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despite the lukewarm response to the Hannibal panel at NYCC, i am praying to every god out there that this is not the last time they attend an event together, because i only got into Hannibal a few months ago, and even though i was lucky enough to get photos and autographs with them this time, i would give just about anything to see them at least one more time
#and maybe next time i won't be so shy and can tell them how much i love them instead of just saying 'hi' and 'thank you so much'#and barely making eye contact#next time i want a selfie at the autograph table too#didn't know that was even an option until i got there and didn't have enough cash left on me#NYCC was surprisingly unorganized for a con that's been in existence for 18 years#i know its not easy to hold such a large scale event#but there were a lot of details that were not clarified beforehand ANYWHERE for first-time attendees#and i did my research on google/reddit/etc beforehand too and was still ill-prepared#like how people could show up day-of and get in the same autograph line ahead of me even though i paid in advance#(i almost didn't get an autograph from mads AT ALL because of this - thank god i barely got thru the line in time)#or how there would be VIP seats at panels that they would just randomly tell people to come up and fill so it was a rush to the stage#or how they said we would all get WWDITS shirts and then had absolutely no plan for handing them out so barely anyone got them#also the layout of the javits center is the most fucked up horribly confusing building i've ever had to navigate in my life lol#barely had time to stop people to take pics of cosplay because i was so confused about where the hell i was going at all times#i was really struggling badly with my mental the entire trip which didn't help at all#anyway. i wish i got just a few more seconds with mads and hugh and wasn't so shy and dissociative and rushed#i miss them already#now i'm going to go cry in my bed and delusionally pretend that they will remember me forever despite me being extremely forgettable
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When your extroverted friend who’s supposed to be good at this people stuff is somehow worse at picking up social cues than you are

I’m renovating the AU again because when am I ever satisfied. Anyways, I go sleep now
#they have such a funny relationship to me#there are two types of friends in a duo : the ‘ew- people’ type of hermit + exasperated extrovert who tries#to drag their adopted introvert everywhere to fill their weekly social interaction quota#Felix never leaves his game in this AU- like barely ever#I had to honour the OG Ralph by making his AU version a bit of a himbo as well#making them a little bit stupid. for my own entertainment#their friendship in the swap au is like- slightly more amicable than in the OG movie#Felix would NEVER admit being friends with Ralph and avoids him at all cost#but Ralph keeps trying to be talk to him and he hates it#weird grumpy ahh cat#anyways#I might update their characters and lore of the au#don’t really like what I had going on before#my art#my au#wreck it ralph au#wreck it ralph fanart#wreck it ralph#fix it felix#fix it felix jr#wir#scopophobia#giving Felix the uncanny blue eyes to make him look soo freaked out 24/7#someone give him contacts for heaven’s sake
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david looks so good and tommy is working so hard looking in the other direction
#wednesday spoilers#avengers academy#avengers academy spoilers#(i mean barely but just to be safe)#young avengers#david alleyne#tommy shepherd#thinkfast#also insanely funny that david showed up to the family meeting about the magic rock just to serve and not make eye contact with his ex
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Day 6 - Game on!
@sansxyouweek
#undertale#underswap#sans#underswap sans#han#oc#han x skellie#sansxyouweek2023#sans x you#aaaAAAAAAAAAA#I'M WEAK#I CAN'T LAST 10 SECONDS#I ACTUALLY COUNTED THIS BASED ON ME LOOKING INTO A FANART W/ EYE CONTACT#I DIED#AASKDFJGHDFJKGHLAKDF#anyway i'm very late today bc i'm barely making it aaa aa a a a#one more day one more day!!!#LET'S GOOOOOO >///<#CAN'T FIND ANOTHER EXCELLENT EXCUSE TO DRAW MYSELF WITH SKELLIES LIKE THIS////////////
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theres somethin about those outdoors man. pyro is looking out the window for such a long time. ivory is constantly looking out windows. that shot reverse shot with the woods when shes shaking off the dust from her duster. the room where the piano is SUPPOSED to be is bathed in sunlight.
there's so much emphasis put on characters looking OUT from a window. or shot behind a window. or in front of it. purposeful Long Shots.
#which makes me think abt the near eye contact ivory almost makes with pyro and how important that feels#they both do this Looking Outside thing and i feel like theres an understanding they both need from each other that jsut#BARELY got missed when serapter and her were rushing away#whitepine#idk. thoughts.
