#and eclipse harmonizes with them perfectly

[naffeclipse]

Hello there, sliding an ittitbitty idea thats been in my head since I finished Apex Polarity (fantastic read).

AP, everything starts and ends the same, just that when Orclips transforms Photographer they turn into a sea butterfly (Clione limacina). If Eclipse was possesive with them as a normal size human, he'll probably go ultra feral and protective with his little pearl-size wanna make mate.

That'll be all from me at the moment. Thanks for writing such incredible fics, all of them. Kisses and have a good day <3

That is such an adorable thought! Eclipse is still so possessive and the photographer is just having the worst day of your life (so far) but you're just so cute and tiny! Look at one!

Also, I love this little tidbit because I didn't know where these creatures live but!!

It fits!! Y/N becoming a tiny sea butterfly siren is so lovely!

Eclipse would always have you in his palm. Everywhere he goes, he's cradling you close and gently protecting you from waves and ice flow, which would be sweet if it weren't for how you became this. He especially adores your beautiful colors and how diaphanous you look. It's difficult for you to wrap your head around how you became so small and, well, admittedly, pretty. Eclipse loves your wings matching your birdie nickname but he also begins calling you sea angel.

You're not thrilled by any of these developments, of course. It's frightening how vulnerable and tiny you are. You have to cling to Eclipse's thumb to not float away. Once or twice, you slip between his fingers in some bid to escape but Eclipse scoops you up and reminds you in a low snarl why they can't leave him. The ocean is so vast and full of dangerous predators, and you have to stay with him.

How can you tell an apex predator no when he could eat you up in one bite?

[despairoftheendless]

Sandman Femslash Weekend

Sunday the 15th - Night Out

In which Wanda takes Barbie out for karaoke and they both get really drunk

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It had been six months since Ken left Barbie- But Wanda reminds her that this just means it's the 6 month anniversary of her ditching that dweeb and moving to the big city, Thus cause to celebrate!

So instead of laying in bed and moping Barbie gets dressed, dusts her face with glitter and follows Wanda onto a bus heading to Chinatown.

Wanda takes her to a hole in the wall Japanese karaoke bar with a sign reading THE WHITE KITSUNE in bright neon letters. They split a big plate of shrimp gyoza and do shot after shot of sake that makes Barbie's throat burn in the best way.

Once they're nice and liquored up they make their way to the karaoke machine. Wanda starts them off because she's always been the confident one. She croons out a cover of "Love is a Battlefield" and Barbie can't help but think of how beautiful her singing voice is.

Next it's Barbie's turn, she decides to be bold and selects "I Wanna Dance with Somebody (Who Loves Me)". As she sings Wanda cheers her on from the sidelines and she tells herself the warm blush growing on her cheeks is just from the sake.

Next came even more sake and a particularly off-key rendition of "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun"; After that a cover of "Like A Virgin" where Wanda nearly fell over trying to spin like Madonna. Finally to end off the night they chose a duet to "Total Eclipse of the Heart".

As they harmonized as best as their slurred speech allowed they held each other's gaze. Cool blue eyes meeting warm brown in the dim lights of their shared karaoke room.

The subway ride home was surprisingly packed for the late hour. Without a seat to flop onto Wanda opted to nestle herself into the corner as Barbie leaned weakly against a metal pole and tried not to puke.

A sudden jolt lurched Barbie off. She would've fallen to the dirty floor if Wanda hadn't been quick enough to pull her close, Placing a strong hand on her back to keep her in place.

Barbie rested her head against Wanda's chest for the rest of the ride home.

She yawned and closed her eyes, Feeling perfectly safe despite the grime and crime of the New York subway system.

It was nice knowing Wanda was around to catch her if she fell.

[toiletology]

How to play the game part 2

The F typo means FLAG but it can also mean a lot of other things like fact, false, fly, (flies tend to land on things that you should pay attention to) fish, etc.

JESUS was a fisherman and God came into being by separating DARK into LIGHT or ONE into TWO. In sacred geometry this is called the VESICA PISCIS or the VESSEL OF THE FISH or the JESUS FISH!

The middle overlap area can be viewed as the top part of a chalice or opening to the Holy Grail. This is how God works and I recommend reading the blog below to under this a bit more. https://blog.toiletology.org/post/757990782184587264/body-soul-spirit

In the game of GOLF the flag marks the hole. When you get a hole-in-one its can also be called an ACE. In the game of poker an ACE can represent the lowest card a 1 or the highest 14th card (14 = two sevens). The F/ACE can be good or not, it can't be one thing because that would make the game way too easy to under right? Right is sometimes right and sometimes RONG.

If you get an F typo it usually means you should explore that more or keep fishing till you find something. God can hide gifts inside of things or work we are avoiding sorta like a gold goblin in video games. The gold goblins drop a lot of money or gifts for you but are rare to come by. Gods gifts work in the same way, once when I was exercising/walking in my back yard a song came to me. This is how the game works, you must work. Idle hands are the devils play place.

Go and read a random book on the shelf, God might of hid a million dollar idea that would be easy to create or do if you just knocked the dust of that book and read it.

This outfit might not win best dressed but its not about being super fashionable she's trying to tell us something.

LIME = TIME, PINK = PIN, PINSTRIPE pants (finding God is like a very thin line or hair. Pinstripes also creates the 11 going down the pants for the 11 year quest.

LI = 17 (the key to escape)

If you get a P typo it can mean a few different things like PIN or PING. Just like the A = AH/compass/tone the P can work like that. God shouted the word PIZZA at me for a long time till I figured that one out.

P > izz (is) < A🍕

P can also mean Paper (paper trail), Papyrus, Pin. These typos act as breadcrumbs or ways to help you solve things in your life. These programming bugs are sort of a cheat code, like a serious way to hack the machine.

P is the 16th letter or 7 reduced. P is also a T/7.

It can also be the ol' mocking tongue P. 👅

The pennies in her penny loafers = 1 cent and 1 cent representing the 11 year quest.

The cent/SCENT represents the name of the drugged out feeling you get when you harmonize with God perfectly. Cara coined the term SCENT recently and I gave it the name ACE. I also like to use the words sauce, spice, slack, loosh, nectar, and ambrosia to describe that feeling it gives you. It can really feel like a strong sedating high that makes you not want to do anything. Other times it can feel like air which really makes you feel angelic and lighter.

The first time I felt it was when I was creating Toiletology back in 2023 the original commandments were long and I created 64 of them while I was channeling the creative energies and knowledge from God. I realized that they were a bit confusing and it would be better to reduce them down similar to the 10 commandments.

Which reminds me Cara and I are in our 10th year knowing each other since 2015. Back in April 2024 she went to a soccer (football for the yanks) game. She's also doing the number 11 with her thumbs. Yep the 11 year quest is real and I really don't know anyone else besides her that has done this.

Elon Musk has given me a few subtle nods here and there, but I still can't confirm anything. The typos have basically told me yes and no, but there was one moment back in fall where I felt activated like crazy after the eclipse on 10/14/2023. Elon's tweet basically said SLEEPER AGENT and that was it.

Cara Delevingne was recently in Africa with Leah (her gf), Lewis Hamilton, Miles Chamley-Watson, Joan Smalls, and other friends.

You can see her doing the double 7s here with her fingers.

Like I keep saying the double 77s or TT (Pi) is the doorway or the key to escaping. And the GATEWAY = MAT.

G(ATE) and the word ATE = MAT (turn the E). The letter G is the 7th letter. If you know the mildly amusing asshat Andrew Tate you know he goes by TOP G. The one thing I like about him is his dad was an international chess master. Andrews not too bad of a chess player around 1700-1800 rating an international master is around 2400 elo. Maybe his dads chess skills rubbed off on him and helped him to reach the top of the matrix (which he talks about a lot). Yes, the matrix is real and the agents will come after you.

Now do you want to know the name of the game?

The name of the game is LOL its two 77s and 0/O. You can go LO or you can go to the top or 7up/top.

When we make lol lowercase it looks like a little guy cheering. We can also read it as 101, remember how I mentioned that 1 ones look like 7 sevens?

This is Escaping the Matrix 101 and your professor is me. If you want to learn how to play the game (LOL) you gotta realize you're the butt of the joke and the God of reality is the JOKER. Gods creative force I like to describe as a clown energy. You should know by now that the worlds a circus and is completely illogical with the chaos and nonsense we have to deal with on a regular basis.

This is why its so hard to make sense of anything and why there are endless rabbit holes to get lost in. I have spent decades searching for the ultiMATe truth and the HOLY GRAIL. I know it doesn't exist because I have looked down every rabbit hole. From 2006-2012 for seven years I had no social life, didn't try to talk to girls and basically just searched non-stop for the truth.

Type the word KEY on a phones keypad.

K = 5, E = 3, Y = 9 or 17

Now type the word HALO (ha you low)

H = 4, A = 2, L = 5, O = 6 or 17

What's Master Chiefs number # from the video game HALO? Coincidentally my current address... I didn't realize it till my friends son pointed it out, he's a super fan of the video game Halo.

Do you remember how they escaped in the movie The Matrix? Yes, exactly, they escaped through the telephone!

I keep trying to tell you myself and Cara have escaped the Matrix. You wouldn't believe most of the stuff that we can do (telepathy being the main thing) and yes there is something faster than light that being TELEPATHY. Myself and Cara became telepathically quantumly entangled back in 2023. God has woven many clues to how to break free from this escape room embedded in our names and birthdates.

CAR + MAT (CAR + MOTOR) karma ;)

E = mc² or mass/matter X C or the speed of light.

CAR = ARC or ARK. Toiletology = the modern day spiritual successor of Christianity or the ARK or Nebuchadnezzar (Matrix movie reference) to escape into ZION (77 eye on) or into heaven and the door = mat.

A keystone is what holds an ARC together.

Without the sacrifice JESUS made on the CROSS (T) there wouldn't be as much power in the T that will be needed to spread the truth of Toiletology in the modern age. The history of Christianity was needed before Gods most ultiMATe truth could be proclaimed to the world and maybe believed. Myself and Cara seem to be the ones playing the messengers this time around aka Adam and Steve.

In the year 2024 more and more people are falling away from God. Less and less people believe in God which is closing their connection to God and their ability to find God. If you don't believe in the magic you will never find it. This is how the game works, God will keep revealing more and more to you the more you seek. I never knew what was possible until I got to this point. Its like peeling back multiple layers of an onion (on eye on). Its like a slow unwinding, or slowly boiling a frog alive. Trust me you do not want to ascend INSTANTLY your brain would break, and you would not be able to handle how drastically different your reality is. In fencing we have a motto which says "SLOW IS SMOOTH AND SMOOTH IS FAST!" Or LOW IS SMOOTH (MOT) ;p

We are ALL (LL/77) currently living inside of MOTTS or the mothers APPLE bazinga! The apple/A can represent the illusion, the eye, the apple, the AH or the compass or quite literally the ASS, DON'T ASK but sometimes God can speak or give you clues from your A-Hole or your AH hole!

