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thenotebookwizard · 5 months ago
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She-Ra | Defiance CH 43: Who They Made Her
Scorpia and Duncan fight to free Adora from Shadow Weaver before it's too late; alongside Lonnie and her Bulwark, they challenge the might of the Horde for the sake of a future none of them know the shape of.
The final chapter of the arc. Over 350k words. 37 weeks. I will fulfill one of the tags that has been there since the beginning!
But I have about fourteen chapters of arc 2 written as we head towards Catra and Adora once again being together. Rebellions and princesses and war awaits us - as well as facing what evil Shadow Weaver and Hordak have done and will do.
Reminder: there will be a two week break between arcs, but I have some side stories that will be posted. You can subscribe to the series Of Wing & Claw if you want to.
I've said it before and I'll say it again. When I set out to write this story, I had expected 90k. The outline was anemic (for me) and the idea was Adora would get wings, Catra would be a princess, and they would defeat evil, fall in love, and discover ancient secrets.
I have written 600,000+ words in the Of Wing & Claw universe. I have plans for so much more. The depth of the world I have fallen into is fantastic. Of course, how could I not? I fell into the She-Ra & the Princesses of Power fandom because of work - but it brought me right back to the joy smol me had watching the original She-Ra. (I always liked her better than He-Man. I had a lot of guilt over that as a kid. But none as an adult.)
Discovering my personal hero J. Michael Straczynski was an uncredited story editor and helped build the universe (and probably the story bible) made a lot of sense. Discovering he wrote the episode Magicats and created Halfmoon?
A note: I have no plans to write Catra vs. Adora. I write for what canon did not give me, and I cannot do a rivalry as epic as what canon gave us. I can write what I have planned, though. I hope you enjoy it as much.
This chapter is one I know changes the story - as the end of a major story arc should! It also changes Adora. Despite my hinting, despite the 'wingfic' tag that has been there since chapter one was posted, I know there are readers who are going to leave the fic behind, shocked I would do such a thing. I know there are readers who won't be interested in a story about Adora with wings.
That's fair. Perfectly fine! I just hope not too many people are going to be mean about it. None the less, I will be finishing this story.
So thank you to all the people who have read this far and quietly take their leave. Thank you to all the readers and commenters who have come this far with me. And thank you to all of you who are staying with me until the end of the story.
All of you are amazing, and you make writing this so much more than it could have been.
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nobodysdaydreams · 1 year ago
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Well TMBS Fandom, It's Finally Finished.
That's right folks. After just over a year, I have finally finished my 350k+ word fanfic. You don't have to worry about seeing it in the tags any longer. My burden can finally be laid to rest in this beautiful, narratively satisfying ending that I'm sure you all will enjoy. And to show my gratitude for all my lovely readers, I even went through the trouble of adding several spoiler memes to this post under the keep reading button. I'm also especially excited about this chapter, because it answers a question that @mvshortcut asked me in one of their comments on my very first "The Oldest Siblings" fic. Sorry it took me so long to answer it, but better late than never.
Also: on the off, random chance that anyone is upset with this ending (no clue why you would be), please know that there is an author's note coming that explains a lot, it's just gonna take some time to write it, but I think you’ll enjoy it, and thank you so much for reading.
Chapter 29 Summary: SQ has a conversation with his aunt and learns new information about his family.
Once again tagging everyone who originally expressed interest in the fic: @sophieswundergarten @myfairkatiecat @kneeslapworthy @serial-serializednovelreader @itsgoghtime @oflightningandstars
Thank you all for reading! 🥰
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kangals · 1 year ago
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Boone merch update/backstory:
-in 2014 I posted a picture to this tumblr of Boone with a stick on his head, it for whatever reason got popular (350k notes as of now)
-picture got picked up and memed with on Facebook and Reddit (some were funny, some sucked, I wasn’t too thrilled but whatever, that’s the internet). a few times I commented on them like “hey this is my dog” but nothing much.
-up until now I still see it reposted every several months but I just assumed it was relegated to the life of an old, minor meme. fine.
-then yesterday I get a DM on Reddit from someone saying (verbatim) “as I’m sure you know this picture has gone viral on discord over the past year” ….no I did not in fact know that.
-they send me several screenshots of what is clearly at least one thriving discord server dedicated entirely to this picture (which they are calling Der) and some Etsy links to patches. -they ask if they have my permission to make Der merch
-tbh my gut reaction was “no, fuck you” so I asked for clarification and they said that they’re just being distributed among server members and using Etsy for order convenience, and not selling publicly/for profit. (idk if these servers are 10 people or 10k)(edit: it’s 14k) -idk maybe I’m just super gullible but I’m going to choose to take this in good faith. I told them as long as it’s just kept among server members and it’s not commercial or turning a profit I’m fine with it, which they agreed to. I also suggested they look into donating to their local greyhound/galgo rescue which they seemed excited about.
-so yeah that’s it for now. and like I said I might just be overly trusting, but the fact that they tracked me down from like a handful of comments in all of Reddit + seemed genuine about it, yeah sure I’ll let them keep memeing and have fun with it. i don’t really have the emotional capacity to get angry about it tbh.
-if you’re familiar with these discord server and know what the hell they’re on about it, lmk?
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letmetellyouaboutmyfeels · 2 years ago
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AAAAAHHH IT'S HERE IT'S HERE
OCTOBER!!! HALLOWEEN!!! THE SPOOKIES!!!
For those of you who've been reading my Fractals ficlets, a quick note I won't be updating those during this month, since I'll be posting all my Halloween fics instead.
AND HERE IS THE POSTING SCHEDULE:
October 1st: Halloween Fic #3
October 5th: It Started as a Joke Fic... (Or More Like a Self-Bet if I'm Being Honest)
October 10th: Monsterfucker #1
October 15th: Halloween Fic #1
October 20th: Monsterfucker #2
October 25th: Halloween Fic #4
October 31st: Halloween Fic #2 - with maybe couple fun little surprises to accompany it!
The total word count for these fics combined is over 350k words. I originally only had four fics planned back in January and figured they'd each be about 50k and then every single one of them had to go and screw with me and I had three more fics added to boot. My friends have staged an intervention.
(No I'm not kidding my beta editor is getting ready to invade my house.)
BUT WE DID IT! UNDER THE WIRE BUT! WE FUCKING DID IT! There's a fair amount of variety (I hope) so there should (again, I hope) be something for everyone to enjoy.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! CONGRATS TO THE WGA AND MAY OUR BELOVEDS RETURN TO US SOON!!!
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triptychgrip · 8 months ago
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New chapter/series update: my post-canon Olympics WIP
“Oh, anata, this is beautiful…”
Yuuri's voice petered out into a hush as he brushed gentle fingers over the image on the front cover of the scrapbook, depicting his preteen self in a relatively simple but polished black, white, and gold skating costume. 
“Is this Mila’s handiwork?” he warmly asked, beaming when Viktor nodded a confirmation.   
Yuuri was already looking misty-eyed, and his heart flip-flopped at this realization.
“You haven’t even opened it yet,” he teased, bringing a hand up to thumb at his lash line.
Yuuri giggled in response and then his breath hitched, presumably, at what he discovered to be on the inside cover: a photo of himself, Yuuko, Takeshi, and puppy Vik-chan at the Ice Castle, taken during the 2004 off-season (as noted in the caption). Yuuri and Yuuko were laughing at Takeshi, who looked quite disgruntled at the fact that Vik-chan was drooling all over his hand. 
Opposite the first photo on the other page was another from that off-season, again depicting Yuuri and Yuuko, though this time, they were both on the ice, their arms outstretched in matching poses. The caption read: Yuuri and Yuuko imitating Viktor’s 2003-2004 Short Program .
Below the first photo were several paragraphs of kanji written in Yuuko’s neat scrawl, and below the second was another written blurb, authored by Takeshi.
“Well, here we go…I’m definitely going to cry while reading these, I can already tell,” Yuuri muttered.
Yuuri, I assume you’re reading this on the day of your Free Skate in Beijing, which would mean that today marks a whopping seventeen-and-a-half years since you first took the ice as a Novice skater at your first ever competition.
Do you remember it?!
I was mad at okaasan for almost making us late to see you – you know how she is…driving slower than a snail – but she made up for it when she showed me the ‘Viktor at the World Championships’ plushie that she’d bought as a surprise, so that I could throw it onto the ice after you finished. I couldn’t really tell what you’d thought of your performance when the music stopped and everyone applauded; you looked a little shell-shocked and your mouth went all wobbly. 
But I do remember your eyes lighting up when you saw the plushie on your way to the rink boards to accept a hug from Minako-sensei. You scooped it up and pressed it to your chest, and my mom began to cry almost immediately about how adorable you looked and how proud she was of you.
Even then, Vik-chan was such an inspiration to you, and look at you, now…he’s been your coach for almost six years, and the person who’s seen you through an Olympic gold medal victory, 3 World Championship titles, 3 Grand Prix Final wins and countless other accolades.
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In the newest chapter of my post-canon Olympics WIP, I wrote about Viktor finally getting to show Yuuri the surprise he's been working on with Yuuko, Takeshi, Phichit, and so many others: a scrapbook commemorating his husband's career, which will finally be drawing to a close that very same day (the day of the Men's Singles Free Skate at the 2022 Beijing Games). Viktor has been working on putting this gift together since the prior off-season, and even reached out to Yuuri's fans all over the world to include fanmail that touches upon how Yuuri's skating has inspired them.
Given that Yuuko is such an instrumental part of Yuuri's life, it seemed fitting that Viktor would have a letter from her serve as the opening of this heartfelt gift. I am excited to delve into other contributions from Yuuri's friends/family/fans and Viktor himself of course, which I'll be covering in part 8 of the overall series, which is currently at over 350K+ words and counting.
And now, for a series update:
In the endnotes of this most recent chapter upload (Chapter 20), I shared about a decision I've been deliberating over, which is to repost my series as a completely new set of works with some (minor) rewrites, shorter/more numerous chapters, and proper coding using workskins, which would make things look more polished.
To make a long story short, I began posting my Yuri!!! on Ice fanfiction nearly a year ago, and back then, there was a lot that I didn't know about how to build an audience for a longfic or use Archive of Our Own. As such, I think I made some mistakes that have ended up causing this WIP/series to not get the readership I think it could have if I'd been a bit more intentional. I also could have been way better at promoting my work on here or other platforms, and I sometimes wonder if the relatively low stats on part 1 or other parts of the series make potential readers shy away from giving it a chance, as they might assume the writing isn't good?
