#THIS IS ME. MINE. YAYYYY

[dr-mohan]

Dr. Mohan. I, uh... I don't always know the exact right thing to say, but I am sorry about your dad. It was a long time ago, but thank you.

[graythursday]

just watched mickey 17 and yk what... anything can be 2022 batcat crumbs if i want it to be...

[heartsfortwotpot]

i still think you're pretty great

[himejoshibutch]

funny you mention that you don't consider yourself popular because I very much thought (think?) you are and when you followed me first I was so intimidated 😭.

dang was i really that popular?? i thought i was just an average blogger occasionally shitposting and making silly edits and all. though i dont really talk much which is not something you'd usually see from a popular blog dkdhjdgd

[bizlybebo]

THE WORLD IS SO FUCKJNG BEAUTIFUL (gossiped with my brother again)

[draculiza]

I just found this really cool little plushie at the thrift shop!! (feat. a sleepy bear that I'm going to turn into a backpack!)

[monsterbisexual]

sometimes the way out of despair is thinking abt ur little stories

[wardenbeag]

solas huffing down those lyrium potions in dai very funny now ngl

[lovinggreeniehours]

CLAWING OUT OF MY GRAVE BECAUSE IT'S FINALLY THURSDAY AND I CAN ANSWER THIS IN PEACE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 YAYYY RAVENNIS YAP TIME THANK YOU LIEN ILY

(um. tagging you because you sent the ask in my other blog and i think you meant to tag yourself in the ask so @snowpuffclovers )

there are also a few spoilers here though about your guy, and im not sure if you already know/want to get into that but 🙏 just a spoiler warning. also long post warning

okay firstly, esper and the mc are separate characters. he is the mc's colleague :) of a sort. he doesn't have an aether core, he's just immortal because he's from philos 🫶 (he's also a dragon)

esper's evol is pain :) he is capable of inflicting physical pressure and pain on other living things, either to the point of collapse, bleeding, or imploding as if they were experiencing pressure akin to how it is at the very bottom of the ocean. or more than one. he's not picky, it just happens, depending on the effort he puts into it

esper is immortal, by virtue of just being from philos, in addition to being a literal dragon. so he's been living one very long horrible life ever since the sylus myth story (beyond cloudfall) :')

in the original myth, mc is a 'sorceress' who. if i remember correctly. is thrown into the abyss with the fiend (it's sylus! :D) after being caught with a dragon figure? statue? the image of dragons alone is considered blasphemous, so she was branded as a sorceress and tossed away, kind of like how the salem witch trials were like. she finds sylus by chance, pulls out the sword in his chest and accidentally(?) frees him, then makes a deal in exchange for her soul

for esper, i changed a lot of things here. most notably, i wanted him to be aware of his fate as the destined dragonslayer (that extra enemies to lovers flavor has my name written allllll over it yeah). the elders saw his fate in the arrangement of the stars when he was born, so he was raised with the sole purpose of one day killing the fiend

he does still get thrown into the abyss with sylus. however! the reason differs. esper is under too much pressure to commit blasphemous acts lol. his brother though :) is not. so esper finds out his younger brother broke into the forbidden archives, and is trying to study all the ancient knowledge that's been censored and hidden away by the sacred judicator. because esper is literally me, he decides to help him sneak around despite his better judgement. as you can imagine, it doesn't end very well

his brother is caught and executed. but the sacred judicator can't afford to kill esper, since he might be their only chance at eradicating dragons for good. instead, they take him to the abyss and tell him to do just that. do his penance and slay the dragon

so when esper finds sylus, he knows what he has to do. he knows his role in fate. but thinking of his brother, and how his only fault was being too curious for his own good, this is where he decides to change things

they still make the deal, and things go more or less similarly after that. they go on raids, searching for the sacred judicator, totally not learning more about each other and getting endeared by their unlikely companionship nope not at all, they bind souls. like a normal rivalry. obviously, esper gets kidnapped, sylus loses control and kickstarts the end of the world, and then sylus forces esper to kill him so that he doesn't destroy esper as well. like mc, esper turns into a dragon at the very end due to their merged souls

this part isn't clarified in the myth ever though but i like to think esper continues the end of the world after sylus dies as revenge for killing his guy :)

esper goes through a lot more random shit after that. a lot of which isn't super clear because the canon timeline isn't clear either. one of which is the illusion forest that he walks around in for ??? millenia. i have more angst. in these tags hdshkhdfhj i never posted it because i got embarrassed but ig this is a good opportunity

the other thing is the xavier plotline. the headcanon so far is that by the time esper gets out of the forest, it will be the time xavier left the kingdom with the backtrackers and uh. hid away somewhere hdshfshj yeah they find esper. and so esper was (unofficially) their feral cat. some time after reaching earth, esper separated from them to figure out his own life

and lastly this part isn't really a change, but since i infodumped about backstory i might as well fill in what he's up to now. esper is still a deepspace hunter. but honestly he prefers to spend most of his time at his lighthouse. he's usually deployed on the especially dangerous missions, and is very rarely seen in the building. prior to the plot, he spends most of his days killing wanderers, watching the lighthouse, and guarding over the family that lives there :)

[coatl-cuddles]

Happy late belated ten years to Flight Rising and HAPPY ME for finally getting all of the Greenskeeper Gathering familiars after 6+ years of playing <3 !!!!! Sososo excited for next May when we get our greenskeeper snake familiar, but for now me and my little bundles of joy are gonna go lay down and WEEP.

