#and im fuming bc of that >:(
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merlin’s secret being a visual thing. when he is around arthur or gwen or leon or morgana or [insert whatever character here] merlin seems pale and thin, almost like a ghost or an apparition. when the sun lands on him he reflects it like a corpse, he eyes seem dark and dull. he has this ethereal beauty to him, this otherworldly visage that leads many to believe he is of fae blood. he just doesn’t seem to be 100% human. but when he is ONLY with lancelot or gaius (cough or gwaine bc gwaine DEFINITELY knew) merlin is heartachingly human. merlin shines in the sunlight, colors are brighter and more vibrant around him, and his smiles are wide and his laughs are boisterous. he takes on color and leaves everyone wanting to know him. but when other join in or interact with the two, merlin shifts before their eyes so quickly and suddenly that they aren’t sure whether or not what they saw was a trick of the light. the idea still leaves them wanting more and wanting to see the merlin who is just so full of life but that merlin only appears for a small select group of people. merlin who has a guard so high that it has an effect of other’s perception of him.
#arthur is absolutely steaming about this btw#he so desparately wants to be in the golden bubble around merlin in those moments#but his mere presence seems to pop it#hes fuming#its not until after the magic ban is repealed that everyone gets to see the glowing golden merlin#and they finally realize what the trick of the light was#merlin who is magic incarnate who (no matter how hard he tries) cannot fully repress what makes him him#arthur who finally gets to be in the golden bubble and its so much better than he ever couldve imagined#merlins magic is finally able to roam free the way it only could with a few people#merlins magic who absolutely adores arthur and is constantly reaching out for him even if him and merlin arent in the same vicinity#lmao arthur bringing up how merlins magic likes to card thru his hair and ease any sore muscles he may have#and lancelot and gwaine going ‘wtf? what about my muscles and hair?? merlin hates me?? merlin is playing favorites???? jail.’#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#subtle magic my beloved#visibly Strange merlin my dear#idk i was thinking about pre-magic reveal!arthur watching merlin and lancelot talking and then pouting and going#‘why doesnt he smile and look at me like that? :(‘#and then post-magic reveal!arthur having a moment of realization and going#like ‘oh hes hiding a huge part of what makes him him. i only know half of my best friend.’#and then setting out to know ALL of him bc arthur and merlin are soulmates and in love and two sides of the same coin and best friends and-#im going thru my drafts and finding so many banger posts#idk why i never posted them LMAOO
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all paint is beautiful and amazing. but there really is somethin about oil paint...
#personal#just used her for the first time in a minute. how could i have abandoned you#(its mainly bc of space/fume concerns. BUT i actually looked into solvent free painting finally lol)#so yum...#also personally this post is NOT friendly to gouache FOR ME. but if she likes you im happy for you#love acrylic and watercolor though...#anyways sorry i need to lock in on the art i actually have due 😭
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OOH YEAH BABY ITS THE SURGERY EPISODE BABY!!! ME AND THE HOMIES NEED SOME NEW FACES FOR OUR NEW PLAN, AND WHO BETTER TO GET THE JOB DONE THAN THE TWO MOST EVIL PEOPLE WE'VE EVER HAD THE MISFORTUNE OF HAVING OUR LIVES VIOLATED BY? I MEAN IT WOULD BE FUNNY. IT WOULD BE FUNNY.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw blood#cw gore#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#vex waylin#viv waylin#MY FAVORIT EP!! HAVNT SEEN IT IN FOREVER THO BC WELL. IM BUSY. SO BEAR W ME IM RUNNIN OFF ALOTTA MEMORY FUMES#ALSO EDIT BC FUUUCK I HADMORE TAGS BUT TUMBLR FUCKEN ATE EM. OH WELL. MY DMS R OPEN IF U WANNA UNLOCK RAMBLES.