#am i allowed to come and cry in ppls dms about that or is that weird and invasive

[cattewife]

not sure if they typo'd here but if not: i have no idea what they mean, and if so and meant "sneezing." hm. do i have to put the "THIS IS A FETISH DON'T @ ME IF YOU DON'T GET IT" back in all caps on all the stories? i thought it was a little obnoxious so i pulled back on it but perhaps.... my first instinct was right?

what gets me is "the only thing i could focus on was how much he was sneezing" LIKE YES, THANKS, I WROTE IT THAT WAY ON PURPOSE?????

[sloppypears-ash-sg]

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Category: About Me

I am SloppyPears-ASH-SG!

I am a minor

My birthday is October 14th (10/14 or 14/10 depending on how you write it).

I am American/live in the US 🇺🇲

I am pangender (identify as all genders), and I use any pronouns!

I am unlabeled in sexuality terms.

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Category: My yumes!

All of my yumes! (Yes, I yumeship)

Format:

Sona (sona's fandom): character (character's fandom)

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Jennifer (Inside Out/Despicable Me): Riley (Inside Out) and Margo (Despicable Me) aged up

Flip Phone (OSC): Princess Hat (C2BC - I don't support the creator)

Creativity Bear (Care Bears): Love-a-Lot, Oopsy, and Secret Bear (Care Bears)

Plead and Happy Cry (The Emoji Movie): Gene and Jailbreak (The Emoji Movie, nonsharing except with my friend)

Princess Opal (Super Mario): Princess Peach (The Super Mario Bros Movie + possibly the game canon)

Frequency/AMFM (hhgregg): HH (hhgregg, nonsharing except with a couple of friends)

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Doubles are free to interact unless specified! I will respect non-sharing yumes.

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Category: DNI (do not interact)

Basic DNI criteria (idk if I am supposed to link anything)

Basic DNI criteria, fetish/NSFW (Tumblr), Pro-Isreali, Anti-Palestine, zionists (Jewish people can interact if they are not pro-Isreali), inbox spammers [I'd prefer if bots not interact either], opinion bashers, factkin, people who ship REAL PEOPLE together, people who think that II Bow and Bot are one and the same (THEY CANONICALLY AREN'T), people under 13 (my content IS NOT FOR KIDS), ANYONE IN THE GOANIMATE/VYOND/PLOTAGON COMMUNITY (I genuinely hate those ppl /srs), possibly people who don't allow others to use tone indicators or don't want people using tone indicators around them, people who ship ANY DSMP ships (those make me INCREDIBLY uncomfortable /srs), BakuDeku shippers (sorry, Gacha ruined it for me), MLB Adrianette shippers (1. Gacha ruined it, 2. It's FUCKING TOXIC.), People staying neutral to the conflict of Isreal and Palestine out of willful ignorance, if you sexualize MePhone4 with a charger and/or his DND mode, ABDL/TBDL (Tumblr), DDLG/ageplay (disgusting no matter what), proshippers/darkshippers/comshippers - ANYONE who uses those labels, people who support Tsundere Cobs Theory (it's commonly used to romanticize abuse and/or proship), anyone who ships Meeplecest (Cobs and any of his creations/MePhone4 x 3GS, 4S, or MePad/3GS x 1 or 3G) or Cobs x any of the contestants, Beer Keg (C2BC) supporters, Gene (The Emoji Movie) doubles other than my friend, any accounts of Bella_Animates on YouTube (<- she knows what she did - I hope), YIFL accounts, HH doubles other than my two friends.

Thin ice: Cease and/or Desist (Shrunken School Obby) self-shippers (stalked a Cease self-shipper and threatened to stalk another, though I did apologize and I don't plan on doing that again)

Category: Uncomfy fandoms and DNI-level ships

DSMP - Never really liked it, and the ships make me uncomfortable. YOU ARE LITERALLY SHIPPING REAL PEOPLE, GUYS /nbh

Plus, Dream stans. Not to mention Dream HIMSELF got accused/exposed (?) for being a pedophile.

MHA (partially) - Never really liked it, and I probably never will. Plus, Gacha ruined BakuDeku and such for me.

MLB/Miraculous Ladybug (partially) - Never watched the show, but again, Gacha ruined it for me.