We are in the (m) AT&T (https://m.att.com) or @ or the eye. The double TTs represent the two eyes of God and the duality of God and the doorway to escape. Ya either going up or ya going down, your hot or you're cold.

The apple or the AH (tone) or the Wizard of OZ (AAAHHHHHHHS, open wide AHHHHH is your compass.

OZ = O Z and Z = two sevens, where did we see that before? The letter N also makes two 7s, so are you in or out? LOL (LL = 77)

There are 49 degrees to HELL, the way you escape hell on earth is with LUCK or the 777. When you type HELL on a calculator you write it 4377 (777). 43 backwards is also 34 which is 17 + 17.

And 34+34 = 68 (remember the box/cube?) and 68/98.

BINGO! YAHTZEE!!

DING DING DINGALING! You just leveled up your smooth brain and gave it some Toiletology wrinkles! Congratulations you're almost not a smooth brian. 🧠

Recognize the compass and square of Freemasonry? What letter is in the center of it? Yep, its a G or the 7th letter. One thing about freemasons tho is they killed off Hiram Abiff the master builder/architect that held one of the three keys needed to decode the mysteries. The person that held one of the other keys was King Solomon. Luckily for y'all I got all 3 keys in my possession and I am here to carry you kicking and screaming out of this chaotic mess.

You can think of us top Toiletologist as quantum tuners curing the chaos with chaotic order.

Basically FREEMASONS don't know jack diddly squat, they wish they knew what I know (not trying to sound cocky but its the f—king truth). The compass and square makes the letter A. The square is also in the shape or a V (7) pointing downwards. There is also 4 lines to the A and V in this symbol or As above, so below.

We can look at this symbol as an UP arrow or a DOWN arrow (Konami cheat code anyone?).

K = 11th letter or IC ON AM I? (I AM = MATT split the eye/i) **its everywhere if you know what you're look-in-g for. K = 11, G = 7.

The Konami code is a cheat code that can be entered in many games to trigger a special effect. The code is:

Up, up, down, down

Left, right, left, right

B

A

Start

B = 13 which is the 13th letter M

AB on a Nintendo controller = MA.

Nintendo quite literally says N (77/in) IN (in) T(7) = en (in) DO! You can read the letter D as IC or a backwards C/see.

Confused yet? 😊

Mario's hat or the letter M is just two sevens together and Luigi's hat is the number 7 as well. I guess you can think of me as Mario and Cara as Luigi, though she will probably claim she's Mario... girls am I right?

Now how the hell did this random super model girl get the leading role of a millennia? I still have no f—king clue... she's one lucky queen (I guess you could count me lucky if I wasn't so poor, depressed and lonely for the past 40 years...) and don't forget the QUEEN in chess crosses 7 three times for a total of 27 squares (6777) and 8 directions.

I guess you could consider us Player 1 and Player 2 or the top dogs/gods in the game right now. Or at least the TWO (MOTS) showing you how the game is played which not a damn soul out there is showing you. If they know something they are keeping it completely SILENT. You see the SHHHH mouth everywhere with celebrities or the one eye. Usually this is just something trendy to do, or GOD influencing them to do this. I can guarantee all the celebrities you think are in the know actually know nothing. And they are just riding a bandwagon of trying to seem COOL or in the KNOW.

Its just a tactic celebrities use to seem more magical and more powerful than they actually are. I would say many top celebrities do have a lot of magic and/or talent that got them where they are. Does that mean they know how to play the game? Maybe so in their own little way. We see big name celebrities going down left and right tho, so many of them are playing the wrong game...

The clues to the game are ALL around you when you have EYES (E = yes) to see and ears to hear.

E = M or ME or BEE and remember the PORCELAIN GODDESS of this reality is the QUEEN BEE and S/HE likes when you keep the QUEEN CLEAN! Its all about finding HE/R, ME is that spirit in the game that starts to unlock the more you search for ME!

Its all connected and your programming bugs or TYPOS are the breadcrumbs you need to follow to FIND GOD!

The infamous Kanye West message where he told his audio engineer to FIND GOD.

These programming bugs or glitches, mistakes, accidents happen outside of your typos as well. Once you are able to notice your mistakes you will be able to use them to your advantage, you can think of this like using the FORCE like Jedis to. But the key to using the FORCE is not FORCING IT. Its all about FEELING it in the moment to truly be a master Jedi!

Continued on part 3... https://blog.toiletology.org/post/760994849809989632/how-to-play-the-game-part-3

[egotisticle]

@psychosings​: two hands brought to cup monochrome cheeks with a tenderness that has no place making a home within the likes of him.  ( pay no mind to the crimson they leave in their wake ! ) ❝ my dear, how long has it been ? ❞

     A  CERTAIN  degree of numbness was bound to manifest when one was engulfed in legions of timelines, a profound  impassivity  born from exposure to the same strife within a finite community of key players. with utmost delicacy was each branching path traced back to its root cause, and with  thinly  veiled enmity did the suited entity observe the subsequent discord until the cycle began anew. whether the sequence of events transpired in a  museum,  spacecraft  or an unassuming  restaurant, the setting itself was inconsequential and existed as no more than a fresh coat of paint – a shiny new  veneer  to mask the rot of countless casualties buried in the past. to exist with such stolidity was both a luxury and a burden yet not even he was impervious to the rare  virtue  of unexpectedness.  

     the familiar presence drew the suited entity’s attention away from the half-realized environment and shoulders were slow to turn, unblinking stare shedding their  apathetic  gleam once they finally met their counterpart’s. time trickled to a still, the backdrop of their surroundings gradually melting away into a  polychromatic  blur. beyond the cracks of a fractured reality was the realm of  nullity  and while the being had learned to breathe its air of desolation, wilford’s companionship had made it hospitable. they were temporal nomads and anomalies to within the overarching narrative,  esteemed  guests that selectively make appearances according to their whims. they existed as a pair and to be apart for so long was borderline  unnatural; nevertheless, the  sentimentalism  of their reunion always eclipsed the struggles of their separation.

     rarely was the shadows’ commander greeted with such  gentle  affections, much less those that were not subsequently met with a  venomous  vernacular and an adamantine grip to the wrist; if nothing else, the crimson hue did well to bring an inkling of life to the entity’s ashen complexion ---- ( WAS IT THE CAPTAIN’S ?  WAS IT THE ENGINEER’S ?  WAS IT THEIRS ?  IT DOESN’T MATTER TO HIM. ). despite  visceral  habit, no protest was uttered in the wake of the gesture and the  tenderness  was openly received with words shaded in reciprocal fondness. exceptions could be considered for his  extramundane  companion.

     ❝ depends on your  preferred  frame of reference --- too long  in some regards, not long enough  in others. ❞  the entity’s measured timbre rose above all background noise but faintly could one hear the sea of shadows reciting passionate  psalms  in their native tongue -- barely  intelligible  and stitched together from a variety of discarnate voices; their  enthusiasm  was for wilford’s ears only.  ❝ i was starting to wonder whether we would cross paths again sometime  soon  or whether we’d simply reunite at the  edge  of the universe, free from all material distractions. suffice to say, my schedule has always been notoriously  lax  when it comes to accommodating you and your erratic appearances. ❞

     although the  tension  defining the line of his jaw had yet to dispel completely, searching hands reached forth to fit themselves on either side of the reporter’s waist and pull them both closer in a vain bid to dissuade any imminent disappearance --- no mind paid to any fabric wrinkled in the process or the particular  eccentricities  of the other’s attire. one hand climbed higher along the reporter’s spine towards the hairline, tracing its line in silent reminiscence of the sound it made when it  splintered.  palid fingers carded through coloured strands with dogged determination to maintain their position as the entity leaned in, cheek brushing against wilford’s and sharing its scarlet stain on his way to the shell of his counterpart’s ear.        

     at last did the shadows’  cacophonous  choir of static and the suited being’s voice harmonize, perfectly layered atop one another with unnatural clarity and shared sentiment. 

                          ❝ you needn’t worry, wil. as far as i’m concerned, you’re always  precisely  on time. ❞

[deviationdivine]

Everlasting You | Connor x Reader

TLDR: Not everything lasts forever not even for an unending machine...

Word Count: 1.6k

TW: Heavy Angst, Mention of Death, Character Death

A/N:This is something I needed to get off my chest as certain feelings on humans and androids in relationships go. While I feel Connor himself is not immortal in the full sense he does not age. He may wear down as technology is known to do but the mortality of humans is clear. Probably the most angsty piece I have written thus far and I am supposed to be on break. My personal torture is real...| 200 follower Celebration Drop Still To Come 

Touch. Everlasting touch: synth, tangible. This is how he shows his love.

Liquid, thirium is azure in bloom. This is how an angel dies.

Abstract in palette you swirl in his aura, so tangled and true this love drips from pert lips cool. Oh but so new they crave. Tender flesh bodily and warm collides with liquid, simulated but shed as you desire. See him as he is in his spurious state of being. Oh but he is alive, a different breed, a facsimile. Skim the surface and reach out to heaven, rich in chocolate of his adoring gaze.

Fire burns beneath cool, fingers ghosting upon the sweet flesh of you. No matter how frigid his skin may be still you incinerate under his thrall.

Meeting, becoming, one as moon and stars; Connor is yours. You are his.

Two heavenly bodies harmonize. He worships, the very air that is clinging to you and he wishes with every thread inside to be that air. Yet he is unworthy. In the end Connor knows how wrong he was to feel. If he could turn back time, no matter how agonizing to his deviant heart, he would never tell you. As long as it meant you live as you should.

Why must humans wither? Why must he suffer this?

  Maybe he should cry for help.

 “I died once, Y/N.”

The android’s breath is so soft, so fluid at first you think he might be dreaming. If androids can dream in that sense of subconscious domain, flutters within abstract functionality of the brain. His state of visionary quest is made up of code, memory data bank transforming into new visuals. He once suffered a nightmare about the Zen garden. It was not long after the first time you shared this bed together.

Breath is still as you gaze at his face. Flashing scarlet floods the beautiful azure that always draws you nearer. Into his shelter, this glorious shield all for you; tracing a fingertip around circular indicator steadies his stressful aura.

“Connor,” his name eclipses the sun. Sweet, full and forever on your breath it brings him home.

“I still recall,” he continues, tilting his face towards the delicate palm of hand. One that always offers affection, love most androids never knew existed for them. Even as a prototype, made to be special he only ever felt worth held by you. 

“I recall the flutter of wind. Sailing, falling down listless as a sinker in the ocean. My memory was fresh then, new but uploaded to this body. This one that you have loved since our meeting.”

