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The Edges of Us: Chapter 14
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Will Lenney x fem reader; George Clarke x fem reader
Summary: Y/N has always been close to George—but everything changes when she catches feelings for his sharp-tongued, infuriatingly charming friend, Will. Torn between loyalty and desire, Y/N finds herself caught in a messy tangle of friendship, secrets, and unexpected love.
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I shove the door open with my shoulder, juggling a tube of rolled-up rental forms, a lukewarm oat flat white, and a growing sense of existential dread — the kind that only comes from viewing a one-bedroom with a “charming city view” that turned out to be a brick wall and someone’s discarded mattress.
It’s been a few days since Will’s friends put two-and-two together that we were… seeing each other. And by “put together,” I mean he left my bedroom with post-sex hair and they all saw.
I’ve barely been home since. Between work, flat hunting, volunteering, and staying at Will’s, I’ve managed to dodge the awkwardness with an impressive level of scheduling. No time to debrief. No group chat drama. No late-night “so, what is going on exactly?” conversations. Just… avoidance. Thinly disguised as productivity.
But I can feel the tension humming under the floorboards now, waiting to trip me. Like the flat itself knows something’s changed.
The lounge is loud. Predictably so.
FIFA’s blasting from the telly, Chris and Arthur are locked in a rematch death grip on the controllers, and George’s laugh cuts through the noise — low, easy, familiar.
Until he sees me.
He flicks his eyes toward the door, catches mine, and then very pointedly looks back at the screen. Nothing in his body changes, but everything about the air does.
George is wedged between them, controller in hand, his lazy grin still lingering like it's been glued there. He looks relaxed, normal — like the kind of guy you'd expect to find in a sitcom, effortlessly fitting in. But something about it feels off, like a mannequin frozen mid-laugh, too perfect to be real.
Then Arthur moves to pause the game, heading straight for the menu. I mumble something half-hearted, “All good, keep playing.”
Arthur’s grin spreads wider, the kind of grin people get when they’ve just won the lottery. Or at least think they have.
I drop my bag by the armchair. “Flat inspection was bleak. The sink had mushrooms.”
Arthur makes a noise that’s half sympathy, half delight. “Gourmet.”
Chris cranes his neck toward me, but still flicking is eyes to the screen. “You gonna be picky or are we lowering your standards to include indoor fungi now?”
“Honestly? Tempting.” I sigh dramatically, collapsing into the armchair like a Victorian ghost.
George twitches when I sit down. Barely there, but I’ve known him too long not to notice. His shoulder tenses for half a second. Then relaxes.
Arthur leans in, stage-whispering into George’s ear: “Mate, can you chill? You’ve been acting like she’s dating your ex or something.”
I pretend I didn’t hear that. I can’t be bothered. Honestly.
“Oh god,” I mutter, rubbing my forehead with two fingers like I’m trying to physically wipe the whole afternoon out of my brain. “Please tell me you’ve eaten something today that wasn’t Monster Munch.”
Arthur grins, still focused on the screen. “I had a banana. Chris bullied me into it.”
Chris smirks. “Health is wealth, mate.”
“I’d get a tattoo that of that if I thought it would help.”
I stretch out, one leg slung over the arm of the chair. “The flat also had no windows. At least, not legal ones.”
“No windows?” Arthur echoes, pausing the game again. “You tryna live in a bunker or a prison cell?”
“I’m weighing my options,” I mumble, scrubbing a hand down my face. “Honestly, the prison cell might have better water pressure.”
George still says nothing. His smile hasn’t moved, like it’s been pinned in place. It’s not real. It’s his company face. I’ve seen him wear it through breakups, bad meetings, and his last sinus infection.
Arthur and Chris both pick up on the strange tension immediately. Arthur turns, his eyes flicking between George and me, like he’s suddenly piecing together a puzzle. The game’s finished now, the "End Game?" screen flashing on the TV, but they don’t bother looking at it. Instead, their attention swings to me, the clack of controller buttons still ringing out in the background.
“So…” he starts slowly, stretching the word like it might break. “You and Will, huh?”
Chris leans back dramatically, arms crossed like he’s watching a soap opera. “Yeah, I mean... I thought you two hated each other.”
Arthur snorts. “Honestly, same. But now that I’ve seen it — I’m starting to see the vision.”
I groan, dragging a cushion over my face. “Please don’t say ‘the vision.’ I already feel like I’m living in a TikTok comment section.”
Chris nudges Arthur. “What even changed? One minute you’re threatening to glue his AirPods shut, next minute we’re hearing... things.”
“I didn’t threaten him,” I say, voice muffled by the cushion. “I just strongly suggested he deserves a minor inconvenience.”
Arthur shrugs. “Romance starts somewhere, I guess.”
George lets out a laugh — sharp, too loud — and then falls silent like he immediately regrets it.
I peek out from under the cushion. “Nothing changed. We just... stopped pretending to hate each other. Turns out the bickering was... not that deep.”
Chris raises an eyebrow. “Oh it was deep, just not in the way we thought.”
Arthur cackles, nearly dropping the controller. George shifts again, barely noticeable. His knee’s bouncing now — quick, erratic.
I glance over. He avoids my gaze again, like it might cut him.
“It’s not like, serious. It’s very casual. I’m sure Will told you,” I say to no one in particular, trying to sound light.
Chris looks at me for a second, processing. “If you think it’s weird because Will’s our mate it’s not,” he says, voice low and sincere, like he means it more than he usually means anything.
Arthur immediately chimes in, deadpan: “Yeah, and if you think it’s weird because he’s my mate’s mate’s mate, it’s also not. I mean, it’s weirder — but not in a moral way.”
I snort. “Thank you for the legal clarification.”
Arthur nods solemnly. “Anytime. I moonlight as a solicitor for niche social entanglements.”
Chris shoots him a look. “She’s not dating a hedge fund, mate.”
“Could be worse,” Arthur says, grinning. “She could be dating someone who thinks football is a personality.”
Chris clutches his chest, fake-offended. “Oi.”
And just like that, the tension’s broken for a moment. Not gone — not with George sitting stiff and silent, trying too hard to seem unaffected — but softened. Defused.
“Thanks?” I say, unsure if that whole spiel was supportive or vaguely threatening. The conversation had long moved on, clearly, but I felt I needed to tell them I understood.
George clears his throat. “Yeah. It’s not a big deal.”
But his voice is too bright, too even — like it’s been ironed flat. And I know George. I know when he’s performing calmness. It’s the same voice he used when he told me he didn’t feel that way. When I kissed him. When he let me down gently.
He’s doing it again. And the worst part is, I think he believes I can’t tell.
Why are you being so weird about this? I want to say. You've never had a problem with me like this before.
But I don’t. That would be insane, especially in company. So I sit in it, feeling the space between us stretch and thin like old elastic.
“You guys have been weird about it,” I say finally. “Not mad, just... dancing around it.”
Arthur shrugs. “We thought you were hiding it because you were weird about it.”
“I wasn’t hiding it,” I mumble, “I just didn’t want it to be a thing.”
Chris lifts his eyebrows. “You live in a flat with three YouTubers and you’re surprised something became a thing?”
Fair point.
George finally speaks again — this time softer. “It’s fine. Really. I’m happy for you, we're happy for you.”
And I want to believe him. I really do. But there’s something about the way he says it — too quick, too polished — that makes it sound like a line rehearsed in the mirror. I wonder how many times he practiced before saying it out loud.
I want to shake him Homor Simpson style and say WHAT IS WRONG!!!
Arthur fiddles witth his controller, and starts a new game. He then tosses me a controller. “You’re on my team. We’re playing losers. First to rage quit does the dishes.”
I catch it (not to flex), grateful for the distraction. They all settle back into the usual chaos, but George stays just a little too quiet. His hands on the controller move like muscle memory, but his head is somewhere else entirely.
And for the first time, I stop wondering what's up with him.
I start wondering if it’s always been this way. If I’ve just been too distracted to see it.
My phone buzzes on the coffee table. A welcome distraction. I glance down.
[Email Notification: Application Approved - 12A Lilac Lane]
I blink. Then again. The subject line burns into my brain.
Wait. What?
I open the email. Arthur is cursing me out for stopping play mid game.
Hi Y/N,
Following an unexpected change in tenancy, your application has now been approved. The previous tenant moved out due to personal reasons. You can move in as early as next week.
A flat. My flat.
No more boxes labelled 'wires??' or half-unpacked suitcases. No more pretending this weird in-between phase is temporary.
No more George. No more living rent-free in his flat, crashing in a room full of shoved-in filming gear and clutter.
I glance up at the boys — Chris yelling at Arthur for screen-watching, Arthur pretending he’s not spamming the same move over and over, George still smiling like it’s nothing. And maybe it is nothing.
Or maybe this is the part where everything quietly changes.
I pick my controller back up, and shout an apology to Arthur. I don’t mention it to them. Not yet.
It’s the flat in Bethnal Green I looked at almost three months ago — the one with the quirky tiled kitchen and that gorgeous living-room window I thought was a little too good to be true. Its hideous from the outside, like most of the buildings in the area, but really close to the gardens.
I never expected to hear back about it now. Honestly, I’m still a bit confused how it all came together so quickly.
But that flat? It’s proper space. Proper light. Proper room to actually own more than just a bed and a bedside table.
Furniture that’s mine. A desk where I don’t have to balance my laptop on a pile of boxes. A kitchen where I can cook without sidestepping cables and camera tripods.
Maybe this is the fresh start I didn’t know I was waiting for.
Xxx
The doorbell rings just as I’m halfway through folding a mountain of clothes — clothes that barely fit in my suitcases when I moved here eight months ago, but somehow I’ve ended up with even more. I fold up a dress I bought online — online shopping is so much better in the UK — and step out of my room. By the time I do, George is already halfway down the hall.
Uh oh.
He pulls the door open before I can get there.
Will’s standing there, holding a large takeaway pizza box, all smug grin and wind-swept hair like he’s just rolled in from some nonchalant rom-com scene
The doorbell rings just as I’m halfway through folding a mountain of clothes that definitely didn’t fit in my suitcase three months ago. I wipe my hands on my leggings and step out of my room, but George’s already halfway down the hall.
He opens the door before I reach him, and immediately asks, “Did I miss plans?” he asks, voice light but a touch too sharp around the edges.
Will stands there, two takeaway pizza boxes in hand, eyebrow quirking just slightly. “Nah. Just dropping something off.”
George doesn’t move for a beat. Just kind of… blinks. Like his brain’s caught in a buffering wheel. He finally steps aside, slow and stiff, eyes flicking between Will and me.
Will clocks the tension but doesn’t flinch. “Evening,” he says, breezy as ever. “Brought dinner.”
I give him a half-smile. “Perfect timing.”
George hesitates, then steps back, just enough to let him through. “Right. Cool.”
Will strides in like he owns the place — or maybe like he’s trying to prove he doesn’t have to. George stays frozen for half a second longer, then shuts the door with a soft click like it might shatter if he’s not careful.
There’s no comment. No joke. No eye roll.
Just silence.
"How's it all going?" Will asks as he toes off his shoes.
I let out a soft groan and grab his wrist, tugging him gently down the hall. “Come see the chaos for yourself.”
He laughs and follows willingly as I drag him into my room, where piles of clothes, books, and mismatched chargers are spilling across the floor like I’ve opened a portal to a parallel universe made entirely of stuff I forgot I owned.
“Welcome to the war zone,” I say, stepping over a half-zipped suitcase.
My floor covered is in clothes, half my life spilling out of drawers and open suitcases. Will drops the pizza boxes on the bed like they're a shared secret and kicks the door closed behind him.
“I figured you probably hadn’t eaten anything today that wasn’t toast or a biscuit.”
“Bold of you to assume I had toast,” I say, sitting cross-legged on the floor.
Will plops down beside me on the floor, one leg folded under himself, his back resting against the side of my bed. He turns to get the pizzas off the bed, and hands me mine. My suitcase is half-zipped, overflowing, and the rest of my room looks like it lost a fight with a charity shop donation bin.
“Moving is actual chaos.” I say, mouth full of pizza.
He takes a bite, glances around. “Yeah, it’s shite, hey.”
I hum in agreement through a mouthful of crust.
He nudges an empty tote bag with his foot. “I swear all you owned when you moved in was like… one suitcase and a toothbrush.”
“Me too,” I say, tossing a tangled charger into a pile. “But it turns out I’ve amassed a frankly alarming collection of tote bags, laptop cords, and skincare products in the last eight months.”
He snorts. “Eight months, hey? Was it really eight months ago I enlightened you on the proper term for double fisting at that party?”
I shoot him a dry look over my slice. “Seven and a half. But yeah — also known as the night you latched your claws into me and never let go.” I think to myself a bit. We probably haven't gone three days without at least a text in that time. Damn.
Will grins, scrolling aimlessly through something on his phone with greasy fingers. “You love it.”
“Mm,” I say, reaching for another slice. “Unfortunately.”
He bumps his knee against mine, not looking up. “Fortunately.”
We eat in a comfortable quiet, the kind that’s only possible when someone’s seen you at your absolute messiest — literally and otherwise.
Will scrolls absently on his phone, one hand still picking at a crust. I’m on my second slice, surrounded by clothes I haven’t even attempted to fold, and for once, I don’t feel the need to fill the silence.
This was becoming a habit. Him showing up. Us hanging out. Eating, talking, doing absolutely nothing useful.
And it not becoming physical.
It’s... nice.
Safe, even. Which is weird, considering how this whole thing started — all tension and impulse and emotional shrapnel. I think we both expected it to burn out. Something fast and stupid and forgettable.
But now he’s here, cross-legged on my bedroom floor, legs brushing mine, debating whether he should help me move a lamp I probably stole from the lounge.
And he hasn’t even tried to kiss me.
It’s not nothing.
Will finishes the crust and wipes his hands on his jeans. He doesn’t look at me when he speaks, just stares out at the chaos of my room.
“So when’s move-in?”
I glance up from where I’m wrestling a coat hanger out of a hoodie sleeve. “Monday. In four days.”
He nods, still scrolling. “You off work?”
“Yeah, took the week. Gonna try to buy furniture, build it, cry about it, maybe cry again when I realise I forgot a bin.”
He smirks, finally looking over. “Sounds productive.”
“Could be worse. At least this time I’ll own more than a bed and a bedside table.”
Will stretches out his legs, bumping my foot lightly. I hear the click of him turning his phone off. “Want help?”
“With what?”
“Moving. And Ikea. Car’s yours if you want it. I can drive, carry stuff, assemble things with minimal swearing.”
I raise an eyebrow. “Minimal?”
He shrugs. “Moderate.”
I study him for a second — sprawled out on my floor, offering to lift flat-packs and play Tetris with my future living room like it’s nothing.
It’s very... boyfriendy
But it’s also very him.
And I’m not sure what to do with that yet.
I glance at him, wanting to poke fun at the whole thing — at him, for being so unexpectedly domestic. But I can’t. Instead, I say, “You’d actually do that? Hang out with me in broad daylight?”
He grins like it’s the most normal thing in the world. “Yeah, of course," he then adds, “Plus, you’ve seen my apartment. Clearly I have excellent taste.”
I snort. “You have a vintage Chupa Chups display stand and a massive F1 print. Your ‘taste’ is just branded chaos.”
But the thing is... he’s not entirely wrong. His flat is quite lovely — for a single man. Somehow lived-in without being gross, stylish without trying too hard. Like he just happened to inherit good lighting and a talent for throwing some throw pillows around.
“And yet,” he says, with a lazy grin, “you keep ending up in my bed.”
I try not to smile. “Only because your flat has central heating.”
Will bumps my foot with his, smug. “Exactly. Taste."
He nudges me with his knee again, casual. Like it’s nothing. Like he didn’t just offer to help me build my new life, one Allen key at a time.
Xxx
Later, in bed, we’re naked. Turns out he did try to kiss me — and I let him.
Again.
What was I going to do? Not? Not a chance.
It’s dark now — the kind of deep, quiet dark that makes conversation easier. Softer. Like the rules outside the room don’t quite apply here.
George is in the living room, FIFA sounds drifting faintly through the wall. I’m pretending not to hear him. Will’s pretending not to notice that I notice.
His legs are hooked loosely with mine, his fingers trace lazily along my spine. Then, after a while:
“I’m excited for you to have your own space.”
“Oh yeah?”
He shifts slightly, chin resting near my shoulder. “Yeah. I think it’ll be good for you.”
Something in his tone tugs at me — gentle, but not casual.
“I don’t get it,” he says after a beat. “Why he has this hold on you. It’s like he’s in the room, even when he’s not.”
George.
Always George.
A name we tiptoe around even in private.
I stiffen, just slightly. “He doesn’t.”
Will doesn’t argue, just waits.
I sigh, turning onto my back, staring at the ceiling. His hand stays resting lightly on my stomach. “He’s been my friend for years. He let me live here — rent free — for nine months. When I came back from Brisbane, when I didn’t know what the hell I was doing... he was just there.”
“I get that,” Will says, and he sounds like he actually does. “But you still don’t owe him your whole life.”
“I know,” I say. Then, quieter, “It’s not about owing him.”
Will turns onto his side, looking at me. “So what is it?”
I chew on my lip for a second. “He was safe. Familiar. I think I got used to making myself small enough to fit around whatever he needed me to be.”
That hangs in the air.
Will shifts closer, his knee pressing gently between mine, his thumb brushing my hip. “You don’t do that with me.”
“Because you don’t ask me to.”
His fingers brush mine. “I wouldn’t.”
I squeeze his hand. “I know.”
And we just lie there for a bit, his chest rising and falling against my cheek, no more words needed. Outside, I can still hear George — the low hum of a video still playing, the occasional flick of the controller — but he sounds further away now. Like the wall between us has thickened somehow, like I’ve already started moving out.
Will’s skin is warm where it touches mine, his arm draped lazily across my waist, thumb tracing idle patterns on my hipbone. There’s something almost hypnotic about it — the slow drag of his fingers, the faint stick of summer sweat between us, the gentle rise and fall of his chest against my back.
We don’t speak. We don’t need to.
We just breathe in sync, like we’ve been doing this for years.
I close my eyes and try to map the shapes he’s drawing against my skin — little circles, a line, a loop that might be a figure eight or just a lazy spiral. It’s nothing, and it’s everything. A language that doesn’t need sound.
His nose brushes the back of my neck as he shifts. I feel his lips graze just under my jaw — not a kiss, exactly, more like a thought made physical.
I turn slightly, just enough to see his face in the dark. My thigh slips over his as I move. His eyes are open.
“You’re not sleeping,” I murmur.
“Neither are you,” he replies, voice low.
We’re whispering even though we don’t have to. There’s no one listening. No one in this room but us.
Then Will speaks again, voice low against the hush.
“He’s been weird with me too, you know. George.”
I turn my head, chin brushing his shoulder. “Yeah?”
Will nods, eyes on the ceiling. “Not, like, dramatic. Just… off. Short. Like I stole his PlayStation or kicked his dog.”
I exhale slowly. “I thought it was just me. I mean, I expected it to be a little awkward — obviously — but this is... not what I expected.”
He doesn’t say anything, just listens.
“He’s never been like this before,” I go on. “Like, yeah, he gets weird when things change. But he’s always come around. He’s always been happy for me when I was seeing someone.”
Will finally looks over at me. “And now?”
I frown at the ceiling. “Now I feel like I’ve done something wrong, and I don’t even know what.”
He brushes a knuckle along my arm, slow and thoughtful. “Maybe it’s not about what you did. Maybe it’s just about him.”
I nod, but it’s a half-hearted one. “I just… I hope it sorts itself out. I miss him.”
Will doesn’t say me too, but I see something flicker across his face.
He’s still holding my hand. Our legs still tangled.
And I don’t know if it’s empathy or something heavier.
We lay like this for a bit, until I roll my head against the pillow to look at him properly. “Wait. I didn’t know you drive. Since when did you even have a car?”
He huffs a soft laugh, the corner of his mouth twitching. “Seriously?”
“I’ve only ever seen you in Ubers or on a bicycle,” I say, raising an eyebrow.
“That’s by design. The mystery’s part of the allure.”
“Oh, right. Nothing sexier than a man who hides his license like state secrets.”
He grins, his grip on my thigh tightening slightly. “You doubting my driving abilities?”
“I’m not doubting,” I say, sitting up slightly, “I’m just saying… I feel like I should be warned before I get into a vehicle you’re controlling.”
He props himself up on one elbow. “You wound me.”
I laugh, and he kisses me again — slow and easy, like we’ve got all the time in the world.
And for a second, it feels like we actually might.
xxx
I think I’m finally letting him go.
At least, that’s what I tell myself, even as Will’s warm hands drift lazily across my back, as we kiss slowly, too tired to do anything else but exist in the moment.
I tell myself that whatever part of me still clings to George is fading away.
The part that still lights up when George looks at me too long. The part that replays that night—the kiss—and wonders what would’ve happened if he’d said yes instead of “this is madness.”
Because it’s pathetic. I know it’s pathetic. Especially now.
Now that Will is here. Now that he’s choosing me, every time, without hesitation. No guessing. No half-smiles. No emotional landmines.
Just… him. Present. Steady. Here.
And tonight? Tonight was good.
Will made me laugh like he always does. He remembered my pizza order without asking. He told me I looked “dangerously fit” in my tracksuit pants and tank top, in that soft, stupid way that made my chest warm instead of making me cringe.
And yet, I can’t quite shake the thought of George.
Not constantly. Just… in the quiet moments.
When Will’s hands find their place on my skin. When his lips pres   s to mine in that lazy, after-sex kiss that feels like both everything and nothing all at once. When I feel the warmth of his body against mine, and I wonder if George is still awake. If he’s listening.
It makes me feel sick.
I hate it with all of my being.
Because Will could be something.
He’s not a rebound. He’s not a placeholder. He’s not some twisted revenge plot.
But I’m treating him like one, aren’t I?
Because some rusted-out part of me still wants George to say something.
To stop being weird.
To admit he hesitated.
To admit he regrets it.
That he’s always sort of wanted me, and he was just too afraid, too proud, too stupid to do anything about it.
Or at least tell me what on earth has him so weird right now.
And the cruellest part?
Even if he did say something… I don’t know if I’d leave Will.
I think I’d just break a little more. Because this—Will—is what I always said I wanted. Someone who likes me back. Who doesn’t make me beg, or shrink, or guess.
Someone who looks at me like he’s already decided.
No, I definitely wouldn’t leave Will.
And still, I can’t shake the echo of George. Of him in the hallway. Pretending he didn’t care.
And the way that still makes my chest ache.
God, I hate this. But I’m starting to let him go. I think.
Letting him fade from my thoughts…
But I don’t know if I’ve really done it yet. Not completely.
And I hate that it’s hurting someone who actually likes me.
Because if George did finally say something—if he admitted that he did want me, that maybe he did regret it—I’d still choose Will.
And that would probably mean losing George. And that would be the worst part.
Not just the what-ifs between us. Not just the unanswered questions or the rejection.
But the end of my friendship with him.
And that? That would hurt more than anything else.
xxx
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indieloversworld · 1 year ago
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One of your top friends in school is Ghostface and you're the bubblyest thing ever but when he calls you at home you're to depressed and he thinks you're the wrong person
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bunnis-monsters · 6 months ago
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a/n: a 2k word kofi reward featuring megalodon shark!hybrid smut.
You hadn’t been planning on going on a cruise, but when you won a ticket through a raffle, you didn’t want to give up your chance for some real rest and relaxation.
Work had been beyond stressful lately, and you were ready to sit by the pool and sip cocktails until you were plastered.
Unfortunately, things don’t always seem to go the way you envision them to.
The first two days were amazing, filled with great food and some fun under the sun. You felt rejuvenated, and for a while you really thought that you’d be able to go back to work as a whole new person.
But on the third night you were walking back from the bar and decided to lean over the railing, the salty wind blowing through your hair. It was nice, you were happy.
That was until you saw it.
Something shifted under the dark, choppy waves, the hint of something dark and gray beginning to emerge. At first you just assumed it was just your imagination. After all, you have been told that people start to hallucinate when they stare into the dark for too long.
But when the thing rose higher, causing the ship to rock slightly… that’s when you realized whatever it was, it was completely real.
Everything happened so fast. A voice came onto the intercom, saying something you couldn’t comprehend. You were too focused on the giant creature appearing before you, dark eyes landing on your form.
It was looking at you.
Terror shook your very being, causing you to nearly vomit in fear. Your hands gripped the railing tightly, your eyes wide and tears forming in the corners.
It was too dark to make out its form exactly, but you could see the glint of large, sharp teeth and that was enough to have your soul attempting to leave your body.
With a loud creak, it leaned against the ship, sending you flying off the side and into the dark depths below.
You woke up feeling rather… warm. Sunlight beamed down onto your skin, something cold lapping at your feet waking you.
Certainly that had been a bad dream and you were at home with your pet licking your feet to get you up and ready to make their breakfast…
But when you opened your eyes, you were reminded of reality.
The dark figure from the night before was hovering over you, the waves it created from rising out of the water lapping at your feet. The night before you hadn’t been able to make out its appearance, but now everything was horribly clear.
Before you was some sort of human and shark hybrid. Its eyes were beady, staring down at you like a predator glares at its prey. Scars covered its soft looking torso and muscular arms, his lower body resembling a shark’s tail.
But the feature that scared you the most, the one that had you crying in fear the night before was his set of razor sharp teeth, nearly the size of your arm.
You flinched when he lowered his head to sniff you, unable to even move. Was this it? You were going to be eaten by some strange, undiscovered beast before you had ever gotten the chance to truly live your life the way you wanted…
Years of working for a company you hated flashed through your mind, tears forming in your eyes. Only this time it was tears of fear, but of frustration. All that time wasted on making money to get by, but never truly making enough to live.
Preparing for the worst, you squeezed your eyes shut and turned your head. Your only hope was that it would be kind enough to kill you before tearing into your flesh…
Though, after waiting several moments, the only thing you felt was the creature’s soft breaths fanning over your body as it continued to sniff you. Its arms laid on either side of you… and it made some strange growling sound.
Soon, you opened your eyes when a wet sensation on your lower belly caused you to yelp. Oh god, it was eating you!
“N-no, don’t-“
But your cries of fear changed into a moan when he began licking further down.
No, he didn’t want to eat you… he wanted to eat you out.
His massive tongue made easy work of your clit, the very top of it pushing into your cunt and making you cum quickly.
After a while of this, he stared down at you, tilting his head before sinking back into the water. You were left feeling… confused.
While he was gone, you explored your surroundings. You were stuck on a small island, with only a few fruit trees and some birds as company.
You knew that some fruit wouldn’t keep you fed for long, but at least the shade provided some reprieve from the burning sun. If it hadn’t been for that, you would have shriveled up in the heat like a raisin.
The creature/shark guy returned as the moon began to rise over the sky. In his jaws he carried a wooden chest. He dropped it at your feet, nudging it closer to you through the sand.
“What’s this?” you asked, kneeling down to open it up. The chest held various meats and fish, enough to feed you for a while. “Oh… thank you.”