I haven't made up my mind about this decision, but if you're a longfic reader or writer that has experience with this kind of thing -- reposting your own work, or following along with a series that gets reposted -- I'd love to hear about your thoughts on this. I'm a bit afraid of losing my current readership if my current subscribers get annoyed with having to wait around for my works to get reuploaded, but at the same time, I sometimes see the stats on other longfic WIPs in the fandom, and feel bad about the fact that my numbers aren't higher. I know comparison is the thief of joy and all that, but I'm only human...
In any event, if you enjoy longfics and have always wondered what Yuuri and Viktor's relationship might look like a few years down the road, post-canon, I hope you'll give my series a chance. One thing I've tried to emphasize in my work is the reciprocal nature of how Yuuri and Viktor care for one another. In canon, we mostly see Viktor caring for Yuuri -- which is understandable, given their early dynamic of coach/student -- but I wanted to explore some of the give-and-take that would develop over time between them.
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ovenscookbook · 1 year ago
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~Where The Heart Is Recipe Progress~
Summary: Ered Luin is crumbling. In order to save their families and the kingdom, the Company of Thorin Oakenshield embark on a quest to reclaim Erebor, with the help of un-Hobbitish Hobbit and traveller, Bilbo Baggins. A quest full of twists and turns, familiar faces and unknowns, together, they unearth the stories all thirteen of them hold, and relearn the true meaning of 'home'.
Words written: 350k+
Chapters written: 25
Chapters left: 15~16 (including epilogue)
Arcs finished: 1/2
How it started: In a single doc on the notes app
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(you could also find actual scenes I've scrapped in another fic: Where The Heart Is — The Deleted and Unwritten Scenes)
The plan so far: Writing up the next few chapters and edit the fic as a whole. Meanwhile, write and post other fanfics such as Stay, Stay, Stay and Crisis Averted. If everything goes to plan, WTHI should be finished by mid-late summer or early August.
Possible edits: Besides grammar corrections, I am planning to alter the scene where Dori and Bilbo reunite with the Company in the trees. I also plan to tweak some wording in order to set the Company's relationships with each other in the way I want it. I'd also want to tidy up the timeline if possible.
Possible subjects for the next arc: Oh lord, I already have a whole list in my notes app. Looking at the first few subjects, the most likely ones are writing about the reconciliation of Gloin and Tauriel, Dwarrow conspiring that Bilbo is a spy, and further addressing the trauma amongst the Company.
Other notes: Just — thank you to everyone who read, kudosed, commented, reblogged, or simply just interacted with my work. Writing this fic has been truly gratifying for me, and has been a reason why I wake up in the morning. I cannot express into tangible emotions how I appreciate each and every one of you, so I hope that it could just practically radiate through the screen. Thank you all again.
Please ask questions! I have lots of notes regarding almost every aspect of WTHI, and am very eager to share it on this blog!
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longhairedantagonists · 3 months ago
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To Have and To Hold Notes, Trivia, and the Like
to stop myself from inundating y'all from umpteen thousand author's notes with each chapter, i'll consolidate my thoughts here. more below the cut!
as always, you can find the fic here.
spoilers are at the bottom of the post!
PLAYLIST:
Goodtime Girl by Starcrawler tcnc by Goat Girl A Big Brown Dog Named Bagel by Nep Delicious Things by Wolf Alice Praying by Destroy Boys Sinéad, I’m Afraid by Torture and the Desert Spiders gossip by Goat Girl The Innocent by Aurora let me inside your head by swim school Valley of Hinnom by Blood Command VenoM by Holy Wars Feels Like a Man by Cliffords Doc by Nep Plucked by Destroy Boys
TRIVIA:
i play gem in our campaign; she's a high elf assassin rogue
while changelings traditionally have a more snake-like or blunted nose, i :) hate that, so :)
this was originally planned as a """""drabble"""""" by my dm and i. i never expected it to be longer than 100k. didn't want it to be over 200k. and i'm absolutely disgusted with myself that it ended up being almost 350k. i, infamously, have no self-control
i worked on this for nano 2024, achieving 104,013 words in the month of november. yes, i was unwell
i also did an impromptu february (2025) nano for this fic, achieving 60,651 words in 26 days before reaching the natural conclusion of the fic. yes, i'm still unwell
there were several polls going in our discord server to see what the grand total of word counts would be. the reward was one free re-roll
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the player who voted for 500k+ refuses to read any of it, and is being subjected to a reading comprehension quiz as a result
the upload schedule of the fic (every friday) is based on our dnd schedule
to keep things fair and fresh, i rolled dice to determine certain outcomes, particularly when these two fools were lying to each other; nix consistently lost (the dice rolls were incredibly poetic)
even though eberron is a steampunk setting, my main influences for gem lean more towards old hollywood (1930s; e.g., vivian leigh, lauren bacall, and barbara stanwyck [in ball of fire, specifically])
gem is 6'0"; nix, in their true form, is 6'2"
kittie is another PC in the campaign; she is a gnome artificer
the ice cream chain that nix and gem frequent is called raskin bobbins and has 13 flavors; this is a recurring chain in our actual campaign (one of our side quests is now finding the secret remaining flavors, since there are rumored to have been 31, once upon a time)
the raskin bobbins flavors are as follows:
vanilla
long pork
corolaught
maggots and water
grung marsh
berries and thorns
moonwater
click clacks (this is what nix always orders)
lizardfolk kiss
chicken quesadilla
not my mother getting an email in outlook at 9:40 PM
kenchunky fried chicken
feet
and the seasonal flavors:
dirt (spring)
kerosene (summer)
clove, with cloves (fall)
mistletoe (winter)
nix's parent, sine, is one's younger sibling; they abandoned the gang shortly after nix was born; nix was the result of a teen pregnancy (yikes!)
one, lite, dove, flack, sine, smoke, and vein (who is only mentioned in the fic) were all created by the DM; everyone else was thanks to yours truly. technically, while i initially created the character of nix, their personality was more dictated by the DM
i'm not tech-savvy enough to figure out how to get the actual fonts over to AO3, so here are the fonts that are used for nix and gem's handwriting
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there are several campaign secrets hidden in this piece; gem is always cagey about her past, but knowing that several of the other players may read this means that i couldn't be as forthcoming as i would have been, otherwise
ART:
Engagement Portrait Art by @/kerbabbles on instagram:
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Ice Cream Date Art by @/mikoriin on tumblr
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TRIVIA WITH SPOILERS:
although she wouldn't have it at the time of this fic, gem gets the Lucky feat at level four, playing into the ongoing elements of luck/fortune throughout (it's my personal hc that she siphons luck from other people)
the funniest dice roll was for chapter 16: nobody's fool(ed); i rolled a luck check to determine how well they could keep their relationship under wraps from the rest of the gang; they rolled a 2
gem's love poems have been a running joke in the campaign; they were reverse-engineered to have started with nix
nix's hatred for smoke was also reverse-engineered based on canon events in the campaign (gem left a love note for smoke at velvets, with the receptionist, just to stir the pot; come to find out that smoke got run out of sharn for the contents of that poem, which were just as egregious as any of her other poems)
i rolled to see if gem knew about the beef between nix and smoke; she rolled an 18 (so, yes, she did ruin his life on purpose, thanks for asking; although, i didn't know about it when she initially left the poem [i don't think i had even started writing the fic at that point iirc])
the reason one was ready to shank nix for ordering the chicken quesadilla ice cream flavor is because sine would only eat a meal if there was chicken in it (this also applied to ice cream), and it upset one to such a degree that they were permanently traumatized; they thought they had escaped that hell when sine abandoned the gang, but, alas
gem's "brash accent" is vaguely based on a new yorker's; her natural accent is posh english
nix and gem dated for a cumulative ten months; they knew one another for about 1.5 years
while not outright confirmed, it was the dm's idea that one and lite have had something going on; nix never knew for sure, and, as a result, gem didn't, either (which means i don't, which is actually so rude)
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tabithatwo · 2 years ago
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fics and posts of note!
if yellowjackets enthusiast is my second job (it is) then, within that, fic writing is my day job and tumblr rambling is my moonlighting, so here's easy access to my fics and to my more involved posts!
current status: i am writing with slightly more consistency than i have in a while! that said I am writing whatever speaks to me in that moment, so it’s a bit of an unpredictable situation. we practice resurrection every night updated tonight! hoping so work on always be my baby this week <3 —10/21
likely order of updates: abmb, fences, resurrection—10/21
works in progress
x always be my baby (34/37 / ~350k)
All the living yellowjackets are forced together when someone decides to unearth their past. Tensions rise, past relationships are revealed, and new ones are forged in a reunion that no one asked for (except maybe Misty).
explicit / post-s1 canon-divergence / primarily adult timeline
x fences need mending (2/11 / ~38k)
Every decision that Jackie and Shauna had ever made—together and separately, in anger and in love, for themselves and for each other—had led them to this exact moment, a dreary October morning in the intensive care unit of NewYork-Presbyterian.
explicit / no crash au / dual timeline
x we practice resurrection every night (5/? / ~28k)
A series of moments based pre, during, and post 1996 canon, centered around Jackie and Shauna, accounting for the huge, rippling impact of one small change: the Holmdel bust goes differently. Shauna ends up walking home with Jackie instead of Jeff.
explicit / jackie lives au / slice of life
complete (multichap)
x she shines me up like gold (~12k)
Jackie convinces Shauna to wear something a little different than her usual to Van and Taissa's Halloween party.
explicit / no crash au / mid-twenties
x you're just a bee charmer (~53k)
When Jeff dumps Jackie right before winter break, Shauna decides she's willing to do pretty much anything to keep them broken up. Jackie just wants to feel wanted, so what harm can a few messages from a new account really do?
explicit / no crash au / shifted ten years (they graduate in 06, rather than 96)
x just unzip me (~32k)
Shauna is the maid of honor in the Taylor-Sadecki wedding, but on the big day both the bride and the groom have a confession to make.
explicit / no crash au / set in 2004-2006
series
x prolong the night
explicit / jackie lives au / especially twisted
x (pt 1) no one knows what dawn will come (~12k)
Shauna helps warm Jackie up and, months later, Jackie helps Shauna survive labor.
x (pt 2): drunk from so many roses, redder than wine (~8k)
Jackie can't leave Shauna alone when the butchering duties get darker. Everyone has their role, and hers is just how she likes it—inextricably tied to Shauna.
oneshots
x honey come over, the party's gone slower (~4k)
Nat’s dead, but that doesn’t mean it’s all over. She laid Jackie to her final rest, and now Jackie’s the one to welcome her to this strange new home.
teen / post s2 finale / nat pov
x trying to keep you alive (~5k)
A night of Shauna feeling especially self-destructive (cruising for women, talking to Jackie's ghost, and burning bridges with the only two people in her corner).
explicit / canon-compliant / post return / ghost!jackie or hallucination!jackie depending on how you read it
x no take backs (~3k)
Laura Lee is a few steps ahead of Jackie in this whole navigating being a ghost thing, and Shauna is falling apart quicker than Jackie can pick up the pieces.
mature / canon-compliant / set during 2x01 / ghost!jackie pov
posts of note
x jackie taylor is a lesbian frame by frame pt. 1
x jackie taylor is a lesbian frame by frame pt. 2
x tai and shauna / call your mom
x shauna and psychosis
x the "dreams" (travis' dialogue on near death experiences in 2x02)
x the "dreams" (eating and drinking in other realms motif)
x jackieshauna / lottielee
x mirrors and reflections in yj (the pilot)
x pit girl scenes and their cuts away from natalie
x lesbian breakup so bad (yj edition)
x sight and power and leadership (lottie, tai, nat, jackie ruminations)
x jackieshauna / our wives under the sea
x yj and jennifer's body
x nat/jackie ruminations
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romaine2424 · 3 years ago
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Romaine's HP fanfics on AO3...hmm a few haven't quite made it on there, but will in the future.
