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academyoftheheartandmind · 4 days ago
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hellomagicalsouls · 1 year ago
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season 1 diego & klaus that's it. that's the post.
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brionysea · 9 months ago
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I could actually talk for so long about the way umbrella academy season 1 drew so many parallels between viktor and klaus to foreshadow that five was wrong for saying viktor will always be the bomb because this is a narrative of abuse survivors meaning they're ALL the bomb until they process this and become a family and klaus was supposed to blindside them by causing the apocalypse the same way viktor blindsided them because the were both written off as useless and unimportant their entire lives so their trauma and anger having the power to destroy the world is a massive shock to the family thanks to their father setting them all against each other in different ways. I could talk forever about the significance of allison saying "this was never about viktor this is about US" but I will not. I will naught. this is me showing restraint. seriously though you could piece together what season 2 was supposed to be just from the foreshadowing in season 1 that's how good it was
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sweet-angel-kokoro · 10 days ago
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I don't have anything to say about Teruhashi-senpai right now, but hi! :D
Hello Minori!! I hope you've been doing well, especially since your transfer back to Gessen Girl's Academy! Remember: if you ever have any problems, dont hesitate to ask us for help! Your friendship with Teruhashi, on top of your kindness and ability to keep both the current and ex 8th chairman in line, makes you a VIP to us Kokomins~!!
Anyhow though, I heard you had recently been given some manga before you left- have you read any of them yet??? Maybe showed your friend Murakumo??? If so, let me know!!! I'm sure once you find a genre you like, someone will definitely start sending over more manga like that to you!!! Oh, speaking of actually, let me know if she's ever accepting commissions!!
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teamleader-takumi · 2 months ago
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Ta….kk…y…? Takkyyyyy~ Where are youuuuuu~ Takkyyyyy~ I’m hereeeeeee~
K-Karua...??? You- How?!?
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academyoftheheartandmind · 16 days ago
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A Life of Stimulation
By Shinsaku Ashida Beneath the snowlies a lifeone prefers not to see.Unwanted feelings—numbedby stronger sensations.The wrongness is clear.Clothing grows vivid,loud in color,but not fitfor the winter mountains.Even when reachingthrough snow,the mountain’s surfacemay stillremain untouched.Still,the mountain seensince childhoodstands unchangedtonight.And when spring comes,turning awaywill no…
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sunriseseance · 2 years ago
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Allison I love you so much. I love that you are impulsive and furious and hurt and full of justice. You are my angel.
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camelspit · 2 years ago
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hmsdoodlin · 6 months ago
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HEART SWEEP!!!!!!!
woaugh I fforgot about tthis anyways I llike chaos and cacophony WE'RE DOING THIS AGAIN. btw here's the old post if ur curious.
me bbeing gooffy under ccut
@zundamind I sscrolled ddown ffar tto ffind this. yyou don't get to forget this.
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ALSO YES THATS MY OLD USER AND PFP, THAT'S ME.
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midniqhtt · 2 months ago
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ᯓ★ robert ‘bob’ floyd
masterlist • lewis pullman • 06/23/25
˚‧⁺ ・ ˖ · ୨ৎ recs II gif credit - @/rhaenyratargeryen
here are some bob floyd stories i’ve read, loved, and reblogged. all the admiration for the writers who share their talent so generously. please be sure to read the warnings on each fic. and if you enjoy them, let the author know by a comment, reblog, or both! ♡
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⭑.ᐟ 5 + 1 I @withahappyrefrain
You've fallen for your friend and have decided to drop some hints that you're flirting. Unfortunately, Bob doesn't realize that immediately.
⭑.ᐟ friends to lovers I @/withahappyrefrain
⭑.ᐟ request I @/withahappyrefrain
⭑.ᐟ ruin the friendship I @/withahappyrefrain
The night before Bob leaves for Boot Camp, he's learned no one has gone down on his best friend. He's determined to fix that.
⭑.ᐟ the plan I @geminiwritten
the squad are all pretty sure that bob has a thing for you, but you're not convinced, so you hatch a plan to tease him within an inch of his life until he snaps
⭑.ᐟ short skirt weather I @/geminiwritten
you and bob are obviously into each other, but he's hesitant to make a move claiming you're too young for him, until a whole lot of miscommunication—jealousy, tension, the works—and a training accident lands you in hospital...
⭑.ᐟ picture you I @/geminiwritten
you met bob back at the academy and fell for him fast—but you never dared risk the friendship... now you're both stationed at north island and for once the timing might be right, until you overhear him say some things that cut deep and make you question everything you thought you knew
⭑.ᐟ sunflower I @scarletmika
Bob Floyd was head over heels for you from the moment you met. You were the best thing that had ever happened to him. But Hangman knew just how to get under people's skin, too well sometimes, and sometimes frustration hits a boiling point when the people you don't want to hurt are standing in the way.
⭑.ᐟ cliché I @/scarletmika
There's always a joke surrounding weddings that the Maid of Honor and the Best Man will end up falling in love; it's one of the oldest clichés in the book. When you're the Maid of Honor, though, Bob Floyd wouldn't have it any other way.
⭑.ᐟ one last gift I @/scarletmika
Living with Bob Floyd was killing you slowly, especially when you couldn't bring yourself to admit how you felt about him. It's your birthday, though, and shouldn't the birthday girl get whatever it is she wants?
⭑.ᐟ for certain I @marvelwitchergilmore
You're in a secret relationship with a long-time friend and Naval Aviator Bob.
⭑.ᐟ drabble I @ddejavvu
⭑.ᐟ baby on board I @callsign-bobsgirl
There seems to be a misunderstanding between you and the Dagger Squad about your husband's callsign.
⭑.ᐟ bob’s lonely hearts club I @mang0d0ll
bob's all alone on valentines day. but not for much longer.
⭑.ᐟ switch up I @littleenglishfangirl
⭑.ᐟ first time for everything I @tropes-and-tales
⭑.ᐟ friends and lovers pt2 I @/tropes-and-tales
⭑.ᐟ lieutenant steal your girl pt2 pt3 I @/tropes-and-tales
⭑.ᐟ i’m here I @t1red-twilight
⭑.ᐟ four eyes I @promisingyounglady
asking bob to make a mess of himself on your face while you wear his glasses? absolutely.
⭑.ᐟ your bar boyfriend pt2 I @dearsnow
after being harassed by a drunken stranger, your bar boyfriend swoops in to save the day
⭑.ᐟ like peas in a pod I @bradshawsbaby
What happens when two wallflowers find each other?
⭑.ᐟ shopping lists I @sebsxphia
you rush to the shops after work to do a quick food shop, but bob floyd was not on your shopping list.
⭑.ᐟ don’t stop I @/sebsxphia
jake attempts to catch bob out, but bob has something to reveal.
⭑.ᐟ sweetness I @cowboybeepboop
You finally find out the real reason behind Bob’s protective side. 
⭑.ᐟ rich in life I @bloatedandalone04
Bob is known to be the shy, quiet and kinder one of out the whole dagger squad, and he didn’t mind the ‘soft’ reputation one bit, because he knew the real him. The version of himself that came out whenever he got his wife alone, which, luckily for him, was every single night.
⭑.ᐟ the wingman I @roosterforme
Bob never did this sort of thing. Talking to girls and flirting and romance. It's not that he didn't want to, he just didn't really know how. But you were different in all the right ways, and you made him feel confident enough to try.
⭑.ᐟ the kind of girl i could love I @/roosterforme
Bob has a secret admirer, but he's convinced it's actually Jake and Nat messing with him. 
⭑.ᐟ stiff competition I @/roosterforme
After visiting your bakery one time, Bob has a crush on you. The only problem is, so do all of the other guys.
⭑.ᐟ explicitly yours I @/roosterforme
When Bob met you, he fell for you hard and fast. He thought you might be his perfect match, the one that would make his days feel full instead of lonely. He never would have dreamed you had a secret. But secrets are known to be revealed at the most inconvenient of times, and Bob's surprised hesitation could cost him the thing he wants most.
⭑.ᐟ secret wife I @writingdumpster
When you go to pick up Bob at the base the dagger squad finds out that Bob's been keeping a wife from them.
⭑.ᐟ that’s what she said I @lulunothulu
⭑.ᐟ i like the lips you kiss with I @lewmagoo
⭑.ᐟ handsome cowboy I @attapullman
An innocent trip for bread turns into meeting your boyfriend's doppelganger you can't get over.