#I LOVE THE WAYLIN TWINS SSSOO FUCKING MUCH IM SO!!! CURIOUS ABOUT THEM!!! WHO WERE THEY WHEN THEY WERE HUMAN? HOW LONGVE THEY BEEN ARND?#I LOVE IT WHEN PPL SAY ITS LIKE THESE TWO WERE MADE FOR MMEE BC YES!! YES!! ITS EVERYTHING I COULD EVER WANT FROMA CHARACTER!!!#I LOVE THEIR RED WHITE N BLACK COLOR SCHEME. I LOVE HOW THEYRE BOTH SO INTELLIGENT AND GENIUS N YET THEYRE DUMB AS FUUUUCK#COOOMICAL SUPER VILLAINS. OOH ILL GET YOU NEXT TIME SHAMIA SHAMAI!!! HOW DARE YOU FOIL MY PLAN!! MY PLANS OF MUTILATING AWAKE N ALIVE PPL#COMICAL AND YET. GENUINELY HORRIFYING. VIV CAN MAKE UR BONES EXPLODE JUST BY THINKING ABOUT IT. VEX CAN BECOME SOUP#WHY DONT WE TALK ABOUT THAT MORE? THE TURNING INTO RED MEAT SLIME?? METAL AS FUUUCK. I ALSO LOVE HOW SCARED THEY GOT SO QUICKLY#THIS LIL FUCKEN RRRRRAT COMES IN. AND WELL. HES JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS. WE FUCK HIM UP N TOSS HIM INTO THE SUN N LET HIM BURN#SURE HE HAD ONE MORE TRICK OF REBELLION UP HIS SLEEVE BUT THE SUN HAS TAKEN HIM NOW. ITS FINE. WE'RE FINE. HEY IS THERE SMTH IN THE CEILING#OHHH WE KILLED HIM ONCE N HE CAME BACK. WE KILLED HIM AGAIN N TOOK HIM APART BUT THEN HES BACK?? HE GETS AWAY AND THEN. COMES BACK. AGAIN.#WE CANT GET RID OF HIM. THAT FOUL SHAMIA SHAMAI. A MOUSE IN OUR KITCHEN. FUUUUCK HES GONNA SPREAD DISEASE! KILL IT! KILL IT!! AAAUUGH FUCK!#I LOVE THAT THE WAYLIN TWINS AGREED TO HELP THE BLONDE TWINS MOSTLY ON THE BASIS OF 'IT WOULD BE FUNNY' BUT ALSO#OOHHH WE ARE SO CLOSE TO REACHING SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM NNEEVER FUCK WITH US AGAIN. HIS ILLUSIONS WILL HAUNT US NO LONGER#THEY WERE SSSOOO PARANOID W ALL THE CAMERAS AND BOMBING THEIR OWN LAB AND RUNNING AND RUNNING AND GETTING AWWAY FROM THIS FUCKEN! MOUSE!!!!#OHHHH I THINK IM RUNNIN OUTA ROOM so ill talk about da art real quick.BEEN WORKIN ON THIS FOR A WHIIILE.ALOTTA THESE were started when the#ep came out.so OLD!! BUT DONE!!and im very very happy w my colors n gore n EXPRESSIONS!! the top right corner comic keeps making me chuckle#I ALSO rly love the lil convo between arthur n viv.theyre SO CUTE TOGETHERR they should go ona museum date together or somethin#they need more time to just talk abt da World together.ALSO CAN I BE PETTY.I MADE ARTHUR UGLY CORRECT-STYLE#THESE BOYS KNOW NOTHING OF UGLY.I MADE THE VAMPIRIC FLESH EVOLVE N ROT N BLOSSOM AND THERE IS SQUIRMING WITHIN THE TENEBRAE#UHHH IEAH THIS GUY W A ROTTED N DISTORTED FACE WALKS INTO MY BIKE STORE IEAH IM SCREAAAMIN LIKE WADDA HELL!! MONSTOR!!!
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james walking backwards to look at regulus better while he flirts with him
the slytherins walking behind regulus. dorcas and pandora each holding barty’s hand to keep him back.
evan’s instigating heavyyy; poor regulus hasn’t eaten all day, james. what are you gonna do about that?
but nobody warns him about the puddle he’s about to fall into
regulus is the one who walked him right into it
#he did it bc he knows bartys fuming behind him#and he just wants to hear his boyfriend laugh#bartylus#regulus im married black#regulus black#barty crouch jr#dorcas meadowes#pandora lovegood#evan rosier#james potter#sorry james#marauders era#marauders era slytherins#slytherins#jegulus#unrequited jegulus
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Wait why are you so sure that Derap would crash out if someone asked him to do a Trust Test™️? Has it come up?
its not abt the trust tests specifically perse, its more abt how he treats pangi and even zam in their relationship itself. his insecurity makes him both incredibly pushy towards them abt wanting honesty and trust yet also very quick to bottle up his own feelings of distrust or dissatisfaction. i dont think he would take it well if zam REPEATEDLY asked him to choose between her and like pangi, and refused to admit that she doesnt like his relationship w one of his most important people despite being passive aggressive abt it and insistent that he will HAVE to choose.
