#and has changed behaviour bc of it

[inkats]

my boy-coded behaviour for most my life makes my exploration of gender due to newfound freedom era lean more into feminine things but my anti-capitalist feminist value system makes this feel like a betrayal of my moral code.

[v-arbellanaris]

im working on random chara pages and im going through maya's atm and i just remembered the trainwreck of maya 1.0 getting hatecrimed by mortum (WHO WAS ALSO TRANS?!) and then chen bc she's a closeted trans man. im screaming???

[alicentzwaitinglady]

alicent keeping her pious energy in season 2.

she wears more veils and a lot of seven-pointed stars. she prays a lot even when not in a sept and is surrounded by septas. speaking about how she prays for the blacks and that they'll see the truth/come to a bloodless understanding.

being so pious that others at court are annoyed. so religious that when speaking to someone she finishes their sentence (like she says the quote from the seven pointed star before they can).

alicent feels like her position at court is vanishing, so she seeks comfort in the faith. she buries herself in prayers and scriptures.

organizing jaehaerys's funeral procession and praying for him (and those long lost).

[oneroomjestershow]

Playing the days again makes me wonder what if all Angels had a diary where they would write different things about each day and it would be showing of their different perspectives and personalities and their choices and paths of the game, it would be cute

[windupaidoneus]

i see so much of the people i love in the way i talk & act & it is genuinely devastating to think people think i hate them bpd is literally the devil

[countlessrealities]

@mcltiples sent:

Normally on this particular day, Rick would disappear without telling his partner anything. It was something that he did out of habit. To separate two different worlds from ever interacting. And it's not like he really had to explain himself. This particular day could be passed off as any ordinary day.

Except for this year.

Heavy footsteps walked into the laboratory and straight towards his partner. Determination written in the way he walked. A strong grip on that wrist and he pressed himself right behind the other's back. Close enough that he could lean his chin on that shoulder.

"Darling, stop what you're doing," He spoke with a smile. "I need you right now."

Giving the other a few minutes, he waited just enough time for his alternate to be done. Only then he would pull him out of the lab and down the corridor. He walked a bit faster, excitement in every step. Confident as ever, though.

In the kitchen now, he lead the other to the dining table. Where it was set up neatly. A candle lit in the middle along with a vase full of indigo and black flowers. Something romantic.

As he went towards the stove, he took out the food that had been prepared in the oven. "I know it's been a long time since you've been back on Earth, so I don't think you remember what day it is today," He began to scoop out the different food options, plating it on two separate plates. "But, it's a holiday today, usually I've spent it somewhere else, but we're a family now, so that means I should spend it with you."

Carrying both of the plates, he set one of them down in front of his partner. Sitting down with his own plate. Softly smiling, bright blue eyes full of adoration, half-lidded and gazing at the man across from him.

If only his kitten knew what he had planned next month to solidify the idea of them becoming a family.

Grabbing the bottle of wine that's been set on the table, he poured out equal portions into each of their glasses. "So, I cooked us a meal, Turkey is usually the tradition, but I went with something that we would both like instead," The food in question was a nice sized steak, grilled to perfection. Garlic mashed potatoes, mac and cheese, and green beans along side it. With a biscuit to compliment the meal. "I hope you like it, my darling."

{ To your Evil Rick from my Weird Rick // consider this their first Thanksgiving spent together xD }

Before his partner's sudden entrance in the lab, Rick had been prepared to spend the whole day there, by himself and undisturbed. His alternate had never failed to disappear on that particular holiday the previous years and come back past midnight, absolutely drunk off his ass. Of course, that in itself wasn't news, but there was something different about the way the other acted, enough to pique his interest.

So yes, he knew that it was supposed to be Thanksgiving. Under any other circumstances, he wouldn't have cared to remember, but he had kept track of it after investigating possible reasons that could explain that peculiar behaviour. His speculations had led nowhere so far, but he had determined that it was safe to assume that the pattern would be repeated every year.

Or so he had thought until now.

Unlike he would normally do, Rick paused what he was doing at the unexpected sounds of steps, glancing over his shoulder to watch his owner approaching. He instantly noticed that he looked like a man on a mission, which just fuelled his puzzlement, together with the command he was given once those arms had wrapped around his middle.

