#a bad experience 21.11.2023

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A bad experience

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I don't even know how to start  as my head is full of the hostages. I had received a notice of  a play for the first time in months this evening and then I intended  afterwards I had thought to go and sit with the families. I took the light train and it pulled in and a woman in front of me got on and I was right behind her.  As I got in, the door closed on me and I stood there screaming until it opened again,   with me half in and half out.  People helped me to get in and sit down. I was so shaken and my arm was bleeding. They called the driver and he called an ambulance but I saw that the arm was not broken but bleeding and the thought of going to hospital was too much for me. In any case, the hospitals are overstaffed, dealing with the wounded and don't need an old woman with a minor wound. One woman stayed with me and she said she knew me from the demonstrations and I was her inspiration which was good  to hear when I felt very different from anyone's inspiration. They came from the first aid and bandaged it and I took a taxi home. I feel very shaken but do not have much pain. I phoned Uzie, my lawyer, and he said that I must go to my family doctor and she said that tomorrow morning I must go to the emergency but it could wait. There is no way that I could have gone now to sit there with the families  but I will do it first thing in the morning. I hate to think what they are going through.  I do not feel much pain and as you can see I am writing. But what upsets me is that at such a time I should not be sitting here with the families though no one would know if I were there or not. I am going to sue the bastards. This is not the first time that this has happened to me and back here, at Nofim, one of the women told me that they had once closed the doors so badly on her that her arm was black and blue for weeks. It is not the money that I want but the drivers of the light train are very careless. I have seen other people in the same situation. I loathe  the drivers of the light train. I am scared both getting on and off it and often if there are a lot of people I try to be in the middle. The drivers are worse by far than the bus drivers.  I think maybe I should just take taxis but that seems so spoilt  and of course expensive.   And the bloody representative of the train tried to tell us that I had been trying to force my way on to the train when it was  on the way out. I have phoned them before to complain but this time I will bring the bastards to law.

I am too tired to write about the hostages. I am terrified at what will happen. Hamas will do everything to drive us mad.  We care about our people. They don't give a damn about theirs. Let those who care about the people in Gaza realise that we are prepared to take a chance to save our people ...  but Hamas? 

Hamas....they will see in their own countries what will happen. This has become a religious war. And not that I do not see what is happening in the occupied areas....the same religious maniacs, the settlers are doing the same thing there. The only thing one can say is that it is , so far, on a lower level. 

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I don't even know how to start  as my head is full of the hostages. I had received a notice of  a play for the first time in months this evening and then I intended  afterwards I had thought to go and sit with the families. I took the light train and it pulled in and a woman in front of me got on and I was right behind her.  As I got in, the door closed on me and I stood there screaming until it opened again,   with me half in and half out.  People helped me to get in and sit down. I was so shaken and my arm was bleeding. They called the driver and he called an ambulance but I saw that the arm was not broken but bleeding and the thought of going to hospital was too much for me. In any case, the hospitals are overstaffed, dealing with the wounded and don't need an old woman with a minor wound. One woman stayed with me and she said she knew me from the demonstrations and I was her inspiration which was good  to hear when I felt very different from anyone's inspiration. They came from the first aid and bandaged it and I took a taxi home. I feel very shaken but do not have much pain. I phoned Uzie, my lawyer, and he said that I must go to my family doctor and she said that tomorrow morning I must go to the emergency but it could wait. There is no way that I could have gone now to sit there with the families  but I will do it first thing in the morning. I hate to think what they are going through.  I do not feel much pain and as you can see I am writing. But what upsets me is that at such a time I should not be sitting here with the families though no one would know if I were there or not. I am going to sue the bastards. This is not the first time that this has happened to me and back here, at Nofim, one of the women told me that they had once closed the doors so badly on her that her arm was black and blue for weeks. It is not the money that I want but the drivers of the light train are very careless. I have seen other people in the same situation. I loathe  the drivers of the light train. I am scared both getting on and off it and often if there are a lot of people I try to be in the middle. The drivers are worse by far than the bus drivers.  I think maybe I should just take taxis but that seems so spoilt  and of course expensive.   And the bloody representative of the train tried to tell us that I had been trying to force my way on to the train when it was  on the way out. I have phoned them before to complain but this time I will bring the bastards to law.

I am too tired to write about the hostages. I am terrified at what will happen. Hamas will do everything to drive us mad.  We care about our people. They don't give a damn about theirs. Let those who care about the people in Gaza realise that we are prepared to take a chance to save our people ...  but Hamas? 

Hamas....they will see in their own countries what will happen. This has become a religious war. And not that I do not see what is happening in the occupied areas....the same religious maniacs, the settlers are doing the same thing there. The only thing one can say is that it is , so far, on a lower level. 

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