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but also i was serious about wanting to learn how to texture because I really wanna finish this but I'm unable to because idk how to make the damn hairline !!! i mean i know the general idea of how to, but I CAN'T because I don't have a tablet to texture with :'(((
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vampire miles fic 👀⁉️
HIII HI HELLO SORRY THIS IS SOOO LATE AJDBBK but yes!! i am working on a vampire miles fic! hehehe 😼 here's a little excerpt if you're interested... 🤭🤭 be warned there is suggestive content!


#again: WARNING for suggestive content!#nothing major here but... the actual fic WILL be E rated. i am a freak.#ace attorney#and obviously#narumitsu#me with four smut fic docs open on my phone rn.......god save me#whoops! yolo i guess#also this is a WORK in progress so do noooot expect anything soon pls 😭#this fic is supposed to actually have plot and leadup... probably looking at like 10k words maybe#rn it is...2.5k ish#if anyone is interested in hearing more about the premise of the fic lmk!#wrightworth#fran's fics#dolotalks#asked and answered#fanfiction#work in progress#ace attorney fanfiction#vampire fanfiction#i will get my vampire miles badge if it kills me#ALL TUE COOL ARTISTS LIKING THIS POST HELP HELP HELP STOP IT
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I was watching a video about how artists really don't like women (specifically how male ocs are favored/more complex/drawn more) and it's so crazy to me. Especially because for a very long time I didn't design very many guy ocs, and when I did they didn't stick around long. While I am pretty balanced in my ocs now a days, I still do feel like I get more attached invested in my lady ocs...
#crow rambles#i may like my male ocs but my women ocs actually get me so worked up i get nauseous#idk. it was a good video#also talked about how majority of ocs are white/skinny/abled too#like i forget how much a lot of spaces (even progressive ones!!) hate women#the person used art fight for their data. and thats a place that prides itself on being inclusive!!#need to make more women ocs to counteract this...
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the fulfilled motifs in alhaitham and kaveh's relationship are on my brain!!
- most poignantly, the two coming together to unveil the temple of silence in cyno’s story quest, which parallels their thesis on ancient architecture and runes of king deshret’s era, as the two appropriate the other’s respective signature (alhaitham recognises architectural structures whereas kaveh is struck by the beauty of an emblem) - where the two once fell out due to the disharmony of their viewpoints, they have reconciled them within this quest
- there’s the two working together in the house of daena, where they argued in the house of daena upon meeting them in the archon quest, where they were described to have a ‘terrible’ relationship by the npc geoff, which is mirrored in cyno’s story quest by the two actively working together - as well as paralleling the npc archon quest scene the player has to actively seek out in which the two argue once more, whereas in cyno’s story quest, the two willingly exchange information and are supportive in helping the other
- we have the fulfilment of kaveh losing his family and therefore his idea of ‘home’ through him actively referring to the house he and alhaitham share as ‘home’, and that he wants to return to it together with alhaitham, as a set, and by implication a family, in cyno’s story quest
- by extension, kaveh not concealing his living arrangements by openly referring to him and alhaitham’s ‘home’ in front of his friends, which refers back to when kaveh asks the traveller to keep it a secret upon meeting him officially in alhaitham’s story quest
- kaveh buying wine and coffee beans in the tavern, alhaitham and kaveh sharing wine in their house, which is something they are mentioned to do in the bulletin boards of sumeru as well as in alhaitham's story quest, going hand in hand with the two drinking coffee together in the house of daena, with kaveh mentioning he wishes he had made some for them before leaving the house, which refers back to his 2023 birthday letter where he and alhaitham taste tested coffee beans (i am, once again asking, for an alhaitham mention in 2024....),
for future sumeru quests or events i am thinking of the unfulfilled instances or things that can be addressed??
