#and then i have a spiral that reminds u that depression is a disability | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

catwif3 · 10 months ago

Text

i feel bad abt losing track of things at work even though it's not my job to keep track of these things!!!

this is why you don't be friends with your boss unfortunately because i want to be a good friend and be able to step up when boss is overwhelmed but on an employee level, like ..... i'm not paid to keep track of the bigger picture, or if i am i wasn't told and it's therefore an additional duty i should be paid more for! if i'm supposed to just /know/ and keep track of the stage schedule that is news and may be quitting news the way i am right now

#is this place continually getting worse or is this just the standard year two breakdown that is why i keep quitting #life with sao #i simply don't want to be in charge of things i want to be told what to do and do it #unfortunately we really need someone extra to help keep track and be in charge #and sometimes i go “well maybe that could be me”#“i could learn and grow as a person”#and then i have a spiral that reminds u that depression is a disability #and it's like HAHA NOPE.#imposter syndrome like “maybe you just don't want to work harder”#WELL YEAH ACTUALLY I DON'T THO #i want to put that energy into things that bring me joy!#i only want to sell my physical labor!!!#UNFORTUNATELY WHEN YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH YOUR BOSS THAT MAKES U A BAD FRIEND SOMETIMES

5 notes · View notes