#SIGHSSSSSSSSS

[lookineedsleeps-art-blog]

Chronic pain has me absolutely dastardly at the momet

[u3pxx]

wish the advice "you just need to manage your time better" works on me but lo and behold, i unfortunately have the "bad at time management" mental illness

[jabberwockprince]

takes a long drag out of a cigarette. i miss socializing in fandoms where ppl actually talk to each other. i miss how easy it is to interact with people on twitter. but i dont wanna go back. but i get nothing on bsky nor tumblr anymore. but im not switcing fandoms yet. see the issue

[s1lly-gh02tz]

I take everything back I said about music being boring now flyleaf is so good oh my god I’m shititng myself l hmcgegofslmronr herlpfme

[silliestcolressfan]

sometimes i want to post on my gimmick, but i just dont know what to post and/or im too tired to post anything TwT

[higgs-the-god]

We beg you. Post art somewhere else as well. We beg on our knees.

wahhhhhhhhhhh ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[howlsofbloodhounds]

Erm so I. Accidentally started ranting. Oopsies

I think it's silly to draw Killers soul in a constant target shape in erm found family kinda trope. Yk. When everyone gets along and is happy and they also jokingly bully Killer and excessive amount. And Killers in stage 2 through all of it. How honest is Killer truly being?

And also (going off track) why does he get bullied an excessive amount, because I see no love coming from that,, to like jokingly shit on someone, yeah, sure I understand, people do that, it can be funny, but it's just.... so much..... like. Killer can't even breathe without being shit on. Maybe saying he's getting shit on is not the best way to word it but,,,,,,, anyways Killer gets bullied so much I don't even. I can't even see it as funny anymore. He gets bullied, and no affection given, and it's even more deprivating seeing how the others who surround him, the group he's supposedly a part of, is all love and affection and they obviously share affection and all 'at

And then there's Killer. Only there to mess things up and harass everyone. He talks too much, and when getting ignored he starts talking about sensitive topics for something to come out of the other. Just something to say he's real, something to show he's somehow still a part of whatever this is. He's not treated as an outside, but he sure as hell ain't being treated as someone that matters. It shouldn't bother him though. The treatment isn't new, he's used to this, he's fine. He shouldn't be petty about not getting a lil affection

Killers literally so hated that the version of horror that's so desperate to keep everyone healthy and to not let anyone starve, literally leaves Killer to starve for a day. Sighs idk I'm just not dealing with Killer constantly getting bullied all the time,,,, it's funny every now and then but Jesus it's so excessive I can't even— anyways I have no solution for this because the best situation is to leave the ones hurting you but. Sighsssssssss

I'm just. Stopping myself here, imma go eat

No, i completely understand you, anon. I used to also be a target of excessive bullying (both in school and in my family unit), so that shit doesn’t appeal to me. It’s not funny or cute, especially when it’s done to a character whose use that type of treatment and far worse, and keeps seeing examples of what the dynamic should and could be, but for some reason he’s not allowed to experience that??

I also hate it when in Bad Sans Family dynamics they treat Killer like he’s an idiot or an annoying child, always messing things up and everyone just fucking hates him for some reason despite claiming not to??

In my mind, if Killer is excessively in Stage 2 during these types of dynamics, then his ass is just playing along. They treat him like shit despite claiming to care or be family or be friends, no different than what Chara did, there’s no way he’d allow himself to be in Stage 1 around them. He can’t trust them not to fuck him up anymore than he already is.

And Stage 1 is excessively a lot more emotionally fragile and sensitive than he is in Stage 2. Killer doesn’t need bullying and degrading comments when he’s in such a vulnerable, fragile state. That’s not a sign of love or affection for Stage 1.

A lot of people don’t seem to understand that Killer is a victim of awful, prolonged abuse and torture—he’s not just a violent stupid serial killer, he is a victim of forced perpetration. He is not going to react to these things like Horror or Murder would.

In fact, even with a Bad Sans Family, his circumstances still mirror the one he had with Chara—killing people, hurting people, doing it with people who claim to be friends or family, even all those violent bloody fights people portray Killer and Murder having is no different than what likely happened with Chara.

Stage 1 is not going to be stabbing people to show affection or licking blood off knives or doing anything that he does in Stage 2. Because that is a version of Killer that is more Sans-like, you know, a Sans that never wanted any of this. A version of Sans who is constantly filled with overwhelming fear, guilt, shame, pain, longing for his home and his brother. Who is still out there, looking for him.

It reminds me of a quote a came across, but can’t quite remember. Something about how a girl wakes up in her bed in a house, screaming and crying about how she wants to go home—but the speaker and the family is confused, because she already is home.

[heyimkana]

Imagine that in school, Jinwoo’s daughter has to write down an answer to Who’s Your Hero? Normally kids write their mom or dad but her? She has so many heroes! Her Papa, Beri, Igris, everyone and she knew if she wrote one of them, the others would get upset…so she wrote down her Mom. To be neutral and all.

AAAAWWWW LITTLE PRINCESS IS SO NICE 🥺 honestly yeah that's the best answer she could've written. i think jinwoo wouldn't have a problem with that 😌

if anything, i think his wife when she found out about it she was like "me? she should've written down your name" and jinwoo smiled so softly, so sweetly, and he kissed her temple, nuzzling his nose in her hair as he whispered, "No, she wrote down the right name. you're not just our daughter's hero. you're mine too. without you, I wouldn't have had a home to return to, a cute baby girl to kiss and cuddle, and a person I could bare myself to. so thank you, angel, for staying with me. for being our hero."

and she turned flustered at first but then she was like "🤨 why are you being so nice do you want sex what is it"

jinwoo: *sighsssssssss*

also, jinwoo: "yes"

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

sighsssssssss

[sevika-asks]

*Sighsssssssss*

Alright then let's see.. Cool muscles? You're tall

Heard it. Boring.

[mr-aftons-rotting-pussy]

sighsssssssss......... i need to draw smth fucked up.............. i need to draw infinite.................................................,,,

[termagax]

such a specific scenario vexing my mind i need to get it out but i dont think i can draw it and i dont want to write it and i am not inclined to talk about it. sighsssssssss. guess he will continue to haunt my every waking thought forevever

[the-real-agatha-harkness]

20 mins until I am free 😔😔

Sighsssssssss naurrrrrrr 😞😞😞😞

[gman777nogoose]

sighsssssssss. makes oreo eat ben and jerry’s and watch bojack horseman

//have you given up on saving your dad??? Literally get an animal head and attempt the revival again!! Omfg /lh

[aroace-polyshow]

sighsssssssss i don’t wanna do history work but alas….

[ladyaupair]

Ok so it WASNT military , it was like log cabin shit (thank you ME for uploading it on twitter because I managed to find the vid)

EDIT: ....*sighsssssssss* OK Tumblr....Okay...FINE

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8jg9Jva/

Both twitter and discord got annoyed from it but do I really gotta bring that cute gay as fuck clip from a 70s army movie here and go that's Tom and Rodney to yall too