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forced eye contact is so hot. make me look at you while you make me feel good. hold my face to force me to look you in the eyes as you get me off. do the same while I suck you off. make me look at you while you put your fingers in my mouth and then put them inside of me. just. forced eye contact.
#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#trans nsft#queer nsft#ftm sub#this is absolutely part of my thing for embarrassment Btw#and I’m autistic so. it feels very vulnerable to look anyone in the eyes#cuz apparently you can see emotions in other peoples eyes? but I don’t get that at all#so I know people can see how I feel apparently? but I don’t get the same in return#plus I barely make eye contact with people so it’s extra special#also then I’m forced to not hide my reactions#so I’m. thinking very hard abt this.#…something else is hard woah who said that
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was settling down for a nap and then remembered how I've accidentally flirted with multiple women this semester and got really embarrassed
#JESUS#I#I DID SOME TH ING REALLY FLIRTATIOUS ON ACCIDENT IM REALLY GLAD IT DIDNT ESCALATE#OOOOOHHBBB#IM TOO AUTISTIC FOR THIS MAN#we were at dinner and it was loud and I could barely hear the people around me#so I was looking at this persons mouth#and at the same time I wet my finger in my glass and ran it around the rim b/c I wanted to hear the sound it would make#spacie spoinks#and every so often I would make eye contact for a few seconds b/c I wanted them to know I was paying attention#like oh ny fucking god in hindsight it probably looked so fucking WEIRD#END MY LIFE. IM SORRY FOR FLIRTING WITH YOU#''SPACIE CAN FLIRT WITH WOMEN!'' ''I can't do it on command....'' ''HE CANT DO IT ON COMMAND!!!''
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so like theoretically is anybody interested in a mal du pays x reader or
#isat#isat spoilers#tagged just in case and also bc I think the character is a spoiler#mal du pays#listen mal du pays is lowkey barely a character which makes writing them. less scary.#(desperately avoiding eye contact with all the loop x readers I’ve got planned) you know like
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Hey there!! Absolutely love your art and characters 🫶!! Could we get some more on Luxe and the others?? Like what a day in the shelter looks like?
The day is probably more eventful for the workers there to be honest. For their little hybrid residents the only thing that truly gives rhythm to their days are meal time, outside time and the dreaded by some bath time, which does not happen as often as it should since as with all shelters this one is also understaffed for the amount of residents�� But hey they do get food three times a day and their spaces cleaned regularly so it's better than the streets for those who came from there (cue Luxe mourning the luxurious life he lost in the background)
Brownie goes outside to escape Luxe and Pup (Luxe prefers to stay indoor so Pup also sticks by his side instead of enjoying the outdoor with other hybrids) but he was not really socialized with other hybrids past his like, puppy years, so he's too anxious to approach or play with the others. Tbh he just prefers the company of humans but the workers are always too busy to give him much more than a pat in passing and visitors can only come see the hybrids at set times and behind the door (except for 1 to 1 visits with the hybrid of their choice), so he spends a lot of the time outside in front of the fence watching people come and go and wondering when his owner is going to come pick him back up from this weird place.
That's what his days look like until it's time to go back inside, where he'll just stay in his corner until food time except if Luxe decides that it's bonding time for him and Pup lol but the upside is that it means he'll get a good cleaning since that's Luxe very cat idea of how to get close. Like I touched on in this answer Luxe will also come sleep against him and Pup will join, either at night, during the evening or in the afternoon when it's rainy outside so there's no outside time, and Luxe sleeps A LOT so there's no shortage of opportunity to force group cuddles.
They eat inside their little room. Brownie learned very fast that Pup will growl at him if he even moves a iota after they have received their food, which Pup scarfs down very fast, but luckily for Brownie he will not try to get to his share too. Luxe is a picky eater that eats very little, so much so that he gets smaller, warmed up portions more often throughout the day, which is another thing that makes him hard to adopt (when he first arrived to the shelter he actually had to be tube fed because he refused to eat at all so it's a huge improvement that he eats at all).
Ofc sometimes Luxe and Pup are just busy together so that's another reason Brownie tends to go stretch his legs outside even if there are even more scawy unknown hybrids there.
