#Mqybe I just start wearing my makeup all the time its cool enough to distract from how I look
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the anxiety is kicking in! How do I make myself prettier and quieter and nicer and normaller
#Emphasis on the prettier part he doesnt deserve someone who looks like this#Like. I should be something that brings him joy to experience and Im trying!! But how do I fix the Ugly As Shit problem#People have told me to get plastic surgery for my nose my whole life and this is the first time im considering it lmao#It wouldnt fix it but my face is generally too long I need something to change#Mqybe I just start wearing my makeup all the time its cool enough to distract from how I look#Fuckk I feel sick he doesnt deserve this he deserves better he deserves to be with someone on his level#Mmm. Kind of suicidal. He'd be upset though so its a no#But like I cant fix this entirely he needs someone whos a better canvas#My eyes are strange and q bad shape and they either puff out or sink in qnd theyre a shitty shade of brown that isnt even interesting#My only redeeming trait is my lips but thwyre always cracked and people dont seem to like them that much anyways#I had wrinkles on my face as a little kid my jaw is too long (as is my neck) my eyes are set horribly and too small#Im just like. Everything is wrong with me and hes so perfect he need someone better#Ill be a bit nicer iver the summer when I have freckles and a tan but I mean. I will be here for him forever#Hes gonna have to experience me during fall and winter again where I just look like shit#Fuck he deserves someone much better he needs to stop liking me immediately im not nearly good enough for him#Vent
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