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I'm not gonna be able to watch the episode until LATE on Sunday, so to avoid going crazy I've decided to group every new shot from the previews into what I think are their respective scenes. The scenes are gonna be in no particular order, but I'm gonna arrange the shots in what order I think they're gonna appear in the scene.
Starting with these, grouping the top pic with these other shots solely because Arajin's shirt is still dishevelled in it. I think Arajin's gonna be pretty depressed this episode, and Senya is going to try to cheer Arajin up?
All these shots have the same lighting and look like they take place within the shrine, so I think this is all gonna be one scene. The pic with Matakara on the floor is probably from before he woke up but it'd be kinda funny if he just...immediately fainted after seeing Ichiya ghdfdgdfg.
Looks like Zabu and Komao are going back to the bathhouse, and they might be talking to Matakara's relatives. I have a feeling Matakara is still going to be MIA....
I think these four are gonna happen on the same school day. Arajin in class depressed over what looks like a scrap of blue fabric (gay) followed by another Arajin and Mahoro roof scene. Mahoro looks....concerned about something? inch resting.........
Couldn't find any matches for these two shots. No clue where Kenichiro is, but I'm pretty sure Marito and Outa might be at Marito's house? (gay) Maybe what's happening with them has smthn to do with why Mahoro looks so worried.
This final shot is definitely a flashback, which I'm thinking is gonna play at the beginning of the episode. We're finally getting the toxic majin yaoi i'm frothing at the mouthhhsjfsdfgfdgs
#anywayyy once the ep comes out pls don't spoil me ab plot details....but also tell me how close i got <3#this is not serious theorising btw i've just wanted to do this grouping thing for a while lol#i have one more analysis post planned for tmrw! if i finish it by then.......#bucchigiri?!#crafty speaks
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they did not warn me that somnium files would have such a VICE GRIP on my throat . they did not WARN ME that it would be THIS FUCKING GOOD . im not even finished (no spoilers pls 🙏) but im around 38-40 hours in and im . OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
#blaire.txt#im streaming it with my qpp valarie and today when we figured out a HUGE plot twist our jaws like. collectively dropped#you could hear them hit the floor#its so refreshing because we just finished a Really Painful Route (so far our least favorite tragically) and then we get to. OHHHHH MY GOD#THE BOMBSHELLS . OHHHHHH MY GOD#staying vague to avoid spoilers but . oh my god. oh its so so good its so well written#my favorite character is definitely mizuki so im so excited to get to nirvana initiative one day because#protag mizuki........ protag mizuki save me#her whole story makes me so sad because shes so painfully relatable. not. everything about her but. oh god shes a really good example#of traumatized kids being written REALLY well . i know because shes EXACTLY like me when i was twelve. im in this photo and i dont like it#also why are the events of this game trying to Lab Grow a bpd diagnosis for her . im sorry but they keep doing cocomelon shit to her#will nirvana initiative mizuki be bpd coded... only time will tell#i also love aiba iris hitomi and pewter... mayumi too... honestly i just love a lot of the characters lmfao#i cant NOT love pewter though. our mlm king#oh speaking of this game is like. LEAGUES more queer friendly than i thought it would be???#i went into it hearing that there would be an mlm couple and a gender neutral character amongst other queer themes and#i thought it wouldnt be like. outright Pro LGBTQ+ to this extent but IT IS and i love it#its so unabashedly queer-friendly... delightful#mama i love you. so much#date is our alloaro bisexual manfailure#steam summer sale... i am keeping my eyes PEELED for that because when it comes around. nirvana initiative will be mine#i dont know if theres any queer themes in nirvana initiative but i really hope so... the steam curators i follow havent reviewed it so idk#but god i hope so i want... i want gay people in it...#minors dni#< adding this strictly for safety's sake because the game itself is NOT kid friendly even a little bit . pls dont get on my case about this#the post itself is entirely sfw i just . ouh the ocd wont leave me alone if i dont Include That so
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ITS MEGANIUM TIME
#MY LONGEST YEAH BOI EVER#but MAN this looks like a weird game#the battles look like they’re gonna be really fun I hope they figure out some decent controls for it#the starter set is a little weird. don’t get me wrong I love totodile but two johto is a choice. tepig w#I guess they’re locked out of gen 1 3 4 6 9 and can’t do oshawott cyndaquil rowlet but like. popplio. sobble. totodile is a much safer pick#the wild zone thing is also?? holy shit?? I think I’m into the concept but it’ll be interesting to see where they go with it#bc it looks like it’s just. straight up the city but more overgrown. I have thoughts abt the ecology of this#cautiously optimistic. will be super fun to see if they have any plans for kalosian forms or anything#oh man this might also mean mainline remake days are behind us (unless that’s a next year thing? 30th anniversary maybe?)#very glad they’re at least waiting until the end of the year to release bc god this is gonna be so different to any other pokemon game#i wonder what the plot’s gonna be. bc this did look like it’s more eg 10yrs post xy and idk where the whole z-a thing is coming in.#¯\_(ツ)_/¯. game freak pls give me whimsicott pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls#pokemon#plza#pokemon legends z-a spoilers
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▸▸ [ @apocryphis ( wriothesley ) || starter call. ]
─「アルレッキーノ」─ the ENTITY had been extremely loud ever since she stepped into the underground cavern. the noises of the ancient being trapped inside her very frame filled her conscious mind on the daily, however, it had been particularly loud as of late. not just today, but ever since there was development within natlan and her intel brought the KNAVE to dive into this investigation herself. a connection to the realm of corruption, the abyssal power threatened to unleash the shackles holding the ENTITY down inside her mind.
