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Of course, having cake for lunch means that it's probably a good idea to get some exercise afterward, so Alice took over dog-tending duties by taking Shadow out for a nice long jog around the neighborhood! They had a lovely time going over hill and dale and past the community garden (where I took the opportunity to evolve a few plants). Victor, for his part, finished up the harvest, Repairioed everything that was busted around the house, and had himself some fruit pie for lunch before calling up his new best buddy Felipe for a chat (reception was horrible as per the moodlet Victor got afterward, but it was actually a positive "glad to unhook from the modern world" moodlet, so -- yay?); Smiler, for THEIR part, headed upstairs to retrieve all their honeymoon videos out of their drone and start editing them and investigating the trends. Victor moved onto making more candles (his first cylindrical molded candle, in fact) as Alice came back home and, pooped, plopped right down for a nap on the floor --
But what ho, who is this at the door? Why, it's Knox Greenburg, Eco Master! With a request to use the recycler and a promise to share the bits and pieces. Alice got up at his knock and let him know that he was indeed free to use the recycler outside, then went upstairs to have a shower before settling into bed for a PROPER nap -- soon joined by Victor, who was pretty tuckered out after all his early-morning crafting and gardening! Smiler, though, being immune to getting tired, was free to fly downstairs and have an enthusiastic chat with Knox about the important of living green before asking for a drink. Which Knox was happy to give, because Smiler is his friend and just generally awesome. There are many perks to being a vampire with a Pristine Reputation, 10 Charisma, and the "Regained Humanity" bonus trait! :p
After that, it was back to chores -- Victor woke up and checked in on Moory, finding she needed a good brushing and another milking. Unfortunately, he woke up a little too late to do anything about the chickens -- yup, we had another fox steal an egg out of the coop! *grumbles* I suppose I should just be grateful none of them have straight-up killed a chicken yet... Smiler, for their part, took a moment to check Knox's traits before sending him on his way, then fed the cowplant and recycled all the trash in their inventory. Guess that chat with Knox was pretty inspiring! All in all, reasonably typical day around the farm...
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#both Alice and the doggo needed exercise so that worked out very well for me#and checking out the community garden on the way#seems like someone may have planted some kava root?#Victor may want to go and get some of that eventually#not that he really NEEDS more plants#but you know XD#and Knox showing up was a bit of a surprise#but I'm not going to say no to free bits and pieces#nor to Smiler getting to strengthen their relationship with him#and get a drink in the process#om nom fresh plasma :)#darn foxes in the henhouse though!#I need those eggs you little bastards#really need to start doing errands for people to get upgrade parts#eventually!#queued
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DPxDC Prompt: Open Invitation
Every ghost in the Zone and out of the Zone knows about the Christmas Truce. The single day of no fighting has lasted since Christmas had been called Yuletide and other names, that every single ghost respected it and tried to make it, especially if they weren’t in the Infinite Realms. After all, when you were dead, it was fun to have a little party and cut loose without fighting and where any grudges or rivalries were temporarily suspended.
And despite being ghosts who mostly resided in the living realm, Deadman, Gentleman Ghost, Marilyn Moonlight, Lady Gotham and other ghosts like them all attended the Christmas Truce party—once, Lady Gotham had brought Solomon Grundy, and no one cared. He may be a zombie, but undead was still dead and Grundy was more halfa-adjacent if it came down to technicalities, and had been welcome there ever since. JLD, of course, had an open invitation due to their association with Deadman (though Constantine tried to avoid the Ancient of Time he hooked up with one—okay, several—times), and after Danny started attending after the Ghostwriter incident, his fraid had an open invitation too, despite how half of them were still among the living (not like it mattered anyway, since they were liminal enough to count as ghostly)
It was due to Danny’s, and later Dani’s, attendance that Lady Gotham and Deadman realised they knew a halfa, who the Truce party’s open invitation extended to even though he didn’t know. And being in the pure ectoplasm of the Realms might help the halfa with the issues of his core and the damage the Lazarus Pit had done to it, and the Phantom twins would be thrilled at meeting him, that all three weren’t alone.