⭑.ᐟ polaroids I @the-shedevil-writes
Bob keeps your relationship private, but he doesn't try to hide the dozens of Polaroids of you all over his locker and truck. He has a daily routine of taping his favorite Polaroid of you to his jet's console, but when it goes missing, things get chaotic. Luckily, you're there to make everything better.
⭑.ᐟ request I @38livesalone-has3cats
⭑.ᐟ wanna buy you a drink I @anonymooseforever007
It's been five months since Bob's seen his wife, and aside from Natasha he had yet to mention her to his team. He calls it privacy, she jokes it's internalised possessiveness. But tonight, with Penny's help at the Hard Deck, more than one person is in for a surprise. After all, who doesn't love a good innuendo?
⭑.ᐟ sunscreen I @siempre-bucky
Bob burns. Your daughter gets very paranoid when he forgets his sunscreen one morning and insists on bringing it to him.
⭑.ᐟ request I @/siempre-bucky
You know Bob's reserved, his favorite yellow shirt was his comfort source at the beach, but you just want to see his beautiful body underneath it. So naturally, you pin him to the side of the Jeep and tell him he's hot.
⭑.ᐟ touchdown I deactivated blog
When Bob scores the touchdown for the Beach Football game, he surprises both of you by rushing over and giving you a kiss.
⭑.ᐟ all shook up I @lieutenantfloyd
After seeing a trend where military spouses tell their loved ones they aren't allowed inside under the 3rd Amendment, you decide to play a prank on your sweet, returning husband Bob—that is until you get the words out, and he reacts in the only way Bob knows how.
⭑.ᐟ battle scars I @ohtobeleah
Robert Floyd doesn’t take his shirt off at the beach. But when the shirt stays on during sex? You start to wonder what he’s hiding.
⭑.ᐟ exactly what i was texting her I @simpforrooster
your first date with bob.
⭑.ᐟ best friend pt2 I @bradshawsbitch
bob has always known he needs you. but perhaps he needs you more than he himself knows?
⭑.ᐟ examination I @violetrainbow412-blog
Bob suffers a concussion and Nat insists he get checked out. He doesn't seem convinced until he meets the doctor who will examine him.
⭑.ᐟ summertime I @/violetrainbow412-blog
Rooster and Hangman spot a mysterious woman… who turns out to be already taken.
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heavenlybodies333 · 2 months ago
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Acting on your worst behavior -S.R part I here
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Spencer Reid x Hotch’s daughter!reader
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You’re late.
You’re shaking.
And you’re pissed off at the world in that way that only heartbreak can make you.
Your bag’s half-zipped, makeup tossed in without care, your outfit borderline inappropriate for the temperature but perfect for the frat house theme party you were headed to. Glitter on your collarbone, a gloss on your lips that wasn’t there fifteen minutes ago.
It’s been three weeks since Hotch forced it to end. Since Spencer stopped answering your texts. Since he started following the rules and you started breaking every single one you could.
Because fuck it, right? If you’re already going to hell, you might as well enjoy the way down.
Your crop top was too tight, your skirt too short, your pupils too blown to be sober. You hadn’t slept more than four hours total this week, and your body was running purely on adrenaline, prescription stimulants, and whatever trauma your daddy issues were metabolizing into fuel.
And speaking of…
You don’t even hear the door open—you’re too focused on digging your keys out of the bottom of your bag when you sense him behind you. You felt the soft pressure of a hand settle against your lower back. Familiar. Intimate. Unwelcome.
You jumped, turning around too fast, heart hammering.
Spencer.
Of course it was Spencer. He stood there, all unreadable intensity, curls still damp from the rain and his FBI windbreaker slung halfway up his forearm like he’d rushed over. Like he’d been worried.
You blinked at him, blood fizzing with panic and stimulants. “What the hell, Spence?��� you snapped. “You scared me.”
“I didn’t mean to.” His voice was low, careful. His eyes scanned your face. “You okay?”
You rolled your eyes. “I’m fine. I’m just late.”
He frowned, stepping closer. You took a step back.
“I’ve been calling you.”
“I’ve been busy.” You turned away from him, digging harder into your bag for your keys. “Maybe you should call your new academy girlfriend instead.”
There it was. He’d known when he agreed to go out for drinks with Prentiss and JJ that they were trying to get his mind off you and introduced him to an old colleague that she’d gone to training with.
He stiffened. “It wasn’t like that.”
“Yeah I bet.” You finally yanked your keys free, too hard. Something else flew with them—shit—a prescription bottle clattered to the floor between you.
You both froze. You dove for it, but he was faster. He picked it up and turned it over.
“No stop—” you reached, but he was already turning it over in his hand. His sharp eyes scanned the label in a flash, and then slowly, slowly lifted to yours.
His whole expression changed—concern melting into something furious. “Are you serious right now?”
“Give it back.” You reached for it. He held it out of your reach.
“This isn’t even your prescription—”
“Leave me alone.”
“This is Adderall.”
You tried to snatch the bottle from his hand. “Wow. What a genius deduction, Dr. Reid. Must be that PhD at work.”
“Where did you get it?”
“Why do you care?”
He stepped in closer. “Because you’re shaking.”
You barked a bitter laugh. “No shit. I’m running late.”
“You’re tweaking. Your pupils are huge and your hands won’t stop moving and you look like you haven’t slept in days.”
“Jesus Christ, Spencer.” You yanked the bottle from his hand, shoving it back into your tote like a cornered animal. “Mind your own business.”
“You are my business,” he snapped. “Or did you forget that part when you decided to pop pills from some horny frat boy who probably thinks Cocaine is a cocktail garnish?”
You scoffed. “That’s rich, coming from the guy who fucked me in Quantico’s security camera blind spot and then ghosted because my dad told him to.”
Spencer’s mouth opened slightly. “That’s what this is about?”
“This is about everything,” you hissed. “You left me. He punished me. And now you’re back out there playing golden boy while I rot in fucking cold case hell and try to keep up with a double course load while my body’s falling apart—”
He grabbed your wrist.
“Look at me,” he said, voice softer now. “You don’t have to do this.”
Your eyes flashed. “Let go of me.”
“Not until you tell me what the hell’s going on with you. Because you’re not the girl I knew. And if this—” he motioned to the pills “—is how you’re coping, then I’m not letting it go.”
“I’m not yours anymore,” you snapped. “You made that very clear.”
“You’re taking someone else’s amphetamines,” he said flatly. “Do you have any idea—”
“I said drop it.”
His voice was low now. Dangerous. “How long?”
You didn’t answer.
He stepped forward, jaw tight, voice clenched like a fist. “How long have you been using?”
You glared at him. “I don’t owe you anything.”
He scoffed, eyes dark. “Bullshit. You owe me everything. I got thrown into that meeting with Strauss for you. I got suspended. I defended you. I loved you—”
“Oh, spare me,” you snapped. “You loved the idea of me. Until my dad gave the word and you folded like a fucking lawn chair.”
You avoided his eyes. Your heart was beating too fast. Every sound, every light felt sharp.
“How long?” He repeated, stepping closer, voice trembling with fury.
“Stop it, Spencer,” you muttered. “Just stop. You don’t get to care.”
His jaw locked, breath shallow. “Are you high right now?”
“No,” you lied. “I haven’t even taken one today.”
“Jesus Christ.” He raked a hand through his hair, stepping back like he couldn’t look at you without catching fire. “You’re lying to my face.”
“I’m still going to that party,” you say, voice breaking.
Spencer’s face twitched. “Don’t do that.”
“Do what?” You tilted your head. “Do what I want for once?”
“You’re high, you’re spiraling, and you’re trying to push me away so you don’t have to feel what you’re actually feeling.”
“No.” You stepped up to him, chest brushing his. “I’m trying to get to a fucking party. You remember what it’s like to have friends, don’t you?”
You grab your bag, shove past him, before pressing the elevator button as the doors ding open you say one last thing, “Don’t follow me, Dr. Reid.”
You’d managed to reapply your gloss with shaking hands in the car, snort a line in the driveway, and flirt your way through the front door of Kappa Psi like everything was fine.
But it wasn’t.
You were spiraling.
Even worse, you knew it—and you didn’t care.
Frat lights flickered in and out of focus. Someone shoved a Solo cup in your hand. You couldn’t remember who. You drank it anyway. Another pill got pressed into your palm. It wasn’t the usual blue you trusted. It was pink. Oval. Something you didn’t recognize.
You took it anyway.