Sally Face (ONLY DISLIKE THE FANDOM, MAINLY THE SHIPPERS, NOT THE GAME.) - The shippers are pretty unhinged. And it doesn't matter what part of the game you're at, SALLARRY IS FUCKING PROSHIP. THEY'RE CANONICALLY STEPBROTHERS. (Also, I don't really see much in SalAsh, lack of romantic implications or the like.)

The Loud House/Numberblocks, Alphabet Lore, the like - More toxic than not.

Dandy's World: The fandom is insane, mainly the shippers. Don't even get me started on the Discord server. But I do like the characters.

Sprunki: Content farmed beyond belief, never was interested.

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Askbox rules!

- Anon is off because I don't want weirdos hiding behind anon!

- Be nice.

- Keep things SFW! This includes requests! Don't be weird!

- If you want a request to be anonymous, DM me.

- Up to two requests per person I don't know. Close friends get more requests because I trust them more.

- I have the right to deny your request if I don't agree with the details.

- Don't spam.

- You can send fanart. It must be SFW.

- If I don't know you, don't ask to ship your OCs with mine (especially my sonas!) because that makes me uncomfortable.

- If you ask for capless Pen, I'll assume you are associated with one of my ex-friends on DA (who did fetish art and was weird) and I'll block you.

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Category: Ships I'm uncomfortable with

Mainly ships I WON'T draw if asked to. Do NOT tag any of these as ship.

OSC: Fireafy, Tengolf, 1014, 015, Saltjay, Popsiclejelly (AIB), and Firepound.

SMG4: Mario x Meggy, Luigi x Saiko, SMG3/SMG4 x women, Meggy/Tari/Belle x men

Super Mario: Mario x Peach

Ships I'm okay with but will not draw:

OSC: Twophone, 4x

SMG4: Belle x Tari

If I allow you to send me requests, I will allow you to send me ship requests -

UNLESS IT'S ON THIS LIST. I WILL MAKE MORE LISTS OF MY UNCOMFY SHIPS IN THE FUTURE.

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Other social media:

I will officially announce certain social medias if I'm comfortable.

[invalescos-blog]

( john boyega + cismale + he/him ) — there’s a rumor running around about a survivor called david adeyemi. they are said to be twenty-six years old, from bellflower, california, and have been labeled the reticent. fitting, considering that they are reported to be courageous + boisterous, as well as facetious + impulsive. they are a rogue in san francisco. apparently they are a bisexual + aries. letterman jackets + grass stains.

hello hello beautiful people ! i’m astra and i’m just happy 2 be here and party with u lovely ppl. honestly... i am #emotional just thinkin’ bout this rp like the happy baby i am. anyways, i’m 18 ‘bout to be 19 and im from los angeles, ca so i’m pst ! i also enjoy coding and photoshop and i am currently focused in the non-profit field as well as finishing school. if ya wanna plot just leave a like and i’ll slide in yo dms real good ;)))

name: david adeyemi

age: twenty six

origin: bellflower, ca

label: the reticent

affiliate: rogue

david was a hopeful, cheerful boy upon entering this world. he went through milsestones quickly, his curiosity for the world around him often outshining the obstacles he faced. his parents would learn to describe him adventurous nature as admirable. he lived life as any other child would: bruises, scrapes, broken arms. he learned that even through pain, there were beautiful lessons. 

it wasn’t until he was 4 that the brightness and the light from within was turned to darkness. he was at his friends hours for a playdate when it happened: a semi pulled out of nowhere as his loving parents drove home from the movie s and before he knew it, david was an orphan. 

from then on, david could remember a growing sense of pain and ugliness within him. anger filled him like nothing else. he remembered having no one wanting to claim him, to take him into their home. even his aunt didn’t want to,  but eventually, she gave into a 6 year old david and allowed him to stay so long as he pulled his own weight. 

david was thankful, of course, but it was difficult to live in a place that he was not wanted and so he learned to resent even himself for his own existence. he grew angrier and angrier, began coming home with bloody fists and bruised eyes. 

eventually, as high school rolled around the corner, a counselor at school spoke to him, told him about the world of football and how many before him learned to channel their anger and emotions through the sport. after a series of fights and arguments, david was tossed into the football team as a last hail mary before they kicked him out for good. 

he grew to love the sport, he truly did. through it, he was finally able to find friends and family, a place to call a community. after practice dinners, pre-game work outs and ice baths — he has finally began to feel like things were coming together. however, the hole that was created by the absence of his parents no longer could be ignored and football wasn’t enough to fill it. 

