#and the d:bh hyperfixation returning bc of this au is so awesome

[astronoids]

please i’ll start jumping up and down and twirling around like a ballerina ANDROID AU IS SO COOL. Also TWO WAYS HIS CHARACTER COULD GO?? i’m so excited bro

mistake by nf?? in the android playlist?? tell me more 🗣️‼️

OHHH YES! let's get into it!

MISTAKE — NF

I feel like I'm at a standstill

Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay

If time heals tell me why do I kill

Myself trying to show you I'm not a mistake?

at the end of the day, no matter what, noah is still YOUR android, and he is still intended to be your 'perfect partner'. he thrives off your words of praise, looks to you to ground him, to tell him he's doing good and that he's not disappointing you.

one thing that came with the new musician add-ons, is perfectionism also. he is chronically disappointed in himself, which goes hand in hand with his desire to be told he is good.

I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

have i touched on the fact that sentience actually made noah more insecure? this song has a lot to do with his sentience as well.

it's normal for an android post deviance (sentience) to feel a little lost. i mean, noah can think and feel on his own, but has he lost his purpose? does sentience mean he is unlovable and bad at being a partner now?

the entire song follows this theme, of not feeling good enough but trying to convince himself he is. leaning on you to tell him he is good enough. but also...

I might lash out, I gotta watch my back

Cross my path, especially with ill intent

You'll regret you ever took that task

i'm hinting at some potential anger... or maybe... an alternative outcome to noah's character. that's rightttt, there's actually two ways noah's character could goooo!! once is good sentience, one is... not as good. 🤫

[saythatuwill]

EEE THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE!! IT MEANS SO MUCH! i haven't had a chance to get into what i could call the "bad decisions" route.

but basically, it's in relation to how the first vocalist of 8AD 0MENS turned out. if noah ALSO got aggressive, unstable, dangerous.

i'd like to explore both going forward!! but i'm leaning on mr loverman over here...

mistake by nf?? in the android playlist?? tell me more 🗣️‼️

OHHH YES! let's get into it!

MISTAKE — NF

I feel like I'm at a standstill

Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay

If time heals tell me why do I kill

Myself trying to show you I'm not a mistake?

at the end of the day, no matter what, noah is still YOUR android, and he is still intended to be your 'perfect partner'. he thrives off your words of praise, looks to you to ground him, to tell him he's doing good and that he's not disappointing you.

one thing that came with the new musician add-ons, is perfectionism also. he is chronically disappointed in himself, which goes hand in hand with his desire to be told he is good.

I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

have i touched on the fact that sentience actually made noah more insecure? this song has a lot to do with his sentience as well.

it's normal for an android post deviance (sentience) to feel a little lost. i mean, noah can think and feel on his own, but has he lost his purpose? does sentience mean he is unlovable and bad at being a partner now?

the entire song follows this theme, of not feeling good enough but trying to convince himself he is. leaning on you to tell him he is good enough. but also...

I might lash out, I gotta watch my back

Cross my path, especially with ill intent

You'll regret you ever took that task

i'm hinting at some potential anger... or maybe... an alternative outcome to noah's character. that's rightttt, there's actually two ways noah's character could goooo!! once is good sentience, one is... not as good. 🤫