So, on Christmas Eve, Lady Gotham and Deadman go into Crime Alley and bring Red Hood into the Ghost Zone to where the Truce party is being held at (re: kidnap him)
Jason has no idea where he is, who these strange, glowing people are aside from Grundy or why they’re all drinking what looks to be Lazarus Water or why he feels better than he has in years since he came back, but for some reason he doesn’t feel like he’s in danger and like a part of him belongs here, and these people haven’t batted a single eye around him and are instead encouraging him to let loose and drink some shots and have some fun, it’s a Truce party after all. And when in Rome, right?
Danny rocks up a couple hours later and has no idea why the regular human vigilante Red Hood is in the Ghost Zone or drinking ectoplasm while having the time of his life and is internally freaking out and not having a single clue that he’s a potential halfa. Yet (Dani knows, having arrived before both of them and Deadman had let her know right before he and Lady Gotham had brought Jason, and is having the time of her life meeting another halfa despite how gross his core feels and seeing Danny lose his mind before he realises, too)
Meanwhile, the Batfamily is low-key worried (read: high-key panicking) about Jason’s disappearance and trying to figure out where the hell he is.
#Batfamily: Freaking out about Jason disappearing AGAIN and having no idea where he is#Jason: Having the time of his life at the Christmas Truce party and getting a healthy dose of ectoplasm to his core#Danny: Panicking about an apparently non-liminal and fully alive human being in the Ghost Zone and drinking ectoplasm#Dani: Being her gremlin self and keeping the knowledge Red Hood’s a halfa from her brother until he figures it out himself#Lady Gotham and Deadman: Enjoying the party and knowing they did the right thing bringing Jason to it heedless of the chaos happening#Deadman will def bring Greta to the next Truce party because she’s also a halfa too fight me#And Lady Gotham will do the same with Cass and Damian as they’re extremely liminal#Danny figures out that Jason is a halfa… eventually (and explains what being a halfa is to Jason in the process)#And brings him straight to Frostbite during the party since Lazarus Waters are not healthy for his core#Constantine’s absolutely losing his mind when he clocks Jason at the party and realises one of Batman’s kids is a halfa#He and the rest of JLD and Jason will be doing the TUA and Spider-Man memes when they see each other at the party#Feel like there should be more prompts centred around the Christmas Truce because of the potential it brings bridging DP and DC together#And if there isn’t any then I’ll make one myself#danny phantom#dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#jason todd#danny fenton#lady gotham#deadman#dani phantom#prompt#dp x dc prompt#writing prompt
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9th annual nick valentines day (ft. soup again) + doodle i made last year that i forgot about, from when bethesda gave us that free update
#fallout 4#nick valentine#valentines day#fallout soup#art#doodles#fo4#fallout fanart#once again do not tag ship or soul survivor she is not the protag <3 thats just his dumass kid#i finished this just in time to get dragged into a 5 player game of Pressure with my brother and i have forgotten my tags. uh#i wanted to do something more interesting but it wasnt working out so all i have are a bunch of doodles djbhsdfjhb#lil more somber than silly. had to have at least one somber. its very hard to be sillie right now#i was very close to breaking my 9 year streak im not even gonna lie. but im making it to at least ten. I'm Gonna.#im always like. 'waa i dont wanna get invested in a fan comic longer than a few pages bc i could be making an original comic'#i need to embrace the ideas i have while i have them 😭 i should just be making shit. ofc writing is still hard but writing a few pages#is much easier than building an entire comic from scratch. so#anyway i say that cuz i wanna make a few FO4 comics i just always am occupied with other shit because adhd go brrt#hey chat do u think if i tell a doctor 'drinking gamersupps brings me the closest to normal ive ever been' it'll expedite the process#of figuring out what is wrong with me#mmmmmmmmm Mango Meta
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#new method of dining & dashing: dine and doze. sleep until they give up on u and u get out of the bill. its genius#he didnt even order a drink like silver ur bill wouldnt be too high. surely. glances at azul#im actually v curious abt the finances of briar valley students beyond malleus. like im sure lilia is taken care of from military days#but like? the guy is retired. so when did he officially retire in a 'no longer getting income' way. or do they do pensions#or did he invest. or save. does twst have 401ks. what abt roth iras. what abt etfs. money market accts? high int savings?? i need to know#did he get a bond for silver as a baby that he can take out at 18. does silver get allowance. or part time job? i NEED TO KNOW#sebek seems middle class so do lilia and silver BUT I NEED DETAILS#also in the bg pretend trey is talking to jade offscreen. and the canonicity of this drawing is after book 5#so no ortho OR sebek in freshmen squad. not yet#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#azul ashengrotto#ace trappola#deuce spade#jack howl#epel felmier#trey clover#suntails#i would say mostro lounge was fun to draw but i dont make a habit of lying#well i mean. it wasnt NOT fun. it was satisfying? i felt accomplished? but the process was a bit rough
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There's a lot of validity in the idea that older Bakugo is a traumatized pro-hero with major PTSD... but you know what's kinda fucked up to think about? The fact that Bakugo is also a 22-year-old pro-hero with major PTSD even before that, too.
