#and I got to write a love letter to him
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"If there’s one thing I’ve learned since becoming a stan of One Direction and all the boys’ solo careers, it’s that Louies are an incredibly passionate bunch who also know how to organize. They came out in droves this week for Louis, and he won by the largest margin in the history of this poll. A handsome victory indeed!!
It’s easy to see why Louies are so fiercely devoted to him. Louis has been having a banner year between the long-awaited release of his documentary All of These Voices and the North American and UK/European legs of the Faith in the Future World Tour. And he’s done it all whilst looking the best he’s ever looked. Seriously. I look at him and immediately start singing that line from “Juice” about being not a snack but the whole damn meal."
#HIIIIIIIIIIIIII#So this is my website#and I DID MY BEST#to remain neutral during voting#but then Louis WON#and I got to write a love letter to him#and the moment he's having in 2023#I SAW ALL OF YOU SHARING THE POLL#and I thank you#I wrote this with all of you in mind#unhinged in the best way I hope <3
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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly things—post its that say “hi Edwin :)”. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And it’s ridiculous, because Edwin’s right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he can’t sort out what the hell he’s feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he can’t say right, and because he’s a coward, hides them so he doesn’t have to see Edwin’s face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like they’re just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he can’t. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwin’s not mad, he’s maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knows—knows Charles doesn’t mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way I’m a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINE… Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how he’s faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. he’s hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize there’s nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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“rae why do you like writing friends to lovers so much” because these are texts between me and my ex guy best friend of 5 years








#that stadium text…#freshly 18 year old him and me laying in the grass#in our huge college football stadium#talking about life#we only ever kissed once#when we were 18#he was the first person to read my writing#he told his friend i was the one that got away#we had a falling out when i began dating my ex#i was supposed to catch up w him tmr…#and he had to move to nyc#everyone say rip rae’s love story#academic rivals/enemies to friends to slowburn lovers#trope would’ve gone crazy#he wrote a love letter to me#i based my fic one summer off it
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Truly one of the most subtly hilarious moments of the season was when Colin saw ink all over Penelope's hands and went 'oh, what's this about?' and she went 'uh. . .I was writing letters?'
Miss Ma'am, to whomst? You don't have any friends you'd have to write to?? You don't like your family????
You know Colin was a smitten kitten indeed because he just went 'huh, makes sense, okay' instead of going 'but your only friend lives across the street and now I'm right here?'
#colin bridgerton#penelope bridgerton#polin#bridgerton#girlie really said 'yeah i was. . .writing. uh. yeah. writing. uhm. . .letters!!! mhm. lots of letters. so many letters.'#and he locked eyes with her cleavage going 'mhm. totally reasonable. you're so smart and titty- i mean witty'#they're clowns your honor#like who in the world would you be writing to Penelope??? that's such a bad cover up#people forget just how bad a liar this woman is#she couldn't even lie about not having feelings for colin to debling#woman's got absolutely no poker face at ALL and colin's just too in love to care#bless him
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while I expected lots of cute moments with bb-8 and pew-pew adventures in Poe Dameron: Flight Log (which, don’t get me wrong, I definitely did get and was very happy about!!) along with lots of cool ship specs and tech details—
what I wasn’t expecting (a surprise, to be sure, but a welcome one) was several instances of incredibly heartfelt, evocative, and sweet introspections from Poe on his family, upbringing, philosophy / ethics, the resistance, and love 🥺 so many sweet characterization tidbits in this book, I really enjoyed reading it ♡
if you’re interested in reading it as well, I borrowed it (for free!) on internet archive which I highly highly recommend, it was such a fun read and it’s very easy & user-friendly to borrow books from them!