Your gratitude made him perk up, his tail wagging furiously and flinging sand everywhere. He lowered his head, nudging you gently before settling down in the water to watch you cook. It seemed he took great pride in the fact he provided a good meal for you.
As you ate your cooked meat, he slowly reached out his webbed hand, lightly rubbing at your chubby belly. You were too cute, all soft and fat, he wanted to keep you that way. It would ensure you’d produce healthy shark pups, and the very thought of your belly swollen and round during your pregnancy had his hard cock slipping out of his slit.
It was pure instinct. You were plump and well fed, meaning breeding you was the best course of action. He hadn’t found a female megalodon hybrid all mating season, and part of him wondered if he was the last of his kind.
“Soft…”
You were surprised when he spoke, his voice gravely and deep. It could almost shake the ground, and as he pulled you onto his own soft belly, you realized he was… aroused.
His cock was as thick as your arm, and nearly double the size. It would fit with some work… but just barely.
You didn’t know this though, your eyes wide with shock as he pushed the head against your cunt. “H-hey, that’s way too big! It’s not gonna-“
He paused, his black eyes glimmered. “Forgot. Need to get wet.”
He spread your legs apart, keeping them open as his thumb nudged at your clit. His hands were so big, his pinky was enough to stretch you out.
As he pumped his pinky in and out of you, slick started to pool between your legs. It felt so embarrassingly good, you struggled to keep yourself from cumming immediately.
When he considered you stretched out enough, he positioned the head of his cock at your entrance, nudging the hole before pushing in.
Nothing, not anything could have prepared you for the painful stretch as he bottomed out inside of you. Your legs were pushed as far as they could go, and you cried out in pain.
“G-gonna break me,” you babbled, watching your tummy bulge. “It’s t-too big..!”
But he seemed to lost in his own pleasure to hear you, fucking into your tight hole as you whined and squirmed. After a moment though, the pain shifted into a blinding pleasure.
Being stretched out so perfectly felt too good. He groaned into your ear, bouncing you up and down on his cock, using you like a fleshlight.
When his cum spurted into you, the thick, white ropes felt so warm it almost burned. You were filled up completely, gushing his cum even as he pulled out.
He was obsessed with how soft and squishy you were, especially after you had been filled with cum. The megalodon hybrid curled up in the shallows with you, letting you rest on his belly as he kissed your chubby cheeks.
Days turned into weeks, and after two months went by, your belly started to swell. Oh how he doted over you once it was clear you were pregnant.
“Eat, eat,” he’d coo, offering you yet another fish. “Baby needs it.”
Your tits swelled with milk after a bit, and he was fascinated by how sensitive they became. When he buried his cock inside of you at night, he’d take one of your nipples into his mouth and suckle a bit, teasing you… but not maliciously. No, he wanted to spoil and pamper his precious mate.
When you grew closer to your due date, your lover became clingy, never leaving your side for long.
You gave birth to a single, adorable shark pup… and he was excited to put another one in you as soon as possible.
About two years passed, and you had grown used to living on that little island. In the morning you collected fruit, watered your various plants that had been collected by the megalodon hybrid, then you would walk to the shoreline and wait.
“Mama!”
One of your little ones toddled out of the waves, his little legs struggling through the sand before he reached you. He hugged your legs, letting out a little purr as you ruffled his hair.
“H-hey, no fair! Mama, me too!”
Your oldest called for you from the water. He had a tail like his father, and couldn’t leave the ocean. “Shh, shh, I’m coming, baby. You know I wouldn’t leave you out.”
You waddled into the waves, being careful due to your pregnancy. Your other son joined you in the water, both cooing over your belly.
“Mama, when will the baby come?”
“Mmm… it’ll be at least a month or so.”
The younger one splashed his brother, causing them to dip under the waves and play. You laughed, spotting a dark shape coming from the deep.
Your lover emerged from the ocean, your two sons giggling and climbing up his back then jumping back into the water. He was a very patient father, letting them use him as a jungle gym as much as they wanted.
“Eat.”
He dropped another catch onto the shore, his eyes soft as he admired the extra weight you had put on over the last few years. His fingers traced your stretch marks, a smile on his lips.
“Again? I’m still full from lunch.”
But he was persistent, nudging you towards your fire pit so you’d cook. “Okay, okay, I’m going.”
Your youngest toddled around the beach, playing with shells and blowing raspberries at his older brother as he sat in your lap by the fire. The two were always bickering, but you made sure to spend equal time with them.
As the sun set, the kiddos drifted off to sleep on a nearby reef as you and your lover kissed. “Mmm… getting big.”
You yawned, cockwarming him as he toyed with your sensitive nipples. He quite enjoyed how much softer you were now, even more so than when he first met you.
It felt nice, having him guide your hips over him, feeling his cock twitch inside of you. Being stuffed full of his cum had become addicting, and you needed to be bred almost every night to be satisfied.
You were sure that you’d continue having his shark pups well into the future. After all, he took very good care of you, always bringing gifts and yummy foods to keep you from losing that softness he loved so much.
In the morning, you’d start the day over. Although sometimes you missed the life you lived before all of this, you were content being bred and kept as his sweet little mate on that peaceful island.
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nightplvmes · 1 month ago
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the morning after (fluff)
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zayne one shot (love and deepspace) the morning after your first time with him⋆。° | pairing : zayne x fem!reader ⋆。° | word count : 0.9k (900) ⋆。° | fluff, no explicit content, the morning after (that) likes and reblogs are appreciated!! :) ★ masterlist here
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When you woke up, you felt your eyes burning slightly. You stirred in bed and yawned so you could continue sleeping in complete peace. It took more than a couple of seconds for the memories of the previous night to flood back to you and for you to remember where you were.
When the memory hit you like a bus, you quickly got up, sat on your bed, and looked around. You were definitely not in your room, and you recognized your surroundings too well to confirm that what had happened the night before had been real. You were only wearing your underwear; you didn't even remember having put on underwear the night before. You were so tired that you could only fall asleep without realizing it.
You had gone on some sort of date to Zayne's house the night before; nothing out of the ordinary had happened on other dates. He had cooked for you, you had drunk wine, you had dessert, and then you had watched a movie while you sipped on something that was a hot beverage, but you didn't even remember what it was anymore. You closed your eyes and fell back onto the pillows until your mind returned.
You weren't drunk, you knew it perfectly well because Zayne would never have touched you if he'd known you were even slightly intoxicated. The desserts and the hot drink had helped you come back to your senses in case some of the little wine you'd drunk had slightly clouded your mind because you had a terrible temper when it came to alcohol. You remembered starting with small kisses when at some point in the movie he'd slipped you into his lap. Until the kiss ended up escalating too much.
Your cheeks flushed at the memory. Zayne wasn't someone you were just hanging out with, waiting to see what would happen. Maybe you weren't a couple, but you were absolutely sure you were serious and it was going to happen at some point. When you slid out of bed and looked for your clothes, you couldn't find them… But you did find one of Zayne's shirts. Was that too cliché? Probably, but it was much safer if he'd already left for work.
With that thought, you left the room with a yawn. You walked calmly to the kitchen, and it wasn't until much later that you smelled a sweet scent in the air. Your heart pounded as you considered two options: something was burning and now you had to explain to Zayne why he had to move out, or Zayne was still at home and not actually in the hospital.
The second option won out. You noticed it when you walked into the kitchen and saw him there, moving around, his glasses perched on the bridge of his nose, totally relaxed and shirtless. Shirtless. He didn't realize you were there until he turned to put something on the table. Zayne's jaw clenched when he saw you at the entrance to the kitchen, his eyes scanning your body and the way you looked in his shirt. "Good morning," he smiled, placing a mug on the table.
"Hi," you mumbled, somewhat embarrassed, as you approached the kitchen island. You took a seat at the table, and Zayne moved the mug he'd previously placed on the table closer to you. It was then that you realized that the coffee was for you. "I thought you'd be in the hospital," Zayne shook his head as he turned off the stove.
"I asked for the day off," he replied normally, placing a kiss on your forehead before taking the seat next to you. Zayne looked away, and you took the time to observe him, how he looked shirtless, still slightly sleepy, and with his hair disheveled.
Something stirred in you. You wanted to wake up like this every day. You wanted to see him shirtless, making breakfast or getting out of the shower, and he'd place a kiss on your forehead before leaving for work. You couldn't stop staring at him, not even when he got up from his chair to check something on the other side of the kitchen. It was at that moment that you slid out of your seat and walked over to him, wrapping your arms around him from behind. Zayne seemed surprised but quickly relaxed in your arms. "I like it like this," you finally spoke after a few seconds of silence.
Zayne turned to look at you, his arms quickly wrapping around you to hug you. "Like this?" he asked as he placed another kiss on your forehead. You nodded, clinging closer to him.
"Waking up with you," you admitted, inhaling Zayne's scent and concentrating on the warmth he gave off. You felt him slide his fingers down your jaw and then to your chin to force you to look up. His lips crashed against yours, a slow kiss, savoring every part of your mouth. Like those times when you know there will be more, because Zayne knew there would be more. He wanted more.
"You have to have breakfast." Zayne kissed your cheek again, then your jaw, and finally pulled back. You nodded because you knew if he kept kissing you like that, you'd probably end up in bed again, much less before the day started. It took you several seconds to return to the real world and realize Zayne had made breakfast for you. You definitely wanted to wake up like this every time.
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heartswithinreach · 11 months ago
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Sitting on LaDS lap
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Xavier
Physical contact is nothing new for you two. You trust Xavier with your life on the battlefield and when you're fighting the evening commute.
The train is packed on your way home after fighting Wanderers all day but Xavier doesn't notice until he sits down and realizes the person sitting next to him isn't his partner.
But before he can give up his seat for you, you're sitting across his lap and resting your head on his shoulder. He watches you settle, amused and flustered by your boldness to do something like this in public.
"I don't think this is allowed for safety." He says gently, not wanting to wake you. "But if you're that tired..."
Xavier holds you close, making sure you don't fall off his lap from the movement of the train, and peacefully dozes with you until you're home.
Rafayel
“You’re supposed to be my bodyguard — why aren’t I sitting on your lap?”
Rafayel pouts mostly for show and so he doesn’t come across as too eager. He’s barely holding back from squeezing you in a tight hug, he didn’t expect you to be so soft.
But he also didn’t expect what he said would make you self conscious. Rafayel quickly pulls you back down when you try to get off of him, wrapping his arms around your middle, making sure you stay put.
“Relax, cutie. I was just joking. You can stay for as long as you want.”
But he will expect you to return the favor whenever he wants in the future. Especially if it’s at an event and he wants to rub your relationship in other peoples’ faces.
Zayne
His reaction depends on where you are and what the situation is.
If you sit on his lap while waiting to be seated at a restaurant, he’ll be unimpressed by the PDA but allow it so you’re both not sore from standing.
In the privacy of his or your apartment, you’re welcome to do whatever you like.
Every time you come near him in the early evening while he’s reading a book, he secretly hopes you’ll curl up on his lap. Your warmth is just the balm he needs after his shift at the hospital.
Zayne always worries about his evol in the back of his mind. What if his body temperature is too low and being so close is unpleasant for you? The only thing that’ll stop him from fretting and relax is if you play with his hair.
Sylus
Your ass hasn’t touched an actual chair in this man’s presence since you made your relationship official.
The first time you tried, he stopped reading his intel to ask, “What are you doing all the way over there, sweetie?” and patted his thigh. It couldn’t have been more obvious what he wanted.
Won’t stand for any “I’m too heavy” nonsense. He’s genuinely offended when you say that. Have you seen his physique? He waits until you’ve decided to give it a shot and then he's manhandling you onto his lap.
Pavlov dogs you into this routine until one day you just sit on his lap, completely unprompted, and he gives you the most infuriating, self-satisfied grin when you realize what you’ve done.
He’s won this small victory and he won’t let you forget it.
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reit0o · 14 days ago
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sleeping with caleb (ᴗ˳ᴗ)ᶻ
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—hcs about sharing a bed with caleb bc i still haven't finished his bday fic :p
☆ caleb has long accepted that he’s never getting his personal space back (good, he doesn't want it anyway). no matter what position he falls asleep in, he always wakes up at the edge of the bed, ass hanging out, with your arms and legs wrapped around him like a koala. he doesn't mind really, because he loves that you still gravitate towards him, even in your sleep.
☆ whenever you get into a petty argument, you make a point of building a pillow barrier between you. when he tries to protest, you just shoot him daggers and turn your back. you can't sleep because of his constant shuffling, but eventually, you knock down the barrier bit by bit, letting him roll over beside you and softly whisper an apology in your ear while he pulls you close. you don’t respond because you’re still upset, but you just let him hold you. and that alone is enough for him
☆ winters in skyhaven are brutal because of the high altitude. so on cold winter nights, you find yourself drawn to caleb because he's just so warm—he's basically a human radiator. when you're feeling cheeky, you like to slide your cold hands under his shirt and laugh evily whenever he flinches
☆ whenever you visit him in skyhaven, he insists on sleeping in your room together. It's not that he dislikes his room, he just prefers being in the space you've curated in his home. he loves being surrounded by things that smell like you, breathing you in while he falls asleep
☆ caleb likes to pretend he's still asleep when you think you've woken up before him. he lets you poke his cheek, blow in his face, tickle his chin, play with his hair until he’s had enough and rolls you over, pulling you into a soul-crushing hug you can’t escape
☆ his favourite time of day is the moment you fall asleep at night, and the moment just before you wake up in the morning. there’s something about your face that looks so peaceful and soft, that makes him fall in love with you all over again. he loves that you’re the first and last thing he sees every day
☆ contrary to what people might think, but caleb loves being the little spoon and being held. he doesn't do it often, but after long shifts with the fleet, there's nothing he loves more than lying on your chest, listening to your breathing while you stroke his hair. his worries melt away instantly, and he always falls asleep faster than usual��some of his best sleeps, honestly.
☆ caleb, the self-proclaimed claw machine master, is a prime example of suffering from your own success. not only does he have to share the bed with you, but with the 20+ plushies that he won and proudly bragged about. now he’s got his own personal plushie (you) snuggled up next to him, along with twenty others, silently staring into his soul
☆ caleb’s bed head is horrendous, and don't even get me started on his morning breath. you love counting all his cowlicks and taking pictures of his messy hair, holding your nose like you’re disgusted. but when he catches you laughing too long, he shuts you up by peppering your face with kisses before pulling you in for one long, deep kiss that leaves you breathless
☆ caleb is a light sleeper, so when he hears you tossing and turning, struggling to fall asleep, he gently pulls you into his chest and starts telling stories, just like he used to when you were kids. you call it childish, but the sound of his voice, soft and steady, is all it takes for sleep to quickly wash over you. and once your breathing slows down and your body relaxes, he whispers a quiet list of reasons why he loves you—one after the other, just for you
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a/n- blessing you with a lot bc i couldnt stop at one. i cant be the only one that uses he's secret times as a sleep aid, his voice is so soothing i knock out instantly. short blabber bc i haven't finished half my fics i was meant to post last week. this caleb bday fic has been sitting in my drafts for over a month 🚬🚬
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heesimp · 2 months ago
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could u share how stepdad hoon and reader started their sexual relationship? who came onto who…did reader resist….feeling guilty to be enjoying it….stepdad hoon lowkey forcing…
I imagine Sunghoon married his wife out of convenience and because she was exceptionally easy fuck. He didn’t care about love and romance, or any of that bullshit. He just wanted available pussy and got hard on knowing she’d drop to her knees without him asking.
He knew she had a daughter in her last year of college but never formally met her. It’s not like he’s forgotten about it per se, but he figures the two of you aren’t close because his wife never brings you up and you never came around.
And when you did, something similar to electricity seemed to conjure up whenever he was in the same room with you.
His wife is fine and all, but she’s gotten so used to being married to a hot and wealthy man that she uses his money to fund her lavish lifestyle. It irritated him at first, because who is she to spend his money without asking? But you start to come over to their house during breaks. Winter holiday came around and being next to your bedroom 24/7 felt like an urge he was itching to scratch, never mind the fact that his wife slept next to him every time he had those thoughts. And when you weren’t home, it tortured him to imagine you wearing those shorts and push up bras you love so much. Sunghoon would fuck her in lieu of your body and wished he could be fucking you instead.
Truly, Sunghoon didn’t know who was the predator and who was prey. You act so innocent but don’t dress like you are. You say ‘please’ and ‘thank you’ and treat him like a true member of your family when your mom’s around, but you look at him like you want to devour him alive. He’s pretty sure you know he wants you too, but Sunghoon knows he does a better job at hiding it.
During your spring break, you elect to go home instead of a girl’s trip under the guise of not having money. Which is bullshit. Sunghoon could front the bill and wouldn’t complain either. But he told you that your mom’s out of town and won’t be back until after you leave for uni again. It seemed like a no brainer to come home that week and see what happens.
One movie turned into two, and suddenly you were sitting on his lip with your pussy wrapped around his hard dick.
“We waited too long for this,” Sunghoon says against your mouth without remorse. He leans his head back against the couch and flexes his naked abdomen when you clench around his dick. He starts to put his hands on your waist but you push them away and kiss him hard.
“Let me do all the work, Daddy.” Sunghoon moans. “You do so much for me. Let me make you cum. Just relax.”
“I’m relaxed, alright.”
With your feet planted on either side of him on the couch, you ride him until he’s gushing inside of you. He’s looking up at you like you’re some kind of angel, and you look at him like you’ve won a game. You don’t stop fucking his cock until he forcibly pushes you off of him, but that doesn’t deter you from acting like the nymph he knows you are.
You scramble to your knees and push him back down onto the cushion, slipping his wet cock into your warm mouth. He nearly orgasms again when you hum around him, licking up the remnants of his cum as your fingers gently massage his balls. Your throat constricts around him like you’re trying to take him down all at once. Sunghoon is so fucking impressed and can’t help but think how much better you are at sucking dick compared to his wife.
Eventually, your mouth releases his cock and he watches you bend your head down while stroking him. He grunts when your mouth sucks on his balls and enjoys the feeling of your tongue dancing between his sack. He loves this feeling so much and wishes he could bottle it up. Sunghoon loves that you’re so fucking horny all of the time, and you show it by getting on your knees for him in a way no one has ever done before.
Sunghoon refuses to cum a second time before you get the chance to first, though. You find yourself clinging onto his chiseled, naked body for dear life as he carries you to his bedroom and pushes you against the bed he shares with his wife. It makes you even better and Sunghoon can see just how turned on you are from the prospect of how taboo and dirty this is. He thinks you like being his little secret and he’ll do anything to make sure your pussy is satisfied.
“Daddy’s cock is big, hm?” he tuts. He pushes his hard tip in and pulls it out, pushing and pulling over and over again until you whine. “Or is my stepdaughter’s pussy too tight?”
“Both!” You scream. “Your cock is so big, Daddy. Bigger than I’ve ever had.”
“God,” he moans, sinking right into your hole. “This is so wrong, but I think you like being a dirty slut, don’t you? My baby loves knowing she can get my cock whenever she wants.”
“Wanna fuck you all the time,” you babble when he thrusts in and out of you. His dick is so warm. It’s too good for you to ever let go.
He brushes your damp hair from your forehead and kisses you there. “My stepdaughter is so fucking gorgeous when she’s naked. You’re so messy and pretty when you’re under me.”
You’re close. So close. But he pulls out and pushes you onto all fours until he’s buried to the hilt again with his big sack resting against your clit. It makes you moan like never before and Sunghoon nearly bursts when you arch even further as you push your breasts against the soft mattress beneath you.
So he fucks you like that, hands on either side of your hips while he raises himself to balance his body as he fucks into you from behind. His balls clap against your soaked cunt to the point that he can feel your cum making him sticky. Sunghoon doesn’t stop until he’s cumming too, but even then his thrusts are still ongoing.
Neither of you care that you’re both overstimulated. Sunghoon keeps going and going, pushing your mixed cum in and out of you. He feels it dripping down his balls but doesn’t care about that right now.
Over the course of the week, you and Sunghoon go at it like never before. The sex between the two of you is cosmic and euphoric, like two addicts who need each other to survive. He never uses a condom and you never ask him to put one on, consequences be damned. There isn’t an inch of this house you two haven’t had sex on.
And he’ll admit it. The idea of cheating on his wife with his step daughter keeps him hard.
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jaysbaefie · 2 months ago
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sanctuary | psh
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synopsis: in which a prison escapee breaks in for shelter, but finds something he wants to keep and ruin.
genre: prison escapee au
pairing: escapee!sunghoon x afab!reader
warnings: yandre!sunghoon, possesive!sunghoon, reader is held hostage, non-con, lots of threatening, forced submission, oral (m.rec), slapping, choking, hair pulling, manhandling, fingering, gagging, spanking ass + pussy, light male masterbation, some blood. i think that’s it …
wc: 10.4k
a/n: a bit of a darker fic.. so please do take warnings seriously. my first time trying to write a yandre character so if it’s a bit meh i’m sorry!! ‘bullshit’ won the poll so stay tuned for that fic it’ll b out by the end of the month (hopefully) as well as the first chapter of ‘double trouble’. notes, reblogs and comments are always appreciated. enjoy!!
𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃
the sound of what you assume is your window shattering wakes you up from your sleep. still half asleep, you sit up on your bed—your heart racing as you look around your room with sleepy eyes.
"what the-" your murmur, eyes shooting to your window which was still in tact. a part of you wanted to get up and search the rest of your home, but the tired side of you convinces you to stay in bed. it was probably just the neighbour's cat again.
you had finally finished your finals, the lack of sleep and energy outweighing the thought of searching your home.
grumbling, you allow yourself to shut your eyes and fall back into your bed. the warmth of your blanket and sheets surrounding you as you sign in bliss—the thought of possibly being a victim to a break and enter slipping your mind.
you hear rustling outside your room, however choose to over look it.
not a good idea..
you shift under the blanket, tugging it higher over your shoulders with a sleepy sigh. the rustling sound outside your room grows louder for a moment, then stills. your mind barely registers it—dismissing it as the wind, or maybe the pipes, or maybe just your imagination playing tricks on you in the haze of half-sleep.
the room is quiet again.
too quiet.
but your body, still tense beneath the comfort of the sheets, eventually relaxes. the softness of your bed lulls you back into that cozy liminal space between dreams and awareness.
until a sound has your eyes snapping wide open.
click.
a door hinge.
your bedroom door.
you freeze in position, a chill creeping across your spine as your eyes widened in horror—looking up at your ceiling in fear.
that wasn't your imagination.
you sit up again, slower this time, heart pounding loud in your ears. the door is cracked open now. you know you closed it when you came to bed. you always do.
your voice catches in your throat.
"hello?" you call out weakly, trying to sound firm. "is someone there?"
no answer.
just more rustling. closer this time.
your hand reaches for your phone on the nightstand—but it's not there. your fingers scramble across the empty surface, your panic now matching the erratic rhythm of your heartbeat.
it's gone.
the silence presses in, thick and suffocating.
and then—you feel it. the weight.
a presence. in the room.
you whip your head toward the corner, breath catching in your lungs. a figure is standing there, shadowed and still. you can barely make out the sharp outline of him—tall, lean, covered in darkness like it's part of his skin.
the stranger steps forward, and the dim light from your bedside lamp finally catches his face.
a familiar face comes into view, thick prominent eyebrows, a sharp face, plump lips and midnight black locks. as if his usual appearance wasn't enough to send you off into panic he was covered in blood and dirt. his hair disheveled and wild, accompanied with glassy eyes.
it takes only a second for recognition to hit you like a punch to the gut.
park sunghoon.
your legs move before your mind does, kicking your blanket away as you lunge out of bed—only to be shoved back down hard.
his hand clamps around your wrist, and in a terrifying blur of strength and precision, he's on top of you—pinning you to the mattress with one knee between your legs, the other hand already pulling something from his back pocket.
"stop fighting," he grits out, voice low and breathless, like he's already on the edge. "i'm not here to hurt you. just need you to shut up and stay still."
you struggle harder, panic flaring hot and raw—but he's stronger. faster.
the zip-ties are around your wrists before you can scream. the sound of them tightening feels louder than your own heartbeat.
he pulls the covers off you completely, checking your legs, then curses under his breath. "should've grabbed more ties..."
you scream.
or try to.
but he's already pushing something between your lips—a shirt, wadded up and shoved into your mouth. it tastes like cotton and salt and tears. his hand presses it deeper, muffling the sound of your screams completely.
he stares down at you for a moment, chest heaving. then, slowly, he lifts his hand away from your mouth.
your eyes are wide. blown with terror.
he doesn't look angry. just tired.
"i wasn't supposed to pick a house that had anyone in it," he mutters, more to himself than to you. "just needed a place. just needed time."
you try to kick him. scream. thrash beneath him.
his hands pin your legs down with an easy shift of his weight, and his voice turns sharp again.
"don't," he warns. "i really don't want to hurt you. but i will."
the words hang in the air like smoke—thick, heavy, dangerous.
you stop moving.
and for a moment, the room is silent again.
sunghoon runs a hand down his face, eyes fluttering shut for a second as he tries to calm the adrenaline surging through him. when he opens them again, his gaze is locked on yours.
"i'll let you go... eventually," he says. "but if you do anything stupid—I won't feel bad about tying you to this bed and gagging you all over again."
he reaches out slowly, brushing hair out of your face like he hasn't just shattered your entire sense of safety. his touch is oddly gentle. confusingly careful.
"i'm not the monster they say i am," he whispers, almost as if he was convincing himself.
but right now, lying beneath him, helpless and bound, you can't tell the difference.
he finally pulls himself off you, but not before trailing his eyes down your body again—slow, deliberate, lingering far too long on the way your chest rises and falls in uneven breaths.
suddenly, you regretted wearing your tiny sleep shorts and tank top to bed.
you want to yell at him. fight him. spit in his face. but your mouth is stuffed, your wrists burn, and your fear makes your limbs too heavy to move.
he walks across the room without urgency, opening your closet like he lives here. like this is his place now. he pulls out one of your hoodies, yanks it over his bloodstained shirt, then grabs a pair of your socks and wipes the dirt from his face.
he doesn't say a word.
you watch, helpless, as he rummages through your drawers. your shelves. your life.
he's looking for something.
eventually, he finds it—your phone charger.
"need to use your hotspot," he mutters, plugging your phone in and sitting on the edge of your bed like the act of invading your home and tying you up was just some minor inconvenience.
your body jerks when the mattress dips beneath his weight.
he doesn't look at you, but his voice lowers again.
"you're gonna stay quiet," he says. "you're gonna stay still. and you're not gonna do anything that'll make me regret sparing you."
you glare at him, muffled curses twisting behind the fabric stuffed in your mouth.
finally, he turns to you. cold eyes meeting yours.
and then he smiles.
a small, tired, fucked-up smile that doesn't reach his eyes.
"we'll get along just fine."
