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hexenzirkels · 27 days ago

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You know I really get that my parents are getting older and aren’t the age they used to be when they were on my ass all the time and being super active parents but at the same time like. They are parents lol and it’s becoming increasingly ridiculous how much of a parent I have to be for my sister instead of just a sister and it’s also increasingly ridiculous how irresponsible they’ve allowed her to become

#riv rambles #she is so irresponsible and then they coddle her and take care of it for her when she’s met the consequences #but then they’re ofc coming to me for help to step up #and I have to go outta my way #for something I warned everyone about #and I’m too weak to say no 😭 I can’t watch things be harder for my parents ok it breaks my heart and makes me sad and upset #so then I have to take the brunt of this responsibility #I mean I don’t HAVE to #but I do #I always do #and I’m also rly sick of it #and ofc the obvious solution is to stop stepping up and being the parent they’re supposed to be since it’s not my job #but you know #that’s also miserable and awful to witness and I cannot just will myself to not give a fuck #so #the best solution is to die idk #no jk #but I’m rly at my wits end #all I have left is logging on and seeing my wrio build and admiring it and logging off #to keep my sanity in tact

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