It's almost easy to imagine that things are actually better when he's older (the therapy finally a routine, the trauma long set and on the path to being healed)... and that it's his whole 20s that are spent as a pool of disaster trying to recover from the war(s).
He looks back and barely even remembers being twenty, much less twenty-five or twenty-seven. Barely remembers how little he slept, not at the hands of trying to balance hero work and getting a degree at the same time, but just out of the pure insomnia that came from trying to move on and every nightmare attached.
Hardly ever showering, never shaving (not that he ever grew much of a beard, but the facial hair was definitely there. There's pictures of him on the news with an awkward, grown out haircut and patches on facial hair that make him look positively... immature), barely even eating more than a few protein bars or an energy jelly drink-a day. It's a blur, and his friends are hardly there to pick him up out of it because they're all going through it, too. Somewhat.
It's definitely weird if you meet him during this period. He's not all there, at least, not all of the time. He doesn't really register your interactions, the friendship you extend to him (a younger, or ever older, version of him would've shown you that deep seeded ferocity in response, tried to bite the hand that fed him, even if it were love... but 20s Bakugo... doesn't seem to notice). Even though only one of his eyes is clouded over, the good one never seems to brighten up.
There's definitely moments when the old him shines through: when he's with Deku, when he's in the midst of battle, when he finds out that Todoroki still does a shitty job at chopping scallions. But it's a long time before he's even close to the same, able to step out from underneath the fog of simply surviving and into the sunshine of recovering.
But I think sticking through it with him is worth it.
(It's a weird moment, a happy moment, the first time you realize that Bakugo has changed. That the pouring rain outside hasn't bothered him since he showed up at your apartment. He forgot his umbrella, he's been quite careless ever since the war—wet and shaggy hair frizzed up, cheeks red from cold—but he doesn't seem to mind, with his bare feet up on your coffee table, his eyes gazing out the window. You hand his tea, and instead of gulping it down in one go, letting it burn in his throat, he winces at the heat.
"Tastes like shit," he says, and you laugh because it always does. Just this time, he noticed.)
#bakugou x reader#bakugo#this is what crocheting a baby hat does to u#no im jk i was just thinking abt bakugo being like 22 and awkward as h*ck bc he still hasnt recovered from the war#i wanna talk abt what he's like more but this is what came out instead LOL#like i think he's really stubborn abt ... coping with after effects of dying#and then before he knows it he has major depression LMFAOO#and he can like go to work get his degree do all he needs to do as a 20-something year guy#but he's not like. *there*. you know#and you meet him and he's a binch but he's not hard to get along with#and u just sorta take him in and drag him places like idk#your school's halloween night.. or even just a night out with ur friend (he doesn't even know how to order a drink)#and he doesnt even process it all until one day he's like 'dang it feels like ive been asleep for years'#and he kinda was#but he knows youre the one who helped him and now he wants to fix himself for you bc he remembers u being there for him#but he's so funny im imagining him with like. frat boy facial hair and a really outgrown ugly mullet type haircut#and lowkey with like. greasy skin (ik he's perfect but he's in a bad state and it shows) and he eats instant noodles ever day#and only watches japanese top gear#and goes on patrols where he beats the crap outta ppl and then doesnt remember it#DREAM BOY#and then he's big hero later#anyway#caitie post#gen
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hehe. almost christmas!