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you wake up in the exact same position you passed out in.
arms aching. wrists burning. legs numb from being tied up too long. your mouth is dry, your lips cracked around the fabric still shoved between them. every part of your body feels used—like even your skin remembers the panic of last night.
you blink slowly.
the room is bathed in warm daylight, soft and almost cruel in how normal it looks. like nothing's wrong. like this isn't a crime scene waiting to happen.
your eyes drag toward the door when it creaks open.
and then he walks in.
park sunghoon.
your body freezes up in fear, you knew him and of his crimes.
you were half-asleep at the library, head buried in a textbook, highlighter in one hand and a lukewarm coffee in the other. finals week was already draining what little life you had left in you, and the last thing you cared about was whatever the old guy at the next table was watching on his phone at full volume.
but then you heard it.
"—escaped late last night during a prison transfer. armed, dangerous, do not approach—"
your eyes flicked up, annoyance flashing before curiosity took over. you caught a glimpse of the screen—blurry, low-res, but clear enough. a mugshot.
young. dark hair. sharp eyes, jaw clenched like he'd rather eat glass than be photographed.
park sunghoon, the name beneath it read.
the guy beside you muttered something about the justice system falling apart before going back to his crossword.
you hadn't thought much of it. just another headline. another manhunt. the world was full of danger you'd never come close to.
well, until last night.
he looked cleaner now. fresher. his hair is damp, like he's showered. one of your hoodies is draped over his frame, sleeves pushed up casually as he carries in a glass of water and a granola bar—like this is some sick sleepover and not a hostage situation.
he glances at you, expression unreadable. then smirks faintly.
"you're awake."
you glare at him, rage bubbling beneath the surface of your exhaustion.
he walks over, crouches beside the bed, and places the glass on your nightstand.
"you gonna be good?" he asks. "nod if you are. shake your head if you want that gag shoved deeper."
your jaw clenches. you hold his gaze.
then, slowly, you nod.
he watches you for a moment, eyes narrowed in suspicion—then reaches up and pulls the crumpled shirt from your mouth. your jaw aches instantly, tongue thick and raw.
you cough, your voice barely a whisper. "fuck you."
he chuckles, it would've been cute if he wasn't holding you hostage in your own home, "thought we were starting over."
you don't respond.
he stands, pacing your room slowly as he opens the granola bar and bites into it. "you're lucky it was me. anyone else who broke in would've done worse than tie you up and take a shower."
he says it so casually it makes your stomach turn.
and for a few moments, you just lie there. breathing through the pain, waiting for an opening.
when he turns his back—your chance comes.
you twist, rolling off the edge of the bed. it's sloppy. painful. you hit the floor hard, knees burning as you try to scramble to your feet, legs still partially bound. you hop, trip, catch yourself on the dresser and launch toward the window.
you don't think. you just scream.
loud. broken. bloody murder.
sunghoon is on you in seconds.
"no—fuck—stop!"
you scream again, louder.
he grabs you from behind, one hand over your mouth, the other wrenching you back against his chest. your heart is hammering. you're kicking, thrashing, desperate. but he's stronger. faster.
again.
he spins you and shoves you against the wall, arm across your chest as he digs something from his pocket.
a black gag.
fabric. straps. thick and menacing.
"you had one chance," he growls. "just one. and you blew it."
your scream is muffled the second he stuffs the gag between your lips and tightens it around the back of your head. it's snug. suffocating. humiliating.
he holds your jaw, tilting your head up, breathing heavy against your cheek.
"next time you open that mouth without permission—" he growls, voice low and venomous, "—i'll gag you with my dick. understood?"
your breath stutters. your eyes burn with tears.
he pulls back, studying you. watching how your chest rises and falls with uneven breaths. then, he lets go and takes a step back.
"new rules," he says calmly, like he hasn't just threatened to fuck your throat as punishment.
he raises a finger.
"one—no screaming. not once. i hear so much as a whimper out of you without my say-so, i'll make you regret it."
a second finger.
"two—you don't try to escape. you don't touch the door. you don't look at the window. you so much as think about running, i'll tie you up worse than before. i'll make it so you beg me not to leave you alone."
a third finger.
"three—you do what i say. when i say it. no attitude. no tricks. no more chances."
he steps forward again, slow and looming, until you feel his breath against your gagged mouth.
"break any of them," he whispers, "and next time, i'm not stopping at just words."
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you don't speak.
you don't scream.
you sit perfectly still on the edge of your bed, wrists still raw from the zip ties, legs aching—but obedient.
sunghoon watches you from the doorway, leaning against the frame with a slow, unreadable expression on his face. then, finally, he moves.
he walks in with the glass of water and a granola bar again, this time crouching in front of you and reaching behind your head to undo the gag. it slips from your mouth, slick with your spit.
you gasp softly, jaw stiff and sore, but say nothing—his threats still fresh in your mind.
he offers the water first, and you drink—slow, cautious sips. then the granola bar. you take it with trembling fingers, never breaking eye contact.
"good girl," he murmurs, brushing your cheek with the back of his hand. you flinch at his touch, but he just smirks.
he leaves you untied this time.
your limbs are stiff, but you pretend not to notice. you chew slowly, swallow, nod when he tells you to stay put.
but your eyes are already moving. scanning. searching.
his phone is in his back pocket. but yours—your phone—is on the desk.
screen dark. unplugged. untouched.
you wait. bide your time. he leaves the room for a second. maybe to grab something. maybe just to test you.
you count your heartbeats. one. two. three—
you move.
you slide off the bed as quietly as possible, fingers creeping toward the desk. one foot in front of the other. your hand is just about to touch the edge of your phone when—
"what do you think you're doing?"
his voice is quiet. dangerously soft.
you freeze. your hand lingers over the phone, not daring to close the distance.
you turn slowly.
he's standing in the doorway again, arms crossed, jaw tight.
for a moment, you expect him to snap. to yell. to grab you by the hair and throw you back on the bed.
but he doesn't.
he smiles.
walks over slowly and picks the phone up himself, slipping it into his back pocket.
"strike one," he says calmly. "but i'll be nice. just this once."
he brushes past you, but there's tension in his movements now. less patience. more heat behind his stare.
you return to the bed, defeated but not broken. not yet.
and then—
ding-dong.
the doorbell.
you don't even think this time.
your body moves before your brain catches up. you run. toward the door, toward the one fucking hope you've had since this nightmare started.
you run down the stairs, your body trembling in fear and adrenaline as you make it to the last step—leaping for the door.
but he's faster.
he slams you against the wall with one arm across your chest, the other pressing tight around your throat.
you gasp—your feet nearly leave the floor as he holds you there.
his grip isn't bruising—yet—but it's tight enough to keep you from moving, from breathing too deep, from making a single sound.
you can hear the footsteps outside. then a knock.
sunghoon leans in, his lips brushing your ear.
"you make a sound," he hisses, "and i'll kill whoever is outside. right here."
snapping on the safety chain, sunghoon grabs a hold of the door knob. he opens it with a click before his hand reaches into his pocket—a gun. he makes sure that you can see it, raising his eyebrows as if to say 'don't test me.'
"oh! hey—sorry to bother you," a familiar voice says. "i'm looking for my cat again. little bastard slipped out last night. have you seen him?"
it's mr. han. your sweet old neighbor.
your eyes burn. your fingers twitch.
you try to speak, but sunghoon tightens his hand around your throat and leans his head out the door.
"hi," he says, perfectly pleasant. "i'm her boyfriend. she's in the shower right now, but i'll tell her you stopped by."
mr. han blinks in confusion, his soft smile slipping. "oh. i didn't know she had a boyfriend."
sunghoon glances at you over his shoulder, a smirk creeping across his face as he presses you harder into the wall.
"yeah, hasn't been to long. just moved in."
"well, good for her!" mr. han chuckles. "if you see a tabby, let me know, will you?"
"of course," sunghoon says, eyes squinting as he forces a smile. "have a good one."
sunghoon watches the elder man walk off the porch and zoom off of the lawn, he shuts the door.
locks it and turns to you slowly.
his grip around your throat doesn't loosen. it tightens.
"you just don't fucking learn." he slams you back against the wall hard enough to make the frame shake. your head knocks into the plaster, breath choking in your throat.
"you think i'm stupid? you think just 'cause you stayed quiet for a day that you could get bold?" his free hand moves, grabbing your chin roughly, forcing you to look at him. his eyes are dark. wild. no trace of the calm he faked a minute ago.
"what do i do to brats who don't listen?" he growls, voice low and threatening. "hmm? what did i promise i'd do?"
your heart drops in your chest.
his hand drops to your waist, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise. he manhandles you away from the wall and drags you up the stairs and towards your bed again, shoving you face-first into the mattress.
sunghoon's eyes snap to your behind, the vulnerable position you were in leaving little to his imagination of what you hid underneath your flimsy shorts.
"you want attention so bad?" he snaps. "fine. i'll give you attention."
his hand presses between your shoulder blades, keeping you down, pinned like prey. his other hands smoothens over your behind, grabbing a hold of the fat on your ass making you whine into the sheets.
"but after this—" he breathes against your ear, "—you'll beg to follow the rules."
"you remember what i said i'd gag you with next time you pulled shit like that?"
his voice is low. dangerous. every word laced with venom and heat before he's griping your jaw, thumb dragging over your trembling lips.
your silence earns you nothing. he flips you around, pushing you down onto the bed with your back against your soft sheets.
he tilts your head back further, pressing your skull against the headboard now, his body wedged between your knees.
"oh, now you're quiet?" he mocks, fingers tightening around your face in a grip that you were sure would leave bruises. "no attitude now that you know what's coming?"
you try to speak, to plead maybe—but your mouth barely opens before he shoves two fingers past your lips, forcing them deep against your tongue.
sunghoon holds back a groan when he feels how warm and wet your mouth was around his digits, pressing down on your tongue making you gag.
"nah," he growls, "you don't get to talk. you had your chance."
he pulls his fingers out, dripping with spit, and pulls down his pants with ease without taking his eyes off you.
"since you can't keep your fucking mouth shut, i'll put it to better use."
he's straddling your waist, knees on either side of your body as his cock stands proud in front of you.
he fists your hair, yanking your head toward his cock, already thick and flushed with need. the first tap of it against your lips is sharp, mean.
"open."
you hesitate—so he slaps it against your cheek. hard.
"i said open."
your lips part automatically. it's instinct at this point—survival.
he doesn't ease in.
he shoves, thick and heavy, making you choke on the first thrust. both hands grip your head now, holding you exactly where he wants you, using your mouth like he promised.
"there you go. that's better. this is how i like you—stuffed full, not making a sound," sunghoon grunts out, basking in the way your warm mouth seemed to suck him in.
you gag as he pushes deeper, spit dripping from your chin as he rocks his hips, forcing you to take it all.
his voice stays in your ear, low and taunting.
"next time you scream? next time you run? i'll fuck your mouth so hard you won't even remember your own name."
your eyes water, throat stretched, his cock filling every inch. but he doesn't stop. doesn't let up. the tip of his length hits the back of your throat repeatedly as you try to push yourself away from his brutal thrusts. sunghoon sees this and his grip in your hair becomes stronger, stuffing his cock deeper so your nose touched his pelvis and your breathing stuttered.
"you like this, don't you? being punished. being used. my little brat who acts tough but melts the second i get my hands on her."
his pace quickens, brutal now, the sound of your wet gagging and his filthy growls echoing off the walls.
"better than screaming, isn't it?" he sneers. "go ahead—choke on it, since you couldn't behave."
your hands claw weakly at his thighs, but he just holds you there, hips snapping forward, using your mouth until your throat is raw.
"fuck. your mouth is so good when it's used right," he mutters lowly, feeling that familiar feeling tighten in his lower stomach as he watches your tear stained face take his cock over and over again.
with no warning, he shoots his load into your mouth—coating it white. you gag at the feeling, your eyes rolling back as the lack of oxygen begins to really get to you.
and only when he's satisfied—only when he's sure you won't be trying to run again—does he finally pull out, dragging his spit and cum covered cock over your lips.
"swallow," he demands.
afraid of what he'd do if you disobeyed, you obliged.
"look at you," he pants, gripping your chin. "fucking perfect like this."
he leans down, mouth against your ear.
"you make a sound again—and next time, it won't just be your mouth i use."
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it's been days.
you don't know how many, exactly—time feels warped in here. sunlight comes and goes through the windows, but you're barely conscious enough to count the difference anymore.
you're weak. too weak.
he barely feeds you. you get enough to survive, some water, maybe crackers or a half-eaten bar—but not enough to fight back. not enough to scream through the gag still strapped tightly across your mouth.
your wrists are red, raw from how often he binds them. sometimes behind your back, sometimes above your head. your legs, too—he likes to keep you where he can see you, spread open and helpless, arms cinched tight and useless at your sides.
he doesn't talk much now. just watches you. moves you. like a thing he owns.
it was supposed to be temporary for him.
a place to hide. one night—maybe two. long enough to lay low, avoid the flashing lights and barking dogs. just long enough to scrape by without being seen.
he didn't expect the house to be so quiet.
so soft.
he didn't expect to hear the sound of slow breathing upstairs—the kind that came from deep sleep. vulnerable. defenseless.
and he definitely didn't expect you.
the first time he crept into your room and saw you lying there, curled beneath the sheets, skin glowing under moonlight, he nearly forgot to breathe. fuck, you were pretty. a cute little thing in a tank top and sleep shorts, completely unaware of the danger breathing over you.
it should've ended there. he should've turned around and used the basement or the attic or anywhere else.
but you shifted in your sleep—lips parting, a soft whimper slipping from your throat—and it hit him.
you didn't know he was there. you didn't know anything, he could do whatever he wanted.
and no one would stop him.
his chest tightened. not with guilt. not with hesitation.
with possibility.
he could make this place more than a hiding spot.
he could make you his.
his to keep. to touch. to break.
he had ruined your peaceful sleep when he knocked over a vase that you had placed on your vanity. he knew what he had to do from there.
he told himself he'd leave eventually. but the longer he stayed, the less he wanted to go.
he started to crave the way you looked at him—wide-eyed and shaking. he started to need the way your body recoiled, only to soften when he touched you gently. the way you flinched, but didn't fight—not right away at least.
he could mold you.
he could make you something new. something better.
his.
the house became his kingdom. and you—his prize.
he told himself you were safer this way.
he was safer this way.
because if he let you go—if he walked out and left you behind—there was no guarantee you wouldn't take something from him with you.
and if he had to be on the run... might as well have a pet to keep him company. one that couldn't run. one that knew who she belonged to.
you try not to look at him anymore.
but then—this time—it's different.
he walks in with that quiet menace, dragging a chair with one hand and a towel with the other.
you're curled in the corner of your bed, wrists tied, gag biting into your cheeks. your limbs shake with the effort of just staying upright. your skin feels oily, dirty, your scalp itchy from days without washing.
you've never wanted a bath more.
but not from him.
"you stink," he says flatly, his plump lips pulled into a thin line.
you look up, exhausted eyes narrowed.
he walks over, grabs your arm, and yanks you to your feet like you weigh nothing.
you stumble, legs buckling—but his grip stays locked around your bicep, dragging you down the hall and into the bathroom.
"don't fight me," he mutters. "you don't have the strength."
he's not wrong.
but your pride forces you to resist anyway—so he slams you against the sink.
you grunt, head hitting the mirror lightly. his hand presses between your shoulder blades, forcing you down.
you scream against the gag, but it's useless. muffled. pitiful.
he turns the faucet on in the tub, steam rising slowly. the water looks too warm—comforting, tempting—and it makes you hate him more.
you look up at him with pleading eyes, begging him to let you free so you could at the very least bathe yourself. his cold eyes remain the same, reaching down to grip the flimsy straps of your tank top.
he doesn't undress you gently. he yanks your shirt up over your head, roughly tugging it off your arms even with your wrists bound. your shorts follow. he doesn't avert his eyes—he drinks you in, every shiver, every twitch, every part of you exposed and vulnerable.
his eyes linger on your tits, sitting on your chest with your nipples hard from the cold air in the room. he swallows harshly, dragging his gaze down to instead linger on your thighs and your uncovered core.
you're trembling now, from weakness or humiliation or both.
he grabs your waist and lifts you into the tub like you're nothing but a doll. the hot water stings your skin at first, but you sink into it anyway—your body aching for warmth, for some kind of relief.
you expect him to leave, to have some mercy. he doesn't.
he kneels beside the tub and grabs a cup, filling it before dumping it over your head. your hair clings to your face, your gag soaked.
he works a bottle of shampoo into his hands and starts lathering it into your scalp. not gentle—but not cruel either. just firm. efficient. like this is just another task.
his hands roam as he scrubs. over your shoulders. down your back. between your thighs. you jerk when he gets there—more out of instinct than strength—but his hand tightens on your thigh.
"stay still."
his fingers drag along your inner thigh, slow, invasive. he doesn't go further, just lets you know he could if he really wanted to.
and you're forced to sit there, bound and gagged, water lapping at your chest while he washes the filth from your skin like you're some helpless pet.
"next time," he says lowly, rinsing your hair, "you listen. you don't fight. you don't run."
you can't even respond. all you can do is whimper beneath the wet gag, body trembling in his grasp. he finishes washing you, lifting you out of the tub, wrapping you in the towel like he cares.
but the second your feet hit the floor, he's gripping your arm again—dragging you back to the room.
you don't even resist.
you're too tired. too humiliated. too broken in.
he throws you on the bed, ties your wrists to the headboard again with a new set of restraints. this time tighter, less forgiving.
he fixes the gag and adjusts the straps. he brushes your wet hair back from your face with a mockingly sweet touch, his hands gentle as he looks down at you with affection.
"see?" he whispers, brushing his lips just above your ear. "i take care of what's mine."
he dries you off just enough so the sheets won't get soaked—then he tosses the towel aside like it means nothing and grabs your ankles, dragging your body up the bed like dead weight.
you try to squirm, but he slaps your thigh. hard.
"don't start."
you're still gagged. your wrists are already tied above your head. there's no room for rebellion here—and he knows it.
he climbs on top of you, straddling your hips with his knees. he's not naked, but you are. he doesn't need to be. the only thing that matters right now is you.
your body.
your obedience.
he cups your face with one hand, squeezing your cheeks roughly, pulling your gaze to meet his.
"look at you," he sneers. "a fucking mess. barely standing. can't talk. can't run. all that fire you had—where the fuck did it go?" you can't answer—not with the gag pressing your tongue down, soaking with your spit. you just blink up at him, chest heaving with shaky breaths.
"you wanted to be saved, didn't you?" he mocks, brushing his fingers over your cheek just to slap it again. "thought someone would come for you. knock on the door, maybe hear you screaming."
he laughs. bitter.
"they came. and you failed. just like everything else you've tried since i got here."
his hands start roaming again—gripping your breasts, digging into your ribs, sliding down to your stomach like he's taking inventory of every inch he owns.
"this body?" he mutters. "not yours anymore. it's mine. to touch. to punish. to fuck."
he grabs your thighs, spreading them roughly, pushing your knees apart like you don't even get a say.
"you're not a person right now," he breathes. "you're a hole. a toy. and you'll be whatever i say you are until i get bored."
you whimper against the gag, eyes starting to sting. but that only seems to turn him on more. he leans down, mouth at your ear again, voice sickeningly sweet.
"cry. beg. scream into that gag. it won't change a fucking thing. no one's going to save you."
his hand finds your core, pressing his fingers against you with no warning, no care. "already wet," he mutters, almost smug. "pathetic."
he drags his fingers up slowly, deliberately—just enough to make you flinch, to remind you how little control you have over yourself.
"you'll learn, baby. you'll learn. and when you do—when you stop fighting and just take it like the good little thing you are? it'll be easier."
he slaps between your legs. hard. you jolt.
"until then? i'll break you."
you don't know when the pain became pleasure. maybe it was the moment he touched you without hurting you. maybe it was how long it's been since you felt anything that wasn't fear or humiliation. or maybe it's just that your body's giving in, finally breaking, surrendering to him because it's the only option left.
sunghoon sees it. feels it.
his fingers slide over you again—slow this time, calculated. he presses two between your chubby folds, dragging them through your slick like he's proving a point. he presses hard on your clit before rubbing right circles, watching your face contort into one of discomfort and pleasure.
"look at this," he breathes out heavily, watching your body twitch with his every touch. "you like it."
you shake your head, gag muffling your protests—but your hips twitch forward without your permission.
his smile is cold. smug.
"no?" he mocks, rubbing lazy circles around your clit with the pads of his fingers. "then why are you so fucking wet? you're soaking my fingers, honey."
you squeeze your thighs together instinctively—but he shoves them apart again, gripping them wide open and holding them there in a bruising manner.
"don't hide from me. not after this."
his other hand slides up your body, fingers wrapping lightly around your throat, not squeezing—yet. just enough to make you feel it. make you still.
"you want to cum?" he asks, cocking his head—his dark locks falling over his forehead as his lips curl into a smirk. "is that what this is? you think i'll reward you after the shit you pulled? after how bad you've been, you think you deserve it? hm?"
his fingers slow down, barely touching now. feather-light. teasing. "maybe i should edge you until you break. over and over. never let you finish. see how long it takes before you're begging."
your breath stutters—every inch of you tense, desperate.
he sees it. loves it.
"or..."
he leans in close, lips brushing your ear.
"...maybe you can earn it."
you freeze.
his fingers start circling again, more firmly now, making your hips buck involuntarily as you chase your release desperately. your heart aches at the feeling, shame filling you.
"yeah. that's right. i'll let you cum—but only when you prove you're mine. when you stop fighting. when you're good."
he pulls the gag down, slow and wet with spit. your lips are trembling, red and swollen. sunghoon watches your lips twitch, your chest heave up and down as you struggle to keep in your lewd sounds.
"say it," he whispers.
you hesitate.
his hand leaves your throat, trailing back down your chest. he pinches your nipple hard, making you jolt in pain.
"say it."
your voice cracks when it comes out. weak. wrecked. ashamed.
"...i'm yours."
he grins. dark. dangerous.
"again."
"i'm... i'm yours, sunghoon," your voice coming out weak and strangled as he continues to tweak at your nipple and rub at your core.
his hand between your legs moves faster now, relentless, cruel in how perfectly it works your body—building that ache, that pressure, that need.
"you cum only when i say," he growls. "not before. not without permission."
you nod. frantically. desperate for a release, desperate for any other feeling besides pain and humiliation.
your thighs start to shake, breath stuttering, but just when you're about to fall over the edge—
he pulls away. completely.
you sob. instantly. broken, needy.
he leans down and presses a soft kiss to your inner thigh, mockingly sweet.
"not yet, baby. you're not there yet."
he strokes his cock lazily now, right in front of your face—watching you unravel. you hadn't noticed when he had pulled himself free from the restraints of his pants, watching him touch himself as he made you squirm and beg.
"you want to cum?"
you nod again, more desperate.
"then earn it. really earn it."
he slides two fingers back inside you—slow, deep, hitting exactly where he knows will make you cry.
"submit."
his fingers curl deep inside you again—slow, precise, knowing.
you arch, back bowing against the mattress involuntarily, your wrists straining in their binds. it feels too good, too dangerous. you bite your lip to keep from moaning, but it slips out anyway—a soft, shaky sound that betrays everything you want to hide.
he grins, "there she is."
you glare at him. breathing hard. eyes glassy, but still sharp. "fuck... you," you hiss.
he chuckles, low and unbothered, never stopping the rhythm of his hand.
"yeah?" he leans in, mouth dragging along your jaw. "you say that, but your pussy's soaking my fingers."
his thumb moves to your clit—just a light press, a tease—and your whole body flinches. you clench your teeth, swallowing a moan. he notices.
"still fighting," he murmurs. "i love that."
he stops stroking himself, his hand snaking up to your throat again, squeezing this time. firm enough to make your breath hitch.
"but it won't save you."
his pace picks up. fingers thrusting deeper, thumb rubbing tighter circles. the pressure builds fast—your body's too sensitive, too deprived—and you hate how close you are, how easily he has you trembling.
"don't you dare cum," he growls. "not until i say." the sound of wet smacking fills the room, you could hear yourself squelch against his fingers, your lower stomach tightening as you buck your hips against his hands.
you try. you really try.
but your hips keep rolling into his touch, your walls clenching around his fingers, the pleasure dragging you closer and closer to the edge. your moans break free, desperate, breathless, despite every part of you screaming not to give him the satisfaction.
he watches it happen with dark amusement. "look at you," he says. "trying so hard to hold out. you're pathetic."
you meet his eyes, defiant even through the haze.
"i'm not... yours," you whisper.
his hand stops.
your whole body seizes up with the sudden loss, a sob catching in your throat.
"no?" he murmurs.
he pulls his fingers out, slow and sticky, then slaps your inner thigh hard enough to sting.
"then you don't get to cum."
you cry out, body trembling. your thighs rub together, instinctively chasing friction, but he grabs your jaw hard and yanks your face toward his before landing a strong smack to your puffy cunt.
"say it again," he demands. "go on. tell me you're not mine."
you don't. not right away. he smirks.
"thought so."
he leans in, lips brushing yours—but not kissing. just hovering. "you'll break," he whispers. "piece by piece. you'll cum when i let you. breathe when i let you. and someday, you'll say it and mean it—i'm yours, sunghoon."
you spit in his face.
it lands right below his eye.
he pauses. then he laughs—low and deadly—and wipes it away with the back of his hand.
"good," he says, gripping your chin harder. "keep fighting. it makes owning you so much sweeter."
he shoves the gag back into your mouth, tight, unforgiving. your jaw begins to ache again, crying against the restraint.
"no more chances."
he ties your legs open, so you can't even squirm now. exposed. vulnerable. soaked.
"you'll cum when you beg. and mean it."
he slides his fingers back inside, slower now. torturous. your gummy walls welcome his fingers, stretching to accommodate the girth of his digits.
"let's see how long you last."
he thinks he has you right where he wants you.
tied, gagged, spread open—body sensitive, on edge, desperate. but he's predictable now. obsessive. careless in the way he touches you, in the way he lingers. like you're not just a hostage anymore—like you're something more.
and that? that's a weakness.
he's working you with his fingers again—slow, deep strokes meant to drag out the ache, to make you beg.
but this time, you don't squirm.
you start moaning for him.
soft at first—just breathy little sounds muffled through the gag—but enough to make his head tilt. enough to make his fingers pause for a second.
you moan again. louder this time. exaggerated. needy. you flutter your lashes, shift your hips just the way you know he likes.
his gaze flickers down to your face, suspicious. "what're you doing?" he mutters, voice low with suspicion.
you blink up at him—wide-eyed, innocent—then roll your hips into his hand with a soft, choked sound.
he curses under his breath.
you can feel it—the tension in him, the way his fingers falter for half a second. he likes this. too much. he likes seeing you like this. needy. soft. wanting him.
so you give it to him.
you moan into the gag again—arching your back a little, letting your thighs tremble, pretending to lose yourself.
his hand tightens on your leg. his breathing shifts as he curls his fingers in your cunt making you delirious.
