’d see you like this, Karina.”
That’s when her hands stop.
She grips the edge of the counter.
“So you do remember.”
You nod, slow and quiet.
“How could I forget?”
She finally meets your eyes.
And there it is — the years in between. All the growing pains, the silence, the sudden absence that no one ever explained.
You say it before you can stop yourself.
“Barangay fiesta. You always beat me at patintero. Even cheated sometimes.”
She lets out a short breath. Almost a laugh.
“You let me win.”
“’Tangina, no. I cried once ’cause you pushed me into a canal.”
She blinks.
Then looks down at the bag in her hands.
“It’s been years.”
You nod again.
“Too many.”
“And now we’re here,” she says quietly.
“You behind a counter. Me counting coins for cup noodles.”
You bite the inside of your cheek.
“Life’s funny like that.”
She sighs.
“It’s not funny.”
A pause.
She shifts her weight, trying to steady her voice.
“My dad’s sick. Stage 3. Kuya’s abroad but money’s still tight. I’ve been taking every damn tutoring job I can find. Even this isn’t enough.”
You look down at your hands.
They’re dry, cracked from long shifts and mop handles.
“And you still gave me the thirty.”
“Didn’t want to.”
She smiles a little.
“But you did.”
The air between you grows heavier, but not suffocating. Just full of things you don’t know how to name.
“You okay?” she asks suddenly.
It catches you off guard.
You open your mouth.
Close it.
Then:
“No.”
She nods.
“Yeah. Me neither.”
You hand her the bag.
She takes it, slower this time. Like she knows she’s taking a part of something that shouldn’t be hers anymore.
Then she steps back.
“Ingat ka.”
You nod.
“You too.”
She reaches the door.
Stops.
“You still burn your rice?”
You almost smile.
“Only when I remember you liked it that way.”
She doesn’t look back. Just pulls her hoodie tighter.
Ding.
And the door shuts behind her.
But something stayed.
A quiet kind of ache. The kind that feels like home
Weeks pasts by-
The fluorescent lights above never flicker, but they hum like they’re just as tired as you. You punch in, tie your apron, and step behind the counter with your second cup of cheap coffee—lukewarm, slightly bitter, like everything else in your life lately.
A man in a threadbare tank top walks in, dragging slippers across the tile. He throws a crumpled bill on the counter.
“Three Marlboro Lights. One by one.”
You count them out silently.
“No coins again?” you ask.
He grunts, pockets the change, and leaves without another word.
Teenage boys barge in right after, giggling as they swipe instant pancit and soda.
“Kuya, can we take two slurpees if we’re cute?”
You deadpan without looking up, “Sure—if you clean the floor after.”
They laugh, then run out, leaving empty wrappers in their wake.
You mop their footprints. For the third time tonight.
You refill the ice cream chest. Rearrange the cup noodles again, just for something to do. Glance at your reflection in the sliding glass doors—your hair’s messy, your eyes are dull, and your name tag is barely hanging on.
A man in office slacks and expensive cologne enters, clearly annoyed from the start. He slams a Red Bull, three instant coffees, and a pack of crackers on the counter.
You scan them, mumble the total.
He throws a ₱1000 bill on the counter.
“Don’t you have smaller bill sir??” you ask, already knowing the answer.
He scoffs, arms crossed.
“You work here and you’re gonna give me attitude?”
You exhale slowly. “Just doing my job, sir.”
He snatches the change from your hand with a disgusted look and mutters under his breath as he walks out, loud enough for you to hear:
“No wonder you’re stuck here.”
You don’t even flinch.
A couple comes in next, arguing over which soft drink to get. The guy rolls his eyes, grabs a beer instead.
“Babe, I told you I’m done with this diet crap,” he says, pulling his wallet out.
You scan the beer.
“No ID, no alcohol,” you tell him.
He blinks, then smirks.
“Bro, I’m twenty-eight.”
“I still need to see it.”
He leans forward on the counter.
“Tangina mo ah?, You serious right now? You gonna act like you’ve got power just ‘cause you stand behind that register?”
His girlfriend tugs on his arm, muttering something under her breath.
You stare at him evenly. “Just store policy.”
He curses under his breath, grabs the soda instead, and leaves with a shake of his head.
“Enjoy your little kingdom, man.”
A young mom asks to pay her Meralco bill in five different coins. A delivery guy forgets three boxes and makes you sign anyway. The lotto booth guy next door drops off a lukewarm taho and mutters, “Thanks for helping me last time, bro,” before walking off without waiting for a response.
You nod and take it. It’s not great. But it’s the warmest thing you’ve had in days.
Hours blur. You wipe the coffee machine. Refill the hotdog roller that no one touches. You hum, just to hear something besides silence. Even the security monitor’s red light blinks slower tonight, like it’s bored watching you.
You glance at the clock—still hours to go.
And all you can think is: this isn’t what your life was supposed to look like.
After some days.
The Stereo above hum like they’ve had a long day too. You’re behind the counter again—third night this week. Your back’s aching, the cold coffee on your desk tastes like regret, and your limbs move on instinct now. You don’t even think about the clock anymore.
Then the door chimes.
You look up, not surprised.
It’s her. Hoodie, baggy joggers, hair tied back messily like she just ran errands she didn’t want to do. She walks up to the counter without a word and places a small brown paper bag in front of you.
