#and time is a flat circle and we’re all simultaneously the oldest we’ve ever been and the youngest we ever will be again
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The dichotomy of listening to moments of happiness really is just “Oh, I want to live forever” directly followed by “I am going to fucking kill myself.”
#can you tell. can you tell I’m going through it#I want to die so bad#on one hand oh. what do you mean the interconnectedness of the universe#and the beauty of music and the world around us#and the stars wink at down at the earth from millions of timelines away#and time is a flat circle and we’re all simultaneously the oldest we’ve ever been and the youngest we ever will be again#and sometimes a new day will bring happiness. and we just have to wait for the light in the sky to shine upon our face#and on the other hand#I AM NEVER GOING TO SOUND LIKE JEMIMA!!!!#ILL NEVER BE THERE ON THE STAGE!!!!#ILL NEVER FADE INTO THE BACKGROUND OF A SET AND BECOME THE MOMENT AND FADE WITH THE ORCHESTRA#two years left on this mortal coil#I’ll sing moments of happiness for my choir teacher and she’ll tell me she’s proud of me#then I’ll simply cease to exist like I was never there in the first place#like a note resounding from a piano until the sound waves have dissolved like smoke#maybe I’ll delete this in the morning#and maybe it’ll simply be buried#moments of happiness <3
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