Easy reading is damn hard writing. ~Nathaniel Hawthorne
Currently these are my Drarry stories (not including drabbles), Scarry (including drabbles), Other Slash pairings, and Het pairings. I will be adding My gen fics, gift drabbles, etc... as I get more time. Most can all be found on AO3 right now but just not organized. :)
Just a quick note about commenting on my fics. I love comments and to engage with my readers. If you have a question, comment, or whatever I'm open to discussion. As long as it's not a flame, I'll usually respond back. I do ask that you read my tags, warnings, and notes as many of my fics contain controversial genres and situations. I don't bite or even claw so feel free to inquire.
Hi! Welcome to my HP fanfic collection. I became an HP fanfic reader in 2005 and then writer in 2006. I took an almost decade break in 2012 but put my toes back into the waters now and then to respond to comments or make a post on LJ. I came back into fandom full force in June 2021 when I signed up for HP_fan_fair. H/D, HPDM, or Drarry has always been my OTP, but Scarry is my second. But I also love to write the rare-pair now and then along with gen short stories. I've separated my fics out by my writing era and then by ship.
All of my fics are individually rated and have warnings. However, we did rate and tag things differently back in the day, so if you think I should add a warning or tag, send me a message. I assure you, there were no bad intentions involved.
My Drabbles can be assumed to be G to PG, unless otherwise noted. I love writing drabbles and I hope that some readers will take the time to look at a few of them. *g*
Most of my stories are now posted on AO3 and are not to be copied to any other site without my permission. (historically they were originally posted on various HP fanfic sites. Majority of H/D were on Hex Files.
As I was a prolific writer back-in-the-day (2006-2012) and then took a very long hiatus (10 years), I'll be listing my current stories first. After that, it will be a mishmash of ships and gen. I hope you find something you like!
Current Stories (with summaries)
(2024)
Drarry (Harry/Draco) & Haphne (Harry/Daphne)
The Azkaban Letters (WIP 2024): This WIP was started in 2007 and picked back up in 2023. It is still being updated. Currently 39/42 chapters (as of 11/27/24).
Summary: Harry and Draco’s lives are headed in two different directions. One is destined for death or glory, while the other is going to Azkaban. Harry needs answers, and he goes to visit his Slytherin nemesis while being held for trial. The meetings in a barren, white cell changes Harry’s life. He learns the beginnings of his rich family history that had been denied him. And that there's much more to fight for than just ridding the world of Voldemort. HBP compliant.
Note: This fic was started before HPDH was released. It is canon divergent after HBP. This fic has two Main Pairings and both are treated with respect and will have a happy ending. I chose to use AO3's: Creator Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings because of the underage sexual scenes (all are 17 and consensual).
Rating: Explicit Current Wordcount: 295K (estimate: 350K) Warnings & Enticements: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Sexual Content (M/M & M/F), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon divergence after HBP, Azkaban, Mental Health Issues, Potter Family History, Potter family Estate, Character Deaths (not major but not minor), Upholding family bloodlines, Wizarding Traditions, Worldbuilding, Magical Theory, Blood and Violence, Wartime Violence, Bisexual Harry Potter
Drarry (Harry/Draco)
What Doesn't Happen in Venice Stays In... (Autumn 2024) written for @hd-fan-fair's H/D Muggle Fair (2024) (self-prompt of Honeymoon gone awry) I started this fic in 2009 and it stayed in my WIP folder until now! Yay for completing works started.
Summary: After a whirlwind year of dating, Harry and Draco are getting married. Never mind that their friends and every reader of the Daily Prophet disapprove of their being together. But ignoring all of them, they believe in each other. Draco, on his part, gleefully takes on planning their honeymoon. The week they were to spend in Venice was scheduled down to the hour. It was perfect, according to Draco. But we all know what happens to the best laid plans. Will their marriage survive the first day? Will friendships with others ever recover? Will there be a happy ending? Of course, there will be, but hold on for the ride.
Rating: Explicit Wordcount: 13.4K Warnings and Enticements: Established Relationship, Implied Sex while using Polyjuice Potion, Ronsy meddling.
Pansmione (Pansy/Hermione)
The Supergrass (Valentine's 2024) written for HP Sapphic's Valentines (prompt Auror/Criminal)
Summary: For the past year, Auror Hermione Granger has been coming monthly to Sister Hildegard's Wellness Emporium (attached to St Mungo's) for her Healer-ordered full-body massage because of work-induced stress and injuries. It was the perfect cover for meeting with the DMLE's main supergrass, Pansy Parkinson, who was now a trained masseuse thanks to the Ministry's Criminal Rehabilitation Act. An Act that Hermione Granger had pushed for through her connections at the Wizengamot. A contractual promise was made to Pansy that after one year, if her information led to the arrests and convictions of wanted Dark Wizards, her court-ordered probationary period of ten years for supporting Voldemort and those that served him, would be reduced to time already served. She would be free from all Ministry restrictions.
Today, Valentine's Day, is their last meeting.
Note: Supergrass is a British slang term for an informant who turns King's evidence, often in return for protection and immunity from prosecution.
Rating: Explicit Wordcount: 6.8K Warnings & Enticements: Auror Hermione Granger, Spa Day, Valentine's Day, Dom/sub Undertones, Informant Pansy Parkinson, Lesbian Pansy Parkinson, BAMF Hermione Granger, Bisexual Hermione Granger, Plot with a little porn, One guess on who is seducing who.
(2023)
Drarry:
More Than A Legend (Christmas 2023) A Drarry Christmas Story
Summary: Harry volunteers to be Father Christmas at Hogwarts, without truly understanding what it entails.
The first 5 chapters of this fic were written in 2009. I finally completed the final 2 chapters in 2023. In addition, the amazing Ihopeyoustaysafefromharm Illustrated this fic (FTH). This fic is a lot of fun and filled with Father Christmas Cheer!
Rating: Mature Wordcount: 18K Warnings & Enticements: Romance, Explicit Language, Sexual Content, Christmas Legend, Mentions of: Animal Sacrifice, Slavery, and Prostitution. Liberties taken with historical accuracy of Christmas' origins.
Terminal Lucidity (Autumn 2023) written for hd_career-fair
Summary: Harry leaves his Auror position when his dreams drive him to a new profession. One that brings peace to the soul before Death arrives.
This is one of my shortest but probably on of most impactful fics. It was written for gnarf and deals with caring for someone at the end of their life (not Harry or Draco). Harry is the Master of Death.
Rating: Gen Wordcount: 3.2K Warnings: MCD. Enticements: Harry and Draco become a couple later in life. In this fic, they are probably in their early 50s and have merged their families. The whole family will miss their beloved Nana Narcissa.
(2022)
Drarry
The Roommate (Winter 2022) written for @hd-erised
PODFIC of the Roommate, (Autumn 2024) narrated by the fabulous Cailynwrites (AO3). Honestly this is a gem. 4 1/2 hours.
Summary: After one year in Azkaban and two years of home arrest, Draco is going off to college. Myrrdin College is Oxford’s magical college, where one Harry Potter is currently attending. Both are going for their teaching certificates with Draco specialising in Potions and Harry in Defence Against the Dark Arts. The Headmistress has insisted all incoming professors must be degreed. However, the Board of Governors insist that Draco also must live in a Muggle house with limited allowance and take Muggle elective courses before he can become Hogwarts' new Potions Professor. Harry is coerced by others into helping Draco Malfoy survive in the Muggle world.
This is a soft fic. I wouldn't say fluffy as there are major subjects discussed and dealt with but angst between the two is not present. Harry's goal is to make Draco fall in love with the Muggle world...and he might have succeeded to well. So wrap yourself up in the warm blanket of The Roommate, oh and Scamp the cat, too!.
Rating: M Wordcount: 42K Warnings: This fic contains a brief fatphobic comment, implications of past food insecurity, and references to past corporal punishment of a child. In addition, mentions of Trichotillomania and lice are briefly discussed. Enticements: Scamp the cat, Draco learning about Muggle appliances, Blaise insisting Draco watch Legally Blonde.
Eight Days a Week (Summer 2022) written as a chapter fic...just because.
Summary: This is foremost a love story and second it's about those growing up years. Becoming adults with adult lives and adult decisions. Yes, Harry's a Trainee-Auror and Draco's a Healer-in-Training after the war. Yes, Harry eventually moves into 12 Grimmauld Place. And, yes, attraction happens between Harry and Draco and they fall in love, but then there's more. Draco is now free from Voldemort, free from fear of going to Azkaban, free from his Father's beliefs, and free to be the person, the witch, the woman she always felt she should be. And for Harry, it’s time to lose the shackles of his childhood and discover who he really is and what’s truly important in life. This story begins one year or so after the Battle at Hogwarts and follows their relationship faithfully for two years. The final chapter will take place later in their lives.
This is a positive transition story without body dysphoria, but will contain moments where prejudice and slights arise. This story is categorized as M/F.
Rating: E Wordcount: ~120K Warnings: (Tranfem- Draco, Transition. See story for complete listing but no majors.) Enticements: Healthy relationship, gender euphoria, pansexual!Harry, Interesting OCs consisting of International Aurors.
25 Days of Draco and Harry (2022) (25 Holiday Scenes for Eight Days a Week (December 2022). sponsored by @slythindor100
Summary: The holiday scenes cover 2001-2023 followed by a future scene. The majority are under 500 words, but there are a few over 1K. The complete set is very family oriented as we learn more about the children's backgrounds and how Harry and Libby cope. Lots of fun!