it was beating against its confines, the walls of her mind, over and over. demanding to be heard, demanding to be acknowledged ... demanding control. the residue of ABYSSAL ENERGY clung to her feet, wrapping around her legs as she stomped it to disappear. whatever they were, whatever the power, it was trying to wake it up, to give the entity more strength in order to —
L̸̛̛͉̫̫̬̤̝̫̼̟̘̎̍́̅̃E̷̢̻̦̺̳͇͗̍͊̍̐̃̃̍͑͝T̴̛̗̘̺̂̓͂̓̈́̕͝ ̶̱̪̣͙̮́͌͗̚M̴̜͉̽̅̀̈́́̂͜Ę̵̛̰͓̣̝̥̜̑͊̓ ̶͇̙̳̻̿͋̾̽̀̈́̄O̴̙̥̭̥̖̖̩̗̯͆̊̓́͘͠ͅÚ̸͙̣̳̙̫̻͕̯̩̦̆̽͌̾͗̕Ţ̷̨͙̗̫̮̗́̇̇̈́͘
" quiet. " her voice came as a hiss, cross pupils narrowed as a sharp pang shot through her mind, strong enough to make her frame stagger and clawed digits grappling at the wall. her HEART was slamming itself against her ribcage, pounding violently, aggressively. was it hers ? or was this ... ?
L̸̡̠̘͖͖̃͊͌̀̓̐̒̓̕͝Ë̶̡̳́͊̅́̓̀͂T̸̥͉̜̯̳̦̤̝̮͆̔ ̵̥̿̈́̉̏̑̒M̷̮͚̝̤̘̖̕Ë̷̘̬̦́̅͊͆͌̈́́̄͘̚ͅ ̵̦͙̭̫͍͇̱̅̄̀ͅŎ̶̧̭͈̭̝̳̪̮̒̀̉̃̈́̊͒͝͠Ǘ̴̳͍̻̅̉Ţ̶̡̺͚̹̔̄͝ͅ ̵̛̮̓̐͋̅̈́͑̾̎L̵̯͙̱̃̌́́͒͋͒̍̚͝E̷̖̩̖͗̓̀̓́͋͗͝T̶̢̛͓̾̊̓̏́͆ ̷̠͍̖̠̻̥̬̳̄̾̄̏M̶̡̗̳̫͇̫͕̎̏̏̍̽́̃͘E̴̮̐̾͌̈̐ ̴̧̼̼̝̤̖̬̩͜͠ͅǑ̸̬̦͎̗̂̎̈́͂̈́̏͘ͅU̶̠̝̘̣̘̹̲͙̯͒͐̀͛͐͜͝T̸̡̯̗͈̹͐̎̔͝͠ͅ ̶̱̦̜̯͖̳̭͛̽̑͋̚L̸̨̖̰͇̮͖̪͔̇͂͛͋͘͜Ḙ̴̛̈́͋̊̿̎͘͘͝T̷̢̥̺̭̭̼̄̄̍͘ ̶̥̤̫̠̅̋͒͆́͑̒̀̌̃M̸̝̩̗̬͉͊̀̅̂̂͆E̴̢̺̞̦͙͕͐͛̆̅͋͝ ̷̬͈̎Ơ̵̩̼̦̭͓̇̍͜͜U̴̻̫̭̲̤̞͈̮͕̓̎̎̿͗̀͑̇͠͠T̶͓̰̙̼͎̮͍̉̊͑ͅ
the CRIMSON CROSSES in her eyes emitted a strong glow, and the sound that came from her lips was a growl.
