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one fic completed for merwaincelot week :D
#completed apart from a title but shhhh#telling myself that it's alright if i don't write anything new and just organise my active wips today#got 4 more that i would love to finish in time to post for the fest#one is a nearly complete first draft and another is close to similar completion in theory but has more plot that needs tying up#another is probably 1/8 of the way through#and the final is a bit of a mess#going away for a week and coming back 4 days before the start of merwaincelot week and being like ahhhhHHH#however#i am taking a notebook and printouts of what i have so far#with the intention to finish as many first drafts when i'm away and then edit like mad when i get home#failing that if i submit them late then i submit them late can't do much more than that#bought a new notebook in wilko yesterday specifically for fic :')#anyway one down four to go#(not including my gwainthian wip and ineffable bureaucracy fic idea that i should also probably write this week for the upcoming fest)#lit talks#lit writes#merwaincelotweek2023
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I do think Blazing Saddles handled its one depiction of native americans very poorly, and the full extent of its representation of chinese workers on the railroad is they were literally just there. not even one single speaking line. unclear if this is worse or better than the redface.
it's fucking phenomenal at lampooning antiblack racism though. extremely blatant, extremely funny satire, which is constantly and loudly saying "racism is the philosophy of the terminally stupid at best and morally depraved at worst, and we should all be pointing and laughing at them 24/7"
plus the main character is a heroic black man who has to navigate a whole lot of bullshit but is constantly smirking at the extraordinarily stupid racists and inviting the audience into the joke. the one heroic white character is a guy who was suicidally depressed until he met the protagonist and they just instantly became buds, and he's firmly in a supporting role the whole time and happy to be there. the protagonist saves the day with the help of his black friends from the railroad, and uses the position of power he was given to uplift not only those friends, but all the railroad workers of other minorities too, in an explicit show of solidarity.
anyone saying "Blazing Saddles is racist" had better be talking about its treatment of non-black minorities. it had better not be such superficial takes as "oh but they say the n-word all the time" or "they have nazis and the kkk in there!" because goddamn if that's the full extent of your critique I very seriously suggest you read up on media analysis. there is too much going over your head, you need to learn to recognize satire.
#blazing saddles#finx watches tv#finx rambles#I recognize that I'm saying all this as someone who's not black#but I am also saying it as someone with a basic understanding of race relations in the usa#and a basic understanding of sarcasm#bc it really does not take more than that to recognize what they're doing in this movie#it is NOT subtle#and it is very funny#mel brooks movies are kinda hit or miss for me ngl#men in tights is great if a bit too crass for my taste#spaceballs has great jokes but the central story lacks any real heart so it doesn't grab me#history of the world was just kind of unpleasant and then I switched it off#but blazing saddles? phenomenal#I could not stop laughing the whole way through#and the central story DOES have heart bc it's the friendship between bart and#whassisname#jim#the Kid#plus bart working out how to succeed at an impossible task#also frankly cleavon little just grounds the comedy really well even before gene wilder shows up and we get their chemistry#bc he's cool calm collected and constantly inviting the audience into the joke#but the character's not too cool to ever mess up or ever be silly#he makes bad choices and gets into bad situations and then has to get himself out of them#but it's.....oh wait duh there's a term for this already#he's the straight man#he grounds all the zany nonsense by being in strong contrast to it#and he does a great job of it!#anyway#point is I deeply enjoyed this movie and I'm glad I finally watched it
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A short story about a new collar.
Based on this AU
#(slams this on the desk) i'm finally done#sowwy i took so long uwu 😔 😔#life kicked my ass for a bit#dunno if im ever gonna make more for this au but if u wanna see more lmk kayy#it's a fun playground to mess around in#yugioh#yami yuugi#yami yugi#pharaoh atem#mutou yuugi#yugi moto#puzzleshipping#puzzleshipping: codependency made worse au
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(AU)
What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?
More doodles + rambles below:
Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.
.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.
The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.