Fifteen minutes later you were in an alley behind the frat house, curled into yourself with your back against the cold brick wall and your phone shaking in your hand. Everything was spinning—lights bleeding into your eyes, stomach turning over like it was trying to reject your entire existence.
You tried to dial someone else first—your roommate maybe? You weren’t even sure. You misdialed. Twice.
Then, like muscle memory, your thumb hovered over his name. Spencer Reid.
It rang once. Twice.
He picked up immediately.
“Hello?”
You couldn’t speak. Not at first. You were crying, but you couldn’t feel the tears. Your teeth chattered as you opened your mouth and tried to say his name, but it came out broken.
“Hey—hey, slow down.” Spencer’s voice was tight, urgent. “Where are you? What’s happening?”
You could hear him moving, grabbing keys, door slamming.
“S’cold,” you slurred, chest hiccuping. “I—I think I messed up, Spence—”
“You’re okay,” he said, voice shaking now. “But I need you to tell me what you took. Did you take something new? What was it?”
“I don’t know—somebody gave it to me—said it was fine—I didn’t know, I didn’t—”
You dropped the phone. It clattered onto the pavement as you leaned forward and threw up violently, hands scraping at the rough ground. You coughed, heaved, vision swimming.
He was already in the car, his phone running the trace Garcia had sent to him—last known ping, three blocks behind Sigma Chi, the back side of the fraternity garage cluster that faced the woods.
He didn’t breathe right the whole ride.
Didn’t think—because if he thought, he’d see the worst: you unconscious in a gutter, your pulse weak, a toxicology report that ended careers and broke your father’s soul.
He skidded to a stop when he reached the alley.
His headlights caught the outline of a slumped figure just beyond the garage.
You.
You were collapsed on your side, your dress riding high on your thigh, knees scraped from falling, your arms braced against the concrete as you tried—and failed—to keep yourself from heaving again.
“Jesus,” he whispered, throwing the car into park and sprinting.
“Hey—hey, I’m here,” he said, hand trembling as it swept your hair from your face. “You’re okay. You’re going to be okay.”
Your head lolled toward the sound of him, tears shining down your cheeks.
“S-Spence,” you croaked, voice raw. “Wasn’t mine. It was… pink. M’stupid. M’sorry—””
“Shh.” His hand cupped your cheek, feeling your skin clammy, your pulse fluttering in your neck like a dying bird. “No apologies. Just breathe for me.”
You gagged again, body trembling with the withdrawal crash—your nervous system overloaded from the Adderall, the Valium trying to slow it, whatever the hell someone slipped into your cup pulling the strings in every wrong direction.
Spencer steadied your shoulders as you retched, rubbing your back with long, slow strokes with one hand while fumbling for his phone with the other.
“I need a bus to west block 3200,” he said into the speaker. “Twenty-two-year-old female. Drug interaction. Unclear substance. Not stable. Yes—I’ll keep her conscious.”
Your fingers clutched his jacket like a lifeline. He swore under his breath as he looked at you—your dilated pupils, your dry lips, your too-quiet whimpers.
“What the hell are you doing to yourself?” he whispered into your hair. “Why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?”
The ambulance showed up fast, too fast for Spencer to process what it meant—how serious this was, how you could’ve died if he hadn’t picked up, if you hadn’t called him at all. They got you on a stretcher with practiced ease, medics asking rapid-fire questions he barely heard over the roaring in his ears.
What did she take?
How much?
How long ago?
As they lifted you into the back of the ambulance, your hand briefly caught his wrist, weak and cold.
“Don’t leave,” you murmured, barely audible.
“I’m not,” he said, climbing in beside you. “I’ve got you.”
He held your hand the entire ride to Dale City Hospital.
And then, when the doors opened, reality came rushing in—gurney wheels rattling across linoleum, beeping machines, harsh fluorescents. Nurses asking for your name, your ID, your emergency contact.
Spencer swallowed hard.
Hotch.
He stepped into the quietest corner he could find and pulled out his phone. His fingers hovered, then pressed call.
Hotch answered on the second ring.
“Reid?”
Spencer exhaled shakily. “She’s at Dale City General. She was drugged. There was… more going on than I thought. A lot more.”
Reid could hear Hotch taking a deep breath trying to control his temper, “How bad?”
“She’s unconscious. Breathing, stable for now, but she’s—she was high on multiple substances. Some she didn’t even know she took.”
The silence on the other end was brutal. Then: “I’m on my way.”
Spencer didn’t move for a long moment after the call ended. He just stared down at the tiled floor, jaw clenched, hand still faintly shaking.
Within twenty minutes, the team was there. Hotch arrived first, face grim, then Morgan, Prentiss, and JJ trailing behind him. The sight of them hit like a cold wave. Spencer stood when he saw Hotch approach the nurses’ station, asking for your name in a voice tight with rage.
“They’re still pumping her stomach,” Spencer offered quietly. “She was in the alley behind the frat garages. It looked like she took ecstasy, probably some downers, and she’s still detoxing off amphetamines. Maybe benzos too. She’s been… hiding it.”
Hotch’s jaw ticked. “Where are her things?”
Spencer blinked. “They… they brought it in with her.”
Hotch was already walking toward the nurses' station.
JJ reached for his arm. “Aaron—”
He didn’t stop. “I need my daughter’s belongings. Her name’s on the record.”
The nurse looked at him warily, but one look at his badge—SSA Hotchner—was all it took. She returned with a large clear plastic evidence-style bag.
He took it without a word and moved to the side, his team trailing behind. He unzipped it.
Silence.
Inside: a tangle of makeup, loose change, a cracked phone.
And the pills.
Not bottles. Baggies. Not just Adderall. Coke. Valium. A pressed pill that looked like MDMA. Xanax bars. Something in blister packs without a label.
Morgan’s jaw locked. “Jesus.”
Hotch’s fingers closed around the baggies like they might shatter in his grip.
“You’ve gotta stay calm,” Morgan said gently, stepping in. “She’s not going to get better if you lose it now.”
Hotch’s voice was razor-edged. “She’s twenty-two.”
“I know.”
“She could’ve died.”
“I know.”
He turned to Spencer, eyes dark. “Did you know?”
Spencer’s face was raw. “Not like this. I—I found one prescription bottle earlier tonight. I confronted her. She lied. I followed her to the party—she called me crying from an alley and I couldn’t even understand her.”
Hotch stared at him, rage and heartbreak flashing in his eyes. “So you knew. You knew, and you let her walk away.”
“I tried to stop her.”
“You should’ve called me then.”
“I didn’t think she’d—” Spencer caught himself. “I’m sorry.”
Hotch shook his head slowly, mouth set in a grim line. Spencer opened his mouth. Closed it. “I didn’t know it was this bad. I—I knew she was struggling, but I thought it was just the Adderall.”
Hotch’s voice dropped, low and furious. “You thought.”
“She lied to me too, Aaron,” Spencer snapped back. “I found a prescription bottle tonight that wasn’t hers and tried to stop her from going out, but she wouldn’t listen. She ran.”
“She ran because she’s scared,” JJ said gently, stepping between them. “Because everything in her life feels like it’s falling apart. And I know you’re angry, Hotch, but—”
Hotch said nothing more. He sat down in the waiting room chair, your bag of evidence still in his hands, like he couldn’t let go of it until you answered for it.
When you woke up, the first thing you noticed was how dry your throat felt—raw, stripped of moisture. You blinked into harsh hospital light, trying to orient yourself. Your tongue felt thick. Your stomach roiled.
And then, like a curtain pulling back, you saw him.
Your dad.
In the chair beside the bed, elbows on knees, his expression unreadable.
You groaned, immediately dragging the blanket over your head.
“Fuck.”
“Save it,” he said. His voice didn’t rise. That somehow made it worse.
You swallowed hard. Your hands trembled in your lap.
“I don’t remember much,” you rasped.
“That’s the problem.”
Silence.
You peeked at him through your lashes. “Are you mad?”
“No,” Hotch said tightly. “I’m furious.”
You squeezed your eyes shut. “Where’s my bag?”
He didn’t answer.
That was your answer.
Your stomach dropped like a stone.
“Oh my god.”
He stood and slowly approached the bed, pulling something from the chair behind him.
The clear bag.
The pills.
You turned your face away in shame.
“Do you want to explain this?” he asked, holding it up.
“No.”
“You’re going to,” he said. “You’re going to explain all of it. Why I had to get a call from Reid in the middle of the night saying you were unconscious behind a goddamn frat house. Why I had to watch a nurse hand me a bag full of narcotics with my daughter’s name on it.”
