#and know its ok to not be ok sometimes
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I've never seen the mental health one before! This should be everywhere!!! I was dealing with severe anxiety for eight years before I went to the doctor because I thought everyone had that, and then he didn't believe me and told me to get off social media (I didn't have any accounts back then). This scale would've been so helpful as my "normal" was a 7 or 8 and my "wow, feeling way more relaxed than normal" was a 6.
My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.
I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”
#saving this for future reference#mental health#fatigue#pain levels#self care#know yourself#and know its ok to not be ok sometimes
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a little siffrin comic about touch, violence, and oranges
#please isat ppl… i worked so hard on this… (<- learned how to draw oranges)#anyways i was thinking about how siffrin says crushes feel like a disease sometimes. i was thinking abt his intrusive thoughts. and about#-bad touch. and about that orange poem. and about how he doesn’t know touch. how violence is easier. even if it feels bad.#siffrin#isat siffrin#isafrin#<- its more abt siff than isa but he is also there!! look those are his hands!! he’s important ok…#in stars and time#my art#also words r by me i forgort to mention#isat#100+#500+#1k+#my writing
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how's that rise and grind thing going for you doc?
#hermitaday#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#docm77#grian#goodtimeswithscar#i love drawing large man facing left#sometimes facing right if im feeling particularly spicy#were GOING to ignore the lazy background ok . I started this last night got tired did the rest after eating . i dont wanna#also . i definitely intended to draw his ears green but forgot and now its too late#you should know by now that none of my designs will stay the same for long . I FORGOT TO COLOR GRIANS TALONS FUCK . whatever#folds myself into a paper crane and mails myself to forks washington#thank u chase for always blabbering about gri wings with me its so important to me that theyre different in everything he does
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I will say playing a DnD game set in Thedas is a great balm to the death of the series. The collaborative storytelling of ttrpgs is the closest thing I've gotten to how it feels to play Dragon Age.
I highly recommend anyone else who is missing the series try to organize a game to play with your other DA fans. Sheryl Chee said the series is ours now, and it really is.
Dragon Age has it's own ttrpg, but if your more familiar with 5e and want something similar, there are people who have worked on conversions. Tantervale 9:21 is a wiki for someone's personal 5e Dragon Age campaign, and they've been kind enough to give everyone access to their class and race conversions for 5e.
The best part is you get to choose what part of the world and what stories you want to focus on! It's a lot of fun.
#dragon age#my campaign focuses on the mage-templar war from the perspective of some circle runaways#right now my players are trying to get out of their circle#and its been a ton of fun!#tbf you don't even have to get other DA fans#just people who want to play a ttrpg and are ok playing in the setting#my players know nothing about DA and sometimes that makes things more fun#they don't have the lore drops spoiled for them yet so I get to build up the reveals slowly
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#honkai star rail#fanart#hsr#march 7th#march can we honestly e-date? you’re so beautiful. You always make me laugh#you always make me smile#ou literally make me want to become a better person... I really enjoy every moment we spend together. My time has no value unless its spent#know that i’ll always be right there by your side. I love you so much. I don’t think you ever realize how amazing you are sometimes. Life i#your eyes are absolutely gorgeous. If I had a star for everytime you crossed my mind i could make the entire galaxy. Your personality is as#please date me. I am not even calling it e dating anymore because I know we will meet soon enough heart OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK#pls someone get the ref#or ill look really stupid
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i think the Watchers always try to use words first, but i don't think they're above using magic to influence a player's emotions. In this case, making Grian docile when he's arguing or fighting too much. From their perspective, its as simple as nap time.
Originally this idea started as.. manipulating a player's dopamine and adrenaline so they're more inclined to join Watchers, play life games, continue the work, etc etc.