....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#dont have a name for this au but its haunted me for a week and i finally relented when i saw the fact gods CAN create sentient things#thanks huzzle for letting me be evil [thumbs up]#ANYWAY I PROMISE THERES A HAPPY ENDING IN MY HEAD IM JUST CRUEL AND EVIL#AND ALSO INCREDIBLY CRINGE. APOLOGIES. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ALONE W MY THOUGHTS W NO ONE TO BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.#lovestory except everything went wrong at the last second and now everything sucks. Clicky's alone away from everyone. thespius is JUST GON#Huzzle is absolutely losing it's shit in the corner because it's the one that found out first.#Bauhauzzo is trying to not have the world end#and Missy M is absolutely distraught about how everything's gone sideways so fast and is about to start accidentally flooding the grove#cobi isnt even a god yet. (SAD. I MISS HER ALREADY)#sorry this is probably incomprehensible. oops#i think in images and concepts not words so translating a bunch of those hard.#fun part about this was absoultely drawing faces just ever so off from how i draw click clacks expressions to try and nail it aint right#what being off usually being the mouth#if u have questions feel free to ask. ill just stare at them in fear like a deer in headlights /silly#This is Clicky hes just.... a bit messed up. that *is* him; not a copy to be absolutely clear#...even if thespius doesnt think it is#anyway yeah. purple hyacinths right?#sniles#shrivels up and dies#ggg love and loss au
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stanchurian candidate and stan's inferiority complex+needing external validation more than anything, i'll never hate you
#'but the kids using mind control is messed up!!!' i know ❤️they can get morally worse as a treat ❤️#altho in retrospect it makes mabel's crisis in last mabelcorn kinda funny cos it completely forgets about that bit#but anyway stan only getting laughs out of his audiences#and him receiving any other type of positive feedback being utterly alien to him....#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#this ep being crucial to w3!!! it's the crux of the finale's conflict!!!!#but also we learn that dipper is ridiculously good at speeches
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when it comes down to it, when you're really, truly in love, it's about stepping into their life and everything that comes with that--mess and all.
this is the undeniable truth laying the foundation of buddie--the undeniable truth they've woven throughout all the current canon couples. it's a ribbon that's threaded through both buck and eddie's respective list of failed relationships.
in a lot of ways, love is an unfolding—not an undoing, but an unfurling: the slow, achingly tender process of being known, and knowing in turn. it’s feeling safe enough to open yourself up entirely. to love and be loved is to be at rest, at peace; it is not a performance or something you perfect. it is allowing someone to witness your pain, your chaos, your history—and not turning away when they do the same.
take maddie and chimney: from the very beginning, he doesn’t flinch at the weight she carries—doesn’t try to fix it or rush it. he simply stays. he isn’t swayed by the shadow of doug—not even when the shadow becomes far more real. he meets her where she’s at, even when all she has to offer him is friendship. he never asks her to be more than she can give. he’s there—consistent, dependable, loving in his safety and presence. she takes a step, he is right there, taking his cues from her; from everything she says, and everything she doesn’t.
so much of bobby and athena’s love is rooted in mutual understanding, in the depth of the pasts they carry, but i think one of their most raw moments comes when we learn about athena’s ex-fiancé. we know athena to be a powerhouse: independent, fierce, and capable. she gets shit done on her own. she is her own partner. and we see bobby struggle a bit with fitting into that space—with finding his footing in a relationship where the other person doesn’t naturally lean on him. but bobby? bobby doesn’t try to force his way in. his love is in his patience; similar to chim, it’s in his dependable nature and consistent presence. he waits, he listens, he offers himself; and knowing athena as he does, he gives her what he knows she needs even when she herself can’t, or won’t, ask for it. when the case is finally solved, it’s bobby she goes to, whose arms she breaks down in. there’s is an intimacy born from quiet knowing and learning. love, here, is not about rescuing—it’s about witnessing. and staying.