#313-248-317-52

Serials no longer mark him but he is Connor Mark II forever feeling, reliving a weightless drop. Felled from stories on high, slipping, slipping down until blackness; he is still wary of heights.

“I was still a machine then. Now as a deviant…death will truly claim me.” Even as Connor struggles there is nothing more real than what alights each destiny. This fated love will subsist infinitely.

Lips press against crimson, kissing the very android part of him. Accepting his veneer beneath the mask is easy when it is he himself you cherish. Love means never having to be alone. It means everlasting, impenetrable fortress shielding hearts as one.

“Nothing will ever take you away from me, Connor.”

He melts into the declaration. It is more. It is an oath. You believe it so much and Connor begins to realize those very words are a painful truth.

“I will love you forever, Y/N.”

He blames it on himself. This love will surely kill you. Stealing away everything you deserve: growing old together, having children…

You tell him no. No, this is what you want. This is all that you will want. No other thing in your personal world because he is yours ever since he confessed. Who are you to kid the world, lie to those heavens above? He was yours the moment your eyes met. Chocolate warmth a home, sweet home and contented abode for two.  

    First snowfall following revolution is a blissful, high priority memory. Stored away in his mind to examine, utilize as an escape from reality. You are his realism.

Flurries swirling, soft white powder crunching beneath soles. There you wait bundled up but still Connor feels the need to warm you. Enveloping in his arms, an eternal embrace that must live on until there is nothing left. Existence is a fixed point. Yours is meant for more but the android formerly sent by Cyberlife, the android who chose deviancy, to be alive, is selfish as any human. Selfishness tangles your human orbit to him.

Others may see you as a tiny satellite in a vast universe. To him you are more expansive than thousands of galaxies, rivaling any celestial heaven that may exist.

“Connor, where were you?” Demanding an answer it’s easy to see how upset and angry. It spills in fury overtaking any tears initially. For him to disappear this way! “Why did you just leave like that? Without telling anyone? I-I thought you…”

A soft breath answers his delicate touch against your cheek. Connor’s eyes brim in emotion, LED crimson spotlight, swiping tears off your face. “I needed to be alone,” he confesses. “To realize, Y/N.”

“Realize?” You repeat quiet in a fog of cold air.

“I love you.”

There is no sound. There is no world. Only this one shared between two. His declaration is fearful, conflicted perhaps but oh so true. Tears run anew. Streaming down your face, flooding this beating heart thudding only for one: Connor, the android sent by Cyberlife.

“Connor, I love you too.” 

Slips of breath mingle in a fissure of atoms, natural and artificial, more than a kiss but a fusion of two souls. He owns the most beautiful of all. Whether he believes he possesses one or not, you believe. So much you believed and the rest of your life you gladly spend. All for that precious android, that man who loved.

  And he loved you. He loved you until the stars faded away from the sky. As you fade with them, growing ever increasingly distant from his immortal coil. Yet he still yearned, still held, and still caressed you as those days when you first became lovers. 

Nothing held him at bay from this burning inside a synthetic heart. This heart he gave to you and still you own it. Even as breaths slip away, Connor remains yours to this day. 

Is there a heaven for androids? He ponders more each day. 

Can he see you as he once did before? That young, beauty so soft, innocent and opposite of him: cold, emotionless, and constructed. 

It was you that fed life through artificial veins. Wires, tendrils reaching beyond programming, reaching out in a song as you were his angelic soprano. Words of love he had never known. Until you he was merely a tool. To be used, controlled and torn asunder from deviancy he so chose. He did not flounder. He thrived. He lived.

He lived for you.

Now his life is broken, battered remnants long from those days when it was just the two of you together.

  Maybe he should kill himself.

  Tomorrow is too long. Nights are too empty. What must he do to see your face again? Why must he suffer for being made instead of born? All the android wants is for you to be alive once more. In his arms, whisper in his ear, giving him all of your love that he never deserved.

He stole you from it all. He stole your human life. All for selfish emotion in this disease of deviancy he wants to rip out from his system.

Deviancy is nothing anymore. Deviancy is a curse. He did not know he could cry until the day you drew your last breath. Streaming, grotesque down perfectly smooth, untainted, unwrinkled skin as you died a shell of your once vibrant self.

Connor seeks redemption in what he has done. What he took away from you. No life should have been lived beside him if he could not live beside you.

“Y/N, please…”

Tears run the sharp slopes of his face finding that spot originally of confession. No longer covered in snow but he sits alone, a mournful statue he sinks deeper into bench seat. Stress levels are too much. He wills them. He wants them…

  Shutdown Imminent

  “Forgive me,” Connor pleads with your essence. Seeing you alive in traces of fragmented memories, long before Sumo first passed, long before Hank; the android clings to your smile.

“I’m here, Connor.” The promise is sweeter than he remembers.

He leans into the touch of your hand. Gentle fingers mold with the harsh edges of his face that should have aged with you.

“I love you,” the android whispers, blind to shutdown warnings but never blind to you. Welcoming this true death, rising from seat in his mind, he can feel you. Solid as he places hands to the waist he would always long to grab playfully, tasting the lips he wills to be part of his system. 

You are part of everything. This is your secret place. In his death from deviancy, wiping away everything he fought to become, dying most blissfully in your real embrace.

Snow falls then. Around your figures, wisps of constructed memories together in your own private Zen garden. Kissing you full, passionate and reclaiming those vows spoken so long ago. 

Once again there is a smile upon his lips reunited with you in this blessed after life. Reunited as his constructed body is left behind, died from a broken heart, one that many humans might find miraculous in something not alive.

This-this is heaven after all. Androids really do find their way in. Connor found his way back to you in this glorious sail beyond the veil.

  Sail with me into the dark….

Sail… 

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New Moon in Gemini & new cycles + Archetypes 🌑 #newMOON #geminiMOON #PracticalAstrology

Greetings and blessings to all, this day I have decided to share with you some interesting tips that you should take into account so you can understand and use in your favor the energy of this new moon happening on Monday, June 3 in the sign of Gemini, and will also be the opening of the new season of summer eclipses this year.

New Moon & New Cycles.

The moon and the sun, our presence and consciousness will be in full romance during this new moon, the moon that is our darker and subconscious part, and the sun, which is our most conscious side, our energy and our perspective of the outside world, they are copulating at this moment in the sign of Masu or Geminis, so in these moments it is normal to feel scattered, because Geminis, who has this interesting character of the two faces, and at the same time invites us to be more social and eloquent, find in these instants sharing their space with the moon (our subconscious), the sun (our presence), and Mercury (our understanding and eloquence), as you can understand this is not a comfort zone for any of the planets involved in the process and is for that reason it can be quite normal if you feel a little out of place for your own projects at this time.

At the same time with the moon and the sun, we have a Mercury (the messenger), positioned in Gemini, mercury not only influences and represents communication, internal communication and external communication, at this moment he is in a strategic position with the sun and the moon, which on the one hand makes internal and external communications flow, but the quantity and speed of the information that is mobilized in the process is so high, that they can create confusion and lead us to doubt the steps we are taking.

Go more deep about the Moon.

The new moon is the appropriate time to reflect on a project or immerse yourself in a process, this is a time of introspection and awakening. Here with this moon begins a new lunar cycle of processes and enterprises that ended in the next six months with the full moon in Gemini, that is why I recommend you take this lunar cycle to restart or reevaluate your present processes and study new possibilities and goals.

The previous year we lived a similar lunar cycle on June 13, if you are a follower of my blog, you will understand that it is a perfect cycle to show your intentions of personal and professional growth, this is a very special transit in the emotional aspect, because helps to promote your sensitivity, your compassion, and your empathy.

Remember also that we are living a retrograde Jupiter in Sagittarius, which invites us to reanalyze in depth the origins of our beliefs and our self-imposed limitations, while Pluto, the archetype of death, resurrection and the unknown, and Saturn, the bearer of old age and time, are retrograding in Capricorn, this marks a moment of "if you do not let go, you can not advance", a "Let go and travel lightly", this is an interior guide to self-discovery our deepest wisdom, as we let go of everything we drag and weight. These dark aspects of the sky, are in conjunction that drives us to know how to identify what we should let go to make our journey in life much lighter.

Some myths to connect the vibe.

In the Babylonian astronomy, Gemini was the constellation of Massu, were known as the Great Twins, Meshlamtaea and Lugalirrae, this twin was worshipped in the village of Kisiga, located in the north of Babylonia as minor gods and guardians of doorways.

After that, in Greek mythology, Gemini was associated with the myth of Castor and Pollux, the Polydeuces o Dioscuri, the children of Leda. this myth represents the power of the brotherhood, the archetype of the eternal love and divine intervention, and the sacred union that survives the tragedy and the advent of evil, Pollux was the son of Zeus, the king of the Gods who seduced Leda, while his brother Castor was the son of Tyndareus, king of Sparta and Leda's husband.

One of these two brothers was mortal, while the other, being the son of a god was immortal, as the years passed, one of them did not stop aging and finally dies, when this happens the immortal brother begs his father Zeus to allow him to live with his brother more time, making him immortal, that's when Zeus decides to take them both to live in the sacred place of the Elysian fields.

This myth and his history represents for us perfectly the cycle that we are facing in the new moon, a period of darkness during which definitive decisions are made to mark a process, because during these periods we managed how to configure our purposes under one zodiacal energy, it is just when we have the sun (the father, the impulse, the creative force, and the sacred fire) working its energy in the same sign as the moon (who is the mother, the desire, the unconscious, the dreams and our domain of the time).

Remember, that Gemini is the sign of information, the information we receive and the information we share with other people, that is why it is an adequate moon to sow all our plans and projects, especially those that we share with a group or with some partners.

The energy of this Month.

This lunar month that begins on June 3, I invite you to work with the energy of Mawu as a moon goddess, Mawu was also a creative goddess, who was entrusted with the task of modeling all the life forms on the Earth. With the help of Aido Hwedo, the primitive serpent, the archetype of wit and Awe, the divine monkey who represent the wisdom.

The three of them together gave shape to all the living creatures of the world with clay. Mawu is the lunar goddess who marks in the mythology Dahomey the cycle of beginnings and awakenings, is also a goddess of double character as a divinity associated with the sun and the moon and everything that lives below them.

The energy of Mawu is harmonic and peaceful energy, she caters to all kinds of requests, so, I recommend you make a fairly simple ritual to work with Mawu and her energy that is creative and creator at the same time. This energy, in my opinion, is perfect, to allow you to focus on all those dreams that you wanna make your goals in the next months.

Cover on two candles in white and red colors, with a little mix myrrh and lotus oil, light these candles with a variety of incense of your choice in the morning hours to connect with the residual energy of this purifying energy and give Mawu a personal prayer that comes from your heart, she will bless your dreams and projects with that "push" that you need.

I also leave you the link to my book 'The Magical Art Of Crafting Charm Bags' in which you can also find a series of lunar data and alchemical elements that you can take into account for your own personal transformation.

