#SORRY im so 😵‍💫. but please god be gentle with me. i am baring my soul to you through my writing and i need it to be handled with care

[ilovemylawyer]

i love the EVIL part of EVILIVE btw. i find fucked up, unnameable unobtainable obsessive life-ending love extremely romantic and delicious. it’s the way things are in the evilive world! things are messy! and bad! and i love it! i (at least currently!!!) do not plan on writing anything pure fluff happiness because that is not something that i wish to extract from this show.. it isn’t there! i have no interest in erasing these harsh realities of evilive in my fics. happy lalala is not fun for me to write, and i won’t do it without a heavy underlying feeling of uneasiness and uncertainty and dread and despair and inevitable death. i like pain :/ and half of this couple is one of the most greedy selfish motherfuckers i have ever come to know and he’s oh so beautiful. so i am sorry if you finished evilive and wanted some kind of fix-it happy gays but i am NOTTTTTTTT the guy for that.

[joocomics]

NCT DREAM????

HAECHAN BIASED LETS GO LETS GO

um so bare with me mean dom! Haechan who never gives things easily to reader but since its her bday he lets her wish for anything (but is still a menace and is condescending??) He is so unpredictable and keeps reader on edge on what he'll do next (reader is super desperate and needy hehe) he likes playing with her and like gentle manipulation😵‍💫😵‍💫 (not in any toxic way he just knows more abt her than she knows abt herself and he is like full on responsible too)

And reader likes kissing haechan's moles and anything he does tbh sends her into subspace

Her nuzzling her face into his crotch while she kneels⚰️⚰️⚰️

Like making her repeat things?? Like asks her to say "please touch me" or "please let me go" and full on makes her beg

AND JUST LIKE TEASES HER IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN

The type to pull back from a kiss and she just chase his lips and he just smirks and then pull back her lower lip and devours her

Tbh he has a god complex idc (not like im god but, he's just good at everything and believes that he's better than everyone🙇‍♀️)

Im so sorry im going feral please dont mind me😭😭

THIS IS MY SHITTTTTTTTT THIS RIGHT HERE ⬆️

need a man like that pls it will fix me BUT we’re not talking about me right now DAMN sorry you really made me feel something by putting these images in my head cause they’re so hot but also because i see him exactly the same way i’m not even exaggerating!!

to me haechan seems the type of dom who looooves making the foreplay long as possible and gets off on banter and teasing; he loves making you wait until you’re begging to be touched or to at least grind somewhere against him. i imagine him smirking amused if he catches you grinding against his crotch while you’re both fully clothed, looking up and down, and then going “why are you in such a hurry, huh?” or smth similar SLIGHTLY making it seem like you’re the bad one, not him for making you earn your fun, you know? am i making sense? hope so 😮‍💨

“her nuzzling her face into his crotch while she kneels” THIS. this. oh— and he placing a hand on the back of your head, gripping on few strands of hair and pushing you further into his crotch??? staring down at you with slightly open mouth and then snickering, because you’re sticking out your tongue before he’s even asked you to 😳

to add something, it’s random but still - i think he likes watching you take off your clothes on your own. it’s almost like you’re offering yourself to him and he enjoys watching you remove your clothes one by one in general. he leans back and observes as though you’re putting on a show, not even palming himself because of how focused he is… in conclusion, he’s so sexy 🫠 thank you for the meal anon i didn’t even know i was needing that