#my art#watcher grian#sketching#his eyes roll back and he blacks out but its ok he'll wake up sorta normal later. with so many blankets and pillows#its the same sorta feeling grian gets around the Boatem hole. or void in general.#is this too much. too dark ? i dont know. i like dark watcher stuff sometimes
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terrisas really funny ithink
#kingdom hearts#kh#my art#image id in alt#kh fanart#Saix#saïx#isa#terra#kh terra#terrisa#Moonrocks#<-? I think people call them that sometimes. I think its cute#Kh saix#kh saïx#kh isa#Not tagging this xemsai because its only a little bit about it. I mean xemsais the joke but ykwim#Ok for real though ive been thinking about them these last few weeks and actually they're really cool 2me#Like theres whole “came back wrong” dynamic since isa remembers everything and terras basically a whole different person#And adding onto that saix and xemnas relationship wasnt exactly. Normal. So i could totally see something like isa-#-subconsciously reverting back to how he acted in kh2 while terras like ‘? You dont have to do that?” And like theyre both AFFECTED by-#-xemnas but in different ways and terra can see how xemnas was through isa and augh#Anyway. This is still an akusai house but i think isa can have an unhealthy one sided attachment to a person he barely knows out of their-#-resemblance to someone he ‘sacrificed himself to’ (kh character files words not mine).#It improves the biodiversity.#terraisa
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gale is just like me in the sense that he’s a chronic yapper who loves deeply and has a somewhat unreliable moral compass and some kind of poorly concealed god complex but also because at the first minor inconvenience he can and will threaten to kill himself
#sometimes gale has zero reaction (approval/disapproval) for amoral acts that the party would normally react to#which is real of him#but also its fun to mess with him post netherese orb reveal#tease him by saying he was Ok in bed and he goes “oh. alright. what if i killed myself. what then”#hes just like me fr#some of his lines are a bit staggering because of that actually because i know ive said similar stuff before#in particular “i question the wisdom of that decision buuut so be it :/”#i love him#gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3#bg3 gale#bg3 gale dekarios#baldur's gate#baldurs gate#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate iii#baldur's gate iii#baldur's gate gale#baldurs gate 3 gale#the wizard of waterdeep
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#a doodley#joeyyy i edited ur brush to not need color mixing and now its a perfect brush for me YAY#sometimes when i focus too much on a subject i wonder what i even drew before em and i feel like that rn with s/lco#but its ok cause i know ill be back to imagining al talon interactions#cause otherwise i dont rly draw much of anything huh
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Ooooo. Alola disliking Mega evolutions but Haru and Guzma being okay with Dyna-/Gigantamaxing is so fun take
My understanding of pokemon lore and gimmick mechanisms are vague at the best, but honestly... If we remove the increase of size, what is the difference between mega evolutions and gigantamaxing?
Is Alolans issues with megas based on how it "forces" a physical change and therefore potentially painful for the pokemon? Gigantamaxing does the exact same thing or even "worse" changes (in my personal opinion: mega vs dynamax gengar)
Is their issue about mega evolution making the pokemon more violent? Dynamax raids and a huge part of the Galar story line proofs that dynamaxing does the exact same thing. One could even say it is even more dangerous since it can not be predicted/controlled without modern science.
Is it because Megas are based on "mystery energy"? Again... Dynamaxing...
So either there is history between Galos and Alola that has lead to huge bias or Alolans just like Galar's culture more due the similarities it shares with their own (the Galar Legue being quite similar to Alola's Island Challenge but with a big stadium fight at the end)
As said... I probably forgetting some lore that explains this all (outside the multiverse and Alola being older region than Galar, ergo could not comment about Dynamaxing in their pokedex) but I am really interested to see how the boys will justify their stand on dyna-/gigantamaxing IF you decide to take the story there.
I postponed answering this ask to THIS WEEK since my reply would've been quite spoilery for todays update
PERSONALLY I like to think that Guzma and Hau *ahem, excuse my strong language* are talking out of their asses and don't actually know much about Dynamaxing/Gigantamaxing and especially not the problems Galar is facing due to the unstable energies causing Pokemon to randomly turn gigantic in the wild.
If they were more informed about it, I think they'd be far more critical of it, since you are correct: Dynamaxing causes FAR more damage and is an active threat in the region, unlike mega evolution, which is a state that doesn't randomly happen and CAN be controlled.
But Hau and Guzma literally only know Dynamaxing from watching the League matches on TV - and with Galar hosting one of the biggest and most reputable Leagues in the world, how could there POSSIBLY be anything wrong with Gigantamaxing, riiiight?
It's the typical scenario we're all too familiar with of knowing a little bit but thinking we know everything about something without actually having done much research on the topic.