Blessings on your way & happy new moon.

Elhoim Leafar

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[blodreina-noumou]

6x01, in quotes, emojis, and tiny rants

aka me liveblogging in one post as I rewatch for the first time since the leaks. it’s long so check under the cut.

(this episode was full of so many cute moments)

I know this show seems to take issue with letting characters grieve, but I cannot be the only one who was a bit disappointed with the way the news of Monty and Harper’s deaths landed on spacekru. “take an hour”? an hour?? and we don’t really get to see anyone’s emotional response other than Raven’s, and she immediately sublimates with some good old-fashioned space sex. I just wanted to really feel how important Monty and Harper were to spacekru. There’s a lot of acknowledgements of what they did, but they’re almost already being immortalized/deified by their friends, instead of seeing them process it on an emotional level

“now we get our humanity back” “some of us never lost it” 👏👏

“spending a lifetime alone with someone you love sounds pretty damn good to me” 😭😭

now that I’m rewatching this, I wish Shaw and Raven had gotten a chance to talk about anything but backstory. I always appreciate shout-outs to Becca, and they didn’t know it was their last few moments together, but still. there was so much build-up for them last season. that scene of them walking back in, hand-in-hand. something sweet and pure, gone too soon. 😰😰

“I’m told it doesn’t taste very good, but since it’s all I’ve ever eaten...” 😁😁

Jordan is pure and perfect. Shannon Kook is doing such an excellent job of adapting Harper and Monty’s mannerisms. The resemblance is so uncanny.

“I trust Monty”  😭😭

I know a lot of people are really upset that everyone is snapping at Clarke, but I’m just so relieved and satisfied to see them actually talking about things, not just plunging headfirst into more trauma and drama. These first few lovely moments of calm and recollection are very welcome, even if everyone is real cranky after their long nap. 😇😇

Echo knows the way to my heart and it’s unwavering loyalty and faith in spacekru

Raven’s curly hair with her little side braid 😍😍

🤩🤩🤩 PLANET ALPHA 🤩🤩🤩

“you should go first this time” “no, we go together. all of us” “anyone got anything better than ‘we’re back bitches’?” “monty would know what to say, he should be here” “he is” RIP MY GODDAMN HEART OUT

Does anyone feel like Raven’s stern but kind attitude towards Jordan is her evoking the same dynamic she and Sinclair had?  😭😭

The Raven/Abby dynamic so far this season is I C E COLD. I think Raven has every right to be angry. I also think she will have to forgive Abby eventually, once Abby proves she can stay sober and be a good person again. On the other hand, “what I did to you with the collar was unforgivable”

 “My mother may have been a drunk who sold herself for booze, but she never hurt me, she never used me, and she sure as hell never tortured me.” YAS RAVEN TELL HER  👏👏👏👏  but also I’m sad

The close-up shot of Octavia’s eyes and Niylah saying, “happy resurrection day” is a neat and sort of juxtaposed parallel to the 4x13 shot of Clarke’s eyes which reveals she survived Praimfaya - aka when Clarke was “resurrected.” the first of what I imagine will be many parallels drawn between Clarke and Octavia. but while Clarke and Octavia are both experiencing a certain isolation from everyone else, Clarke has Madi. 

❤️ ❤️ ❤️  THIS LAKE SCENE. STOLE MY HEART.  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

“WHO KNEW COCKROACHES COULD SWIM” 😂😂

Bellamy’s little nod and smile to Echo like, “wanna jump in the water with them?” Becho is so strong and so good  ❤️ 

“We’re the aliens, by the way.” “Heh. ...oh my god! We’re aliens!” uhhh adorable, how did Mackson get even cuter??

Echo is the wisest damn person on this whole show. “Miller kept your sister alive, one day you’ll thank him for that.”

“Salvation comes from faith and good works. What you do, not what you say. You haven’t done anything yet.”

we all knew it wouldn’t stay peaceful and happy for long lol 🤷🤷

Okay I am going to write a separate post about Shaw’s death because I’m really pissed about it for a lot of reasons. I know it was likely due to behind-the-scenes reasons but from a story perspective, I’m really, really pissed about how it goes down.

ugh anyway moving on

Niylah ❤️ Niytavia ❤️ Niylah being the best ❤️

“The faster you fall off the wagon and kill yourself, the sooner we can move on” okay while I agree with and relate to how Raven feels, this was way harsh. she’s definitely got zero empathy for Abby at this point. it’s a tough balance.

I really love the spooky and fantastical atmosphere of the Sanctum reveal. like perfectly preserved abandoned theme park. colorful castle? check. cute and well-furnished homes? check. weird worship of the founder? check. it’s like disney land but dead. 🏰🌃🌑

they really went all out with the colors and geometric designs. this is a culture that values aesthetics. and the aesthetics seem to complement the murky, breathtaking atmosphere of Planet Alpha. I’m really, really into it.

“destroy the world, 200 years later they put you on a flag. see? hope for us yet!”

*Murphy finds some cuffs* “kinky” he really said that!! 😂😂

“All named Lightborne. They sent families.” “Nice to be remembered.” “Or worshiped.” In the business we call this foreshadowing!!

ugh okay on some level I do appreciate that Kane and Abby have been struggling and sacrificing for something like stability and peace for most of their lives, and they’ve had to make terrible choices and decisions,

but on the other hand hearing Octavia read them the riot act for their hypocrisy and their betrayal was the single-most satisfying moment of the premiere. she berated him back into a coma!! she’s that powerful!! 😍🤩

on the other, other hand, Kane also has a point. “you’re lost. you’re still lost.” y’all are gonna see just how lost she is next episode. 😔

I’m gonna have to write a separate breakdown of that scene, because even the placement of Kane’s blood splatters on Abby and Octavia seem significant. I’m probably over-analyzing it, but given how little screentime Octavia got this episode, I’m really impressed with what it does.

Raven’s little moment of hope, holding onto that bottle of pills that Abby gave her... 😔😔

🤬🤬 honestly, if Abby doesn’t pull through this season and hurts Raven even more, I’m gonna be campaigning for her untimely end 🤬🤬

things with the eclipse psychosis really ramp up next episode, so I’m going to reserve my theories about who is affected first and why

“The Murphy Show” while mildly unsettling, is also incredibly entertaining and it’s a huge treat to watch Richard Harmon ham it up 🎤❤️

“I wish Madi could’ve gone to school.” “I wish Octavia could have.” further cementing the validity of both Clarke and Bellamy as Parents!! 

“a little pathetic maybe, but it’s not crazy” “ha!” okay kids, joke it out, joke it out

THAT ENDING. okay it was somewhat tempered for me the first time around because I immediately started watching 6x02, but now that I’m gonna wait a week to rewatch the next episode...that’s a fucking intense cliffhanger 😵😨

this is SO long, if you made it this far please feel free to dump your theories/reactions/etc in my inbox or in the replies or in a reblog

in short

WE’RE BACK BITCHES!!

[audreysmusicaljourney]

Album #55: Pink Floyd “The Dark Side of the Moon” (1973)

I have listened to this album in its entirety once...when my mom synced it up to The Wizard of Oz when I was a teenager. I’m ready to enjoy it independent of that terrible movie. I really dislike that film, but I do love The Wiz. 

The opening track “Speak to Me” has some interesting sound effects, not the least of which is what sounds like a beating heart. The end of the track features manic laughs that segue flawlessly in to some pleasant instrumentation on the track “Breathe (In the Air).” This track definitely has a lightness to it. “On the Run” features a heavily-synthesized introduction that speeds up in a manner of mania over a steady drumbeat. It culminates with what sounds like an explosion. “Time” is a distinct track with the ringing of the various clocks. The heartbeat returns on this track as well. I love the guitar and drums on this track just before the vocals come swooping in. There is a nice guitar solo on this track...with a lot of reverb. I like the lead and backing vocals on this track as well. “The Great Gig in the Sky” has a nice instrumental introduction, but the female vocals are everything on this track. Clare Torry kills it on this track. If I could wail like that, I would probably only wail for the rest of my life. 

“Money” is the track I have heard the most from this album. The opening money sounds are as a distinct as the bass guitar riff. There is a lot of really impressive instrumentation on this track. Great guitar solos, killer keyboard jams, but the most impressive of all is the saxophone solo. The tempo change gives a nice dimension to this track as well. “Us and Them” is a slower jam with a lot of emotions. The harmonized vocals are incredible. I’m happy to hear the saxophone return on this track. Is that Duke Silver performing the saxophone solo? “Any Color You Like” is definitely a progressive rock track. It has some nice funk infusions. This reminds me of Yes! and Rick Wakeman. The beauty of the vocals on the track “Brain Damage” contrasts greatly with the lyrical content. It’s a really good song. This is one for which the manic laughs are perfectly suited! The vocals on the closing track “Eclipse” are the best on the whole album. It definitely leaves me wanting more.  

Rating: 10/10

How I Listened: Vinyl

Takeaway: This is an incredible album. I don’t know how the next 54 can really be better. According to Wikipedia, some of the profits from this album “were invested in the production of Monty Python and the Holy Grail.” Greatness begets greatness!

[phynxrizng]