[raytoroapologist]

your splendid/devillosh pigs ruined me. I must preface everything with “see me (adjective)” now

HEHE

[istherewifiinhell]

okay just gonna link a bunch of the es story boards videos (i started this with the mind of curation but ended up in a place of COLLECTION. whoops)

and ONE FUN BONUS at the end which u could just skip to the bottom for if (website popup voice) YOU DONT LIKE COOL ANIMATION. (joking lmao. this is for me interact however u like). The bonus is BOTH a fun fact and a fun vid.

i could not be any more clear at ALL TIMES. that i want ppl to watch es but lol either way. <3 story boards. (note also the rise turtles like swag (crossover staff) and see why i say this show looks so good cause u can tell their doing the 3d like its 2d)

notes: scratch track (the non VA audio in theses) so charming. yay u get to see them actually use purple rain. u can really clock mandroid flubbed a punch cause he DIDNT want to punch alex (inch resting) LOOK how extra expressive twitches alt mode is in 2d tho RIP. (crys about the little bird moment for the five hundredth time). Hashtag <3 fucking lmao.

this scene is one of those first DAMN thats crazy in the show i feel like and oh lol. would u look at that. DAMN THATS CRAZY.

AND THEN. this is the part with the meg move i love so much and the meg.op battle couple AND THE AND THE. (passes out) its sooooo cool.

notes: deleted scene, explains WHY shock wave got out during the megs field trip ep. gayass. CUTE KITTY. #3 son mug. this shits literally just so funny. she/her rav pronoun drop fjgbdfjg.

notes: altered version from the final ep they moved night shade around. they all have their final mode colours in the boards aw lol. ALSO. little like. adopted kids moment that i doooo get why they cut but u ALSO GET how it would emotional payoff in the ep with NS protecting their parents Oughhh (rolls on the ground)

notes: JUST A LITTLE MORE emotional oumph to the megs flash back but not that different. hes handsome tho i like to see him. like the scratch tracks impression of shock wave its cute. i can hear the vocal quality their going for.

oh hey also GAY CARS. i just found these/am seeing them first time today

Neat!

NOT THE SAD SHIP VIDEO VIBES.... OH GOD OH GOD... NOT THE SAD ASS PIANO MUSIC..... WHAT THE HELL. THIS IS DEVASTATING. watching bd tanking those shots for bee and crumbling APART. awesome. what the fuck. HELLO.

finale stuff

kids fighting oppie at the train yard. just COOL

fight on the bridge. ALSO COOL.

BIG finale scene stuff in 3 diff parts

scary shit and visuals that FUCK

THE MEGS ANGST. im KILLS ME that it didnt get a way in there. tho would have killed me to see also. no really tho this shit is so visually insane god damn. seeing this DID also help me understand how the screamer save happened better. EVIL SPIDER MAN. also in the group that comes saves em. was not in the final ep but we must pray hes still safe maybe just doing smth else.... (hes with swin and his bro busting in. the brother is the car. lol). twitch doing megs move!!! (propelling herself with her canon). mandroid going full fucking beast mode.... etc.

urghh u can really vibe out how bad those injuries are. and emotionally. bwah.. and. THIS SHOW. god. okay.

okay this one isnt the bonus but ill give it anyway

song from the tf the movie and also my alarm for several months (yes it HAS stopped working thanks for asking) BWAH. my loves. (weeping gently)

OKAY HERE IS THE FUN BONUS VIDEO

REALLY funny really goofy really fucking delightful. the mean girl trio seekers energy is supreme. god i love gay ppl. anyway. hey. doesnt that screamer look.... familiar...... WHY YES. YOU MAY NOTE THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL... SAME PERSON. THEY GOT A FUCKING JOB. ON THE SHOW. (unsure if its causally related) THATS SO FUCKING CRAZY the world is wonderful. es seeker trio THE mean girls seeker trio of all time. even if their barely in it. cause like. wow. (gets stuck in my loop of watching this forever and ever again) BWAH

[spiral-says]

It’s time for my meds and by meds I mean punching stuff and breaking stuff and screaming super loud

[fragiledate]

samael keller oc moodboard

[elibean]

i am not having fun anymore someone please come be my roommate

[te001e]