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[themontgomeryinstitute]

Journal of David Borne (pt.5)

Tu itn hekkkl

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4

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Date: ??/??/????????? Name: Drrrr, advif. Bnreos Ittttttttttttt. Thee ittttttttttt. Tu itn hekkkl.

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This is... illegible at best. Though I have managed to pinpoint the date though file properties to find that this particular entry has been written on the 26th of June that year.

Edit: I have reblogged this post with my original note and amendment.

Singed, Andrew Kaszovski

Date of post: 13/10/11

[themontgomeryinstitute]

Journal of David Borne (pt.4)

Withered o' Rose

part 1 part 2 part 3

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Date: 21/06/??10 Name: Dr. Dabiv Borne It wans’t meant to be like thsi. I don’t know wgat meant wrong. I t was ok before.Bu tno t know. Why? Tht- theyyyyy. It was themmmmm. The it…

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They... only get less legible from here.

If there is trouble reading this, feel free to request a deciphered/amended version, in that case I will try my best to deliver.

part 5

Singed, Andrew Kaszovski

Date of post: 13/10/11

[themontgomeryinstitute]

Journal of David Borne (pt.3)

Food for Thoughts

part 1 part 2

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Date:  05/06/2010 Name: Dr. David Borne The Boss has warned me again. “Too much… giving in- I can’t think of the word right now… can lead to the subjects feeling as if they have the authority here.” Though, I’m pretty sure he just means that they might start getting cocky and actually speak their minds. It’s been getting worse lately. The blanks… There's more of them now. There used to be few, they’d pop up sometimes, now though- it’s like they’re at every corner of my mind. It’s like there’s something eating away at it, however unlikely that might be.  It started, frankly, after I had started my job at this facility, its role, or other details I am not permitted to reveal, even in such a personal document. I do not doubt I would have been - disposed of - to say the least, if any of this were to be discovered by another otherwise. I’d rather be safe than sorry, no matter what might be happening to my brain. The subjects have been as cooperative as always however, which may or may not be the thing that has me staying at this job, other than the fact I probably won’t have the time to find another job before whatever is after me gets me.  I don’t know what it’s preying on, whether it is my knowledge or my personal memories, I have done enough studying of the different types of long and short term memory that I do not intend to get into here. Whatever it may be I can know for a fact it is not my procedural memory, of that I am certain. I don’t know how, I don’t know why but I am. Sitting at my station, writing this on this junk of a computer, I’m quite surprised it is able to follow my fingers as they type out the keys, but maybe it is that I have become slower. Sometimes I mess up, but rather than forgetting where the keys are, which my muscle memory is adequate at preventing, my mind forgets the spellings, forgets the words, which letters make them up, I will find myself writing a word only to doubt whether such a combination of letters really exists, whether or not I have misspelt a word so gravely I forgot what I had been writing in the first place. Thank Gods for autocorrect.  Sometimes a word will come to mind, but no matter how many times I have heard it before my mind will be unable to link it to a meaning. I don’t know what I would do without the internet and a dictionary. I find myself making many mistakes while writing this, which I usually wouldn’t have done. Or, at least I don’t think so. I used to write, I’m pretty sure I used to write quite a lot before I received this job, though leaving, I’m sure, is not an option. I read somewhere, there’s an entity that can consume memories, though as far as I am aware it is entirely fictional, and our institute does not house any supernatural or similar entities. I’ve gotten much off topic, whatever it was meant to be. I do not think there was ever talent present within me, for writing especially, when all I can do is ramble like this. But- if I continue to write these ramblings then maybe I won’t forget, or will have something to look back on to help myself remember. [...] I should get back to work…

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part 4 part 5

Singed, Andrew Kaszovski

Date of post: 13/10/11

[themontgomeryinstitute]

Journal of David Borne (pt.2)

Robotics of Dawn

part 1

Little note before the entry, I will refrain from making any more comments on these entry posts, and instead create a single large post with my thoughts and other things.

Despite saying the opposite I will edit one part of the entry due to the classified information it contains.

We will remember David Borne.

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Date: 29/05/2010 Name: Dr. David Borne As of my second entry, I’m still quite unsure on what to write within it. I’ll try to remain as on point and professional as I can, though at times I am sure I will stray off topic. Now that the introductions are done with the first entry, I will continue off where I have left off, and perhaps add my own cents to the matter. In the case of both subjects S████, who suffers from adverse effects of hypnotism and emotional manipulation, they are recovering alongside familiar N████, who used to stay with them at their old facility, and experienced similar degree of emotional manipulation, though as they developed a distrust of their abuser they were able to resist more of the lasting effects of the abuse. Of course, the distrust of other adult figures which may resemble DR... ███████. The name has been redacted due to privacy concerns over the security regarding this and many other documents the institute stores.  One of the rules, as mentioned previously clearly states there are to be no details of the institute anywhere in any documents that may ‘in however unlikely circumstance be accessed by those outside the institute’.  Either way, the more time I spent with the two of them, monitoring them, as I had been instructed to do, the more they seemed human… I’m not sure whether revealing such information here is against some rules. I will have to follow up on that with the boss, but so far, I haven’t noticed much other than their apprehensiveness at my presence.   I haven’t gotten the chance so far to interact with other subjects, as they are situated in order wings, with some being in completely different buildings.  But I am aware of the general research that has been completed, and honestly, it is both fascinating and unnerving. The breakthroughs and confirmations both… ah- I probably shouldn’t say more than this on the matter. By next time I will be better prepared on what I am able and not to say on matters regarding what is being studied. Mr. Montgomery has a certain… aversion to technology, for reasons unknown. And to be honest, I feel even if asked he would not be too willing to answer me with a genuine answer… other than the iteration of the rules. I believe this has gotten enough off topic, and without much more I can say while still being certain what I say remains on topic and do not break any rules, I will end this entry here. Hopefully, my future entries are more interesting to read.