parties, girls, hookups — it became a regular thing. he became the popular guy, the one guy on the football team who may have actually had a shot to go professional. but alas, the partying caught up to him and by the time he went off to college, he had begun to neglect his studies. it wasn’t long before his school asked him to leave and david was left directionless and broken. for a while, he traveled the country, not knowing where or what to do. 

eventually, david settled into a job at a mall  — a security guard of all things. there, he made friends with high schoolers working the foodstands and people that passed by. though his ego may have been shattered from the loss of a potential football career, he coinvicned himself that he was okay. 

ever since then, he’s been convincing himself that he is okay, and that nothing is wrong. he is a smiling, laughing opponent to the harsh realities of the apocalypse. 

tl:dr ? david is a messy ex-jock turned mall cop with a sad past but is also a puppy and will love u forever 

& WANTED CONNECTIONS.

ex-girlfriend: since david was... literally in almost every state at one point or another between the ages of 19-23, it doesnt rlly matter where ur muse is from. just imagine a young, cool david rollin’ up with his leather jackets and having a vv young and fun relationship w/ ur muse then abandoning them once he realizes he has #issues and hates himself. think of the angst, pals !

party friend: this would be his best party friend throughout his like.. 6 months in college lmao. it would be the guy he went to when he needed something fun. most likely they were also in a frat or the football team so that they could party all night and drink kale smoothies in the morning while they work out. true bros doing bro things. maybe made each other friendship bracelets. 

happier: kinda.. based on happier by marshmello & bastille ?? just someone that knows him well and knows he isn’t truly happy inside and just.. works hard to make him happy from within rather than working for cheap smiles. just some cute fluff !

uhmm.. i have no idea. i just love angst & fluff so i will take any plots tbh ?> happy... sad... make my boy david cry. 

[somedaypast-thesunset]

U know. I cry for the world. I really do. But I cannot allow it into my own space which is any space my body currently occupies because I am not trapped and can choose to remove myself. Like, he made me feel like I wasn't sympathetic because I wouldn't let ppl like this in my home. I am sympathetic, not stupid. I would give a percent of money given to me to give all these ppl places that accomidate them.

He literally runs upstairs as I'm quietly eating my food by myself and asks why I'm a bitch. I tell him that's not really fair to say and I'm not interested in talking to him. He says it is fair to say because I'm being a bitch. I told him he's been pretty disrespectful from the start and I'm not interested in having a conversation. He says I'm the one being disrespectful because I owed him 50$ and he let it go cuz my partner is letting him stay at his house. My blinders went on briefly - like my brain clicked at that moment and we were no longer associates of any kind. Was I required to kiss your ass and buy your beer because you let my 50$ debt go for stupid reason? Who the fuck are you? And fine - fine. Thank you for debt forgiveness. But the fact you think I still owe you something - even a nicety, which I've given numerous times, is a person I don't want to know. I'll give you what I owe and nothing more. Why would I allow a dynamic in a personal relationship like that?

I got dressed and told my partner I would see him tomorrow as our friend jumps back and forth from saying he'll go and asking me why we can't have a "civil conversation".i told him I did nothing, I waited for him to be finished cooking so I could eat and now I'm upstairs because I don't want to hang out and now I'm leaving because this is disrespectful.

Finally he leaves and I feel uneasy. I know I'm there for my partner but I know he has feelings about it either way now and I don't know what to do because I don't want to talk to this guy again. So I tell him and say if he has a problem I'll leave. He says he has no problem it's between us he didn't want to be brought into it and now hes being brought in. Im like wtf rly. I'm sitting here eating a man came in and yelled that I'm a bitch and you think I brought you into this? Cuz I was the mature person who removed myself from a conflict seeking person? Fuck offfff. I told him fine, I would just go then. He said he's not mad but fine he'll see me tomorrow. I told him I'm not mad I have anxiety and no outlet so im leaving.

I called another mutual on the way home hoping for weed and a smoke. As I was on the phone I get a message from the first friend telling me he's sorry he was beligirent and he understands my point of view but "Jsyk I was offended too".