Threesome: H/G/D
Every Cottage Has A Story (March 2022) written for Salt and Pepper Fest 2022
Summary: Harry and Ginny Potter live in a cottage in Hogsmeade. The previous owner was their eldest son James Sirius Potter, but he now lives in the home he grew up in, 12 Grimmauld Place. The switch happened years before, when his third child came along, and the cottage was too small for the family and Grimmauld Place was too large for his parents. How Draco Malfoy fit into his parents lives he wasn’t quite sure. James did know that his brother and brother-in-law were the instigators of the situation, though. When they became friends in the House of Slytherin, eventually their parents did too. After the death of Astoria, Draco was known to bring a friend, always a different friend, to family occasions. Then after a decade or so he would just show up alone. When his parents moved into the Hogsmeade cottage, so did Draco Malfoy. Rating: Gen Audience Wordcount: 5.5K Warnings: Threesome F/M/M
(2021)
Home is Where the Cat is (Winter 2021) written for @hd-erised. Gift for @m0srael
Summary: It’s summer and the war is over. Harry is busy in Auror training, attending Wizengamot trials for Slytherin classmates, and having tea with Narcissa Malfoy. Draco is at Hogwarts sharing deep dark secrets with classmates whilst helping with the reconstruction. Someone on the Wizengamot doesn’t think the older Slytherin students should be allowed to return to Hogwarts, whilst Harry does. Repressed emotions get the better of him. After storming out of the Ministry swearing never to come back, but before he lifts his wand for the Knight Bus outside of the Leaky Cauldron on his quest for a normal life, there’s a kiss in the Slytherin boys’ dormitories. Rating: Explicit Warnings: Nothing Major Word count: 41447
A/N: This was so much fun to write. It might be the softest of the longer fics I've written but I wouldn't say fluffy as serious concepts are dealt with. It does feature a purring Draco...literally.
This Ain't the Garden of Eden (Autumn 2021) written for@hd-fan-fair (career edition).
Summary: In 2020, Hit Wizard Harry is starting to enjoy his life. He’s divorced, and no longer Head Auror. His biggest project these days is trying to remodel 12 Grimmauld Place for him and the kids. Draco Malfoy is recovering from his wife’s death. But is happy with his Ministry position as Temporary Head of the Department of Intoxicating Substances, and with his son who he adores. This all changes quickly when Minister Shacklebolt decides not to run for another term. The assumption is that 'all is well' in the British Magical world, and that Hermione Granger-Weasley will easily be voted in as the next Minister for Magic. However, Draco knows better. He knows she has a strong competitor who is wooing those who live in Knockturn. And if he wins, the Ministry, and all that has been accomplished the previous twenty odd years, will be destroyed Rating: Explicit Warnings: Nothing Major. Some Violence and Minor character death (Hey Harry is a Hit Wizard). Oh and Draco has a thing for silk lingerie Word count: ~131,000
A/N: This is an action/political/adventure/romantic fic. It's epilogue compliant and takes place in 2020 and 2021. In other words...H/D are a bit older. Kingsley and Narcissa play special roles along with some worldbuilding for Knockturn and Grimmauld Place. Enjoy!!!
25 Days of Harry Draco 2021 (Additions to This Ain't the Garden of Eden) (Winter 2021) This was sponsored by@slythindor100 A/N: These 25 additions to This Ain't the Garden of Eden cover the missing days in the month of December along with one New Year's Day story. They are individually rated but the majority are G. As the Main Story was way too long for a fic fest (LOL), there were some plot points (most minor but a few major) that I didn't resolve at the end. So the 25 Days of H/D gave me the format to wrap things up. The additions range from 100 to 1500 words. So much fun!
Fics (2006-2013) (Summaries not included)
(chronological order of latest to earliest. Except Sequels are listed right after the originals.) Some fics I've added the original fest posting links. This is more for me so I don't lose track of them. Most of these stories were re-betad after the fests as my grammar was quite poor and my betas rushed.
Harry/Draco
Level Two: Series One (November 2013) I wrote Chapter 7. Rating: Explicit Word Count: 113,499 Enticements: 10 authors each wrote a chapter for this story. Murder Mystery, Crime Fighting, Drama. Warning: Side relationship for Draco.
The Tell-Tale Owl (Winter 2012 HD-Holidays) Rating: E (barely) Word count: ~23K Warnings: Time Travel, AU. Epilogue compliant. Time Travel.
A Day in the Life (Summer 2012 Glompfest) Rating: Mature Word Count: 6.1K Enticements: Accidental Bonding.
Yuan Fen (Winter 2011 HD Holidays) Rating: Mature Word Count: 14.4K Enticements: Outside Observer view of H/D Warning: 2nd POV (try it. promise you'll like it).
Laundry (December 2010) Rating: Gen Word Count: 475 Enticements: Harry wears Draco's clothes
Souls Lost and Found (Fall 2010 Glompfest) Rating: Teen Word Count: 8.6K Enticements: Beyond the Veil.
The Minister's Master (Summer 2010 Kinkfest 2010) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 2.4K Enticements: Public Sex, Collaring, Sometimes the Master also needs a bit of training. Warning: BDSM
The Taste of Magic (Spring 2009 HP10K_showcase) Rating: Mature Word Count: 10K Enticements: Environmental Cause. Loss of Magic. Warning: High Angst, Mentions of Violence, Mentions of Death
Hades Paradox (Autumn 2008 HD_Inspired-Back to Hogwarts. Original fest posting: original Hades Paradox) Note: original was heavily betad before being reposted to AO3) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 32.7K Enticements: Threesome H/D/H. Warning: Chronic painful curse
My Nawa Jūjun (Spring 2008 HD_Inspired-Animagus (original fest posting: original My Nawa Jūjun )) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 50K Enticements: Shibari, Coven. Warning: Rope Bondage, Animagus gone wrong.
Vanishing Cabinets (Spring 2008 hds_beltane) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 17.8K Enticements: Draco Politician. Warning: Dubious Consent.
Vanishing Cabinets Sequel: Stolen Moments: Rating: Mature Word Count: 304 Enticements: Harry Obsessed
Survival of the Species (Winter 2007) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 47K Enticements: Dragons, Mythology, Island Warning: DubCon (ritual sex scene) Veela, Mpreg, Surgical Procedure, Suicide Attempts. A/N: This is probably the best story I wrote in my earlier years. And one final thing. I will not engage in further conversation about the ritual sex scene and whether it's DubCon or NonCon.
Jolene (Summer 2007 HD_Inspired Mpreg (Original fest posting: Jolene original. Note it has been re-edited on AO3.)) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 21.4K Enticements: Hidden identity, sex toys Warning: Mpreg, Use of Gender Potion. A/N: Member of the Guns & Handcuffs H/D Bookcase #2.
Sequel: Jolene Deux (Autumn 2008 Fall-Fantasia): Rating: Explicit Word Count: 5K Enticements: Violet makes an appearance Warning: Bittersweet Fluff.
Pass the Chocolate (Summer 2007) Rating: Teen Word Count: 1.7K Enticements: Dialogue only, Harry writes fanfic. Warning: No warnings but read if you've gotten "one of those" comments to your fic.
Sequel: Pass the Ogdens (Summer 2010 Birthday Bash H & D turn 30) Rating: Teen Word Count: 660 Enticements: Dialogue only, Harry laments the death of Drarry fanfic.
The Birthday Kiss (Spring 2007) Rating: Gen Word Count: 2K Enticements: First Kiss, Kissing Game.
Silver and Gold (February 2007) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 71K Enticements: Wolf Draco, Good Narcissa. Warning: Suicide attempt, Death of non-major character.
Double Edged Sword (2006-2008) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 555K Enticements: Soulmates, Powerful Harry and Draco, Life story, Too much to list here! Warning: First story I wrote, Suicide attempt, Death of character, Depression, consensual infidelity, tragedy. A/N: I've written a 15th Anniversary post for this story and gave the history, etc... DES 15th Anniversary.
Harry/Scorpius
*All of my Scarry has Scorpius as an adult)*
For these 2 fics, I've added the original fest posting links. This is more for me so I don't lose track of them. These stories were re-betad after the fests as my grammar was quite poor and my betas rushed. However, it's fun to have the original comments.
There are no Innocent Vampires (Autumn 2009 HP-SAS (Shag-a-Son: Original fest post: Original There are no Innocent Vampires)). Rating: Explicit Word Count: 31K Enticements: Scottish Mythology vampires, Vampire lore, Vampire Hunter. Warning: Blood and Violence, Death of non-major character. EWE
Possession of the Heart (Autumn 2008 hp-crossgen-fest (Original Fest posting: Original Possession of the Heart)) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 56K Enticements: Starts from the very beginning of when Scorpius is sorted into Ravenclaw, Hit Wizard Scorpius. Political Intrigue. Draco and Harry confrontations. Warning: Blood and Violence, Death of Major and non-major characters (not H/S or Draco). Terrorist attack. Assassination. Consensual infidelity (Harry/OC but is married to Ginny). Epilogue compliant. Notes: If you ever wondered how this ship could happen, then this story is for you. Chapter 14 is the Advent Drabbles (Winter 2008) filling in missing scenes before, during and after the original story.
Drabbles for Scarry
Old Men Rating: Gen Word Count: 200 words Summary: Draco tries to console his son but the roles reverse. Warning: MCD - Harry. Note: Probably my fav Drabble I've written
Street Affairs Rating: Teen Word Count: 100 words Summary: Scorpius needs a Remembrall. Enticement: Role playing. Note: If you want a quick laugh!
Curiosity Killed the Dragon: Rating: Teen Word Count: 207 words Summary: Scorpius needs to move out of his parents' home. Note: If you want another quick laugh!
Drabbles for harryscorp100 LDWS challenge Winter 09-10 *First Place* 9 Drabbles for harryscorp100 LDWS 2009-2010. Ratings and Genres Vary Age Ranges listed for each Drabble (all in the adult range)
Other Slash Pairings (these have summaries *shrugs*)
Eternal Glory Harry/Cedric (February 2008) Written for HPValensmut for eliminate. Rating: Explicit Word Count: 12K Summary: Five years after the war, Harry finds that the future laid out for him is not one that he wants, but is the one that the wizarding community needs to ensure the peace. The answer to his problems comes to him in his dreams. Enticement: This is HPDH compliant. Warning: suicide attempt Note: This was my first adventure into bloodplay and as requested this is not a romantic story. I gave the warning suicide attempt as it was closest to the warning of suicidal themes, which is what I would have chosen.