#apocryphis#.ignition#.[ arlecchino ]#.[ and my demon falls silent before your eyes: wriothesley & arlecchino ]#[ me when i started writing this : ok maybe smol para to set the scene#me after i finished writing it : ok nvm we're back to regular schedule HJKLHHJKHLK#i'll also send eden to haitham in a bit for that ' smaller starter ' HJKLHHLHK#tho i can't promise it'd either bc we have a plot w/ night terrors in mind#bUT YES I HOPE THIS IS ALRIGHT#wrio pls come find your harbinger she needs your help sir ]
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rewatching 13s era for me is not so much diminishing returns as it is something opposite and eviler...............increasing losses? increasing losses
#every time i rewatch an episode the points where it couldve been better poke me in the eye#maybe probably the exact same thing would happen with any other thing i would get this obsessed about#you stare at something long enough its flaws will become ever more apparent#you love something enough everything it could have been but IS NOT becomes ever more painful#i watched 13x5 tonight.........honestly what the fuck goes on#no these were my responses now 3 years and probably a dozen rewatches in:#1) what the fuck goes on#2) philosophically stilll utterly unintelligible to me i might be stupid#swarm and azures whole thing. like. everything they say about their Schemes is completely......incoherent. i dont understand it.am i stupid#3) feels like most agents in these plots are just doing busywork. but might be my inability to understand plot again#but like diane?? who is she what is she why is she#4) 13s message to yaz 'flux destroys universe so refugees coming take over earth your task' is.....like.....profoundly......wtf#and seemingly easily fixable: flux destroys universe refugees come to earth find a way to welcome them#get unit involved THAT way. right?#unit as the liaison between humanity and alienity. rebrand#but maybe that doesnt work with the snakeman plot idfk im stupid with plot#5) scenes between 13 and tecteun couldve been so much more. mastervoice: i have Notes. first and least: tecteun shouldve called her Child#damn now i want to do 13 era rewrite again#i really should do that one day i think it would be good for my skills#turn it into a good oldfashioned 13 ep series. still one story tho. but to deepen everything out a bit more#actually getting into all the stuff thats only sort of Touched upon#making swarm and azure not only make sense but also emotionally important and if possible even lore-wise interesting#more abt the division past. doesnt need to be shown in detail if the absence is the point. that doesnt mean there cant be more absence#swarm&azure lore + division lore + vinder&bel lore in separate pieces starting to show a horrible puzzle when put together#yaz and dan in 1900s for 3 full eps or so. time to breathe. more yaz&13 stuff. a lot more 13&yaz stuff#i think that might actually be the heart of it. maybe it should be the heart of it#leaning into that 13-tecteun parallel. the frustration and resentment. build up to the 'so why are you SO interested in him!' stuff#more of their life in the tardis just the two of them without buffer#i kinda want to play with like a lot more body language between them which the camera doesnt allow as we have it#like zoom the fuck out pls
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#i'm always gonna work at my own pace but i've been sooo slow with writing!!#like the last cmi update's gonna be 2 months old soon lol and i am so excited for cmi11 but oh my gosh it's been so hard bc im like#'is that scene boring? too dramatic?? worth it all??' bc i want this chapter to be p e r f e c t so im worried of not doing it justice and#then my brain goes so blank!!!#worried about*#like the plot has my heart so i wanna do my best!! which is why it still might take a lil bit to finish and drop it#let's see! i don't wanna rush this one.. but i do also feel so badddd :')#i promise im gonna work extra hard on it n when it comes it's gonna be worth it !! or at least i hope so!!#i really hope you guys like it a lot :') don't let it flop LMAO!! 🙈 but fr cmi11 means a lot to me so any interaction is 🥺#the comfort is crazy in this one rlly rlly <33 so pls wait for me <3 sorry again <3 ily and ill do my best <333#fic: colour me in#might delete AHHH LOL
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165cm is so ridiculous btw i was already wondering if i went a little too short with 171 😭
