#amia yapping

[giveityourbestshot]

hi i think kanamafu are more than just a platonic or romantic relationship. they are connected by force and depend on eachother to breathe and feel worth. knmf is more than just yuri. mizuena is at it's peak cute girl yuri stage after the war but mafuyu is being stabbed at the conclave 23 times and kanamafu is her angel that protects her but who will die with her if she doesn't make it and i think that's beautiful. and strange.

[slothpower-central]

Hello everyone, Amia and I have been cooking again. We're both Limbus Company and Squid Game fans so we put together the most epic tier list topic ever: How far is the cast of Limbus Company getting in Squid Game? We included most NPCs, and we only did games from Season 1(I haven't finished Season 2 yet lol) I'll spoil everything below and explain a few interesting things of note for our list, now is your last chance to leave if you don't want Limbus Company or Squid Game Season 1 Spoilers!

So to start off with a few details, Dante is fucking dead, they can revive the Sinners and that's cheating, we want to keep this fair after all

Second, let's talk about Faust. So she would be disconnected from gesellschaft for the game since it's kind of unfair if she can just ask her mirror worlds for advice whenever. We also said she could very well have a role similar to Player 111 in season 1 but instead of freaking out over not knowing the next game she'd just have to try and survive herself and end up failing

Next, the people we said who'd die in Marbles (besides Faust) we made extra sad if you know who we paired them up with. Ishmael and Queequeg Marbles game because as Amia said:

Anyways we also paired up Heathcliff and Catherine (we only put regular Catherine with both Heathcliffs and didn't include Every Catherine on purpose) Dad Quixote and Dulcinea, Effie and Saude and Dongbaek and Dongrang, these two in specific are fun because I said, and I quote "Yo Dongrang has Sang-Woo energy" and if you remember what happened in Canto 4...yeah.

The people who die during Lights Out are mainly because we think they'd piss people off and get themselves killed or just seem too weak and end up getting killed. Yuri is getting stabbed by Hopkins, Heathcliff is killing Hindley and the other 3 are a tossup of who's taking them out

The other methods of people ding we had mainly as noncompliance with guards or some other random way they'd get themselves killed

We have pink guard and VIP tier because we did think a few characters would be more fun being on the other side of the games

We had Ishy winning but honestly either her or Ryoshu could win, they've both got the guts to win

We didn't include everyone in the tier list but they'd be there too, we just...didn't care enough to rank them

Feel free to discuss tho we put some of these guys in tiers based on vibes but if you wanna express your own opinions you can,these are just the opinions of two fixated individuals.

[escapetosurvive]

in the lost woods. straight up "losing it". and by "it", haha, well. let's just say. My sanity

[birchtreecat]

It’s a tragedy that some of my friends who recently joined missed the boop update like. you missed the war. you missed the chance to get cat paws on your badges for free. you missed your notifs getting blasted with “GET HIT IDIOT” by at least 10 random people

[ros-sauce]

Oughg my god Speaking of Mizuki Regularly Getting The Trans Flag Glued To Her Forehead. Today I am thinking about Solitus Utopia. Big yap session ahead

In terms of cards, it's probably The bluntest example of aforementioned trans flag forehead gluing; pink, blue, and white take center stage. And ouughhh. OUGHHGH. The placement of those colors is making me absolutely crazy

Her outfit has a similar deal to her first casual outfit. Lot of blue and white happening with the clothes, and then her hair and eyes are the pink needed to complete the set. To me, what that says is "This character is a walking trans flag, and she herself is the pink. The Girl Color. The girl!"

I've always felt that pink being the only one of those three colors to be Attached To Her was significant, but it's only now that I'm realizing that the clothing has significance too... I'm feeling two meanings from it:

It signifies the importance of cute clothing in Mizuki's transition. Being as cutesy as possible and altering her silhouette are some of her main tools in the way of passing as cis. (The former being a source of joy and the latter being a dysphoria alleviator also deserve mentioning!!). Her clothes complete the trans flag that her Girl Color Hair started; her clothes build up the road she took on the journey that her Girl Color Very Being started. ... And on a less positive note, I think there is also some significance to the fact that the trans flag color palette is only all there when something is Applied To Her. Without her outfit, she's just Girl Color. When the outfit is put on her, the Girl Color is made to be a part of something else, The Trans Colors. Your first thought is no longer "That's a girl and she happens to be Girl Color. Neat!", but "That's a trans girl and she happens to be Trans Colors. Neat!". I feel like there are parallels between that and how much she hates being labelled Different. This is crude, but it's how the words want to come out of my mouth. Sorry: Because Society Says So, you don't need to wear clothes at home, but you do in public. Because Society Says So, Mizuki can exist as Just A Girl when she's at home. She can be Just Pink. "Her home" means two things here. Firstly, Literally Her House, with Yuuki "Ally 9000" Akiyama & her supportive-enough-I-guess parents being the only people who she interacts with. To them, she's just a girl, and they're not weird about it. They know she's trans, but they don't act any particular way because of that. Her other home is Nightcord, at least before Niigo started meeting up in person. As Amia, she was assumed to be a cis girl, and there was no risk (in their pre-mainstory days) of Niigo ever finding out otherwise. While being presumed cis isn't quite as close to "Girl With No Modifiers" as living with an unfathomably based family, it still didn't carry the Othering that she's used to accompanying her status as a trans girl. If she wants to exit her home, she has to put on the clothes, has to put on the label that is made when the color palette is completed, and go from "Girl" to "Girl And By The Way Did You Know She's Trans?". And that makes everyone and their mother feel like it's fine to treat her weird. The pitying and resentment that she fears so much at best, and "HEY DID YOU KNOW SHE'S NOT NORMAL? ISN'T THAT WEIRD? AGREE WITH ME NOW OR YOU'RE WEIRD TOO" to anyone who'll listen at worst. With a million billion other forms of othering in between. (Hm. Suddenly I'm thinking about blue's absence from her 3rd anni casual outfit. She's no longer a walking trans flag, and is way pinker than before. Because it's a marketable game with marketable characters, we always had good reason to expect Niigo to be normal about her when the secret came out. But still, I feel like having Even More Girl Color glued to her forehead in Trans Palette's place could be considered some kind of foreshadowing for Niigo being normal... BUT ANYWAY this is not a post about the most incredible pants this world has ever seen, this is a post about Solitus Utopia, so I'll get back to that now.)

With the clothing out of the way, I'd like to move on to the rest of the card. This card is from late 2022, when Mizuki's transness was not quite as obvious ("a few inches away" levels of in-your-face as opposed to the more "you are a school principal at a fundraiser and her transness is a cream pie" level we are at now). This makes me extra ready to take this card as an unspoken "To be clear yes she is a trans girl".

The background walls and furniture are largely blue, and the decor is largely pink and white (and purple. Hi, Niigo!). The former is something that's hard to alter or move or acquire more of, whereas it's pretty easy with the latter. If you have walls or furniture that you hate, you can make it look more palatable by decorating it with things you like, with relative ease. Mizuki did that! The background is covered in all manner of fashion-related pink things, and the pink sewing machine and other supplies carry the implication that she made them herself. They do a great job carrying out their purpose, popping so much in comparison to the blue walls that said walls appear more grey than anything else. And also, you don't really feel like looking at the walls, because all that decor makes them Not Really A Point Of Interest.

To me, that sounds a whole lot like transitioning. There's an unfortunate status that's pretty hard to get rid of, both legally and socially, because Government and People just love to obsess over what you were assigned at birth. But changing the way you appear helps make things more bearable for you, both because you're happier looking a certain way, and because the public is slightly less awful to you when you look a certain way.

Cycling back to the "you focus on the pink things more than anything" point, I feel like the most significant pink thing is Mizuki herself. And I think that is also very nice!! Her pinkness is at the very center of the card. It is the heart of the card! Pink!! Girl color!! Heart!! Mizuki's heart is girl color!! Woah!!

(Obligatory "I do not speak Japanese and I do not live there, so I could be wrong", but I think "I was born with an [insert gender] body, but my heart is [insert other gender]" is a fairly popular way of describing being transgender in Japan? I feel like that phrasing has been losing popularity in English, but I still hear it fairly often in Japanese LGBT+ circles on social media and stuff. If I'm right, then that adds a few more significance points to the Pink Center Of Card thing)

Neat card. I love this pink girl a lot

[kim-dokjas]

Hello, I'm Kim Dokja! Han Sooyoung forced told me to make this, so here I am.

I guess people can ask me questions? You can do that, if you want. I don't know why you'd want to talk to me though...

//HELLOOO this blog is brought to you by my crazy obsession with orv right now. im a webtoon reader but im slowly getting through the novel so no big spoilers from the end of the novel please! you can call me mod amia, and while i am 18+, id rather keep this blog rather sfw (although i am fine with suggestive jokes!) other than that, have fun ! <3

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#kdj responds ; for reblogs/rp

#kdj thoughts ; for random yapping posts

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[yoo-joonghyukss]

...This seems unnecessary. But if it keeps that bastard in check...

I assume you're here for a reason. Get on with it, then.