karen and hen!!! again, so many different moments i could bring up. but the one i thought of while first thinking about this post was when we get the background of their relationship—specifically with denny. when hen tells karen she didn’t say no to eva, karen leaves; not because she doesn’t love hen, but because she isn’t ready for the gravity of that choice, for the responsibility that comes with it. and still, when all is said and done, she comes back. love isn’t linear. there isn’t always a clear-cut answer to things. karen returns, ready to choose all of hen, not just the easy parts. and in doing so, they build something solid. they co-parent. they raise denny. they navigate life together, as partners.
so, buddie. what’s wild is that this exact pattern—the showing up, the choosing, the stepping into the mess—it’s been baked in since day one. it is an integral facet of their entire relationship!!!!!!!! from the moment buck helped save the guy with a bomb in his leg during eddie’s first shift, they have each other’s backs. without fault, without expectation.
this is truly set in motion when buck gives carla to eddie. he bears witness to eddie’s problems with finding childcare and doesn’t hesitate to step in and offer a solution that is deeply personal to him. carla isn’t just a recommendation—she’s someone buck trusts, someone who supported him through his own mess. and he hands that over to eddie, because that’s what buck does. he sees a need and he fills it. he steps into the chaos, into the overwhelm, and with his actions says: you don’t have to do this alone.
and eddie accepts it!!! not just carla—but buck’s presence. his help. his heart. and from there, it builds on both sides. not in grand, sweeping gestures, but in steady, consistent moments of being there. of knowing each other’s silences. of anticipating needs. of showing up. of existing together in life’s most happy and sad and scary and terrible moments and knowing being together is better than doing any of this shit alone.
over the course of 7 seasons, they’ve built a life around one another without ever needing to define it. and isn’t that the most honest kind of love? the kind that just is, because you’ve chosen each other so fully, so completely, that no other reality makes sense?
this isn’t subtext. it’s not speculation. it’s the same emotional blueprint we’ve seen over and over in canon couples: vulnerability, mutual care, mess, and the willingness to stay anyway. and buck and eddie? they’re already living it!!!
and that’s why it feels inevitable. because the show has always told us that real love is about staying through the hard stuff, about choosing someone every single day, especially when it’s not easy. love is partnership—being there through it all and helping one another heal. it’s a willingness to hold space for each other’s vulnerability; a willingness to grow and learn together.
like thomas told buck back in season 2, a real love is not something you found, but something you made. buck and eddie have been making it all along.
#GEEZ#i have no idea if anyone will read this#but listen i have been awake since 5:30 this morning SIGH#i went to work!!! i went to several classes!!! i did lots of studying!!! i went shopping for groceries!! i braved walking in the heat today#but this hit me last night and i made a messy note so i wouldn’t forget#and then when i finally got in bed a bit ago i was like no i can’t sleep#it wouldn’t leave me#so now i have this monster stream of consciousness#BUT IIII#yeah i needed to get this out#god i am sick they make me sick???#blast mess is mine vance joy that is their SONGGGGG#i love that song and i love my buddie playlist god#i can’t i can’t im also so scared for tomorrow someone hold my hand#911 on abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 rambling.#911#911 abc#buddie#karen wilson#hen wilson#chimney han#maddie buckley#buddiemaxxing#love
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Oh my GOD I've fallen down the rabbit hole of your glorious skywalkers apart AU and quite apart from being ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED, I have to know if my boy Cal is around in it?!
yes but i never really developed it!! ok we all know i'm never gonna finish that comic script i'll just tell u guys -- in said script, after leia and anakin free Padme, they find out Luke was taken somewhere else which, after a family recon mission, they find is FORTRESS GODDAMN INQUISITORIUS! (which they assume is bc luke tried to use the force to stop the initial arrest, big mistake huge)
anyway all this to say cal's involvement was a tiny-mentioned cameo to explain why anakin knew how to infiltrate nur (the exact line i wrote in the never-finished-script was "we met this jedi survivor a few years back" + comments abt said survivor inflitrating nur 10 years ago yes it was that unsubtle) -- the idea was they had run into one another on a short mission in the past and then gone their separate ways!