Drabbles for Albus/Scorpius LDWS challenge September 2010...second place) 10 Drabbles for ass_ldws (2010). Ratings and Genres vary. Warnings: #7 MCD Enticements: #8 LOL Note: The link goes to my Livejournal account. I'll add it to AO3 someday.
Trinity Harry/Lucius, Harry/Draco, Harry/Scorpius (November 2008): A set of three drabbles written for Pushdragon's goodbye party. Rating: Mature Word Count: 300 Summary: Harry's relationships with the Malfoy men in the family. Warnings: MCD Note: The link goes to my Livejournal account. I'll add it to AO3 someday.
Het Pairings (mostly rare-pairs)
The Minister's Affair Harry/Astoria, Harry/Ginny, Draco/Astoria (Christmas 2009). This was written for Adventdrabbles 2009. Rating: Explicit. Warnings: Infidelity, MCD. Word Count: 4786 Summary: Members of two families keep one secret to the very end. Note: I think this is an honest examination of how an affair happens, continues, and ends. People get hurt.
So Good Draco/Cho, Helena Ravenclaw/Bloody Baron (Christmas 2007). This was written for JournalFen's smutty_clause 2007 for SelinaKyle47. Rating: Explicit Word Count: 9204 Summary: A ghostly Christmas Eve dance leads another Ravenclaw and Slytherin to a different ending. Notes: This is probably the hottest Draco I've written. *spicy*
Shades of Grey Narcissa/Kingsley (Summer 2007). The was written for Insane Journal's Phoenix Flies for cyan_snape. Rating: Explicit Word Count: 1636 Summary: Prompt #50: Someone is giving an important speech at the Ministry. His lover is under the podium giving him a blow-job. Notes: This turned out darker than anticipated. The link goes to Phoenix Flies on Insanejournal. I'll add it to AO3 someday.
Rotten Wood Draco/Pansy (Summer 2007). Rating: Mature Word Count: 3K Summary: Missing Moment from canon. Draco is returning for his seventh year at Hogwarts. He boards the train knowing his status among his fellow Slytherins is in question. HPDH Compliant. Warning: This is not a Romantic fic Note: The title ‘Rotten Wood’ is a line from the song “Crooked Teeth” by Death Cab for Cutie. The song was the inspiration for this story. Probably the most in-character Draco I've written.
Green Boots Lucius/Hermione (Spring 2008). This was written for Shiv5486's 40th birthday. She is a huge Lumione fan and has a thing for shoes. Rating: Explicit Word Count: 600 (in drabble form). Summary: Lucius has a fetish for someone's green boots. Note: The link goes to cult-of-blonds on LiveJournal. I'll add it to AO3 someday.
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a-very-fond-farewell · 3 years ago
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Who Holds The Devil, a fic recommendation:
Hi, Niki here.
Ok so, I know I rarely post anymore bc.. reasons (uni is killing me & I even had to step away from my own long ass fic for a tiny bit) BUT if you are in the market for a delectable, truly masterfully written fic as you scroll through the The Devil Judge content on ao3, lemme introduce you to the (ongoing, mind u) 200k+, post canon of your dreams: Who Holds The Devil
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/34699867/chapters/86395570?view_adult=true
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written by the lovely @amethystinawrites (who’s also a great artist btw, check dem cool creations out @lienwyn), the story follows the classic, superior introspective format that we all love to find at 3am on a weekday with an early wake up call the following morning, which is Unreliable Narrator 101 (clearly).
I wanted to introduce you all to this lovely fic bc I recently caught up with the latest chapter (23) and I wanted to publish the notes I’ve taken for (almost) each update of the plot. I could have easily cut to the chase and posted them in a neatly wrapped comment on ao3 but... you’re talking with the danmei extraordinaire who just reached 350k on their own ongoing gay little fictlet so....... you KNOW my notes would have not been able to fit into the character limit of ao3 comments, right??
so what you will find below is just the product of my live-reaction to some of the stuff I’ve read in the fic. without context, they won’t make much sense to you BUT there will be spoilers for both the ending of the kdrama AND for the aforementioned fic so. BACK AWAY NOW and I would love you all regardless.
this is a spectacular work, it reads fluently, has alternative titles, ~glucose fathers~, helps coming to terms with some truly disturbing shit drama-wise while simultaneously making it easier for the reader to see how much of an unreliable (and gullible? at times? bby u need some railing soon. we got u boo) narrator the protagonist actually is AND it includes a kitten (nothing new for the drama fans, but still, who says no to kittens?).
if you still aren’t sold on this beauty or you haven’t seen the drama, please go do that as soon as you can. personally I think there ARE a few things that made me uncomfortable in the drama (if you know you know, that Texas twist was uncalled for imo), but if you love Villains and Anti-heroes plotting their plotty plots, pretty, older, EVIL ladies (with the occasional younger sinnamon cinnamon roll), BlackMirror-esque scenarios but on steroids, fabulous dramatics and charismatic idiots... then this is the show for you.
which brings me back to the actual reason I decided to write this post! under the cut there are the (short, admittedly) chapter-by-chapter notes I’ve written while reading Who Holds The Devil, so if you don’t know the fic in question and were intrigued enough to check it out thanks to my great pitching abilities (*oneshots an entire bottle of coke as they laught nervously*), then you go do that and then come back to read the notes.
it’s nothing huge, really. my last chapter in my own fic received some great comments from some truly lovely readers and I felt energized by their earnestness, enough to plan to do smth nice myself for an author I admire. I have generally little time to read fiction these days, since I research heavily for my fics and all, so I really wanted to take the time to appreciate this precious thing.
one small thing. if you want to reblog this post of mine, consider visiting @amethystinawrites ‘s tumblr first. I’m not posting this to get attention for myself or my trashcan tumblr blog, I’m doing this to share the love for a great writer so... go there and look around, hit the “follow button” and then share posts from there. like this beauty up here! THANK U DEARS!
last chance: BIG SPOILERS AHEAD!
buckle up and here we go!
(tw grief and some tmi from my part):
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(chapters 1-23)
ch.1:
as i’m reading this, i can sense the crushing loneliness and grief and how sometimes your life could orbit around a small cat because it’s the only thing keeping u sane. i have experienced smth similar after my grandparents’ passing last year and i can feel it here as well.
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ch.2:
seeing how Ga On cares for Elijah made me tear up. he’s so fond of her. author is very smart about communicating these small things that make life worth living;
i like how the author writes dreams: the way they turn into nightmares when Ga On gets a little too close to realise smth, the way they turn to smth feeble at the edges of his understanding of them;
the remorse Ga On feels for wishing Yo Han to get hurt at Elijah’s expense is so palpable, i hadn’t even considered that while watching. there were so many things happening at once. but author must have thought deeply about it and it shows;
the “feeling guilty for crying” part resonated with me a lot;
Ga On needing friends and human connection? reminds me of when i self-isolated for an entire year with my family and didn’t speak to anyone else, not even texting;
wanting to do everything alone? me and my three-year recovery from burnout would agree if we weren’t little stubborn bitches
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ch.3:
loneliness makes u colder, there’s a scientific explanation for it but it fails me now. Ga On looking for warmth seems appropriate;
i like the part where Ga On admits to himself the future he would have had with Soo Hyun was hazy at best. it doesn’t detract from how much she meant to him, but i think honesty is a good way to honour her memory
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ch.4:
author smart, every question seems reasonable and well thought out, my understanding is limited but all sounds very compelling;
Yo Han u sneaky bitch treat yo self, have some fun
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ch.5:
judge Oh.. i’ve missed her, i was so keen on seeing how she was doing after everything that happened;
the guilt for “forgetting” about thinking of someone is very real: i’m glad to see a character going through the same things i have experienced, it makes me feel less alone in my past struggles and the perception i have of them;
the part of deserving pain and misery felt also very real;
i miss Soo Hyun too;
this fic makes me feel drained after each new chapter but in the same way the movie “The Farewell” does, helping me work through my own grief one sobbing session at a time. gotta love it
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ch.6:
i have the biggest crush on judge Oh and the author is making it worse;
distance make the heart grow fonder for real y’all…;
Yo Han lives in survival mode at all times and i can relate to that;
Ga On is such an unreliable narrator i want to call him an idiot sandwich to his face but he’s too compassionate for me to be this cruel to him;
i know the rituals are intricate, i know they are;
(sudden thought: i really really want to see Yo Han tipsy or drunk. i want him to be funny like only old men can be while making a fool of themselves);
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ch.7:
competence is a good look on Ga On. i should learn from him and try to make friends;
communication is not their stronger point;
stepping away from trauma and from codependency from your child is hard to work through, but Yo Han is trying;
author is very smart about manipulation tactics (but also, self-doubting idiots). i am impressed
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ch.8:
(no notes this time bc this chapter was too gripping i forgot to write my thoughts down, sorry)
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ch.9:
“i like hearing you happy” judge Oh please marryME;
“friends” sounding wrong is so funny to me: how do u even relate to someone like Yo Han in a normal context??;
Oh Jin Joo marry ME;
“i grew up in a basement” that’s the level of fact-checking i aspire to on a daily basis;
Yo Han using expressions willingly.. he is reading on how to communicate better, isn’t he?;
Elijah my child ;-; so cute;
i didn’t know judges usually graduate in COURTing as well
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ch.10:
i will have to kidnap judge Oh, yes;
“i don’t ever want you to suffer because you think it will make me happy. it won’t”………… author is giving me unreasonable expectations about wife-material individuals;
JUDGE OH MARRY ME;
(*checks fandoms of interest as of recently*) why is it always the murder-husbands trope that gets me…;
that talk about the “imagined grief” ah yes, i play at that game sometimes. it’s horrifying. and this is perhaps the second time i see it explored in the 10 years i’ve been reading fanfictions… well done author;
started reading in loud-whisper now: that’s when u know the plot is good;
that admission was so raw, i love it;
Yo Han is running away ah!;
“are you punishing me?” i am frothing at the mouth. author deserves treats;
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ch.11:
(reader is distracted by the dialogue but so far Yo Han is doing his best to explain himself and we are HERE for it);
Yo Han has encyclopaedic knowledge on human emotions but people are not that easily predictable;
oh my god Kang Yo Han, you cannot simply ask people why they can’t get a grip so that you can be with them (eye roll);
Soo Hyun knew Ga On so much they didn’t need words between them… he needs to practice now;
i forgot the brother-doppelgänger trope: i am an imbecile;
the hug ;-; i’m dying
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ch.12:
author is really good with nightmares;
look, i’m not saying that Ga On needs therapy but.. Ga On my boi u need therapy;
(reader got distracted by how cool judge Oh is)
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ch.13:
new characters yay!;
Ga On not knowing how to interact with people reminds me of my own struggles in uni as i decided to go back after almost 4 years of forced isolation from other people in my age range. depression is a bad bitch and re-learning to talk to others?? not easy;
so cheeky my boi;
aside from the praise kink, the order-me-around one is also strong in this one;
this boi can fit so much possessiveness i swear!