You didn’t look at him. You couldn’t.
“I didn’t mean to.”
“You didn’t mean to?”
“I didn’t know what it was—”
“But the rest of it? The coke? The benzos? The Adderall that isn’t even prescribed to you?” He held the bag tighter. “You didn’t ‘mean’ that either?”
You bit the inside of your cheek until you tasted blood.
Hotch stepped closer. “You could’ve died.”
“I know.”
“No. I don’t think you do. You have no idea what that would’ve done to me. To Jack. To Spencer.”
He stared down at you, jaw flexing. “You’re going to get help. You don’t have a choice.”
You swallowed hard, blinking back fresh tears. “And if I say no?”
He didn’t blink. “Then you don’t go back to school. You don’t go back to Quantico. You don’t go anywhere but rehab. Understood?”
You didn’t answer.
He dropped the bag back onto the tray with a hard thud and walked to the door.
“You’re lucky to be alive.”
The door clicked shut behind him.
And you lay there, eyes burning, heart hammering against your ribs, alone in the silence of your consequences. And from knowing that maybe this time… you went too far.
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a/n: I’m in therapy y’all this is just how I cope plz don’t b alarmed😭
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tw1sters · 2 months ago
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Put a Ring on It
Jake is an impatient man, even more so when it comes to you. When he sees you for the first time in months, his self-restraint is tested. Spoiler: he doesn't pass.
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▸ PAIRING: Jake "Hangman" Seresin x F!Reader ▸ WARNINGS: NSFW 18+, pwp, semi-public, inappropriate use of naval academy class ring (fully inspired by inappropriate use of malfoy signet ring lol), fingering, dirty talk, lots of cursing ▸ WORD COUNT: 3.4K ▸ A/N: currently in my established relationship pwp era so here's another one. been thinking about that ring for a while now. please mind the warnings!
Fucking Hangman and his fucking fragile ego. And his fucking hand.
It’s true that the situation isn’t exactly ideal – you fly in to visit for the weekend, taking only a couple of days off from work to spend time with your boyfriend, who’s currently off on a special assignment at the San Diego base. You haven’t seen Jake in two months; with him constantly on the road and you buried in meetings with your current project, it’s virtually impossible to find the days to actually fly to see each other. 
To say he is deprived is a massive understatement.
When you arrive on base, he pulls you into a crushing kiss. Literally crushing. His arms, which have probably gotten even bigger since you last saw him, are wrapped around you as his lips capture yours. His moan reverberates throughout your entire body. You barely notice his squadmates jeering and booing around you. When he slips his tongue past your lips, as much as you enjoy it, you know it’s time to stop.
After all, you are on government property and they probably have the authority to hold you prisoner should you commit indecent exposure.
“Jake,” you breathe, pushing at his chest for him to release you. He continues peppering your face with kisses, and a laugh bubbles up your throat. “Okay, okay. I get it, you missed me.”
He hums, his hair coiffed back, ruffled in the wind. Your heart somersaults in your chest. Sometimes you forget to truly appreciate how attractive he is. Neatly trimmed dirty blonde hair, strong jawline, that stupidly gorgeous grin. Don’t get you started on his hands. You marveled over them enough the first time you met and he’s definitely shown you how talented he can be with them. 
“Been too long, sweetheart,” he whispers, nuzzling his face into your neck. You can feel his mouth begin to work on you again and, before you fall apart in front of his teammates, you gently nudge him away, pulling an annoyed grunt from his lips. “Killin’ me,” he mutters.
“Not in front of your team, Seresin.”
When Rooster calls your name, you perk up and shoot him a smile. “Are you coming to the barbecue tonight?” He asks. 
Jake groans. “Absolutely the fuck not. I need some quality time.”
“What barbecue?” You cock an eyebrow at the two of them.
“Hangman didn’t tell you? We have a beach barbecue at The Hard Deck later. Whole squad’s going to be there and obviously Penny and Mav are setting everything up. Took us a couple of weeks to get everyone together. Even Coyote’s girlfriend is coming.”
Well, now you have no choice. You look at Jake who’s already groaning, preemptively reacting to your response. You shoot him a look telling him to behave before turning back to Rooster with a tight smile. “Of course we’ll be there.” 
Rooster grins, “Awesome, I’ll catch you there. I need to drop off some of my stuff first.”
“Sweetheart, you’re killing me,” Jake says, a hand on his wounded heart. Ever the drama queen.
Rolling your eyes, you sigh, “We can’t not go, Jake. The crew’s going to be there, along with your bosses, might I add.”
“They’re just going to eat and get drunk.”
“Exactly what I want to do after the week I’ve had.”
Jake stands in front of you, hands grasping your waist as he pulls you close and ducks his head to kiss you again. “I know how to get you to relax, release all that pent-up tension.” 
Heat crawls up your neck as you feel the pulsing between your legs. Jake isn’t the only one who’s been particularly needy. You’ve lost count of the number of times you’ve had your hand down there. While you can still satisfy yourself, it isn’t the same as having Jake there with his veined hands, lickable abs, and filthy words. 
Phone sex is a common occurrence, but you’re only left wanting more. 
Before Jake can get you even more hot and bothered, you lick your lips and hold him at arm’s length. You make sure his grabby hands stay in yours, foiling his every attempt to grope you in public. There are officers around for god’s sake. “We’ll stay for an hour, say our hi’s, get some food and drinks, then we’ll head back to your place,” you try to reassure him. 
“You and your desire to please people will cock block me to hell, sweetheart,” Jake grunts. “You say an hour and I already know we’ll be staying there well past.” 
“No, it’ll just be an hour. I promise.”
Jake learns early on in your relationship that there are certain promises you do not keep. Although you are great at holding yourself accountable for things revolving around him, the chances of those promises coming true slim down to near zero when other people are involved. Too many times have you promised him you’ll only stay an hour – particularly at boring events that you drag him to (or he drags you to) – because you feel terrible if you don’t offer the host the time and appreciation they deserve for organizing. 
And you love Penny. That woman is impossible to adore. No one else can keep Mav on his toes like her. Thus, Jake certainly expects you to give her your utmost effort to be present.
Proving his point right, you and he are currently on hour number two. You try to ignore how restless Jake is getting. He’s rocking on the balls of his feet, grumbling under his breath, his hands beginning to wander again. The annoyed jitters radiating off him seem to amuse the others, especially as you’re striving to give whoever you’re speaking to your full undivided attention. 
So far, it has been Penny, Mav, Nat, Bob, and Javy. The current one on your list is Bradley, who’s going on and on about the training they did today. With at least three drinks in his system, nobody can get Bradley to shut up. 
You’re nodding along to the story, throwing in a few questions here and there to toss Bradley off the scent. The scent being Jake’s hand continuously sliding up your leg and under your skirt. You swat his hand away, yanking it off you every few minutes or so, but he is relentless. Thankfully, the two of you stand with your backs towards the ocean, and everyone else is in front of you. None of them the wiser to the shit Jake is pulling behind your back, literally.  
Jake’s large hand cups your asscheek and massages it slowly, pulling them apart until you can feel even your pussy lips parting. The light breeze that sneaks into your underwear has you freezing. Your subtle efforts to remove his hand are to no avail. Instead, knowing he overpowers your grip, he only gets bolder. 
His hand alternates between squeezing your ass and tracing the line of your panties. You bite back a shiver every time he does. You can feel wetness pooling between your legs, and how damp your underwear has probably gotten. At this point, you aren’t hearing a single word coming out of Bradley’s mouth anymore. Fortunately, you don’t think Bradley fully comprehends whatever he’s saying either. He’s stumbling slightly on the sand, close to toppling over each time. 
Jake doesn’t even try to help and you can’t bring yourself to either, not when Jake is tempting you so deliciously. 
When Jake carefully runs a finger over your slit over your damp panties, you feel your brain fogging up. Bradley’s words are beginning to blur together, and so is his face. Jake smirks proudly, sensing how distracted you are even as his squadmate drones on. 
Fucking asshole. 
His index finger slips underneath the fabric, tugging it slightly to the side as he runs it over your bare pussy. You can feel him collect your juice slowly and use it to drag his fingers along your lips. Struggling to swallow a moan, you let your eyes slip shut only momentarily, hoping that Bradley doesn’t catch on. However, when Jake dips not one, but two fingers into you, a squeak escapes your lips before you can catch it. 
