#and only 550 for ?

[sauterell-e]

Pasona Natureverse day ! I recorded an excerpt from the little movie that plays when you enter (should've recorded more I didn't notice I got like 10 seconds only) + 2 other pictures !

The pavilion was actually sooo cool...I may have spent too much in the gift shop (the lady at checkout was so nice...she was all like "oh wow you really like astro boy !!" YES. THE ANSWER IS YES.

[pinksepia]

Thinking about the asl brothers and how they all have hats

Sabo and luffy having a hat when they were younger and ace didn’t, and being the last one to get a hat (when he gets older)

Then all of them having hats when they were older

[anambermusicbox]

I GOT A TICKET FOR SEATTLE

[thoushaltnotlive]

Klein at any point in the novel: Nope! Not my problem, I won't get involved

Fate:

Ps:.

Klein: FUUUUUUCK (he's attached already)

[hannahssimblr]

I open the envelope on the stairs. The same stairs I spent six years rushing up and down, going from class to class, that was always bustling with students, bumping shoulders, swinging school bags, yet here I am, on an empty staircase in the building I thought I’d never be inside again. All the people I thought I’d never have to see again are here too, milling in and out of the foyer, collecting envelopes, telling each other about their summer. Somehow I’d forgotten I would have to do this. 

I keep to myself, wishing to minimise any conversation. Get in, get out, that’s the plan. I slip my thumbnail under the lip of the envelope and pull my results out. 

Mathematics A1 English A1 Art A1 Biology B3 Geography B1 German A2

Oh, Jesus Christ. There’s a roaring in my ears. I shove my grades back into the envelope before anyone can see them, then add up the score in my head.

Five-fifty. Is that possible? I peek inside to check again. 

Yes. Five-fifty. 

I blow out a lungful of air. How can this be? I’m famously a fucking idiot. This is a disruption to my worldview. I hardly even studied towards the end of the year, so how in the-

“Jude?” Someone steps into my space, and I have to suppress a groan as Sam from the yearbook committee stands over me, looking completely misplaced without his uniform on. It’s like the freakish experience of seeing your teacher in the supermarket. Sam, without his starched uniform shirt and perfectly knotted tie, is hardly Sam at all. Perhaps he thinks the same of me without my tie, which was always hanging crooked with a blue ink stain on it that wouldn’t come off after a hundred washes.  

The smug look, however, is Sam all over. “Looking a bit glum. Are you disappointed in your results, or something?”

I pause. “No?”

“Oh, grand. Suppose you don’t need the marks anyway, do you? You’re off to art college in Berlin, so I heard.”

“You heard correctly.”

“Surprised to see you here at all, I have to say. I thought you might have been gone already, off to the continent and all that, instead of coming into school.”

“No, my flight’s Wednesday.”

“Ah. So soon.”

“Yes, I suppose it is.” He stands expectantly, hovering, and so, with a sigh, I ask him what he is frothing to be asked. “What points did you get, Sam?”

“Five forty,” he gloats. “I’ll be off to Trinity now, all going well with the offers and all that. ‘Twas an expected result, but I’m still thrilled with myself. Just goes to show that hard work and proper study really pay off.”

“Yeah. Well done. Lucky that points don’t count for me, then, hm?”

“Well, it’s only art school. It’s not like you need to be smart.”

“Yep, that’s true.”

Sam’s head swivels like a submarine periscope. “Oh, look who’s just come in.” His mouth stretches into an unsettling grin. “Sure, it’s the lovely Michelle Tengu. You should say hi to her.”

“Right, yeah.” I say, though my fight or flight has activated and my palms prickle with sweat.

Michelle crosses the linoleum floor in the chunky black boots she’s had since fifteen. She accepts her envelope from the principal and stands to the side where she tears it open and her eyes scan the page. It’s impossible to tell how she feels.

She looks the same, of course she does. Maybe her hair is longer, maybe her makeup is different, her skin a little browner, and I have this feeling as I see her, that I am looking at a picture of a person I used to know, someone whose name I remembered, but whose face I had long forgotten. This girl I loved, or thought I did. I don’t really know that person anymore, at least not how I used to. 

She sees me and gives a hesitant wave. 

I wave back. 

“You’re still here,” she approaches me with the caution one would with a spooked cat, emotions flashing over her face, like she can’t decide how to feel. Neither can I. She’s still blocked in my phone, from that fateful night in June, but now, on the cusp of September, those heavy feelings I had seem so melodramatic. I am just Jude, she is just Michelle, and somewhere along the way, without me even paying heed to it, a storm has passed. 

“Yeah, I’m still here.”

“I expected you to sneak off to Berlin under the cloak of night.”

“That’s the plan, honestly. I just needed my results first.”

“I see. Are you happy with them?”

“Yeah. Are you?”

“I got enough for NCAD.”