nor do i think he would be okay w it if pangi demanded half of his hearts, his base coords, and promises to basically die for him whenever pangi needs him to in order to keep his trust. although a lot of what he does is born out of insecurity and paranoia, the way he treats them bc of it isnt smt i fw at all like im sorry i try to be understanding but he annoys me sm sometimes w how weirdly he treats the people around him and how he fails to see any issue in how he treats them
#lifesteal spoilers#derapchu#like okay#i def missed some things bc im running on fumes rn#but in general i hate how derap treats pangi especially#and how hypocritical he is abt it#just bc i understand Why he acts the way he does doesnt meant i have to like it
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anyone complaining as if people are graduating college with chatgpt clearly have never done a group project with someone who uses chatgpt you can identify that shit from miles away and its always slop no way anyone is passing a class with it
#i start fuming when a classmate uses chatgpt not bevause of the integrity of academia or whatever but bc i know im gonna have to redo all#their part because its uncomprehensible slop with no references#chizitxt
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see i hate when people who do not write are like: "THERE'S NOOO WAY XYZ AO3 AUTHOR CAN WRITE THAT MANY WORDS IN A WEEK! NOT POSSIBLE" Buddy, do you know how far obsession can push an author??? I can write 1,000 words in fifteen minutes if I seriously push myself that means I can write a 100k fic in like 25 hours. In the year I've been posting fic I'm up to like 300,000 words or something, not including what is unposted in my google docs, not including the THREE NOVELS I WROTE LAST YEAR. Like to accuse??? Authors of either stealing or using AI when they're posting long works is a wild take to me. A good outline, determination, obsession, and experience can take any writer as far as they are willing to go. Jesus Christ.
#chao time#fandom grumblings#also like idk how to tell u this but i can spot an ai writing a mile off#which also comes from READING AND WRITING EXPERIENCE#so 2 sit there and be like: OH THAT HAS TO BE AI IT'S JUST TOO MANY WORDS TOO QUICKLY.... HUH#i feel like we need to practice community and gratitude in fandom spaces bc this is not it1#like sorry but this shit is my special interest#if i had time and resources i would be pumping out bible length works#that's the power of neurodiversity baby!!!#alas i have a full time job and i have to write other shit#can you tell writing is my primary hobby#lowkey might delete later#im just fuming
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notes: implied power imbalance, ex!hoshina soichiro, glossed over kinda but both him and reader are a bit weird about one another


Soichiro pats your head and always talks in a tone different than he uses for others. Cooes at you, talks like he’s guiding you through something or protecting you— cherry on top, though is how he'll look at you, really look at you, no more of that condescending of infantilzaing behavior, eyes open and you can see his pupils- like a predator's yet something akin to warmth, the most kindness he could even gather.
he pats you on the head and looks, "you still that innocent little kid with those big curious eyes, y'know?" and along the lines you can hear him ask silently, 'what do you want from me one last time?'
it's been years and it it still the same, if you could calculate how long you've spent with one another, as something- acquaintances, maybe- perhaps friends if you decided to expand the borders of the term. for someone you've known for so long, the time spent together is so little, yet none of it is up for comparison. not when you know the years inbetween he kept an eye on, and you always had an ear in the open, waiting for any mention of his name in the passing. the invisible hand that always reaches out from behind the shadows and that serpentine smile etched onto your memory forever.
maybe to the untrained eye, it'd appear soichiro will forever hold this power over you- that comes with all difference between your ranks once, with experience, age and everything else. yet the leash stands in your hand, his hand wrapped around yours tightly, offering it to you on golden platter with that smile always creating a storm at the pit of your stomach.

#this was gonna b smt entirely different but instead#şfjldjl nayways hi#the places i can take these two makes me excited kinda ykno bc its like#got elements of powerplay and whatnot- maybe soichiro being a lil shit and acting the protective brother sometimes jst to be a little bitch#-> this only opens the door for you-know-what too lıkhglıkhgddlıhsgıklhsdıklhsçsl#im sorry that shitty little bastard is growing a grip on me#spoiler alert when he asks “what do you want from me one last time” narumi is fuming in the background- literally- his chest pressed agains#ur back and all.#do NOT ask narumi what soichiro was doing in the bedroom while he's deep inside of you- he's trying his hardest to ignore his presence gkıh#kaiju no. 8#soichiro hoshina#hoshina soichiro#soichiro x reader#soichiro x you#kn8 x reader#kn8 x you
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Lowkey crashing out rn bc I had a whole BRAIN fart and forgot that, yes, there is indeed the ability to put flowers into the regular drink picrew; And what else? Oh, I don't know, maybe just the fact that there's also ACTUAL sunflowers in the martini glass picrew??!!- IT'S. So y'know what, they're not as perfect, but it's on the house. For: @toadettely and @second-best-daisy, hope you guys like em! ٩(ˊᗜˋ)و
#pc rpf#rpf#starry's concoctions#forgive me for my struggles ive been burning out this week bc of assessments 😭#for daisy: i used white daisy and yellow daisy petals for the drinks just bc she uses white ones in her outfit but encompasses a yellow one#I added the lemon just bc there weren't any other better decos too so yeah- forgive me im running on fumes rn ( ´ ᗣ ` )՞#for eldette: here's your actual sunflowers XD altho i do prefer the original drinks more and i do think they suit u better ( ´﹀` )#as for the others asks; i promise ill get to you guys over the weekend; i know its been DAYS and im SO sorry i swear ╥﹏╥#as for now tho? the bartender is clocking out for the night- Rosyne can have the damn day shift- 😭 /silly /nsrs#pc rpf community
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Went to a museum today and bought painting supplies a couple of days ago :>
super excited to get back into painting again! It's been... years??? whoops???