#maybe will work out what actually happens one day!! however i am wary of making the galaxy seem to small by making everyone meet lmap#skywalkers apart au#tbh the inquisitorius bit was fun/great it had 1. leia ignoring orders to help her parents#2. anakin messing starkiller up BAD (ie robo-prosthetics bad) to save his family#and 3. anakin recreating the rogue one hallway scene but blue lightsaber/ good guy#BTW LUKE WASN'T LIKE. TORTURED OR ANYTHING just captured (the goal was kill anakin w the bait secure THEN inquisify luke)#and traumatised as hell (yay i can draw that now i've fully given up the dumbass secrecy i had)#btw in sw apart au!jfo the final fight has the grand inquisitor & friends not starkiller#thanks for the ask!
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My take on FFXVI's ending - a fancomic
Here's my sad final fantasy xvi short fancomic on which I spend more time than anticipated




























#ffxvi ending really messed me up for a bit#to the point that even just hearing the my star song/theme made me lowkey cry#as for the ending it made me very highkey cry xd#and this is my take on what i think happened who lived and who died and whatnot#but ofc i respect anyone else's opinions and headcanons!!#i know the pacing of the comic isn't perfect and may seem abrupt in certain spots#but I did my best!!#sometimes you just wanna draw an emotionally devastated Joshua y'know?#also was experimenting with a more realistic artstyle which i haven't done in a long time#btw let me know what you thought of the ending!!#god i tumblr didn't eat up the quality ;--;#final fantasy xvi#final fantasy 16#ff16#ffxvi#final fantasy xvi spoilers#final fantasy 16 spoilers#ffxvi spoilers#ff16 spoilers#clive rosfield#joshua rosfield#fan comic#fanart#final fantasy fanart#ff16 fanart#my art#juleskapesart#baladiumdriveart#my comics#julesarts
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uhh more of that warmup page i do for breaks lol. The real question is how do i mimic this in the pixel askbox style..
#i hate this bastard :swirling hearts:#i think im finally in that stage of consistency where i can mess around with the shapes and stuff#at lesst a bit#oh also i think ive gone down the blazer route teehee#ive kept it ambiguous because i wasnt sure but i like his little blazer :-3#ALSO aughhh i think im finally figuring out how to bend his teeth to his facial expression but not too much that they look like lips yk??#YAYYYY YAYYY#buwheart#spamton#hes just hangin out and picking his teeth because hes gross. Maybe ill use that one in the future.#i am working on the askbox! fret not! i am just scheming#and procrastinating a little bit but thats beside the point#ignore the transparent bar on the side lol
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#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#I dunno I was just messing with a pose#and just making them look at each other like That#also thank you to the people who helped me figure out how to take the backpack straps off that top.#just a little personal reprieve between the trauma that's happening and is going to continue to happen in the MSQ story for a bit. >.>
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(It's ok Yurgir will respawn in Avernus)
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#...right- LOL#I was so scared of losing anyone I pretty much only summoned Yurgir!#ok let me ramble about this fight in the tags#I.....listen. Listen. I love this game with my entire heart. It's one of my favorite games of all time.#.....the final battle took me out of it a little bit ngjfkdlnshjk#It introduced a bunch of new mechanics and maybe I'm dumb but it felt like it wasn't super clear how everything worked#First I restarted it because I dropped a globe of invuln on the starting area thinking Orpheus could just activate the stones from that far#Then I restarted it bc I basically ran out of time on the rounds...except I didn't realize the fight would continue since every other-#-turn-based round counter was usually a game over#THEN I actually summoned the flaming fist to help clean up right at the end which made the camera SUPER confused when I went in the portal#It was a mess.#I still give the game an 11/10 tho lmao#Oh also Orpheus did something - I don't know what - and then the dragon just died with 120hp left. So. Good job buddy LOL#Lae'zel ended up killing the Emperor - I'm sure she enjoyed that#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#croissant adventures#tav#prince orpheus#yurgir#shadowheart#lae'zel#gale#breadweave#comics
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They'll write about you on magazines✨