#sw feels#poe dameron#Poe Dameron flight log#did you know his mom was a rebel alliance pilot and after she died he wore her wedding ring on a necklace?!?#and said he was ‘saving it until he found the right person to give it to’?!?!?? what the hell man that’s so sentimental and sweet?!?!?? I’m.#and one of his earliest memories is sitting on his mom’s lap in the cockpit of her a wing as a toddler and her showing him how to fly?!?!#and that she went on missions with Leia who admired her greatly?!? and that his dad lives a quiet content life on yavin?!?#with a. oh my god. with a tree that was grown from part of a tree rescued from the Jedi temple on coruscant by freaking Luke Skywalker?!?!?#and. AND. his dad is an excellent tracker who would climb trees and track local fauna — not to hunt but just for fun?#the Aragorn coding…. dear lord….#OH ALSO Leia personally sent a letter to Kes (his dad) and Poe when Shara (his mom) passed with her personal condolences#and Shara flew in the battle of Endor#that means Poe’s parents probably met if not were good friends with#hera syndulla and so probably also chopper?!?#I’m. this book was even better and more fun to read than I expected thank you internet archive ily internet archive#would love to own the physical book but until then I’m so glad I got to borrow it from internet archive#but owning the physical book at some point would/will be SUCH. a good reference for fic writing too and not just for sequels era fic writing#because incidentally several of the ships included are either OT or PT era originating like Poe at one point was flying a pre-TCW era ship#in one of his logs so like. idk this is the first tech specs star war book I’ve read so far but it’s really fun to have all of that info#laid out on paper in a physical book. would definitely recommend if you like ships and specs#also great fic writing reference point for several minor character info sheets and specs on droids and star fighters and such and also for#the main character characterizations#on the whole just a really fun short book and I only wish it was longer#book quotes#<- not quotes exactly more like book discussion but that’s the tag I use for booky stuff for org purposes#oh also after reading this book I no longer care 0% about kylo ren. I actually care negative 100000000 million times forever about that#‘masked maniac’ as Poe called him. Poe described the interrogation/ torture he endured before Finn broke him out and yeah I despise kylo eve#n more than I did before now. that part made me really sad
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Some midnights, you’re out and you’re buzzing with electric current — an adventurer in pursuit of rapturous thrill. Music blaring from speakers and the reckless intimacy of dancing with strangers. Something in this shadowy room to make you feel shiny again. On these nights, you know that there are facets of you that only glow in the dark.
It’s giving, “Best believe I’m still bejeweled, when I walk in the room, I can still make the whole place shimmer, and when I meet the band they ask ‘do you have a man’ and I can still say ‘I don’t remember.’” It also gives, “I bent the truth too far tonight, I was dancing around it.” It’s, “Do you really want to know where I was April 29th?”
But. BUT. BUT!!!!!
it also gives: “I washed my hands of us at the club, you made a mess of me. I pictured you with other girls in love and threw up on the street.” It’s “I slur your name 'til someone puts me in a car, I stopped receiving invitations.”
it’s “don’t you ignore me, I’m the best thing at this party.”
On these nights, you know that there are facets of you that only glow in the dark.
this part is reaaaaaaaaaaally sitting with me right now. It’s now part of you is desperate to shine but only when no one is watching. Or dimming it when everyone is watching.
it’s… a lot.
#midnights#me thinking too hard about Taylor lyrics#writing letters addressed to the fire#I feel like I#not articulating myself well but something in my brain is screaming right now#bejeweled#high infidelity#hits different#you’re losing me#also ‘when they ask do you have a man I can still say I don’t remember’#reminds me of ‘I’ve got a boyfriend he’s older than us I haven’t seen him in a couple of months I go through phases when it comes to love’#lyric parallels
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i sign off each of my letters to kaeya with a kiss since we can't often do it in person
#saeya ‹𝟹#💋 sua instead of love sua heh#putting on some rouge just for the occasion :3#hehe i like to think he always takes the letters i write him to read in his office#bc the first time he saw the kiss mark he got all flustered in front of the other knights#so he has taken to reading them in private~#cutie boy!
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What. What the fuck DO YOU MEAN you've only been writing fic since Veilguard?
???!!!???!!!!!!!!
And it's so good?????
@excited-hiss
I uh. I’m blushin. My eyes burn. I didn’t consider myself a ‘writer’ until a few months back. Reading this—from you? Meltin. I line tile. now one with grout.