Your cheeks immediately flame with the sound. While Bradley is drunk, he isn’t completely inebriated. 
He stops halfway through his sentence as he frowns. You can’t bring yourself to say a single thing, your face tight and body tense. Meanwhile, you don’t even need to look over at Jake to see how pleased he looks with himself. Bradley’s eyes dart between the two of you, the realization slowly sinks in as he begins to trip backwards. The panic sets quickly on his face.
“Oh no. No, no. I’m not going to be around for this. There are things I wish I did not know and this is one of them. You guys are nasty,” he manages to get out before he is rushing away towards Nat. He wraps an arm around her and you can hear him ask her to protect him from potentially scarring his eyeballs. 
This team is built on drama queens. 
Jake’s hand disappears from your body only to wrap around your hand as he drags you inside. He ignores your protests as he whisks you past Penny and Mav, one of which is looking at you knowingly and the latter who raises a confused brow. 
Your boyfriend leads you, fighting to keep up with his long legs, towards the back area, into a hallway hidden from the crowd outside. He wastes no time before he’s pressing you up against the wall and dropping his head to capture your lips. A moan involuntarily rises from your throat now that no one is around. 
Your hands slide up his toned arms and wrap around his neck as you pull him in deeper, relishing in the feel of his fit form against your soft body. Jake is all sharp lines and hard edges, a figure he maintains very proudly. You can taste the beer on his tongue as you breathe in a scent that’s so undeniably him.  
Even kissing him is doing wonders in getting you one step closer to satisfying your wanton need. Your mind doesn’t think twice as you let your hands explore the body that you’ve missed for so long. Your nails drag along his neck, down his chest, unbuttoning his beige uniform along the way. 
“Let me hear you, sweetheart,” Jake grunts as he hikes your skirt up around your hips. He hisses when he sees the wet spot on your panties. “Fuck, look at you. You’re so wet, darlin’. You miss me? Miss my hands on you?”
You bite back a whimper when Jake presses a thumb against the spot, rubbing the lace deeper into your pussy to collect more moisture. “Jake, please, you’ve been teasing all night,” you groan. 
“Yeah? Where do you want me?” 
“Want your fingers inside, please,” you whine, fingers digging into his forearm as he uses his knee to separate your legs. With his thigh against your core, you’re likely beginning to soak his pants, especially when he nudges against you. 
“Ask nicely,” Jake whispers in your ear, chuckling when you growl at him. 
“Seresin, you better move it along or I might find someone else who’ll do the work,” you bite back. When you attempt to pull away, Jake moves faster. One hand swoops and fastens up both your arms above your head, his hips pin you against the hard surface, and the other cups your cheek. A strangely intimate gesture despite the mess he’s put you in. “Fuck you,” you snap at him.
“Oh, you’d like that,” he teases, eyes twinkling devilishly. “You look so pretty when you can’t go anywhere. Trapped with me.”
You hate, but secretly enjoy, that that does the trick for you. Your cunt tightens involuntarily. This is your form of foreplay. The mocking, the banter. You love that he can overpower you, love how easily he cages you in. 
“God, I missed you,” Jake leans in and kisses you again, just enough to leave you wanting more. When he backs away slightly, you find yourself chasing after him. The taste of him and the warmth of him. “Missed this pretty pussy even more.”
“Then put your hands on me,” you say through gritted teeth. 
“Your wish is my command.” He looks down at you, blue-green eyes almost iridescent as they observe you with rapt attention. The back of his hand skims your jaw, fingers brushing against your lips. His eyes darken into shadows when, as he grazes his ring down your throat, your breath hitches. The metal is cool against your heated skin, a brief reprieve in the slow torture he puts you through. His hand journeys further down along your cleavage, visible above the neckline of your dress. From his height, he has a front row seat to the curves of your tits. “Fucking stunning,” he mutters to himself. 
Your skirt is still pooled around your hips, the hem swiping the back of your legs. His hand continues its path south until he’s touching you again, fingertips delicate above the fabric. 
“And these panties,” Jake huffs, “my favorite.”
You knew what you were doing when you got freshened up earlier. The underwear was an easy pick - a little red number with delicate floral lace trimming. The back barely covers your ass cheeks, giving him easy access to his actions throughout the night. 
The friction of the lace against your sensitive pussy has you squirming, his fingers urging the flimsy fabric against your skin. Your head falls back with a thud against the wood. His touch is insistent as he encourages the pulsing squeezing your insides. 
Jake flits his fingers around the fabric, shoving it to the side like he did earlier. Instead of putting them inside you, he continues to tease your lips. Every time he touches you just a little firmer, a little deeper, you press your thighs together. His US Naval Academy class ring imprints against your thigh. 
There’s something about the feeling of it. A consistent reminder that it’s there. A reminder of his role in the Navy. There’s something about that power that has your stomach flipping. He’s not only competent in taking care of you, but they put this man in an aircraft to keep this country safe. 
A large part of you loves that. You adore how protected it makes you. But also how small it makes you feel. 
As your thoughts spiral around the implications of his little piece of jewelry, he is slipping a finger past your folds. Your juices are coating the digits, making it easier and easier to push into you. He alternates between sinking deep inside of you, scraping your walls with determination, and stroking the outsides lightly, a gentle tease that has you fidgeting for more. You’re tempted to descend on his fingers, using him to fuck yourself, but Jake doesn’t allow that to happen. 
He brings his hand slightly higher. When the ring’s engravings touch your clit, you inadvertently jolt. Damn you and your traitorous body. Ever the perceptive one, Jake’s eyes light up in understanding. As if he needs more ammo to use against you. 
“Oh, do you like that, sweetheart?” He beams, bright eyes sparkling in delight. “You like my ring on you?”
Another fuck you sits on the tip of your tongue, but it never comes out when he purposely presses the ruby against your clit. You jerk again in his touch, but he doesn’t slacken his touch. Every time you try to twist away from him, his grip tightens, bruising around your wrists as he rubs the cool stone against you. 
“You’re so filthy,” he says in your ear, teeth nipping your lobe. Your teeth clamp your tongue to prevent a moan from coming out. You refuse to give him the satisfaction. “Look at you squirming with my ring on you. So fucking naughty.”
Your breath leaves your lungs as you wrestle to control the electricity coursing through your veins. Every single fibre of your being comes alive, flares skyrocketing into the night as he thumbs your sensitive nub while his fingers continue exploring your insides. His fingers coil inside you in that delicious way that has your toes curling. “Jake, please,” you plead, “that feels so good, don’t stop.”
He pumps his fingers in and out of you slowly, going deeper each time. He goes knuckle-deep and you feel his ring buried inside you. The ridges are exquisite against your skin and the ring’s stone only adds to the width of his fingers. It fills you up fully. 
Tears prick your eyes at how wonderful everything feels. All of his movements – his large hand wrapped around your wrists, his fingers caressing your insides, the press of his ring impressing upon your skin – culminate in this tantalizing symphony of desire. Every single stroke is another melody in this performance, the tunes coming together in a beautiful composition. 
Your body is at the mercy of his hands as he continues his ministrations. He fingers you faster until you’re barely able to hold yourself up. Releasing your hands, he instead uses his free hand to grasp your jaw again, tilting your head so he can kiss you. He pushes his tongue through your lips and bends around yours. He tastes you until your knees nearly cave. 
“Jake, I can’t–” you gasp, “I can’t take it anymore. Please let me come.”
“God, you’re fucking gorgeous, sweetheart. Look at you so needy in my hands. I’m the only one who can make you feel this way.”
“Yes, fuck, only you,” you echo desperately, your hands now clinging to his shoulders to hold yourself up. You’re so close to your orgasm, the feeling climbing and chasing you through this maze of hunger. 
Jake’s chest rumbles with laughter. “Not what you were saying earlier, when you were threatening to go to someone else. Do you really think anyone else can make you feel the way I do? Do you think anyone else knows your body like I do?”
“N-no,” you stutter weakly. “Only you, Jake.” Another expletive leaves your mouth as he presses against that particularly effective spot. “Christ, if you don’t finish me right now–”
He clicks his tongue. “So impatient,” he murmurs, nipping your lip. But he does what you ask. His fingers move more intentionally as his other hand moves from the back of your neck to your front, forcing off the tiny straps of your dress until your upper half is exposed. 
As he torments your cunt, his other hand grabs your breast over your bra. The matching piece of lingerie is thin so you can feel his every squeeze, every pinch of your nipple. You’re writhing in his hands and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Your fingers bury in his shoulders as you whine, pussy clenching around his fingers. 