#he’s just a little guy but pls i’m crying#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── vos.#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── tbd.#back from work at an ungodly time because on top of being scheduled outwith my availability YET AGAIN i also got held up late#every shift on my schedule has like five different HR alerts i can’t keep doing this lmfao#will b around for a little while until i pass out. come plot w me 🥺
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working on my forced-best-friends playlists for nextgen :P
#! mav talks#for future reference pls dont ship lucian and wynn#lucian is aroace and utterly uninterested in dating#ALSO guys i have the plot for the nextgen planned pretty well#it's all coming together [rubs my hands]#also oopsies theres my real name#jk it doesnt matter. just dont call me that unless we r friends lmao
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does a fancy little jig to entice u all to come plot with me
#hello i'm around for the next few days and i'm excited to write and catch up on drafts and memes#and also hoard some more so pls come hang out!#send asks or memes or plot w me :0)#〈 * 〉▎running out of coping mechanisms / may have to start believing in god. ( ooc. )
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crying over the sunotans jokingly asking Snow Man if they think all their fans are elementary students bc the newly-revealed bonus goods for 『SERIOUS』 apparently look like kindergarten magazine supplements,,,,, i mean Yeah they do but my smol child braim still absolutely wants all of them tho 😭😭😭
#the puffy stickers are sooo adorable esp with the scared sunochirus and the accordion jacket slaps but HELLO???#A WHOLE 27-CARD SET OF THE MEMBERS' HANDS SPECIFICALLY FOR A JANKEN GAME??!? HAND F*TISHISTS HAVING A DAY OUT TODAY I SEE HAJSHSJS#someone said snow man should make a video teaching us how to play and i'm 🧐✍️🗒️🧠 it's janken but also it would be fuckin hilarious to see#AND THE SUNOTANS WHO DEEMED THEM AS 'INNOVATIVE' AND FRESH I LOVE Y'ALL BUT SNOW MAN STAYS GOOFY AS HELL WITH THESE GOODS AND THAT'S ON GOD#ive been anticipating the reveal of the bonuses so maybe i had too high expectations after their kimi wa boku no mono acrylic keychains ^^;#those were bomb honestly; i get so much use out of them both as oshikatsu shelf displays and as necklaces.....i was hoping for more#customised (and spooky) goods bc also. what does janken have to do with shoppi's movie.......unless it's actually a plot netabare.......#then i will eat my snow man bucket hat and claim myself the ignorant fool swear to shota's paint-stained underwear hehe#the 2024 calendar from LOVE TRIGGER/We'll Go Together was also pretty great!! that bonus literally was the only reason i bought the bundle#(and subsequently fell down an inescapable rabbit hole of buying Suno CDs and DVDs as i sacrifice my wallet and sanity to the CDJapan gods)#anyway whatever the case i'm still buying all three editions and endlessly happy that we get vv cool bonuses from it no matter how silly#if anyone in my family dares ask why i have a whole wall of hand pics in my room im pulling a kagamine rin fear garden on their asses >:^D#i'm obsessed with the concept of it;;; just the thought of staff-san asking the suno men for a hand janken photoshoot is creasing me up xD#and tbf we're gonna get regular 9-nin photos included so if the 18 other cards aren't ur thing then. u still win. i for one got gobsmacked#at the '27' number and thought i was tripping at first like holy hell that's a LOT#i really want the alternate jackets too esp since i wasnt able to get the face card accordion from The Best LE A since i only bought reg 🥲#bonus rambling aside...the cd designs look so cool as well!!! the floor plans + haunted furniture + security cameras are perfectly on theme#and i love how they matched it to each respective edition cover like that is peak right there 💙💙💙#i'm really excited for next month to roll around but for now i'm awaiting my RAYS DOME TOUR DVD. philpost don't let me down again pls ;-;#snow man#snow man jpop#スノーマン#sakuma daisuke#starto entertainment#i really need to come up with a personal ramblings tag hmmm
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mkay so i just watched the accountant 2 and omg good movie. like. good movie. the dynamic between Braxton and Chris was god damn superb. and the characterisations were just Peak. love love loved it. just Braxton giving Chris so much shit and Chris just being Autistic AF(tm). ugh.