"fuck," he mutters. "look at you. finally learning."
you nod. slow. deliberate.
then you hold his gaze. and you smirk. just a twitch of your lips—barely there. but he sees it and he freezes.
his eyes darken, narrowing, hand yanking back from between your legs like he's been burned.
you tilt your head, mockingly sweet.
"you think you're clever, huh?" he growls.
you nod again, smug, even through the gag. he grabs your throat—hard this time, his thumb pressing into the side just enough to make your vision pulse.
"you think you can manipulate me?"
your lashes flutter, but you don't stop smiling—not with your eyes. not with your body still glistening, still wanting.
you're challenging him. and he lives for it.
"fine," he breathes, voice shaking with something between rage and arousal. "you want to play that game? we'll play."
he rips the gag out of your mouth, shoving two fingers in right after, deep, gagging you all over again.
"suck."
you choke, but your lips wrap around them anyway—defiance still burning in your eyes, even as he uses your mouth like it's his.
he groans.
"you want to be in control?" he snarls, pulling his fingers out with a wet pop. "then earn it."
he flips you over onto your stomach, rough—palms pressing your face into the mattress.
"but don't forget who you belong to."
he grabs your hips, yanking you back until your ass is flush against him, his breath hot against your spine.
"mine," he growls. "you'll always be mine."
you're still face down when he lets go of your hips. your cheek's pressed to the mattress, wrists raw from the binds, your body trembling—but not just from exhaustion anymore.
you got to him.
you felt it—the hesitation, the way he gripped you too tightly, the way his voice shook when you moaned just the right way. he's not just trying to break you now. he's unraveling with you.
you breathe slowly, letting your body go limp—making him think he's won again.
he grabs your jaw, turns your face toward him. "what's that look for?" he mutters. your lips are swollen, spit-slick, and you part them just enough to whisper, "i thought you liked when i was good."
his jaw tightens. you can see it—how those words land somewhere deep, how they confuse him. punish him. "you're playing games."
you blink up at him, feigning innocence. "no, sunghoon. i'm just... learning how to please you."
he stares.
and in that pause—in that split-second hesitation—you win again.
he pulls back just a little, his hand still on your throat, but lighter. his thumb drags up the side of your neck, over your pulse. he can feel how fast your heart is racing—but he can't tell anymore if it's fear... or excitement.
"you think i'll go easy on you just because you moan a little and look pretty?" he growls, but the edge in his voice is starting to waver.
"no," you whisper. "but you liked it."
his eyes flicker down your body—bruised, bitten, wrecked. then back up to your lips, still curved into the faintest smirk.
"you don't get to control me," he says, but it's not as sharp as before. you lean forward slowly, as much as the binds will allow, lips brushing his ear.
"don't i already?"
he grabs your hair—rough, punishing—but it's reactionary now. desperate. his breathing's shallow, his cock pushing up against your ass, you feel how hard he is.
"you're mine," he snaps.
you hum, soft and sweet. "then make me feel like it."
it's the final push.
he curses, shoves you back onto your back, climbs on top of you again—but this time, something's changed. his hands are still rough, but they tremble. his eyes burn with hunger, but there's conflict behind it.
because now? you're not just a hostage anymore.
you're a temptation. a threat.
he kisses you—finally. messy, punishing. full of frustration and need and something deeper he doesn't want to name. and when he pulls back, his voice is strained.
"keep playing with fire," he says. "but don't forget—i'll burn you."
you smile, lips swollen, blood on your teeth.
"maybe i want to burn."
he stares at you like you just did the unthinkable.
because you did.
you made him want you—not just in the brutal, instinctive way he always has—but in that dangerous way. the way that makes him hesitate. that makes him feel.
your smile is slow. calculated. seductive in its smugness.
"what's wrong?" you whisper, still tied down, but holding all the power in your eyes. "can't handle someone else pulling the strings?"
sunghoon doesn't move at first.
he just breathes. shaky. tense.
you think you've done it—you've finally broken through. made him doubt himself.
but then—
his hand wraps around your throat and slams you into the mattress, pinning you so hard the air punches out of your lungs.
"you think this is a game?" he snarls, voice low and trembling with rage. "you think i don't see what you're doing?"
your legs kick instinctively, wrists pulling hard against the binds. your chest rises in shallow, panicked breaths beneath him.
he leans in—forehead pressed to yours, wild eyes burning into you as he stares at you with a crazed look.
"you almost had me," he says, like it's a confession. like it kills him to admit it. "but you're not the one in control."
his hand grabs your jaw—fingers digging in bruisingly tight.
"i gave you a taste," he growls. "a sliver of reward. and you thought you could twist it. twist me."
he shoves your thighs apart again, this time using his own knees to keep them there. immobilizing you completely.
you try to turn your face away—deny him the satisfaction—but he grabs your chin and forces you to look at him.
"no more teasing. no more playing smart. you want to win? then earn it the way you were always meant to."
his fingers are back between your legs in seconds—this time rough, relentless. punishing. no teasing, no slow build.
you scream into the room, not out of fear—but at the overload. he's not holding back anymore.
you could feel every drag of his digits in your slick walls, your body convulsing as he hooks his fingers in you—pounding into your cunt.
he's reclaiming every ounce of control you tried to steal. "you cum when i say," he hisses, voice right against your lips. "you break when i decide."
you whimper beneath him, still resisting—still fighting with what little strength you have—but your body's traitorous. you're already dripping, already twitching under his touch.
he sees it. feels it.
and that's what snaps the last bit of restraint in him.
he presses his mouth to your ear, voice dark and ragged.
"i'll keep you right here until your body forgets what it was like to disobey."
his rhythm doesn't stop—not even when your legs start to shake, not even when your head thrashes side to side, overwhelmed.
"you want to manipulate me?" he pants. "go ahead. try. but every time you do..."
his fingers curl deep, making you scream.
"...i'll make you cum harder than you ever have in your life. and then i'll deny you again."
your tears spill. your hips jerk. your moans are breaking free even when you try to swallow them back.
and sunghoon smiles. wide. unhinged.
"you don't win, baby."
he leans in, kissing the corner of your mouth softly—mockingly.
"you submit."
you're gasping beneath him, body limp, sweat clinging to your skin, thighs still twitching from the assault he just dragged you through. your chest rises and falls in jagged, uneven breaths. your wrists ache from how hard you pulled and you taste blood from biting at you lip to contain yourself.
but your eyes? still burning.
sunghoon hovers over you—breathing heavy, watching the way your body trembles. there's pride in his gaze. possession. satisfaction.
he leans in again, brushing your lips with his, voice low and mocking.
"there she is," he breathes. "my good girl."
you pause—breathing, blinking, letting the silence hang.
then you smile.
bloody lip, tear-stained cheeks, body ruined...
you still fucking smile.
"you're pathetic," you whisper, voice hoarse and cracked but sharp like a blade. "all that, just to prove you're in charge."
his jaw tightens. the grip on your face hardens again, but you don't flinch. not this time.
"i made you lose control," you rasp. "again."
his nostrils flare.
you lean forward, barely—just enough for your lips to graze his cheek.
"and you'll keep doing it," you breathe. "because you need me more than i'll ever need you. you sick fuck."
for a second, just a second—his whole body stills.
and you know. you got to him again.
your words linger in the air like smoke—thick, suffocating, taunting. and sunghoon just stares at you.
quiet. too quiet.
you feel the shift in the room immediately—like the oxygen's been sucked out, like the world itself is holding its breath.
his hand slides from your jaw to your throat.
slow. calm. dangerous.
his gaze never leaves yours.
"say it again," he murmurs. dead calm. deadly.
you blink—swallowing hard, but refusing to look away.
and that's what makes him snap.
his hand slams you into the mattress again—choking, bruising, cutting off your breath as he straddles your body with renewed fury.
"you think this is about need?" he hisses, low and shaking. "you think i'm the one that's weak?"
his free hand grabs your wrists, rips the bindings tighter, yanking your arms above your head so hard your shoulders strain.
"look at you," he sneers. "lying here soaked, shaking, moaning for me like a fucking whore—" his voice cracks. "—and you think you have control?"
you try to twist your body, to squirm away—but there's nowhere to go. his grip on your throat tightens.
your lips part in a gasping cry—but he's already reaching for the gag again.
"you want to talk?" he growls. "you lost that right."
he stuffs it in rougher this time—no care, no softness—pressing it deep into your mouth before tying it so tight behind your head your jaw aches.
he doesn't give you time to breathe. doesn't give you space to recover.
he flips you again, stomach down—your body limp, wrists still bound tight above your head, legs spread.
he grabs your hair, pulls your head back so you're arched beneath him.
"you want to twist me around your finger?" he breathes against your ear, his voice shaking with pure rage. "then i'll fucking break every single bone in your body until there's nothing left to twist."
his hand slides back between your thighs—rougher now, punishing.
no more rhythm. just control.
you scream into the gag—muffled, helpless, as your hips buck and shake without your permission.
"no more pretending," he growls. "no more teasing, no more games."
he grabs your ass, slapping it hard, again and again, until the skin stings raw beneath his palm.
your legs kick, your body trembles, your sobs spill out in broken little whimpers.
but it only excites him more.
"you want to be smart?" he snarls, pressing his body down over yours, fully covering you. caging you. "then learn something, baby."
he thrusts his fingers back in, curling them cruelly until your entire body jerks beneath him.
"you don't win," he hisses. "you submit. you obey. and if you don't..."
his mouth trails down your spine, hot breath against your skin.
"...i'll make you beg for mercy."
your body's shaking beneath him. raw. used. aching in ways you didn't know were possible.
your jaw throbs from the gag, your throat burns from choked sobs, your wrists are nearly numb from how tight he's bound you. your skin stings where he slapped you, and your thighs are soaked, muscles twitching from overstimulation.
you're a mess. his mess.
he kneels behind you, breath heavy, chest rising and falling like a man who just won a war.
but when he grabs your hair again and yanks your face up from the mattress—
he sees it.
that look.
that tiny, fucking spark that shouldn't be there.
he growls, yanks the gag down—ripped so fast it leaves a burn around your mouth—and grabs your jaw.
"go on," he hisses. "say something smart. i fucking dare you."
you cough, breathless and wrecked, lips parted, face smeared with sweat and tears. you look at him—eyes glassy but locked onto his.
then—
you smile.
small. crooked. blood at the corner of your mouth.
but it's a smile.
"...that all you got?"
he stares at you like you just set the whole world on fire. his chest heaves. fists clenched. he doesn't know if he wants to destroy you or worship you.
and that's what makes you laugh. soft. strained. broken, but alive. you spit the blood from your mouth onto the mattress.
"you can break my body all you want, sunghoon," you whisper, voice rasped raw. "but you'll never be more than the scared little boy who needed rope and violence just to keep a girl in his bed."
his hand flies.
your head jerks to the side, cheek stinging, but you don't cry out. instead—you turn your face back slowly, looking up at him through swollen eyes.
smiling again.
"you're pathetic," you breathe.
sunghoon's whole body tenses. you can see it. feel it. his eyes darken. his hands shake.
but for the first time, there's hesitation. you've planted the seed. and now? he doesn't just want to dominate you. he wants to own you. fully. mind, body, soul.
and that means breaking what's left of your fire.
completely.
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the days blend like bruises—fading into one another, painful, discolored, ugly reminders of time passed. your body is thin now, your limbs weak, skin pale from lack of sunlight. everything smells like sweat and confinement. the bindings around your wrists and ankles chafe more with each passing hour, and even when he unties them briefly—to "care" for you, to feed or bathe you—you never forget what they're there for.
sunghoon has shifted. less violent now, more possessive. frighteningly tender, like the calm after a storm that knows it'll return.
"you're mine now," he whispers as he brushes your hair, the back of his knuckles grazing your cheek. "you stopped screaming. that means you understand."
you don't answer. you haven't in a while.
he likes it that way. but that doesn't mean your mind has gone silent.
you're just... waiting.
and on this morning, as sunlight spills across the floor and he leaves the room to scavenge the kitchen, you push yourself off the bed. legs wobble beneath you, almost giving out. your mouth is dry, lips cracked. your arms are sore from the way they've been pulled above your head for hours.
but you stand.
bare feet drag across the hardwood toward the cracked-open window. you lean against it, arms limp over the sill, eyes half-lidded.
and then—
movement outside.
him.
mr. han, the older man from next door, wearing his usual cap and jacket, walking past with a leash in hand and no cat at the end of it. he's scanning the street.
your breath catches. you shift—just barely. the curtain twitches with you.
he glances up.
and freezes.
his mouth opens slightly, confused. then worried.
your fingers curl around the edge of the window frame.
a second passes. he squints. takes a step closer.
and you nod. the smallest movement. a desperate one.
his eyes widen.
he takes off down the street—fast, but not frantic, trying not to draw attention. your legs give out, and you slump to the floor just as the front door clicks open again.
"where are you?" sunghoon calls out.
panic races through you, but your limbs won't move fast enough.
he appears in the doorway a second later.
eyes drop to you.
your body crumpled by the window.
and that's all it takes.
he lunges.
his hands are on you instantly—grabbing your arms, dragging you up with no care for your trembling body. he spins you toward the bed, but you're dead weight now, slumping in his grip.
"what the fuck did you do," he growls, voice tight with fear. "did someone see you?"
you don't answer.
he shakes you hard, fingers digging into your arms. "did he see you?"
your silence is enough.
his breathing becomes frantic. he shoves you back onto the bed and runs to the front window. peeks through the blinds.
and curses.
"fuck. fuck!"
he spins around, pacing.
then—
sirens.
distant.
not close yet, but unmistakable. your heart surges.
sunghoon's entire face crumples with fury and panic.
he grabs a bag—throws it across the room. opens drawers. grabs knives. rope.
sirens grow louder.
closer.
you're still lying on the bed, too weak to fight, but your eyes track his every movement.
he moves to the door. he's going to run, but something stops him.
you.
he turns, stares at you for a beat. long and quiet. then walks back toward you slowly. you flinch when he reaches for your face—but he doesn't hurt you.
instead, he cups your cheek. wipes a streak of something off your skin. sweat or tears. maybe both.
"you did this," he whispers.
his voice is calm again.
the sirens are just outside now—cars skidding, doors slamming.
he leans in closer. kisses your forehead.
"i'll see you again."
and then—
bang—bang—BANG.
"police! open up!"
the door doesn't wait for an answer. it bursts open in seconds. officers storm inside—guns raised, shouting commands.
sunghoon stands tall. his hands rise slowly. he doesn't struggle.
but he never takes his eyes off you.
not once.
as they shove him to the ground, shouting, cuffing him, dragging him away—
he turns his head back to look at you.
eyes wide. wild and devoted.
"i'll find you," he calls, voice breaking. "no matter where they take me. you belong to me."
he never thought it would end like this.
face pressed to the hardwood, cold metal biting into his wrists. police shouting over each other, boots stomping through his space—your space.
they're dragging him away now. but his eyes won't leave you.
not once.
you're huddled near the corner of the bed—blanket pulled over your shoulders, shivering, pale, but awake. not limp. not broken. your eyes are on him.
terrified and defiant.
just like the first time you stared him down.
he thought he'd taken that out of you. smoothed your edges, broken your fight. he thought you'd learned.
but now, looking at you...he sees it.
you never stopped burning. you just waited for the moment to breathe.
it makes his teeth grit.
he remembers the first night he stood over your bed, zip ties in his hands, heart thudding not with fear but need. the thrill of control, the high of being wanted—or at least needed—by something warm, soft, his.
you were supposed to need him by now.
he told himself he'd remake you. that it was fate you were the one sleeping in this house, with the window left open like an invitation.
you were supposed to belong to him.
but now? they're hauling him away and he's powerless.
just like he was before. before the escape. before he found you. before he felt that sick sense of purpose in your screams and silence alike.
you're slipping from him.
you're blinking and breathing and safe in someone else's arms now. and he knows—knows deep in the marrow of his bones—that they're going to take you far away from him.
his lip curls. he twists in the officer's grip, eyes locked on yours.
"i'll see you again," he growls, voice hoarse with rage and obsession. "you hear me? you're mine."
you don't reply.
you just watch him disappear down the hallway.
no more ropes. no more gags. no more silence.
just the ghost of his voice echoing down the corridor, and the sound of your own breath finally filling your lungs—free.
you tremble.
someone rushes to your side—a medic. hands on your face, checking your vitals, voice soft and reassuring. but all you can do is stare at the door.
where he disappeared.
and pray he never keeps that promise.
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charlotteking27 · 20 days ago
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Red Hair, Fast Cars
Max Verstappen x reader
Summary: You are a redhead with curly hair dating Max Verstappen, but after the Netherlands GP, you are spotted at the redhead festival, and the fans go crazy.
Warning: none
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The roar of engines at Zandvoort still echoed in your ears as you drove through the Dutch countryside. Your curly red hair caught the late afternoon sunlight streaming through the car window.
Max had won his home Grand Prix again, and the celebration had been amazing. Now you were ready for something completely different.
"Are you sure about this?" Max asked that morning, gently twisting one of your copper curls around his finger. "You know the cameras will be everywhere after yesterday's race."
You just smiled and kissed him goodbye. "It's been three years since I attended a proper redhead festival. I'm not missing Roodharigendag for anything—not even for the world champion."
Walking through the gates of Tilburg's Stadspark, you felt like you had entered another world. Hundreds of people with every shade of red hair imaginable filled the park—from strawberry blonde to deep auburn, straight hair to curls wilder than your own. For the first time in months, you didn’t stand out. You were just another redhead in a sea of beautiful, fiery locks.
You had been careful—sunglasses, a simple sundress, and your hair pulled back into a bun with curls escaping everywhere. But apparently, you weren’t careful enough.
"Oh my God, is that Max Verstappen's girlfriend?"
The whisper carried on the wind, and you felt that familiar flutter of recognition ripple through the crowd around you. You had been photographed enough times in the paddock that dedicated fans knew your face, especially with your distinctive hair.
"It is! She's here! At the redhead festival!"
Within minutes, your quiet afternoon celebrating natural red hair had turned into something else entirely. Phones appeared everywhere, and suddenly, you were at the center of attention among a crowd that was made up of redhead festival attendees and Formula 1 fans who had somehow appeared out of nowhere.
"Can we get a picture?" "Are you here with Max?" "Your hair is gorgeous!" "Is Max coming?"
The questions came from all directions, but what struck you most was how different this felt from the usual racing crowd attention.
Here, surrounded by a sea of redheads, many comments were about your natural curls, representation, and how cool it was to see someone like you dating a world champion.
"I love that you never straighten it for the cameras," said a teenage girl with bright red ringlets similar to yours. "My mum always says I should, but seeing you... I don’t want to anymore."
Your heart swelled as the young girl took inspiration from you. You hoped to help more redheads—those who needed someone to talk to or look up to—feel confident in themselves. You wanted to be the person you wished had been there for you when you were growing up.
You found yourself relaxing despite the growing crowd. These weren't just racing fans—they were your people, in a way. People who understood what it was like to have hair that couldn't be ignored, who probably faced the same comments and questions throughout their lives.
"Excuse me, everyone!" A familiar Dutch accent cut through the chatter, and the crowd parted as Max appeared, still wearing his Red Bull polo from earlier sponsor obligations. "I heard my favorite redhead was causing trouble without me."
The crowd erupted. Here was the Dutch racing hero at their local redhead festival, grinning as he wrapped his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder.
"I thought you had meetings all afternoon," you whispered.
"Cancelled them," he murmured back, loud enough for nearby phones to catch. "Couldn’t let you have all the fun with your fellow redheads without me."
What followed was magical chaos. Max happily posed for pictures, signed autographs, and listened with genuine interest as festival organizers explained the history of redhead celebrations.
What made your heart swell were the moments watching him with the kids, especially the young redheads who seemed starstruck that someone who looked like them was dating their racing hero.
A young boy, no more than thirteen, shyly approached Max, holding a notebook and pen in one hand. Max greeted him with a smile. "Your hair is so cool," Max told the boy with bright orange curls. "Just like hers. You should never let anyone tell you to change it, okay?"
By the time you escaped the crowd, the sun was setting, and social media was buzzing. #RedheadFestival was trending, filled with pictures of you and Max surrounded by hundreds of redheads, your curly hair finally free from its bun and wild in the evening breeze.
"Well," Max said as you walked back to the car, his fingers intertwined with yours, "I think we just started something."
Your phone was buzzing nonstop with notifications. Twitter was going crazy:
@F1RedQueen: "STOP EVERYTHING. Max's girlfriend is at the REDHEAD FESTIVAL, and I'm crying; she's literally found her people."
@CurlyHairDontCare: "The way she's never hidden her natural curls and now she's celebrating at the redhead festival... WE LOVE A CONFIDENT QUEEN."
@DutchGPFan: "From Zandvoort to redhead festival in 24 hours, this girl really said 'watch me live my best life' and I RESPECT IT."
@GingerPride2025: "Seeing Max Verstappen's gf at Redhead Festival is the representation we needed. Natural curls in F1! RED HAIR SUPREMACY!"
Your best friend texted: "Girl, Twitter is going crazy. There's already fan art of you as the 'Redhead Racing Queen', and three different people have started Instagram accounts dedicated to your curls. Also, redhead festival attendance just tripled for next year."
You showed Max the message, and he laughed, the sound mixing with the distant music still playing in the park behind you.
"Think you can handle being the unofficial spokesperson for redheads in motorsport?" he asked, playfully tugging on one of your curls.
You grinned, standing on your toes to kiss him as someone in the distance shouted, "There they are!" A fresh wave of camera flashes began.
"I think I can manage," you said. "After all, someone has to represent the curly redheads in the paddock."
"Good," Max replied, pulling you closer as fans started approaching again, "because I have a feeling this is just the beginning."
As the crowd surrounded you both once more, filled with racing fans and redhead festival attendees alike, you couldn't help but smile even brighter. Looking around at all these young redheads taking selfies with newfound confidence, you realized you could finally turn the insecurity you had felt growing up into the representation they deserved.
Watching Max sign autographs while complimenting everyone's hair, you thought it might just be the best beginning you could have asked for.
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sangunary · 18 days ago
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hear me out, batfamily with a teenage reader that gets in trouble for fighting...BUT the reader won because they had used a move they saw that member of the batfamily do. For example, Reader jabs the other kid in the throat to choke them up then suplex's them or something😭 OR Reader uses a weapon they might've used and won that fight (obviously not Damian's or Jason's because they can be lethal) but it can't be Bruce's either because that's just straight hands and reader isn't that advanced yet lol. So i'm just gonna go with Dick or Tim's weapon of choice. Say for example there's for some reason a heavy but thin lying pole around, Reader just grabs that and starts beating on the kid with it but with Red Robin's moves for some reason(or nightwing's). this is purely just for fun but tysm for reading it at least. if you do write it may it PLEASE be separate with the characters? like to each their own scenario, or not it's up to you
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- Teenagers Are Scary.
BatBoys × sibling reader ( Platonic )
SYPNOSIS: Copy and Paste but just make it more violent.
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You were never one to hesitate every since you were born, that's how you were raise. The one that hesitate will be left to starve and the ones who never hesitate got to see the daylight again.
Simple and easy rule, nothing complicated about it.
Growing up in the street really build characters in people.
Hesitation doesn't run in the blood, an unattended belonging? yours, a wallet that is very visible? yours, random money on the ground? yours. If it's not by someone side it's yours.
Even if angry dogs are surrounding it, you would fight them. Older kids trying to steal something you already set your eyes on? Just use the plank or brick to scare them or better hit them hard enough to scare but not hard enough for jail.
That's how you and your mother survive for eight years, it wasn't fancy like in the books but it was something. You can't blame a kid for trying to survive.
After a long day of running from people's and cops that want you dead you went home, your mother laying dead on the ground.
You sit near her body for a day straight without moving, no tears, no panick, just processing the moment and trying to find a way to escape the orphanage system.
Then he came, batman. One look at your rough and dirty self suddenly you got adopted by a rich man the next day.
Who you later found out to be batman.
You had promise yourself to forget about the past life and finally choose the peaceful way of life when you had an option.
But, boy do you wish to raise your hand.
"Do you have Asthama?"
You asked the boy who had been bothering another girl for sometimes, she herself clearly told him to stop but he doesn't seem to understand english.
"No... Wh-"
Before he could answer you, you jabbed him on the neck.
Turns out defending people against annoying people is a bad thing and got suspended for a week.
"Little wing, why would you jab him? You do realise that you are suspended right? It better be for a good reason, you're lucky B isn't here"
Dick the moment he saw you walk inside began to lecture you on behalf of Bruce, well let's be honest he's alot more kind but his word hold more significant since he's the eldest.
"He was annoying"
You answered simply, you didn't understand what you did wrong you just simply defend a harmless girl.
Why is everyone so mad for? A rematch would be a good way to get everyone off your back.
"Little wing, this isn't like the street you can't harm people for that reason here... Now what did he do exactly?"
After explaining what had happened he seems to be relaxing... But still not happy with the way you had handle it.
"He could have hurt you... And thank God he didn't cause I won't be able to stop whatever forces that will be seeking revenge on your behalf."
Dick added to lighten the mood up, he meant Damian and Jason would definitely terrorise the kid if he touch you.
You have learnt how to jab people without any long term damage by watching him... So he was also involve one way or another.
He doesn't know if he should be mad or impress that you learn such move by just watching and somehow practising.
"Don't tell B, im proud of you for handling the case maybe next time just not too much violence?"
He pat your head as he smile, his siblings are so diverse one doesn't even realise what hesitation is...
"Still, pretend to be upset Alfred might catch on that I let you free"
Jason on the other hand was excited to meet you after he got news that you got in another fight.
Jason understand your anger and lack of hesitate alot better than anyone else.
He was also from the street and surprisingly when he was your age he was very kind compared to you.
He can see that you were trying your best to not go back to your old life style but it's hard when it's everything you ever knew.
At the park while you were going out with a friend this new girl with the entitlement of an European monarchy came up to her and push her.
Well for any mature person they would let it go and talk about it later.
Not you, never you.
You wouldn't let another hand touch your precious friend like that, from where you were from that was the biggest sign of disrespect and that isn't alright.
You complete forgot about the fact that you were no longer obliged to follow that rule and went after her.
The poor girl was running for her life as you continued to chase her, thanks to the fact that you were used to running from cops you caught to her quick.
Although you weren't stupid enough or mad enough to just yank her by her hair you insted hug her.
She was utterly confused and did try to struggle her way out of your grip.
But Instead you held tighter, not forgetting that adult's were indeed present.
"The leaf are slippery"
After that sentence you accidentally fell backwards while still holding onto the girl and lifting her, suplexing her.
You've saw Jason did it before infact he taught you that move.
He was always the one who brought up on how you would be able to defend yourself from bully without any warning or problem.
Basically Jason train you to beat others without getting into trouble, he was a professional.
"So you use the move?"
He asked curiously, afterall he had been waiting to hear the result of his teaching for a while.
"Yup, they actually check up on me first than her"
"Good, I supposed teaching you the art of violence in disguise is a great bounding material. I am a better mentor than that bat"
Jason exclaimed, he wanted to say he was proud but he need to hold back so you'll continue to work harder.