“That’s it, sweetheart. Just like that. Come for me,” he coaxes, his voice so gentle against the filthy squelching of your cunt. “Come for me, sweetheart.”
With a few more pumps and a brush of his thumb against your nipple, you fall apart in his hands. The climax wracks through your entire body like an earthquake, your entire being trembling with the pleasure that surges through you. Your pussy tightens around his fingers that are prolonging your orgasm. 
His fingers are a wet, sloppy mess and you look absolutely ruined. Your dress is barely clinging to you and your mind is still a haze of pure, unbridled lust. Jake, on the other hand, is smiling wide at you. Cocky prick. 
“Good?”
You huff, leaning against the wall as a last resort. “Good.”
When your eyes fall between his legs, you see the erection tenting his pants. Your mouth practically salivates at the sight, enticed. Your body signals that you’re ready for round two and Jake is in no state to be showing his face in front of his friends again. 
“Can’t wait to have your mouth on me tonight,” Jake grins.
You roll your eyes. The last thing you need is to feed his ego. You’ll never give him that sense of gratification. “In your fucking dreams, Seresin. After the stunt you pulled, you’re lucky if I don’t completely blue ball you tonight.” Slipping back into your dress, you push him off you, flicking your hair over your shoulder. 
His face falls as you walk away. “Wait, you’re kidding, right? Sweetheart, you wouldn’t do that to me!”
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calebsmoocher · 5 months ago
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Sucking him off while he fucks you with his evol
Being a renowned thief, Caleb knows where to go first when his things go missing: her room. In his search, however, he finds a peculiar, pink, phallic possession of hers. Cw: smut, so MDNI, oral (m receiving), inappropriate use of evol, use of sex toy, girl i tried to put fluff in there
She had a habit of taking things. Well, borrowing, she’d justify vehemently. First it was his sweaters. Turn his back once and she’d snatch the pillars of comfort that got him through the winter.
“You know, I do your laundry as well,” he’d say. She wouldn’t spare him a glance, swaying slowly in her chair. She’d be hunched over her coursework, pen tapping at her lip.
“Yeah? Well why can’t I find my sweater? The pink one with hearts.”
“Now I’ve gotta fold your laundry as well?” He approached her focused form, leaning down to hover above her head. His fingers pinched the fabric of his sweater, the expanse of fabric allowing him to tug on it without the chance of pulling her arm with it. “It doesn’t even fit you.”
“I’m not taking it off. I’m too warm,” she whined, throwing her head back to lean against him. Warmth flooded his cheeks. Stifling a cough, he pushed her head back down playfully.
“I’m not asking; don’t worry. Go back to doing your work.”
Sometimes it would be his headphones. 
“I have to twist mine a certain way to get them to work!” She’d cry.
Or his switch. 
“Oh please, just ten more minutes. I even beat your high score!”
Even on occasion his aerospace textbooks. 
Caleb was rifling through his bookcase, wanting to refresh his mind on his academy coursework. It was only after he cleared the first two shelves when had clocked his biggest mistake being not checking her room first. And there they were, right as his eyes landed on her desk. She had three of them stacked under her monitor.
“You’re just taking anything at this point. Are you sure it’s not because you miss me? Should I also take some time off?”
She’d scoff, handing him the books. “Yes, my eyes miss my monitor being at eye-level. You’re going to be the one massaging me when I have neck problems from hunching over this screen.”
With her constant violations of petty thievery, it was impossible to tell his room apart from hers. 
And this behaviour continued its way to Skyhaven. She was staying with him while on leave at the association. Over her frequent but brief visits, a lot of her items had already accumulated within his house.
Caleb had just returned from an early finish at the fleet. He narrowed his eyes; his house was empty. Had she gone sightseeing without him? Pulling his uniform cap off, he figured he’d start on dinner. Would she even be back in time? Should he call her? He swallowed thickly. He should lay off her; she wasn’t a child anymore. 
He pulled his gloves off and reached for his necklace on the bedside table. But his nails hit the smooth surface, no chain in sight. That was weird. He had placed it here before he left in the morning, the particular fleet mission not allowing him to wear metallic accessories. Had he placed it somewhere else? He wasn’t one to forget where he’d place such an important keepsake. Maybe his table? He turned around before scoffing. Oh. Nevermind. He was ashamed it hadn’t been his first instinct. Of course, she had taken it. Or borrowed it, whatever. 
The first place he looked was her desk. It didn’t immediately jump out at him. Of course, she could have it on, he thought. But now that he was in her room, it’d give him the chance to retrieve any other items she had managed to paw off him. 
He pulled the top drawer of her bedside table out. Score, he thought. There was an assortment of silver jewelry poking out between the ruffles of fabric of one of his favourite shirts. He’d hit two birds with one stone, he guessed. But when he pulled the shirt away his eyes widened, blood rushing to his ears. The pounding echo of his heartbeat was sounding right in his ears. Hidden, poorly under his shirt he’d add, was a pinkish translucent, silicon dildo. And it was rolling side to side in all its thick, girthy, glory. Caleb gaped. This thing was huge. Easily ten inches, with artificial veins protruding from its smooth surface. 
The familiar chime of her placing her keys on the kitchen bench caught his attention with a jolt. He slammed the draw shut.  
“Caleb?” The girl swung her head up at the sharp noise, cautiously dropping her bag. The noise had come from her bedroom. When she went to investigate, he was standing over her bed, not facing her. “You’re back already? I bought some mushrooms and water chestnuts. How about we make wontons tonight?” Caleb sucked in a breath before turning, slowly. He shot her a smile. As he took her in, there his chain lay, gleaming brightly on her chest. Maybe curiosity really had killed the cat. She followed his gaze and smiled sheepishly.
“Sorry, I felt like wearing it. I didn’t want it to be lonely.” “You’re cute.”
She reached for the clasp behind her neck. “Were you looking for…” Her voice slowed as her eyes moved over his rigid form. His face was calm, but the tips of his ears were ember. She furrowed her brows, eyes tracing down to his hands. He was holding her shirt. His shirt. The shirt. Her heart dropped. 
No. Why did all the embarrassing shit happen to her? She didn’t have to address this. She’d turn right around and march back into the kitchen.
“You can say your excuses now. I’m listening.” Caleb had straightened up, relaxing from his previously robotic stance. 
Run. Run. That’s all she knew how to do. Because crossing this boundary would destroy her. His jaw tightened in the silence. Was he letting her run away from this? Or was it finally time to address the overbearing tension that had been neglected for so long that it had seeped its way into their every interaction?
“I…” she took a step back. The kiss they silently swore to never talk about haunted her. Had it harrowed over his mind in the same ways? 
She could play it off as not being a big deal. “I’m an adult. This… These things are natural,” she would argue.
“But wrapped in my shirt? I don’t think that’s appropriate.You know my feelings towards you,” is what he’d say in reply. Cold, callous and without the comforting, teasing lilt to his voice. She shook her head, wanting to scream into her fists. There were too many bad possibilities to come. 
She felt the sting of tears brim at her waterline. Fuck. Caleb noticed, mouth opening then shutting then opening again. His eyes were frantic over her form.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to invade your privacy. I know it’s…” He began to stammer. “It’s…normal to…”
She cut him off. “It’s not weird, right?”
He shook his head slowly. A pause. “Weird that it was…?” At a loss for words, he gestured to his shirt still held tightly in his hand. Wrapped in his shirt.
Fuck. She swallowed thickly.
“Does it mean anything?” His voice was gentle. Cautious.
She shut her eyes tightly. “Maybe.” Her voice was barely above a whisper. “Is it weird?” Her voice was on the precipice of breaking. She felt his hand at the back of her head, bringing her in for a ginger hug. He laughed softly.
“No, it’s not weird.” He tilted her chin to meet her reluctant gaze. “How often do you use it?”
This time she actually sobbed. “You’re joking, right?”
He struggled to suppress a smile, wanting to shift the heaviness in the room out. “Do you think about me when you…”
Oh, she had had enough of this man. Almost smacking him across the face, she pressed her palm over his mouth. Fuck this was no happening right now. She did not just hear that. 
Her eyes clenched shut as she hung her head. She felt him snicker into her palm and her brows creased.
“I’ve heard you in the shower, you know? Do you think about me when you’re…” She trailed off with purpose and furrowed her brows up at him. It contrasted his sickly sweet smile. 