Our mutual said fuck him. But this is not really our friend. I know our friend very well and I know there is no way he would believe any different from his original stance unless someone explained how he might be in the wrong perspective. He spent days believing I was holding an attitude with him when I literally gave no fucks. I was nice, I hung out, I made and bought food, shared my weed and he continually had a disrespectful attitude towards me in every conversation I had and I was just over it because Ive really tightened my circle to not include people like him. I don't need it, I didn't do anything and I'm not going to be shit on because I shared what little I had and this guy is fucking crazy. Also I guess I'm ghetto but if a friend is shit on by someone in front of u, u back them up. My partner should have guilt for not saying hey what kind of language is that for a civil convo. But it's fine too because I'll remember this.

I sort of expect that my partner did tho. I feel our friend probably tried to approach him about it after I left and told him he was in the wrong for yelling at me and because he said "I hope we will talk again" to me implies my partner told him I'm not talking to him again as he could've said.. Nothing. Or hope we will be friends again? Hang out? It's just a weird admission of guilt that comes from my partners moral high grounds. Like he would never apologize to such degrees but he will tell u this is exactly how you should do it but it's our friend saying "Jsyk I was offended too". He's offended because every other friend knows I don't answer phone calls. I answer for like.. The government, doctors, my one friend and my partner. Otherwise I do not. It's a joke in my circle because I always answer texts. I always answer dms. I stopped fb but it was the same. Emails. If u call I will never call u back. A friend knows this. It's my quirk. It's fun. If it's an emergency, I'll know. It never is. I'm a confidante to people. Like I'm not a psychiatrist I'm a living diary where these people expect me to sit and listen to their problems and give them a certain level of wisdom and care and interaction or I'm not a friend. You and chantel and taff and Tom and Aaron and Jared and kitty. I sit and watch people. They are not my friend but I'm theirs and they wonder why at some point I check out and don't care about this shit they're doing. My partner falls into this and is probablt the absolute worst I've had so I have no room to do this for others and I think now it's like chosen victimhood when I remain friends and partners too. Like I know this person - I KNOWWWWWW this person because my job was to listen to all their shit. Like if knowledge is power im queen cuz I know. So I know they're fucked. I know. I could write a book verified by them of how fucked they are. And that means at some point they will be fucked again. That's their character. I dunno if that's who the fuck they are but it's what they presented. And being so close puts me within their fucked shit. Whether directed at me or not. Sam. No ones in my shit. No ones following my life. No one listens to me everyday except a girl I barely know in real life but force myself on her and literally don't know if she likes me or feels sorry for me but she's gracious. And even then I don't share everything. She's certainly not invested. This friend expected an investment further into listening to him because he made me feel bad and always wanted a relationship with me and when I was with my partner he was not super cool about it. I empathized and sympathized and wanted him to do well in life but I'd never be with him. I could barely be his friend. I barely liked him as my drug dealer. But I felt man. He criticized how I lived even though I'm not homeless. He is. And I don't want a point in my life where I'm arguing with a homeless man because our government gives you money. You make choices and I made the choice to use the same money not to be homeless and you decided to hitchhike. Logic. You are who you surround yourself with and I'm not this and I can't be the confidante of this while having everything I do responded to with a sigh of disappointment. It's a huge reason why I never called back when it was obvious he didn't get it. Why.

I liked my partners "I'm not mad". Really. He said it under his breath then quickly said "fine whatever see you". It was one of the first few shows of like "but I wanted you!" that he's made outside of sex. Like showing disappointment meant he had to involve himself into easing my anxiety which was too complicated and too much effort for him. He needed me to get over it.

I'm glad I left. I didn't argue with anyone but expressed how I felt and thought and left. I'm not replying to his apology because I'm going to blindly assume he spoke to my partner and I'm happier he said anything to defend me than I care about this apology. It's an action he would take instead of apologizing. He did something to help my anxiety and that's so much better than nothing. He is really trying to be consistent and elevated in his investment. I mean, this whole thing is fucked. But like... Iget along with him. He's the male figure in my life my parents demanded I needed for disciplinary purposes. But he's like a drunk army sergeant. U respect but he's a little fucked and sometimes makes u do questionable shit. But in the process youre somehow built into a better person and ur like yeah the army (relationship) was pretty great shaped me as a person but my drill (his personality) got drunk sometimes, cried and when u said ur uncomfortable got angry and threatened a discharge.

He has control of me but gives me freedom to the nth degree.