I’ve always written! Always. But you’re only a writer if published right? See I am also dumb. and a coward. And writing a character I didn’t create terrifies me. Because then you can get it wrong? I didn’t make that voice how could I write it?! Fanfic?!! Never. Sacrilege. I’m not even a writer I wouldn’t defile…
BUT EMMRICH. I had to see him. I had to see more. And I wanted to show what I thought HAPPENED. I didn’t have an AO3 account. I worked on that for weeks. The hours would be embarrassing. But that was my first post on tumblr.com. Bless those first likes. I was seconds from deleting. And I would’ve missed all the friendship and community being a WRITER of fanfic of all things brought!! I love you all.
And it’s been so fun to share that and get to see other takes. I worried for nothing. There are no rules. We are all writers if we’re writing and it’s a glorious thing. I don’t know how to put it…but hmm. I love the writing and Emmrook community, sincerely. Earlier hangups scared me off fanfic when it’s all fun.
#I never read fanfiction before either because I had books. books my love. my lovers.#I’m voice obsessed alright. Emmrich got me with his careful words and KINDNESS AUGH the line that still gets me is ‘Then they are fools’#so fast so quick so OBVIOUS so why was I giving any thought or time to such callous fools I heard that one more than deep more than slow#and then every depiction of Rook disappearing to Fade had Emmrich absolutely distraught and a mess at first but look at him when Manfred#I had to show my perspective on that moment. had to write to see what I thought Emmrich would do once Rook was lost#I think the piece above was a love letter of sorts and then. well. I got comments. I posted that text on tumblr. and wow. I can write?#maybe I’ll write more with this man because I’m enjoying it. I can write! let’s practice making a story! let’s go! I’m a writer!#I never wanted anything more than that. I still don’t! I could live life content just sharing silly stories. I’m in love with words.#your words included in there btw. an inspiration for capturing characters and their voice. with such speed. such quality. what defined pros#OH lol and this is just me. those were my motivations what I enjoy delvin at#LOL and I’m cringe k I’m not in the right frame of mind all fanfic is a ton of fun practice I’m a fumblin mess but I…#that’s what pulled me in. it’s not why I’ve stayed. that first burn broke through and once here well damn no rules have fanfic fun#read all the above and weep I went in too deep and was hungry after work balls I won’t delete a testament to my hubris or something fuckin
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pairing: tav/emperor
rating: mature
word count: 11,615 (so far - unfinished)
alternate summary: a post-canon longfic in which the emperor is back in the gate and up to no good, and dragonborn rogue tav is just happy to be borderline enthralled there for the ride. a slow romance between a mind flayer crime lord incapable of love and its chaos lizard protegé!
The Emperor was not easily swayed to act against its own better judgment, but its erstwhile companion had always been a special circumstance; and, after all—as a mind flayer—it would be against his nature to deny himself what was proffered: here was an open mind, full of complex thoughts and feelings that begged to be examined—sampled. Here was an open body, loamy with longing, ready to be sown with sensation.
chapters 1 - 20 here on ao3 :)
#a very weird fic but i am enjoying writing it so much#in which tav is a cool rogue who saved the world but he's also a sad unemployed guy j*rking off over a squid who ghosted him#also many parts of this fic are just my love letter to the emperor and you can tell which parts it is#bg3 emperor#emperor/tav#tav/emperor#bg3 tav: knife#i got rid of the screenshot of tags bc maybe the tumblr feds will delete my account but the tags on ao3 provide thorough warning#oryndoll writing tag
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i have a problem. and the problem is that i have gotten way too attached to how i'm writing Ocato. and now i want to include him more. help.
#ramblings#he's SUCH a delight to write i love him so much#i got too into his voice and had to write out a whole letter from him into this scene. help.
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I also have to go with Tyr, when I think of your OCs I think of him first. Your ramblings about him as the IA are always such a treat to read, really fascinating exploration of that story and his role in it.