“Yes, I do.” His smile widened at her gasp. “Always. It’s only ever been you.”
“Caleb…”
He pulled her hand away from his mouth. His hand slid down from her head to her lower back, thumb pressing small strokes into the fabric. 
“Can I kiss you?”
Instead of answering, she reached up to gently clasp at his neck, guiding him down. The few seconds it took for him to close in on her strained her breath. His eyes trained on her. The part of his lips and ragged breath that fanned over her own. She didn’t want to bask in it any longer, lest she lost the adrenaline thumping through her veins. His kiss was firm, nothing like the cautious exterior he had been so careful to display. His left hand cupped her cheek, tipping her jaw up to deepen the kiss. She clung to his wrist. 
His scent engulfed her. She wanted to get closer, worm her way right against his chest. She wanted to run her fingers through his hair. See if she could elicit a sound so vulnerable from him. 
When he broke the kiss, it was only to begin pressing frantic kisses down her jaw and neck. She gasped, using the moment to gently grab strands of hair at the back of his head, running her nails down to his nape. 
He groaned into her. And she felt a spark in her stomach.
“Will you…” His breath was short as he continued to press kisses into her skin through his words. “Will you show me how you use it on yourself?” He had opened her bedside table again, pawing blinding at the silicone toy. Fuck, he was joking. 
Her face reddened. “Caleb…”
“Am I asking for too much?” He asked genuinely through a laugh. 
She rolled her eyes, feeling the adrenaline plateau inside her. He had left her breathless far too many times in the span of five minutes. 
“I think you’ve done enough.” She pushed at his chest, guiding him backwards. When his legs hit her chair, she pushed him down into it. He laughed through his chest, gleaming up at her with an arrogant smile.
“You have me all to yourself. I’m completely in your care.”
She flushed at his brazenness, slowly dropping to her knees before him. Maybe the adrenaline was spiking again, but seeing him from this new angle had her heart threatening to jump out of her throat. 
“Can I use my mouth on you?” 
His arrogance slipped. He caressed her head again, searching her eyes. “Please,” he said. Gently, weakly.
She sucked in a breath before shakily reaching for his zipper. The whine of the zipper undoing was the only sound besides their ragged breaths. His eyes scrutinised her every move, mouth agape. He helped her drag his pants down, pooling at his knees. He guided her to look up at him again, and they both had a chance to recognise the mutual fear thrumming within them.
“You’re so pretty.” He stroked her hair. “My pretty girl.”
Through his briefs she guessed he was half-hard. She brought her hand up, palming him gently. She had never done this. Was this okay? Was she being too rough? Not rough enough? He sensed her hesitance, encompassing his own hand over hers.
“Like this,” he offered, pressing firmly. His fingers curled around hers, encouraging her to take a confident grip over the fabric. It was hot, and it filled her entire hand. She assumed a steady pace, moving her grip up and down. He let out a shaky breath, and his other hand tightened around the arm chair. She could feel his cock twitch and begin to fully harden. Something in her stomach jumped. Gaining confidence, she tugged at the waistband of his briefs, shimmying them down to join his pants. His cock sprung up against his stomach, beads of precum dripping down a thick girth. She swallowed in anticipation. And placed a fleeting kiss on his tip.
“Fuck…” His cheeks were dusted pink. He leaned forward planting his own quick kiss on her forehead before reaching down between her legs. “Should I help you out as well?” He tugged on her skirt, flipping the fabric up over her ass. His breath hitched as he stared down at her cotton panties. “Are these new?”
If she wasn’t gripping his cock and trying to pleasure him as best she could, she would have slapped him upside the head. “What, don’t tell me you’re a panty sniffer.”
He barked back a laugh. “I think it’s more concerning that you still ask me to do your laundry at your ripe age.”
“Yes, I’ve got the Colonel wrapped around my finger, doing trivial things like my laundry.”
He traced the seams of the fabric, pressing into her skin. “Yes, you’ve got the Colonel entirely to yourself. Will you be good to him?” His fingers followed the fabric to circle at her heat. She gasped. It was hard to keep a steady rhythm as his fingers teased pushing in. Eventually, he settled for drawing gentle circles at her clit; then looping down to tease her entrance through the fabric. “Don’t stop.”
She listened, guiding him into her mouth. She sucked at the tip, rolling her tongue to sweep the underside of his cock. She watched him intently, stomach mimicking all the sharp intakes he did as he shifted in his seat.
“You feel so good,” he whined. The steady motions of his hand were breaking up. But it felt good. Knowing that she was doing this to him. That her cunt was leaking and swollen in anticipation for his fingers. “Good girl,” he choked out, “you’re so good to me.”
She took him deeper, supporting the base of his cock with both of her hands. Her eyes were trained on his. Shaking slightly, she experimented with taking him deeper. The tip of his cock hit the back of her throat and she lurched back, gasping for her as he slid out from her.
“Fuck, are you okay?”
She laughed. “I’m okay. Was I okay? Did it feel good?”
He stroked her chin, wiping the saliva from her lips. “You were amazing. You made me feel so good.” He brushed the stray hairs away from her eyes. “Don’t push yourself to take more than you can.”
“I wanna keep going.” She nudged his hand away, taking the base of his cock into her hands again.
“Woah, wait up.” He reached over her towards her bed, grabbing her pillow. “Lift your legs.” Shakily, she let him place the pillow between her and the floor. She sunk down into the plush, her knees buzzing from being pressed into the carpet. 
“Thanks…”
He leaned over her again, and she heard the drag of her bedside table opening. “I think it’s time you showed me how you’ve been using this toy of yours.” Her ears reddened. 
“Caleb, that’s embarrassing.” She tried to grab the dildo from him, but he held it out of her reach. “Don’t you want me to keep using my mouth on you? You said it feels good. I want you to cum.” He remained unfazed by her words, much to her dismay. 
“I really want to use this on you, though. Won’t you let me see you take it?” He studied the obscene phallic item closely. Now that she could see it in comparison to Caleb’s cock, she noted that while Caleb was thicker, the toy was longer. That’s what she got for ordering a size large. 
“What are you going to do?” She mumbled. Her cheeks were still ablaze as she watched him.
“Don’t worry. I have an idea you’ll like.” To her horror, she watched as the dildo began to hover in his hand, held up by an invisible force. It rounded her field of vision until it prodded at the fabric of her panties. She felt her stomach flip. Like the ground beneath had suddenly given out and she was in free fall.  “Pull your panties to the side.”
Shakily, she did as she was told. The rush of cold air almost made her jump until she felt the the cool silicone press against her heat. 
“Your toy is so big. Can you really take all of it?”
She covered her face. She was never going to live this down. “Not all of it. Please be gentle.” She felt him kiss her forehead before lifting her head to meet his gaze. 
“I’ll let you decide. You’re the one showing me how you use it, remember?” Confused, she nodded anyway. She guided the dildo into her swollen cunt, gasping shakily at the intrusion. No matter what she did, the initial push would always elicit a quivering moan. “Good girl. Hands on me.” She expected the toy to slide back out of her once she withdrew her hands but it stayed perfectly in place. Her hands returned to their position at the base of his cock. More precum had leaked out, dripping down into her hands. She suckled on the tip, eager to prevent anymore from making a mess. Caleb groaned, positioning one hand at the back of her head. The other, he held out beside her in a beckoning motion. 
“Mmph!” Her eyes snapped open as the toy began to move inside her. Slowly. On its own. But shallowly. Her eyes caught onto Caleb’s fingers, matching the steady push and pull of the toy inside her. 
“You can hold onto me. Show me how much you can take.”
Mouth full of his cock, she latched onto his hand for support, feeling him tug her fingers back and forth with him. Her index and third finger curled around his own two fingers. And he moved them slowly, bringing them closer to his palm. She felt the toy push into her. When his fingers expanded out again, she felt the toy retreat. 
“Go faster or go slower; whatever you want. I want to see.” 
Tears brimmed at her eyes. Her heart was pounding in her chest. Slowly, she maneuvered his fingers faster, fucking herself. His eyes gleamed as he stared down at her. His breath was uneven. He could barely contain his groans from spilling out. Here she was, fucking herself with her secret dildo through his evol. He didn’t know how much longer he could watch before he came.
She moaned onto his cock, the vibrations setting him off with another groan. The salty taste of his precum was all she could taste. His girth alone was stretching her mouth, forcing laboured breaths through her nose.
“You’re doing so well. Keep going. Keep fucking yourself.”