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ch.14:
listen, i forgot the bomb was a thing n the drama. author is smart;
lawyer Ko is great. we stan;
lawyer Ko recognises a possessive man and his destructive tendencies alright.. i guess bonding over overthrowing a government does that to a guy like him;
a nice dream~;
“Something within Ga On resonated with the darkness and secrets that hid at Yo Han's core. Like a constant pull, a taut thread of tension, tying them together. Drawing them closer, making them align. Like a steady hum of rightness that left ripples long after they parted, reverberating inside Ga On until his very essence seemed to change frequency.” …….listen, i may as well quit writing. this is poetry to me and it will haunt me for weeks;
this feels like beauty and the beast, reminding Yo Han of his humanity and all;
awkward uncle Yo Han deserves respect;
and i love the fact that Elijah doesn’t make the connection right away. feels normal. organic. i remember how unaware i used to be at her age about adults and their business, i was too busy dealing with my denials and traumas.. so yeah, i like this outcome. it’s also a fresh thing to read, especially since i’m using the match-making trope in my current fic and i’m having fun planning how to overrule it entirely ahah. playing with reader’s expectations is FUN 😈🔥
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ch.15:
judge Oh please tug on MY lapels;
praise this good puppy!;
i was wondering about how Ga On had felt that first day after the explosion. he really thought he had lost everything uh?;
“are you planning to murder more people?” should be standard flirting procedure;
Ga On knows how to bargain;
i had to draw the line myself once, with a friend. it was horrible. they tried to reason with me, then tried to change my mind, then it was clear i had to leave for my own good. this is the first time i see this topic examined in fiction so efficiently. it feels real
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16:
the part about “holding that line” resonated with me on a visceral level, almost scary;
i am in love with all these boss bitches author has come up with;
chairwoman Moon use me as a floor mat i am begging u;
not me noticing how Ga On trying to make a businesswoman be held accountable for her choices echoes Ga On asking Yo Han the same: again, author SMART;
friendship is great i love these kids;
yes, make Jin Joo feel special Ga On! she always wanted that more than fame anyway. u go kid!;
hug ME judge Oh! i’ll get all the germs no problem
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ch.17:
this really hits too close to home sometimes, with the whole second-guessing-despite-being-sure Ga On is going through. i think i needed that. it’s cathartic. it helps;
on one hand i cannot help myself from being fond of Elijah as she is, abrasive and blunt. on the other, i’m glad Ga On calmed down enough to articulate his point properly and teach her about when to step back from other people’s private business. that was very cool to read;
Professor Min >:( this is going to be interesting;
(update) i can feel the shaky-camness in this scene holy fucko;
“you might not want to admit it, but you sold yourself to the devil” yooo that must have been fun to write!;
“so did you” what a PUNCH LINE my guy!;
MY DEVIL??? OH AUTHOR U SLY LOVABLE WALKING BRAIN ON STEROIDS;
Oh Jin Joo step on me;
the Kang Yo Han to Proper Mensch pipeline;
LOCAL JUDGE SHOULD FIND A GOOD WIFE HERE IS MY CV MAAM
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ch.18:
dude be screaming his love confession in reply text messages for MONTHS yet only now decides it’s still a good time to nope this out of the way and wait some more before admitting to himself it was love the whole time. effervescent;
so embarrassing! this boi has a crush! ew!!;
ah, anger… the best and easier coverup to process emotions while in denial to rely on in times of confusion. yes. very productive;
GA ON-AH;
if author gets to use the breathy “hyung” card during intimate scenes in the future I’m gonna combust. this is so unfair. author is too good at this game 😔💕;
this puppy needs to channel his anger into some kickboxing or smth;
kang YOUR HAPPINESS MATTERS TO ME yo han ladies and gentlemen;
kang I MISS YOU TOO yo han y’all;
kang IM SORRY yo han. period;
oh this fucking diva i swear to any god willing to listen to me!!
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ch.19:
Go Eun hi!! :D so cute;
it’s good to see Ga On trying to be more in tune with his confidence, he would have crumbled in the past under Yo Han’s words just by thinking he deserved the pain they were suppose to inflict. good job kid;
OH BOI HERE WE COMIN COMIN
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ch.20:
Jin Joo u are making it harder and harder for me to ever be able to find a wife in the future, you know that yes?;
AWARENESS as the kids call it these days yes;
drunk Ga On is adorable;
he is saying I LOVE U you absolute buffoon;
omg it’s happening it’s HAPPENING CALM DOWN
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ch.21:
K ;-; ah he really ended up badly poor thing;
someone is nervous 👀;
(too distracted by FEELS to take notes sorry);
the part about small tomatoes being thrown was cute;
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ch.22:
i want my own oasis of calm too ;-; Ga On tell me your sugar bby secrets!;
i think this boi deserves a cuddle pile. just… pile everyone on top of him for a collective nap so he can convince himself that he is safe and cared for;
realising to be happy and consequently finding yourself sad bc it’s so sad that it took so long to be happy……. yeah. i know the feeling too well. nice to see it portrayed in fanfic. author smart;
ms Ji ;——; i hope she’s thriving;
(btw i really liked that scene in the drama when Ga On explored the house for the first time. the repetition of Ga Ons really did it for me. idk i’m just very attached to the visuals in that particular context);
(i also liked that scene where Yo Han defends his younger self from his father’s violence. we do that mental exercise in trauma work and to see it portrayed on screen was very hard to watch but also freeing);
someone can feel the Tension uh??;
bby girl is such a spoiled precious princess i love her;
i would love to take notes for Elijah!;
sugary negotiations ensue;
the pining is delicious
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ch.23:
give kitty some kiths;
another, grumpy, bigger cat seems to need some too… confused Yo Han is priceless;
listen, soapy hands are underrated as gay awakening material;
NO TRY HARDER omg Ga On u kinky bby;
take the free car u idiot he is courting u;
we are living our best single lives up in here while these two idiots keep flirting, it’s fine, i wish i could drink to wallow in my own misery but i don’t drink, but it’s fine, it’s cool, really;
kang ITS VERY CUTE yo han fuck this guy he’s making me yell at the sun;
they bicker like two old married gays;
yes Ga On order HIM around some more;
author u cannot use the word “starving” and expect me not to go feral feral on this fic
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(this is all I have for now but I’m so excited for what comes next! thank you author and please, take time to rest!)
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could you do a pt 2 of the 'he was big, and strong, and his eyes a flaming glow' with deku and shinso please 😳
big and strong (2)
(tiktok trend)
character(s) : midoriya izuku, shinsou hitoshi
legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns, quirk not mentioned
headcanon type : fluffish-crack and the mildest of spice
note(s) : i’m gonna fix the navigation and masterlists bc it looks REALLY messy rn. and i’m probably going to make a class 1-a x reader masterlist (after i post something later though)
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midoriya izuku
you wouldn’t really force izuku to do things like tiktok challenges, because man is working his ass off constantly— so he’s not really on tiktok
but man, your boyfriend is so FINE. izuku midoriya is you just wanted him to do it once, and then never again.
so you immediately go searching for izuku one day, and you find him just chilling in his room.
“oh hi sweetheart! how are you?”
“izuku, could you please do me a favor, just this once?”
izuku, not being opposed to literally any favor you’ve thrown at him so far, was eager to help “sure thing Y/N, what do you want me to do?”
then you show him the video, and he’s like brb.. loading!
he was shook. you want him to do THAT?
okay, and while he already said yes in his mind— he needs a few hours to just think about it. wanting to process what he’s about to do
a few hours later, he comes back to you. “i think.. i’m ready to do it!”
in the first clip, he looked REALLY nerdy omg. you’d never expect him to have literal GAINS under that sweatshirt of his
and in the second clip, he looked so confident?? i mean,, izuku worked hard for that form of his, so he’s not really afraid to show his muscles
but when you’re looking at him like that, while you’re hyping him up— he’ll turn red definitely
the tiktok immediately ends, and you’re just fawning over him, and how he did so good is he in heaven?
then a few moments later, you upload the video— not thinking too much about it because you were about to sleep
but you immediately wake up with your phone EXPLODING with notifications, and you’re just like 👁👁 the video got 350k likes and nearly 1M views
the comments were fawning over him “HE’S NERDY AND MUSCULAR GUYS!!” “where diD YOU GET HIM??” “his freckles. that’s the comment.”
you show izuku the video’s results “izuku, the video did well!”, and he’s just :00 and 👁///👁
“people like me :0”
no, he doesn’t read the comments because they just.. don’t click with him. he’s flattered, but they don’t come from you
“i a-appreciate it but, those comments aren’t from you so..”
SNXJAJSSK i love him
oh and if he was bold enough, he’d literally reply to one of those bold comments with a video of him kissing you with his all 💀
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shinsou hitoshi
he’s on tiktok, but he doesn’t look at every single video that’s on his fyp. so the chances of him knowing this challenge is a 50/50
ever since he started training and preparing for the hero course, he became a lot more toned.
and you don’t really force shinsou to do challenges with you bc what are the chances he already knew of them anyway-
but your boyfriend is attractive attractive. you just want him and his seggsy ass to do it just once
so— during one of your hangouts together, you bring it up. “can you do this, hitoshi?”
and he’s like 🙄 not again *feining annoyance*
then he watches the video, and hitoshi’s just SMIRKING at you, as if the video was funny whdnwndka “so you want me to do it?”
“please?”
okay, so since you said please, he’s gonna do it “fine, since you asked so nicely” even if you didn’t, he’d still do it especially after seeing that curious expression on your face
you were just sitting in the back while he filmed the tiktok, the first clip making him look busted as hell
and in the second clip, you were APPALLED by his gainz and muscles
after filming the tiktok, you speak “hitoshi, wtf are you so hot?”
with the corner of his lips turning up slightly, he pulls you closer to him.
you posted the tiktok before you went to bed, and just left it at that. but hitoshi being a literal insomniac, HEARD your tiktok notifications going off
he just placed your phone on silent though, not wanting to disturb you
the next day, you check the tiktok— and it has 600k likes and 900k views within the first 8 hours.
the comments were a mix of “DAMNN AND HE HAS EYEBAGS TOO!” “his hands. that is all,” “i wasn’t expecting that 😳” and “LMAO THEIR FACE IN THE BACKGROUND” “if i was dating him, i’d be shook too.”
shook, you show your boyfriend “hitoshi, you’re famous. how did you not hear the notifications?”
