#anime.🌟bsd

[kodzue-ken]

Peach Blossoms

Atsushi x gn!reader x Akutagawa

3.1k words

warnings: none! lots of fluff, atsushi is sick but that's it

It began when you met a boy lying face down in an alleyway. 

You had been throwing away your trash from the bakery and were unsure what was happening, but noticed that he hadn’t eaten anything in a long time. While you were aware of some of the things happening in Yokohama, you still felt the need to do something. Grabbing the male under his arms, you lugged him into the bakery, glad you had left the trash for last in your clean-up routine. You dragged him over to a booth and slid him into it; as you did so, you noticed how thin and scrawny the male looked. His clothes were torn, covered in dirt, and you swept the long lock of his platinum hair out of his face, putting a hand on his forehead to check for a fever. Not feeling anything, you moved towards the counter and walked behind it. You grabbed a clean washcloth and ran it under warm water, moving over to fill a tea kettle and put it on the stove. Grabbing a plate and moving back towards the unconscious man, you placed the plate with the washcloth in front of him, to use once he woke up.

The small bakery was tucked away in a small corner of Yokohama and belonged to your dear friend, who had gone on a trip to Tokyo and left you to take care of things. You made sure the workers left to get home safely while you finished cleaning. You began to cook up a small meal, casting a concerned glance over to the male. He stirred awake as you finished cooking, causing you to snicker while adding the finishing touches.

“Hello,” you said, causing him to jump while you laughed a little. “I’m (name), I found you lying outside and wanted to help. The cloth in front of you is for you, and I've made some food,” you placed the plate down in front of him and smiled when you met his eyes.

They were gorgeous colors. Split horizontally with yellow and purple, which stood out against the soft peach and white colors of the bakery. As you smiled at him, your eyes widened as his lips began to wobble, gorgeous eyes filled with crystalline tears.

“F-for me?” He asked, “d-do you want anything?”

“For you to eat!” You reached a hand forward but paused as you caught the horrified flash in his gaze. You pulled back and awkwardly brought your hand down: attempting to act like it didn't happen and trying to not draw attention to how scared he looked at that moment. You tapped the table in front of him, drawing his attention to the two plates and cup of tea.

You turned away from him, staring at the peach blossom decorations scattered throughout the cafe. You heard the soft clinking of silverware as he began to eat.

“I’m Nakajima Atsushi,” he said, voice so small you almost missed it.

“It’s nice to meet you, Nakajima,” you smiled.

As the evening went on, you enjoyed the time you spent with Nakajima, even offering him a place to stay for a bit. His eyes grew wide and he shook his head, stumbling over his words as his eyes darted around, growing paler by the minute. He stumbled to his feet as words tumbled out of his mouth. You stood, attempting to try and calm him down. With a rushed gasp and a jumble of words; a mixture of ‘sorry’, ‘I’m sorry’, ‘I have to leave’, and ‘don’t want you getting hurt’ all spilled out of his mouth as he stumbled towards the door.

“Nakajima!” You cried, reaching a hand out while watching the fearful male slam the door closed behind him.

You thought that had to be the first and last time you saw Nakajima Atsushi. The sweet male who had left so fast it left a bitter taste in your mouth. Your friend returned from Tokyo like a whirlwind and you found yourself thinking about Nakajima when you had a moment to rest. Days passed and you found yourself spending time in the peach-themed bakery just staring out the window. Your friend had laughed and slid a slice of cake your way, “I’m sure he’ll reappear, I’m more impressed you managed to drag him into the bakery!”

You scoffed but smiled back at her as you began to eat the cake. As the two of you joked and laughed around, you both turned towards the door when there was a small chime.

“Nakajima!” You cried, sliding off of the stool and rushing towards the male who had just entered, the hat-wearing male at his side laughed and turned his closed-eyed gaze towards you. He smiled wide and went to say something before his attention drifted to the slice of cake that was sitting on the counter and raced over; your friend swiped it off the counter and waved her hand at the display case, striking up a conversation.

“I’m sorry,” Nakajima’s voice was quiet and filled with guilt. “I didn’t mean to rush off like that.”

“I forgive you, Nakajima,” you smiled, “I’m glad you’re looking better.” You made eye contact with the male and watched as his eyes widened and then a warm smile formed.

“Thank you!” He smiled.

“Come on, let's get you something sweet, don’t be a stranger, okay? We’re friends; so don’t be afraid to come say hi!” Nakajima’s warm, shy smile turned into a blinding grin as he followed you.