“‘Wag ka na magtanong,” she says, pushing the bag closer. (Don’t ask questions.)
You raise a brow and open it.
A coco bun. Still warm. Slightly squished.
You blink. “What—seryo—‘to galing pa sa kabilang kanto?”
(This from that bakery across the street?)
She shrugs, but there’s a flicker of pride in her voice. “Pinag-agawan pa namin ng isang lola. Ako nanalo.”
(I had to fight a grandma for it. I won.)
You snort. “You always did play dirty.”
“Hindi ako madaya, mabilis lang talaga ‘ko.”
(I’m not dirty—I’m just fast.)
You take a bite, and for a second, everything slows down. The coconut’s still warm. The bread’s soft like you remember.
Karina leans on the counter, arms folded. “Sarap pa rin?”
(Still good?)
“Grabe, hindi pa rin nagbabago,” you mumble, mouth full. (Damn, it hasn’t changed at all.)
Then she says it—low, direct. “Pero ikaw nagbago.”
(But you’ve changed.)
You look at her.
“Mas payat ka. Hollow cheeks. Halatang wala kang tulog. At, Y/N…” She nods at your leg. “May pilay ka pa rin.”
(You’ve lost weight. Your cheeks are sunken. No sleep. And you’re limp—it’s still there.)
You shift uncomfortably.
“Manageable.”
She scoffs. “Hindi mo pa rin nagpapatingin?”
(Still haven’t had it checked?)
“May pambili ba ‘ko?”
(You think I have the money for it?)
Her face hardens. She doesn’t argue. But she doesn’t let it go either.
You finish the bun, crumple the wrapper, and toss it into the bin.
“Ba’t ka laging gising ng ganitong oras?” you ask, changing the subject. (Why are you always up this late?)
“Pag gising si Papa, kailangan bantayan. Kahit tulog siya, ayoko siya iwan.”
(When Papa’s awake, I need to watch him. Even when he’s asleep, I can’t leave.)
You nod slowly. “He’s lucky to have you.”
She doesn’t respond right away. Then:
“He used to be the one taking care of me. Parang ang bilis lang nagpalit ng roles, ‘no?”
(Feels like everything switched so fast, huh?)
You nod.
And for a beat, neither of you speaks.
Then: “Labas tayo.” she says suddenly. (Let’s go outside.)
You blink. “Huh?”
“Sandali lang. Gusto ko lang ng hangin.”
(Just a while. I just need some air.)
You both sit on the low concrete step outside the store, plastic bag resting between you. The streets are quiet, only a few stray dogs and a passing tricycle in the distance.
She opens her water bottle, takes a long sip, then passes it to you without asking. You hesitate, then drink.
“Naalala mo ‘yung fishball stand sa tapat ng gym dati?”
(Remember the fishball stand in front of the gym back then?)
You smile faintly. “Paborito mo ‘yung fake na suka na maanghang.”
(You liked the fake spicy vinegar.)
“Pinaka-spicy, hanggang sinusuka mo.”
(The spiciest—until you threw up.)
You chuckle, softly this time.
Karina leans back a bit. “Miss mo ba?”
(You miss it?)
���More than I care to admit.”
She’s quiet for a while, then:
“Y/N… seryoso, kamusta ka talaga?”
(How are you really doing?)
You glance at her, jaw clenched. “I’m fine.”
“No, ‘wag ‘yan. ‘Di mo ako maloloko. Hindi ka okay.”
(Don’t. You can’t fool me. You’re not okay.)
You breathe out slowly. The city hums around you.
“I’m tired,” you finally say. “Wala akong ibang plano kundi bumangon lang bukas. Para magtrabaho. Para mabuhay. That’s it.”
(I don’t have any plans except waking up tomorrow. To work. To survive. That’s it.)
Karina looks at you long. “You used to dream big.”
“Dreams don’t pay Meralco.”
(Dreams don’t pay the power bill.)
She lets out a sad laugh. “Totoo rin.”
There’s silence again, longer this time. You think maybe she’ll leave. But instead—
She pulls something out of her pocket. An old Polaroid, edges soft from wear.
You stare at it.
It’s the two of you—back in high school. You’re holding a basketball, she’s holding a book. Both smiling wide like nothing in the world could touch you.
She holds it up.
“Alam mo, hindi ko ‘to tinanggal sa wallet ko. Kahit kailan.”
(You know, I never took this out of my wallet. Not once.)
You look at her. Something heavy settles in your chest.
“Bakit?”
(Why?)
“Reminder. Na minsan… may maganda ring nangyari sa buhay ko.”
(A reminder. That something good actually happened in my life.)
She hands it to you.
You hold it like it might break.
Then she says, softly, “Next time… if you’re not okay, you tell me. Hindi mo na kailangan mag-isa.”
(Next time… if you’re not okay, tell me. You don’t have to do this alone.)
You nod once.
That’s it. No dramatic hug. No music swelling in the background.
Just two tired people sitting under the hum of streetlights, learning to exist beside each other again.
And maybe, for tonight, that’s enough.
Days pasts, months, life started getting a lil lighter but the difficulty is still very noticeable.
It’s past midnight again. The city below flickers like it’s trying to stay awake with you. Neon signs blink tiredly. Dogs bark in the distance. The air’s heavy with that Manila kind of silence—never fully quiet, but somehow still peaceful.
