#and if I'm actually still candidate number 1 for urology. because none of this would get communicated to me if it wasn't for my coworkers
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Tomorrow is office day. I'm not going with this body but i will feel guilty about it the whole time.
#ripping my body apart#it can go fuck itself#ok maybe i will go#but if i do I'll probably leave early#also I'll need to wear the largest clothes i have because i must not be perceived. i must be shapeless.#if i don't go tomorrow I'll have to go another day next week#and i have no guarantee I'll get my period on monday or tuesday. it might come on friday (or the week after or next month 🤡)#then I'll stay home all week and then have to come in when I'm unable to even move from actual pain#but then again#i don't have any reason to come in with my beloved colleague not being there#i just feel like i should come in every now and then because I'm technically contractually required to do so#even though it doesn't serve any purpose whatsoever#also i wanna know if there's any updates on the staff situation (i.e. who has to take over beloved coworker's journals)#and if I'm actually still candidate number 1 for urology. because none of this would get communicated to me if it wasn't for my coworkers#hmm#lets see how i feel tomorrow morning#rn i feel gross#tomorrow won't be different but lets see lets see#void screams
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