On a cold December day, there's a knock on Atsushi's window. Atsushi himself is curled under a pile of blankets while you try to get him to have a sip of tea, worried for your friend. Because of this, you miss the series of knocks on the window and only notice something is wrong when there’s a sudden cold breeze and a voice.

“Weretiger.”

You snap your head up, tea forgotten, and try to throw yourself over Atsushi's limp body, eyes widening as they stare at the male who let himself in through the window. You weren't a member of the agency or even had an ability, but you were Atsushi's friend. So you understood that the creep who just let himself in through Atsushi's window (when no one outside of the agency should have known where he was living) was not a person who should be around Atsushi on a good day, let alone while he's sick and barely conscious. You cared too much for Atsushi to let anything happen to him while you were around.

“Ryuu…?” Atsushi murmurs, blinking blearily and wrapping his fingers around your arm, the closest thing he could grab.

“Atsu?” You ask, torn between staring at Akutagawa and checking on your friend.

“It’s fine… won’t harm… no killing…” Atsushi mutters, becoming slightly more coherent as he notices who's in his room.

“Uh, okay…” You trail off, lifting your body off Atsushi’s but not taking your eyes off Akutagawa who stares back.

“I heard you were sick,” Akutagawa says, speaking to Atsushi while staring at you.

“Mhmm,” Atsushi agrees, fingers still wrapped around your arm and slightly tugging on it, “don’t worry, it’s okay, he’s just checking up on me,” he says, letting go of your arm when you went to adjust the way you were sitting.

“That’s… nice of him,” you say, bringing a hand to run through Atsushi’s hair and still trying to ignore the pressing stare that hadn’t moved from where it was burning into the side of your head. “If I go make some food, you won’t be dead when I come back?” You ask, deciding that if Akutagawa was breaking into Atsushi’s house and he wasn’t freaking out, then it was probably fine to leave them alone for a moment.

“I wouldn’t kill him. We made a bargain,” Akutagawa says, still staring. You're almost sure he hasn't blinked the whole time he's been in the house.

“Okay then,” you say, nodding your head and standing, moving towards the door, and stepping out into the common area. You glance over your shoulder and don’t hear the immediate sounds of fighting and assume things will be okay. You enter the kitchen and begin to make a batch of chazuke, which you hoped would make Atsushi feel better, as well as being your lunch.

You also assume that you should make enough to feed Akutagawa unless he had decided to just show up, stare at Atsushi, and then leave right back through the window he entered from.

Smiling, you begin to portion out some of the rice into bowls, taking care to make sure to let it cool a bit before adding anything on top of it. You turn back towards the stove to grab the plate of chicken, jumping when you turn around the sudden appearance of Akutagawa standing a few feet away, staring at you.

“Um.” You blink, “I’m (name), it’s nice to meet you,” you say, setting down the plate and bowing your head slightly. Akutagawa nods back and doesn’t move.

“Akutagawa.”

“Do you want some food?” You ask, putting the chicken into the bowls and then moving towards the tea kettle. Akutagawa watches your movements and only nods, staying where he was. You slowly pour the tea over the rice and chicken before you pick up one bowl and start moving towards Atsushi’s room, Akutagawa stepping to the side slightly as you pass. You knock on the door slightly and then enter the room, smiling at Atsushi who's sitting up, but still leaning on the pile of pillows. Akutagawa brushes past you when you open the door and settles himself by Atsushi’s side.

“I made some food, chazuke. You don’t have to eat the chicken but I think the protein might help you feel better,” you say, setting down the bowl next to him. “Oh! I forgot-”

“Here,” Akutagawa suddenly thrusts a spoon into Atsushi’s hands and nods to himself, his eyes holding a glimmer of pride that he helped. Atsushi smiles gratefully and slowly picks up the bowl, beginning to eat.

“We’re just gonna be outside, okay? Eat up, I’ll come check on you in a bit,” Atsushi nods, mouth full. You leave the room, not bothering to see if Akutagawa is following; just leaving him to do what he wants. As you settle down in the dining area, you begin to eat your food. Eyes focused on the bouquet of peach blossoms you had brought over. Akutagawa appears after a moment and moves towards where you are sitting. He doesn't speak, just pulling out a chair and settling himself into it. Deciding not to say anything, you nod your head in acknowledgment and move on, still eating your food quietly.