"Can you teach me how to terrorise people without direct involvement next?"
Yup, you're the best sibling he could ever ask for.
Tim on the other hand seeing you with no hesitation scared him, abit.
You had been accompanying him during his patrol, although you weren't a vigilante yet Bruce insist that you learn the route and other small matters. (He wants you to bound with your siblings more)
As a result you were tagging along with Tim, with a paper bag on your hear with a hole for an eye. Your fashion was unimaginable.
You were learning good and overall a good night. Bruce did gave you a uniform but you like to wear a normal' pants and shirt with sneakers and a paper bag from the last fast good you order.
While chasing after a kid that you absolutely hate you managed to catch him before he could due to pure hatred.
Picking up a thin metal pipe and hitting him on the leg as he kiss the ground hard. Tim notice the way you hold it, just like he did.
He did remember during the latest patrol you two had he did use the same move just yours was sloppier and you hit them alot harder.
It was like looking at the past, you really did learn everything from the way he hold it to even how you were standing... He's abit scared on how fast you catch up.
The kid was squirming on the ground cause you did hit him on the knee with a loud thud.
You on the other hand place your foot on him to stop him from moving, yes it wasn't necessary but you took your chance.
"Cuff him"
You demanded still holding onto the pipe.
Tim doesn't know if he should tell you or let Bruce take his part as your father... Well he would most likely be drag in since he is his son as well...
"You hit him too hard, don't step on him either he isn't resisting"
He told you, he can't let Bruce know about this.
"Could have done worse"
you mumbled, listening to your older brother.
Damian was picking you up from school when he saw you getting pick on.
He saw the other kid tugging at your hair more then once and you were surprisingly calm. Damian was disappointment at that moment.
He doesn't like seeing people just taking it when they're being bullied and he was thinking about teaching you how to fight.
Last time he check you beat the life out of Tim with a pillow. Maybe you weren't as much of a demon outside? You must be one of those people who cares about reputa-
Before he could finish thinking you look at the kid dead in the eye.
Put your hands on his shoulder and hit him with your forehead, the kid on the other hand began to cry as you went back to normal.
It was satisfying to watch, the kid friends tried to comfort and even try to hit you back.
He was abit concern now, you were the youngest and they out number you plus you haven't been trained yet you were eleven.
You took a very thick book from someone wnd proceed to hit them with it and yeah you won.
One example and no one wanted to know what you will use next.
"What was that about?"
He asked, he knew what it was about he just wanted to hear you talk about it.
"I saw you hitting Tim with your forehead once... That got him to shut up, I just wanted him to stop I didn't knew it would hurt"
Lie, you knew damn well how much ut would hurt. Your forehead is turning red from the impact.
Damian does remember what you were referring to, Dick, Jason and Tim tried to smash his face with cake and Tim was the one holding the cake.
He headbutt him because struggling out of Dick hold was hard and he just wanted to hit Tim, fortunately you were there to witness everything.
Guess he's a good influence then.
The book was just you utilising your surrounding object. Hitting them hard was just to show them who the real deal was.
He wasn't mad, he was the same when he was your age just honest. You? could talk your way out of it with that facade innocent of yours.
Atleast one of his siblings is nearly as great as he is.
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no-144444 · 2 months ago
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Can you write military!reader x f1!driver like they back from tour and surprises the driver persanely I would like to read Lando but you write with your fav driver ofc
home soil- m.verstappen
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꩜summary: you surprise max with an early homecoming
꩜pairing: max verstappen x fem! sargeant! reader
꩜a/n: if there's anyone in the US military, sorry! i probs got something wrong about how it works- i'm irish so my b if i did!
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Max hadn’t been looking forward to Miami. He knew the car would be shit. He knew he’d be fighting Lando on track. He knew Oscar would pass him. He knew everything in store for him, and he still had no word from you. You went off-grid 2 weeks ago. He had no idea where in the world you were. What you were doing. If you were safe. In all honesty, he hated your job. He hated being away from you for so long. He hated the amount of unknowns it came with. He hated it meant you had to stay in the US. He hated that it took him 4 months to convince you that he wanted you, and to have you believe him. 
“Fuck’s sake,” he mutter under his breath as he walked into his driver’s room. He could’ve ripped the thing apart. P4 in the race. He was pushing like crazy. 
“Alright?” your voice broke through every thought in his head and silenced them. You. You. Home. Safe. 
He didn’t care that he was sweaty. He didn’t care that he had media duties. He wrapped his arms around you, and for the first time in weeks, he finally relaxed. “You’re here,” he whispered like it wasn’t true. You chuckled against his skin, nodding into his neck. 
“And I’ll be in Imola too,” you smiled brightly as his eyes went wide, his hands cradling your face like you could break at any second. “Got my leave approved.”
“That’s brilliant, schatje!” he smiled, and pulled you in for a kiss. 
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Max wasn’t known for keeping his calm. He was a racer, he won, and he didn’t care how many times he got in someone’s way. 
You kept your calm no matter what. Cool, calm, collected. Calm enough to pull the trigger of a gun on a person and not have it faze you. Calm enough to date an F1 driver and keep him stable. Calm enough to be here tonight, and not make it a big deal that Max Verstappen was your fiancé. You were strong too. Tough. Sure of yourself. He liked it. 
That’s why he didn’t feel the need to intervene when he saw you being chatted up by some sleeze. He just smirked as the man inched closer, it was free entertainment for the night, which was always necessary at F1 events. 
“I have a boyfriend,” you reminded the man who had been hounding you for the past few minutes. Fiancé, if we’re getting technical, but Max rarely did. 
Charles flashed him a smirk. “Going to go over there?” he questioned. 
Max shrugged. “If it gets boring,” he chuckled. “She can hold her own.”
“She’s scary,” Lando admitted. “First time I talked to her she threatened to break my arm.” 
“You were flirting with her,” Alex reminded him. “I remember how pissed Logan was.”
“Oh yeah!” Oscar laughed, nudging Logan (who was beside him). “And when you found out about Max and Y/n.”
“He went ballistic,” Lando laughed. “Almost killed his sister!” 
“It wasn’t that bad,” Logan defended, but even Max gave him a look. “Ok, but it is shitty to go after someone’s sister!” 
The group continued laughing as Max listened back in on your conversation. 
“Oh yeah?” the guy smirked. Was it Tim, or Tom? Either way, he was a dick. “I don’t see him.”
“Now you do,” Max interrupted, wrapping an arm around your waist and smiling in a polite ‘fuck off’ way. The man chuckled. He was some NFL player. “Have a good night-”
“Let the pretty lady decide for herself, thank you very much,” he smirked. You gagged. 
“I chose him,” you deadpanned. 
“You’re in McLaren merch,” he pointed out, flicking at the hat on your head. You felt Max stiffen beside you, you could tell he was holding himself back from a fist fight. As much as this guy deserved it, Max was no MMA fighter, and you didn’t really want to be the reason he got his shit rocked. 
“Yeah, my mate drives for them,” you shrugged. “Do we have a problem here?” you demanded. “Because if we do we can talk about it.”
“No problem sweetheart, just don’t know if he understands how to be with a real woman such as yourself. I don’t see you at many races-”
“No, you don’t. Usually because I’m fighting for your fucking freedom you ungrateful asshole,” you scoffed, flashing your military ID card. The colour drained from the guy’s face and, before he could speak again Max whisked you away and back to the table with the rest of the guys.  He watched as you joked and laughed with them, happy you were there in front of him. He couldn’t ask for much more. You were safe.
You were here.
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paucubarsisimp · 2 months ago
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surprise gone wrong
pairings: lando norris x reader
summary: in which you try surprising lando...
warnings: angst, cheating
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melbourne, australia – sunday night
you hadn’t been this excited in weeks.
the plane landed thirty minutes early, but it still felt like it took forever to reach the city. every step off the plane, through customs, into the cab—it all buzzed with a kind of electricity that made your fingers twitch. you were barely keeping it together.
you were going to surprise him. your boyfriend. your person.
lando.
you hadn’t seen him in three weeks. the season had barely started, but it already felt like the world was swallowing him whole. interviews, practice, media, debriefs. your conversations had gone from long, late-night calls to quick voice notes and blurry facetimes while he was on the move.
but today was different.
he won. first place. finally.
you watched it on the tiny tv at home, hands over your mouth, heart pounding with his. and when he crossed the finish line, when the team screamed over the radio, when his voice cracked through the headset—you felt it all. pride. joy. love.
you booked the flight that same hour.
you didn’t tell him. didn’t want to. it was supposed to be a surprise. you wanted to show up, wrap your arms around him, and whisper, “you did it. i’m here.”
the rooftop bar was chaos.
you barely made it through security, but someone from mclaren must’ve recognized you and let you up. the elevator was packed with strangers—some people dressed like they lived here, others clearly part of the racing circus. cameras were already out. music thumped through the walls.
when the doors opened, the night hit you full force.
neon lights. booming bass. drinks spilling over glasses. laughter, loud and echoing. flashes from phones and disco balls and champagne bottles. the kind of party that blurred together like a fever dream.
but your eyes were searching for one thing. just one.
him.
and then you saw him.
lando.
halfway across the rooftop, surrounded by a crowd of familiar faces—some engineers, a few of the pr team, people you’d met once or twice. his curls were a mess, shirt slightly untucked, a drink in one hand, and that signature post-win smile stretched wide across his face.
your breath caught in your throat.
god, you’d missed him.
you stepped forward, your fingers gripping your purse a little tighter, heart ready to burst.
and then everything stopped.
because she was there.
a girl. standing too close. laughing at something he said, one hand on his chest.
and before you could even blink, he leaned in. and kissed her.
slow. familiar. like it wasn’t the first time.
you froze.
it was like your body short-circuited. like someone hit pause on the world, but forgot to tell your heart to stop breaking.
his hand was on her waist. hers tangled in his curls—the curls you used to touch when he couldn’t sleep, when he was anxious, when he needed grounding.
and he was smiling into it. drunk. relaxed. like there was nothing wrong.
like you weren’t even real.
you didn’t know how long you stood there.
you couldn’t move. couldn’t blink. couldn’t even breathe properly.
the music was too loud. the lights too bright. the room spinning too fast.
lando norris—your lando—was kissing someone else.
and you were just… standing there.
uninvited. unseen. the girl who showed up late to her own story.
your heels clicked too loudly as you turned around. pushed through the crowd. passed people who didn’t know you, didn’t care. the elevator took forever. someone asked if you were okay. you nodded without hearing them.
once outside, the air hit you like a wave.
melbourne at night was still buzzing. people celebrating. cars honking. the city alive.
but your world had gone completely, painfully still.
you walked. didn’t know where. didn’t care.
you just needed to get away from that rooftop. away from the music. the cameras. the kiss.
you had come here to surprise him. to celebrate with him.
but he had already moved on.
sunday night – 1:42 a.m.
you didn’t remember getting to the hotel.
your phone said it was fifteen minutes away, but your mind had gone quiet somewhere between leaving the club and stepping into the empty, too-clean lobby. everything felt hazy. like you were watching yourself from the outside, like you were just playing a part in a story that was never really yours.
the keycard slid into the door with a beep. you stepped inside the room. lights off. no sounds. just the low hum of the air conditioning and the dull ache behind your eyes.
you dropped your purse on the chair. kicked off your heels. the dress, once so carefully picked for him, slid to the floor with a whisper.
you stood there in silence. bare. weightless. like if you closed your eyes, you could just disappear.
but you didn’t.
you walked to the bed, sat on the edge, and finally—finally—let it out.
not the sobbing kind of cry. not the messy, movie-scene breakdown.
this one was quieter. smaller.
it started in your chest. then your throat. then your eyes, slow and warm and unrelenting.
you buried your face in your hands. curled in on yourself.
this wasn’t how tonight was supposed to go.
you’d imagined it so many times.
lando opening his hotel door and seeing you there. his eyes going wide, grin stretching across his face as he pulled you in, lifted you off your feet like he always used to. his voice thick with disbelief, “you’re actually here?” followed by kisses, laughter, maybe even tears.
you would’ve run your hands through his curls, whispered, “you did it, baby,” and he would’ve held you like the world had stopped.
that was the version you flew across the world for.
but instead, he kissed someone else.
and smiled while doing it.
your phone lit up on the nightstand.
1:51 a.m. text from: oscar
hey, lando’s pretty out of it. you coming by? he’s been looking around like he forgot something. maybe you?
you stared at it.
what were you supposed to say to that?
you started typing.
i saw him.
paused.
deleted it.
typed again.
i’m here.
no. not right.
you sat there, thumbs hovering over the screen, heart pounding in your ears.
finally, you sent:
tell him congrats.
short. distant. detached.
you turned the phone face down after that.
you laid back on the bed, staring at the ceiling, arms crossed over your chest like you were trying to hold yourself together. the sheets smelled like hotel bleach and artificial lavender. the kind of clean that made everything feel more sterile. more empty.
you used to feel so close to him, even when he was halfway across the world.
but now?
you’d never felt farther away.
you thought about calling someone. your sister. your best friend. anyone who could make this moment less sharp. less lonely.
but how do you explain flying across the world to surprise someone, only to find out they stopped waiting for you?
how do you explain watching the person you love put their hands on someone else like it meant nothing?
you didn’t want to talk.
you just wanted to forget.
your eyes fluttered shut. and for a second, the image played again behind your eyelids.
lando, laughing. her fingers in his hair. his mouth pressed to hers.
your stomach turned.
you rolled over, facing the wall, trying to breathe past the ache.
you came all this way. you were the surprise.
but he didn’t even notice you were gone.
flashback – eight months ago, london
the rain had come out of nowhere.
you were both soaked—shoes squishing, clothes clinging to skin, hair plastered to your faces as you ran down the narrow london street, laughing like idiots.
lando had forgotten an umbrella. of course.
“i told you to check the weather,” you teased, huddled under a shop overhang, trying to catch your breath.
“you did. i just didn’t listen.”
he was grinning. water dripping from his lashes, curls a mess. he looked ridiculous. beautiful.
you stared at him, heart full, cheeks aching from smiling.
“we’re actually drenched.”
“romantic, though.” he leaned in, bumping your forehead with his. “like a movie scene.”
“a very soggy movie scene.”
he laughed. and then he kissed you. right there, in the middle of the street, while strangers rushed past and the sky kept pouring.
it wasn’t rushed. it wasn’t perfect. but it was real.
that was the thing with lando—he made even the messiest moments feel soft. warm. like something you wanted to wrap yourself in.
later, back at his place, you sat on the kitchen counter in his hoodie while he made tea. music playing low, windows fogged up from the cold. the quiet kind of night that felt like home.
he walked over, pressed a mug into your hands, then stood between your legs, hands resting on your thighs.
“i hate how much i love you,” he said softly, eyes on yours.
you raised an eyebrow. “that a bad thing?”
he shook his head. “no. just scary. i’ve never had this before.”
you swallowed.
you’d never had it either.
“what’s ‘this’?”
“you.” he smiled, just a little. “you feel like the only thing that makes sense when everything else is insane.”
you leaned forward, resting your forehead against his.
“then hold onto me, yeah?”
“always.”
and you believed him.
present – melbourne, 3:13 a.m.
you were still awake.
still staring at the ceiling like it had answers.
the hotel room was quiet except for the occasional car down on the street below. you hadn’t moved much. your body felt heavy. not tired, just… hollow.
you kept replaying that night. london. the rain. his hands. his words.
he said he’d hold onto you.
but somewhere between then and now, his grip slipped.
or maybe yours did.
maybe the distance got too loud. maybe the silence in between texts got too long. maybe love needs more than belief to survive.
you reached for your phone again.
no new messages.
not from him.
not from anyone.
you considered texting him. asking why. asking if he meant to do it. if he even knew you were there. if she was just some mistake or someone he’d already planned on seeing long before tonight.
but deep down, you knew the answer.
lando never did things by accident. not like that.
you turned your phone over again. shoved it under the pillow.
whatever you had—whatever you were—maybe it wasn’t enough anymore.
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aceyalonso · 9 months ago
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can you stay the night? - CHARLES LECLERC
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pairing : charles leclerc x bestfriend!reader
summary : you and charles had always been comfortable with each other, comfortable enough to cuddle, go out on "platonic" dates, and maybe comfortable enough to leave a toothbrush at his place
warnings/notes : swearing, y/n is kinda dense, charles is a simp, sexual innuendos, romantic stuff that they think as platonic, suggestive-ish (??) scene (no actual smut)
word count : 14.2k
song : la vie en rose - édith piaf
a/n : happy 600!!! no angst this time around :p (this fic is a bit long because ik @nepobbylver is gonna love this HAHAHAH)
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May 26, 2024 - 5:12 PM
Y/n settled against Charles, his soft blond dachshund snuggled comfortably between them as they cuddled on the couch. She ran her fingers through the dog's fur, enjoying the simple moment of comfort in his presence. Charles wrapped his arm around her, pulling her closer as they continued to relax in the quiet peace.
As they continued to snuggle together, a thought occurred to Y/n. She shifted slightly, looking up at Charles with a curious expression. "You know," she began, "I have to ask. Is this really how you want to celebrate your home race win?"
Y/n paused for a moment, her fingers still idly stroking the dachshund's soft fur. "I mean, don't get me wrong, this is nice, but I was just thinking...don't you want to go out to dinner or something? You've won your home race, after all."
Charles chuckled softly, drawing her closer. "Honestly, I just wanted to spend time with you," he replied, his voice low and warm. "But if you want to go out, we can do that too."
A small smile curled Y/n's lips. "And leave this little guy all alone?" she teased, looking down at the dachshund. The dog lifted its head, as if sensing they were talking about him, and wagged its tail lazily.
Y/n couldn't help but laugh, reaching over to give Leo's head an affectionate pat. "Sorry, buddy," she said, her tone playful. "Looks like it's nap time for you. Go back to sleep."
The dachshund yawned widely, as if in response to her words, before settling back against her and closing his eyes, content to ignore them again.
Charles chuckled, watching the interaction between Y/n and Leo. "Looks like he's already got it figured out," he said, his arm still around her. "A relaxing night in might actually be the perfect way to celebrate after all."
Y/n's smile faded slightly as she looked back up at Charles. "I know, but it just feels like… you should be celebrating more, you know?" she said, her voice softly. "You just won your home race. Shouldn't you be doing something bigger than this?"
Charles sighed, a mix of resignation and affection in his voice. "Alright, alright," he said, giving in to her insistence. "If you want me to celebrate that bad, we'll go out tomorrow. We can even bring Leo along."
Y/n's face lit up with satisfied surprise. She hadn't expected him to give in so easily, but she couldn't help feeling relieved. "Really? You don't mind going out tomorrow?" she asked, almost too eagerly.
He chuckled again, amused by her eagerness. "Yeah, really," he reassured her, his arm still around her. "We can have a nicer celebration tomorrow, with dinner and whatever else you want."
She held up her hand in a prayer gesture, looking upwards as if addressing some higher power. "Thank you, oh benevolent lord," she said dramatically. "For providing me with free food tomorrow, I am eternally grateful!"
Charles rolled his eyes good-naturedly. "You're ridiculous," he said, a hint of affection in his voice. "You're getting one meal, and you act like it's a gift from the heavens."
Y/n nodded in agreement, her exaggerated gratitude fading a bit. "I mean, you're not wrong," she said, a tinge of resignation in her voice. "Monaco is not exactly wallet-friendly, especially when it comes to food. I'll take what I can get, honestly."
Charles chuckled, his hand absentmindedly stroking along the dachshund's back. "Well, don't worry," he assured her. "I'll make sure you get a proper meal tomorrow. No more scavenging for leftovers for you."
Y/n's smile waned as she gave him a playful glare. "Now you make me sound like some orphan kid begging for scraps during the Victorian era," she retorted, a hint of mock indignation in her voice.
Charles laughed heartily at her comparison. "Oh, come on," he said, his tone both amused and affectionate. "I didn't mean it like that at all. You know I'd do anything to make sure you were never hungry, Victorian era or modern day."
Y/n's mock frown softened into a genuine smile, her heart fluttering at his sweet words. "I know," she admitted, leaning against him. "But I couldn't resist the chance to give you a hard time about it."
Charles chuckled, his grip around her tightening slightly. "Of course you did," he teased. "You never miss an opportunity to give me a hard time, do you?"
Y/n burst into a dorky laugh, her eyes sparkling with amusement. "Hahah, hard," she echoed, the innuendo in her tone not lost on either of them.
Charles grinned, lifting his hand to gently cover her mouth. "Maybe you should just go to sleep," he teased, pretending to sound serious. "Save the innuendos for later."
Her eyes widened, a laugh muffled against his hand. She playfully wriggled against his grip, feigning protest but not really wanting him to let go.
He chuckled, enjoyed the way she struggled against him, the playful back-and-forth between them. "Careful," he warned, his tone filled with mock severity. "Keep that up, and I might have to keep you quiet another way."
Y/n's eyes widened with mock horror, her expression over the top dramatic as she stared up at him. "Oh, lord," she gasped, in a faux-dramatic voice, "You're not going to gag me, are you?"
Charles' smile widened at her reaction, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "Keep up the smart mouth, and you just might find that out," he threatened, his voice low and teasing.
She scrunched up her nose in exaggerated disgust. "Ew, Charlie, ew" she says, her tone overly dramatic. She tried to look irritated, but the playful gleam in her eyes betrayed her true feelings.
Charles laughed at her reaction, shaking his head at her dramatic display. "Oh, come on," he teased, clearly enjoying the banter. "Don't act like you wouldn't secretly love it."
Y/n shot him a mock glare, refusing to admit that he might be right. "Oh, please," she said, her tone defiant. "As if I'd enjoyed being gagged. I'm too much of a free spirit for that."
He chuckled again, his hand still placed over her mouth "Oh, you're a free spirit, alright," he agreed, enjoying the banter. "A free spirit that could probably use a little lesson in restraint."
Y/n laughed, gently maneuvering Leo off her before standing up. "Get off me, you muppet!" she playfully mimicked, her voice filled with exaggerated indignation. She stepped away from the couch, a small grin still on her face.
Charles couldn't help but chuckle at her playful exit. "Yeah, yeah," he replied, his tone amused. "Go ahead and leave, but keep in mind, I now know one surefire way to shut that smart mouth of yours."
Y/n paused for a moment, her eyebrows raising slightly. She tried to maintain her mock annoyance, but the gleam in her eyes revealed her intrigue. "Okay, and just how do you plan to do that, smart guy?"
Charles leaned back against the couch, a smug smile playing at the corners of his lips. "You really want to know?" he asked, his voice low and suggestive.
She shook her head, feigning nonchalance. "Nevermind," she said, her tone dismissive. "I need to use the bathroom anyway."
He gave her a knowing smirk as she made her escape. "Sure, go ahead," he replied, not letting her get away without a snarky comment. "But don't think I won't remember this later."
She rolled her eyes as she walked away, pretending to ignore his snarky comment. "Oh, I'm sure you will," she called back over her shoulder, disappearing down the hall towards the bathroom.
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Y/n had just finished washing her hands when she suddenly opened the bathroom door. "Hey, Charlie?" she called out, her tone casual.
Charles, who was still lounging on the couch with Leo, lifted his head in response to her call. "Yeah?" he replied, curious to know what she wanted.
Y/n stepped out of the bathroom, her hands still slightly damp from washing. "Hey, so," she began, a small smile on her face. "Are we gonna order food, or do you think maybe I should make something?"
He sat up a bit on the couch, mulling over the options. "Let's order in," he decided, a lazy grin on his face. "No need to cook when we can get food delivered, right?"
She raised her eyebrows at him, a mischievous gleam in her eyes. "So, you're paying, right?" she asked, her tone half sarcastic, and half-serious.
Charles chuckled at her question, knowing she expected him to pay (as per usual). "Yeah, yeah," he agreed, not really bothered by it. "I'll pay for it, don't worry your pretty little head about it."
Y/n settled back on the couch again, cradling the sleeping dachshund in her arms. "Thank you," she said, her voice soft as she cuddled with the dog. She leaned back against Charles, her hand automatically finding its way to Leo's warm, furry body.
He wrapped his arm around her, drawing her closer. He watched her fondly, enjoying the peaceful moment. "You know, most people would take advantage of my kindness and order the most expensive thing on the menu," he teased lightly.
She chuckled, running her fingers through Leo's soft fur. "Oh, I won't go too crazy," she promised, her voice filled with pretend innocence. "Just a small order of caviar and a glass of champagne, nothing too extravagant."
Charles laughed heartily at her answer. "Right, not too extravagant," he repeated, his tone dripping with sarcasm. "A small side order of caviar, she says. You're lucky I'm feeling generous tonight."
Y/n smiled at his sarcastic response, enjoying their banter. "Hey, a girl can dream, can't she?" she replied, her tone lighthearted. "A little bit of luxury every now and then never hurt anyone."
Charles chuckled, shaking his head in mock resignation. "Oh, believe me, I'm all for spoiling you," he assured her, his arm tightening around her. "Just try not to bankrupt me in the process, alright?"
She laughed, snuggling against him, her fingers still idly scratching Leo's head. "I don't think I could bankrupt you if I tried," she teased. "You're a rich F! driver in Monaco, after all. I doubt a little caviar is going to break your bank."
Charles chuckled, his hand lazily running along her arm. "Hey, don't underestimate your powers of persuasion," he warned, his tone playful. "You could convince me to buy you the moon if you tried, I'm sure."
Y/n laughed heartily, shaking her head. "Oh, the caviar was just a joke," she clarified, her tone lighthearted. "I mean, who in their right mind actually enjoys that salty, fishy stuff? It's like eating fancy seawater, if you ask me."
Charles chuckled, enjoying her commentary. "Yeah, that's a fair assessment," he agreed, nodding his head. "I'm pretty sure the only reason people eat it is because it's expensive and somehow considered posh."
She nodded in agreement, a smirk on her face. "Exactly," she said, her tone amused. "it's like a status symbol for the rich and fancy. The more you spend on it, the fancier you are."
Y/n shook her head, her smirk turning into a thoughtful expression. "Alright, enough talk about weird expensive food," she said. "What do you want to order? Pizza, Chinese, something else?"
Charles thought for a moment, considering the options. "Hmm, I'm up for anything," he replied, his hand idly tracing patterns on her arm. "What are you craving, mon ange?
She thought for a moment, her gaze wandering towards the kitchen. "I kind of feel like pizza," she admitted, her voice tinged with nostalgia. "But then again, I could go for some old-fashioned comfort food like mac and cheese."
He nodded in agreement, his hand still trailing up and down her arm. "Pizza sounds good," Charles said, his voice casual. "And honestly, mac and cheese isn't a bad idea either. We could get both if you want."
Y/n looked up at him, a hopeful expression on her face. "Really?" she asked, her voice tinged with excitement. "You'd let me get both pizza and mac and cheese?"
Charles chuckled at her eager expression, unable to resist her excitement. "Sure, why not?" he replied, his tone indulgent. "We can have a bit of everything. No need to limit ourselves, right? Especially when I'm paying for it."
