#NoticedButNotSeen

[good-bi20]

Late night thoughts

I crave attention from the people around me, always wanting more, but they all seem to busy in their own lives to think about mine. They don't care about the fact that I got my nails painted. They don't care that I got a new dress, new ring, or new shoes. People are too wrapped up in their own worlds to pay attention to the people around them. This is a flaw because you get to know people better when you focus on the little things. Oh, you got new shoes. I love them. Oh you got your hair cut? It looks so good on you. These things shows that you truly appreciate the little decisions in peoples lives, which is a reflection of them. Choices are what define me. Anyway, this is just a 3am ramble, and the moral is: I want someone to truly focus on me like I focus on them. It's exhausting putting in more effort than people give, but that's the cruel reality of our world; people are selfish.