Akutagawa suddenly let out a rough cough, bringing his hand to cup his lips. You turn your attention to him before asking softly: “Are you sick as well? If you don’t feel good, it’s okay to rest on the couch. I can bring you a glass of water,” you smile. You were unaware of whatever things he and Atushi had going on, but you knew that you were Atsushi’s friend and if he didn’t have any issues with the male then you didn’t have a place to say otherwise. Especially since you couldn’t try and fight him.

As the words left your lips, Akutagawa fixes you with the most soul-crushing stare, which was surprising; he had practically been keeping the same stare on his face since he crawled through the window at you. “I am fine.” he says, “and I don’t require your aid,” he finishes, before dissolving into another coughing fit, grabbing a napkin off the table and holding it up to his mouth. You just watched him, unsure of the best response. Your brain itched to offer him a warm cup of tea, but the way he's been staring at you gave you the feeling that maybe you should just let him be.

“Okay,” you say, standing up and collecting your now empty bowl, flashing a smile before moving back into the kitchen, placing the bowl into the sink, and moving behind his chair to check up on Atsushi.

Atsushi had finished eating and laid the bowl next to him, staring out the window as you entered the room. You sat by his futon and brought your hand to his forehead.

“How are you feeling? Do you want anything else?” You ask softly, taking your hand away and bringing your hand to your lap.

“Tired. I wanna sleep,” he murmurs, turning over so that his gaze meets yours. You smile at him and nod your head.

“That’s okay, get some sleep and I’ll figure something out with our house guest,” you hum, fingers brushing through Atsushi's hair as he lets out a soft purring noise. You pull away and stand, collecting his bowl and slipping out of the room. 

Akutagawa was still where you had left him, staring at his bowl and moving the food around. “If you don’t like it, I can make something else,” you say, moving towards the kitchen and beginning to clean the dishes. You don't hear anything from the mafioso, so you shrug and keep cleaning.

As you put the dishes onto the drying rack, you grab a kettle and place it on the stove to boil water. You turn and nearly scream when you spot Akutagawa standing in the doorway, holding his things. He barely passes you a glance as he puts his things in the sink, keeping an eye on where you are standing. You watch him, unsure of what to do. He slowly edges out of the kitchen and you don't say anything as you turn back to the kettle that's now boiling. You pull three cups from the cabinet and set them off to the side while you finish making the tea.

Once the tea is finished - you did your best to ignore the horrible coughs coming from where Akutagawa was sitting, flinching whenever you heard it - you step back into the sitting area and spot Akutagawa settled on the couch, a cloth held up to his lips. The cloth is dotted with red, making your heartache. As you move towards him, he tucks the handkerchief into his coat pocket and fixes a stare onto your face. Before he can say anything, you place the cup in front of him and smile.

“It’s just a cup of tea, there’s some honey and milk in it to soothe your throat. If you need anything else, just let me know, okay?” You smile, acting before thinking as your hand passes over his head and lightly scratches at his scalp, humming as you turn away. You grab a blanket from the side and pull it over his form, adjusting it so he looks comfortable.

As you turn, you don’t have a chance to think about how you were still alive and not injured as you move towards Atsushi’s door. You slip into his room and put the cup of tea by his bed. Atsushi's asleep and curled into a small ball, eyelids fluttering as he exhales. You move out the door and towards the sitting area, blinking slowly and realizing how tired you are.

You settle onto the open couch, not sparing a glance over to Akutagawa, who, once again, has a stare fixed on you. You cough a little and lay down, making sure the tea is off to the side, and begin to close your eyes. As you drift off, you feel something warm being pulled over your shoulder.

You wake up sometime later, suddenly aware of how dry your throat is, how heavy your limbs feel, and how much effort it takes to pry your eyes open. Once they're open and you have a moment to adjust, you let out a gasp as your eyes meet Akutagwa’s, who is crouched in front of you, eyes staring into yours while he frowns.

“You’re breathing.” He speaks, still staring.

“Ye-yes?” You cough out, disoriented.

“Good.” He nods his head. 

“Is that… a bad thing?” You ask, trying to make sense of what he is saying.

“Hm,” Akutagawa grunts, standing and bringing a hand to your shoulder and tugging the blanket a little more. He doesn’t say anything else before moving away, heading towards Atsushi’s room. You go to follow: beginning to sit up. As you move, there’s suddenly something wrapping around your shoulder, tugging you back onto the couch; confused, you follow the motions. Once you are seemingly settled onto the couch, a small black tendril grabs the blanket that's pooled around your waist and tugs it up to your shoulders. As your head settles onto the armrest, the ability brushes over your head once you are comfortable and you bring your eyes over to Akutagawa who is standing in front of Atsushi’s door, watching you. The ability moves back to him and tucks itself into his jacket; he coughs, nods at you, and enters the room. 