You sit on the rooftop, legs dangling over the edge, a half-empty bag of cheap chips between you.
Karina pulls her jacket tighter around her.
“This feels like high school,” she murmurs.
You nod. “Walang pera, walang plano, puro lang kwentuhan sa bubong.”
(No money, no plans, just rooftop talks.)
She laughs softly. “You ever think about what you’d be doing now if things turned out right?”
“All the time,” you admit. “You?”
She shrugs. “Yeah. But lately, I just think about surviving. ’Di ko na ma-imagine ‘yung perfect life. I just want a peaceful one.”
You look at her—tired eyes, wind-blown hair, soft expression she only wears when she thinks no one’s watching.
“Hey,” you say, nudging her shoulder. “If we hit 30 and we’re still… y’know, single, no big life plans… wanna just marry each other?”
She turns to you slowly. “What?”
“Wala lang. Practical lang.” You grin. “We already know each other’s worst days. No surprises.”
She laughs again, but it fades into something quieter. She doesn’t say yes. She doesn’t say no either.
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BINI VERSZE chpt. 1
It's This Time of the Year
Aiah Arceta x M! Reader
Word Count: 1.8 k words
The dialogue that I will be using in this smut will be Tagalog, but the narration would still be in English. I specifically made this smut for Pinoy fans and I think it's better to use Tagalog for its dialogue. Anyways, enjoy!

Christmas eve passed like nothing and new year's eve is fast approaching. It was fun while it lasted but it's this time of the year where you're always having a blast before the year ends.
You're walking in the nearby park from your town in Lapu-lapu Cebu where you're expecting to meet a familiar face.
Not a minute has passed and you can already see the familiar and calming face of a girl, now a woman approaching while you're sat down on a bench.
" Oyy kumusta!? " You shouted in order to get her attention.
" Uyyy!?? Kumusta hahaha, gagi ano ginagawa mo dito? " She asked.
" Wala naman nag papa hangin lang ako, sarap kasi ng hangin ngayun dahil sa pasko "
You said, knowing that you're waiting here expecting to meet her because you heard that she came here in your province last night after spending Christmas in Manila where she now works in a Girl group.
" Kelan ka umuwi? Akala ko dito ka mag papasko hahahaha " you added.
" Oo dito sana ako mag papasko, kaso nasa Manila rin sila mama so we decided na sa New Year nalang kami umuwi dito mag kakasama " she said with that beautiful and innocent smile.
" Ahhh sigee gagi, miss ka na nila mama kaya pumunta ka samin mamaya ha if hindi ka pagod or busy "
" Sigee Y/N pupunta ako, gusto ko rin makita sila tita and I missed youu! Hahahaha " she teased you with laughter.
" Hahahahha I miss you too! " Both of you laughed.
" Sigee ingat ka, pauwi na rin ako " you then pleaded goodbye to her.
" Okay, ingat ka rin, hintayin mo ' ko dun mamaya " she said with a smile before jogging away from you.
Her calming voice and bare face also her hot figure made you so turned on that when you took a bath after going home, you've been fapping while thinking of doing her.
You can't believe how she grew up from what you have known about her, it's only been 1 year that you can only look at her in photos but she's been looking prettier and prettier each time you see her in person.
After taking a bath, you went to your room to play some games on your computer.
After a few hours, you can hear laughter from outside through your headphones. You removed them so you can hear it properly.
" Opo tita hehe na miss ko po kayoo! "
" Andyan po ba si Y/N? "
" Oo nak, maupo ka muna dyan at tatawagin ko "
As you heard your mother say that, you quickly took a peek outside and you saw Aiah sitting on your sofa.

Tangina sana hindi pa siya nag babago
You said inside your head.
" Huy hanap ka ni Aiah " your mom whispered.
" Sige ma papuntahin mo dito, nag lalaro kasi ako eh " you said.
After that, you quickly quit your game and waited for Aiah to come into your room.
*door opened
" Hii hehe " Aiah whispered.
" Ughh, fuck ~mhhh tangina sarap " Aiah moaned while leaning towards your desk.
Not a minute has passed and she's already taking back shots from you in front of your mirror desk, no bottom, only her white top and glasses.
" Akala ko nagbago ka na eh, sino mag aakala na ang mama marry nila ay ganto ka horny? Hahaha "
" eh lagi mo naman akong iniiyot tuwing andito ako ah? Hinintay mo pa talaga ako kanina sa park? " she said while looking at you seductively.
She pulled you for a kiss, her familiar lips and sweet tongue tastes like paradise. Her innocent and beautiful face turning into this horny face she makes as you make love with her— the seductive graze of her nails into your scalp and hair made you pummel her harder as she releases breath and gently moans every thrust.
" ~~mhhh, ~mhhh, ugh, tangina, ~mhh" her breathy moans every pound you make made you so turned on that you're reaching your climax already.
" Ahh! Nnghh ! " She gritted her teeth.
" Tangina mo, sige pa, mhhh malapit na ako "
Her breathy moans turned into more fluent loud cursing, her hand that's pulling your hair was now on the desk, both her hands gripped into the corner of the desk as you give her back shots, she leaned over the mirror more and bent her waist and pull her ass up.
You palmed both her ass cheeks, Aiah's eyes rolled up with her mouth open, you can feel her inside twitching and releasing fluids while she can't control her body and began twitching too, the overwhelming pleasure made her unable to moan but to actively open her mouth while you bang her as she climaxed.