Not only his partner was planning on staying, but he was also demanding his company for the day. How curious.

Wanting to find out what exactly was happening, he made a quick job of putting his tools away and securing the chemicals he has been working on, before allowing the other to whisk him away, out of the lab and, surprisingly, towards the kitchen. Usually, whenever his alternate chose to spend time with him, his chosen environment was the living room.

Curiouser and curiouser.

While his owner busied himself with retrieving their meal, Rick stood in front of his assigned chair, taking in the set-up. It reminded him of scenes from the romantic comedies he had been forced to watch, so the intent of that display wasn't lost to him. He was about to be, as they said, "wined and dined".

We're a family now. What an odd thing to hear. It was almost funny, bitterly and hysterically so.

The urge to ask what this was all about was strong, but he easily held it back, not letting any more confusion reflect on his features. He would ask later, perhaps, or maybe he would just attempt to figure it out by himself as he often did. Right now, his partner wanted them to just enjoy the moment and it was his duty to fulfil the other's wishes and desires.

So, instead, he merely sat down, pouring them a glass of red wine as he inspected his plate. Not only the food looked amazing, but it smelled just as delicious.

"I-I still don't understand why I'm always the one on cooking duty, w-when you obviously are remarkably skilled at it," he commented, a little playful jab he chose not to hold back. "I-I enjoy providing for you, but at times I wonder."

His lips then curled in the most imperceptible grin, as brief as a heartbeat.

"T-Thank you, beloved."

For the meal, but also for the life, the sort he had never thought he would have, they had built together.

[loumauve]

still got an occasional gross cough and a bunch of anxiety over being back at work with a certain horribly exhausting person but prolonging the stress will prob make it worse so I might as well go back to work tomorrow.

I stress cleaned everything in my flat today except the piles of washed clothes and unwashed dishes so things are back to normal once more, and then I sorted out all the stuff for upcoming project + exam prep and packed my bag for tomorrow and laid out clothes so I'm as ready as I can be.

gonna be exhausted tho bc it's already 11 pm and I gotta be up by 4:30 am at the latest if I wanna be at work at my usual time. I don't have to be there at 6:30, I could go there at 9 or 10 even but then I would have to stay late and deal with people right away, which is a strong hell nah for me

[nexus-nebulae]

another childhood bucket list item obtained: i finally have a snuggie

[clockworksheep2]

i have so many artists and other ppl i am intimidated by following me on my main. like I'll see ppl on my dash and go "thank god theyre not following me haha hopefully they don't even notice me in their activity" and then they'll show up in my activity tab later and I'll realize we were mutuals all along. wtf are they following me for!! i make weird art and sometimes rb pictures of kids toys that i like the designs of or am nostalgic about, like isn't that uncool and shouldn't they be avoiding me ??? 😭😭

[lemememeringue]

talked about polyamory again. went better than last time

[plantenjoyer]

I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS

[dandyshucks]

once again trying to decide if i should show counselor/therapist my selfship art bc she asks to see any art I've made that i want to show her each session fjfkdl ,,,, i probably won't because I'm still terrified of being judged for it but mannnnn that rly has been almost all I've made these past two months ( ╥ω╥ )

[phagodyke]

anyway yeah relevant to that post abt being deaf/hoh and ppl excluding u from conversation bc of it (even unintentionally), that's smth that's been really deeply bothering me lately bc there are a few ppl I routinely have to deal with who do it a lot and it Pisses Me The Fuck Off I've lost all patience w them. giving up and calling it ableism and walking out idc anymore 🚶‍♂️

[spiceupyourfcknife]

I’m just a girl, I stand up straight and walk with confidence. Im just a girl, when I walk alone, I walk quickly. I’m just a girl, I can’t take the shortcuts home at night. I’m just a girl, my face and body language scream fuck off. I’m just a girl, I hope these things will give men the impression I’d be too much hassle. I’m just a girl, why can’t you just leave me be.

[katrei]

this is literally the only platform that makes me feel better after i use it,,, i love u tumblr

[aidankalenko]

so nice to have my diary (tumblr dot com) to write all my mushy thoughts about my bf in