Atsushi gets better in a few days, and you’re glad you could help him. You don't understand what Akutagawa was doing in his house. Unsure of the best way to say something, you hover around the subject for a bit; Atsushi picks up on your mood and speaks up.

“We made a deal,” he says, “a no-killing deal. We kept running into each other for long enough that I guess that he decided to show up once I missed the meet-up.” You raise an eyebrow in his direction, before shaking your head and smiling.

“I won’t say a word,” you smile, adjusting the way you were sitting until your head laid on his shoulder. You can’t see Atsushi’s face from the direction you’re facing, but you can feel his shoulders relax

You wake up the next day aching. Your throat aches, your limbs ache, and your eyes are so blurry you aren’t sure what’s happening in front of you. You can hear soft voices and as you go to sit up, there’s a shushing noise and something cool being placed on your forehead. You let out a little mumble and can recognize the giggle that sounds near you.

“Atsu?” You murmur, blinking and reaching a hand out to grasp his.

“Akutagawa too,” Atsushi says quietly, nudging your hand and taking it in his. You can hear Akutagawa mumble something and then something warm wrapping around your shoulders. You begin to drift off again, hearing Atsushi’s voice slowly fade away, only lucid enough to curl into the warmth settling by your other side, a hand reaches and begins to glide through your hair. Right before you doze off you feel Atsushi wrap his arms around your back and allow your head to fall on his shoulder. You happily doze off now, feeling warm and safe.

[littleakito]

Any little tsukasa headcanons.. pls.. I love the silly little fella

（🌟）﹒﹒LiTTLE! TSuKASA

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aaaaaaaahhhhhh the brightest star of them all,, my little guy! I love him sososososososo much, thank you so much for your request anon! and I’m sososo sorry this took so long ahah<3

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1　 ﹒　I have veryyyyy mixed feelings about his personality when little, I do think it depends on who he’s around! Around WxS he definitely has that blazing energy of a star ready to shine he never seems to lose, but around people such as Toya he’s definitelyyyyy much more shy and cautious about his actions and words, just how can he be a big brother if he’s.. little?

2　 ﹒　Of course, when he has thoughts such as that, he’s reassured, especially by Toya and Saki. I would say that he’s not someone to willingly regress around those two, however. In his mind, it tarnishes his reputation as a reliable big brother! (It really doesn’t, especially not when they both have spoken to one another about games to play with him the next time he’s small.)

3　 ﹒　Stuffed animals are a huuuugeeeee love of his when he’s little, he definitely takes down some of them from his shelves and holds them close, on occasion, he’ll orchestrate a big game and show with them all, and he’ll hold them to sleep. It reminds him of when he used to hold those same stuffies to sleep when he was a small kid, alone in the house. It reassured him that no big scary monsters would eat him (not that he thought that anyway! psh.. he’s the big brother here!)

4　 ﹒　I think he would be extremely fond of his hair being played with and braided when he’s little, he used to have Saki do it for him all the time when the two were kids, why not now?!

5　 ﹒　Practicing performances when little has always been a challenge for him, the others always give him such concerned looks, as if they’re waiting to catch him (again). And when they treat him to ice cream after..? It’s like they know something he doesn’t!

6　 ﹒　The SEKAI is a certified safe space for Tsukasa, his regression is most definitely not always smiles and stargazing, but in the SEKAI? Cuddled up by all of his stuffed friends? His troupe mates by his side (on occasion)? The VIRTUAL SINGERS urging him to come and play with them? Well, he appreciates himself a little more then.

7　 ﹒　Tsukasa isn’t too sure of his age range, but if he were to wager a guess, maybe somewhere around 4-6? There’s definitely been times he’s fallen much younger however, he enjoys those times a lot. ( only when he’s not alone, though. )

8　 ﹒　I definitely think he’s.. ashamed of regression, to say the least. He thinks of how it will hinder his future ability of being a star every waking minute, but with the support of those around him, he’s begun believing in himself just a tad more.