She finally came into her senses that she is able to finally breath after you said that you're cumming too.
" Whoo, haaah! tangina grabe " she said.
" Aiah lalabasan na ako, pwede ba sa loob? "
" Huwag! Putok mo nalang sa bibig ko "
Aiah then removed her glasses and knelt down to swallow your dick. Your shaft effortlessly slides down her throat as you held her hair from both sides while she matches the pace of your movements with her head game giving you the best fellatio of your life.
" tangina ang galing mo na chumupa Aiah, ilan na kayang tite nasipsip mo sa Manila? "
She's looking at you the whole time and it made you cum in her mouth faster.
" Lalabasan na ako " you whispered.
Aiah fastened up the pace before you burrowed your dick into her throat filling it up with your semen.
Her nail dug into your thighs as she held them. Her eyes rolled up as she takes your load, her tongue still works licking your shaft inside. Drools came out of her mouth but no cum to be seen, she swallowed it all and she didn't even choke once. She looked at you with that innocent but somewhat seductive smile as she swept the drool on her face.
" Bakit ang tigas pa nyan? Hahahaha " she asked with a smile.
" Tangina sarap mo kasi tingnan eh "
You said before pulling her on the bed.
You went to your computer to have music on your speaker, you played " Cherry on top " by. BINI.
" Oyy Bloom? Hahahha " Aiah teased.
" Oo pero gusto ko, Aiah on top "
Aiah sat on you and removed her top, she led your face in her tits for you to suckle on it.
" Mhhh, sige dedein mo sila "
You suckled on her boobs as she aligned her pussy into your pulsing cock, she grinded on it. Her head bent over the back while you sucked into her nipples hard making her squeal .
" ~~mhhh, shit, shit, shit , tanginaaaa~~~ "
She cursed as she fastened the pace of her grinding. She pulled you for a deep kiss as she leaned over to do that up-and-down motion with her ass bouncing on your dick, you palmed both her ass cheeks in response.
" I'm the cherry on top, cherry on top " music plays in the background.
" Gusto ko Y/N on top naman " she teased you with a seductive stare.
You wasted no time and quickly fucked her missionary style. Her hands are wrapped up in your neck as you give your all into pummeling your dick into her pussy.
" Gusto mo ba ako putukan sa loob? " She said with an innocent face.
You responded with a nod and a kiss.
" Pwede naman, gusto mo ba itry anal? Hehe " she added.
" Tangina ang libog mo Aiah Arceta " you said with a smirk before turning her over.
She asked you to get her purse where she brought a lube. But you quickly spread her ass cheeks and licked her booty hole.
" Hoy gago! Ughhhh tangina " she moaned.
" Hindi na kailangan nun " you said.
You licked her hole before putting in one finger. Aiah moaned in pain and pleasure.
" Ohhhhh~~ tangina gagi, masakit pero sobrang sarap " she exclaimed.
You felt her ass twitching before you inserted another finger making it two, Aiah responded with moans that you took as a green light to try inserting your thick cock into her ass. Her pussy juice and saliva is enough as a lubricant for you to insert your dick head but she protests with pain as you try to insert more of your shaft.
" Hoy tangina masakit, fuckk! Mag lube ka na " she said.
You then get the lube and apply it to your dick and her ass.
As you try to insert your dick, it went in smoothly with Aiah opening her mouth in please as you fuck her from her ass.
" MRRRHHH MMRRHMM MRRMMM~~ "
she moaned while gritting her teeth as you scrambled her insides through her ass.
" TANGINA ANSARAAPPP " she said while looking at you.
" Ganto pala lasa at pakiramdan ng pwet ni Aiah Arceta "
" Sarap ba mag pa tira sa pwet, Aiah? "
" Oo tangina laki ng tite mo, gago "
" Ikaw palang nakapag pa cum sa'kin bago ka labasan " she added.
" Sige pa, ughh~~ tirahin mo lang pwet ko, pwede mo ako putukan dyan "
" Mamaya ako naman pupunta sainyo, titirahin ko ulit pwet mo ha "
" sigee ~uhhj, tanginamo lalabasan na ako "
" Sabay tayo, fuckkk— I'll cum inside your ass Ms. Aiah Arceta " you moaned in pleasure.
You felt liquid bursting out her pussy as you said those words you then plunged your dick as deep as possible before busting your load inside her.
You leaned on her, your head is on top of your head as both of you reached your climax at the same time.
" Ughh~~ hah , ughhh hahh, ughh~ "
Both of you moaned while catching your breaths before taking her mouth into a passionate kiss.
~~mhhhh ~mhhh *slurps *flopps
Your dick made the flop sound as you removed it from her booty.
" Sarap mo talaga Aiah "
" Hahahaha, siguro pinag jajakulan mo picture ko ano? Andami sa computer mo kita ko " she teased you.
" hahahaha " both of you laughed before fixing the bed and removing all the mess.
Aiah has been your FWB after she was brokenhearted from high school, but as she got busy in her career, the two of you only fucks with each other every holiday when Aiah goes back home to Cebu. You genuinely care about her and would not even try to use your relationship to ruin her career, she deserves it and you're always there to cheer her up and to fuck her brains out.