#ace attorney tag#narumitsu#partial nudity /#2nd and 3rd things inspired by playing the first game and Uhh... why is phoenix accusing men of being lovers and being certain of it#and just generally containing the core of bisexuality within him#also there's that part i recall in maybe the..3rd game? where he's like Wow.. I'd Fall For Him Too... about that cinnamon swirl looking man#learnt lately that the writers upon learning that ace attorney was very popular with BL people immediately started reading BL#to understand the genre. i think phoenix would also do such Research in college. to Learn About People. About The World.#so now he feels that he has gaydar and is a good Ally etc. But actually maybe...you're also just bi too !#too bad you'll have to get kissed by a criminal to work that out! Hang in there <3#i reread my fic today !! I'm in the christmas mood now ! Sort of ! ooooh the 7 year gap.. at least we are in the 7 year gap years irl#Somewhere out there they ARE drinking wine romantically gazing at snow on a balcony in germany. thank GOD for that fr#so i shall be drawing things from THAT era next i need to depict men finally kissing NOW !!!!!!#can't do it with orufrey..can't draw cute happy romantic wintry art of them..didn't finish processing my current divorcecore arc era cycle
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I wish other characters in Warframe got as much detail and lore as The Hex. Still waiting on that Ordis quest that Steve teased so many years ago. 😔
We're still waiting Steve- or rather Rebecca. 👀 https://fxtwitter.com/sj_sinclair/status/1035662678147166208

#oh anon me too 😔#i wish the rest of the cast got as much lore and interactions as the hex 😫#its been.... wait let me google this#ITS BEEN ALMOST 8 YEARS#we're coming up on august 31 2025 and then it'll have been 8 entire years since that Ordis quest script was teased#fun fact btw ordis was gonna get a frame body or something metallic to fight ballas in at one point in the Excalibur umbra quest script#writing process.#so instead of umbra we would have gotten ordis i guess idk I mean he did drink kuva bcuz of ballas so like... its not impossible#oh gods it's no wonder it hasn't gotten made yet im guessing they don't want something as important as Ordis to be JUST a side quest#mod rose#warframe confession#warframe#warframe 1999#cephalon ordis#ordis#ordan karris
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yes im specifically targeting people WITH and WITHOUT my specific disorders, because I've always been curious about this.
SPD: sensory processing disorder
ASD: autism spectrum disorder
to my fellow carbonation-dislikers, do you dislike it because:
#autism#sensory processing disorder#and well everyone else both neurodivergent (but without autism. pls dont include yourself if youre not autistic. thats the point lol)#ive seen ppl lumping everything in as the same thing like adhd like wait no. we're both nd but in different ways. please.. research..#one time someone tried lumping themselves in bc they had depression. i was like excuse me#anyway i hate when people sneer at the juice that i drink like “yknow thats worse than soda right”#thats not why im fucking drinking iiiIIIIIIIITTTT#jennilargh#polls#i fucking LOVE you montreal. iced tea is so fucking common here nobody stares at you when you order it#back at home i cannot guarantee restaurants will have a non-soda option im always like “what juice do you have”#and people treat you like a 5 year old when you get an apple juice#like fuck you? its yummy?
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Too many people think of evolution as a concious choice animals make rather than an uncomcious extremely long, ever present process that depends by so so many things
#thoughts#like patasites didn't wake up one day and think. mhm feeling lazy ill drink blood from a guy#there are so many reasons for why that animal evolved that characteristic#and it's all about what works and gets the animal to survive thive and adapt. no other reasons esp not moral#and living things are not static it's not like they go. ok enough evolution now. and then stop#you can't stop evolving#it's just s very long slow process
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Doodles || Golden trio (ft. Snape)
No matter how many bashing fics I read (and I really do enjoy those sgshsn), these three will always be among my favorite friendships in fiction. Also wanted to include good ol Snape bc I can and I adore him.
I see their dynamic as very sibling-coded, very platonic soulmate type even. They're literally each other's ride or dies and I'm not kidding when I say that I wish I had that for myself :(
Also, redrawing movie scenes is easier than having to come up with original ideas. I might do that more often.