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aaahhhh, jamming away to my tsukasa playlist whilst writing this was a great idea. ( side note, I got into BSD recently and,, searching up the agere for it and seeing multiple of my mutuals made me laugh a little too much, high five! )

[thecutestgf]

name(s): elle, river 💕

age: 28 🍒

pronouns: they/them 🌷

interests: dnp, anime (esp. bsd, hq!!, wbk), iwtv, rpdr, animals 🐰

currently watching: / 🌟

currently reading: wind breaker 💘

ao3: misbhvdan 🌈

disclaimer: i only use the tags to talk/comment. no categorisation we die like men 🚫

[lycheesodas]

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[amenemisa]

Hello!~✨

I came to confess, I didn't mean Mori to be trans 😂💔💔

Only sometimes I have seen that a different version of the characters becomes interesting, for example! Mori in a parallel world, if it existed, it could be a girl :)🍓🌟✨

Or I mean a completely different type of anime characters, for example BSD in a completely opposite way!~✨

All its male characters are women in a parallel world and all its female characters are men... It's interesting🦉

And that... I really like your new art 😭💖💖💖 especially Mori's lips, also his face; he looked so small and cute and delicate 😭✨💖

I also love Mori in his original and original state 😊🌟🍓✨

Let me say this... in my gallery, which has 10,000 photos, 4,037 of them are art and fanart from Mori :)🌟✨🍓

My personality is usually such that I am not used to defending much; But when people say that Murray is a pedophile without knowing anything, I get really upset! I have many reasons why he is not a pedophile, I can talk about this until the morning; But I won't do this because I don't want to bore you 😂😭💔

In addition to all the talking I did 😅 I have a personal question, if you don't mind....of course, if you don't like it, you can not answer!~ I just wanted to know..."Are you a girl artist or Boy?"

Because I draw and design a lot myself... and most of the art I create is from Fukumori,... I got curious (of course, I'm not a digital artist! I'm terrible at digital design 💔 so I dare myself to only draw in the design...Design book )

I'm sorry for writing a long text😭 I'm just so happy to see someone who is both interested in Mori's character and answers my questions, besides you are from another country and that makes me totally curious and happy!~✨ 🍓🌟

A friend from another place on this planet!~ I wish you success in all stages of life (and your art) 🍭✨

Yes yes i know you didn't mean a trans Mori but if we think about him as a girl we need to go to an another dimension. I need a story for that dimension, i just can't draw a thing without a meaning :') So that means i should think about a dimension that Mori is a girl... (Oh yeah please don't get me wrong, i don't mean any harm)

Anyway! In any universe, i can't imagine him as a girl :') that's why i said that our original Mori is the best. And don't need to mention that i can't draw girls eheh...

Bsd in a completely opposite way- Ok Kouyou and Yosano would be so hot ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ But really, still i don't want fukuzawa and mori as a girl. And yes you're right, that would've been interesting~.

Haha another Mori lover, i love him so much either. But you know Fukuzawa is my heart (*´︶`*)ฅ♡

Oh well i agree that he's not pedophile. And i can talk about it for hours but yes like you said there's no need to bore anybody with this subject (but you can bore me, i would listen you all night).

I am a girl artist haha, you can say this just by looking at my drawings xD

Hey- IF YOU DRAW ABOUT FUKUMORI YOU MUST SHARE THEM WITH US -(or just with me please ╥﹏╥) and i am sure that your drawings are beautiful. Every drawing has its unique value (。・ω・。)

And you don't need to apologize for anything. I must apologize from you because of this late answer eheh... You can text me whenever you want, you can request anything etc!

Aww and thank you for your all good wishes! I hope the same for you~~

[lazyflower48]

i'm going to pass out from all the dopamine today 😭 people in tumblr are literally going to be the end of me (in a good way)

SEIDIE okay first and for most

thanks for contemplating - you prob know who i am lol 😂😁 i'm going to think of asks your lovely followers might want to know abt you and interview you like the 🌺🌺🌟 (star) you are

what's your tumblr origin story? what got you into tumblr?

what got you into digital drawing?

are you aware that you're good in drawing? (tbh i think most artists are lol) - and what keeps you humble/motivated?

is there a particular acc on here whom you're a big fan of? feel free to shamelessly @ them lol.

are you into extreme rides like roller coasters?

would you rather confront someone OR be confronted?

angst or fluff?

what's the best manga or anime you've read/watched?

are you the type to cry over fiction? TT

lazyflower48, what's YOUR favourite flower?

you have three names - An, Lazyflower48, and Lampshade. do you mind giving us a background on these names?

what's one thing you want to improve on?

iirc you're into computer science? (help if this is wrong, its going to be so embarrassing 😭) but anyways. are you more of a math/sciences person OR an arts person? or both?

do you have a pet?

name one thing you're grateful for today

describe your personality in 3 ways

attachment

if you had to pick one - attachment issues or commitment issues?