" Punta ka mamaya samin ha, saamin ka mag bagong taon, pakisabi kay tita nakaalis na ako hehehe " Aiah said with a beautiful smile before leaving your door.
The End.
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It Is Time (i want to draw but i don't know what lol)
#just me hi#It Is T i m e#[sits staring into air for a good minute] mm Yeagh#what if i........ [stares off again]#/funny thing about that anyway; i go to my siblings' room occasionally and they have a window that looks out to the backish-side yard#and at night there are always bugs on there and they're just eyecatching. so i end up staring through the dark window that faces the only#entrance to house and it Still creeps them out hfhvhsh#like sorry that you have orange bugs on the window. i am also horrified i will see a face one day so maybe close the curtain hghfvsbh#nobody ever knows what i'm looking at lmaooo; like one time there was a spricket in our room ( :( ) and i Saw it and i thought it was a Hug#Spider (purposeful design) so i was Staring to hopefully verify (and not freak everyone out) but my brother chess was like 'what is it ????#he turned around and didn't see it cuz it stopped moving. and i was like 'stop stop stop there's a fricken- a fricken- it's a creature'#'IS IT ON MY HEAD ????!!!??' cuz i was looking Just over his head; but bc of the commotion he freaked it out so it started Moving again and#that's when the screams could be heard to the street Hfbhvsvbhs#//sighs happily. sigh. sighs#i'm gonna go for a drive :3#<- new decision#and by a 'drive' haha letr's just say. my mom needs an oil change and i'm going . loll#perhaps i will have my thoughts n vibes organized enough to draw them by the time we get back.. wouldn't That be neat hbfhvshv :>#byyye now then i need a charger oo byeee :3/
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ᡣ𐭩 •。ꪆৎ ˚⋅ psychic lies (🔮)
Pairing - jim halpert x fem!reader
Synopsis - a new woman has opened a psychic shop in the building, and Michael is determined to have her come into the office to showcase her talents. however, when jim mentions her looks, a twinge of jealousy starts to stir in Y/N. now, with the new woman in the picture, Y/N can't help but worry that jim might fall for her.
"Good morning, loyal citizens of Dundermill!" Michael cheered out, loudly entering the office with a slam of the front door and displaying himself right by Pam's desk. His hands were extended outwards to showcase his image, dressed in a tighter-fitting blue suit (maybe a woman's once again) adorned by his classic hair do of it slicked back but one side heavier than the other. He awaited in silence as you and your fellow coworkers were still getting comfortable in their respected areas.
Dwight popped dutifully out of the backroom, a hot cup of coffee in hand that slightly spilled onto the skin of his hand, resulting in a quick curse. Nonetheless, he still rushed towards Michael.
"Good morning, Michael!" He responded, giving him a large grin while trying to avoid the slight spill trail following him to the boss.
"Yes, hello, Dwight," He quietly regarded the man, his cheery demeanor dissipating in the slightest before he addressed the room once again. "Anyone notice anything new?"
"You got new insoles for your shoes so that you'd be taller?" Phyllis looked over at him, swiveling in her chair while squinting her eyes at the black pair.
"What? No!" Michael shook his head quickly, rolling his eyes slightly. "Look again; it might be tinner than you are expecting."
"Oo!" Kelly jumped from behind Stanley, raising her hand high up in the air.
"Ah yes, Kelly! The fashionista yourself would notice," He winked over at her while putting a little spin on his voice with the word 'fashionista'.
"You finally popped that large zit on your left cheek," she nodded with determination as whispers seemed to erupt around the office at that notice.
"What? You guys are so bad at this! And my zit is not big, not like the one on your nose" He laughed, looking around the room for acknowledgement of his words. "Roasted!"
"Oh Michael," Pam groaned from beside him, shaking her head in embarrassment.
"What? It was funny, she said-"
"Not cool," Oscar piped up, a look of disappointment on his features.
"Whatever," Michael lightly stomped, pinning the attention back onto him. "Okay, last hint, it's lower."
"Michael?" You spoke up, sitting at your desk with your steaming cup of coffee and loading the computer screen across from you.
"Ah yes, y/n! You got it; go ahead."
"Don't tell me you're referring to," your eyes widen, trying to show an indication to a lower area past his waistline far from being appropriate.
"I don't think you should be talking about enlargement medication in the workplace," Jim was quick to chip in, not before sending you a little glare and then delivering the sentence with complete seriousness and tone that seemed to represent concern.
Groans erupted around the room of disgust, shaking their heads or covering their eyes, besides an overly curious Meredith, who took a few steps forward.
"Michael, that is beyond being appropriate for work and truly very sinful." Angela emphasized.
"You all ruined this completely appropriate work guessing game! Now I'll just have to tell you which ruins all the fun." He grumbled, reaching up to hold out a small pin on his shirt. "I got a new pin to support the new business in the building. It's of the sign Aries because that is what I am!"
"That's great, Michael." You put up a fake, small smile, nodding to the man before spinning back to start typing at your screen.
"See! Thank you for someone understanding the excitement. Alright, now all back to work, except I will need to see my best man in my office." Michael shot finger guns in front of him, landing between the two men.
"Coming!" Dwight voiced, rushing to stand closer to Michael's new position near his office door.
"I was referring to Jim," his voice trailed off. "But you can come too."
"Would you want me to come too, Michael?" Kevin questioned, standing tall at his desk.
"Oh no, no, we are good," He waved his hands back and forth in means of denial.
