#ah the slow decent into utter crash and burn
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post-it-notes7 Ā· 2 years ago
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Is Dark also prone to fainting or is that simply just a Meta Knight thing?
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DMK has been miraculously lucky when it comes to remaining conscious.
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But recently Mir Falspar... Not so much.
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nerdygirl8203 Ā· 4 years ago
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Old Money, New Feelings- Chapter 8
Warnings: angst, this is set a few months after chapter 7, drinking, sleeping around, mentions of smut
This chapter includes One More Drink by Gjan
Summary: the reader (y/n) finds out what this has been and why Ransom was being so nice to you.
Pairing: Ransom x fem!reader
(Sorry, I couldn’t add a continue reading since I’m writing this on my phone)
For months Ransom has been so sweet and kind. It’s like he looked in the mirror and saw his flaws. He is caring and shows his emotions more. Everything is great. Well, everything was great. Past tense.
I ran upstairs knowing his office is upstairs and I thought he would be excited to see me. I come into his office where I knew he would be since he’s always there when he and I aren’t together. I hear moaning. Female moaning.
ā€œWhat about that girl? The one you’re always with.ā€ The girls voice says. It’s muffled due to the door between us.
ā€œShe’s just some nice arm candy and a decent hole to fill.ā€ Ransom’s voice rings clear even through the door. I back up stumbling a little. I hope he doesn’t hear me as I run down the stairs failing to hold in tears. I run to my car and that’s when I realized he did hear me.
I get in my car and I shut and lock my doors quickly. I try to stop crying before I drive. I don’t want to be in danger of crashing my car or hurting anyone. I see him run out in just some sweatpants. I turn on my car as he runs to my car door and starts screaming ā€œY/N open your door!ā€ I look at him and I scream back ā€œBack up. I don’t want to run you over while trying to get away but I will!ā€ I need to get out and far away. God it hurts. I was an idiot for falling for this dick.
He doesn’t back up but I scare him by doing something he didn’t think I would. I start backing up my car and he moves away quickly. I drive off no longer caring.
I can’t go back to the stupid apartment that douche got me. I call my best friend over the car phone. I told her about this from the beginning and she even thought he changed from the playboy he was. I sob as I ask if I can stay with her till I find a new place that won’t have traces of him everywhere. She would never say no and she tells me that.
I’m at her place less than 30 minutes later. She holds me while I sob out and tell her what happened. After a week of blocking his calls and making sure my find my friend is off so he can’t find me. After one particular night of drinking my pain away she and I come up with an amazing idea to make him jealous.
In the last few months I wrote and released a song that blew up on Tiktok. I’ve written and sang a lot of songs now and Ransom hated it. He always did. My followers have skyrocketed on everything which would mean that Ransom would be watching anything I post like a hawk. He can’t have me saying anything wrong or even remotely bad about him.
We decide to have me sing One More Drink. As I sang to the music I feel the pain of everything wash over me. I end the song with me burning a cute letter he wrote to me. It’s just bullshit anyways. It all is. Every stupid word he uttered.
ā€œI found out today that he’s a liar. Room full of him the smell of sorrow!ā€ I still remember what it was like when he held me. I felt safe. ā€œI don’t want to know if she’s like me. Or how much she loves the way you speak!ā€ He had texted me trying to explain. ā€œI found out today that you’re a liar, ah.ā€ It brings me back to that day. ā€œAnd I say I got stuck into you and I can’t believe it, oh, I’m on fire.ā€ I’m an idiot. ā€œFriends told me what to do. But I don’t believe it, oh, I’m on fire.ā€
I get into it feeling the pain and anger come over me ā€œAh, ah, one more drink tonight!ā€ I repeat that with emotion three more times then follow it with a tonight. ā€œBoth said we’ll build our own empire, ah.ā€ Lies. He lied about what he wanted. ā€œHow dare you say you didn’t try? Oh.ā€ I keep singing
ā€œIt wasn’t like that. It just happened!ā€ I could hear him saying it.