Name one thing!! you like about your physical appearance (saw this from another post)

Do you have a type? (as in ideal 'crush' or smthing)

Are you more of a listener or a chatterbox?

What's your fave thing to draw?

have you ever done commissions before and if you had, what was the experience like?

how do you deal w anxiety when you have to present or do something?

disclaimer: some of these are really random. I can't stress this enough: [just answer the ones you feel like answering.]

ty 🌹💖

This is about to be fun. (Long post ahead!)

▪︎ Okay so, I downloaded tumblr all the way back in 2018? It was around the Reputation era. Taylor Swift used to be VERY active on here. So 14 year old me thought that I could get noticed by her...and that's how I found out about tumblr. I stopped using it after a few days because I honestly didn't understand it at all. Then comes BSD- I wanted to read 55 minutes and the fan translation was only available on tumblr so that's the reason I downloaded tumblr once again 😭

Eventually I started using it as a space to share my thoughts on BSD and other anime I watched and the rest is history.

▪︎ Earlier this year, in May, I think? I bought a tablet on a whim cause it was on sale for a reasonable price. For quite some time I wanted to draw something BSD related (whenever i find a show/movie i really like, i want to draw it) and I guess you could say that BSD got me into digital art :)

▪︎ Well...honestly, I'm probably my own harshest critique so going off of that, I think I'm decent enough as a beginner but I could definitely be a LOT better. There are so many great artists out there and once I start comparing myself to them I feel like there's so much I can learn in order to be as good as them.

There are so many days where I lack motivation to draw and the drawing ideas keep pouring into my head but I don't feel like drawing 😭. I honestly just let things be until I eventually do get the sudden urge/motivation to draw.

▪︎ (I hope these accounts are okay with being tagged. If not then, i apologise.)

@popopretty is a great acc if you want translations or any BSD related info

@sorcerersandskillusers is probably one of my favourite theory/analysis accounts

@yomeiu and @frenchonionsoop are both AMAZING artists and I'm always in awe whenever they post their art.

@originalartblog has some fun and cool art as well

▪︎ Oh boy, let me tell you. I LOVE extreme rides. I love amusement parks in general. They're like my favourite place to hangout.

▪︎ .....is neither an option? Both would cause me anxiety lol but I guess if I HAD to, then I'd rather confront someone

▪︎ Uhhhh....I love both honestly. But I'm more of a sucker for angst.

▪︎ Though the ending was questionable, AOT still remains one of my favourites and probably one of the best shows I've ever watched. It truly was a 'one of a kind experience' for me. BSD is a close second- even though it has quite some deux ex machina and convenient writing, the character writing remains unmatched. BSD does characterization VERY WELL and that is what I love most about it. It's also my current obsession.

▪︎ Sometimes, yes. I mean, for instance, BEAST had me tearing up and I remember crying over the ending of assassination classroom 😭

▪︎ Ooooh let's see, I've never looked too much into flowers..and there so many pretty ones but I'd have to go with roses, specifically red roses (yes, I'm very basic)

▪︎ An is my own nickname that i came up with. Lazyflower48 was the username assigned to me by reddit and in true lazyflower fashion, I was too lazy to change it and used it as a username on all my accounts. As for Nightshade, Dazai uses belladonna to refer to women which means "beautiful woman" in Italian but it's also another name for a poisonous plant called 'deadly nightshade' (his mind lol) so that is how I got this name.

▪︎ I need to stop procrastinating and stop being lazy. 😭

▪︎ Oooh I like both. Though, I prefer art as a hobby and career wise, I'm more of a science/maths person. The thing is, math can actually be quite fun when you understand it. However, it is truly hell when you don't understand it.

▪︎ YESSS I DO. I HAVE A CAT. (I love talking about my cat) She's the same age as sigma! And she's probably the cutest deadliest devilish little creature

▪︎ My parents. I'm moving away for uni and they've been doing so much for me and I'm honestly so grateful for them.

▪︎ Let's see, in 3 ways, Ambivert - I'm more on the introverted side when you first meet me but as soon as you get to know me more, I never shut up, lol.