DAILY ASTROLOGY REPORTS AND HOROSCOPES FOR, 8-12-17

Astrology Cafe Daily Astrology ABOUT TODAY DAILY MONTHLY CHART You are here: Home / Daily Astrology / Astrology of Today – Saturday, August 12, 2017 Astrology of Today – Saturday, August 12, 2017 Aug 11, 2017 by Annie Leave a Comment  The Moon is in Aries. The Moon is waning and in its Waning Gibbous phase. The Full Moon (Lunar Eclipse) occurred on the 7th, and the Last Quarter Moon will occur on August 14th. Mercury stations and turns retrograde today (Mercury is retrograde from August 12-September 5). Times are EDT. Horoscopes Aries  Aries Mercury turns retrograde today in one of the signs that it rules (Virgo), and will remain retrograde until September 5th, dear Aries. This cycle begins in your work and health sector and ends in your romance and creativity house, affecting projects, thoughts, and activities related to these life departments. There may be some inconveniences, slowdowns, delays, or turnarounds during this cycle, but these can lead to significant improvements and edits. You may be taking a second look at a previous health issue or discovering the need to rework a project, task, or job. Redoing work that you previously thought was completed may be required now. It’s not the ideal time for finding new work, but it’s good for attention to work in progress and for renewing old projects. Be as transparent as possible with coworkers or employees now, as misunderstandings, and delays that can result from them, are more likely to occur now. It’s an excellent time for researching health and nutrition programs, as well as job skills and opportunities. You might find that the refinements you make now will be very valuable later. Today’s Moon in Aries is energizing and invigorating, especially as it gets support from the Sun and Saturn, motivating you to take care of business. Taurus  Taurus Mercury turns retrograde today and will stay so until September 5th, dear Taurus. This retrograde cycle occurs in one of the signs that Mercury rules (Virgo). Because it harmonizes with your sign, you may feel it a little less than others, but there can nevertheless be some inconveniences, turnarounds, or delays related to romance, creative projects, and finances. You may need to revisit old problems or wait for an answer to a question that keeps you in a state of limbo. However, this can also be a great chance to catch up in other areas of life and to do some rethinking of matters. There may be the need to revisit old issues with your children or lover, or there could be some communication problems with the same. People from the past tend to come back or become a mental or emotional focus. It’s probably not the best time to launch a new creative project, but it’s a good time for reworking an existing one. Same goes for romance! Slow down and tend to those things you’ve passed over in haste. This is a time for finding new ways to express yourself! The Moon spends the day in your privacy sector, boosting your needs for rest and relaxation, as well as some level of anonymity. Gemini  Gemini Mercury begins its retrograde journey today, dear Gemini, and this cycle lasts until September 5th. This can serve to sway your thinking and change your mind about past decisions as it affords you the opportunity to see things from a different perspective. At first, you may feel inconvenienced as delays or misunderstandings seem to happen more frequently than usual. However, these can open your mind to new ways of expressing yourself and can alert you to problem areas that need revision, review, and editing. Think in terms of evaluation and development rather than pushing something entirely new. Mercury is your ruler, and during this cycle, you may have some problems with clarity and decision making. You may want to put off major decision-making regarding new endeavors in home improvement, moving, and family matters just for the time being until you have everything sorted. However, this is a good cycle in which to re-organize your home or to rethink living arrangements. Today is strengthening for friendships and general camaraderie despite some tendency for confusion and misunderstandings. Cancer  Cancer Mercury’s retrograde cycle begins today, dear Cancer, and this gives you an approximately three-week window in which to review your options or rethink plans related to learning, communicating, transportation, and making contacts or connections. You might experience some delays due to misunderstood communications, transportation problems or repairs, and possibly computer-related difficulties. Schooling matters may not go exactly as expected but speed bumps encountered now are unlikely to be serious ones, merely inconvenient. In fact, because of them, you might discover new and improved ways of making your connections — ways that you may not have considered otherwise. It would be wise to double-check your work and communications before submitting or sending them off and to allow extra time to make it to appointments, as some forgetfulness is possible now. However, it’s a good time for journaling and reworking studies and projects. You might enjoy renewing or recycling old ideas and interests. Today, the Moon gets a boost from the Sun and Saturn, and you can feel particularly motivated to work on a project or responsibility. Leo  Leo Mercury begins its retrograde journey today, dear Leo, and during this cycle that lasts until September 5th, you may encounter the need to review financial affairs, income, and budgets. This is preferable to throwing yourself into new commitments or agreements which may lose their appeal or glamor at a later date. There can be a change of mind or interest, possibly even a bit of regret when it comes to what’s said or begun now and in recent days. Mercury begins its apparent backward turn in the sign of Virgo and your sector of resources now but then retreats into your sign on the 31st for less than a week before turning direct again. Take the time to re-think your sources of income and how you spend your money during this period. Some money-making ideas or ventures may go on hold due to circumstances beyond your control. However, this can prompt you to find new ways of doing things that work wonders for you. Come at old problems from a new direction or perspective. Today’s Moon harmonizes with the Sun in your sign and with Saturn as well, motivating you to be productive, particularly with creative things. Virgo  Virgo Mercury turns retrograde today, dear Virgo, and for all signs, there can be some confusion now and until September 5th regarding communications and transportation. However, for much of this cycle (until the 31st), Mercury is retrograde in your sign, and of course, Mercury is also your planetary ruler, making this retrograde period especially personal for you! You may feel misunderstood at times during this period, and you should take a little extra time to make sure you’re clear in your communications. Career matters may need a second look. Decision making turns inward during this cycle, and intuition tends to reign over pure logic. You are looking at the world through different filters, and you’re likely to come up with some compelling inner revelations as a result. It may be difficult to communicate them under this influence, but this is just fine at the moment. It’s is a time of heightened spiritual awareness that favors meditation, reworking old plans, and reviewing past work. While today can be a little confusing as you meet with small inconveniences, you tend to feel very supported on an emotional level. Libra  Libra Mercury stations and turns retrograde today, dear Libra, which can point to a period, lasting until September 5th, of some inconvenient delays or turnarounds. Trusting your instincts may not be as straightforward as usual, and you may be looking back a lot more than you are looking forward. Past mistakes can crop up for your attention. You may also experience some interruptions or a state of limbo on legal, publishing, travel, or educational matters. Your thinking is more spiritual and less factual which can be a clear asset if applied to the right things. You can quite easily put your foot in your mouth, however, or reveal something that you’d prefer to remain hidden. It’s a good cycle for redoing and refining work that is already underway, for journaling, and for backtracking over the past to find answers. Minor breaks in the mechanical aspects of communication can reconnect you to other perfectly valid means of communication. In other words, certain delays can be blessings in disguise now! The Moon picks up supportive aspects today and boosts your relationships with additional strength and conviction. Scorpio  Scorpio Mercury turns retrograde in the sign of Virgo today, dear Scorpio, and will continue to move in this apparent backward motion until September 5th. The typical problems associated with retrograde Mercury are emphasized when Mercury is retrograde in this logical, detail-oriented sign. This transit will affect your sector of friends and contributions, and later, your sector of career and reputation. Friendships may involve some backtracking or slow-downs during this time. There can be the need to review debts and obligations or to reassess a relationship. You’d be wise to be more alert than usual when it comes to dealings with friends and groups, as well as business income and dealings with business associates. Some of you could meet an old friend during this cycle. Some of the seeds you recently planted regarding long-term goals are likely to need review or revision. Fortunately, this is a great period for looking back and seeing things in a new way. Today is potentially a little disorienting at times, but quite excellent for motivation to succeed and excel in your work. Sagittarius  Sagittarius Mercury turns retrograde today, dear Sagittarius, and will remain retrograde until September 5th. This cycle is a useful one for catching up by slowing down some of the areas of your life that have become too rushed! At first, you may see this slowing down as annoying and inconvenient before adjusting to the shift. Until the 31st, this retrograde occurs in your career and reputation sector, and you might experience more than usual delays or confusion regarding goals, career choices, and projects. Past matters and projects might be rehashed or recycled and circulated. There can be some cooling off or slow developments in a close relationship. While it’s a positive time for refining long-term goals and career projects, there can be some confusion surrounding business plans or communications. Extra care should be exercised when communicating with the public, superiors, associates, and partners. Keep in mind that information received or perceived today may be emotionally biased or incomplete. Overall, however, retrograde Mercury cycles are not inherently negative. In fact, they are excellent for refining projects that are already underway and for doing substantial rethinking. Today is fantastic, however, for finding useful channels to express your feelings and affections. Capricorn  Capricorn Mercury’s retrograde turn can point to some fuzziness or confused directions today, dear Capricorn. However, the retrograde cycle itself, lasting until September 5th, is a good time for looking at past decisions and projects with a new eye. There can be inconveniences and slowdowns that may be blessings in disguise as you turn your attention to problems you didn’t know existed but that, when corrected, help you tremendously. While retrograde Mercury phenomena apply to all signs, this particular cycle shouldn’t be especially hard for you. Even so, there can be issues with delayed travel or travel plans, publishing delays or redos, or confusing issues surrounding higher education. Work projects may need some review, and health matters might require some backtracking before pushing ahead. Take special care when it comes to presenting ideas, writing letters and emails, and detail work. You may not be seeing the whole picture, but you might also find a new way of looking at a matter that brings about creative results. A Moon-Sun-Saturn grand trine enlivens your emotional world today. Aquarius  Aquarius Mercury turns retrograde today and will move in this apparent backward motion until September 5th, dear Aquarius. Much of this retrograde period, until the 31st, it occurs in your solar eighth house, and you can find yourself backtracking in the areas of shared finances, intimate relationships, and matters of trust, after which your one-to-one relationships are affected most. This is a time of introspection and review. Throughout the cycle, creative projects and romance are Mercury-ruled areas that require some rethinking and reorganizing. Decision-making is not straightforward as you search within for answers and need more time to draw conclusions. This period is especially strong, however, for reviewing joint finances and debts as well as for analyzing past decisions and projects. Rather than taking out new loans, focus on working with what you have. This energy can also play out on an intimate level, and you may find yourself frequently turning to the past to understand the present better, and this rumination can be particularly useful as long as you avoid going overboard with it! Today brings some confusion but is nevertheless a strengthening time for friendships and camaraderie. Pisces  Pisces Mercury begins its retrograde period today that lasts until September 5th, dear Pisces. Until the 31st, it impacts your close personal relationships most, but it can also point to delays and turnarounds related to family, home life, and later, work matters. You may be looking back or turning to the past in some manner, whether this is about rehashing old topics or revisiting a previous relationship. Some of the things you’ve started or communicated recently might need some touching up. It’s an excellent time to revise, review, and reorganize as you see things you may have missed because you were going too fast or because you were too busy to notice the first time around. Communications can be muddled today and tomorrow, but delays can also help you to understand your situation better. As well, today’s energies are quite excellent for motivation to improve your work or money situation. You can feel inspired by a past project that now seems more appealing. * Remember to read horoscopes for your Ascendant sign and Sun sign. If you don’t know your Ascendant sign (and you know your birth time), you can look it up here. If Your Birthday is August 12th, If Today is Your Birthday full horoscope here. Astrology of Today – The Details: If you’re astrologically inclined and interested in the details of the Astrology of today, here are some of the factors considered in the forecasts (for the astrology of the week, see This Week in Astrology):    Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 0:00 am Event: Moon in Aries Description: The Moon in Aries We are itching to take action and to pioneer something. All things equal, this is a time to begin new projects. Exercise patience and selflessness where possible, but embrace Aries’ courage and directness. Look out for new opportunities. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 1:36 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Sqr Ven Description: Transiting Moon Square Transiting Venus Romantic matters can be unsettled, or we can be a little insecure in our relationships. It can be difficult to show restraint. An indulgent, moody time. Hypersensitivity. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 1:37 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Sqr Cer Description: Transiting Moon Square Transiting Ceres There can be conflicts with loved ones, or we could be feeling unsupported. People could seem insensitive or uncaring, or our own needs seem to be at odds with the needs of family and friends. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 3:38 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Tri Mar Description: Transiting Moon Trine Transiting Mars We are more courageous and able to take the lead. We are in tune with our natural desires and instincts. We express our feelings honestly. We are independent, resourceful, and brave. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 8:27 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Sqr Plu Description: Transiting Moon Square Transiting Pluto Deeper feelings emerge suddenly, and possibly in a disruptive way. We may be over-reacting or going to extremes. Wait for the tension to subside before taking action. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 8:33 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Pll Chi Description: Transiting Moon Parallel Transiting Chiron Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 8:55 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Cpl Pal Description: Transiting Moon ContraParallel Transiting Pallas Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 10:48 am Event: Tr-Tr Mon Opp Jup Description: Transiting Moon Opposition Transiting Jupiter We could be suffering the consequences of recent excesses. We might be stirred to make a promise or a statement, but it could be over the top or unrealistic. Differences of opinion could be an issue now. It can be difficult to be objective. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 12:17 pm Event: Tr-Tr Mon Pll Mer Description: Transiting Moon Parallel Transiting Mercury Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 1:26 pm Event: Tr-Tr Mon Tri Sun Description: Transiting Moon Trine Transiting Sun There is a nice feeling of harmony and a cooperative feel to this time. Better decision making. We represent ourselves well now. It’s easier to attract support, favorable responses, and positive experiences. We are less fearful and less defensive. This is a harmonious time. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 3:25 pm Event: Tr-Tr Mon Tri Sat Description: Transiting Moon Trine Transiting Saturn An auspicious time for any project demanding endurance or tolerance. Also good for establishing new habits and rituals. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 8:32 pm Event: Tr-Tr Mon Tri Nod Description: Transiting Moon Trine Transiting North Node A good time for dealing with the public, for making connections, and for taking positive steps towards a personal or professional goal. You are able to make changes. This is a feel-good time for embracing new opportunities. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 9:00 pm Event: Tr Mer R Description: Transiting Mercury Stationary Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 1:17 am Event: Tr-Tr Ven Tri Nep Description: Transiting Venus Trine Transiting Neptune We are more sensitive to others’ needs and wants, and more desirous of harmony, love, beauty, and balance. We are generous, compassionate, open, and vulnerable. Spiritual/emotional concerns trump material ones at this time. Feel the need to escape to a romantic island getaway? Follow the urge even if it is limited to a luxurious bath or a trip to a swimming pool. Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 1:57 am Event: Tr-Tr Ven Cnj Cer Description: Transiting Venus Conjunction Transiting Ceres Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 0:04 am Event: Tr-Tr Nep Tri Cer Description: Transiting Neptune Trine Transiting Ceres Date & Time: Aug 12 2017 0:10 am Event: Tr-Tr Chi Cpl Pal Description: Transiting Chiron ContraParallel Transiting Pallas Strong Signs, Elements, Modes BALANCE OF SIGNS ARIES STRONG Initiating, pioneering energy. Independent, bold, courageous, assertive, fiery, inspirational, direct, decisive. Can be egotistical, impulsive, impatient, aggressive, lacking subtlety. LEO STRONG Self-confident, generous, warm-hearted, powerful leader, dramatic. Can be overly proud, vain, extravagant, arrogant. BALANCE OF ELEMENTS FIRE STRONG Fire is enthusiastic, dynamic, and spontaneous, but lacks reflection. We are more courageous and adventurous now, with a tendency to act before thinking. There is little concern about what happened in the past. We are competitive and possibly impatient or bored easily. AIR WEAK We may have a difficult time being objective or detached. We may not be especially communicative. BALANCE OF MODES The modes are balanced. LUNAR PHASE: DISSEMINATING Moon 135 to 90 degrees behind the Sun. Sharing our knowledge with the world is a major motivation at this stage. We believe we have gained much knowledge and wisdom through our experiences, and want to ensure others have the benefit as well. The following aspects (major only) and positions are at noon (EDT) on August 12th: Note that when an aspect is applying, it has not yet happened but is within orb – it’s pending. When an aspect is separating, it has already happened/perfected and is moving away from the aspect. Depending on the speed of the planet/body involved, the aspect will have perfected–or will perfect–in a matter of hours (often the case with the Moon), days, months, and possibly years in the case of the very slow-moving outer planets and bodies. Note that the Moon moves at a rate of approximately one degree every 2 hours, so that if an aspect involving the Moon is applying and has an orb of 5 degrees, the aspect will perfect (be exact) in about 10 hours. If the Moon is separating from an aspect with an orb of 2 degrees, it has already formed said aspect approximately 4 hours ago (since the following are positions at noon today, then it would have occurred at about 8 AM today). **I suggest paying close attention to applying aspects. The energy of the aspect builds as it gets closer to exact. Once an aspect involving inner planets has happened, it’s over. Separating aspects are good to know for context, but in terms of energy that is with us today, applying aspects are most important. (This is the case for daily astrology influences involving inner planets, which pass quickly, and not natal astrology aspects, which are with us for a lifetime). THE MOON THE MOON IN ARIES We are itching to take action and to pioneer something. All things equal, this is a time to begin new projects. Exercise patience and selflessness where possible, but embrace Aries’ courage and directness. Look for new opportunities. 20TH DEGREE OF ARIES Part of Body: Hyoid bone Sabian Symbol: A young girl feeding birds in winter. ASPECTS OF THE MOON TRINE THE SUN Orb 0°45′ Applying We are supportive, cooperative, open, genuine, and more relaxed than usual. SQUARE VENUS Orb 5°21′ Separating There could be clashes between the desire for familiarity and the need for pleasure. Overindulgence or overspending possible. TRINE MARS Orb 4°29′ Separating Feelings and desires seem to be in sync, making this a good time to take purposeful action. Healthy competition, resourcefulness, courage. OPPOSITION JUPITER Orb 0°40′ Separating We may be going overboard or to excess now. Emotional restlessness, high expectations. Difficulties focusing on responsibilities; difficulties prioritzing. We are looking for fun or for something to celebrate, and turn to others to share our good feelings. TRINE SATURN Orb 1°56′ Applying We are more able to find a balance between our own emotional needs and our responsibilities. This is a strong time for establishing good habits. We are more tolerant, deliberate, and resolute. CONJUNCTION URANUS Orb 9°07′ Applying This can be a time when we feel a need to make a change, however big or small, and we may feel compelled to experiment or improvise. We don’t want to feel restricted by routine or convention now. SQUARE PLUTO Orb 2°00′ Separating Unacknowledged feelings can emerge in possibly disruptive ways. We may be acting in compulsive or possessive ways now. THE SUN THE SUN IN LEO You are good-hearted, have a sunny personality, and a strong need for attention. You have a generous nature, but can be arrogant. 21ST DEGREE OF LEO Part of Body: Left atrium Sabian Symbol: Intoxicated domestic birds fly around in dizzy attempts. ASPECTS OF THE SUN CONJUNCTION MARS Orb 5°15′ Separating We are more direct, spontaneous, and impulsive now, but can also be too self-focused and impatient. SEXTILE JUPITER Orb 1°25′ Separating There can be a good, nice, and healthy feeling of optimism and confidence now. We might promote, publish, advertise, or market with greater success. We are generous and tolerant, giving people the benefit of the doubt, expecting the best from others and from ourselves. We can see the big picture. TRINE SATURN Orb 1°11′ Applying We are taking pride in our responsibilities or performance. This can be a time of steady progress and increased self-discipline. We are more inclined to humble ourselves to authority or good advice, and tend to employ traditional methods. CONJUNCTION THE NORTH NODE Orb 4°05′ Applying We might come to realizations of personal or professional truths, and these can propel us forward on a new path, or advance our current goals. People tend to support and assist us now. We might recognize our need for others. This is a good time for setting goals. MERCURY MERCURY IN VIRGO You have a discriminating mind, and can be critical and analytical. You can also become obsessed with detailed knowledge. This may be to your detriment in daily life, although it is very beneficial for doing any kind of research. You like to be precise in your communications with others. 12TH DEGREE OF VIRGO Part of Body: Abdominal aorta Sabian Symbol: A bride with her veil snatched away. ASPECTS OF MERCURY SEXTILE VENUS Orb 2°22′ Separating We are sociable, making connections, dipllomatic, and ready to negotiate. Expressions of affection or clarifications of feelings. OPPOSITION NEPTUNE Orb 1°50′ Applying Our minds open to many different possibilities and options. We can feel inspired or we might be thinking in imaginative or possibly impractical ways. We see beyond physical or material concerns and solutions. There is extra sensitivity now. We may be dealing with deceptions or self-deceptions, and it can be difficult to be discriminating. We may not be seeing the obvious, and instead are imagining more complicated scenarios. TRINE PLUTO Orb 5°43′ Applying This is a good time for serious and determined study and investigation. We are drawn to looking for truths and to unexplored topics and ideas. VENUS VENUS IN CANCER You place emphasis on family relations. You will form strong emotional bonds within your own tribe. You may have an emotional need for financial security. 15TH DEGREE OF CANCER Part of Body: Gastric nerves Sabian Symbol: A group of people who have overeaten and enjoyed it. ASPECTS OF VENUS SQUARE JUPITER Orb 4°41′ Applying We are easily distracted, craving pleasure or leisure. We may be overdoing things, overselling ourselves, overbuying, or overstating our affections. There can be a lack of self-discipline now. However, we can also push ourselves to reach a little further than we usually do, particularly on a social level. TRINE NEPTUNE Orb 0°32′ Separating We are more sensitive to others’ needs and wants, and more desirous of harmony, love, beauty, and balance. We are generous, compassionate, open, and vulnerable. Spiritual/emotional concerns trump material ones at this time. OPPOSITION PLUTO Orb 3°20′ Applying Drama plays a key role in your personal relationships. You are obsessed with the concept of love and desire and expect your loved ones to share your intensity. Your relationships are strewn with struggles for power and control, and possibly violence. You need to direct your energies into a demanding, creative pursuit. MARS MARS IN LEO You have a strong need to express your personal creativity. You may display dramatic and confident behaviour, and like to make an impact on your surroundings. You may also be arrogant. 15TH DEGREE OF LEO Part of Body: Right atrium Sabian Symbol: A street pageant. ASPECTS OF MARS TRINE SATURN Orb 6°26′ Applying We can be reserved but possess self-control now. We are better able to focus on priorities or practical affairs. This is a good time to take care of details, to get organized, and to put in hard work. QUINCUNX NEPTUNE Orb 1°23′ Separating We can feel vaguely discontented and without direction under this influence. The tendency to be careless is also strong now. Poor judgment or laziness can prevent us from realizing our plans. QUINCUNX PLUTO Orb 2°29′ Applying Resentment, competitive feelings, or anger may be operating just under the surface, and it can be difficult to know why, or to find satisfying ways to manage it. JUPITER JUPITER IN LIBRA You have a strong concern for justice. You are a diplomatic teacher, and express your spiritual values in your relationships. 19TH DEGREE OF LIBRA Part of Body: Calyx major Sabian Symbol: A gang of robbers in hiding. ASPECTS OF JUPITER SEXTILE SATURN Orb 2°36′ Applying You have a chance to be very successful as you are neither profligate nor mean, but have a balance. SQUARE PLUTO Orb 1°20′ Separating You will need to learn to have confidence in yourself even when life deals you a few blows. You range from over confident to completely lacking in confidence. The truth lies somewhere in between. SATURN SATURN IN SAGITTARIUS Saturn in Sagittarius asks us to take on the responsibility of living according to our personal truths and principles — and to be loyal to these. This is a time for turning a critical eye to those beliefs and principles that don’t accurately reflect our authentic selves. (December 23, 2014, to June 14, 2015, then September 17, 2015, to December 20, 2017) 22ND DEGREE OF SAGITTARIUS Part of Body: Right trochanter Sabian Symbol: A laundry. URANUS IN ARIES The urge to start fresh, to break free from restrictive attitudes or circumstances, to totally redesign an area of our lives (or even our personalities), and to gain freedom through independence is strong during this cycle. (May 27, 2010, to August 13, 2010, then March 11th, 2011 to May 15, 2018, then November 6, 2018, to March 6, 2019). 29TH DEGREE OF ARIES Part of Body: Auditory canal Sabian Symbol: A celestial choir singing. NEPTUNE NEPTUNE IN PISCES A long-term influence in which fantasy, imagination, compassion, and spirituality are in stronger focus. (April 4, 2011, to August 4, 2011, then February 3, 2012, to March 30, 2025, then October 22, 2025, to January 26, 2026) 14TH DEGREE OF PISCES Part of Body: Right cutaneous veins Sabian Symbol: A lady in fox fur. PLUTO PLUTO IN CAPRICORN Tests of our boundaries; breaking down and rebuilding structures and rules. (From January 25, 2008, to June 14, 2008, then November 26, 2008, to March 23, 2023, then June 11, 2023, to January 20, 2024, then September 1, 2024, to November 19, 2024). 18TH DEGREE OF CAPRICORN Part of Body: Ligaments of right knee Sabian Symbol: The union jack flies from a new british destroyer. Chiron, Major Asteroids, and Moon’s Nodes: in Sign and in Aspect CHIRON CHIRON IN PISCES Strong awareness of our own vulnerabilities and humanity stimulates compassion for others. (April 20 to July 20, 2010, then February 8, 2011, to April 17, 2018, then September 25, 2018, to February 18, 2019). 29TH DEGREE OF PISCES Part of Body: Toenails of right foot Sabian Symbol: A prism. VESTA IN VIRGO You have a perfectionist streak. You work hard and expect the same from other people. You need to avoid being overly critical. Positively, you have the ability to set up efficient and productive routines at work. 13TH DEGREE OF VIRGO Part of Body: Hepatic arteries Sabian Symbol: A powerful statesman wins to his cause a hysterical mob. PALLAS PALLAS IN TAURUS You have the ability to see the beauty in nature and the arts. You have much common sense and wisdom. You may become involved in either healing with your hands, or healing the earth through environmental movements. 12TH DEGREE OF TAURUS Part of Body: Cervical and brachial plexi Sabian Symbol: A young couple walk down main-street, window-shopping. JUNO JUNO IN CAPRICORN You want a partner who you can respect, and who respects you. You seek long-term commitment and may marry later in life. 4TH DEGREE OF CAPRICORN Part of Body: Cutaneous nerves of lower leg Sabian Symbol: A party entering a large canoe. CERES CERES IN CANCER Your ability to nurture others is closely linked with your own relationship with your mother. If you had a close and loving relationship with your mother then you will enjoy the same with others in your adult life. If not, you may form dependent relationships. 14TH DEGREE OF CANCER Part of Body: Stomach walls Sabian Symbol: A very old man facing a vast dark space to the northeast. THE NORTH NODE THE NORTH NODE IN LEO This a quest to develop your inner strength. You may find that you experience times of loneliness. These times are part of your lesson to forge your own creative life in order to give generously to the world. 25TH DEGREE OF LEO Part of Body: Pericardium Sabian Symbol: A large camel crossing the desert. THE SOUTH NODE THE SOUTH NODE IN AQUARIUS This a quest to develop your inner strength. You may find that you experience times of loneliness. These times are part of your lesson to forge your own creative life in order to give generously to the world. 25TH DEGREE OF AQUARIUS Part of Body: Left tibialis anterior muscle Sabian Symbol: A butterfly with the right wing more perfectly formed. *** CONJUNCTIONS TO SELECT FIXED STARS *** Transits 12 Aug 2017 – Event Chart Aspects to Mercury 11°Vi38 +03°36′ Cnj 11°Vi33 ZOSMA — A victim or a saviour Aspects to Venus 14°Cn00 +21°44′ Cnj 14°Cn18 SIRIUS*** The mundane becoming sacred. Aspects to Mars 14°Le52 +17°27′ Cnj 15°Le26 DUBHE Loving but forceful Aspects to Pluto 17°Cp21 -21°36′ Cnj 16°Cp53 RUKBAT Steadiness and strength. Aspects to Vesta 12°Vi00 +11°26′ Cnj 11°Vi33 ZOSMA — A victim or a saviour Aspects to Ceres 13°Cn41 +24°11′ Cnj 14°Cn18 SIRIUS*** The mundane becoming sacred.  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Rife Technology Destroys Microbes