I bought gouache tho! I've never used it before! I'll probs default back to acrylics but I'm excited to try them out :D
#I would kill to try out oil paints but i live in a 1 room flat and i dont think that would be healthy lol#*sighs sadly* the fumes#a couple buddies went with me!!#one of them is huge on dinosaurs and the other has been gunning to go to this museam for ages apparently (his scottish bucket list or somet#but we just yapped about our individual interests for ages#i got to yap about painting#cam got to yap about dinosaurs and egypt and animals#we all started debating how some of the manufacturing was done bc we're engineering students who cant switch that part of the brain off#we only got through the bottom floor of the museum too#it took us like 2 and a half hours as well#we're going back another time to finish it off bc we missed a lot of like world history stuff#like knights and stuff (i really wanted to see the armour)#im yapping so much i just had a lot of fun today#*stares at incoming 2hr quiz i was meant to study for* im not thinking about you
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really need that all-consuming hyperfixation on a piece of dogshit media to come back i need to be so possessed by something that i write thousands of words in a feverish haze again
#gonna bite the bullet and catch up w mha bc im still into it Enough that i dont want to move from it or read for any other fandom#but ive not actually interacted w the source material enough or at ALL in like. a year so my passion for it has dulled#im running on fumes. cannot believe im saying this but mha s7 will fix me
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kyle hyde wants to go to hot topic
#OBLIGATORY SNAPCUBE FANDUB VIDEO IM SO SORRY ALL ICAN THINK ABT WITH EGGMAN’S VOICE IS ED CRASHING OUT#el.doc#kyle hyde#rachel hotel dusk#ed vincent#hotel dusk#last window#hdlw#normal red crown work day when they have no clients is rachel and kyle just dropping some hot chisme on the phone and ed fuming#bc ‘the goddamn phone bill!!’ i need to research howbphones worked in the 80s anywayLMFAOOOO
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noahwaybabes
all im saying is I don't think u guys are fully utilizing the sheer amount of cyberbullying that can be carried out against Elon Musk
#bc u know hes just sitting at home fuming to himself#saying stuff like#this is BULLSHIT#im epic memes#elon musk#twitter#tesla#cybertruck#facebook#mark zuckerberg
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THE SHOW MUST GO ON
The contestant, upon loss, was shot to the chest
The injury proved to be not immediately fatal
On Guardian Photyne's request the contestant was shot a second time to the head
#alien stage#alnst#alien stage oc#alnst oc#alnst oc: stasya#alien stage sona#alnst sona#👁.txt#👁.art#fun fact: this file is called “schrodinger's cat” bc it has a winning alt. that will never see the light of day now#i am not the slightest bit upset about losing but im fuming about the tie breaking at the last second
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The blood 🩸 and the weave 🔮
#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#bloodweave#pics#my post#if astarion isn’t absolutely drenched in blood 24/7 and gale isn’t pristine in your game i don’t wanna hear it ✋🏼😤#he’s protecting his wizard bf and making sure no one lands a scratch on him bc he’s squishy#(not really my gale has 21 ac)#although gale covered in blood is 🥴#also kissing in front of the mystra statue is a must as soon as i land in act 3#i redid my gale origin run bc i messed up but 2 funny things happened in this one and im mad about it#id be fuming rn if it wasn’t so funny
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If being on testosterone has taught me anything, it's boys really do be going to Jupiter to get more stupider
#im gonna be running on fumes tomorrow bc a pretty boy asked me to take video and pics of his first DJ set and Im WEAK#pretty boy was The Boy. the boy who is also my crush
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