Lazy-....yeah I'm probably one of the laziest people you'll ever meet. I still get my work done but I really need to get rid of this trait

Chill- (I'm kinda running out of adjectives here), I'm pretty chill honestly. I mostly just mind my own business and I don't like to get myself involved in drama

▪︎ What I'm attached to? Am I interpreting this right?

I'm attached to my family, MY CAT, home, BSD 🥺

▪︎ Commitment issues

▪︎ My eyebrows, I think they're a nice shape.

▪︎ Currently my type is fictional men 💀

Okay, jokes aside, I have never really given this question much thought so I don't really have any specific type. And I don't currently have a crush on anyone but i guess my ideal would be someone with a good personality. A guy who is understanding, compassionate, kind, good sense of humour, empathetic- just a nice person overall, physically- taller than me but not too tall cause I'm kinda short

▪︎ I can be both depending on the company. Sometimes I talk a LOT and sometimes I prefer to just listen.

▪︎ Dazai, he's just so drawable 😍 Okay yes I do love drawing him but mainly, I like drawing sceneries and nature. I want to draw complex backgrounds with a lot of details. Hopefully one day, I can achieve that level of skill.

▪︎ Nope i have not and I don't know if I ever will.

▪︎ Ooof I get VERY nervous while presentating something. I just tell myself "let's just get this over with. I won't have to worry about this once it's done and then i can go home and do whatever i want (sleep 💀)"

[groovy-computers]

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[stillnotginger10]

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💫 Genshin Impact

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[renasunshine]

💜Hello!! And welcome to my blog🖤

This blog is dedicated to Bungou stray dogs and other fandoms I'm in but I'll post about them from time to time😊

I like to post art about my OC's,fanart of other people(depending on the request)and fanart of my favorite characters😇 I also take art requests^^

💜Some facts about me💜

Suffered for 20 months and 10 years due to abusive behavior of my 60 year old father,been through a lot...i wanna escape from Serbia to come to USA🇺🇸

I sometimes do gacha animations using gacha animator

(I'm taken by @unionpacific18)

You can call me Rena,Rena-Chan or Tiana!whatever you prefer😇

My interests:astrology,art,music,writing, editing, drawing, cosplaying,voiceacting,

I can speak English,Serbian and Japanese🇺🇸🇷🇸🇯🇵

Striker kinnie (he's my favorite ok-?)

Also Chuuya and Dazai kinnie (they're my favorite as well, I love them as a duo😌)

Ships I like:

Datastormshipping (Yusaku x Ryoken)

Gateshipping(Emma Bessho x Ryoken)

Revolver x Ghost Girl

Chuukou(Chuuya and Kouyou,but I know they're siblings,so I ship them like that)

Morizaki (Mori x Kouyou,but a little bit why not)

Fyozai (Fyodor x Dazai,I find them as partners in crime)

Soukoku (Chuuya x Dazai) fr I ship them 🧡🖤🧡🖤💙🤍🖤🤎

Odazai(Odasaku x Dazai,I find them as a FRIENDLY ship)

Shin Soukoku(Akutagawa x Atsushi)

Strosika (Verosika x Striker) 🌟🤠

Celestibra(Celestia X Sombra)

Lunbra(Luna x Sombra)

Trickmirrorshipping (Aoi Zaizen X Ryoken Kogami)

BLOG STUFF:

•racists,zoophiles,homophobes, proshippers and way more.. DO NOT INTERACT YOU'RE NOT WELCOME HERE!

ART REQUEST RULES:

• ABSOLUTELY NO NSFW🚫

If I'm uncomfortable with your request, I'm gonna have to deny it sadly.Pls understand.

I WILL draw anything that's related to the animes I'm into(for example):

• Yugioh DM(Duel Monsters)

•Bakugan(mostly from season 1 to season 4)

•BSD(bungou stray dogs)

•Beyblade

•Hazbin Hotel

•Helluva Boss

•Demon Slayer

•Genshin Impact

•Yugioh Zexal

•Yugioh Arc-V

•Yugioh GX

•Yugioh 5DS

•Humanized Yugioh Monsters

•Pokemon

•Pokemon in their human forms

And more^^

•DO NOT rush me or HARASS me. Art takes time,effort and concentration.

Fandoms I'm in:

•Yugioh Duel Monsters

•Yugioh Zexal

•Yugioh GX

•Yugioh Arc-V

•Yugioh 5DS

•Kimetsu no Yaiba

•Hazbin Hotel

•Helluva Boss

•Pokemon

•FNAF

•Boku no Hero Academia

•Genshin Impact

•Bungou Stray Dogs

•Beyblade

•Bakugan

[gaystims]

🌟🍳🔥 4 the special interest game!!