#fanart#doodles#from work lol#bc I get too bored#golden trio#harry james potter#hermione jean granger#ron weasley#harry potter fanart#hermione granger fanart#ron weasley fanart#severus snape#severus snape fanart#sketch#harry doing something impulsive and stupid#ron going along bc thats his mate and wont let him do something stupid without him#exasperated hermione who has to make sure they dont d!e or k!ll someone in the process#snape doesnt want anything to do with their shenanigans#let him relax and drink his coffee in PEACE#i want what they have unu
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why does this lowkey feel like a talking stage
#guys i‘m plotting 😝 LONG game though#me and this guy i complained about earlier are still friends. no friendship break-up hell yea!!!!#but he and his gf just broke up and i am sorry for him like fr#but this kinda made us talk again which i‘m lowkey happy about. his gf sucked btw urgh i hate her#i know her since 5th grade and she’s alwaysssssss causing drama😭🙏 like he and her had frequent fights#anyway tho so idk if i mentioned that in my other post but#this guy and i we‘re friends and he really helped me with processing all my thoughts and feelings when my bf broke up with me#like he helped me type my messages to my ex while i was full on sobbing#he comforted me and told me i deserve better when i told everyone the stuff my ex did to me#he really cared for me and listened to all the things i said and let me express my thoughts and feelings freely#he also made sure i don’t run back to my ex and that i won’t apologize to him because i didn’t do anything wrong#and when i did apologize he got sooooooo mad 😭 but not at me !! at my ex#like idk i think he threw a plushy they had in their room (luigi. class trip in prague. didn’t wanna sob in my room with 2 ppl i don’t like#(so they (my friends including this guy) let me stay in their room until i was good to go again) like against a wall or sum idk#and the next day we played minigolf with some of my teachers and classmates and we had so much fun#me and this guy get along really well and later we all went to a bar and enjoyed the evening/night#and while we were drinking alcohol and were like super close someone else came up with the idea of playing truth or dare#and this guy dared me to block my ex (my ex tried to give us another chance HELL NAH but i would’ve agreed if it wasn’t for that night)#everyone said we like and want eachother for literally weeks#and honestly i would be lying if i said i‘m not interested in him#i‘m completely fine with friendship because i value him a lot#but yk if he‘d end up liking me i wouldn’t complain#though i think it’s unlikely. oh and definitely not anytime soon because i want him to process and reflect his last relationship#it was a really long one (idk 5 years???) so i‘m definitely only approaching him as a friend#so me saying i‘m plotting is kind of a joke lol#the voices are speaking#i need to come up with a nickname for him#suggestions? spontaneously i was able to think of luigi guy (luigi plushy he yeeted away) or prague guy#but prague guy doesn’t fit.. OH! he and i have an inside joke with lemons. lemon guy? hm i‘ll see
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2009 Belgian Grand Prix - Kimi Räikönnen(ft. Giancarlo Fisichella & Sebastian Vettel)
#2009 kimi is so 😳 with his long hair#my fav part about kimi podiums is how much champagne he drinks compared to other drivers hahaha#everyone else mostly sprays it but he always keep slugging it#i dont know why i keep making these at 6 am when i dont have any thought processes as well as being sick! i cant write meaningful tags#nevertheless aahahhhhhh i love 2009!!! its so sick how balanced it is#like how tf did a force india get pole and nearly win???? sick#im still dying over the lap one DNF where 4 cars were taken out in one fell swoop it was almost comedic#it feels so nice to see fisi again!!! i missed him since 2005...shame nando isnt on the podium w him bcs i miss my renault boys#but heyyyyyy simi podium!!! i love how kimi is just trying to drink and seb sprays him#kimi räikkönen#kimi raikkonen#sebastian vettel#sv5#giancarlo fisichella#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#2009 belgian gp#2009 belgian grand prix#season: 2009
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random snippet - birthday duels
aka Terrible Time Tuesday (yes, I posted parts of this yesterday. But the new parts, which is most of it, are fun! I promise!!)
Rook was not having a good time on Sunday, and this was before he died from a plethora of stab wounds. Would you believe me if I said this was one of the "best" times he's dealt with bad feelings? pov: Rook wordcount: 1.1k character(s): Rook (D&D), Tyra (NPC), Aki (Other PC) canon status: canon session rewrite trigger warnings: death mention, grief, guilt, self-hatred, very unhealthy coping mechanisms summary: on the birthday of his recently deceased friend, Rook struggles to deal with his emotions and winds up taking them out on his first mate, Tyra.
As the day wore on, the black cloud of grief that had settled over the ship grew thicker and more oppressive. Rook paced the deck, nearly vibrating with tension. It was almost suffocating, pressing down on him with the weight of a thousand regrets.
Thoughts clawed at the back of his mind, bringing unwelcome reminders of the part he had played in Warren’s death. If things had gone differently, if he had been a little faster, a little smarter, would his friend still be here?