Maybe there was no shame in it. He wanted to see her fall apart. She pushed and pulled his fingers faster. Rougher. Brazenly pistoning the dildo in and out of herself. Her body jolted forwards, forcing his cock deeper in her mouth. She wasn’t sure she could fit more than half of him in her mouth without gagging. 
“Mmmph.” She couldn’t even speak. And his words only pushed her further towards the edge.
“Fuck, you feel you so fucking good. Keep going, baby. I’m gonna cum.”
She moaned in reply. Her mind was going delirious. Her fingers began to falter around his, losing pace of the toy. She couldn’t keep focused on so many things at once.
Caleb leaned down to her ear. “Want me to decide?” 
She groaned in approval, forfeiting control and letting her hand slide back down to his cock.
“Alright then.” The pace of the toy picked up. It was harder and faster, but she could take it. Her legs were shaking, barely able to hold her body up. She watched his fingers strain in their curled position, his frantic want for her to cum amplified through the dildo’s relentless thrusts.
“Are you going to cum?” 
She moaned in affirmation, voice getting frantic. Her walls were clamping down along the toy. To stop it? To keep it from pulling out? She couldn’t tell; all her thoughts had melted down into drool seeping from the corners of her lips. She felt the coil in her stomach twinge and strain as her legs shook.
“Fuck. Come. You can let go. Let go for me.” 
She whined, squeezing her legs together. The next thrust pushed her over the edge, snapping the coil and forcing her legs to squeeze as tight as she could. Caleb slowed his fingers, letting her ride out her orgasm. 
She sucked in a huge gasp of air before lowering back down on his cock. She was determined to have him cum in her mouth after that.
“Fuck. Holy shit,” he groaned. His grip on her head tightened, following her movements as she moved up and down his length. “Stop. I’m gonna cum.” She met his eyes and shook her head. “I’m going to come in your mouth. Please…” 
She gasped. “Do it. I want it.”
He groaned, throwing his head back. He couldn’t stop his hips from bucking, pushing his cock further into her mouth. She tried to swallow the gag, determined to let him finish. He bit his lip to filter out the sound of his groans as he came. Ropes of come spilled into her mouth. Hot and slightly thick. She furrowed her brows, not allowing any to escape. She wanted to be good for him.
He gave a few more weak thrusts up into her before sagging back down into the chair.
“You…” He laughed. His hands came around her face, lifting her off him. “Are you okay?”
She was breathless, forcing a smile through her exhaustion.
“Tired, but okay. How was it?”
“You killed me.” He wiped a hand over his brow. He was still using his evol to keep the dildo in place inside her. “Can I take it out?”
“Yeah. Slowly.” The toy withdrew from her and she winced as she felt the run of warm liquid down her thighs.
“Fuuck,” he dragged out. Despite the mess on both of them, he lifted her off her knees and pulled her into his lap. “Does it hurt anywhere?” She shook her head, leaning against him. He moved in to kiss her, but before he could she frowned.
“You want to kiss me? After all that?”
He shook his head in dismissal, scoffing at her. His lips met hers and he gave her a firm kiss. She felt her cheeks tingle at the sight. 
“Let’s stay like this for a minute. Then I’ll clean ya up, promise.”
She nodded, reaching up to brush his hair away from his sweaty forehead. A silence enveloped them as they caught their breaths.
She shifted in his lap, looking up at him.
“How come you were in my room?” 
He gave her an expression of feigned hurt. “Now I’m not allowed to come into your room?”
Shaking her head, the corner of her lips curled up. “I caught you snooping.”
He kissed her nose. “I think I caught you with something worse, you pervert.” Hell, he was never going to let her live this down. 
a/n: the idea that made me create a tumblr! This has unfortunately just opened my mind to what else his evol might be capable of. 
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academyoftheheartandmind · 29 days ago
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Blooming Lights
By Frances Leitch The earth smiles with the rise of the sun, a light feeling growing over hill and valley and ocean blue.  Blue skies overhead, flowers sprouting, plant grow, and leaves of trees drinking in the sun’s rays of renewal, a new day. Fire Light The morning’s flaming tailwhisks the night awayAs copper caverns open and sapphires and rubiesspill out of the cloudsLight growing strong…
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a-hermit-pining · 5 months ago
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LADS Men as Omegas (🫣😳)
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AN: I have no shame. Top reader rights. IK i suck at abo, i'm working on it people. Forgive me 😭 (I do not own these characters- don’t sue me pls)
Pairing: Lads boys x gn reader
Genre: Omegaverse
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Rafayel:
Soft, cuddly, clingy, and the perfect blend of bratty, Rafayel isn’t afraid to play into his omega stereotype. He receives endless courtship proposals, but this little mermaid is already sold on his fated mate.
And when you rescue him, his heart only confirms what his soul already knew.
You are the alpha of his dreams. The dream who stepped into reality to save him. The realization makes him swoon.
He falls in love in the days of his naivety, offering you a scale from his tail in an act of quiet, instinctive devotion.
And when you take it, when you press it against your chest like a sacred vow, he knows.
He was always meant to be yours, no matter what trials your future holds.
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Xavier:
The treasured omega crown prince of Philos, Xavier has spent years enduring grueling, mind-numbing courting balls, all for the sake of political alliances.
By the time he chooses you, his trusted knight, it isn’t because of love. It’s because he’s tired.
Tired of being a trophy for an alpha he doesn’t want, tired of playing the part of the perfect prince. He just wants to be done with it.
So he takes the only logical escape in front of him. A marriage of convenience.
He never expected to fall in love.
But somehow, through quiet nights and gentle hands, you change everything. Your kindness reminds him that he is more than his title, that his purpose extends beyond the throne.
Just hold him close and let him nap in your arms.
Because in a world of politics and crowns, you are the only place he can rest. For you, he will travel worlds beyond time.
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Zayne:
You are both idiots in love.
You grew up together. Playing as children, bickering as teens, having each other’s backs as adults.
He never saw you as a mate. You were just his friend.
His dorm mate, who fended off riled-up alphas, who gifted him the softest blankets and cardigans when his scars ached. Who brewed coffee before med school boards and kept a supply of his suppressants on you at all times. You were kind, reliable, familiar.
That’s it, right?
Wrong.
He realizes it a little too late.
Especially when he wakes up in your bed, your scents mixed together, tangled in warmth that neither of you question.
You were never just his friend.
You were his safe place.
And maybe, just maybe, he was yours too, he thinks as he lays back down, resting his head on your chest.
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Sylus:
From the moment you bowed before the Dragon Lord, your heart was his.
He, who owned the treasures of the world, was given you. A peasant beta, tribute by an indebted village.
You had nothing to return to.
Your home, brimming with siblings, had no space for another mouth to feed. At least this way, your family would be given a year’s worth of food.
Sylus did not favor mundane things.
In his den of glimmering gold, you were nothing more than an unworthy servant, bound by duty.
And yet, he could not ignore you.
Not when you, a mere human, kept doing the most human of things: cooking meals (which he did not require), washing laundry (who did that for dragons?), dusting his endless hoard (a futile task).
You were never worthy of being his mate.
And yet, somehow, there was no one closer.
You weren’t even an alpha.
But Sylus didn’t need one.
Beyond ranks and positions, there was simply presence.
And somehow, without ever meaning to, you became his greatest treasure.
In a world that did not want you, he treasured you.
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Caleb:
Ever since childhood, your fates have been opposites. His in the skies, yours deep in the core of the earth.
There couldn’t be a pairing more different.
And yet— You were the one who held him when his scent shifted, the one who comforted him through the awkward, agonizing growth spurts of adolescence.
You were the one who fought for him to enter the aerospace academy as an omega.
And then, one day, he was taken from you.
And all that remained was grief. Never ending grief and hollowness.
The one who flew in the skies had been your anchor, and without him, you lost your place in the world.
So when he returns, changed, worn, distant, you find yourself asking the one question you aren’t sure you want answered:
"What did they do to you?"
And more importantly,
"Are you still mine?"
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ferretfyre · 1 year ago
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Academy Award for Best Picture:
If I told you about her, what would I say? That they lived happily ever after? I believe they did. That they were in love? That they remained in love? I'm sure that's true. But when I think of her - of Elisa - the only thing that comes to mind is a poem, whispered by someone in love, hundreds of years ago: "Unable to perceive the shape of You, I find You all around me. Your presence fills my eyes with Your love, It humbles my heart, For You are everywhere."
The Shape of Water (2017, dir. Guillermo del Toro)
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