#ari.diary

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masterlist !

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soobin helps s/o with math homework

yeonjun helps overwhelmed s/o

cute agression

lipstick trend

hyuka + cuddles on a rainy day (200 follower event)

you text them during even energy after an argument (angsty) - texts

soobin + seeing reader dance 'guilty' (200 follower event)

taehyun + wrapping his scarf around you (200 follower event)

asking if they even love you (maknae line) - texts

you're frustrated because you're struggling to learn Korean

you ask them if they even love you (hung line) - texts

you send them a naughty meme - texts

bf!beomgyu - texts pt.2

making up with them - texts

bf!beomgyu - texts

you tell them you're pregnant - texts

you help them put on the condom (nsfw)

they stand you up - texts

selfies from the boys - texts

bf!huening kai - texts

s/o gets their period - texts

how they show their love

their gf's parents yell at them - texts

being called "pretty boy" by their s/o - texts

spoiling their s/o - texts

asking their s/o to cook/bake for them - texts

how they help their academically burnt out s/o

meeting their s/o's parents/family + how they react

domming yeonjun

domming!txt

yeobin bf texts 1

babying them

make up sex w/ soobin

beomgyu fingering you under the table

beomgyu asking to be ur bf - texts

bf!soobin + crochet

txt as ur older brother

txt as your little brother

tx as passenger princesses

enemies to lovers w/ soobin

yeonjun + introvert gf

biting them affectionately

bf! hyuka

ceo yeonjun

how they propose

calling them babygirl

nct dream

you send them a cat meme - texts

you ask them to buy you pads

they get a new cat - texts

their s/o asks for their last name - texts

asking them for a selfie - texts

stray kids

ways he shows his love

bf!Chan - texts

ateez

gangster!boyfriend Mingi

loser pervy bf!seonghwa

loser pervy bf! ateez

finger sucking

voice kink

sitting on their lap for the first time

soft sex w/ san

mommy kink w/ seonghwa

asking for pics of them - texts

enhypen

delinquent bf Jake

more coming soon!

(ari.speaks<3 and ari.diary will have more about me! any announcements will also be posted to these tags!)

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just updated my master list! I also realized one of my posts was all out of order and ugly and I almost had a panic attack

tw: mention of possible ed? girlie it's never been diagnosed but it feels like one so imma call it that

ive been having trouble stomaching my food without being sick afterwards and it hate it. no matter what I eat or when I eat, I always feels sick

the most twisted part is that ive been uncontrollably hungry lately

I hate that my food issue controls a part of my life :/ I wish I could do something about it

I tried talking to a doctor about my relationship with food and she tried to refer me to a weight management class (I am not overweight for the record). I also tried talking to my therapist but she didn't question me further or ask me about anything when I mentioned I have a bad relationship with food and eating...

I just feel like I don't have any help

not to mention how bad my "ed" was in the summer...but that could have been linked to some relationship issues :/ guys I am so fucked

I wanna be skinny and pretty :(((

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THE YEONJUN ONE BEING EMPTY IM CRYING

OMG NOO im so sorry. im going to finish it soon. i published it without realizing something was missing. i promise you i love yeonjun, that's my man :D

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I just bought a brand new water bottle bc i dropped my old water bottle (I’ve had it for too long and i think 5 years is long enough to justify getting a new one). I’m so happy bc i get to put my nana sticker on it!!!

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I’ve been doing my skin care every morning and night and my acne is cleaning! I had a really bad break out like 1-2 weeks ago and I’m still recovering from it but I’m so so excited. I’ve struggled with acne my whole life and I’m finally feeling a little better (not to mention more confident). My next goal is to loose some weight! I’m not happy with how much weight I’ve put on but I’m determined to loose some :) school and life stress causes me to over eat or just find comfort in food. I don’t have a ton of friends so food is kind of my go to when I’m upset or sad.

I hope you’re all taking good care of yourselves. My advice to you if you’re going through something right now is to focus at least 20-30 minutes a day to yourself. Even just doing one small thing like taking a shower and doing some skin care. It helps boost confidence and you look great while doing it! Please make sure you’re getting enough water as well and taking your vitamins or medications. It’s so important to look out for yourself and feel happy in your own body. It’s not easy but we’ll be there someday!

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I just saw the video of jay raising his voice when asking for space to walk :( poor baby looks so tired

I wanna cry omg I wish they could get some rest and respect from their “fans”

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guys I just scored floor for ateez! I’ll be super close to the stage too and I’m sooooooo excited

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life update: I got tickets for d1 in la!! I’m so excited :D

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I just reread that depressing ass piece I wrote at 5am and I just wanna ask that version of me what was going on

okay but not gonna lie, I woke up hearing some weird ass voices right before that (fr not even kidding I was hearing shit bc I rewatched the video that was playing at the time and what I was hearing wasn’t part of the video). I was scared shitless and probably feeling a little emo about that situation.

anyways, kind proud of that!

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update: I tried an iced matcha latte with vanilla and I fear that I am now addicted ☹️

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this is kinda a little life update :) maybe I’ll start to post more about myself here !!! lemme know if that’s okay.

I finally went to work out just a tiny bit today. I issued to be super active when I was younger so this was a huge deal for me today. I also haven’t been feeling super good about my body and I want to change that. I wanna feel confident.

I worked out for 40 minutes (legs for today!) I also did some arm and face stretches yesterday so that made me feel good!

hopefully that along with calorie deficit and eating better can make me feel confident with my body. I just want to shed a little body fat so I can feel pretty!

My fave has also been breaking out like crazy so I need to get that in line as well. Hopefully it’ll work out for me soon 😁

tell me how you’re doing!! I love hearing about anything :)

(also…LA Laufey tickets dropped and I just know I have to cop some:) anyone else attending??🤭)