"If I'm not out in five, I'll need backup," Jim muttered to you, a small giggle leaving at his comment. "I'm serious, L/N."
"No, of course, of course, I'll be there!" You jokingly saluted him.
"You're one of the good ones, he sent one of his classic looks to the cameras, moving to walk into Michael's office.
"What did I mean by that?" Jim sits in the uncomfortable chair, opened blinds behind him as he speaks to the camera for the confessional. "Well, it's just a joke, a saying."
There are mumbles that errupt behind the camera and a slight zoom in to where you are seated at your desk, working diligently, hair falling a bit messily around your face.
"Y/n is just different from everyone else. I mean, that is pretty obvious; you guys have even seen these guys," He let out a small chuckle, scratching at the back of his neck. "She's kinder but not so kind that she can't make a quick quip back when needed. I mean, she's super dedicated and looks cute even—that doesn't matter. She's just different."
"So, I've gathered you both here today to discuss a very serious matter." Michael sat at his desk, hands clasped together, as he stared down at the two men in front of him. "The economy is turning into all these big companies, and it's not okay! We need to help the small business; it is our duty as a company for the people!"
"You do realize we are now a fairly large company ourselves?" Jim reminded his boss.
"See, that proves why we have to help the little man out. Lucille, the wonderful woman who created this specialty pin just for me -"
"It looks like a generic zodiac sign pin." Dwight put his hands on the desk, pushing his chest forward so that his face could get a more upclose look at the pin on Michael's suit.
"No, Dwight, it's a specialty. Men, Lucille needs our help, and luckily enough, for us, she can help us too. It's too tense in this office with all the ups and downs the bigwigs are putting us through. We need a little fun. She does special fortune-telling sessions and I think we bring her in."
"Michael, if I may?" Dwight raised his hand.
"Yes?"
"If this is done on company time, it is vastly irresponsible and also fortune tellers are fake."
"Do you believe in ghosts?" Jim asked, highly interested in the conversation now.
"Obviously, my Aunt Sherlie's basement was haunted with her Uncle Lenord, my great uncle. He was a dangerous man so sparks always flew from the wiring down there."
"No more aunts and uncles," Michael waved his hand, snapping Dwight out of his thoughts before he kept rambling on. "Jim, what do you think?"
"I don't think it's great."
"Don't you want to know about your future? Who will you soon date? Who you'll be getting it on with?"
A knock at his door stopped the sounds of distaste leaving from those across from him. Michael got up and opened the door to where you stood with a kind smile, quickly eyeing Jim before looking back at your boss.
"There seems to be someone needing to speak to you at the front door of the building. He called on the phone and I answered it since Pam is in the bathroom."
"Oh, okay," Michael turned back to the men. "Alright, think long and hard!" He moved out of his office to go and find the mystery caller.
"Did they say a name? It could be dangerous if not," Dwight commented, concern etched on his features.
"Maybe you should go with him for protection," you innocently replied, moving over to take the seat Dwight once occupied with his frame rushing after Michael. "So, loyal soldier here to save."
"Quick on your feet, L/N, impressive," Jim complimented. "Things are getting dangerous. Michael wants to invite the new lady with the fortune business to do a fortune telling for the whole office."
"The one he got the pin from?"
"Exactly."
"That could be interesting; do you believe in that stuff Halpert?"
"Oh, I read my daily horoscope always in the papers." You both laughed at his sarcasm. "No, he just wants her because she's hot."
"Oh?" You questioned, your voice faltering in the slightest, which caused you to try and cough it off. "She's hot?"
"Well, you know?"
"What?"
"Micheal thinks everyone but Meredith and Phyliss are hot. Anyone under thirty-five."
"Do you?"
"Do I what?" It felt to Jim as if he were sweating at this moment, hands being wiped repeatedly against his pants leg as he prayed to get out of this sinking hole.
"Find her hot?" You leaned in very close to his figure, your face much closer to his and there was a slight expansion of the top part of your shirt, allowing more skin of the upper area to be exposed. Though you or him didn't say anything more as the door was swung back open and you quickly sat back with a fired-up Michael and Dwight rolling in.
"There was no one there!" Dwight was quick to tell you.
"That's so weird!" You stood up, walking over to the front door. "I swear there was this really convincing voice over the phone," you trailed off, pretending to be lost in thought. "Wait, you don't think...?"
"Think what?" Michael wondered in response.
"Well, that new girl has her business now; what if the spirits followed her and it was a ghost?"
"That seems highly plausible," Dwight nodded at your assumption. "They are known to follow those that associate with them. Michael, it could be dangerous messing with her."
It felt as though there was an awkward air between you and Jim the rest of the day. He would try to make little jokes but they just weren't landing the right way or had the same amount of comedic timing as all of his other pieces. It was so oblviant that even Pam had caught on to the off nature that Jim was exuding. Luckily for Pam, she could read her best friend like a book, cutting it up to an awkward interaction that he must've had with you.
"It isn't that bad," she shrugged, collecting a few leaves of the lettuce in her bowl and catching some extra dressing and tomato onto her fork.
"Really?" Jim looked at her as if she were lying, chomping on his tuna salad sandwich after. "She was not herself and I felt..."
"You felt what?"
"Weird."
"Would you feel weird if it was, let's say, Angela? Like if she seemed out of character?" Pam pointed her fork at him, now filled with a new bite of salad.