“i did,” he chuckled as he went to look at the results of his tiktok, an arm slinged across your shoulders— looking slightly impressed by the video’s results
he could care less about the simp comments, like.. thanks but they are not anywhere near the compliments that come from you
but when the comments are talking about taking HIM from YOU, he decided to be petty— and respond to one of those comments with a video of him squished in between your thighs 😳 as he should tbh
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likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading!
i do not own bnha/mha and it’s characters. boku no hero academia/my hero academia belongs to horikoshi kohei. i only own the writing and i do not profit off of my hobby
do not plagiarize, repost, modify, or use my works for audio readings without my permission :))
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hawkland · 4 years ago
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Destiel fic recs #3 - the (mostly) longfic edition!
It’s been a while since my last rec post - mostly because I’ve been wallowing in a number of longer fics (50-350k!) so it’s taken me a while to have enough to talk about in one post (and boy do I talk a lot, here!)
With these longer fics, I do sometimes have some caveats with my recs - or at least reasons why they might not appeal to every Dean/Cas reader. But note that if I didn’t overall strongly recommend reading the fic I wouldn’t include it in my recs here at all, so any quibbles I bring up are minor compared to my overall enjoyment of the stories. Just, I don’t want someone to commit to a long read without knowing what they’re getting into and why it might not be their thing.
I’m still not into reading complete setting AUs at this time, but a lot/most of these are canon-divergence AUs, often written/set at the end of a season and giving an alternative take on what happened next. I love those kind of stories, as it’s often so interesting to see how fans thought of what might happen in the next season (especially when it’s better than what we actually got.)
Onto the recs & discussion behind the cut!
The Sinking Ship by UnfortunatelyObsessed (114k). This is a story that ripped my heart to pieces (in a good way!). I stayed up all night to finish reading because I simply couldn’t stop once I started on it and it gave me a massive fic hanger from all my emotions. Season 14 divergence, imagine if Dean did go into the Ma’lak box to trap Michael under the ocean with him forever...and once there, he discovers that Cas has stowed away with him. Because of course Cas would never leave Dean to such a fate on his own.
I loved literally. Every. Damn. Thing. About this fic. Cas telling Dean stories to pass the (endless) time. Their small intimate moments while realizing they can never consummate physically while trapped in the box but finding every other way to express their love. The absolute heartbreak that had me SOBBING when Michael fights for control of Dean and destroys everything they’ve built together and Cas thinks he’s lost Dean forever. Sam & Gabriel & Rowena & Claire & Jack doing everything they can to devise a plan back home to try to save them both while keeping Michael trapped. Also even just the wonderfully sensitive portrayal of aroace Jack still closely bonded with Claire and Maggie and just. And just. This is a story I’ve already re-read just to savor how much I loved it and its portrayal of everyone in TFW 2.0 and their extended family, it just hit my id in all the most incredible ways and I have nothing but absolute love for this one.
Beautiful Chaos by anyrei, mugglerock (141k). Season 9 canon-divergence, in which Dean doesn’t simply abandon Cas to fend for himself post 09x03. Instead he sets Cas up in a kind of squatter’s nest in an abandoned building near the bunker so he can keep tabs on him and help him out. 
This fic definitely gets the award for FILTHIEST, HOTTEST, SMUTTIEST Dean/Cas (and Cas/other) I’ve read in, like, ever, for human!Cas turns out to be a rather insatiable sex fiend/cock slut and Dean is too up his own repressed ass to easily give Cas what he wants/needs. It is dark at times, Cas ends up in some very unsavory/non-con situations, and the authors do mention that they tried to hone in on endverse!Cas’s characterization more than what we saw in Season 9...so you might roll with it, you might not. I adored their original character Jerry the tattoo artist in this, and like I said it was seriously hot (if you are good with total bottom!Cas and Cas with others, I know those are not everyone’s cuppa). I did have a few minor issues. For one, the last chapter felt a bit rushed and hand-wavey, but clearly the authors weren’t fond of the canon conflicts of season 9 & 10 (Abbadon, Mark of Cain) and just wanted to be done with them. Can’t say I really blame them. And I did have to laugh a bit at Lebanon, Kansas apparently having such a bustling gay bar/tattoo artist/etc scene being someone from a butt-fuck nowhere American small town myself. But, SPN was never all that realistic in how Lebanon was shown (and yes I’ve spent too much time roaming around it on Google maps), so if you can suspend some disbelief this is an awesome hot/angsty/occasionally heartbreaking read.
These Forsaken Lands by destielpasta (53k). I came upon this story when looking for fics that dealt in some way with the aftermath of Godstiel. This is a wonderfully atmospheric late Season 9 “fill-in” case fic (post Meta-fiction) where Cas ends up in a small town that had been visited by Godstiel...and while initially residents have reaped much good fortune, there has suddenly been a wave of deaths/bad events and he is determined to find out what happened and set things right. He calls upon Dean for help, but Dean is fighting the Mark of Cain and it’s going to take a lot to get past its control and find a way out for both of them. Together they work on repairing an old church while trying to repair each other and their damaged relationship.
I loved this story for how well written it was, really invoking a gothic small-town/Americana atmosphere. The original characters blend in very well with the case-fic at the center of it, and the author deals really well with Cas at a very fragile point when he’s running on borrowed grace and trying to navigate Dean’s MoC-enhanced anger. It’s Dean/Cas but actually much more of a Cas character study, so I highly recommend it to my fellow/compatriot Cas-girls who love a good wallow in his head.
Mixed Emotions by Tierra469 (50k). Canon 12 “parallel” fic that then goes canon-divergent with the season finale. I actually stumbled on this while in the mood to read some Cas/ or & Mary fic after enjoying their interactions in Season 12 (don’t hate me). This is sort of two fics in one. The first half focuses mostly on filling in the gaps with some critical S12 Cas episodes, especially Cas & Mary’s developing friendship (and one night of something more). But of course Cas’s feelings for Dean (and vice-versa) are always there, and when Cas figures out a way to get his powers fully back, the question is if Dean can open himself up to be vulnerable - and express love - the way Cas needs for this to work.
This was an interesting fic in a lot of ways. I loved the author’s take on angels’ connections to their vessels and grace, it was very consistent in a way the show sometimes/often wasn’t. Cas is very Cas in not understanding privacy and personal boundaries (so he does some questionable things, admittedly, which might squick some readers). The smut is fucking HOT - though I will caution at one point it involves Cas temporarily in a younger (NOT underage) female vessel (and the story does point out Dean’s discomfort with this and some of the consent issues involved, I don’t want to spoil too much). I wanted the Mary plot resolved more than it was, but I still recommend this story strongly for the quality of the writing and unique/well-developed take on angel lore and mechanics that was quite different from what I’m used to reading.
We Are Either Here Or Not Here by petramacneary (54k) A post-season 12 fic that goes on a different tangent to how Cas returns, and what happens in the meantime. Particularly, it offers a different take on what apocalypseverse!Cas would be like—as Mary makes her own way back from that world with AU!Cas as her prisoner.
What I loved about this story: first off, BAMF!Mary is awesome here. Dean is so heartbreaking, not quite knowing what the fuck to do with this different Cas who at times is just a painful reminder of who/what Dean’s lost...but then becomes a chance for Dean to say and express some of the things he always was afraid to in the past. And when (real/our) Cas finally returns, there’s some very interesting stuff that happens with both Cas & AU!Cas and Cas & Dean that I don’t want to spoil. (And let’s also just say that when real!Cas and Dean finally get together it’s AMAZINGLY awesome. Like, hot Impala!sex. So is the artwork that goes with this story.)
You Can Keep Holding On by NorthernSparrow (353k) The longest fic I read this time around and probably the one I have the most mixed feelings about, but a while on I do keep thinking about parts of it so I do rec it with some caveats. This is a canon-divergence after the end of Season 11. Dean & Sam find Cas after he’s been blasted out of the bunker...to the bottom of the Grand Canyon. Mary isn’t in this one except for a brief appearance/visit, which Dean thinks is Amara’s gift to him. Life seems good for a while, they’re enjoying dealing with mundane problems for a change, but then Cas seems to be pulling away from the brothers, spending less and less time with them at the bunker, taking a mundane job at another Gas ‘n Sip, and clearly preoccupied by something else. Or is it someone else? Dean is worried yet finally ready to accept that Cas maybe has a girlfriend, or a boyfried, but then it turns out that is not at all what Cas has going on. It’s something far more serious than that.
Honestly I almost stopped reading when the reveal happened - it’s a subject that’s very sensitive to me from personal/family experience and not something I usually like reading in fic (especially if there is a sad ending.) So I admit I jumped ahead to read how it would end first before committing to finishing it. And I am glad I did, because the author handles the subject matter with a realism and obvious knowledge of experience as well, not how I often see it in fanfic. There are a lot of emotional ups and downs but it’s nice seeing Dean in his momma-hen/mode, and Sam is so so good in this one! I think I enjoyed Sam’s characterization here most of all! And the author has a really cool/well developed angel/wing lore that hit my wing-kink pretty hard. I do think it could have all been edited down a bit - I found myself skimming parts, especially in the last third, just to get on with things. But it’s definitely a story you can disappear into for a good long time and I’ve bookmarked the author’s other works to read later, so again, I do rec it even with a few caveats.
A few shorter fics, too, just because I don’t want to forget about them...
Eleven Erogenous Zones of a Fallen Angel by almaasi (15k) Pure gratuitous wing!kink for me :) Cas uses the last of his grace to manifest his wings...but then is stuck with them in his human form and not even able to use them to fly as he used to. This presents a lot of awkward problems to deal with but also the excuse for Dean to help him keep them clean :) I did say wing kink, right? :D :D I loved how Cas seemed confused about the pleasure signals he got from bathing vs. sex vs. grooming and all of that. It’s sweet and hot and has my favorite kind of caretaking Dean in it.
Fossil Tracks by SegaBarrett  (3k). Dean & Sam & Cas and dinosaurs. How can you go wrong with that? One of the SPN stories from the Id Pro Quo collection I really enjoyed reading (and didn’t write myself, lol).
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iconic-ponytail · 4 years ago
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How did @imreallyloveleee, @satelliteinasupernova, and @kesleyjo know to tag me in something right as I was starting to attempt productivity for the day?? idk but thank yall :)
How many works do you have on AO3?
Only 8, I guess? I guess I tend more towards verbosity than prolific-ness.
What’s your total AO3 word count?