“Oh, Michelle, that’s amazing. I’m so happy for you.” An odd moment follows, where I am not sure whether I should hug her. I twitch toward her, then second guess myself, and then I just freeze there, halfway lifted from the step. I slump back down onto it. 

“It, um… Well. It sounds like you had a pleasant summer, and all that.” She says. “Jen was telling me all about it.”

“Was she? Yeah, it was fine. Did she really say it was pleasant?”

“She mentioned that you two had a bit of a falling out, to be honest.”

“Ah, yeah, we did.”

She gives me this awkward smile, and it’s instantly obvious that she knows. Jen, being Jen, has told her the entire story. She’s revealed every aspect of my summer - the festival, the conflicts, and its conclusion. She knows about Evie too. It’s in her eyes. It’s that hint of betrayal she knows she’s not supposed to feel anymore. In them lies the sting of an ex moving on and leaving her behind.   

“I’m, um…” I smooth the front of my hair. “I think things will be alright with Jen, probably. I just need time, you know?”

“Yeah. I get it.” She adds delicately, “though, like, you are leaving in about five days.”

“That’s true.”

“And you were really planning to just vanish?”

“Well, yes. I just don’t know how else to do it.”

“Usually people have a party or something.”

“No, come on,” I scoff. “I’m not doing all of that. It’s so much work.”

“Hm. I just think you’ll regret not saying goodbye.”

I can’t decide whether she’s right, and can’t think of what to argue in my defence, so I say nothing. A sympathetic smile crosses her face. It’s strange. She never looked at me like that while we were together.

“I can help,” she says. “It can be low-key, just a few people. I’ll send out a text and see who wants to come, yeah? Whoever wants to say goodbye?”

“Including Jen?”

“I’ll need to invite Jen.” she shrugs, “it might be a good chance to talk. To get it all ironed out.”

“You think?”

“Yeah, I do. I think it’s best not to leave things unfinished.”

“Hm. That’s very philosophical of you.”

“Are you shocked?”

“Kind of.”

She huffs out a laugh. “Well I’ve been seeing someone.”

“A boy?”

“A therapist. I realised after we broke up that I had some things to work through. I had some… big feelings.”

“That’s great, Shell.”

I could swear that her eyes get a little misty as she inhales, as though to say something before deciding against it. She straightens her shoulders and smiles. “I’m happy you’re happy.” She says brightly. “With the Leaving Cert results, obviously.”

“I’m happy you’re happy, too.”

She glances toward the door. “Look, I better go, but I’ll text you about the going away party, right?”

“Yeah, I better unblock you.” It slips out of me before I can stop it, but to my immense relief, she laughs. “Good idea. See you Jude.”

“Bye, Shell. Thanks.”

“For what?”

“I dunno. For this.”

She just smiles. 

Beginning // Prev // Next

[loversarcanas]

cant believe i need to do this again, but the electric company is evil and predatory and is screwing us over bigtime

got this in the mail today, was NOT told about this ridiculous down payment or the fact that it would be additionally $387 in the same week, but i also have $600 rent due and 3 credit card payments due. and i STILL don't have proper heat because its $300 for the minimum amount of oil

if ANYONE can help or reblog i will be forever grateful - im sorry to have to keep asking 😔

P@ypal.me/lunastrea

Vmo: moonbunny19

C/app: $moonbunny19

[fun-size-sunshine]

It’s so crazy to me how one of my fanfic/fandom involved friends willingly read all of tgcf knowing it was longer than the Bible yet flat-out refuses to read orv

[wonboos]

i can't stop winning

[kembracaves]

in case anyone was wondering i meal prepped 12 pounds of spicy chicken alfredo this afternoon

[kyoodledoodle]

so it seems to get a lot of notes (over 500) on here I need to post about people getting stabbed in the heart/ their hearts ripped out and dying

[hungwy-sinner]

Fuck I wish I could take you to a secluded spot and have you gorge and grow until you're grotesquely obese and sloppy and burpy and pinned down in your feeding room by your own ass and belly. I need to see you at a quarter of a ton

hhhhhhh yes please I need to be grotesquely huge. Make me an unrecognizably massive slobbish blob 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[alllovegoddess]

man i do want to quit using twt but the culture in bsky where people will like and retweet and comment on complete strangers' posts that are obviously personal makes me feel like a hostile badger. like dont touch that i dont know you

[nasa-real]

BOOP BOOP BOOP BOOP

BOOOOP

[stompedchild]

tango says the wither skelly skulls are perhaps a group activity

i love you for that tango but also 🥺🥺🥺🥺 for me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 what if you atleast prepped materials for a farm

[freshthoughts2020]

[simptasia]

desexing animals is a fucked up thing humans do

like, it strikes me as a disturbing, cruel and taking advantage of being the dominant species on the planet for us to be able to decide if other animals can breed or not. they can't consent to that, thats fucked