#okay so personally i really loved how emotionally *fragile* Braxton was at points#like he strut his stuff and played the game talked big walked the walk etc etc etc#but when it came down to it he was like 'is it me? is it me or is it you? is it something about me that means you don't miss me?'#looking the whole time like the answer might god damned break him#and the Chris doesn't help by not really understanding and not really answering the question#which is fucking superb characterisation as well#and then also? Chris just. he has his moral line and also his interests and also also he was asked for help so he's gonna#and then he'd started so he's gotta finish. and also his moral line was crossed. so he had to see it through#and he's trying to reach out and connect the whole time and trying so hard but also failing so hard#except for the bit where he specifically tries to get a guy to pick a fight with him so Braxton can get into a fight#then he was failing and failing for a hot second bc he can't even manage that much correctly when it comes to people#just. so so good. i'm havin feelings. not gonna get over this shit for a while me thinks#(also though i am a bit confused about something in the plot from the start of the movie.#if someone can clarify why Raymond was looking for the kid at the very start that would be appreciated#bc i know what i think it was but that doesn't make sense so. pls. if someone else know that would be ppreciated.)
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me, bongo-cat patting my desk at the influx of dc blogs following me recently.
#hi#pls come @ me & be my friend#i'd love to plot something or w/e#also for transparency#i also have a nightwing blog#so yeah#i have such a huge soft spot for all of your muses ;w;#〢 ☆ ❛ 𝐀𝐕𝐀. ≻ 𝐖𝐇𝐎'𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ? \ ooc.#okay i'm off to do some writing & mayhaps play some games :3c
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Plot hook # 1 - Echo in the Wilds
Premise: Echo is an Arc/Solar/Stasis Hunter from Sol and has no idea what's outside of her own solar system. So when she gets to a world where everything is NEW, she's gotta climb it. She's gotta clime and jump and explore. (Imagine assassins creed mechanics but open world on some alien planet)
Thing is, she doesn't have the amount of Light she usually does to do her ability stuff like revive and use light abilities. So she's keeping scarce - sort of. She's exploring places so her ghost, Whisper, can map things out, and trying not to get killed because she's got just one revive for the day and she isn't gonna waste it!
Conflict: Echo is going to be a PEST! Which means incurring the wrath of whatever she finds - Plants, people, and maybe planetary megafauna. She may need saving OR she may need to run depending on the creatures she upsets!
Potential scenarios:
Poking giant fauna: Echo leading beasties into camp with the words "RUN!" as she passes any muse by!
Poking someone at camp: She has come upon a camp where she's not supposed to be and there are ✨Consequences✨!
Poking around a camp that isn't hers: Echo gets curious about "new neighbors" and decides to sneak into camp and see what's what. Bonus if she actually is sneaky and using Void light invisibility (for once)
Possible resolutions:
Echo and a muse become friends by out smarting or evading a Problem Creature together
Echo and whoever she poked at Camp do something to make up for her shenanigans (Though I imagine she's gonna be peeling a lot of potatoes as punishment for overdoing the shenanigans)
Echo gets caught and has to Meet Other Muses as Consequence for her actions. (Cooling her heels in a makeshift jail would be good for her, but also her escaping to an NPC's frustration would be funny)
Shenanigan potential: HIGH
#plotting#pre plotting#plotting ideas#//Gonna be doing things like these to put down plotty ideas when the come to me and see if that will help me do interactions!#//Also I know these kinda focus on my muse but if you have any ideas for how these might affect or be fun for your muses pls let me know!#plot hooks#muse || Echo 17#destiny rp#star wars rp#crossover rp#rp plot hook
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character info in source. ... — open to anyone! the plot: some ten/twenty (?) years ago, louis took a young orphan child under his wing (he does nice things every couple of years!). he cared for them while they couldn’t & taught them to hunt wildlife and defend themselves against animals and people alike. they parted ways while the kid was still relatively young (probably because louis’ lifestyle at the time wouldn’t have been healthy for a growing child), but old enough to still have had a significant bond with louis. flash-forward to now, when louis is running as a wolf in the woods surrounding his manor and here they are, all grown up with a crossbow aimed at his heart. feel free to come plot with me, but you have my full permission to go wild!!
the soft glow of the moon over the forest is louis' only indication that it's late, but he isn't quite sure how late. he's been running for some time now, his wolf form moving leisurely through the trees with the practiced ease of someone who knows them inside and out. every step is instinct, every breath filled with the cool, sharp scent of the woods louis calls his home. as his paws press against the dry earth, there's a sudden familiar sense of alertness that rises within him—he hasn't shifted in a while, but it's like a sixth sense that tells him something feels different. it's just the subtlest shift of the air, but louis stops in his tracks, ears twitching, fur bristling.
