#OUGH MY HEARTT

[buggshotz]

i hate him i hope he dies (lie)

[bear-cubs-art-things]

So I'm just practicing my trombone right? Out of nowhere my sister barges into my room to tell me about her volleyball shorts and then proceeds to tell me this (not her exact words but she pretty much said the same thing):

"Bear I really admire how you find time to practice everyday during the week and then go to rehearsal to play with other people, and then do more band on the weekend with your lesson teacher and just really being dedicated to what you do. I know you don't care about what I'm saying but I just wanted to tell you that :)"

GIRL I DO CARE IM GONNA START SOBBING

[majihugs]

I may be feeling everything, but writing this out is actually fun lol. Okay, here we go. I'm very much talking out loud and to myself (as always, it's how I live and gather my thoughts 😆), but these totally count as thoughts right? Even if it's just reacting...yeah that should still count.

Ch. 3 thoughts 2/???:

The way his head drops after Yoshimura asks if he really thought anyone would help him :'))) Accepting his torture. Also, god I feel like the hat does so much, like how it hides his face a bit?? Woo.

First of all, wow look at him. Serving even when fucked up and tortured ✨️✨️ Also, KIRYU SHUT UPDHDFHJ 😭😭😭 HE'S STRAIGHT UP SUICIDAL AND READY TO DIEE. MY HEARTT. I say shut up, but I get what's happening obviously ;-;;; It makes sense, he's been through SO much, but GOD. Still not easy seeing a beloved character be like yeah. I'm ready to die. Anyone really!! Aghh.....

Photo limits are kinda killing me here lol, but it's okay. Forces me to take mini breaks/ to snap back to reality, which is good!

Istg Kiryu has like a tired little smile here. 😭😭😭 Pain pain pain. I CANNOT believe Kiryu has to go through this shit again!! Being shot in the back (literally) by someone he's supposed to trust (haven't played all the yahooza games, but..slight Nishiki flashbacks).

The music is making me teary eyed again. I really like it. Good god I listened to this track way beforehand bcs I am fascinated with the Gaiden ost. So, I Did Not know when this would play. To hear it HERE... weeping.

Yeah Kiryu just rub it in. Sassy as hell and FOR WHAT. 😭😭 Can't deal with his ass..that sass is working so well with the fit though. Anyway.

I was SCREAMING at this shot. GOD. Well, trying not to scream too loudly because it was nighttime. But I was losing it. So bad. Hanawa pov hello!!! I love this shot, many actually, but this one. AH. God I wanna stare at this one forever. Other than how nice Kiryu looks, his face...ough he looks so tired and done. With everything. And yet also like he's DARING Hanawa to shoot him. Sass.

HANAWA POV. Like OF COURSE HANAWA'S STRUGGLING. As he said, Kiryu saved his life so this is totally a betrayal!! Then again, he is Doing his Job. BUT, KIRYU GIVING HIM THE SADDEST, DEADEST, MOST TIRED EYES TOO?? Help me. I wouldn't have gone through with it either.

Deeply sighing, he looks good and yet so fucked up. I love expressions. I love how they did his eyes. Hanawa pov...

I was bawling at this part. THIS ISN'T EVEN THE WORST PART and I was already losing it. Trying not to repeat myself, but the sad as hell music and seeing Kiryu slowly get down like that, accepting death...tears. Weeping over that and admiring how good he looks yet again...

[chuuyas--boo]

I haven’t been online much (I regained an old f/o so I’ve been busy with him)

But-

Imagine chuuya taking you to a nice fancy restaurant. He gets plastered on wine and tells you drunkenly how much he loves you. He lets you order whatever you want then he pays for it too. After you both return home and go to bed :)

-🧷

It's okay! <3

OUGH...PLEASE...MY HEARTT

[hamscallion]

OUGH MY HEARTT

the god of fear and hunger acknowledges your suffering

[sebastiansvertebrae]

I love this man so much like so much

i hate him i hope he dies (lie)