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keeps-ache · 10 hours ago

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wearing pajama pants under my usual clothing because 1) i didn't want to take them off 2) it's cold as hell in this building all the time 3) i am so cozy dude you have no idea

#just me hi #i keep forgetting to bring my sweater bc for the rest of the world it's 84+ degrees outside not including humidity lmaoo #/anyway wearing a specific outfit that has gotten me gendered before wish me luck lmao oTL #its not Misgendering bc it's not like i tell anybody (could you imagine lol) but rarely do people go out of their way to actually Gender Me #yknow like 'you look masculine' 'that looks feminine' like can everybody shuddup please thanks. i preferred 'patty' man lmaojdhfjd #idk why anybody even has to mention that stuff like can i just wear my clothes?? i swear you do a little bit of agab for fun and they want #to notify the senate or something Stop Talkin About It !!!#though that also means i have been nonconforming enough for people to mention it so i guess there's that. sniff #i dunno [kicks rock] it feels demeaning sometimes too iyunno lol #//anyWAY i am done w/ the inks to another ref 🎉#IS it thursday? Yes #Is artfight in like. hang on [turns around to count on fingers]#[pulls the old misdirection and opens the artfight website instead]#Oh 5 days? i got 5 days? oh i got plany off time dude #i could finish the last panel + colours + shading + effects today if i locked in and god sent me brain steriod blessings and i eat enough #and i don't get exhausted or too sad too fast and i don't have to go anywhere or forget and go somewhere anyway #not too many f- FUNK I FORGOT ABT THAT MEDICAL BILL #PLAN HAS ALREADY EXPLODED. AUGHHHHH #it's prolly not that big of a deal but HHWAAAAAUUUUUGH #don't wanna do that nono sireee. however i must be brave and probably call somebody #/idk what it is but i can do formal calls i can't manage casual ones #like formal ones: yeah idk What the hell i'm doing but i'm going to Ask!! and we both have a clear Goal here and i just need to talk my way #to it i can do that. Casual calls are like . where do i talk . do i stand right here i don't know man kdjdjfjdjsj #can't ask questions like 'can i say that?' 'was that the right tone?' 'what is our goal here and how do i complete it?' bc. well you can Se #why Jdhsjfkhsjfj #'how do i do this?' 'what does that mean?' 'what can i do about it?' these some are my favorite questions and you can NOT ask them in most #casual convos or it freaks people out for some reason djsjdjsjdjdjfhjdj (i say freak out cuz i think annoyance covers for that most times L #i want to study people but the people do Not like the questionnaire section so we've retired the feature Jdhfjsjf #//running out of tags here's my second-to-last one!!#TOODLES 💥💫‼️

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