atp i think he earned a spot in the will or something. xD
this man's taken me places i never thought to go before (gifs, reigniting my confidence and joy for writing fanfic) and is also still to this day amusing me because i thought i'd make just some guy. so i wouldn't predictably become As obsessed with what was likely to be 'dot obsession material 101' aka the imperial agent class story.
it didn't work. clearly. and i love him for that. 😃 all that rambling has made me some pretty cool friends, after all. <3
[ go on, pick a favorite oc. you know you want to /lh ]
#dot talk#answered#tbf tho atp i'd nearly think i'd done him dirty or wrong somehow if he wasn't The Guy this blog is associated with lol#tyr is who i think of when i write open love letters to the swtor community here in my head#bc he's that blorbo. the one i got to be just absolutely bonkers about on main and get to share a lot of fun and passion thru#there's truly few cooler feelings that i've had at least personally like that in getting to be part of fandom#and swtor peeps have a real cool way of doing that in supporting pcs that i just. i haven't quite seen or gotten anywhere else.#that's my we'll always have paris of swtor memories
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MUSE’S HANDWRITING ! pick a font that resembles your muse’s handwriting.
((Good golly gosh read the tags below for extra lore.))
Tagged by: @chainedbychoice
Tagging: @wanderingarcherviola, @fortunefeather, @wildskissed, @bookofvesper
#chainedbychoice#dash games#headcanon#The Warlock Without a Patron - Michael#((I actually went down a whole rabbit trail with this))#((bc his first set of parents were merchants who would've had decent handwriting of their own for writing legible ledgers))#((so Michael would've been learning his letters from very clear examples))#((BUT his second set of (not really parents...guardians?) were a neutral-evil adventuring party who didn't really like him))#((so he'd have fallen out of practice until he was around 12 and got sold to an Archfey))#((and I'm torn between him developing a very fancy and elegant style))#((bc he was one of the Archfey's favorite kids and therefore always nearby even when other fey were visiting))#((OR him developing a sloppier kind of style))#((bc there'd be little to no social pressure for him to make a good first impression on other fae))#((bc the Taker of the Lost is kinda...OP))#((he was my first shot at homebrewing an Archfey and he turned out to be a helicopter parent of 5K+ who could solo the final miniboss))#((and a lot of other Archfey in my setting puff up like kittens meeting a dog for the first time whenever he walks by))#((they're the ones who try to impress him XD))#((but THEN (again) after Michael loses his memories and ends up where this blog begins))#((he starts living out a romance novel and trading love letters with a PRINCE on the regular))#((and he wouldn't want his boyfriend to have a hard time reading his letters so he'd practice real haaaard T0T))#((hm. maybe I should've made this rabbit trail a post. It's gotten very long.))
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i'm SO UPSET that tony never got to see steve's angst beard!!!!!! like let's be so real, steve was in shambles bc he missed his bf and said bf didn't even get to see it!!!!! that's a CRIME!!!!!
#this has been a thought in my head since 2017#like i just.....#tony never got to really know how bad it impacted steve too#and yes i LOVE the thought of tony simping bc let's be real steve's angst beard was hot as fuck#but like!!!!!! he probably spent that whole time thinking he never truly mattered to steve when that's NOT TRUE#tony he needed you too!!!!!!#it wasn't one-sided!!!!!!#and yes steve did write that letter and give him that phone but it didn't really show just how BAD steve was fucked up too#it only showed a fraction of the guilt steve really felt#like god they really couldn't function without each other and it makes me go FERAL#IM in shambles thinking about them#i gotta write a fanfic.....#steve rogers#tony stark#stevetony#stony#the avengers
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wow when i think about it maybe this year wasn't that bad
#i mean yes it was one of the worst definitely i kept falling down and down and down and i def hit rock bottom#highest weight of my life 'pcod' 'pre diabetes' ugh that was the worst#and the generally not studying#but but but. im going to list all the good things because it made me feel so weirdly happy that wow this happened to me#let's go chronologically#1. pretty awesome birthday got a gift from my then bestf which made me feel so seen and so understood#for the first time in life to the extent that i couldn't believe that paying attention to me and loving me so much was even possible#2. discovered i def like guys too and him writing on a tissue to me hbd and me giving him that letter which was almost like a love letter#that was so brave and vulnerable of me i can't believe i did that im proud of myself#3. learning thru an admittedly bad experience that there is no timeline for life and experiences and i definitely do not need#to have like sex and stuff to be cool and fit in its okay to wait for the right person it doesn't make me a loser#because at the end of the day i have to live with it i can sleep with someone just because i hate the feeling of being 21 and feeling#like im behind everyone but then that would be disrespectful to myself and i deserve better#4. that brief period of 15 days when i was almost friends with this girl from office and even tho she left i still remember resting my head#on her shoulders and feeling safe after so long#5. getting drunk with my bestie that was pretty awesome i shouldn't say this but it was such a good year for us cause she broke up with her#bf so whenever we met we would just play music and dance to sabrina#6. getting drunk with my SISTER and clubbing with her fuck that was pretty awesome i love her and i love her guy friend and i really hope#he succeeds in pata ing her and he becomes my future jiju#7. passinv this exam. i honestly didn't think i had it in me to get this degree and it's still hard to believe but i do feel motivated to#try now. i worked hard i sincerely studied which i hadn't done in like 2 years and it really feels like god#said yeah beta you take this win and keep getting better okay?#so much bad happened too ive now lost everyone except my family and my one irl bestf but i still feel hopeful. i hope it will be ok 2025
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Ello, it’s me again with an important question~ Since Boss wears glasses, how bad is his eyesight?? Or does he only wear it for aesthetic reasons??
