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itshomobirb · 2 months ago

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going back to my 13 year old self and telling her (a) you're being emotionally abused. (b) don't start lexapro. getting off of it is hellish. (c) go on buspar instead. and beta blockers. they're so much better for your anxiety. (d) also you're gonna become a funky little queer guy. you're gonna get a wonderful boyfriend who's into the same fujo stuff as you & makes you feel safe and happy.

but most importantly. don't start on an ssri. it's not your body that's the problem; it's reacting in a very normal way to having never felt safety & security. all the bad things you're feeling rn are directly bc of that. there's nothing wrong with you. this is all bc of the emotional abuse. and please. don't start on an ssri.

#borbtalks #took another 0.5mg of lexapro. so we're at 2mg for the day.#my line of thinking was that i was only on 2mg for less than a week before jumping down #and that my prev dose (2.5mg) i was on for 2 weeks. which made the jump from 2.5->2 very easy #also was hoping that the extra half mg would basically reset me. get rid of the headache.#it didn't </3 #still an improvement. but now ive a mildish headache + my tummy is going wacko mode #which it has always done to me whenever ive increased my lexapro dose #so which is it. do i need more lexapro or less lexapro #what will fix my headache #no one say painkillers bc i can only take tylenol EXCEPT #i have to be so careful w/ the dosing bc i get rebound headaches so easily #sigh. maybe a little weed will perk me up.

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