He shook his head rapidly, trying to shake off the guilt that clung to him with barbed claws. The others didn’t blame him. They’d made that point very clear. And yet, he still couldn’t help but blame himself.
Wrenching his thoughts away from the dark pit they were circling, he marched up the stairs leading to the quarterdeck. Tyra stood at the helm, talking to Tempest. When she saw Rook, she trailed off.
She opened her mouth in greeting, but before she could say a word, Rook spoke. “I know you’re more than capable of handling the crew, but how do I know you can hold your own in a fight?”
Tyra’s eyes narrowed slightly. “I can handle myself. I’m best with my pistol,” she tapped the beautifully carved handle emerging from the holster at her hip, “but I’m not too bad with a rapier.”
Rook made a contemplative sound. There was a long pause as he looked her up and down. “Show me.”
Drawing his rapier, he turned on his heel and descended to the deck, stepping onto the cargo hatch. The crew moved out of the way, clearing a space around him. Looking back up at Tyra, he beckoned her with his sword.
Tyra exchanged an unreadable glance with Tempest, who stepped forwards to take the wheel as she slowly made her way down to the main deck. She positioned herself across from Rook. Hesitantly, she drew her sword, a curved cutlass that was shorter and thicker than his rapier, with a wide, flat blade.
Around them, the crew had started murmuring, hurriedly placing bets. Rook let their voices fade away, trying his best to clear his racing mind. He and Tyra stared at each other, time stretching out between them.
Then, in the blink of an eye, Rook lunged, sending his blade towards Tyra’s chest. She stepped back, parrying his strike with the flat of her blade. She tried to keep the momentum going, but he disengaged, dancing out of her reach. Now it was her turn to bridge the gap, lunging towards him. He knocked her blade aside with ease.
Their blades clashed again and again as he effortlessly parried her every blow. She redoubled her efforts, deflecting his next strike. Drawing her arm back, she prepared to attack, leaving her torso unguarded. Rook struck. In a flash, he had his blade hovering over her chest. She froze.
In the background the crew exchanged money as the two stood there, gazes locked. Rook stepped back, raising his sword into a ready position. His heart pounded in his ears as he said, “Again.”
Tyra’s eyes widened, but she raised her sword. This time, she struck first, trying to gain the upper hand early. But it wasn’t long before he had her on the defensive, trying her best to hold him back.
She blocked him again, and this time, instead of pulling back for another strike, he stepped forwards, pushing his sword down her blade. With a flick of his wrist, he knocked the cutlass from her hand.
She stepped back, breathing heavily.
Rook crossed to where her sword lay, and with one quick motion from his foot, sent it flying into his hand. He held it out to her, hilt first. Reluctantly, she took it.
“Again.”
This time, he didn’t even give her a second to gather her bearings before he struck, targeting her with several blows in quick succession. Immediately she fell onto her back foot, desperately trying to match his furious pace.
He kept pushing her back, off of the cargo hatch that had been their arena until her foot caught and she stumbled. He pressed on and she fell, back hitting the wood of the deck with an audible thud as her sword clattered from her hand. Rook stood over her, blade hovering inches above her throat. He stared down at her, heart pounding.
A gentle tap on his shoulder caused him to whirl around, striking at the source of the gesture. The tip of his blade pierced a translucent blue hand, causing it to dissolve into the air. Behind it, Aki stared at him, eyes wide.
“Rook, stop this.” He frowned. “It isn’t healthy.”
“I don’t care.”
Aki’s brow furrowed. “It isn’t helping you.” When Rook said nothing, he added, “Look at her, she’s exhausted.” He gestured towards Tyra.
Rook turned to look at his first mate, who was slowly getting to her feet. She was disheveled, her clothes rumpled and her locs in disarray. Her chest rose and fell as she panted for breath. Aki was right, she was tired.
“Let her go,” Aki said gently.
Whatever he had been trying to do by challenging her, it wasn’t working. He was breathing more heavily than normal, but it was more due to the tightness in his chest than a difficult fight. His muscles trembled, not from effort or exhaustion, but from tension.
Rook squared his shoulders. “Fine.” He sheathed his sword and turned away. He could feel the crew’s eyes on him as he headed towards the ratlines leading up to the crow’s nest. Ignoring them, he grabbed the rope and began to climb.