- whether kaveh accepts alhaitham's research into sachin's influence over his father as closure for his involvement in his father disappearing into the desert, as his reaction differs from whether alhaitham tells him vs when the traveller tells him. since cyno's story quest 2 indicates that alhaitham telling him is what happened in canon, this subsequently betters their relationship. the idea of kaveh's cycle of self-detriment due to his past guilt hasn't been addressed since apop and it remains uncertain as to if kaveh has made steps to forgive himself or if he even wants to. this development of kaveh's character is truly interesting and i would love to see it explored at some point, and also in turn what alhaitham's involvement is in this, as in his newly accepted support of kaveh
- kaveh writing to/visiting his mother in fontaine? or at least a mention of kaveh's mother, as his hangout has a heavy focus on faranak's past relationship with kaveh and her hopes for his future, which we see in her advice to him as a struggling artist being that to found reliable companions. if kaveh undergoes a reconciliation arc within himself, as in he aims to forgive himself for his past guilt, then it would make sense for him to have a reconnection with his mother to talk about the past in order to truly look to the future
- kaveh and alhaitham having a role to play in the exploration of the temple of silence in future events - hints of this may be seen in sethos cautioning cyno that he may only invite people he and lord kusanali deem worthy, for cyno to then tell alhaitham and kaveh upon arriving back in sumeru. To this, kaveh expresses an open interest and cyno tells him that he will have an opportunity to investigate in the future. As alhaitham and kaveh have teamed up together in order to investigate into the temple of silence, and are indirectly connected to it through their thesis of king deshret, it seems they will likely be a part of the role the temple of silence will play in the future
(- i thought that an unfulfilled instance could be kaveh referring to alhaitham as his friend in game as this would be a callback to when paimon asked whether he and alhaitham were friends, to which he replied that they ‘used to be’ but weren’t anymore… but in terms of how alhaitham and kaveh's relationship is handled in-game, i think queercoding plays a big part in having labels such as ‘friends’ continue to be evaded (i have spoken about definitive labels being avoided in the writing of haikaveh here), this is backed up by sethos’ voice line as the two are paired together as “alhaitham and kaveh” and are referenced as a set with “those two”, rather than a definitive label such as ‘roommates’ or ‘friends’ being placed on them. Rather, they are conceived to be something outside of this, as sethos conveys their ‘otherness’ with “something about those two hanging out, you just can’t look away”, so i think, imo, it would fall more in line for them to continually not be assigned definitive relationship status, but if the improvement of their relationship is actually mentioned in-game since it was only shown and not told in cyno's story quest 2, it would make sense for them to say something that indicates they overcame misunderstandings or something vague like that. as there's an air of secrecy around alhaitham and kaveh's relationship, the traveller won't ever be privy to the specific details)
#haikaveh#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh#cyno story quest#i'm updating the essay so i've been thinking about potential story threads for upcoming sumeru events#it's basically confirmed that the temple of silence is going to have a major role to play in sumeru now and since alhaitham and kaveh are#in cyno's circle and have a direct connection to king deshret in their thesis its pretty certain that they will be directly involved in#whatever happens in sumeru but when thinking about their relationship a lot has been left uncertain on kaveh's side#ofc this is due to it being cynos SQ so we are only shown that haikaveh's relationship is better which i personally really like because of#all the yummy subtext and i like it when the writing is subtler!! this also leaves a lot to work with for haikaveh#so while the reconciliation arc is definitely underway and it progressed again in cynos SQ im positive about it not being the end for#haikaveh's development since there's still things left to unpack#but im also suffering from haikaveh brainrot so if hoyo drops the ball thats on them!! <333333
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i went and signed up for a busuu acct and omggg it IS like duolingo sorta before it went all ai bullshit! they even facilitate interactions with native speakers! i just wish it gave me more choices on what to do next. it's more comparable to duolingo's "waterfall" aka forced linear path than the old duolingo version of giving you options on what to build up next. so far it also seems to have less repetition, which got annoying with duo but is honestly very good for memorization, so it probably needs to be supplemented with flashcards like anki.
i'm gonna learn spanish (again sorta)!! i'm gonna do it!
#language#language learning#mostly because there is SO MUCH SPANISH spoken around here esp around where i work#my workplace moved to a diff county and literally spanish is the majority language there :T#and also i have a few coworkers that speak spanish better than english so it'd be nice to be able to chat with them#tbh tho i also really want to jump back into french it's just......less useful rn#so i'm not allowed until i've made significant spanish progress#puedo hacerlo!