"Well, no, not really. What are you trying to say?"
"Isn't it obvious?" Pam laughed at the camera, sending it an incredulous look. "Obviously, I'm trying to get Jim to recognize his agonizing crush on the girl. I'm his best friend; of course it's plain in sight for me."
"Well, Pam," the camera panned over to where Andy sat, one eyebrow raised, and his legs crossed. "Tuna and I go way back. We are practically brothers in a way. So, I, of course, as his brother from another mother, can tell he digs her. One time Angela made a comment about her outfit and Jim was like some scary monster!"
"It wasn't that bad." Pam looked at Andy, shaking her head with a weirded-out expression. She then angled over back to the camera, "He was pretty angry though; put her on the spot real quickly!"
"I am thrilled you all could make it today!" Michael cheered, standing in front of the conference room with his hand wide and the classic white board written on with 'Let's go psycho for the psychic!"
"You said this was mandatory," Stanley commented, flipping to another page of his crossword.
"Well, you still could have decided not to come," Michael tried to explain.
"You said you wouldn't pay us if we didn't," Ryan reminded him.
"Actually, due to the business policies, Michael isn't allowed to withhold pay for those not attending this," Toby quickly explained to the group.
"If I could withhold pay, yours would be first," Michael grumbled, shaking his head before putting back on his cheery expression. "Okay, fine, if you don't want to be here, then leave." He sighed.
Immediately at his words, Stanley, Creed, Meredith, Ryan, Kevin, Oscar, and Angela left the room. Kevin was visibly disapointed in the lack of refreshments for the occasion, Angela with the unholyness of such an event, and the others all their own reasoning. You stood up to exit, but the man besides you—Jim—reached up to hold you by the wrist, sending a pleading glare to stay. Which you answered by taking back your seat.
"Well, fine, we don't need those haters!" Michael yelled the last word louder, hoping those outside of the conference room would hear. "Now, who came up with this?" He pointed to the whiteboard.
"I did," Phyllis shyly raised her hand, a small smile on her lips. "I was talking about it with Bob, my husband, and he thought it was pretty creative."
"Well, that doesn't mean anything," Michael rolled his eyes, crossing out the 'psycho' and rewriting on top of it 'happy'.
"Let's go happy for psychics?" Pam read the board.
"We want Lucille to know we are happy, not insult her." Michael explained, smiling proudly at his work.
"Isn't it true that all psychics are psycho?" Dwight had spoken up, though unfortunately his words were poorly timed, as at the same moment the woman in question opened the door into the conference room carrying a filled purple sack.
"Oh, really now?" she questioned, heaving over while trying to lift the gigantic bag, basically dragging it now into the room. Michael quickly stepped over, trying to take the bag from her and sling it over his own shoulder but instead was not met with such luck, leaving him to have to drag it as well.
"I have spoken to fellow friends apart from my laser tag group; they have been in a few runs with witches like you."
"Well, I do not classify myself as a witch."
"Yeah, she looks nothing like one! She's really hot," Andy mentioned from the row behind you. The girl in question brushed some hair away, smiling graciously at his comment.
"Thank you," she accepted the compliment and began to pull out different materials onto the table, a crystal ball, a deck of cards, and multitudes of other random items.
"Do we really know how credible she is?" You leaned over, cupping your hand to whisper in Jim's ear. "Why is there a random shoelace?"
Your breath felt hot on his skin, sending shivers up his spine along with a rising pink that brushed over his cheeks. He tried to cover up his subtle laugh, earning a rude stare from the bossman himself.
"Let's get started," she cheered, Michael jumping up to be the first person to get his fortune read and engage in all the different activities that she was offering.
"So? Is she the hot girl you were wanting?" You let one hand rest on the armbench of the chair, placing your other arm on top and leaning over to give him a little stare, narrowing in on his expression as if you could decipher if he sees such attractiveness in the blonde in front.
"Woah, I never said I was wanting one," he quickly declined, waving his hands all around in order to express his deep feelings about not wanting the connection to this being his goal. "This was all Michael, all him wanting a hot girl."
"Wouldn't you want one?"
"Maybe," he shrugged, trying to catch the slight twinkle in your eye—the way you stared so deeply and paid close attention to his words. Soon enough, the both of you were shushed, as apparently Michael 'was getting deeply distracted' enough, 'deeply affecting Lucille's concentration'.
His session definitely played out the longest, continually picking out different things or questioning a simple sentence she said just to keep her attention on him for as long as available. Though her gaze kept slipping through to where you and Jim tried to keep your giggles on the down low. You both wrote on spare pieces of paper from your notebook, playing tik-tak-toe, scheming different pranks to pull on Dwight, and commenting on Dwights incessant comments about the legitimacy of her practices, and noticing Phyllis's large interest and passion to get more involved. You and the man were always able to find little ways to connect in those boring, unkown moments that working at such a paper mill brought along.
"I would say I'm sensing some spiritual pull between Jim and Y/n over here," Pam finally spoke aloud, her expression filled with deep boredom as she tried to write down all that Lucille was saying to Michael due to his orders. "What would you say, Miss Lucille?"
"You know," the girl turned to watch once more as the two of you bonded, soon enough looking back at Michael, who was still wanting more. "Hon, there are more people wanting to go," she patted the top of Michael's hand. "We should let them enjoy; I will have to go soon too."