Y/n's eyes lit up, her smile widening at his agreement. "Oh, thank you!" she exclaimed, her voice filled with genuine gratitude. "I promise I won't get too carried away. We can get pizza and mac and cheese, and maybe a side of mozzarella sticks for good measure."
Charles laughed heartily at her enthusiasm, loving the way she got excited over food. "Mozzarella sticks?" he repeated, his tone amused. "Now you're pushing it. But, since you asked so nicely, I suppose we can get some mozzarella sticks as well."
Y/n grinned, her excitement growing with each added food item. "You're the best!" she declared, snuggling closer to him. "I swear, you give in too easily. All I have to do is bat my eyelashes and say 'please' and you're wrapped around my finger."
He chuckled, his arm encircling her waist. "I can't help it," he admitted, his tone fond. "You're too damn cute when you get excited about food. How could I resist giving you what you want?"
She smiled slyly, a hint of gloating in her expression. "See? I knew it," she teased, poking him in the side. "You're a softie, deep down. All I have to do is ask nicely and you'll cave."
Charles snorted, feigning offense. "Softie?" he retorted, his tone lighthearted. "I prefer the term 'indulgent' when it comes to you. I just like making you happy, that's all."
Y/n's smirk widened, her hand coming up to poke his chest playfully. "Indulgent, softie, whatever you want to call it," she teased, her voice filled with affection, "the point is, you can't say no to me. And you know what? I love it."
Charles laughed, shaking his head at her teasing. "Yeah, yeah, you win," he conceded, raising his hands in mock surrender. "I admit it, I can't say no to you. Especially when you look at me all cute and expectantly, begging for pizza and mac and cheese."
Y/n nodded, a satisfied smile on her face. "And mozzarella sticks," she added, her tone firm. "Don't forget the mozzarella sticks. I can't have pizza and mac and cheese without some fried cheesy goodness on the side, can I?"
She thought for a moment before turning to Charles. "And can we get some soda?" she asked, her voice hopeful. "You know, to wash down all this unhealthy food we're about to consume."
Charles grinned, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "Of course, we can get some soda too," he agreed, chuckling at her request. "We need something other than water to balance out all this greasy, delicious goodness."
Y/n smiled victoriously, clearly satisfied with his willingness to indulge her. "Yay, soda!" she exclaimed, her voice tinged with childish excitement. "You know, I could get used to this whole 'getting whatever I want when I ask nicely' thing."
Charles chuckled, his hand giving her a playful tap on the head. "Oh, don't get used to it," he warned, his tone jokingly stern. "I have a feeling I'm going to regret spoiling you so much."
She laughed, leaning into his touch. "Oh, come on," she teased, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "You know you love spoiling me. Admit it, you secretly enjoy it when I bat my eyelashes and ask for things."
Charles didn't bother denying her accusations; he knew she was right. He simply chuckled, choosing to indulge her playful banter instead. "You know me so well, don't you?" he said, his voice filled with affectionate amusement.
Y/n grinned, her smile widening as he acknowledged her observation. "I have a sixth sense for these things," she teased, her tone filled with mock self-importance. "I know when you're secretly enjoying spoiling me, even if you won't admit it."
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May 26, 2024 - 8:12 PM
Charles groaned, his hand resting on his stomach. "Oh, I'm so full," he lamented, his voice tinged with mock despair. "I shouldn't have had that fourth slice of pizza, but it was just so good."
Y/n sat next to him, her own hand on her stomach as well. "I know what you mean," she agreed, her voice slightly strained. "I swear I can feel my stomach expanding. But you know what? It was worth every single bite."
She laughed heartily, her stomach feeling more and more stuffed. "You're right," she agreed, her voice tinged with reluctance. "We should probably clean up before all this grease and sauce dries up."
Charles groaned again, his hand still resting on his stomach. "Ugh, I don't wanna move," he protested, his voice filled with exaggerated laziness. "Can't we just take a little food coma nap first?"
She chuckled at his melodramatic reaction, shaking her head. "As much as I'd love to join you in your food coma, we should probably clean up first," she reasoned, her tone slightly authoritative. "Otherwise, we'll regret it later when everything's dried up and stuck to the plates."
Y/n had just stood up, plates in hand, when Charles gently pulled her back down next to him. She looked at him with a mix of surprise and confusion, her hand hovering in the air where the plate had been a moment ago.
Charles placed the plates back onto the table and pulled Y/n closer to him, his head coming to rest on her shoulder. He wrapped an arm around her, his body relaxed against hers, seeking comfort in her proximity.
Y/n didn't resist his pull, instead leaning into his touch. She reached up, her hand gently caressing his hair, her fingers running through the messy strands. "You know, you're just using me as a pillow now," she teased, her voice soft and affectionate.
He chuckled, his eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of her fingers in his hair. "Can you blame me?" he asked, his tone lighthearted. "You're so comfortable, and I can't be bothered to move right now."
Y/n sighed contently, her fingers continuing to play with his hair. "You're just being lazy," she retorted, her tone fond. "But I guess I can be your cozy pillow for a little while longer."
Charles smiled, his body relaxing even more as her fingers continued their soothing caress. "Good," he mumbled, nuzzling his head further into her shoulder. "I could stay like this forever."
She chuckled as Leo padded over to them, his furry little body weaving between their legs. "Hey, little guy," she greeted the dachshund, reaching down to pet him. "Did you enjoy your food too?"
Leo, his belly full and content, simply looked up at Y/n with his innocent little eyes. He wagged his tail happily, clearly content after his own feast.
Charles laughed, his head still resting on Y/n's shoulder. "Looks like Leo was just as successful at stuffing his face as we were," he commented. "He's got that satisfied, slightly bloated look for sure."
Y/n laughed, her hand still running through Charles' hair. "You can say that again," she agreed, her tone light. "I don't think I've ever seen a puppy eat that much. He's like a little vacuum cleaner."
She scooped up Leo, the dog happily settling on Charles' lap. Then she turned to Charles, her tone more serious. "Actually, I should really get going and start cleaning up all this mess," she said, gesturing to the collection of plates and takeout containers on the coffee table.
Charles groaned again, his hand still resting on his stomach. "But I'm so comfortable here," he protested, his voice laced with mock protest. "Can't it wait just a little longer?"
Y/n chuckled at his protest, her tone firm but affectionate. "No, no, you relax," she insisted, standing up again. "You did pay for the food, after all. I'll take care of cleaning up."
Charles watched her as she stood up, a pout on his face. "Are you sure?" he asked, his tone reluctant. "I feel bad just sitting here while you do all the work."
Y/n smiled at his concern, her tone gentle yet firm. "It's alright, Charlie," she reassured him. "I can handle this. You just stay put and digest all that food we ate."
Charles relented, his pout turning into a resigned smile. "You're too nice to me," he admitted, his hand rubbing his stomach again. "But alright, I'll stay here and try not to fall asleep."
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May 26, 2024 - 8:30 PM
Y/n wiped her hands on the towel, and a satisfied smile appeared on her face. The dishes were clean, the leftover food was packed away, and the coffee table looked presentable again. "There, all done," she announced, her voice slightly tired but content.
She heard a soft, gentle snoring sound as she walked closer to the couch. She chuckled softly, her eyes falling upon Charles. He was fast asleep, his head lolling back against the couch, his mouth slightly open.
Y/n couldn't help but smile at the adorable sight. Leo was sleeping peacefully, his tiny body nestled in Charles' lap. His little paws were tucked beneath him, and his tail was twitching slightly as he dreamt.
Charles, on the other hand, was in a deep sleep, his face relaxed and peaceful. His chest rose and fell with each slow, steady breath he took. It was a sweet, innocent sight to behold.
Y/n settled down on the floor beside Charles, her elbow resting on the cushion of the couch, her face close to his. She looked at him, her eyes soft and content. The soft snoring filled the room, creating a soothing background noise.
She smiled, her eyes still on Charles. She knew all too well how exhausting race days could be for him. The physical and mental energy he expended was immense. It was no wonder he was sleeping so soundly right now.
Charles stirring in his sleep caught Y/n off guard. Suddenly, his hand moved and accidentally smacked Y/n in the face. It wasn't a hard hit, but it was enough to make her slightly recoil.
"Ouch!" Y/n exclaimed, her hand instinctively going to her face where Charles' hand had made contact. She rubbed her cheek softly, a mix of surprise and confusion on her face. "Charlie, wake up. You hit me in the damn face."
Charles roused from his sleep, his eyes slowly fluttering open. He looked blearily at Y/n, still slightly groggy. "What?" he mumbled, his voice thick with sleep. "What happened?"
Y/n chuckled, her hand still on her face. "You accidentally hit me in the face while you were asleep," she explained, her tone light-hearted. "Looks like you were dreaming about a boxing match or something."
He blinked, his mind slowly catching up to what Y/n was saying. "I did what?" he asked, his eyes widening in disbelief. "Oh no, I'm so sorry. Are you okay?"
She laughed gently, shaking her head to reassure him. "It's fine, I'm okay," she chuckled, her hand still massaging her cheek. "You didn't hit me that hard. But maybe you should watch your hands next time you're dreaming about boxing."
Charles stretched his arms, a tired yawn escaping his lips. "Yeah, I guess I should head to bed," he agreed, his voice groggy. "I'm feeling pretty beat after that food coma."
He rubbed his eyes, then turned to Y/n. "Oh, and make sure you use my bathroom to freshen up," he reminded her, his voice still tinged with sleepiness. "You can use whatever you need in there."
Y/n looked up at Charles, a quizzical expression on her face. "Why can't I use the guest bathroom?" she asked, her tone slightly puzzled.
Charles sighed, rubbing his eyes again. "Right, I forgot to tell you," he mumbled, his voice tired but apologetic. "The guest bathroom's pipes need fixing. Can't use that one. Gotta use mine tonight."
She nodded in understanding, her eyes meeting his. "Alright, no problem," she said, a small smile on her face. "I'll use yours then. I don't want to be without a shower tonight."
He returned her smile, his eyes filled with exhaustion but also affection. "Thanks for understanding," he murmured. "Goodnight, and enjoy my bathroom."
Y/n watched him go, her eyes lingering on his sleepy form as he headed down the hallway to his bedroom. She smiled to herself, feeling a mixture of affection and amusement at Charles' tired but sweet gesture.
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May 26, 2024 - 11:38 PM
Y/n sat on the bed, scrolling through her phone in the guest bedroom. She glanced at the clock on the wall and noticed the time was 11:38 pm. Realizing it was getting late, she decided it was time to get ready for bed. The thought of a relaxing, warm bath sounded perfect right then.
She gathered her small toiletry bag, a fresh towel, and a change of clothes. She quietly walked out of the guest bedroom and headed down the hallway to Charles' bedroom. Upon reaching his room, she gently turned the doorknob, not wanting to wake him if he was still asleep.
Charles' voice came from inside the room, his tone groggy but awake. "You can come in," he mumbled, his words slightly muffled by his pillow. "I'm awake."
Y/n smiled slightly, grateful that he was awake and ready for her. She pushed open the door and stepped inside, her eyes immediately adjusting to the dim lighting in the room.
Charles was lying in his bed, propped up against the pillows, his hair was tousled and his eyes slightly heavy with sleep. Despite his sleepy appearance, he was watching her as she entered. "You're taking a bath?" he asked, his voice carrying a hint of amusement.
Y/n nodded, holding up her toiletry bag and towel. "Yeah, thought it would help me relax before bed," she replied, her tone soft. "Is it okay if I use your bathroom for a bit?"
Charles nodded, a sleepy smile on his lips. "Sure, take your time," he reassured her, his voice slightly hoarse from sleep. "You can use the bathroom as long as you need."
She smiled in appreciation, and his kind words made her feel more comfortable. "Thanks," she said, her tone grateful. "I won't be too long. I just want to unwind a little before bed."
Y/n walked into the bathroom, her toiletry bag clutched in her hand. The soft glow of the bathroom lights illuminated the room as she entered, the door closing behind her with a soft click.
She set her things down on the counter, her mind already contemplating the warm, relaxing bath she was about to enjoy. The bathroom was neat and spacious, the fixtures and tiles gleaming in the soft light. The ambiance was quietly soothing, perfect for a late-night dip.
She turned on the faucet, allowing the water to run in the bathtub, creating a soothing, gentle sound that filled the bathroom. Steam began to rise, the room slowly filling with a warm, comforting humidity. The bathroom was now a miniature sauna, perfect for relaxing tense muscles and calming the mind.
After a few moments, the tub was filled to a comfortable level, bubbles foaming on the surface of the water. Y/n tested the water with her hand, ensuring that the temperature was just right. Then, she turned off the faucet and started to undress, her clothes being neatly folded and placed on the counter.
As Y/n stepped into the tub, the warmth of the water enveloped her. She sank into the bubbles, a sigh of contentment escaping her lips. The stress of the day, and the tiredness in her body, all seemed to melt away as she immersed herself in the soothing water. Her eyes closed, her limbs relaxed, and her mind started to unwind.
The steam curled around her, the scent of bath oil mingling with the warm, moist air. She lay back, the water lapping gently at her neck. A few moments passed, the only sound in the bathroom being the soft, gentle splashes of water. Y/n felt her thoughts drift further and further away, her body becoming more and more relaxed as she luxuriated in the tranquility of the moment.
Her mind wandered, memories, and thoughts coming and going gently like a light breeze. The rest of the world seemed distant as if nothing could disturb this blissful sanctuary. She closed her eyes, her breathing slowing, and her body utterly surrendered to the comfort of the water. Time seemed to stand still, her mind floating in a contented blur.
The soothing warmth of the water and the tranquility of the room lulled Y/n into a doze, her mind and body completely relaxed. She lost track of time, her thoughts drifting further and further away until she slipped into a light sleep, the bubbles and steam gently surrounding her.
However, the peaceful moment lasted only a few short minutes. The sound of the bathroom door opening gently roused her from her doze, the sound bringing her back to reality. Y/n's eyes fluttered open, blinking away the daze as she focused on the figure in the doorframe.
The bathroom door had opened, allowing a sliver of light from the outside to fall across the tile floor. Charles stood in the doorway, a slight frown on his face. He hadn't intended to disturb her, but his need for the bathroom had grown too great to ignore.
His hair was a disheveled mess, and his eyes were still half-closed with sleep. He tried to look away, to give her some privacy, but his voice betrayed his concern. "Sorry," he muttered, his tone soft and gravelly. "Just really need to go... I didn't mean to wake you up."
Y/n stirred, pushing up from the water. The bubbles clinging to her form, she sat up in the tub, her eyes on Charles. "It's okay," she reassured him, her voice still tinged with sleep. "I dozed off for a bit. I'll get out in a minute."
Charles hesitated for a moment, his eyes darting away and back to her. He tried to keep his eyes from wandering too far down, but the sight of her in the tub was a bit distracting. "You're sure?" he asked, his voice a bit hoarse. "I... I can wait."
Y/n chuckled softly, the sound echoing in the confines of the bathroom. "No, it's fine," she reassured him, her tone light but firm. "You need to go, I can get out."
She quickly grasped her towel and wrapped it around herself, securing it at her chest. Charles turned his gaze away, respecting her modesty. He kept his back to her, giving her the privacy she needed.
The sound of her getting out of the tub made a slight splashing sound, the water shifting as she rose. She stepped out onto the bath mat, her hair slightly damp, and the towel clinging to her form.
Charles nodded, still facing away to give her some privacy. "Alright," he said, his voice still a bit gravelly, "I'll be done soon. You can wait in there and brush your teeth when I'm done."
Y/n nodded, her grip on the towel tightening slightly. "Okay," she replied, her voice soft. "I'll wait here. Take your time."
As soon as the bathroom door closed, Y/n hurried to get changed. Although the bath was relaxing, the knowledge that Charles was waiting just on the other side of the door hurried her movements. She slipped into her fresh clothes, the material cool and comfortable against her still-damp skin.
Within a few minutes, she was fully dressed, her hair still a little damp but tucked away from her face. She checked herself quickly in the mirror, making sure everything was in place before taking a seat on the edge of the bed.
The silence in the room was broken only by the occasional sound of a car passing on the street outside. Y/n sat patiently, waiting for Charles to finish. Her mind began to drift, her thoughts a mixture of relaxation and anticipation.
Just as she started to feel a bit antsy, the sound of the bathroom door opening broke the silence. Charles emerged from the bathroom, his hair slightly disheveled but otherwise looking much more awake.
He smiled slightly as his eyes met hers, his expression a mix of tiredness and relief. "All done," he said, his voice still roughened by sleep. "The bathroom's all yours."
Charles leaned against the doorframe, still feeling a bit groggy, but also enjoying the sight of her moving around his bathroom. He tried not to look too closely as she bent over to reach for her toiletry bag, the sight of her in his bathroom quite domestic and slightly stirring.
He waited patiently as she rummaged through her bag, her fingers pulling out her toothbrush and toothpaste. She started to brush her teeth, the sound of the brush against her teeth and the water from the faucet filling the small space.
Charles watched her quietly, his eyes following her movements. He observed the way she moved, the way the light played across her skin, and the small sounds she made as she brushed her teeth. It was all very mundane, yet somehow strangely intimate.
The moment felt almost surreal, the quiet of the night and the intimacy of the bathroom creating a bubble of comfort and familiarity. Charles's mind was still a bit hazy with sleep, but he found himself enjoying the simple act of watching her brush her teeth in his bathroom.
Y/n continued brushing her teeth, her cheeks slightly puffed with foam. She then remembered the plan for the following day and spoke with a foamy mouth, her words slightly garbled. "Where... are we... eating... tomorrow?" she managed to ask, her toothbrush still swirling in her mouth.
Despite her toothbrush-filled mouth, the question was clear. Charles chuckled softly at the sight of her, her hair slightly messy, dressed in her pajamas, and talking with a mouth full of foam.
He leaned against the doorframe, his arms crossed over his chest as he responded. "I was thinking we could go to that new café downtown," he suggested, his voice still rough with sleep. "I've heard they have great pastries and coffee."
Y/n nodded, the toothbrush still in her mouth. The idea of pastries and coffee sounded delightful, especially in the morning. However, the foam made her answer turn into a series of mumbled sounds, leaving Charles unsure of what she was actually saying.
Charles chuckled softly, amused by her foamy response. "I'll take that as a yes," he said light-heartedly, unable to keep a smile off his face.
She tried to respond but ended up sending a few drops of foamy toothpaste sputtering onto the sink. She quickly rinsed out her mouth, spitting the foam out. "Sorry," she sheepishly apologized, her cheeks slightly pink. "Hard to talk when my mouth is full of foam."
Charles chuckled again, the sound echoing around the small bathroom. "It's fine," he reassured her, his voice warm. "It was entertaining to watch, even if I couldn't make out half of what you were saying."
Y/n leaned against the counter, exhaustion beginning to show in her every muscle. Her shoulders sagged, and she let out a weary sigh. "I'm too tired to walk back to the guest bedroom," she mumbled, her tone weary and a bit whiny.
Charles saw her slouched form and sympathized with her fatigue. He knew it was past midnight and she'd had a long day. "You can just sleep here if you want," he suggested, his tone gentle yet practical.
Y/n perked up slightly at his suggestion. The idea of collapsing into the comfort of a bed without having to move sounded heavenly. "Are you sure?" she asked, her voice a tired murmur.
Charles nodded, his eyes softening at her tired state. "It's fine," he reassured her, a small smile on his lips. "I don't mind. This bed is plenty big enough for both of us."
Y/n hesitated for a moment, her cheeks slightly warm. The thought of sharing a bed with Charles was undeniably intimate, but her body's need for rest was so great, that she couldn't find the energy to protest. "Okay," she agreed, her voice barely more than a weary murmur.
She stumbled to the bed, her weary steps almost resembling a slow run. She practically collapsed onto the sheets, the soft, cool fabric feeling luxurious against her tired body. She landed on the bed with a satisfied sigh, the impact sending the sheets billowing slightly.
Y/n sank into the bed, her limbs feeling like lead. A weary groan escaped her lips as she wrapped her arms around a nearby pillow, pulling it close to her chest. The pillows felt soft and supportive, the bed molding around her form like a cozy, welcoming cocoon.
Charles watched her with an affectionate smile, amused by her eagerness to be in bed and the speed with which she had buried herself in the pillows. He moved to the bed, sitting on the edge and watching as she settled into the sheets.
He couldn't help but chuckle softly at the sight of her, her body half-buried under the pillows and blankets. Her eyes were closed, the exhaustion of the day evident in the way she had slumped into the soft bedding.
"Comfy?" he teased gently, his tone a mix of amusement and affection. He reached out and ruffled her hair, his fingers briefly touching her forehead.
Y/n mumbled an affirmative reply, her words barely intelligible as she mumbled into the pillows. "Mmmhmm..." was all she managed to get out, her eyes still closed, and her body snuggled deep into the bed.
Charles smiled at her sleepy reply, finding her exhaustion endearing. He continued to sit on the edge of the bed, watching as she nuzzled into the pillows, almost melting into the bedding.
"You look like you're ready to hibernate," he teased her again, his tone gentle but amused. He reached out and ran his fingers through her hair once more, his touch tender but affectionate.
Charles smiled at her lack of reply, amused by her quick transition into sleep. He had barely finished speaking when he saw her body relax further into the bed, her breath evening out into the slow rhythm of sleep.
He chuckled softly, realizing she had fallen asleep mid-conversation. He stood up from the edge of the bed and walked over to the light switch, flicking it off. The room fell into darkness, the only light coming from the sliver of moonlight from outside.
Charles carefully slid into the bed, trying not to disturb Y/n's sleep. Once he was settled, he moved closer to her, gently maneuvering her body so she was pressed against him. His arm curled around her, pulling her close against his chest, and he held her close, her warmth and soft breathing against his skin.
He lay there, awake, listening to her breathe, feeling the steady rise and fall of her chest. The soft sound of her breathing was like a lullaby, and he found himself soothed by her closeness.
Charles began to hum softly, his voice barely above a whisper. The melody was slow and soothing, the song a soft rendition of Édith Piaf's "La Vie en Rose." His voice was warm and gentle, the sound reverberating silently in the quiet room.
He continued to hum as he held Y/n close, the sound of his voice mingling with her soft breathing. The melody was a small, comforting addition to the silence, a soothing lullaby only meant for her sleeping form.
As he hummed, his eyes traced her features in the dim light. He could make out the soft curve of her nose, the gentle angle of her jawline, the fluttering of her eyelashes against her cheeks. She looked peaceful in sleep, her face relaxed and free from the lines and shadows of daytime.
His hold on her was gentle but tight, his arm wrapped firmly around her, keeping her close. The feel of her body against his was comforting, a steady reminder that she was there, safe in his arms.
Charles's voice trailed off as he finished singing the final note of "La Vie en Rose." He let the silence settle for a moment, his breath a soft sigh against her hair.
Then, he whispered, his voice barely audible in the darkness, "God, if only you knew how much I love you. If only you weren't so dense." His tone was affectionate yet tinged with a hint of melancholy.
Charles continued to hold Y/n close, his eyes still on her face, even in the dim moonlight. He whispered softly to himself, his words barely a sound.
"One day," he muttered, his voice a whisper. "I'll tell you one day."
His voice was filled with a mixture of determination and uncertainty. He knew confessing wouldn't be easy, and the fear of rejection was a constant gnawing in the back of his mind. Yet, the need to tell her how he felt was growing more powerful by the day.
For now, though, he'd continue to hold her close, appreciating the quiet intimacy of the moment. He closed his eyes, listening to her steady breathing, and willed himself to sleep.
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May 27, 2024 - 8:16 AM
Y/n stirred, her eyes slowly fluttering open. The room was filled with the soft morning light, and for a moment she was disoriented. Then she became aware of her surroundings, the realization that she wasn't in her own bed slowly dawning on her.
She sat up, her head still fuzzy from sleep, and her eyes widened as she saw not Charles but Leo lying next to her, in the same spot Charles had been the night before.
The sight of Leo sleeping peacefully made her blink, a rush of surprise and confusion going through her heart. A million questions raced through her mind. Where was Charles? Was this a dream? But she quickly became aware that this was very real, and Leo was indeed sharing the bed with her.
Y/n's hand moved almost on its own, gently reaching out to stroke Leo's head. The soft fur felt warm under her fingers, a stark contrast to the cool sheets she had just woken up from.
Leo stirred slightly at her touch, his head nuzzling closer to her hand. He let out a soft, contented sigh, still mostly asleep.
She scooted closer to Leo on the bed, her eyes still heavy with sleep but her curiosity stirring. "Leo," she whispered, her voice soft yet a hint of worry in her tone. "Do you know where Charles went?"
Leo blinked open his eyes slowly, his intelligent gaze meeting hers. He yawned widely, showing off his little tongue before tilting his head to one side, clearly not understanding her question.
Y/n's head whipped around at the sound of a laugh, and her eyes met Charles's form standing in the doorway. A wave of relief washed over her as she saw that he was okay and had not disappeared into thin air.
"You're here," she said, her voice a mixture of surprise and relief. She pushed herself into a sitting position, shaking the last tendrils of sleep from her mind. "Where did you go? And why is Leo in the bed?"
Charles chuckled at her question, his eyes sparkling with a hint of mischief. He walked over to the bed, a cup of coffee in his hand. "I went to get us both some coffee," he explained, the aroma of freshly brewed coffee filling the room. He sat down on the edge of the bed, next to where Y/n was still sitting.
"And as for Leo," he added with a smirk, "he just wanted to keep you company."
Leo had also perked up at the sound of Charles's voice, his tail thumping softly against the sheets. He let out another soft sigh before stretching out, rolling onto his back and exposing his stomach.
Charles took a sip of his coffee, his eyes watching Y/n and Leo with fond amusement. "Seems like he's quite comfortable here," he commented, his voice laced with a hint of humor.
Y/n yawned and stretched slightly, her eyes still half-focused on Leo's adorable form on the bed. Her gaze then flicked to Charles, a sleepy smile on her lips. "Well," she teased, her voice still raspy with sleep, "who wouldn't be? Your bed is huge."
Charles chuckled at her comment, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "I guess I have a lot of room to share," he replied, his tone lighthearted. He took another sip of his coffee, savoring the hot liquid.
"It's a good thing," he added, his tone becoming a bit more serious. "It means I have enough space for both you and Leo." He reached out, his fingers gently scratching behind Leo's ear, earning a soft, satisfied whine from the dachshund.
"See? He likes the bed," he said, his tone softening as his gaze met Y/n's again. He put down his coffee on the bedside table, his eyes studying her face. "How'd you sleep?"
Y/n took a moment to consider his question, a soft sigh escaping her lips. "I slept well," she answered, her voice still a bit dazed from sleep. "Although, I admit waking up to Leo instead of you was a bit of a shocker."
Charles chuckled at her reply, his shoulders shaking slightly with the sound. "Sorry about that," he apologized, his tone slightly sheepish. "I didn't want to wake you, and I didn't expect Leo to take my place so quickly."