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I miss my old high school friends and classmates o(-(
#i talk#I miss my old dude friends too#I wish they hadn't grown up to be dumbasses#and the ones who were still chill moved away / I lost touch with#I regret not getting closer with one gal in high school who I ADORED#She was so cool and also the first Bi person I ever knew. though at the time that thought didnt cross my mind#I didnt care about labels then or now but back then I also just straight up didnt give them thought lmao#''labels?? sexuality??? who cares I'm cramming for finals''#anyways. she was so cool but I cannot for the life of me find her anywhere online#not even frickin LinkedIn (/neg I hate that place)#Gal straight up vanished after high school and honestly? mad respect but also [redacted] I MISS YOU#YOU WERE SO COOL AND I LOVED YOUR STORIES AND YOUR CONFIDENCE#AND I WISH WE HAD CLASSES TOGETHER SO WE COULDVE HUNG OUT AND BEEN CLOSER#we only had 1 class together in high school and 1 in middle school. I think?#I remember I told my Japanese classmates I would genuinely miss all of them#and a lot of them were startled by how earnest I was about it#because like. we all get alone but the whole class wasnt friends with each other#but I dunno man. maybe it's just a matter of loving what'a familiar#but I do care a lot about people even the ones I dont interact with much#I dunno just feeling a bit sad and nostalgic tonight after seeing that FE post#At least I'm still friends with my best friends#I've known her over half my life and honestly god forbid one of us moves or something#because I think I'd instantly drop dead in genuine despair#aghhh#interacting with people has become so exhausting over the past few years#but I'm trying my best#Trying to let my friends know I love and care about them#instead of dropping off the face of the planet for weeks or months#but it's a major work in progress#Anyways that's enough oversharing for the next year or two
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ok oc lore time yayyy (@kruxton hi….)
basic idea of this thing is that instead of just covid or whatever in 2020 it was actually a nuclear war! and everything got really really really bad and it centers around my four characters: moxie and jori (siblings) and lucille and jeremiah (siblings)(read tags for fun facts about them there’s a lot of lore). basicallyyy jeremiah and moxie were friends before That happened but jeremiah and luci were in colorado visiting family (who lived on a farm this is important) so they got super separated and like moxie and joris parents died (me im one of them) so moxie is just kinda. trying to keep his sibling alive. like that’s his only purpose. and also getting back to california because that’s where he was raised and he misses it. but them jeremiah finds him and he’s all big and grown up and moxie is a FAG and makes things really bad by crushing on him still after like seven years or some shit so him and jori go to live on the farm with him but oh! where’s luci? well she’s the leader of a notoriously dangerous nomadic gang that does dirty work for good resources. obviously. and it goes into all of their relationships and stuff like how jori feels about moxie (bad) and is almost indoctrinated into a cult or whatever and how moxie is THE yearner for his emotionally constipated best friend that maybe wants him? maybe? well never know. and jeremiah is ominous as hell about luci and is raising his baby sister tabitha (who as of now will grow up to be a weird little freak with borderline serial killer behavior)
i drew them too but i don’t have my ipad on me so here’s a screenshot from my instagram lawl

(in order from left to right: jori, moxie, jeremiah, lucille)
#i think i got all the major points…#but um fun fact this isn’t even their “canon” versions#in my “canon” universe moxie is a little dumbass 17 year old boy that plays guitar and skates and is a huge fat nerd with a crush on#his friend that doesn’t want him❤️#but he does in some aus because they can be happy sometimes#also little mention of jeremiah’s little sister tabby#she was born after all That happened i think she’s like five or something#and their mom died giving birth to her💔#there are no living parents in this story#i think about them so much they are all so important to me#like i just came up with a silly little apocalypse au one day in 2023? i think? and now it’s the most important work in progress story#i’ve ever made#anyways#yay gay cowboy❤️#apocalypse au#doodle#i guess?
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its gonna take me longer than i was hoping but actually i think i got this.