…….And would he allow Friend! Darling to take his glasses and try them on, or would he grip their wrist before they can remove it?? :3
(First scenario may or may not include Friend! Darling staring at his face and saying he looks more handsome with glasses)
how bad is his eyesight?? Or does he only wear it for aesthetic reason??
For the sake of possibly getting 🍀 going through a crisis, he wears it for the sake of being able to see. He struggles a lot because (correct me if I'm wrong cause its been a WHILE) he's actually far-sighted! However, when he doesn't have his glasses, he just wears contacts instead.
…….And would he allow Friend! Darling to take his glasses and try them on, or would he grip their wrist before they can remove it?? :3
Jessamine. Jessamine. Friend! Darling would have somewhat of those rights but heaven forbid you pull that away for an hour, he will hold you on a death grip. This man wouldn't mind if they do it though, because he doesnt really need it and has his contacts, but... Well.
Let's just say he likes them better.
(First scenario may or may not include Friend! Darling staring at his face and saying he looks more handsome with glasses)
THE FIRST SCENARIO LMAOOO PLEASE TELL HIM, PLEASE FEED INTO HIS EGO. I will laugh because he'd be probably "oh, so you're into glasses, are you? :)" while internally going "hm... interesting..."
#💌 ;; messenger writes#💌 ;; a letter from: jessamine-rose#💌 ;; fine print: ''boss''#;; love how boss is just 'oh. you like those?'#;; if this were to be a sfw fic you'd catch him getting thick rimmed ones just for friend darling#;; alas. this aint a sfw blog#;; but in a way they KINDA got some form of favoritism/nicer treatment than others... chuckles.#;; also i promise i'll reply to the messages i am. not having it with my college classes.#;; anyways expect me to come in to feed ur demons (/exag) more thoughts of friend darling and boss. please. i need to hold ur shoulders#;; and shake you with them.#;; fucking blorbos. i love them.#;; would steal friend darling from boss to piss him off though 10/10
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got some new books at the library today 😈 hehehe
#I got mary Oliver essays#a John Keats poetry book love him!!#a book of Kurt Vonnegut speeches/essays#a journal/essay thing by an author I don’t know#eligible by Curtis sittenfield because I love Jane Austen and I needed a fun fiction read#and a collection of stories and essays by Raymond carver#oh and south and west by Joan didion#I’m very much in an essays/diaries/meditations on writing and reading type of mood lately#I still need to finish the three library books I got first though#I’m reading mystery and manners by Flannery O’Connor currently and then I need to read a novel by her#and her other collection of short stories i haven’t read yet#plus maybe I think there’s some of her letters in the anthology I got#and I also have a short book of Rilke that I need to get to#but I’m pretty sure these will all renew without an issue cuz I think I cant renew three times#anyway I’m ranting I just love the library#they have a perpetual book sale going on and I found a romance book by an author I’ve read before#and a local book about moon phases and regional lore I think? it looks cool#and christian got a book#I’m gonna try to read at least 50 pages a day at minimum#I’m on track to finish 6 books in July! my second most accomplished month this year#I can’t believe I read 12 books in january what was I on#tbf some of those were graphic novels and middle grade lit though#but still
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