Leo, as if sensing they were talking about him, let out a small, tired 'woof' before rolling over onto his front, his paws sticking out adorably. He let out another sigh, his eyes half-closed in contentment.
Charles bent down and patted Leo's head gently, his smile widening at the dog's adorable display. "Looks like I've been replaced," he joked, his tone playful but laced with a hint of affection.
Y/n chuckled softly, her eyes watching the interaction between Charles and Leo. "Looks like you have," she agreed, her tone light and amused. She reached out a hand, scratching behind Leo's other ear, eliciting another soft whine of contentment from the dachshund.
She pushed the covers off, reluctantly leaving the warm, comfortable bed. With a small groan of sleepiness, she stood up, the cold hardwood floor against her bare feet.
"I'm going to go use the bathroom," she announced, her voice still hoarse from sleep. She stretched her arms over her head, yawning widely as she made her way across the room.
Charles watched her as she moved across the room, her sleepy form padding towards the bathroom. "Take your time," he said, his tone gentle. "I'll be here when you're back."
Y/n nodded, her hair slightly mussed from sleep. "I won't be long," she said, her voice still half-slurred from sleep. She pushed open the bathroom door and disappeared inside, closing the door behind her with a soft click.
Charles leaned back against the headboard, turning his attention to Leo, who was now rolling back and forth on the bed, seemingly enjoying every inch of the large expanse of sheets. He couldn't help but chuckle at the sight, reaching out to scratch the dog's belly gently.
Charles's hand continued to rub Leo's stomach, his eyes watching the dachshund lazily rolling around. His question hung in the air, the weight of it echoing around in his mind.
His expression softened, and he spoke softly, his voice just above a murmur, "When do I tell her?"
He hadn't expected a response from a dog, but speaking his thoughts out loud helped to somehow organize them in his mind. The sound of Y/n moving around in the bathroom filtered through the door, background noise to his contemplation.
Charles sighed, the weight of his feelings for her seeming to get heavier with each passing day. The need to tell her how he felt was becoming more urgent, the words threatening to spill out at any moment. But the fear of her rejection, the possibility of losing her friendship... it was enough to keep him holding his tongue.
As the moment passed, he shook his head slightly, forcing the thoughts away for now. Y/n would be out of the bathroom soon, and he didn't want her to see him too lost in his own thoughts.
He turned his attention back to Leo, continuing to rub the dog's stomach, the repetitive motion helping to soothe his own restless thoughts.
The sound of the bathroom door opening brought his attention back to the present. He looked up to see Y/n exit the bathroom, her hair slightly less mussed now. She walked back to the bed, her steps a bit less sleepy than before.
"Feel better?" Charles asked, his voice still a soft murmur. He watched her approach, the morning light from the window casting her figure into a soft golden glow.
Y/n nodded in reply, a small, satisfied smile on her face. "Yes, much better," she answered, her voice clearer now, having lost the sleep-induced huskiness. She collapsed back onto the bed, the soft sheets welcoming her tired form back into their embrace.
She scooped up Leo, her hands gently holding the dachshund's small body against her chest. She cradled him against her, his soft fur rubbing against her bare skin. Leo let out a soft, contented sigh, snuggling closer to her neck, his warmth and scent offering her comfort.
Y/n looked down at Leo, her fingers gently stroking the soft fur on his head. A soft, affectionate smile tugged at the corner of her lips, and she whispered, "Oh, you're my little baby, aren't you?" she cooed, her tone soft and affectionate.
Leo's ears perked up at her words, his small head lifting from where it was resting at her neck. He let out a soft whine, as if in agreement.
Charles watched the interaction between Y/n and Leo, his heart skipping a beat at her use of the word 'baby'. The casualness with which she used it, the affection in her voice... it made something stir within him.
He couldn't help the small smile that tugged at the corner of his lips, a mix of fondness and subtle jealousy swirling within him.
The word 'baby' echoed in his mind. He wanted to hear her say it to him, longed to have that affectionate tone directed towards him. But he pushed the thought away quickly, not wanting to dwell too long on his own unrequited feelings.
He chuckled softly, his tone purposefully lighthearted, "Looks like Leo's got a new favorite."
Y/n looked up at Charles with a playful, mock-mean expression, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "What do you mean, 'new favorite?' I've always been Leo's favorite," she declared, her voice carrying a hint of playful defensiveness.
Leo seemed to sense the playfulness in her tone. He let out a soft 'woof,' his little tail wagging fiercely as if agreeing with her statement.
She stuck out her tongue defiantly at Charles, her tone playful but laced with a hint of satisfaction. "He loves me more than you," she stated, holding up Leo as if to prove her point.
Leo seemed to know he was the center of their playful argument. He let out a soft whine, his head tilting from side to side as if unable to pick a side.
Charles feigned hurt, placing a hand over his chest in mock-shock. "Ouch," he joked, his tone light but with a hint of genuine amusement. He raised an eyebrow at Y/n, playing along with her banter.
"Traitor," he muttered jokingly to Leo, though his eyes were still on Y/n, the sparkle of humor dancing in them.
Charles leaned back against the headboard, a hand rubbing his chin in thought. "Unfortunately," he said, his tone laced with a slight hint of disappointment, "the café is closed today."
He paused for a moment, mulling over his next words before continuing, "Apparently, the owner is having his birthday party, and he's given all his employees the day off."
Y/n's expression mirrored Charles's disappointment, a small pout on her lips. "That's a shame," she replied, her voice softer, the playful banter from before replaced by a genuine hint of disappointment.
She looked down at Leo, who was now lying comfortably on her lap, his little eyes closing as if falling back asleep. "I was looking forward to their pastries," she added, her tone slightly wistful.
Charles reassured her with a small smile, his tone hopeful. "It's okay," he said, his words gentle, "We can stay here for now, and later we can go out for brunch."
He shifted slightly, turning his body to face her more directly, the morning light bathing them both in a soft, warm glow.
"Besides," he added, his tone a hint more playful, "we can have Leo all to ourselves for longer. He seems quite content right where he is." He nodded towards the dachshund, who was still lying peacefully in her lap, now fast asleep and lightly snoring.
Y/n looked down at Leo with a soft smile, her fingers gently scratching behind the dachshund's ear. "But is it normal for puppies to sleep this much?" she asked, her tone a mix of curiosity and concern.
Leo stirred slightly, his little nose twitching as if sensing they were talking about him, but he continued to sleep, his tiny paws moving occasionally in his dreams.
Charles nodded in confirmation, a small smile on his lips as the memories of Leo's earlier antics filled his mind. "Yup," he confirmed, his tone casual. "He had a major case of the zoomies this morning. Running laps around the living room, barking, the whole nine yards."
Y/n's eyes widened in surprise, a hint of disbelief coloring her voice. "I slept through that?" she asked, her tone laced with a mixture of shock and amusement.
Charles chuckled at her reaction, nodding. "Oh, yeah," he confirmed, his voice slightly amused, "You were out like a light."
"You were completely oblivious to all the commotion," he added, a hint of fond admiration in his voice. "Leo was running circles around the room, barking like his little heart was about to burst, and you didn't even twitch."
Y/n couldn't help but laugh at the mental image of Charles trying to wrangle a hyperactive puppy while she blissfully slept through the chaos. "I feel like I should apologize," she said between giggles, "but it's also kind of funny that I missed out on all the fun."
Charles chuckled along with her, his eyes sparkling with amusement at the memory. "It was a sight to behold," he said, his tone lighthearted. "Honestly, I didn't know what to do with him. He was like a little tornado, zooming around the room at top speed."
"I tried to get him to calm down a bit," he confessed, "but he was having way too much fun. He was chasing his own tail, running into walls, yipping and barking like he'd just discovered the meaning of life."
Y/n looked down at Leo, her initial shock replaced by a soft, affectionate smile. "Poor baby," she murmured, her voice soft and gentle. "He must be exhausted."
She gently stroked the sleeping dachshund's head, her fingers gently running through his soft, short fur.
Leo stirred slightly in his sleep, his little nose wrinkling as if in response to her touch. His eyes remained closed, but he let out a soft, contented sigh, snuggling deeper into Y/n's lap.
Y/n looked up at Charles, a soft yawn escaping her lips. "Can I go back to sleep for a bit?" she asked, her voice still a bit drowsy.
Charles smiled, nodding gently. "Of course," he replied, his tone reassuring. "You can sleep for as long as you want. Leo and I will be right here when you wake up."
Y/n's shoulders relaxed in relief, her tiredness seeming to overtake her. She let out another, wider yawn, her eyelids already starting to droop. "Thanks," she murmured, her words slightly slurred with sleep.
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May 27, 2024 - 10:21 AM
He gently shakes Y/n's shoulder, drawing her from the pleasant world of dreams. "Y/n," he says softly, his voice warm and gentle. "Wake up, sleepyhead. It's time to get ready."
Y/n slowly opens her eyes, the remnants of sleep still clinging to her. She blinks a few times, her vision clearing, and meets Charles's gaze. "Already?" she mumbles, her voice still thick with sleep.
Charles nods, a small smile on his face. "Yep," he confirms. "I'm all set, and Leo's ready too."
He gestures towards Leo, who is now sitting by the bed, his little ears perked up and his tail wagging as if he understands the conversation.
Charles nods patiently, his smile still in place. "Sure," he replies, "Take your time. I'll wait for you here with Leo."
Y/n smiles in appreciation, and with a last, lingering glance at the duo, she heads into the bathroom to freshen up.
A few minutes later, Y/n poked her head out from the bathroom door, her hair still slightly damp. "Charlie," she called, her voice carrying through the open door, "Can you grab my dress for me? I left it on the bed in the guest room. I had it all ready last night before I fell asleep."
Charles looked up from where he had been playing with Leo, the dachshund now chewing on one of his shoes. "Sure thing," he replied, standing up and heading towards the guest room.
He navigated his way into the spacious guest room, the bed neat and tidy, the dress laid out meticulously on top. He picked up the dress, his eyes running over the delicate fabric and the design that Y/n had chosen.
He took a moment to appreciate the dress before walking back towards the bathroom, the dress safely in his hands. As he approached the bathroom door, he knocked gently, alerting Y/n of his arrival.
"I've got the dress," he called out, his voice soft so as not to startle her. He waited for a moment, giving her a chance to respond before proceeding.
Y/n peeps out from the bathroom door once more, a warm smile on her face. "Thank you, Charlie," she says, genuinely appreciative of his help.
Charles smiles back at her, holding the dress out for her to take. "You're welcome," he replies, his voice gentle. He takes a moment to appreciate the view of her standing there in the doorway, the morning sunlight catching the wet strands of her hair and making them sparkle.
He hands her the dress, their fingers brushing briefly in the exchange. There's a moment of silence, broken only by the sound of Leo's soft panting and the distant hum of city life outside.
Y/n emerges from the bathroom, the soft fabric of her dress falling gently around her legs. She smooths out any wrinkles, adjusting the straps and hemlines until she is satisfied.
Looking up at Charles, she says, "All ready," her voice cheerful despite the early hour.
Charles does a slow, subtle scan of her appearance, his gaze taking in the way the dress hugs her figure and accentuates her curves. He can't help the small appreciative smile that tugs at the corners of his mouth.
Y/n scoops up Leo, the dachshund snuggling comfortably against her chest. She grabs her phone from the bedside table and gives Charles's hand a firm pull, practically dragging him towards the door.
"Let's go," she urges, her tone full of eagerness.
Charles chuckles at her eagerness, allowing himself to be led by Y/n, their hands still linked together, and follows her towards the door. Leo lets out a soft little bark as if cheering them on.
The three of them head out into the hallway, Charles keeping pace beside Y/n as they make their way towards the front door. The soft pat-pat of their footsteps and the occasional squeak from Leo were the only sounds in the apartment.
They reach the front door, and Charles holds it open for Y/n and Leo, a gentlemanly gesture that seems almost second nature to him. "After you," he says, his tone light but filled with affectionate warmth.
Y/n grins at his old-fashioned chivalry, passing through the open doorway with Leo in her arms. "Why, thank you," she says, her words tinged with affectionate amusement.
Charles follows, letting go of the door as it closes behind him. He falls into step beside her, their shoulders nearly touching. "No problem," he replies, the corners of his mouth curving upwards into a small, private smile.
She notices Charles's unwavering gaze and asks, a hint of curiosity and amusement in her voice. "What? Is there something on my face? You've been staring at me the whole way down."
Charles's smile widens, caught in the act. He sheepishly rubs the back of his neck before replying, "No, no, nothing on your face. I was just watching you with Leo. You two are so cute together."
Y/n smiles, her gaze shifting down to Leo in her arms, who is oblivious to the conversation. "Oh, yeah," she says, a hint of pride in her voice, "We do make a pretty cute pair, don't we?"
He nods in agreement, his gaze shifting to both Y/n and Leo in her arms. "Absolutely," he says, his voice soft and sincere. "You and Leo are the cutest pair I've ever seen."
His eyes dart between Y/n and the dog, taking in the sight of the dachshund, so completely at ease in her arms. The elevator dings as it reaches the lobby, and he steps out, holding the door open for Y/n and Leo once more.
They step out into the lobby, the world outside the glass doors filled with the sounds of the city. Charles leads them out into the street, the sun warm and bright. As they walk, he can't help but glance at Y/n every so often, a small, fond smile playing on his lips.
The pair walk down the street, crossing intersections and passing by shops and cafes. Leo stays snuggled in Y/n's arms, his little head resting on her shoulder. Y/n and Charles walk quietly beside each other, the comfortable silence between them occasionally broken by a comment or a soft laugh.
They reach an open-air café, the outdoor seats under a shady tree filled with people enjoying their breakfast. Charles pulls out a chair for Y/n, gesturing for her to sit, his chivalry still very much in play.
"Have a seat," he says, his tone warm and gentle. "I'll go get us some breakfast menus."
Y/n smiles in appreciation, settling down on the comfortable chair with Leo still in her arms. She watches as Charles makes his way towards the counter, weaving through the tables and chairs with ease.
He reaches the counter, chatting with the employee behind it and perusing the menu on the wall. After a few moments, he returns with two breakfast menus, a smile on his face.
He hands one of the menus to Y/n and takes a seat across from her, a small gap between their chairs. He opens his own menu, his eyes scanning over the options. Leo stretches in Y/n's lap, his little arms and legs stretching out as he lets out a soft yawn.
Y/n grins at the sight, her fingers absently running through Leo's soft fur. She looks at her own menu, her eyes darting over the various breakfast items. "So many choices," she muses, her tone a mix of amusement and slight indecision.
Charles glances up from his own menu, a lopsided smile on his face. "Tell me about it," he agrees, a small huff of laughter escaping him. "I don't know if I want pancakes, eggs, or just a straight-up bowl of bacon."
Y/n laughs, imagining the sight of a plate stacked high with bacon. "A bowl of bacon does sound tempting," she replies, her tone jokingly serious. "But it might not be the best choice for breakfast."
Charles laughs along with her, the sound filling the space between them. "True," he concedes. "I don't think I want to start the day with a heart attack waiting to happen."
He looks back down at the menu, his expression thoughtful. "How about waffles?" he suggests, the word coming out slowly as if he's mulling over the idea.
Y/n considers the suggestion for a moment, her lips curving into a small, approving smile. "Waffles sound good," she agrees, nodding her head in agreement. "But only if they come with extra syrup."
Charles grins at her request, his eyes lighting up in amusement. "Extra syrup? That's non-negotiable," he clarifies, his tone still lighthearted. "Waffles without enough syrup are just sad, cold pancakes."
Y/n laughs in agreement, the sound ringing out around them. "Exactly," she says, a firm nod of her head. "Syrup is the most important part of a waffle. Without it, it's just a waste of carbs."
He wags a finger at her in a playful manner, his tone half-serious. "You know, I'm starting to think you just have a thing for sweet things. Coffee with too much sugar, syrup on everything..."
Y/n grins slyly, feigning ignorance. "Me? A sweet tooth?" she replies, her tone innocent. "I have no idea what you're talking about. I just like my food to have actual flavor."
Charles gives her a mock-skeptical look, a small chuckle escaping him. "Oh, really now? So that time last week when we shared a cheesecake and you almost went into a sugar coma..."
She laughs, her eyes sparkling with amusement. "That was for scientific purposes only," she clarifies, her tone light and playful. "I was testing my body's tolerance to sugar. It's all in the name of science."
Charles rolls his eyes in mock exasperation, his tone equally light. "Right, because science always requires two whole slices of cheesecake to be eaten in one sitting."
Y/n raises a finger in the air, a mock-serious expression on her face. "Science demands dedication," she says, her tone bordering on solemn, though her eyes still sparkle with amusement. "It's not my fault that cheesecake is the perfect medium for testing."
Charles watches her, his expression is fond and affectionate. He's so used to her antics and quick wit that even her playful arguments are endearing to him.
"Alright," he concedes, a small, affectionate sigh leaving his lips. "You win this round, scientific genius."
Y/n grins, a triumphant glint in her eyes. "I win every round, Charlie," she retorts, her tone smug. "It's a curse, really. My powers of logic and science-based reasoning are just too much for mere mortals like yourself to handle."
Charles laughs, shaking his head in good-natured defeat. "I should've known better than to argue with a genius," he admits, his tone filled with amusement. "From now on, I'll just stick to nodding along and agreeing with everything you say. Much easier that way."
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May 27, 2024 - 11:42 AM
After they're done with their breakfast, Charles pays the bill and they head out of the café, Leo snuggles comfortably in Y/n's arms. As they walk back to Charles' place, he can't help but steal small glances at Y/n and Leo, his heart swelling with affection.
Leo gives a soft yip of recognition as they approach the apartment building, and wiggles in Y/n's arms, eager to get back to the familiar surroundings.
They enter the elevator, the metal walls gleaming in the harsh artificial light. Charles stands close to Y/n, Leo's weight between them, their arms occasionally grazing against each other.
The elevator dings, signaling their arrival at Charles' floor, and they make their way to his door, Leo's little paws tapping eagerly against the plush carpeted floor.
They enter the apartment, the door closing behind them with a resounding thud. Y/n sets Leo down, and he immediately barrels off, small paws thudding against the floor as he scurries into the living room, a little ball of energy.
Charles shuts the door behind them, his eyes lingering on Y/n for a moment before looking away, a slight flush creeping up his neck.
He clears his throat, the blush on his neck deepening slightly. "So, Y/n, I was wondering... when will you be driving back to France?"
His voice wavers slightly at the mention of her leaving, his heart heavy at the thought of not having her around. But he tries to hide it, maintaining a casual tone.
Y/n glances at her watch, her expression thoughtful. "I should be leaving for France before 5PM today," she replies, her tone firm. "The roads can get busy, so I want to make sure I have plenty of time."
Charles nods, a faint feeling of dread settling in his stomach. "Right, right," he says, forcing a small smile. "Gotta beat the traffic." He tries to match her casual tone, but the tightness of his voice betrays his emotions.
Y/n senses the change in his demeanor and steps closer, her voice softer now. "Don't worry, Charlie," she says, meeting his gaze. "I'll be back before you know it. And we can FaceTime every night until then. It's not like I'm disappearing off the face of the Earth."
She gives him a reassuring grin, her own heart heavy at the thought of leaving him behind. But she knows they need to face this reality, and her determination overrides her sadness.
Charles looks at her, his expression a mix of relief and sadness. "Yeah," he says, his voice barely above a whisper. "You're right. FaceTime will be great. We'll stay in touch. And I'll plan our next movie marathon for when you're back."
He gives her a lopsided smile, his eyes filled with warmth and affection. "Just... promise me you'll drive safe, yeah?"
Y/n smiles, a genuine warmth radiating from her eyes. "You know I will, Charlie. Promise," she assures him. "And we're definitely having a movie marathon the moment I'm back. Just keep the popcorn ready."
He nods, a soft chuckle escaping him. "You know I always have popcorn ready," he says, his voice tinged with affection. "And we might as well make a day of it. Pizza, popcorn, the whole nine yards."
Charles glances at the grandfather clock in the corner of the room, the hands ticking softly, the rhythmic sound echoing in the small space. "You still have about five hours before you need to leave," he points out, his tone thoughtful.
He looks back at Y/n, his expression hopeful. "How about we watch a movie? Take our minds off the fact that you're leaving for a bit?" He offers her a small smile, the invitation genuine.
Y/n smiles, a bright sparkle lighting up her eyes. "That sounds like a great idea, Charlie!" she exclaims, a hint of excitement in her tone. "You make the popcorn. I'll pick the movie."
Charles nods in agreement, a grin spreading across his face. "You got it," he says, his tone light. "I'll whip up some popcorn. You get the movie set up. Just don't pick something too depressing, yeah? I don't think I can handle both of us feeling sad."
Y/n laughs, playfully rolling her eyes. "Please, I have impeccable taste in movies," she retorts, her tone laced with mock-affronted humor. "I wouldn't dream of subjecting you to a depressing film. We'll stick to feel-good, laugh-a-minute kind of stuff. We can save the melodrama for another day."
She makes her way over to the couch, the soft cushions beckoning her. She takes a seat, kicking off her shoes and getting comfortable. The sound of the grandfather clock continues, marking the passing of time, as Y/n scrolls through the movies on the TV, searching for the perfect film to suit the mood.
"Hey, Charlie!" Y/n's voice rings out across the room, her tone light and playful. "I've got two options here: 'Mamma Mia!' or 'Wild Child'. What do you feel like watching?"
Charles appears through the kitchen door, a bowl of fresh popcorn in his hands. He chuckles at her shouts, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "Well, both sound tempting," he muses, his tone light. "But let's go for 'Mamma Mia'. Can't go wrong with some ABBA, right?"
Y/n grins, nodding excitedly. "You read my mind, Charlie. We can't pass up ABBA on our movie night. It's a crime against good taste." She taps a few buttons on her phone, queuing up 'Mamma Mia!' on their streaming service.
Charles hands her the bowl of popcorn, his fingers brushing against hers in a fleeting moment of contact. He settles down beside her, a comfortable distance between them, as the opening credits of 'Mamma Mia!' begin to roll. They munch on the popcorn and lose themselves in the familiar tunes and lighthearted storyline, enjoying the shared moment together.
As the movie plays on, Y/n finds herself singing along to the ABBA classics, her voice light and slightly off-key, filling the room with a contagious joy. Charles joins in too, his tone deeper and more confident, harmonizing with Y/n's vocals. They laugh at the cheesy jokes and dance along to the catchy songs, their worries momentarily forgotten in the shared fun of the musical.
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May 27, 2024 - 4:22 PM
As the credits roll, and 'Hamilton' comes to a close, Y/n catches sight of the digital clock on the side table. The bright red numerals read '4:22 PM', and a sense of unease washes over her.
"Four-twenty-two?" she exclaims, a hint of panic creeping into her voice. "Damn, how did time slip away so fast? I need to get going soon."
Charles glances at the clock, a flicker of disappointment crossing his face. "You're right," he nods, his tone tinged with regret. "We need to get you back on the road soon. Can't have you driving after sunset." He rises from the couch, gesturing towards the guest room. "Let's get your things ready."
In the guest room, Charles helps Y/n pack her clothes efficiently. They work together in a comfortable silence, their movements synchronized. Charles carefully folds Y/n's clothes and tucks them into her suitcase, his touch gentle and efficient.
As they work, the atmosphere in the room is tinged with a sense of nostalgia and a hint of sadness. Although they're focused on the task at hand, they're both aware of the impending separation looming over them.
Y/n's gaze occasionally meets Charles as they pack, the unspoken emotions lingering between them. Charles steals glances at her, his eyes softening at the sight of her. Y/n, too, finds herself stealing glances at him, her heart growing heavier with every item packed.
Once the suitcase is packed, Charles closes it with a gentle click, securing the zipper. He steps back, his gaze meeting Y/n's with a mixture of sadness and affection. "All set?" he asks, his voice a soft whisper as if he's reluctant to break the comfortable silence that has settled between them.
Y/n looks at him, her gaze filled with an unspoken emotion, a mix of yearning and bittersweet acceptance. "Yeah," she says softly, her words barely above a whisper. "I think so. Just one more thing to do."
Without hesitation, she closes the distance between them, enveloping Charles in a tight hug. Charles wraps his arms around her, holding her close. The embrace feels like an unspoken promise, a silent assurance of their connection despite the physical separation that awaits them soon.
They stay like that for a few moments, and the world around them seems to fade away. For those brief seconds, time stands still, and they allow themselves to savor the warmth and solace of each other's presence. Eventually, Y/n pulls back slightly, her eyes meeting Charles's in a silent understanding. It's time for her to leave.
"I should get going," she says, her voice laced with a mix of sadness and determination. Charles nods, understanding the finality of the moment. "Alright," he whispers, his voice a tender caress against the stillness. "Drive safely, okay? And don't forget to FaceTime me tonight."
"Of course," Y/n confirms, her voice steady despite the pang of heartache. "As soon as I get settled, we'll FaceTime. You can't get rid of me that easily." A smile tugs at the corners of her lips, a bittersweet expression that echoes the emotions swirling within her.
Charles smiles, mirroring Y/n's bittersweet expression. "I wouldn't dream of it," he says softly, his fingers gently brushing a stray hair away from her face. "Until tonight, Y/n. Drive safely, and I'll be here waiting for your call."
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May 27, 2024 - 5:42 PM
Y/n's car pulls into the parking lot of her apartment building in France. As she parks, a sense of familiarity washes over her, the sight of the place she calls home comforting after the long journey. But there's an emptiness, too, a void that she knows will only be filled once she's reunited with Charles.
Gathering her belongings, she steps out of the car, the familiar scent of the French countryside filling her senses. For a moment, she just stands there, soaking in the surroundings, a mix of emotions swirling within her - excitement to be home, sadness at the prospect of being away from Charles.
The sun dips below the horizon, casting a warm orange glow over the landscape. Y/n takes a deep breath, the cool evening air filling her lungs, and she starts walking toward her apartment building.
As she approaches the entrance, a bittersweet pang tugs at her heart. The thought of being separated from Charles for days, maybe even weeks, is daunting, but she knows they can weather this distance.
Y/n dives into her unpacking routine, meticulously organizing her things. However, she keeps getting side-tracked; a stack of books needing proper arrangement, a pile of photos requiring categorization, or a collection of trinkets demanding specific display spots.
As a result, she doesn't notice how time ticks away as she turns her simple unpacking task into a full apartment makeover.
By the time she checked the clock, 4 hours had passed. Her apartment looks spick and span, but she's only unpacked about half of her luggage. She lets out a laugh; it seems unpacking and cleaning were just covered for an impromptu interior design overhaul.
As Y/n finishes up the last of her unpacking, a sudden realization hits her. Her toiletry bag, a staple for any extended stay, is nowhere to be found. She recalls leaving it behind in Monaco. Frustration and disbelief flit across her face, the inconvenience of the situation sinking in.
Y/n stands in her spotless bathroom, torn between two unappealing options: going a night without brushing her teeth or making a late-night trip to the store for a new toothbrush. The thought of sacrificing oral hygiene isn't all that appealing, but neither is the idea of stepping out in the brisk evening air to buy new tooth-cleaning supplies.