ā€œI woke up at 4 stuck in a loop. I gotta confess it’s not my room.ā€ I knew that would kill him. I hope it does. I hope he feels half of my pain. ā€œYou once said we’ll build our own empire. Ah.ā€ I then keep singing and I end up finishing the song. I burn the letter hoping it would help me feel better.
We stop filming and I fall to the ground sobbing. My best friend edits it and post it for me. I can’t. I can’t keep thinking about him.
It’s another week till I even go out of my friends house. I just need to see life again. See things other than my pain and ransom. I go to the coffee shop but I quickly leave after seeing the cute couples who seem to be rubbing their happiness in my face.
I go to the bookstore I love. The place that makes me feel content and at peace. I stay in the back reading a horror story. I can’t help but understand why the girlfriend killed her cheating boyfriend. Though, I guess he wasn’t my boyfriend. I’m such and idiot.
I don’t even notice how late it’s gotten until one of the employees comes over to me to tell me they are closing. ā€œI’m sorry ma’am but we are closing.ā€ I look up at her. ā€œThank you. I’m so sorry for staying so late!ā€ I get up quickly and since I already bought the book I leave immediately. I keep walking until I see a familiar car.
ā€˜No. It can’t be him. It wouldn’t be him. Why would he even come this way. This is a crappy area in his words.’ I keep walking at my normal pace after haven slowed for a moment. I keep walking just wanting to lay down in a bed and sleep away that pain I feel deep in my chest.
ā€œY/N.ā€ I hear a familiar voice say. It can’t be him. I’m going crazy. I keep my walking feeling my heart pounding. Part of me wants it to be him but it won’t be. It can’t be.
I believe that until I feel what is undeniably Ransom’s hand grabbing my wrist. I whip around and I glare at him ā€œHello Hugh.ā€ I say coldly.
ā€œDont do that sweet heart. Please don’t do that. I understand you hating me or being pissed but don’t do that.ā€ His face is softer than expected and his voice is sweet and calm.
ā€œDon’t do what? I just said hello Hugh. I thought I was being polite. Isn’t Hugh your name?ā€ I glare pissed. ā€œI get why you’re mad but please listen to me. I just... I need to talk to you.ā€ His eyes are red.
Maybe that’s why I said we could talk. Maybe it was his puffy eyes or how you could see how pained he is in his face. I hate what he did but I still don’t hate him. I can’t hate him no matter how much I’ve tried. ā€œCome with me, we can go somewhere more private.ā€ He says softly. I let him show me the way to a small cafe with no one in it, he undoubtedly rented it so no one would be here. I can’t help but hate that it makes me feel special, I want it to make my blood boil. I don’t want to feel especially loved when he does this. I want to be mad at how cocky he was to just assume I’d come with him. I walk in and he holds the door for me, I have to stop myself from saying thank you to him. I don’t want to be nice to him at all. I want him to be mad. I walk to the booth that is in the corner and I sit down. I sigh softly and when he tries to hold my hand I move it away even though I long to hold his hand.
ā€œListen, I didn’t want to hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you.ā€ He says then I scoff ā€œBull shit! You fucked a girl when you were pretending to care about me. I should have known better. I should have known you were just messing with me to get what you wanted.ā€ I huff. ā€œShe was just some girl from a bar I went to when you said you couldn’t come over.ā€ ā€œI had work! You know, the thing people do when they need money! Oh wait, no you don’t know that, everything you’ve ever wanted was handed to you on a silver platter.ā€ I spit word venom at him angrily. ā€œThat’s not true! I worked to keep you didn’t I?ā€ My jaw actually drops. How in gods name could he do that to me and then say he worked for it! ā€œBull shit! I’m just a hole that you used to wet your cock. ā€œYou know what, just fuck off. You and I would never work anyways. Maybe when you grow up like a big boy and get a real job I’ll reconsider your bull!ā€ I scream at him and I get up off the seat quickly. I leave the cafe not looking back no matter how desperate he sounded.
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