//HELLO if ur here im assuming u know me from my other rp blogs, but if not, welcome !! im a webtoon reader but im slowly getting through the novel so no big spoilers from the end of the novel please! you can call me mod amia, and while i am 18+, id rather keep this blog sfw (although i am fine with suggestive jokes!) other than that, have fun ! <3

tags list:

#yjh answers ; for asks

#yjh responds ; for reblogs/rp

#yjh thoughts ; for random yapping posts

#a constellation ; all ooc posts

[giveityourbestshot]

i've been looking for this official art for like. ever. finally i find it. LOOK AT THAT FAT FUCKING ASS. WOW

[slothpower-central]

Guys I think I've turned into Bari Limbus Company....

[escapetosurvive]

"Announcement in 30 minutes" "announcement in an hour" "announcement really soon" WHICH ONE IS IT HOLY SHIT

[shin-yoosungs]

hi! im shin yoosung.. everyone else was making these things, so i thought id have one too!

im not really the best with talking, but.. feel free to talk with me if you want!

//HELLO HELLO !! yes it is i, the same mod from @kim-dokjas . sys is one of my faves so i wanted to make this blog :3 i was a webtoon reader but im slowly getting through the novel, so no big spoilers from the end of the novel please! although i do know a few spoilers but not all of it. you can call me mod amia! since sys is obviously a minor i would ask for no nsfw/suggestive things on this blog! other than that, have fun!

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#sys answers ; for asks

#sys responds ; for reblogs/rp

#sys thoughts ; for random yapping posts

#a constellation ; all ooc posts

[gpanada]

I just finished watching the ending for the n25 wl2 ending and just wanted to share my thoughts warning: (spoilers and a long yap and rant) sorry if its a bit all over the place

My siblings told me i was overreacting for crying at some fictional charactefs hahaha i just couldn't help it and also because i dont really care what they think... in the end Kanade never got to listen to her fathers song

We are def gonna get kanade angst seeming as she seemed to be a bit distance from the others also Mafuyu getting lonely without there daily meet up at 25:00 is so bittersweet

Mafuyu has really grown, not only that Ena and Mizuki as well, all of them being together in the end makes me so happy

I cried so much, more than ive ever cried in my whole life i think, i really just couldn't help it, i watched this fictional characters grow and interact and its just a story in a rythm game and yet i feel so emotionally attached to this characters and technically they are older than me i think

The ending is just... gosh

Kanade remebering Luka's words and creating a song

Ena finding that song and creating art for it and then getting a dm from K saying "Enanan thanks, i will be waiting on nightcord" then Ena remembering her times with them is just- thats the first few tears

Then a Kanaena moment (in my opinion) "Thanks K- no matter where i am, K would always find me huh" then the tears flow even more

And then Mizuki finding the same song and remembering the other members word- the tears starts to become uncontrollable (dont know if i spelled that right and idc)

"I think its because Amia expanded my world, thats why i was able to create that song" words from Kanade from what i remeber was Kana1 (sega can we PLEASE have more KanaMizu content)

"To have been able to see you after a long while.... Im glad" from Mafuyu, which i dont remember where she said it actually its either from the time that Mafuyu ran away from home after confronting her mother or maybe the Nooncord or maybe from the kanade side story

And finally.. the "Lets stay together Mizuki, everyone in Niigo is also waiting" from Ena after the disaster of Mizu5

After reminising she got a Dm from non other than K and maybe i managed to calm down but my pillows were definetly not safe from the amount of times i stopped myself from just punching it due to excitement

And then Mafuyu who remembers in which i assumed from the time where a classmate made Mafuyu listens to one of K's song that was more of a happy tune

Mafuyu who wanted to let them to experience the happiness a little longer and then Mafuyu listens to Kanade's song

And then Kanade runs up with a bit more stamina to Mafuyu calling her name, (soulmates in every universe fr) and i literally screamed when Mafuyu dropped the facade ahdhdhdhdh

Then they met up at their usual time and talked about how weird this dream they were having and talking about working until morning before a knock could be heard from Kanade's room

It was her father and that moment was when the tears started coming again like ahshshhs

They talked and Kanade's expression is just soo aughh she's so cute yet she looked so sad and almost about to cry

She then requested to hear her father sing again which made me cry so much and in the end she woke up before she even heard it... WHICH WAS THE MOST CRUELEST THING EVER I COULDN'T EVEN AHSHDHDHHD

WHYYY I CANNTTTT IM GONNA CRY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT

Honestly if i were in Kanade's situation as soon as i wake up, i would've started crying and she seemed like she wanted to cry when she also woke up

Like i get that it was supposed to be a happy moment that they were together again and not separated and alone but aghdhd

Tho Kanade's words are so sweet "no matter if its the past present or future, I'll definitely go search for everyone" ahdhdhdh and you know what this is one of the reason why i love polyniigo whether you see them as platonic or romantic i love their relationships and maybe thats why i cried so much even after the "show" is over..