#; asks#v; hybrid pet shelter#there is barely any difference between a prison and the shelter… is that a commentary on animal shelters mHHHH (no)#there's a human AU somewhere where they are just inmates lol#eventually Brownie does get some action Luxe is smart enough not to immediately scare him by throwing him in the deep end#instead he makes eye contact with him during to entice him LOL but the poor thing just runs away
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watching persuasion has me going omg they're speaking to each other??? 50 minutes in?? slow down crazies let's not rush into things
#why does them having a very simple conversation where they can barely make eye contact feel SOOOOO intimate!!!!#anne and wentworth brain worms 4 life#persuasion
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started from the bottom -> now we here
#went from watching Hannibal for the very first time to meeting them at NYCC in less than four months#this is what the hannibal brain rot does to a person#i was frazzled and dissociated the entire time#didn't get to tell them how much i love them and barely could make eye contact bc i was sooo shy#felt rushed at autographs and wish i had gotten a more personal moment with each of them#it still doesn't feel real#and i could barely afford any of it#but i would do it all over again without a second thought#and i hope i can see them again some day ❤️❤️❤️#me and my dads#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannigram#mads mikkelsen#hugh dancy#will graham#hannibal lecter#nycc 2024#new york comic con#hannibal pannibal
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three years after the fact people are still blissfully misinterpreting my pathologic fanart but it's fine it's cool it's whatever I don't care I'm not invested in it anymore
#it's fine.#go ahead reblog the comic where it's the last day of the game and they still barely make eye contact with each other#and are incapable of speaking honestly to each other about their interests or decisions#and tag it as ship art#it's fine. you all have a deeply fascinating perspective on the world
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the costume designer from throne of blood who made lady asaji's clothes squeak as she glides from room to room deserves 3 gazillion yen
#throne of blood#THE definitive portrayal of lady macbeth literally no one is going it like her#its so perfectly localized i started shaking the first time i saw it. something about the Demure Servitude of confucianism combined with#lady macbeth's ambition and cold bloodedness makes this such an intoxicating combination#the fact that she never makes eye contact. never raises her voice above a monotone. barely moves. barely reacts.#always kneels and puts herself in a position below her man. and every word she says nails him right in the heart. plays him like a#fucking fiddle.#what is it about kurosawa that makes him just Get shakespeare??? its home runs every time
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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.
#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before#is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people#i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this#was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something#“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries#“men dont smile at people.” well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet#“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART#i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself#i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are#my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing#im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that#shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them#i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like#in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism#i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all#not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing#(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason
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The way Alex looks at Greg in the earlier Series is absolutely adorable.
I mean, he is entranced.
And he’s constantly mouthing along to what Greg is saying, it’s so cute.
“I think we should do this, shouldn’t we?”
“Well she certainly doesn’t know the difference between a chicken and a duck.”
Series 4 Episode 4
#meanwhile Greg barely spares Alex a glance#no really Greg makes very little eye contact#alex horne#greg davies#taskmaster#S4#S4 E4
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I'm kicking, screaming, crying, throwing up, pulling my hair out by the roots—
Exile by Taylor Swift is such a Maiko-coded song. Like, it doesn't get more perfect. Literally every single line of that song fits with Maiko perfectly ugh!!!
The way I'm feeling right now has no solution, no relief. It's like how you want to crush cute things cause there really isn't any response that would deal with the stimulus called cuteness? I'm going crazy because I can't express how much I love this song and I love maiko and sometimes words aren't necessary. Sometimes it's just the vibes and exile is so maiko in vibes—I feel like I've understood a lot of things I feel like throwing up.
It's like Zuko and Aang looking at the dragon flames and understanding firebending. I listen to exile and it's just—maiko in my head...just pictures and vibes and feels. No words apart from the ones in the song and they fit, okay?
#i always associated don't blame me with mai#love did make her crazy#but two taylor swift songs being so maiko huh#i used to taylor but not anymore#i barely listen to her music anymore—new music at least and I don't like her anymore for a lot of reasons *cough* the environment *cough*#BUT—Lover is the reason is survived grade 11th and now#AND NOW I'M FINDING THAT HER SONGS ARE PERFECT FOR MY FAVOURITE SHIP!!!#ugh#ugg#UGH#exile is SSOOOOO maiko#you never gave a warning sign#i gave so many signs#ugh!!!#i think I've seen this film before and I didn't like the ending reminds me of when zuko locks mai in boiling rock cell and—#—they share 3 secs of intense eye contact#yeah#ive seen this film before!!!#maiko#zuko#mai#i just felt like word vomiting#atla#avatar the last airbender#exile taylor swift ft. bon ivor
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