#and bad coping mechanisms lol
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gardenerian · 2 months ago
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there are worse ways to stay alive
7.5k | M rating | bipolar disorder, mentions of alcoholism and disordered eating
For @darlingian's lovely prompt: "Ian Gallagher tries so hard. He gets back up and keeps going even when things don't seem like they'll ever be okay. He's so loved, and so good." When Lip struggles a bit, Ian tries to avoid self-sabotaging in order to struggle alongside him.
read here on ao3 🧶
many thanks to @gallavichthings for hosting gge 2025 ❤️
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sieglinde-freud · 7 months ago
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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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goops-art · 9 months ago
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Let me tell you an old story , a story about two friends.
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amaranthoi · 2 months ago
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like an angel sent from the heavens my therapist called me and apparently we had an appointment set for today i completely forgot about
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byler-alarmist · 7 months ago
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Can the anon who told me that they knew someone involved in the game development of Puzzle Tales please reach out and let me know what the FUCK happened??
For those who don't play: the game is being shut down completely and deleted on Dec 13th. They gave less than a month's warning.
It's weird and sudden, since there was still unfinished new content they had planned to release. Rumor on the streets is Netflix is doing massive layoffs before the holidays.
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bambiraptorx · 3 months ago
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one of the fun things about 2003 stockman is that his character arc is a constant game of going "oh wow he's really reached a new low point here huh" and then he pulls out a shovel and proceeds to start digging
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jane-lynndrake-t · 10 months ago
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Thinking about dream-baby (I really can't keep calling him dream-baby) to distract me from the frankly horrific nightmare :)
Laughs with his whole tiny body and slumps into me to hide his giggles.
The little pout he does when he can't see something from where he is... curious tiny creachur...
Big blue-grey eyes that invite kisses to his brows.
Liddol giggles when he gets his kisses.
there isn't any universe that I wouldn’t name him after my brother <3 I love and miss you, JT.
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iyxv · 2 years ago
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jb at variety playhouse in atlanta — sept. 4, 2021
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urcr4zy4nnoying · 5 days ago
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last exam today
didnt even look at the fucking material
watch me fail
it's fine alcohol and cigs will make me forget
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explodingquails · 1 year ago
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To kick off the new year here is a low-effort meme that appeals to me and me only
They would actually have a lot to talk about methinks
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sorryimananti-romantic · 10 months ago
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What inspires you to write? And how do you deal with a writer's block?
hi love <3
i think the little things inspire me to write? a product of my daydream, a little sth that catches my attention like a song lyric, a concept photo or a quote. i'm really inspired by kdramas or movies that i watch, or the books that i (used to) read.
as of lately, i'm more into the whole worldbuilding and the plot aspects of writing- that's where i start, and then i fit/shape the member i write for accordingly. the members are just characters in the fic, the world and the setting that i create for them is the primary focus. that mainly inspires/drives me to write.
as for writer's block, when i feel it coming, i try to find the source of it and deal with that directly. sometimes, real life is overwhelming us (real life is always overwhelming me and i actually write to cope so if even writing starts to overwhelm me... i'll have nothing left LOL).
sometimes, it's bc we just need a little break to sort our thoughts out. it's okay to not always actively write and post. i take a little congratulatory break after each fic posted where i just watch sth or read stuff or rot. it works really good bc i actually want to write when the break is over. in case i'm obsessed with an idea i just have to write, i try to do planning instead of actually writing. (and i think in the long run its better to have these little breaks instead of a big writer's block break, but sometimes we do need the big break :') don't be scared of it)
also, i think it's really imp that you know who you are writing for. you should primarily be writing for yourself, and then for the readers. the pressure of posting sometimes gets to us, and that's okay, we just need to take a few deep breaths and think. sometimes, we're losing motivation, there's lack of feedback, or various other factors that make it seem like a writer's block is coming. but really, prioritise yourself in when and what you write <3
and to add on to this-- give yourself the ego boost no one will (or write out of spite like i do). you're amazing, you're a great writer, you write juicy stuff, and that's all that matters! people don't have to love you for you to know that you're a great writer! gaslight yourself if you have to (it works). write out of spite-- hmm, why has no one written xxx trope about yyy member yet? if no one has, i will. this also works.
also, i think the most imp thing in all this yapping is being able to talk to someone if you feel like you can't write. sometimes when you feel like you're stuck and there's only darkness, talking to someone about what you feel, or what you want to write and bouncing ideas with them lights up that bulb in your head and before you know it, you're back on track again.
and if you ever need that person, i'm here for you <3
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tanjir0se · 11 months ago
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Oof I am so sorry to anyone with daddy issues for what I am currently doing to Sanemi and Genya in the google docs
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muttmedley · 2 years ago
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one thing that's always a little funny to me is when you go to someone's blog and their dni basically boils down to "if you have ANY kinks then DO NOT interact with me" like ok that's fine but bro why are you here lol
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ahalliance · 1 year ago
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me when i have genuinely great french and italian coffee for a week and a half then go straight back to my shitty store bought ice coffee once i get home 🤙
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ilikeyoshi · 5 months ago
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for the record i'm in a good enough place now that if i'm following you and you post wowcraft, i know, and i have determined i can follow you safely! always want 2 clarify this bc i don't want to worry anyone. i have already done the Trauma Math you're fine. 💞
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deus-ex-mona · 1 year ago
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the constant emphasis on the can of alcohol though… it’s like it’s telling us that yuko’s too deep in her vices/self-indulgence that she’s completely oblivious to how much her younger son loves and cares for her…
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