🌟 Did someone introduce you to your special interest?

Our favourite person did! BSD wasn't even on our watch list until we were told about it and watched it with our fp.

(I don't think fp is our fp anymore but I'm going to call fp that because we're still friends and I care for fp a lot!)

🍳 Do you have a stim related to your special interest?

"Time for happy group counseling hour" and "what's the problem" 'exactly what' "exactly what what" are living in my brain rent free.

🔥 How many special interests do you have at the moment?

Main special interests rn:

BSD

Milgram

Anime Idols (includes bandori, d4dj, love live, ect)

Special interests that will always be with me forever:

MLP

Vocal synths

Special interests (...?)

Furries

Resin

Anime figures

Yaoi

So about 9 (? Idk there could be more with DID we all have different interests and get fixated on stuff easily)

[kodzue-ken]

I haven’t really been paying attention to bsd season 5 (haven’t got the time:(() but you’re telling me that a 10-minute trip to party city, glue, color contacts, and chuuya’s love for dazai is the reason that fyodor died???? (And dazai lives)

Iconic of him, truly.

[tunamayuuu]

14, 16, 17 if you're still doing them!! 🌟

14. piercings i want

i'm not really a piercings type of person? however! i'd like to have tattoos someday, if i'm brave enough :') i'd just want sunflowers on my arm and a quote i can look at whenever i feel down, pretty simply stuff

-

16. favorite movie

not really an avid movie watcher however. klaus. i love klaus sm. i remember feeling so full of awe?? shock?? i genuinely couldn't tell whether or not it was 2d or 3d when i first watched it and was blown away when i discovered that it was just really beautifully shaded 2d animation. i love the characters and how they develop, i of course!! love the art, like man, the composition of the whole movie?? stellar and inspiring for me honestly, and the plot's simple but it's pretty straightforward!! i like it a lot

-

17. a fact about my life

answered before!

however hmm, i guess i leave starkly different impressions to people i meet irl and online?? of course that's always established since you get to act more freely online but i was just surprised when my irl/online bestie told me that i apparently had a scary aura when we first met?? apparently they were joking about my height and i guess i wasn't in the mood to take a joke and spooked her ;A;

to friends i meet online though, i tend to come off as upbeat at first then become more relaxed as i get to know them better so!! please don't hesitate to come talk to me!! i just get excited when i get to talk to anyone about interests i am way too passionate about aha

(no srsly i'm down to talk abt bsd and blp in dms, pls feel free to barge in!!!)

[kodzue-ken]

Just finished watching season 4 of bsd and there was so much happening omg but here are some of the funniest scenes from the season (in my opinion). In no particular order:

Bungou Stray Dogs Season 4 Spoilers

Fukuzawa spending like half a day with Ranpo and then just going “huh- I’m a dad now”

The guy who kidnapped Ranpo going on about the decay of angels and Ranpo just interrupting by mooing

Mushitaro rambling on about how Ranpo will never find out he killed the people and Ranpo just appearing at his side

Poe and the two policemen freaking out over the raven cries as the cellphone ringtone only for Poe to be like “oh it’s mine. I don’t usually get phone calls.” Me too poe. Me too.

Dazai’s face when he got captured. Why did he look like that

Kunikida asking the driver if he had vehicle theft insurance and when he said yes, pulling a gun out and congratulating the driver and saying that he’ll get a new car after this

The “happy life counseling” or whatever it was called with Fyodor and Dazai

The description for one of the episodes being “Kunikida blows himself up with a grenade” cause I had to pause the episode before it even began to stare at that

Mushitaro writing the letter to Yoko and saying that everything was the opposite in prison

Mushitaro wanting to get Atsushi and Kyoka caught and Kyoka simply threatening to stab him every time he tried

Sigma basically making all the wrong choices to hide his stuff from the hunting dogs and then throwing himself out a window

[kodzue-ken]

Follow up to this (I finally got around to binging the whole season) but uh. Yeah. Imagine being fyodor and thinking you’ve made this master plan only for it to be defeated by the power of friendship. Not once, not twice, not even three times, but five. Five times.

I’d lose my fucking mind.

I haven’t really been paying attention to bsd season 5 (haven’t got the time:(() but you’re telling me that a 10-minute trip to party city, glue, color contacts, and chuuya’s love for dazai is the reason that fyodor died???? (And dazai lives)

Iconic of him, truly.