#i wanted to turn in one final either today or tomorrow and i think i'm gonna have to keep going until the due date#and my other final i thought would have me up all night for three days straight before the due date#but so long as I make a good chunk of progress daily ..#i think i wont be at risk of failing#THANK GODD LIKE#whewelkwdjfalksdjf#but also. i just have to chug thru lol#gotsa go back to my ROOTS of staying up all night functioning on no hours of sleep#i worked 6am whole foods shifts on 2 hrs of sleep DAYS IN A ROW I CAN DO THIS#jason todd please save me jason todd#but also. he'd want me to get my english teaching degree .. so like. </3. can't fail him. english major *ss.#or not tbh idk#im gonna graduate and then im gonna get my fucking graduation dinner and then im gonna smoke SO MUCH WEED#caitie blabs
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Somebody interacting with and reblogging your self ship art is the greatest joy known to man
#I never posted any when i was 12 or so because i had an extremely toxic person in my life who would make fun of me for everything#And control what i did#So i kept it all to myself IN SECRET for over 2 years#And then after that for a multitude of reasons i became so closed off and dissociated from myself I couldnt access the parts of myself#That wanted to draw and post selfship. I was also too distant from myself to understand what the ''self'' part was#But here i am almost 24 years old. Spent tbe last 4 years working through trauma#At a point where i see my own self expression as something holy#And im like you need to look at this picture of me and star trek's captain kirk right now.#In theory. Because im still struggling a lot with the artistic process#I got boiled down to my core the last few years and had a major psychological breakdown bc it was time to feel the trauma#And i felt so lost and Ive been trying to piece together what love is and what having fun is#Because in earnest i couldnt remember anymore.#And ive made a lot of progress (Lots of moments where im like woag i feel like myself for thre first time in a decade)#But it's still really hard and there are still lots of things i struggle with#I can try and work on a drawing but 3 different traumas will come to the surface because making art tends to trigger 3 different things#So it's really hard to finish things 😅😅😅 BUT I WANT TO#BECAUSE I NEED YOU TO SEE THE PICTURES OF ME AND CAPTAIN KIRK.#BECAUSE HES MY FUCKING POOKIE ?!?!#When somebody hits reblog im like........ REAL?#Im like ITS REAL ? But also yeah it mskes me feel real#I kept selfship to myself for years and yeah i didnt feel real
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i know that i'm so obviously max bennett pilled but it really doesn't show in this aside from the fact that i've made him nessa's love interest and i am extremely nessapilled ;fkjasdlkf
#this peace is fragile#jaem's works in progress#this is also written from vanessa and her household's point of view for the most part and a majority of it is theirs#i am toying with a companion story focusing on max and his household's pov for this too tho#cads whumptober texts
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working out consistently is insane it’s been like 6 months and my arms are the biggest theyve ever been and I dont even feel like ive been working that hard
#watched a dr mike video recently and he was talking about how the best bodybuilders trained and he said something along the lines of#“they show up to most of their training sessions consistently”#I always was an all or nothing workout person it was every day for like 3 months but if I missed a day I was at risk of stopping altogether#that quote + another dr mike video saying it takes two weeks of not training a muscle before it actually loses any mass#+ a jeff nippard video talking about how doing 1-4 sets per muscle per week gets you the majority of the hypertrophy possible for that week#like god damn u just have to keep showing up sometimes and doing something#the only pitfall is stopping doing anything at all for a long time#so easy 2 maintain/progress as a baby gymcel#dr mike israetel 2 be clear apparently there’s another dr mike#also gets me thinking about the moralization of being fit / the attitude that you have to Go Hard and Feel Pain and Be Masculine abt it#like idk it’s not a moral victory im not masculine / a pain endurer for working out it’s just a hobby#and the results u get with minimal pain are miles better than the results u get from doing nothing#and most people do nothing so ur a Fitness Guy for doing anything AND it gets easier and more tempting to do more as you get stronger
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it's honestly so relieving to realize what you were missing for your creative projects no matter how dumb and obvious you think it should have been
#recently realized i should be thinking of my writing in a summary like what happens this chapter and such#instead of trying to shove my characters into a void and have them robotically go through the motions necessary to get them to the plot#like it's so obvious i should have them feel like they're doing things instead of just following the plot#the characters make the plot move to them not the other way around#idk if i'm explaining it well but yeah#the characters decide what they want to do on their own and i move the plot around their decisions#the major plot points and all are set already i just move them around what the characters are doing#also recently i learned how to draw birds kinda!#learning how beaks work with my style and such#bc i was trying something weird before but now it actually looks nice and i can actually be proud of my progress#so expect martlet sometime maybe#bc martlet is. one of the characters of all time#also a secret other character that i wanna talk about but not yet#not until i've finished a good sketch of them and publish it#i can say tho. undertale related
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I am. So so scared about that they're doing with Tory this season lol.
#⚡ ooc. ── ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞#the thing is I do like a good corruption arc but she has already made so much progress and EARNED her face turn yknow?#it took her three whole seasons of changing and wanting to be a better person to get there. *that* didn't come out of nowhere.#and it wasn't just an act of necessity to get rid of silver and kim that is tory being who she is instead of this front of forced toughness#my mixed feelings mostly come from how absolutely convoluted some things are around her return to kreese#like for one I will say they did pick the only circumstance in which I could see breaking her enough to go back (her mom d*ing)#that is literally the ONLY thing that could have worked and been believable for me to put her in that headspace#where she's so desperate just to make sense of the world again that she's susceptible to kreese's influence again#I don't have a problem with THAT aspect. I like how that was done in the vacuum of things and that part is what works for me.#what I don't like is everything happening *around* that situation and there being some glaring things that have to be overlooked#to make it happen exactly as it did#for starters it makes no fucking sense to me at all that no one went to physically check on Tory when she ghosted everyone#and then NOBODY checked on her after that fight when something was clearly wrong with her???? absolutely not.#the only explanation that would make sense for me is that she ran away and went where no one could find her#but the show didn't give us anything like that. they just skipped time so they could have her turn be more shocking.#and I hated that so so so much#also the other major plothole for me is tory willingly working with kim again#kim is to her what silver is to daniel so I don't think even under this extreme mental duress that she would go back#bc kim literally traumatized her#she would go back to kreese yeah. I could believe that. but there is no way she wants to be around kim *at all*#that would be like having daniel forgive silver and go back to him just because he teaches good karate#I have feelings and obvs I'm gonna wait and see how this plays out but I'm genuinely worried#especially after seeing some stuff in the trailers / released screencaps that have me concerned about where they're taking it#which I won't talk about in this post bc potential spoilers but uh. I definitely have strong feelings about a couple of things.
