#My auditory hallucinations are back...

[novabun-ships]

Hmmm...

[toastytrusty]

thinking so much about cornelius hickey tonight but it's all really vague and soupy and about his childhood. He's just floating around in my head bumping into things. and the things are like hunting dogs and The Hum

[innalheid]

I s2g ever since that game changer episode kiss from a rose just magically appears in my head. constantly. I WOULD LIKE ANY OTHER SONG PLEASE

[irrelevaantidiot]

dude did i talk about how i woke up twice last night. no specific reason on the first one (I think I just get bad sleep when I'm sad like last night) and then the second time I woke up it was like 2 am and the cops were in one of the nearby neighborhoods. literally "(town) police department, come out with your hands up!!" on repeat and then I js hear "GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!" and then it was js some back and forth along with sirens and what I think was backup coming?? things did eventually go quiet tho.

anyways i mentioned the cop thing to my mom earlier and she was like "dude what" and I mentioned it to my brother earlier. same kind of response. my mom was convinced I had a weird dream. except I wasn't dreaming at all dude I know what I heard dude?? i woke up at 2:31 am and ik cause my alarm was literally there. didn't check when I heard the noise but things ended around 2:38. I am not insane dude.

[schizononagesimus]

lofi beats to fend off the hallucinations to

[0ccasional-thoughts]

(sitting in my room, alone) hey guys

who said that. who .said

[kwpw-vent]

I had sleep paralysis and I’m going to be awake for the rest of the day 🫠

[stigmatacunnilingus]

Yeah I think when I go to sleep I just let my brain do it’s thang

[gravevelvet]

got out of the only listening to the lock stock soundtrack curse and now i am listening to my beautiful princess billy idol

[capr1c0rnstar]

Bro I hate auditory hallucinations, like- what do you mean I just heard the loudest fucking ziptie sound in my life but there is no zip tie? I wanna play with a zip tie... can I get a zip tie?

[barbatoskisser]

-> 2am strikes

->peacefully dreaming

->hears a phone noise (an alarn to be specific)

->wakes up n looks through my phone

-> noyhing could have caused it

[lemonynuggets]

fuckk the phone sounds hallucinations are back

[echoxshxrx]

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[s-static]

upsetting to think that living in a moldy house for almost a year mightve caused some neurological issues .

[clanoffelidae]

i do not fear the hatman

[leviruthan]

asking them if you can hold their hands

summary : reader has auditorial and visual hallucinations, when first meeting them reader requests to touch hands to ensure they're real [requested] (hi I accidentally deleted your message 😭)

characters : all overbloat boys + kalim

RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS

riddle would be really taken aback

not only hand holding seems kinda inappropriate, you just met

"excuse me?? why do you wish to touch my hand?" he would ask in a confused and a bit strict tone

after you explain it, he has an uncertain and worried look in his eyes

seeing the genuine need in your expression, he would nod stiffly

"very well" he says, extending his hand with a formal air

his movements precise and a little stiff, but his touch is gentle

LEONA KINGSCHOLAR

"tch. first meeting and you're already asking for weird favors" he grumbles. crossing his arms loosely over his chest, his golden eyes narrowing slightly as he took you in

inside though, he feels a smug kind of amusement

when you tell him the reason why, he first thinks why should he even bother helping

after a moment's pause though, he would reluctantly offer a hand because well why not, it's not that of a big favour. and you better remember him as being real rather than part of your hallucinations

his palm would probably feel warm and calloused

"get it over with" he'd mutter, though his hand would remain still until you withdrew

MALLEUS DRACONIA

extremely surprised at the request

after all not many people are bold enough to ask to hold his hand

should he be offended since you're randomly asking something that is considered intimate out of the blue when you don't know each other that well? but all he feels is curiosity and amusement

when you explain why malleus would be intrigued

"you wish to ensure my tangibility?" he would ask

without hesitation, he would extend a hand. his long, elegant fingers held still and waiting

his touch is be cool, like smooth stone warmed by the sun

"does this reassure you?"

AZUL ASHENGROTTO

"WH- ah, an interesting request" he'd comment, his tone measured (ignore the first incomplete word) "may I ask why?"

when you tell him why his eyes widen behind his glasses. he would extend his hand, slowly and deliberately with a formal air like he's making a business deal

his touch would be cool and smooth

he'd observe your reaction, if you visibly relax or seem comforted by the touch, his eyes would soften

he would ask a few gentle questions afterward, both out of politeness and genuineness

IDIA SHROUD

idia would flinch when he hears your request, his entire body language radiating discomfort

he would take a step back instinctively

"e-eh?! t-touch?! um I mean w-why?" he'd stammer, his gaze darting nervously avoiding eye contact

his visibly stiffened body would start to relax a bit when you explain the reason

but hand holding!? couldn't there be any other way?

seeing the genuine need in your eyes, he stops himself from voicing his thoughts... it's just hand holding....NOOO

sensing your hopeful gaze, he would finally decide to slowly, reluctantly, extend a hand

his skin would feel slightly clammy and cool to the touch and he'd likely pull back as soon as it was done

"o-okay, done. are you... feeling more logged in with reality now?"

please say yes cause he can't do that again! even if he didn't really mind it, he doesn't want to die from sudden physical contact with human beings

KALIM AL ASIM

kalim would beam, his usual boundless enthusiasm undimmed by your unusual request

no hesitation "oh! you want to hold hands? sure thing!" he'd exclaim, his smile wide and welcoming he would immediately reach out

his hand would be warm and his grip firm and friendly

he wouldn't mind holding hands even if you don't tell him why you want to, but you do anyway

"don't worry, I am totally real!" he would say with his eyes sparkling with genuine warmth and a complete lack of hesitation or judgment

he will ask you questions about this out of curiosity and because he wants to know you more and so that he can make sure you're comfortable when you're around him <3

JAMIL VIPER

jamil would initially eyes you with suspicion and a look that clearly says why?

once you explained, a subtle shift would occur in his demeanor, a hint of understanding softening his gaze

he would offer his hand with a calm and steady demeanor "if it provides you with reassurance"

he would observe you carefully, if it helped, he'd simply nod

VIL SCHOENHEIT

alright, he has dealt with fans, and some of them were...not that normal, and tend to make unusual request sometimes

so when you ask if you can hold his hand, he would think you're probably another fan

would let you do it with a fan service smile

if you explain the real reason he will look surprised before his expression returning back to the normal one

"hopefully, that has helped?" he'd watch your reaction with keen interest, his usual theatrical flair replaced by a quiet attentiveness