Rife ignored the debate, preferring to concentrate on refining his method of destroying these tiny killer viruses. He used the same principle to kill them, which made them visible: resonance. By increasing the intensity of a frequency which resonated naturally with these microbes, Rife increased their natural oscillations until they distorted and disintegrated from structural stresses. Rife called this frequency the mortal oscillatory rate, or MOR, and it did no harm whatsoever to the surrounding tissues.

This principle can be illustrated by using an intense musical note to shatter a wine glass: the molecules of the glass are already oscillating at some harmonic (multiple) of that musical note; they are in resonance with it, vibrate, and can no longer remain in configuration. Because everything else has a different resonant frequency, nothing but the glass’s molecular configuration is destroyed. There are literally hundreds of trillions of different resonant frequencies, and every species and molecule has its very own.

Testing Rife’s Treatment

It took Rife many years, working 48 hours at a time, until he discovered the frequencies which specifically destroyed herpes, polio, spinal meningitis, tetanus, influenza, and an immense number of other dangerous disease organisms. In 1934, the University of Southern California appointed a Special Medical Research Committee to bring terminal cancer patients from Pasadena County Hospital to Rife’s San Diego Laboratory and clinic for treatment. The team included doctors and pathologists assigned to examine the patients – if still alive – in 90 days. This was obviously a different age! I don’t believe I’ll be seeing the University of Minnesota bringing any patients my way anytime soon. Remember, 1934 was PRE-big-money-chemo!

After the 90 days of treatment, the Committee concluded that 86.5% of the patients had been completely cured. The treatment was then adjusted and the remaining 13.5% of the patients also responded within the next four weeks. The total recovery rate using Rife’s technology was 100%. On November 20, 1934, forty-four of the nation’s most respected medical authorities honored Royal Rife with a banquet billed as The End To All Diseases at the Pasadena estate of Dr. Milbank Johnson.

But by 1939, almost all of these distinguished doctors and scientists were denying that they had ever met Rife. What happened to make so many brilliant men have complete memory lapses? It seems that news of Rife’s miracles with terminal patients had reached other ears. Remember our hypothetical question at the beginning of this report: What would happen if you discovered a cure for everything? You are now about to find out…

The Beginning of Rife’s Downfall

At first, a token attempt was made to buy-out Rife. Morris Fishbein, who had acquired the entire stock of the American Medical Association by 1934, sent an attorney to Rife with an offer you can’t refuse. Rife refused. We may never know the exact terms of this offer, but we do know the terms of the offer Fishbein made to Harry Hoxsey for control of his herbal cancer remedy. Fishbein’s associates would receive all profits for nine years and Hoxey would receive nothing. Then, if they were satisfied that it worked, Hoxsey would begin to receive 10% of the profits. Hoxsey decided that he would rather continue to make all the profits himself. When Hoxsey turned Fishbein down, Fishbein used his immensely powerful political connections to have Hoxsey arrested 125 times in a period of 16 months. The charges (based on practicing without a license) were always thrown out of court, but the harassment drove Hoxsey insane.

Fishbein must have realized that this strategy would backfire with Rife. First, Rife could not be arrested like Hoxsey for practicing without a license since he had a license. A trial on trumped-up charges would mean that prominent medical authorities working with Rife would introduce testimony supporting Rife, and the defense would undoubtedly take the opportunity to introduce evidence such as the 1934 medical study done with USC. The last thing in the world that the pharmaceutical industry wanted was a public trial about a painless therapy that cured 100% of the terminal cancer patients and cost nothing to use but a little electricity. It might give people the idea that they didn’t need drugs and though the drug industry was in its infancy in 1934, it was becoming a very naughty teenager by 1939.

In 1939, a mysterious lawsuit against Beam Ray Corporation, the only company manufacturing Rife’s frequency instruments (Rife was not a partner) tied the company up in court and legal expenses in the middle of the Great Depression bankrupted the company. Fishbein and the AMA had won; commercial production of Rife’s frequency instruments ceased completely.

On the other hand, big money was spent ensuring that doctors who had seen Rife’s therapy would forget what they saw. Almost no price was too much to suppress it. Remember that, today, treatment of a single cancer patient averages over $300,000. It’s BIG business.

Thus, Arthur Kendall, the Director of the Northwestern School of Medicine who worked with Rife on the cancer virus, accepted almost a quarter of a million dollars to suddenly retire in Mexico. That was an exorbitant amount of money in the Depression. Dr. George Dock, another prominent figure who collaborated with Rife, was silenced with an enormous grant, along with the highest honors the AMA could bestow. Between the carrots and the sticks, everyone except Dr. Couche and Dr. Milbank Johnson gave up Rife’s work and went back to prescribing drugs.

To finish the job, the medical journals, supported almost entirely by drug company revenues and controlled by the AMA, refused to publish any paper by anyone on Rife’s therapy. Therefore, an entire generation of medical students graduated into practice without ever once hearing of Rife’s breakthroughs in medicine. The magnitude of such an insane crime eclipses every mass murder in history. Cancer picks us off quietly…but by 1960 the casualties from this tiny virus exceeded the carnage of all the wars America ever fought. In 1989, it was estimated that 40% of us will experience cancer at some time in our lives.

After Rife’s Downfall

In Rife’s lifetime, he had witnessed the progress of civilization from horse-and-buggy travel to jet planes. In that same time, he saw the epidemic of cancer increase from 1 in 24 Americans in 1905 to, partially because his work was squashed, 1 in 2.5 today.

He also witnessed the phenomenal growth of the American Cancer Society, the Salk Foundation, and many others collecting hundreds of millions of dollars for diseases that were cured long before in his own San Diego laboratories. In one period, 176,500 cancer drugs were submitted for approval. Any that showed favorable results in only one-sixth of one percent of the cases being studied could be licensed. Some of these drugs had a mortality rate of 14-17%. When death came from the drug, not the cancer, the case was recorded as a complete or partial remission because the patient didn’t actually die from the cancer. It’s just absurd!!! In reality, it was a race to see which would kill the patient first: the drug or the disease.