"Well, okay, but if we have extra time we can loop back to me," Michael nodded, staring down at where her hand once touched his own.
"Alright, time to switch!" She announced with much excitement, eyes scanning the crowd as if to choose.
"I would love to go." Phyllis raised her hand, setting down the knitting gear that once preoccupied her time to the empty chair beside her.
"No, not you," Lucille dragged her hand across the multiple empty chairs as if she were looking back, deciding on who in the crowd to choose. "You," she pointed at Jim, who was pointing at something on the paper. He looked up to Lucille in utter shock, which furthered even more as she got up from her own place to pull him from the chair and into the one by her own.
"Oh, I am okay," he shook his head, reluctantly following her to the chair, giving a couple look backs at where you sat with a concerned expression. "I know Dwight, this guy over here," he pointed over to where the man sat with a scowl. "He would love to get some information on your business."
"No, I want you. I am sensing a multitude of energy from you—very hot, red energy," she dragged on, taking a look at him by dragging her eyes up and down his body. "The spirits are calling to me."
"Well, that is a little frightening," he uncomfortably laughed. She took his hands in hers, taking them and then soon comparing her size of hand to his.
"Wow, such strong, big hands. Clearly you are one destined for greatness."
"Uh," it was clear to almost anyone—except the psychic trying her very hardest to flirt and Michael, who was widely jealous—that Jim was not in the best place and very much searching for an avenue to get away.
"Oh Jim, we have to go make that call to the sales rep of Rocky's reps, that fitness center." You stood up, walking over to try and offer an opportunity so he could have an out.
"Just take it yourself," Lucille was quick to speak up, now looking you over. "Do your job?" she turned to Michael, putting on her best pouty face. "Michael, right?" The man in question nodded with much enthusiasm and pride. "It is important that I do Jim," she turned back to the man in question, "Is it?" to which he just stared at her as she switched back to Michael, "So then I can do you," she said flirtaously.
"Y/n, go take the call," Michael demanded, shooing you away, leaving Lucille with a victorious smile. You followed your boss's commands, leaving the conference room to see the rest of the office empty, and went to begin packing your things for the weekend to come.
"I should really be on thi-" Jim had tried to speak before Lucille pulled his hands to now touch the crystal ball, her hands encasing his on the cheap plastic.
"I am sensing something about your romantic life."
"Alright, tuna," Andy cheered.
"It seems that today you will be offered to make a move on one special beauty. The confidence will overtake you once you touch hands with the one who you are to be more with," her eyes winked over at him, rubbing his skin. "You are a lucky man."
"Well, that is enough." He pulled his hands away from the woman, stuffing them into his pockets as he got out of the chair. "I do not want to take away all the time because Michael hasn't even gotten to see your trick with that.." he leaned over to look at the assortment of odd products on the table. "Bean can?"
"Yes! You are right, Jimbo." Michael stood up quickly, taking Jim's seat and giving her the tuna can. "Now this looks fancy."
With this opportunity, Jim made a quick exit, heading to the office in hopes of finding you sitting. Unfortunately, you were gone from the area, so in response, he speedily packed up his things and rushed to make it to the front of the building. Once making it out to the cold, he noticed you standing by the door, one earbud in, arms wrapped around your body as you tried to keep as much heat in as possible.
"She definitely is not a real psychic," Jim laughed, coming up besides you as he still tried to button up the remaining buttons of his jacket. "I mean, there was a bean can." He waited for your response—a little laugh or quick quip back—but instead he was met with silence. "What's going on?" He put his hand on your shoulder to where you finally turned around to face him, little tears falling down your cheeks. "Y/n!"
"I am fine," you shook your head, trying to wipe the tears away with your mittens. "I am sorry for being odd lately."
"What is going on?"
"I do not know how to explain without making it weird," you fidgitied with your mittens, trying to pull it on and off until you slipped your grip and the acessory hit the ground. Both you and Jim bent over to grab it, hands touching one another before he grabbed it for you.
"Let me help," he said, taking your hand in his cold one, opening up the mitten so that you could push your fingers in. "You always have such trouble once you have the other one on," he lightly chuckled, one you now returned.
"Thanks," was all you replied with, looking down at the ground that began to pile up with snow. "You can go ahead; I am just waiting for a cab."
"I did not think she was hot," Jim admitted, now catching your attention so that you noticed his concerned look resonating on you. "She is not my type. To be honest, I like someone who is funny, where we share a connection and jokes."
"Oh."
"Someone I work with, desk right next to me. Someone who is widely specific in the routine for how she dresses for the outdoors, who is meticulous about her sandwhich choices, has a waterbottle filled with random stickers, and actually listens to Phyllis drain on and on about her relationship with Bob. Somehow."
"It is not easy," you grinned.
"I like you, L/N. Not Lucille, the fake psychic, or a random bartender at Poor Richards. I don't want them; I want you."
And to his confession, you were quick to place your covered hands on both of his cheeks, leaning his face down in order to place your lips upon his, a small snowflake methodically landing upon both of your noses at the special moment. It was nothing long, but definitely said all that there needed to be, and with that, you two separated, cheesy grins taking over.
"I will admit, she is fake but she did say I would touch hands with someone beautiful and gain courage to express attraction. Maybe she knows what she is saying."
"Oh, quit it."
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