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part 3 part 4 part 5

Singed, Andrew Kaszovski

Date of post: 13/10/11

[themontgomeryinstitute]

Journal of David Borne (pt.1)

Introduction: David Borne

Disclaimer:

As this is the first part of our publicization of David's journal I believe it is important to set out some groundworks to ensure any audience has at least a basic understanding of the situation.

The entries of the journal were written in 2009, meaning that the events spoken of in the journal have already taken place, multiple years ago as of writing this post.

Nothing can be done for David. We can only hope this does not happen to any more employees.

Well! Let's start!

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Date: 27/05/2010 Name: Dr. David Borne Hello, it is my first time writing this kind of entry. I have decided this to be the most accessible way and also the easiest one to store and recover. For these reasons I will be writing my personal experience in a series of journal entries, throughout my career. Now for a proper introduction. My name is David Borne, I am 36 years old and have received a PhD in Psychology, formally making me a Doctor of Psychology. I have been interested in psychology for quite a while, the past two decades perhaps, and have finally found a job where my skills can be useful, regardless how little they may apply to what the institute does.  I don’t know whether this is relevant whatsoever, but for the last 5 years or so I have confidently - albeit privately - identified as bisexual. I used to have a boyfriend, Micheal his name was, we were both pretty private about our relationship, but then his family found out, and for whatever reason forced Micheal to leave the country with them, I don’t really understand, since he was well in adulthood (about 4 years younger than me). Though looking back at it now through a different perspective, they were the only family he had left, and he’s always been a family man… but enough about my love life! My new (current) job is much more interesting. Mr. Sebastian Montgomery, my now boss, has warned me about storing or even recording sensitive information on technological devices, he seems very against any of such kind, and for not too well known reasons. He never elaborated, not at least, in ways that I am allowed to put here, without losing my job immediately.  I can tell that what is done here is extraordinary, and for such a reason I feel the need to record it somehow, and so it is a shame I am not allowed to. But just to be sure I will go over the rules I was presented with within this entry. 1. Nothing relating to the name of the institute, its location or role, as well as the personal details of the subjects it studies are to be recorded with any form of technology, (for reasons unknown to me). 2. It is strongly advised that information about the self is also not recorded in such a manner, though names and common information I’ve been told are alright to enter.  3. Vigilance is expected continuously, as despite this being a research facility, some subjects may be prone to violence due to their… conditions. 4. In the case any information on the institute is found to be located within technology, this will lead to immediate dismissal and following court action So far these are all the rules I have been told to follow, and suggestions to take as well. I can’t be sure why Mr. Montgomery has such an aversion to technology but I’d like to avoid point number 4 if I can. 

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Sorry if anything is difficult to read, despite being in charge of our social media I still struggle with making posts.

Also, if there are any errors in the text itself, I have decided to leave those be, to allow for a most comprehensive illustration of David’s case.

part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5

Singed, Andrew Kaszovski

Date of post: 13/10/11

[themontgomeryinstitute]

[Amended by Andrew Kaszovski, 15/07/2010]

Note: This was David’s last entry, and though he has not worked for too long, I thought I would at least honour him by attempting my best at amending his last entry, with what I know of him and, who- whatever has gotten him. I found otherlang [in purple] works quite well for… information you’d rather have them not see. David was not careful enough, and so he… retired the way he did. But perhaps things were just not explained well enough to him and this could have been avoided… we’ll never know.

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Date: 24/06/2010 Name: Dr. David Borne It. It is here. You didn’t help.

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[Rest in peace David.] This brings the end to the Journal of David Borne, there is one other thing I would like to add to this series of entries, and it will be my take on his case, what could have been done to avoid it, what has been changed to ensure it doesn't happen again.

We mourn David, but we also thank him for the opportunity to learn from our mistakes and prevent future misfortunes.

Singed, Andrew Kaszovski

Date of post: 13/10/11

Journal of David Borne (pt.5)

Tu itn hekkkl

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4

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Date: ??/??/????????? Name: Drrrr, advif. Bnreos Ittttttttttttt. Thee ittttttttttt. Tu itn hekkkl.

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This is... illegible at best. Though I have managed to pinpoint the date though file properties to find that this particular entry has been written on the 26th of June that year.

Edit: I have reblogged this post with my original note and amendment.

Date of post: 13/10/11