#anonymousyap

[ananonymousbirb]

I accidentally ended up being almost an hour early for art school today, so I’m going to yap about something.

it’s actually so so peaceful to just.. take my glasses off and let the world blur into complete obscurity.

for context, I am very blind without my glasses— everything’s blurry and I couldn’t even read a book on a desk in front of me. I can’t read street signs even if I’m standing right below them, I can’t see the features of people’s faces unless I’m standing like.. kissing-distance away from them.

so I rarely take my glasses off because I cannot function without them.

I’m a very anxious person and I’m often overwhelmed by my environment, though it’s hard to notice how overwhelmed and stressed I am until I finally get a break from it all. And one way I’ve found to get a break is to take off my glasses.

I’m forced to stop paying attention to everything, because everything is too blurry to focus on. I can’t look at all the people walking around me, I can’t look at every sign, every house, every shop. All the details are gone and I don’t need to focus.

and I feel like when I take them off I’m finally actually seeing the world, taking everything in broadly instead of my focus flicking from one distraction to the next, trying to take in every detail until I fall apart. even though I see the world clearer with my glasses, somehow it feels more real when I take them off.

I also really love how trees look blurry— the thousand little blue and white lights flickering through the soft green.. it’s really pretty

maybe it’s just the bird in me because yea darkness would calm me down too. Put a blanket over my cage or a hood over my eyes before I start panicking, please.

I am really grateful I have glasses, though. Without them I wouldn’t have access to everything that makes me happy. Honestly I would not survive without these flimsy little pieces of glass.

[ananonymousbirb]

having a mysterious unidentifiable undiagnosed heart condition sucks

wdym I can just have random heart attacks and the doctor is just like “idk, hormones? exercise more?” like what??

[ananonymousbirb]

intro post?

My name is Tory, and I use they/them pronouns

I post literally everything on this blog, so expect the following:

oc art (mostly dragons or humans)

lifesteal/unstable/that area of mcyt fanart

maybe hermitcraft/trafficsmp fanart

possibly empires/misadventures/related smp fanart

wof fanart

random updates on my life

art school art

I’m Japanese and grew up in Japan, but I prefer speaking English and express myself better in English :)

please please send me asks I’m bored and I like drawing things

[ananonymousbirb]

sorry, question, do you draw stuff outside of the fandoms youre in? ofc i dont want to ask you to draw something if you dont want to or anything, just thought i'd ask just in case!! 100% fine if not, just wanted to check!

umm not of my own will bc I’m afraid of misinterpreting stuff !! But if someone asked me to I’d probably pester them about details a lot. But I would be willing to draw it :3

I have a lot of friends with very different fandoms from me.. and like I did draw some crk stuff even tho I barely know anything about it. So yea :3 hope that answers your question?

[ananonymousbirb]

free meeeee I want to drawwww

I have three whole arts planned :((

I want to draw but my ibisPaint account is fucking gone :((((

I have ocs and art debt to do :(