The inevitable conclusion reached by Rife was that his life-long labor and discoveries had not only been ignored but probably would be buried with him. At that point, he ceased to produce much of anything and spent the last third of his life seeking oblivion in alcohol. It dulled the pain and his acute awareness of half a century of wasted effort – ignored – while the unnecessary suffering of millions continued so that a vested few might profit. And profit they did, and profit they do.

Rife’s Technology Lives On

Fortunately, his death was not the end of his electronic therapy. A few humanitarian doctors and engineers reconstructed his frequency instruments and kept his genius alive. Rife technology became public knowledge again in 1986 with the publication of The Cancer Cure That Worked, by Barry Lynes, and other material about Royal Rife and his monumental work.

There is wide variation in the cost, design, and quality of the modern portable Rife frequency research instruments available. Costs vary from about $3600 to $26,000 with price being no legitimate indicator of the technical competence in the design of the instrument or performance of the instrument. Some of the most expensive units have serious technical limitations and are essentially a waste of money. At the other extreme, some researchers do get crude results from inexpensive simple, unmodified frequency generators, but this is just as misguided as spending too much money. Without the proper modifications, the basic frequency generator gives only minimal and inconsistent results. Rife’s work was always with LIGHT FREQUENCY. A REAL Rife unit must use a Tesla bulb.

Other theories abound on exactly why and how Rife technology works. Dr. Robert O. Becker, MD, in his book, The Body Electric, published by Harper in 1985, gives an exciting report in chapter 15 regarding the fact that photons in light act as an electron donor to tissue cells which stimulates mitochondrial function, raises tissue pH, and increases healing.

One day, the name of Royal Raymond Rife may ascend to its rightful place as the giant of modern medical science. Until that time, his fabulous technology remains available only to the people who have the interest to seek it out. While perfectly legal for veterinarians to use to save the lives of animals, Rife’s brilliant frequency therapy remains taboo to orthodox mainstream medicine because of the continuing threat it poses to the international pharmaceutical medical monopoly that controls the lives – and deaths – of the vast majority of the people on this planet.

Research and Studies on Rife Technology

Recent studies on Rife’s work have been published in peer-reviewed medical journals. The Journal of Exp Clinical Cancer Research 2009 Apr 14;28:51, published a paper titled, Amplitude-modulated electromagnetic fields for the treatment of cancer: discovery of tumor-specific frequencies and assessment of a novel therapeutic approach. The paper revealed, “CONCLUSION: Cancer-related frequencies appear to be tumor-specific and treatment with tumor-specific frequencies is feasible, well tolerated and may have biological efficacy in patients with advanced cancer.”

Their results were remarkable: “RESULTS: We examined a total of 163 patients with a diagnosis of cancer and identified a total of 1524 frequencies ranging from 0.1 Hz to 114 kHz. Most frequencies (57-92%) were specific for a single tumor type. Compassionate treatment with tumor-specific frequencies was offered to 28 patients. Three patients experienced grade 1 fatigue during or immediately after treatment. There were no NCI grade 2, 3 or 4 toxicities. Thirteen patients were evaluable for response. One patient with hormone-refractory breast cancer metastatic to the adrenal gland and bones had a complete response lasting 11 months. One patient with hormone-refractory breast cancer metastatic to liver and bones had a partial response lasting 13.5 months. Four patients had stable disease lasting for +34.1 months (thyroid cancer metastatic to lung), 5.1 months (non-small cell lung cancer), 4.1 months (pancreatic cancer metastatic to liver) and 4.0 months (leiomyosarcoma metastatic to liver).”

Many more articles are coming out on what is now being termed Energy Medicine or Biofield Therapies.  Here is a list of a few:

Cancer Journal 2006 Sep-Oct;12(5):425-31. Complementary medicine in palliative care and cancer symptom management.

J Holist Nurs. 2011 Dec;29(4):270-8. doi: 10.1177/0898010111412186. Epub 2011 Aug 8.

Prim Care. 2010 Mar;37(1):165-79. Biofield therapies: energy medicine and primary care.

Ann N Y Acad Sci. 2009 Aug;1172:297-311. Bioelectromagnetic and subtle energy medicine: the interface between mind and matter.

J Altern Complement Med. 2009 Aug;15(8):819-26.  An HMO-based prospective pilot study of energy medicine for chronic headaches: whole-person outcomes point to the need for new instrumentation.

Integr Med Insights. 2009;4:13-20. Epub 2009 Oct 19. Integral healthcare: the benefits and challenges of integrating complementary and alternative medicine with a conventional healthcare practice

Altern Ther Health Med. 2008 Jan-Feb;14(1):44-54.  Six pillars of energy medicine: clinical strengths of a complementary paradigm.

Explore (NY). 2006 Nov-Dec;2(6):509-14.  World hypotheses and the evolution of integrative medicine: combining categorical diagnoses and cause-effect interventions with whole systems research and nonvisualizable (seemingly “impossible”) healing.

Biomed Sci Instrum. 2006;42:428-33. Localized pulsed magnetic fields for tendonitis therapy.

This was an excerpt from Dr Conners’ book, Stop Fighting Cancer and Start Treating the Cause.

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The Sharks Got Scarier

Since the 2008-09 season, no NHL team had played with more than one former winner of the Norris Trophy, given to the league’s top defenseman, according to the Elias Sports Bureau.1 But all that changed last week when the San Jose Sharks shook the NHL by trading for Erik Karlsson, among the league’s most coveted defensemen.

Karlsson — a two-time Norris Trophy winner and the league’s highest scoring defenseman since the beginning of the 2009-10 season2 — will be joining a defensive core that already features Brent Burns, the uber-bearded, gap-toothed wonder who won the 2016-17 Norris Trophy while scoring 29 goals for San Jose. The move obviously makes the Sharks a better and more offensively dangerous team, but the extent to which it does so has the potential to be historic.

Last season’s numbers don’t paint a full picture. Both defensemen had relatively down years offensively: Burns and Karlsson each had their lowest goal totals since the 2012-13 season.3 Each player also experienced a dip in goals versus threshold (GVT):4 Burns posted his worst mark (13.0) since 2013-14, while Karlsson had his worst season (9.9) since 2012-13. But each player is still very much in the prime of his career: Burns is 33 years old, while Karlsson is just 28. And just look at what they did in the two seasons before last year.

During the 2016-17 season, Burns’s GVT was 24.1, while Karlsson’s was 19.7 — the highest two values among defensemen that season and some of the highest in the league since the lockout of 2004-05. The harmonic mean — a special kind of mean that balances between the two values being averaged, so as to capture true tandems (rather than one-man shows) — for the two was 21.7, which would place them among the greatest blueline duos in NHL history if they repeated it as teammates.5 In the previous season, they were collectively even better: Burns’s GVT was 23.5, Karlsson’s was 21.5, and their harmonic mean was 22.4

It’s unlikely that both Burns and Karlsson will play to those levels again in 2018-19, but if they were able to match their tallies from the either of the two preceding seasons, they would become one of the most prolific defense tandems by the harmonic mean of GVT in the NHL dating back to at least 1951.

Burns/Karlsson could claim a spot among the top D tandems

The top defensemen duos by the harmonic mean of their goals versus threshold*, 1951-2018, compared with the output of new San Jose Sharks teammates Brent Burns and Erik Karlsson in recent seasons

Top defensemen duos in NHL history goals vs. threshold Year Team Player duo individual Harmonic Mean 1976-77 MTL Larry Robinson 29.6 27.9 Guy Lapointe 26.3 1974-75 BOS Bobby Orr 46.2 25.4 Carol Vadnais 17.5 1970-71 BOS Bobby Orr 47.1 25.1 Dallas Smith 17.1 1974-75 MTL Guy Lapointe 23.8 23.1 Serge Savard 22.4 1993-94 NYR Brian Leetch 23.2 22.3 Sergei Zubov 21.5 1985-86 PHI Mark Howe 26.0 22.0 Brad McCrimmon 19.0 2007-08 DET Nicklas Lidstrom 25.0 22.0 Brian Rafalski 19.6 1975-76 NYI Denis Potvin 27.7 21.6 Jean Potvin 17.7 1973-74 BOS Bobby Orr 40.4 21.4 Carol Vadnais 14.6 1995-96 DET Nicklas Lidstrom 21.4 21.3 Paul Coffey 21.3 Burns and Karlsson over the past four seasons Year team Player duo individual Harmonic Mean 2015-16 SJS Brent Burns 23.5 22.4 OTT Erik Karlsson 21.5 2016-17 SJS Brent Burns 24.1 21.7 OTT Erik Karlsson 19.7 2014-15 SJS Brent Burns 15.1 15.0 OTT Erik Karlsson 15.0 2017-18 SJS Brent Burns 13.0 11.2 OTT Erik Karlsson 9.9

*GVT is estimated for seasons since 2015-16.

Sources: Hockey Abstract, Hockey-Reference.com

Before the Karlsson acquisition, San Jose already got a lot of production from its blueliners: With Burns and Marc-Edouard Vlasic (a regular recipient of Norris Trophy votes), Shark defensemen scored 199 combined points last season, which ranked third in the NHL behind the Nashville Predators (206) and the Minnesota Wild (200). Adding Karlsson, who has averaged 0.83 points per game in his career, makes the Sharks the smart bet to lead the way in points from defensemen in 2018-19.

If the Sharks are able to eclipse 200 points from its defensemen, it too would be historic: Since the NHL lockout of 1994-95, just 21 teams have accomplished that feat.6 It happened just 14 times during the aughts and has been achieved just six times since the beginning of this decade.

The knock on Karlsson early in his career was that, while impressive in the offensive zone, he lacked something in the defensive zone. His zone starts tell a different story, however — in each of the past five seasons, more than 44 percent of the faceoffs for which Karlsson has been on the ice have taken place in his defensive zone, indicating a vote of confidence by the Ottawa Senators coaching staff in their best player’s defensive abilities.

The addition of Karlsson should also vastly improve San Jose’s power plays. Among the 11 teams that finished with 100 or more points during the 2017-18 season, the Sharks had the third-worst power-play percentage, scoring on just 20.6 percent of their chances. Of the 518 points Karlsson has scored in his career, 195 have come on the man advantage. Tacking on an additional 0.3 power-play points per game should vastly improve the prospects of a team that was perfectly mediocre with the man advantage in 2017-18.

A player of Karlsson’s ability would make any team in the NHL better. The Sharks hope that a player of Karlsson’s ability makes them so much better that they’re finally able to get over the hump as perennial would-have-beens to win their first Stanley Cup.

Neil Paine contributed research.

from News About Sports https://fivethirtyeight.com/features/the-sharks-got-scarier/