#Let's be real WE ALL KNOW SOMEONE WHO'S DONE THIS OR WE HAVE DONE IT OURSELVES#We learned a lil' bit about something and thought ourselves to be INFORMED#Like when I learned more about honey bees and advocated for their protection just to learn that WILD bees are actually the ones at risk#Although in that case it was a common misconception due to BIG SCREEN DOCUMENTARIES and the same info being blasted out EVERYWHERE#Sometimes its hard to get the full picture on an issue when hundreds of outles repeat the same outdated information#especially nowadays with misinformation being spread online eveywhere at a CONSTANT#But I think the important thing is we stay open to learn and are able to change our stance once we gained the whole picture#instead of just sitting on half-truths that lack full perspective yet we still INSIST on them being right#...ok I did nOT mean to go on a tangent like this#mod#reply
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Youtubers who talk about silly internet holes and "cringe" art from a perspective of genuine investment and enjoyment >>>>>>> every other type of Youtuber
#izzzyzzz#strange aeons#sagan hawkes#chazington#<- just started watching him and i love how he's the rare guy talking about those kinds of topics while also being. ok crazy way to phrase#it but he looks at things other ppl would bully from a woke perspective and he knows how to balance edginess and i just find that rly cool#i still like guys like kurtis conner but you can tell its more an outsider perspective and sometimes they cant say much but 'haha wtf'#rambles#muted
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a little family
#buddy daddies#my art#doodles#sometimes a family is an two misfit assassins and the daughter of the guy you offed and thats a okay#but lets not talk about that#we love healing in this house and how do you heal if not after suffering#reis journey through depression and kazukis journey through grief#what 1 little girl does to a man#its 5 am all i can offer are doodles but i love them very much#i know we do reasonably get to call them cowards for not making it gay (esp at the end bc come on)#but i do love whatever relationship they have going becuase theyre just. Thats marriage babe....#theyre not going to be doing any dating with that committment that is the most domestic ass setting ive ever seen#everyone and their mother assumes theyre married/dating and doesnt even question it because theres NO QUESTION T O ASK#only the people involved apparently dont know theyre married#ok nvm they were cowards for not making it gay. but again. theyre clearly married your honor. theyre just a little stupid
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found an old ekurei comic rotting in my files, decided to finish it. upon my rewatch of mp100 i kept noticing how many times dimple was referred to as a pet- but he's not ! ! ! he's a friend :)
#not too happy w the writing but whatevs#sorry matsuo likers if hes ooc i used him as plot device#ekurei#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#dimple mp100#comic#op art#ok continuing my thoughts here bc i dont want a whole essay up there#ik reigen calls him a pet as well but its more joking imo and also#this comic is after s3 when they r sort of friends#in my ekurei timeline tho they aint fusing yet. just pals#maybe have fused a few times but nothin srs yet#for those who dont follow me that will not make any sense lol#but even mob calls him a pet sometimes! or dehumanizes him. like. mob. you are the ghost seer. you should know better#now i could be misremembering that but still#everybody treats him like a mosquito or something which is funny but hes a person#he just looks different :(#long post
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had a(nother) nightmare
#deltarune#rouxls kaard#lancer#queen#art#lancer had a bad dream. rouxls comes in to fall asleep in the floor like he always does. queen followed because she needs to#Familiarize Herself with The Rituals and also hey her boy is sad#and then they ALL fell asleep in the floor literally right next to his bed#-- i had tire marks on the bedsheets but they vanished somewhere. damn it#this one isnt old btw i just drew this This Morning HEHEHEHE#its kinda scrungy but thats ok#ok 2 tag ship but not explicitly ship either if ur not into it#i love that half my 'qk' art can very easily be read platonically#i think thats an important aspect of their relationship is that they are good friends and coparents. and THEN they're kissing sometimes#this is hardly the first family cuddle and or sleep pile ive drawn. i never posted my favorite i dont think#i am just all about sleep and cuddle piles. did u know swatchlings love to sleep in piles (headcanon)#if one bird falls asleep in the cafe the odds are very good that one or two more will join them#theres a pile of birds in booth 4 all shoved in there haphazardly and eeping. swatch is coming with pots and pans.
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Back to the Ground
#PLEASEEEE IT IS SUCH A LOOP-PILLED SONG PLEASEEE#HEAR MY CRIESSSSSS#HHGHGHGH#siffrin sometimes#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#favefrin#big art#not a frin#isat spoilers#yknow what im doing a full blown thinggy here cos im mentally ill#im a book on a shelf collecting dust all by myself but i cary all the words you wrote#oh my spine may be bent my binding may be spent but there aint nothing bout you i dont know#<- loop and their memories of their old party. ghghhgh#so i know youre not the one#<- can be about siffrin and/or their party. how theyre the same but oh so different#use me up and when youre done#<- loop about siffrin. their only purpose is to help with the loops so what happens when its over?#JUST GIVE ME BAAAACK GIVE ME BACK TO THE GROUNDD#<- THEM HOPING TO DISAPPEAR PEACEFULLY IN THE BEGINING. NOT WANTING TO FACE WHAT COMES AFTER THE LOOPS#OK I WAS GONNA DO MORE BUT INSTEAD IM DOING THIS IN DISCORD COS THIS ANALYSIS IS LONG ASF SO THAT IT END TAG BYE BYE
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ive been thinking about this concept for WEEKS
#tadc#my art#it can be#jesterribbon#if you want#i cant settle if im actually gonna go w this idea but i think about it. so often#i dont think pomni would ever notice it ever#pomni reads a lot to me like that one post thats like. i have a job rn so idrc about that#i think gangle would pick up on it though... i think gangle would know abt these things. in my heart. maybe.... maybe#i dont think pomni would have the knowledge thats even a thing#also im not counting this as pomni gangle hangout i just had the mental image of this pop in my head#and needed to draw it real quick#idk if this reads clearly but to me . gangle would only be surprised bc she Didnt Know This#and maybe also happy on the front that maybe shes played around w these things before too but had no indication that#that was smth she could connect w pomni on.... not that pomni is doing it deliberately or noticing it#anyway. this probably appeals to no one but me and maybe like 15 people but thats alright#i just sometimes think about she/it pomni. ok#also im realizing i added an extra apostrophe. whoops -_-#also i use it its too ftr . i think more characters should use it its its lovely
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