349,536 (... see above comment I guess lol)
How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
Only Riverdale. Well, a little but of Harry Potter when I was like, 12. And I have (1) Nancy Drew CW draft that is sort of aimless and may or may not ever see the light of day.
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1. revelation in the light of day
2. when you're young you run
3. what doesn't kill me makes me want you more
4. in case I stand one little chance
5. i'll be (your) home for christmas
Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
Yes! I am behind on a few fics though, for sure... but I always eventually get to them! I appreciate that people will engage with what I work on and often say both very kind and insightful things.
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
I don't think I have a single one. I love writing angst, but I don't love ending on it, I like it to go somewhere distinctly happy. That might have more to do with Betty and Jughead than like, any ship I might ever write for, but I only write them, so...
What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
I mean I wrote a 23k sappy af ending to revelation and it felt like the most cathartic to write of all my happy endings. I for sure cried multiple times in the process.
Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
No, and I guess never say never? But I love an AU. I did write a arrested development AU drabble that felt a little unhinged lol.
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Not a lot, I have gotten a couple comments that hit me kinda weird, but only one I've ever deleted because someone was annoyed at me for something I had tagged and mentioned several times in authors notes, at which point... like just don't. Get a hobby, yo.
Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Yes, though "what kind" is... I'm not sure? As loveleee said, usually more of the M territory than E? I guess I would say I don't write a ton of smut for the sake of smut, it usually has a purpose to the characters/story. (But don't get me wrong, smut for the sake of smut is great and I read it readily.)
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yes, but the people of Ao3 are good people and took it down very quickly after I emailed them! I only found it by accident, but this person had plagiarized another bughead fic as well. It felt very violating and upsetting, but also relieving to get justice. Google your own fic every once in a while, I guess?
Have you ever had a fic translated?
No.
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
With the one and only @heartunsettledsoul! Listen, that fic is very fun to write, but we are both eternally burying ourselves in projects. But it will continue :)
What’s your all time favorite ship?
The one I've written 350k for, obviously.
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
Nothing I've posted, I try not to post anything I don't intend and have a plan to finish. I have two unposted WIPs that I very much plan to post and finish but I'm trying to avoid writing another fic that takes me two years and change to finish, so I'm trying to push them both further before posting.
I guess I have two shorter WIP ideas that may or may not ever turn into something but I also never want to say never!
What’s your writing strengths?
While plotting is not *easy* for me, I also love a plot that snaps together like a puzzle, without becoming dominated by the plot alone. Character driven plot, perhaps. Reflecting on comments I receive, I think tone and pacing are another, and all of this is probably why I gravitate towards more long form fic than one shots.
What’s your writing weaknesses?
Repetitive action verbs. Run on sentences. A lot of nitty gritty technical stuff. Sometimes wanting a particular self-indulgent moment or comment and while fic is certainly a place to be as self-indulgent as you want, sometimes it doesn't work. Also, trusting things to be conveyed by showing-not-telling is hard, and sometimes I drift into doing both, which feels like overkill.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
I don't do it much, some Spanish via Veronica, I guess, and then I often use a lot of phrases that I am familiar with/know are used colloquially. (I don't speak Spanish well but I am immersed in a bilingual space daily via my job.)
What’s the first fandom you wrote for?
Harry Potter, on fanfiction.net
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
For the sheer effort/blood/tears, a revelation in the light of day. For something I just still get a *nailed it* feeling about, years later, in case I stand one little chance. And honestly, the one I'm working on now is a Western-ish AU have been dreaming up for over a year, I'm psyched out of my mind about (if I can figure out how to plot the last 30%)!
Tagging @heartunsettledsoul @stonerbughead @jugandbettsdetectiveagency
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queerofthedagger · 4 years ago
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Fic Year in Review: 2020
Thank you for the tag @marshmallowmcgonagall ❤️
Total number of completed stories: Completed, 14 I think!
Total word count: 350k words
Fandoms written in: Harry Potter and BBC Merlin
Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you’d expect? 
Hmm, I wrote less than the previous year, but considering the hot mess that was 2020, I’m still surprised that I even wrote as much as I did? So kind of... all of them. 😂
What’s your own favourite story of the year?
Oh that’s really hard to pick. Probably To Bare Our Teeth and Our Hearts [Merlin/Arthur, M, 124k] if I really have to, but to be honest, I’m pretty happy with all of them.
Did you take any writing risks this year?
Hmm, I did branch out of my comfort zone a bit and joined a new fandom. Oh, I also posted my first pwp, that was definitely a bit of a change! Kiss and Run [James/Sirius, E, 2,5k]
Do you have any fanfic goals for the new year? 
I’ve set a pretty high word count I want to reach, and several fests I’m participating in. Mostly, I’m happy if I keep writing and learning though.
Most popular story of the year?
Hits and Kudos both: A Study in Choices and Second Chances [Regulus/Harry, M, 90k]
Comments: Love Me Like My Demons Do [James/Sirius, E, 130k]
Most fun story to write?
Probably everybody needs a place (will you always be mine?) [Merlin/Arthur, M, 2,7K] because it’s so very self-indulgent, it completely wrote itself, and I adore how it came out.
Biggest disappointment?
Uh, this may sound a bit stupid, but there wasn’t really one? Or well, there was one thing that bugged me but I don’t want to talk about that one publicly.
Biggest surprise?
Hmm, maybe how well some of my rare pair fics were received. Oh also, that the first round of the Regulus fest went so well! And on a personal note - how utterly I got sucked into the Merlin fandom. 😂
Tagging: @atlantablack @kitastrophea @wynnefic @being-luminous @seadeepy @messandahalf10 if you want to, and anyone else who feels like it! ❤️
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tubaterry · 6 years ago
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FSo one of those financial news outlets posted this goofy shit
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And good lord.  
“Struggling”
(First: this is a hypothetical family of four, generated to represent “high earning middle class” living in an expensive area)
But then I got curious and actually dug in.  So, aside from the lazy proofreading errors (few hundred bucks off), and the weird pile of disorganization that I have to guess comes from the fact that this was built by people who have never had to think about what it costs to live... (you know, aside from giving financially  comfortable people an escape from having to think about how far they are from average and how precarious average is)
fuck that was a run on
Anyway....
the numbers themselves, at least for the cost-of-living? Honestly, they’re feasible.  Not average, but somewhere like San Francisco, realistic.
Except for the mortgage payments, that seemed wicked low.  I jabbed the numbers into Zillow until I got near the claimed value:
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Which sent me on this weird side tangent where I compared a bunch of data points from most of the “Relevant Cities” line at the bottom.
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That whole page is entirely unsurprising:
No matter how you crunch the numbers, the median income (two income household) in at least these major markets cannot realistically/safely get you a median house. 
Even better: In order to save up enough to get close to the safe zone for buying, you’ve gotta save probably about 2 full years of income.  
Even bester: rent is fuckass ridiculous more expensive than buying in most of these markets (Except, surprisingly to me, Denver, where it’s a toss-up)
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Right, where was I?
Oh yeah, “middle class” and “struggling” on $350k.  Fuck off with that.
I finally got back on topic.  I dumped that budget into my own spreadsheet and did the same locality comparison there.  But I also reorganized it a bit - pay for your necessities first, then whatever’s left have fun, right?
Feed the kids, get to work, pay the phone bill, whatever.  As I looked up the numbers, this hypothetical family spent more than average but again, not wildly outside of norms.  (I did notice the $6000 on entertainment tho. what the shit?)
But then I started filling out the details for each of those cities again, based on local averages.  
Woof.  New York City.  The average person there trying to own the average house has $1000 left after paying for food shelter.  A YEAR.  And again, owning is cheaper than renting.
Taking care of the kids? Trying to getting transported around?  Honestly I gave up.  I didn’t even bother trying to look up public transit prices because like... ditching the car, at best, got you back up to ZERO.
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Bah, whatever.  Here’s what I finished: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1iqkt1WrF93jExFUo0aclIiX1Qn6guJaY3kpKwNdNA3c/edit#gid=0
I spent like 4 hours on it (thanks ADHD hyperfocus), which is about 3 1/2 longer than Marketwatch spent writing that shit article i’m not even gonna link.  A bored nerd did better digging than that particular paid journalist.  Good job finance people.
(Side note, also today, Tesla’s stock took a bad turn because, despite record manufacutring, they didn’t hit their targets.  Finance people realy love claiming they have their finger on the pulse of the world and they know what’s going on, but Elon Musk’s been around too long for the entire finance world to lose their shit at a Musk company failing to meet promises.  That dude is constitutionally incapable of making a promise that can be met fully.
Also, unionize everything he’s ever touched.  fuck him and his overworking, underpaying, self-centered face)
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the-prophet-lemonade · 6 years ago
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Today while back to school shopping I got really great New pens, which means I of course had to rewrite all the notes for my current fanfic is several spakly colors. It made me wonder about how you do your outlines/notes/drafts straight for big giant fics like A Cold Night?
my approach has actually changed over time for how i write big fics ... i used to do a lot of handwritten notes and shorthand drafts (before transcribing those shorthand drafts into longhand drafts), but these days everything is in my google docs because it’s just quicker and easier to have everything in one place for such a big project
for a cold night, it started out a skeleton outline (about 5 pages) of the general themes and ideas i wanted to include, plus a couple key scenes i wanted to write. at that time, the fic wasn’t meant to have a plot, it was just supposed to be a 50k word oneshot genre piece, more like a ~feeling~ rather than an actual plotted story lmfao
i started writing a cold night non-chronologically as well, which was a very different approach for me ... i just jumped straight in with the middle of the fic and a scene i wanted to write, and then another and another, constantly back and forth until i had suddenly a very large story taking place and a lot of gaps that needed to be filled, and then suddenly a plot! by this point, i had about 350k words and my computer kept crashing every time i opened the doc, so i got serious about it and started dividing up the story into acts and filling in the numerous gaps with shorthand notes (i add my notes in bright pink text so i can see them easily, and also make a lot of use of the comment function on google docs to remind myself of things to check/change/revisit), finally linking everything together with plot and forming a cohesive narrative 
it’s honestly a miracle that i can remember everything that happens in this fic and keep all the plot threads tied together because there is very minimal organisation in my google docs lmfao 
regarding my drafting, i usually follow a 4 stage process: first draft is the raw fic (just straight writing, no editing whatsoever because i learned the hard way that editing as you go does not make for an efficient process or quality work at all); second draft is where i do a content edit, such as adding and adjusting scenes, fixing plot, adding extra padding etc; third draft is what my beta does for me, making suggestions, which i then go through an implement ... this is mostly syntax stuff; and then fourth draft is my final proof where i go through and check for typos and formatting and the technical things that i always somehow miss ... then it’s posting time! 
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