the crack of a branch fills the silence, barely a whisper but enough to make him pause. his senses sharpen as he scans the shadows, trying to pinpoint the source. the scent hits him next, all at once—familiar but faint, buried under years of time. he knows that scent. louis takes a slow step forward, muscles coiled and ready, his unnatural, observing gaze never leaving the trees. then he catches it—the barely-there shimmer of metal glinting in the moonlight. a crossbow, aimed directly at his chest.
their presence is unmistakable. they're here, but why? what's changed since he last saw them all those years ago? louis doesn't move, his mind racing, his wolf itching to do something. he could easily slip away into the shadows, leave without the chance of an arrow ever connecting should it be drawn back, but this isn't the time for that. he's not sure why he feels this way—perhaps it's the lingering affection he feels for them—but he stands still, gathering his thoughts and reaching out with the power of his mind. he can feel it, faint as ever but steadily growing, as the bond between them surges to life. he wonders if they will, too.
it's me. the thought presses into the mind, gentle but urgent. i don't want to fight you. his mental voice carries through the forest, but whether it reaches them, whether they'll offer him any other response than their arrow surging toward him, he doesn't know.
#indie rp#indie horror rp#indie supernatural rp#starter: open to anyone!#open starter: louis degarmo.#prose: louis degarmo.#this plot has been in his wishlist for too long so i said fuck it i'm writing an open for it#i'm rly proud of this and also real rabid for the plot tbh so come at me pls!!! also in case u don't feel like reading his lore...#pls note that an arrow to the heart won't kill him but it'll sure as shit still hurt.
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guys i'm gonna be so for real with u rn i think i overestimated my ability to keep up with these requests bc wdym i only have 2 prewritten fics left and wdym there's like 11 more to write
#dw though i will do them all#i'll just have to rethink the schedule bc i don't think i can finish writing and posting them all in december#also this is 100% to blame on my v slow writing process#i'm lowkey perfectionistic when it comes to plots and stories so i bounce around ideas in my head 4376 times before i start writing#and then i spend a lot of time phrasing and rephrasing things over and over instead of like. just writing it down first and editing later#(to make up for it i barely edit at all bc i don't have the patience for that pls forgive me and my typo riddled fics)#ANYWAY#that's that#just so you know that if your fic doesnt get posted in december it's not forgotten or abandoned#kaffeeklatsch
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@burninq, continued from here.
micah watches calcifer with that same intense gaze as if he doesn't want to miss anything. the green of his eyes is vibrantly bright as the thought of violence fills his mind — it's comfortably familiar. the need to hurt has been a constant companion to micah for as long as he can remember. if you asked him, he might even say he learned to hurt before he learned to love. inflicting pain on others has always been that itch he can't quite scratch... not really, not in the way he truly desires. not in the way he knows calcifer to be capable of.
and something about the way he's so intrigued with micah's inner thoughts excites him. micah can count on one hand the times he's spoken about violence and been met with such an unconcerned response. calcifer seems eager, and that dark look in the gold of his eyes feels invigorating when micah's met with it. as he so often does when faced with a danger greater than himself, micah's chasing it, eagerly accepting calcifer's closeness with a barely-there kind of caution as he mimics califer's movements and leans in even fucking closer. he licks his lips as a smile tugs at the edges of his mouth — something genuine and a little drunk on the idea of violence, of creating it with another.
"it ain't so much about what i see, but what i feel," micah explains, seemingly careful with the way he chooses his words. his voice is quiet but excited, although it feels a lot like he's giving away a secret. "i imagine it to be so.. perfect. and it is... while it lasts. but it never lasts, not like it does in my head." he glances down at knuckles covered in scars as his fingers flex and his eyes dim with the memory of blood slicking his hands and bone cracking under the force of his fist. it was beautiful and it'd felt good, but it didn't hold a candle to what he always imagined. maybe if he'd taken life, too, it would have satiated him. "it's all red in the end, ain't it? but that feeling..." he glances back up at calcifer, pursing his lips. "the picture fades too quick, you know, and i just end up wanting it again. wanting more."
#burninq#listen the way i am SO excited for this thread ...#i love them already (i hope it's okay i went with smth a BIT pre-est... if u want to plot pls come yell at me!)#also pls lmk if u need anything changed or rewritten! <3#prose: in character writing.#canon verse: hidden demons — ending one.#violence tw#blood tw
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