Just as Y/n contemplates skipping her evening teeth-cleaning session, a sharp pang of longing for Charles hits out of nowhere. It catches her off guard, the realization of being separated from him sinking in once again. The empty toothbrush holder on the bathroom counter seems to echo the emptiness she feels without his presence
Suddenly, the truth hits Y/n with the force of a freight train. The feeling of having left something behind wasn't about a toothbrush at all; it was the poignant realization of leaving Charles behind in Monaco. Their separation weighs heavily on her heart, and in that moment, she misses his presence more than ever.
Y/n finds herself gazing at her reflection in the bathroom mirror, a sudden clarity dawning on her. A profound understanding washes over her as she whispers quietly to herself, "I love him."
The words hang in the air, echoing in the silent apartment. The realization brings a flood of emotions: joy, vulnerability, relief, and a sense of finally acknowledging what has been there all along. She loves Charles with a depth and intensity that leaves her breathless.
Without a second thought, Y/n hastily snatches her phone and car keys from the kitchen counter. She dashes through the darkened apartment, hastily flicking off lights and unplugging appliances as she goes.
Within minutes, she's out the door, the cool evening air enveloping her as she steps outdoors. A sense of urgency fuels her stride as she makes her way towards the parking lot, each step carrying her closer to the road that will bridge the physical distance between her and Charles.
Y/n's hands grip the steering wheel as she navigates the darkening streets, her heart beating with anticipation. The night is deep, but the city lights guide her way as she drives towards Monaco.
The prospect of seeing Charles again fuels her determination, her foot growing heavier on the pedal as she presses onward. Every mile feels like an eternity, but she knows that each one brings her closer to the moment when she'll be reunited with the one person who truly matters.
Her thoughts wander, imagining the moment when she'll see Charles. How his eyes will light up, or the warm embrace they'll share. The images fuel her determination to keep driving faster, to bridge the distance that separates them just a little bit quicker. The cityscape whizzes by, but she's resolute in her goal: to be with Charles once more.
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May 27, 2024 - 11:09 PM
As Y/n stands outside Charles's door, a rush of emotions washes over her. Her heart races, a mix of nerves and excitement coursing through her veins. She takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself before finally knocking on the door. The sound of her knuckles against the wood echoes in the quiet night.
Y/n braces herself, unsure of what awaits on the other side. Will Charles be surprised? Happy? Relieved? The anticipation gnaws at her, building with every passing second.
The sound of soft footsteps approaches from inside, and then the door swings open, revealing a bewildered Charles. He stares at Y/n in disbelief, his expression a mix of shock and delight. "Y/n? What are you doing here?" he queries, his voice tinged with both surprise and warmth.
Y/n musters up a shaky explanation, her voice filled with a mix of excitement and slight hesitation. "I... I left my toiletry bag here," she stammers, her words tumbling out in a hurry. "I didn't realize until after I had unpacked and organized my things. And, well, here I am." She flashes a sheepish smile, trying to downplay the fact that she drove all the way back just for her toiletry bag.
Charles stands dumbfounded for a beat, his mind trying to process the situation. But then, a slow grin spreads across his face. "You drove all the way back... for your toiletry bag?" he says, a hint of amusement in his tone. Despite the unconventional reason for her visit, he can't help but find the situation charming in its absurdity.
Y/n gathers her courage and blurts out her true feelings, the words spilling forth in a rush. "I... I missed you," she confesses, her voice filled with a mixture of earnestness and vulnerability. "I know it sounds crazy, but being separated from you, even for a few hours, felt unbearable. I couldn't shake the feeling that something was missing."
Her words come out in a rush, her emotions spilling over. "God dammit, Charles, I love you!" She can feel the heat rising in her cheeks as the words escape her lips, laying her heart bare in front of him. The vulnerability and intensity behind her confession hang in the air between them.
He doesn't waste a moment, pulling Y/n inside and pressing his lips against hers in a passionate kiss. There's a sense of relief and longing in his touch, the realization that their separation was unbearable for both of them. Y/n clings to him, her fingers digging into his shoulders, matching his fervor and intensity.
Charles pulls away just enough to meet Y/n's gaze, his eyes filled with a mix of adoration and vulnerability. His voice carries a hint of awe as he continues, "You have no idea how long I've prayed for this moment. That maybe, just maybe, you felt something for me too."
His confession hangs in the air, the sincerity in his tone washing over Y/n like a wave of emotions.
Y/n's heart swells with a rush of emotions as Charles's words sink in. The longing she had tried to deny was mirrored in his own confession.
"I prayed for this too," she admits, her voice filled with a mix of vulnerability and tenderness. "I didn't realize the extent of my own feelings until the moment we said goodbye. The thought of being apart... it was unbearable. And now, here you are, saying what I've been too afraid to put into words."
Charles leans in for another lingering kiss, breaking away just long enough to ask, "Can you stay the night? I don't want to be apart from you any longer. Please." His voice is filled with a mixture of tenderness and longing, silently pleading for a positive response.
Y/n smiles, her heart filled with warmth and anticipation. "Yes," she whispers, the words barely above a breath as her lips brush against his. "I'll stay the night. Nothing would make me happier than being with you, right here, right now."
He gently pulls Y/n towards the bedroom, his lips never leaving hers as they make their way through the apartment. Once inside, he locks the door behind them, shutting out the rest of the world.
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the-void-via · 9 days ago
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Coming Home To Your Comfort Blanket
Fluff headcannons/drabble, Mateo Manta (Date Everything!) x reader
Heart divider by @enchanthing , Mateo divider by me!
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It was hard finding a new job after getting basically laid off and experiencing a whirlwind of affection and friendship around your own house, with your surprise gift of the Dateviators.
But if things haven't gone that way, you never would've met the absolute love of your life, Mateo.
The personification of your favorite lap blanket, he turned out to be the sweetest man you'd ever met. It was no wonder you'd fallen head over heels for him.
He was almost lonely whenever you went to work after you got your new job, but the inanimals kept him company while you were away
You came home stressed, a lot
And it hurt him to see you that way, so he had an idea for the next time you came home
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"Mateo?" Your voice rang out in the foyer, slipping off your coat and hanging it up on the coat rack. You said a quick hello to Dorian as he closed and locked the door behind you, trudging into the living room where your beloved normally was.
"Huh...baby?" You call out again, wandering into the kitchen to see Freddy talking to–
"Betty?" You tilt your head. "I don't wanna sound mean, but, what are you doing down here?"
She turned to you and gave you a soft smile, while Freddy gave you a toothy grin.
"It's alright, sweetie," She chuckled. "Mateo just asked me to watch in inanimals for a while, so I was talking to Freddy for what they eat."
You blink, somewhat surprised. Mateo never wanted to leave his little friends alone, but now he asked Betty to watch over them for a while?
"Oh," You mumbled, rubbing your sore neck. "Well- where is he now?"
"He should be upstairs in the bedroom," Betty twirled a lock of her hair on her finger. "He was gathering a lot of blankets, but he wouldn't tell me why."
"It's gotta be something for you, cool kid," Freddy beamed, patting your shoulder firmly, yet gently. "You've been working super hard lately, it's about time you took a rest."
You sigh a little bit and nod, bidding them goodbye before turning away and trudging upstairs, yawning and running your hand though your hair.
You enter the bedroom to find Mateo setting out blankets and pillows on your bed, too absorbed in his work to notice you entering the room. Until he goes to grab more pillows from the closet to put out, spotting you as he turns around. He suddenly smiles, quickly moving to set down the pillows and nearly run towards you, enveloping you in a soft hug.
"Welcome home, sweetheart," He hums, leaning back to press a kiss to your cheek. "I must've lost track of time, I wasn't ready yet."
You smile softly and tilt your head at the blankets and pillows pilled up on your bed. "What's all this for?" You blink. "Oh- it's not like, an anniversary or something? I-I must've forgotten, been too busy-"
"No, no, nothing like that," Mateo gently cuts you off, gently taking your hands in his. "I just...wanted to give you a little break." He chuckled softly. "You've been working really hard, and according to Betty, you haven't slept well recently."
Your face flushes a little. Damn you, Betty.
"O-oh. Well- I-" You try to speak, but Mateo cuts you off again.
"You need to relax and get some sleep," He says softly, nuzzling his face against your cheek. "You don't have work tomorrow, right? You can afford to get some rest, mi vida."
Your eyebrows furrow, "But- I-"
"Please?" He pulls you into a hug again. "With me? Just for a little while?"
Your hands scramble to grab onto his back, and you let out a soft sigh as you melt into his embrace. His arms tighten just slighrly around you, nuzzling his face into your neck.
He could tell he won you over.
"Alright," You finally sighed out. "I'll lay down and take a nap with you."
"Perfect," Mateo leaned back and kissed your forehead, then grabbed your hands and gently led you over to your bed. "Lay down, I'll go close the door."
You stretched and laid down on the bed, watching Mateo close all the doors and turn the lights off. He smiled as he turned back to you, climbing into bed with you.
You both laid down on your sides, and Mateo practically wrapped you up in blankets, afterwards wrapping his arms around you.
"I love you," He whispered to you, one hand petting your hair. "Sleep well, mi vida."
"Love you too..." You mumbled out before you closed your eyes, drifting off to the sound of Mateo's heartbeat in your ears.
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cuzxai · 1 month ago
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bruise theory - nsfw
spencer reid x afab!reader
a/n: NOT FINISHED and will never be:( just posting cause i need to post, reid getting jealous over a necklace 🤔🤔🤔
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The living room smells fresh and the faint scent of Spencer’s cologne, still clinging to the throw blanket you’re curled up in. You’re stretched sideways across the couch, one leg resting over his. With a rerun of some old documentary playing quietly in the background. It’s the kind of night you both pretend to be productive—laptops open, mugs half-full but really, you’re just winding down from another chaotic week, letting the silence hum comfortably between you.
Spencer’s reading. Not just reading—annotating, muttering little facts under his breath, occasionally tapping his pen against his knee in that way that makes you look over every time. And every time, he doesn’t notice. Or he does and he’s pretending not to. You rest your head on the back of the couch and let out a quiet sigh. “You know, normal people don’t read scientific journals to relax.”
“Normal people have worse coping mechanisms,” he says without looking up.
You hum. “Touché.”
He glances over his glasses at you, eyes crinkling a little. “What were you even doing before I roped you into this?”
You gesture vaguely toward your phone. “Scrolling. Reading. Thinking about sleep.”
“At 9:58 p.m.?” he says, almost amused.
“I had a long day.”
He closes his notebook and finally looks at you properly. “You didn’t say much about it.”
You shrug. “Not much to say. I was in meetings all morning, then I came home and watched you pace around while talking to Hotch on speakerphone for two hours. I think that counts as an experience.”
He smiles softly. “Sorry. You could’ve told me to shut up.”
“And miss your weird little crime rants? Never.”
He shifts closer on the couch, just a little. “You know, you really should be nicer to the person who does your laundry.”
“You literally folded half a sock and gave up.” He laughs in a low tone that makes your stomach flip a little. You love that sound. Love when it’s just you and him, no cases, no profiling, no bloodstained files. Just this—warm light, quiet room, soft clothes and softer touches. You nudge your foot against his thigh.
“What’s that thing you were reading?”
He lifts the notebook again and flips to the page. “It’s a piece on cortisol regulation during chronic sleep deprivation. They’re arguing that the neurological impact is—”
You groan and toss your head back. “You asked what I did today and now you’re punishing me with your answer.”
“I’m educating you,” he protests, mock-serious.
“You’re boring me.”
“You love it.”
You grin at his words. “Maybe.” But then he lunges—quick, too quick. He tosses the notebook to the side and pins you with a grin, hands finding your sides as he starts tickling. You shriek, laugh and squirm away but he’s persistent. “Spencer—stop—”
“You shouldn’t provoke an academic,” he says, fingers digging just under your ribs. “We’re emotionally unstable.”
“You’re the worst—”
“You love it.” You’re laughing too hard to respond. He’s leaning over you now, grinning like he’s won, hair a little messy, hoodie sleeves pushed up to his elbows. You reach up in retaliation, fingers in his hair, tugging playfully. He stills instantly—his breath hitches, just slightly, and his eyes flick down to your mouth. The moment shifts.
“Truce?” you whisper. He nods slowly. “Truce.”You tug him forward by the hoodie strings and kiss him. Lazy, warm and familiar. The kind of kiss that comes with history. His hands slide under your shirt, palms resting lightly on your hips, thumbs brushing slow circles into your skin. You melt into it. Every time you kiss like this, it feels like time stops. Like nothing exists outside the living room, the couch, his mouth on yours.
He pulls back for a breath, and something shifts in his expression. His eyes narrow slightly.
“What?” you ask, still half-dazed. He brings a hand up, fingers ghosting over the side of your neck. His thumb brushes something there, careful. The mood dips—he’s frowning now, inspecting you like a crime scene. He lingers on a spot you hadn’t even noticed, his touch no longer soft—curious but tense. “What’s that?” he murmurs.
You blink, confused. “What?”
“That,” he says, a little firmer now. “On your neck.” Your fingers brush over the same spot.
“Oh. It’s probably from my necklace—I was messing with it earlier and the clasp scratches sometimes. It’s not what you think.”
His eyes stay locked on it but he doesn’t say anything right away. Then quieter but sharp enough to cut, “Who gave you that?”
Your breath catches. “Spence—no one. I just told you—”
“I’m not accusing you,” he says, though he really is, though he wishes he had a better reason to. “It’s just… it’s not from me.”
You sit up a little straighter, eyes meeting his. “I wouldn’t lie to you.”
“I know,” he says instantly. But he’s still staring, thumb pressing a little harder into the faint red mark like he’s trying to erase it. Or brand over it with his own. “It’s just—” His voice dips, quiet but pointed.
“That shouldn’t be there.” He leans in, close enough that you feel the heat of him against your skin. His mouth hovers by your ear as his hand traces a slow, deliberate path down your throat.“I should fix it.”
His voice is quieter now, but the low heat in it makes your skin prickle. “Take off your shirt.” You hesitate, heart climbing into your throat because it’s not a request and it’s not like him—not usually.
“Spencer…”
“I said take it off.” He’s sitting up straighter now. Still calm, still deadly soft. But the storm in his eyes is obvious, burning through you. “If you’re so sure it’s nothing, then show me.” Your fingers fumble with the hem of your tank top. The room feels ten degrees hotter as you pull it over your head, hair messy from the motion. You’re bare except for your bra and his gaze dips to the spot on your neck again. He leans in, one hand sliding around your back, the other brushing your hair aside. His thumb ghosts over the colored, slightly raised mark. “This,” he murmurs, “isn’t mine.”
“You’re being ridiculous—” He cuts you off by tugging you forward by the waist until you’re straddling him, your knees sinking into the couch cushions. His mouth is right at your ear.
“Don’t lie to me.”
“I’m not,” you whisper. “It’s—Spencer, it’s literally from a necklace. I wore the one with the thin gold chain yesterday. You know the one—”
He cuts you off, “I know what I didn’t do,” he says sharply, his fingers gripping tighter around your waist. “And I know what I should do.”You let out a shaky breath, hands braced on his shoulders.
“What are you gonna do?”
“I’m going to fix it,” he says, tilting his head, already leaning forward. “I’m going to make it obvious that no one else gets to touch you. Not even by accident. Understand?” You don’t respond fast enough. “Use your words.”
You nod, barely find your voice. “Yeah. I understand.”
“Good,” he mutters. “Because I’m going to cover you with marks that are mine. And you’re going to sit still and take it.” He starts slow. A kiss just below your jawline, soft and warm. Then one lower, a bit rougher. And lower. A bite. A suck. You can feel it blooming under your skin already, the pressure and the heat of it. And he keeps going. “You’re going to look in the mirror tomorrow and remember who this body belongs to,” he murmurs between kisses, one hand sliding up your spine and the other gripping your thigh to pull you closer. Another hickey. Right above your collarbone. “You’re mine,” he says, like a thesis. “You think someone else can fuck you the way I do?”
You shake your head, already pliant against him. “No,” you whisper.
“No what?”
“No one else can.” He pulls back just enough to look at you. His pupils are blown wide, hair falling into his face, lips slightly parted. He huffs a soft laugh, one hand threading into your hair. You barely have time to breathe before he’s pushing inside you—slow at first, thick and steady, inch by inch until you’re arching into him, gasping his name like a prayer. Your hands clutch at his back, nails dragging down skin, trying to anchor yourself to something solid.
Spencer groans, deep and ragged, forehead pressing to yours as he bottoms out. “Fuck, baby…” His hips are still, just for a moment. Letting you feel it. Letting the weight of it sink in.
“How are you still this tight for me?” he murmurs, like he’s baffled— like he’s never going to get used to this. “Every time—every fucking time.” You whimper, clenching around him and he laughs—quiet and breathless. Then he pulls back and slams back in, sharp and deliberate. He’s knocking the air from your lungs.
“You feel that?” His voice is low, right at your ear. “That stretch? That’s what it feels like to be ruined. To be owned.”
He finds a rhythm—slow and punishing, deep and pointed. Not for speed, not yet. Just for control. Just so you know who you belong to.
“Keep your legs open,” he growls when they try to close around him. “You take everything I give you.” You cry out and he catches your jaw with one hand, turning your face to look at him.
“Don’t look away.” His eyes burn. “You look at me when I’m fucking you.” You nod and he thrusts harder—deep enough to make your spine arch, deep enough that you swear you can feel him in your throat.
“God, you’re dripping for me.” He glances down, cock twitching inside you. “Making a mess on my cock like it’s all you know how to do.” He keeps talking, mouth pressed to your skin. To your neck, where the necklace mark used to be. He licks over the hickeys he made, one by one.
“Spence—”
“You think I didn’t notice the way that guy at the grocery store looked at you the other day? Think I didn’t see you smiling at him?” You blink up at him, breathless.
“That was nothing—”
“I know,” he cuts you off. “I know it was nothing. But this—” he thrusts harder, rougher “—this is everything.” You’re close. You know it. He knows it. He can feel the way your body tightens around him, how your legs start to shake. “That’s it,” he pants, snapping his hips forward. “Gonna cum for me, sweetheart? Gonna fall apart while I’m buried in you?” You nod helplessly, body already tipping over the edge. “Then fucking do it. Let me feel it.”
You cry out as the orgasm rips through you, your vision going white-hot at the edges. He doesn’t stop. Not even as you’re shaking beneath him, moaning his name into the warm air of your bedroom. Your nails are clawing at his back and he fucks you through it, groaning as you clench around him, soaking him. “Jesus, baby,” he grits. “Just like that. Keep going. Milk my cock.” You don’t stop. And neither does he.
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yandere-daydreams · 1 year ago
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Title: Pet Pastimes.
Pairing: Yandere!Gojo x Reader (JJK).
Word Count: 1.6k.
TW: Dub/Con, Hybrid AU, Snow Leopard!Gojo, Puppy!Reader, Oral Sex, Rough Sex, Degradation, Unbalanced Power Dynamics, Reader Is Very Oblivious, and Manipulation.
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“And you’re sure this is going to help?”
Satoru had been agitated when Suguru first brought you home – all dolled up in your collar, ecstatic to be led along the very same leash he always strained against. You were more obedient than most of the unruly mutts he knew, always happy enough to sit patiently and wait for your next command, but it would take more than a few weeks of passable behavior to convince Satoru dogs were anything but hyper and messy and so loud, he could hear their mindless barking from a mile away. The fact that you were supposedly here to ‘help’ him (Suguru called you a “service animal”, said most captive-born exotic hybrids had more domestic companions, but Satoru didn’t think you deserved such a pretentious title) didn’t make anything better. Satoru didn’t need help. What he needed was Suguru’s attention, but if he couldn’t have that, he’d settle for yours.
“Oh, I’m sure, puppy.” His fist tightened around the base of his cock. Suguru wasn’t home – just a quick errand, he’d claimed, it should only take a few minutes, as if that was an excuse for leaving his favorite pet and dutiful companion at home – and Satoru barely waited for the apartment door to lock before luring you into the kitchen and telling you to get on your knees while he leaned against the counter, Suguru’s forgotten phone well within reach. Currently, you were kneeling in front of him, your hands balled on your thighs and your gaze almost cross-eyed as you struggled to see what he was holding to your lips. He thought you would’ve had a little more experience, but your first owner must’ve been the sheltering type. Part of him was annoyed that he’d have to pick up the slack and teach you something so basic, but overall, he was pleased to know that it would be a long, long time before you got enough practice in to replace Satoru as Suguru’s favorite playmate. “I’ve just been feeling a little stressed out lately,” he said, drawing it out each word, giving your stupid canine brain time to process what he was saying. “This’ll really help me relax. You wanna help me out, right?”
Automatically, you nodded – your pressed frown instantly replaced with an eager smile. Your ears perked up, your concerns completely forgotten when presented with the chance to do what you’d been trained for. “Please, ‘toru,” you whined, and he fought the urge to cringe at the way Suguru’s nickname sounded coming out of your mouth. “Please let me help!”
It was almost cute, just how desperate you were to make him happy.
Almost.
He forced himself to smile back at you, using one hand to scratch at the base of your ears while the other jerked lazily over his cock. He was already hard, thankfully, and at the added stimulation, the sight of you practically drooling on yourself to get a taste of his cock, he felt himself twitch – thick pearls of arousal beginning to bead at the tip and drip onto your chin. You didn’t seem to care, to notice. He wouldn’t have been surprised to find out that his was the first cock you’d ever seen. “Can you open your mouth for me? Big n’ wide, just like I showed you.”
Like the trained dog you were, you obeyed immediately – letting your mouth fall open and looking up at him with the same bright, expectant eyes that must’ve won Suguru over, when he first picked you up. His hips wanted to buck forward, to bury him to the hilt in your newly available hole, but he held himself back, told himself he had to ease you into it no matter how little you’d done to earn his oh so generously given kindness. In the end, he settled for swiping his thumb over the flushed tip before resting it gingerly on your splayed-out tongue. It only took a second for you to stiffen, to jerk back. You didn’t cough or sputter, but your mouth snapped shut, your expression taking on a certain unease. Satoru fought the urge to bare his teeth. “Is something wrong, puppy?”
“I’m sorry, it’s just—” You closed your mouth, looking away. “It tasted weird. It was bitter, n’ stuff.
He sighed, rolling his eyes. “Look, if you still don’t think you can handle this, I can just tell Suguru you decided you’d rather go back to the pound—”
“Please don’t!” Your hands shot to his thighs. “I’ll be good, I promise, and I can’t— I don’t want to go back to the—”
“Then open your mouth.” After a second, you straightened, your lips parting and your jaw going slack. Still, he feigned reluctance, narrowing his eyes into a half-hearted glare as he raked his fingers through your hair and tugged half-heartedly, just hard enough to draw out a strained whimper. “And this time, don’t fuck everything up just because it ‘tastes weird’. If you do that again, I’ll have to tell Suguru you were being a bad dog.”
Your ears drooped, your tail falling slack against the tiled floor. Still, you managed not to jerk back as he slid his cock into your open mouth, slotting his tip against the velvety inside of your cheek. He could see you wince, your shoulders rising as you fought the urge to pull away, but even if you’d tried, the fingers knotted in your hair would’ve kept you rooted to the floor as he rolled his hips and thrust shallowly into the hollow of your cheek. Your tongue was smooth compared to his and wide compared to Suguru’s, and he could tell you were fighting not to move, not to explore the unknown factor trespassing inside of you. With a slight hum, he took pity on you – hazy lust having softened his previous annoyance. “It’s okay, puppy – you can lick, if you want to.” There was a moment of hesitation, then the broad flat against your tongue against the underside of his cock, tracing the shape of a prominent vein Suguru tended to favor, too. He shuddered, but told himself it was only out of reflex. You got lucky, that was all. “Mind your teeth. I’m takin’ you back to the shelter myself if you bite down.”
You tried to nod, but gave up quickly. Instead, your acknowledgment came in the form of your tongue curling around his tip, licking at the arousal dripping down his shaft, doing your best to lap at the shaft of his cock despite the awkward angle. Saliva and pre-cum pooled in the corners of your mouth, but you didn’t dare tilt your head back, didn’t dare swallow - keeping your mouth wide open as he drew back just far enough to pull out of your cheek and aim, instead, towards the back of your throat. You flinched, your dull nails scraping against his thighs, but it was easy to drown out the dull spark of pain as your tight throat fluttered and tightened around his cock, as the hand still wrapped around his base fell away in favor of joining its twin on the back of your skull and pulling you flush against his crotch. This time, you couldn’t stop yourself from reacting – your body lurching against his legs as you gagged, as you tried to wretch yourself out of his hold, but he was too far gone to so much as consider letting you go. “Stupid mutt,” he mumbled, cupping the back of your skull while you fought not to suffocate on his length. “Don’t even know how to breathe right. Can’t do anything on your own, huh, can you?”
Your only response was a choked inhale, a string of incoherent gibberish half-muffled by his cock. Drool wasn’t the only thing dripping down your face, now – tears were rolling down your cheeks, fat and hot, drawing thick trails through the mess of cum and spit. Your tongue wasn’t moving, anymore, but he didn’t care – your mouth was warm and soft and fuckable enough to make up for your lack of skill. You were beating at his legs, too, your little hands made even smaller when compared to him, and for a second, he could be convinced that you were a little cute. Not cute enough to deserve as much of Suguru’s attention as you got, obviously, but cute.
His cock pulsed against the convulsing walls of your throat, and he cursed under his breath. You let out a pained whine as he drew back, pulling out of you entirely. Without his support, you threatened to buckle over, to collapse into yourself, but he held you up with one hand while the other pumped over his cock too quickly, too roughly not to tip him over the edge. It was all you could do to stare up at him with those big, watery eyes as he let out an airy moan, as he painted thick ropes of white across your messy face, as he left you stained and teary-eyed and covered with his cum.
You blinked once, then twice, but didn’t react, too out of it to complain or cry out or question why his lips quirked up into a small grin, his eyes taking on a dreamy, half-lidded sort of lull. “Good puppy,” he cooed, his heart skipping a beat as he heard your formerly stagnant tail begin to sweep lazily over the tile floor. He reached for Suguru’s phone as he went on, keeping his tone light, delicate. “Can you smile for me, too? A big, wide smile – to show how happy you are that you get to stay with me n’ Suguru.”
It took a second, but eventually, you managed a stilted nod. It was shaky, at first, more of a mangled frown than anything, but with a little love and patience, you found your footing, your lips splitting apart into a wide, beaming smile – as if you were the happiest, most pathetic puppy in the world.
God.
You were fucking adorable.
Your smile barely faltered as the camera shuttered, as Satoru’s hand fell back to your head and pet over your disheveled hair – a treat for his well-behaved mutt. He could feel you melting into his palm, but his eyes were fixed on his picture of your smiling face and, with a few taps of his thumb, Suguru’s shiny new lockscreen.
Maybe, once Suguru got a good look at your pretty face, he’d think twice before deciding to be such a neglectful owner again.
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