Though it had been years since he’d climbed the rigging, it came back to him easily, his body’s memory of six years of sailing guiding him up to the small basket-like platform near the top of the mast. A member of the crew sat inside. As Rook’s head came into view, she started, eyes wide.
“Get out.”
She nodded and hurriedly clambered over the edge, scurrying down the rigging towards the deck.
Rook sank onto the floor of the crow’s nest, tipping his head back until it touched the low wooden wall surrounding the platform. Closing his eyes, he breathed in, then out, forcing himself to slow down.
He wasn’t sure if it was the gentle rocking of the ship, or the wind on his face, or the sun on his skin, or simply the distance from the deck and all the gloom that hung over it, but slowly the tension faded from his body.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#npc: Tyra#given that his previous coping mechanisms have included punching a mirror with both fists;#running off into an abandoned maze-like underground lab filled with monsters on his own + drinking ''creepy temple booze'';#and burning a house to the ground.#I'd say yeah this is actually one of the healthier times he's dealt with grief/guilt.#(in order what caused those were: Lanny reveal; Sigmar/Purity reveal; and processing the Sigmar/Purity reveal + Warren's death combo.)#oh. And I guess you could add giving a scathing eulogy brimming with self-loathing in front of the most important people in the kingdom +#pissing off the ancient dragon who rules that kingdom + getting up in his face to yell at him.#that was between the lab and the arson and was in response to Warren's death. :3#that eulogy is still the most heartbreaking thing I've ever written in my life and the worst part is that it's probably the most honest Roo#have ever been.#poor baby boy.#and like I said. Less than 2 days after this snippet he died from a MOUNTAIN of stab wounds. All from tridents too which is WORSE.#luckily the party revived him but... they did find out about the ring and that's gonna be an awkward conversation. :))))#how do you explain that yes you got this ring enchanted to lie to your friends about the fact that you were suffering from a demon curse#and now you can't get rid of it not just because it's strategically useful but because the ring itself was a gift from a guy you loved#(platonically) but everyone else knows him as the BBEG and you literally watched them torture him to death.#like. They won't understand!!!!#(at least that's what Rook thinks and tbh he's probably right hahaha. Only one of them might and oddly enough he's the one with the biggest#reason to hate the BBEG out of any of them. It's an interesting dynamic because he's also the one who knew the truth for MONTHS#and didn't tell Rook anything. Fun times.)#man I can't wait for next week lmao.#we also get to level up next week apparently.#and sometime soon we should be fighting the monsters that are really fucked up and Funger-inspired all bc of a typo.
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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Modern au
Idk how to explain this but Dorian is totally into natural caffeine like coffee and tea while Manon is out there chugging her 5th energy drink and it’s not even 2 pm. She also does this insane thing (she makes sure Dorian isn’t there because he will probably react badly) but she is 100% okay with adding a shot of espresso to a redbull or any other energy drink if she wants an extra kick
#booklr#books and reading#manon blackbeak#throne of glass#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#Dorian thinks these things will kill her#she’s fine because she’s been drinking them since the age of 13 so by now it’s like water#which is why she adds caffeine sometimes#but Dorian is like no your heart will literally stop just don’t do that????#which is why as soon as they are living together he made sure to focus on getting her to get proper sleep he knew she needs an intervention#he starts dimming lights and the whole winding down process at like 7 pm because the key it get Manon to sleep more than her usual 4 hours#it was a FEAT but it worked eventually#at least she’s not adding espresso to an energy drink knowing this almost gave him a heart attack#and like on principal he’s just against energy drinks???#but he fell in love with someone who depends on them to get through the day so :/
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life is so boring without a silly little crush
#got busy with things and stopped being on tumblr so much and i horrifically have to report my silly little mutual crushes have died down#sad times for lover girls everywhere (me)#i’ll get them back#what’s life without twirling your hair over icons and usernames y’know?#can you guys write more tags when you reblog stuff i think it would help#let’s speedrun the process👍🏼#(this is the serious part of the post i tried a mango bubble drink today it was v good!#and i went to the bookshop! they did not have the book i wanted👎🏼#but i DID get a studio ghibli book it’s v interesting#that’s all. sorry i been busy. i still busy. being busy sucks)#they weren’t even just crushes on mutuals either ALL of my tumblr crushes are gone#what’s even the point man i’m bored and not feeling silly :((
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