#finally had time to finish this up!#not that it wasn't that far from finished#just wanted to mess with the filters a bit to make it look more... right#digital collage#f1#f1 fanart#f1 edit#lewis hamilton#sir lewis hamilton#text stolen from the super mario soundtrack cause#yeah
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THE SHIT THAT YOU HATE / DON'T MAKE YOU SPECIAL
oh gucci
#gucci garantine#palisade#palisade spoilers#friends at the table#fatt#rosa art#i had fun. it's just nice to get an idea and immediately get to it!#i've been banging my head against coloring lineart so this was. really good#right back to that later i'm feelin like drawing still. i'm onto something i think conceptually.just gotta do it#maybe i should just figure out a limited palette like i did here....#it's so much busier (you know.my lineart) so that may be harder but this was fun! i should try.#also be bolder with brighter colors.#i linked the timestamp for this bit but do listen to the whole song. i love it#edit: i keep messing around with the text. sorry. final version
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donnie doodles because he's fun to draw c:
#some drawings!! ;u; it's been a bit!!#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#tmnt 2012#tmnt donnie#tmnt 2012 donnie#sylphee art#this kid is an awkward mess and i love him very much#i need to practice the 2012 turtles more#i finally started season 4!
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Finished this earlier. then I expected although it's a very lazy post..didn't want to do any animation or tweening..
#everytime i think of cedlock i usually think of post show#i like. to imagine that if they were to get to together somewhat early show#that it wouldn't be the healthiest..#since cedric is still dealing with a bunch of stuff and especially with his plan to over throw roland. it would put greylock in a bit of a#difficult spot..#although he was there in the order of the wand thats season 4#I'd like to imagine in this au that cedric would talk greylock into overthrowing magnus with him..#also cedric early seasons still holds a lot of resentment to greylock#i like to imagine how everything would play out between them.. especially since early season.#cedric and sofia weren't on the best of terms like season three and four#where cedric opens up more because he finally has someone who he knows loves him#cedlock#cedric the sorcerer#sofia the first#greylock the grand#also when the line “i will only break your pretty things” occur i like to imagine..#that cedric is saying that in a “i will only mess up and ruin your happiness” type of way.#he doesnt. believe himseld to be loveable#he thinks anyone being in a relationship with him would be tiring
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It's here it's here it's here it's here it's here it's he-
Rambling and pics below (kinda nsfw)
Raaaaaaghhh my preorder is pre no moreeeeeee!! I've been waiting for this for almost a year now yippiiiiii (my wallet hasn't tho (+ i have the hospital towa preordered now as well, i hate this game /affectionate))
Tried taking some "cOoL PeRsPeCtiVe" photos (the figure was kind of a pain to set up tho, so I didn't try out different variants after assembling it once)


Here's a close-up and the face variants (I was kinda surprised that they did the right eye differently for these (especially since it barely shows from underneath the emo hair), not complaining tho (I'm glad to have a good clear ref of the eye))


My Hisoka noodle stopper fig finally has a toilet-buddy (my sense of humor is really nuanced and intellectual btw) ("this could be us, but I'm a shy pooper")


And here I just felt his left hand was looking a bit empty (I realized that the L is facing the wrong way only AFTER taking the picture but I think it's funnier this way (I'm too lazy to fix it))

#slow damage#towa#1/6 scale figure/statue#it's kinda funny how I got the arrival notice from post only a few hours after (finally) buying DMMD#post really went “Here's your yaoi Lucifer to go with your yaoi Jesus -experience <3” like. thanks.#speaking of: whoo I finally got dmmd (and sweet pool) from the jastusa sales! can't wait to experience more of the nitro+ -horrors! -#-almost got saya no uta & togainu no chi as well but even with the sales it would've gotten a bit too expensive for such impulsive purchase#oh well there will be a next time. I have plenty to play already#meant to post this yesterday but the order of the photos got all messed up after posting so if you saw that: no you didn't
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