[ivansblacksorrow]

Hello, hello! My name is Ivan, one of the Top 3 contestants in Season 50!

I've seen lots of my friends doing something like this, so...I thought this would be fun!

//HIIIII guess who's back...back again...it's me...mod amia... i know there's tons of ivan rp blogs but i really really love this guy so i wanted to make my own ! i am 18+ but would prefer to keep this blog sfw (although i am fine with suggestive jokes!) umm i dont really do any shipping stuff besides ivantill so...yeah...theres that! other than that, have fun! <3

tags list:

#ivan answers ; for asks

#ivan replies ; for reblogs/rps

#ivan talks ; for any of ivan's yapping

#not ivan... ; all ooc posts

[kidtill]

what is this..? hi, 'm till. i dunno what this is, but.. it seems cool..

i guess you can talk to me. if you want. whatever.

//heyyy im giving in to the demons to make an rp blog lol!! you can call me mod amia :3 this blog is very hc based! this blog is also till when he's younger, so please don't be too weird! mod is 18+ but i obviously do not expect anything like that to end up on this blog. other than that, have fun ! <3

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#till thoughts ; for tills yapping

#not till...? ; for mods yapping

[salad-tales]

Zu Heltzer Lore Part 2

@legendary-alliance-stance (thank you so, so very much) encouraged me to yap more about my characters, so now everyone has to live with the consequences

Please read Part 1 before continuing

First I bring images:

of the past: Elina and Amias

present day: Luzius, Elior and Elina

Secondly I bring more lore:

Last time we left off at Elior and subsequently Luzius traversing the Mists while a special Sylvari just awakened. This Sylvari would go on to travel Tyria, experiencing the spectrum of life from a young age. Though she was gone for only a short time, upon her return to the Grove, she seemed almost like a different person altogether, having matured through her experiences. With many questions still unanswered and little clue where to go from there, Cor sought out her luminary. Kahedins gladly offered her a fresh perspective and before either of them noticed, the two sunk into comfortable conversation. With her luminary's advice and the Pale Tree's blessing, Cor packed her belongings once more and made her way to join the Durmand Priory. While she would make a name for herself there, someone else is fighting for their lives impossibly far away. There are many places in the Mists that are safe for most if not all races to inhabit. But a mortal form can handle only so much. And in his desperation, the boy once known as Elior pushed himself further than any mortal ever should. He had scoured impossibly far and yet there was so much out there he had never even laid eyes on. So many places, that could hold the cure he has been searching for all this time. Now here he was. At the beginning, the end and the in-between, doomed to fade into the infinity that is the Mists. At least, he prayed, he would soon be reunited with his beloved sister in the afterlife. Though it would not come to that. Not when the willpower and love of a father, who, should he fail, has nothing left to lose, burns hotter than any fire Balthazar could ever hope to kindle. A fire so hot, it burned his mortality to ashes alltogether. In the end, the phoenix of a man set foot onto the world, cradling an amulet, that, Dwayna have mercy, holds all that was left of his son. With no way to return to the life they once lived and the war on Zhaitan in full swing, the Pact was their best bet for a new life with as few questions asked as necessary. And little did they know, after almost losing everything, they would find the very piece they've been missing all this time.

Would you believe me if I told you this is still not the end? Because it is. Far from it.

However it's almost 5:30am at the time of writing this and I seriously need to go to sleep.

Also fun fact that I forgot to mention last time: The names of "the first" Elina's parents are my grandparents' middle names.

[lifmera]

Hello pookie. My name is Amia and is it okay for me to have a twst match up? I’m a very calm and collected person most of the time but with my friends I’m very loud and I yap. A lot. Do you mind if I do mention I have OSDD-1B and I would hope that’ll kinda help with the matching?

OFC!!!! 💖💖

I’ve decided to match you with ……ACE!

Ace is friends with like .. everyone. He’d try to break you out of your shell!!

When you get close to him to yap? HE’D LOVE IT. He’s literally the loudest mf on this planet…

I think Ace wouldn’t understand shit you’re talking abt, but he’d be so willing to listen to you talk about your OSDD-1B!! He wouldn’t want to offend you in anyway! He knows he’s pretty dense.

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HOPE THIS WAS OK!!