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lol stayed up until 3 am working on drag ygos (and actual drag), cat woke me up at 7 am and now im too full of drag ygo ideas to go back to sleep
#my computer also crashed while working on them so i have to start my progress over#its not a major deal but i had some looks going!!
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just a note- ae really love the variety you get in birds. like yeah obviously there's a huge difference between ostriches and mourning doves. and yeah you've got birds that are rainbow or bright blue or green or even purple. but you've also got birds with vibrant bright blue beaks and birds with neon red legs. you've also got birds with blue eyes and purple eyes and pink eyes and red eyes and multicolor eyes and silver eyes and every color under the sun basically. in other words, it's really cool how different every species of bird is, even from other species in the same genus. ae like them
#we're making good progress on the project ae think#the main issue right now is- how are we going to distinguish all these flags from each other?#cause there's only so many colors#current ideas:#include markings on diamond (only works for certain species like the whale shark or epaulette sharks. and like.#bird species with super distinct markings cause we are not doing gradients or mixed markings. since they can be very difficult to draw)#give the diamond multiple rings corresponding to bird eye colors (extinct birds being entirely greyscale in color possibly)#also yeah we're including (*recently) extinct birds in it#edit some stripes to resemble waves (could help but are more difficult to consistently draw and only work for some of the labels)#no terrorbirds but we do have the dodo and the reunion birds and such thrown in#make a little silhouette of a generic shark for the shark aldernic labels#same goes for chimaera#harder for birds since there's. no real generic bird#put a symbol in the center of the diamond (what symbol?? most are already linked to various genders)#make some of the stripes resemble markings (inconsistent so not very helpful...)#(the majority would not have wavey stripes)#add teeth inside the diamond (only helpful for like. some shark species since there's a lot of difference between them)#edit the diamond to reflect certain distinct features (most interested in this one#because how cool would a diamond resembling the beak of a double-toothed barbet be?#or a diamond with tail feathers? or a crest?#or a diamond with the feather horns/ears some species have?#or any of the other different features species have?#only issue is that there's less super distinct variety in sharks and chimaeras#so edits would be more subtle#but it could still work!)
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Works In Progress, but it's kinda cursed bc I'm including my schoolwork in here:
1. Revolutionary Tourism: The 1988 Olympics, 1989 World Youth Festival, and the Dissolution of Reunification Efforts on the Korean Peninsula
The relationship between North and South Korea during the 1988 Olympic preparation period and the developing tensions with North Korea as a result of hosting the games, and an analysis of the outside factors that would contribute to the hot and cold relationship between North and South at that time, and how the failure to co-host and subsequent economic boom of South Korea further isolated North Korea in global politics due to shifting priorities of major countries.
2. Digital Media Analysis - Markipler
A snapshot of Markiplier's YouTube channel metrics from inception to present day, an analysis of his successful and unsuccessful metrics, and a hypothetical plan for maintaining metrics in the future to facilitate his large projects.
3. Lessons In Cartography - JJBA SBR Fanfic
Meyers’ Maps and Cartographers is a business everyone in the 1880s US knows. Especially now, with their sponsorship of the Steel Ball Run race, in exchange for the entry of their son Thomas Meyers, and of course, all riders being provided with Meyers-brand maps.
One week before the race, Thomas Meyers dies of Yellow Fever. The family turns to their young daughter Isadora to compete under his name, and in his place, to save the contract. And she agrees.
This is absolutely cursed. 100% cursed.
#when youre a double majored college senior but also a fangirl#welcome to my corner of the internet#fanfic writer#works in progress#jjba fanfic#college#east asian history
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