#askGame

[solaceinabandonment]

In Search of Phoenixes. Not gonna lie if I think about this enough I will begin to feel attacked akdjidndjd

Actually, damn, that could be a good title, I might use it lol

I nominate @neuro-sama @last-knight-who-was @nerochinchin and @ash-dark-desires

Spin this wheel first and then this wheel second to generate the title of a YA fantasy novel!

(If the second wheel lands on an option ending with a plus sign, spin it again)

Share what you got!

[lua-stellar]

Who Currently Has a Crush on You?? ✨Tarot PAC

Book a Personal Reading :) My Ko-Fi Masterlist

pile 1

cards drawn: reversed page of cups, king of pentacles, three of pentacles,

the person that currently has a crush on you i get the energy that you may know them from work like perhaps a coworker, or maybe a fellow classmate who gets really good grades. This person I can see is very trusted and you may go to them for help in some cases, I also see that this person is not very intelligent emotionally, however they are definently intelligent in the things they are good at and passionate at. I see this person either being really good at their job, or getting good grades, or being an artist or being really skilled at something. This person in your life for sure has a crush on you but can never express it well, they express their emotions more like a child and they have a really hard time regulating their emotions causing them to burst emotionally. This person most likely has masculine qualities and may be a taurus or has taurus like qualities.

pile 2

cards drawn: ten of wands, ace of cups, king of cups,

for pile 2 I see that this person not only has just a crush but likely is passionately in love with you! The person who currently likes you hides their emotions a lot, and has a lot of burdens in their life currently, likely this person probably has a lot of trauma too and just in general has wayyyy too much going on in their lives, but again is head over heels for you. This person is likely a water sign or has water sign like qualities like scorpio, cancer, or pisces. I feel that this person likely has masculine qualities.

pile 3

cards drawn: eight of cups, ace of swords, five of swords,

I feel that this person is someone who you likely were close to but currently may be no-contact with currently or you might have gotten into discourse with them possibly. I see that this person somehow had to end things with you and from their point of view, it was something that was necessary, however they still hold romantic feelings for you. I get the energy that this person feels like although it hurts the end of the relationship with you likely felt forced upon them like they had no choice. I see a big lack of communication with this person and you, a no-contact situation and them feeling very hurt and heartbroken because again this person definently has major feelings for you still. This person may likely be an air sign (aquarius, gemini, libra,) or has air sign like qualities.

[xxpunkbovidxx]

Trans Visibility Day Challenge!! 🏳️‍⚧️

(skip if not trans or genderqueer)

Ask game!!!!

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1. What is your gender identity

2. Have you come out?

3. If you haven't come out, do you plan to?

(Note: reminder, you don't have to come out if you don't feel comfortable doing so)

4. Did you have a boom moment of "oh shit I'm trans! Or did you slowly come to the realization?

5. Does your gender identity influence your sexuality in any way?

(Note: if not, it doesn't work like that for everyone, be respectful of others please)

6. Do you wear gender affirming gear such as binders, faux breasts, etc?

7. Are you intersex? If so, tell us all about it!!!!!! I wanna hear :D

8. Have you gotten any gender affirming surgeries?

(Note: you do not have to have surgeries to be trans, not everyone can even get surgery, not everyone wants surgery, be respectful)

9. If not, do you plan to get surgeries in the future?

10. Are you on any form of HRT?

(Note: again chat, be respectful, not everyone wants hrt or surgery)

Reblogging means you want asks about this post in your inbox! (Unless you already answered in the reblog lolz) 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

[verdurous-heaven]

First day of being an intern......I absofuckinglutely hated it. The workplace and the equipment are sh!t🫥 so I need smtg to sanitize my brain with coz clearly they haven't even had a single tool sterilized n the experiments n its calculations were truly fucked up coz of it.

Game: 1

You can ask me any one ques of your choice but please refrain from asking any death,health,or legal related questions. Also you have to be a follower n like n reblog this post to enter this game.💗 I'll take asks until I think it's enough

As an energy exchange gimme your:

Initials

Sun sign

And the vibe you get either from me or my blog in a few lines or a small moodboard🌸

Be patient and have an amazing day cuties🫶🏼

Status: CLOSED

[aspenclann]

i'll be answering these all of july! im not sure how much of the actual comic ill work on due to artfight, but im happy to answer questions!

Clangen Ask Game V2

I had some questions I wanted to edit, some I wanted to add, so here’s round 2 of the Clangen Ask Game! Most are phrased in reference to clangen comics or fan writing, but this can apply to whatever clangen/clangen-adjacent media you create!

For the cats, please include a cat you’d like to answer

🎨 Favorite Hobbies?

🌙 Heavy or light sleeper, what are their dreams like?

🐀 Favorite Prey?

🌿 Favorite herb?

🎉 Favorite Holiday/Seasonal Event?

👯 Wild circle of friends, or a few close ones? Who’s their best friend?

🌳 What does their family tree look like?

⚡️Special powers or abilities?

🌷Quirks or other mannerisms?

🎯 What do their life goals look like? Deputy, Leader, Medcat, a family?

🏠 Would they ever consider becoming a kittypet?

🐾 What do they think of nearby clans/groups?

🪲What do they value the most?

🌲Favorite location on the territory?

🌧️ Favorite weather?

🧹 Favorite and least favorite clan task/chore/patrol?

🙀What do they fear the most?

✨ What is their relationship with StarClan like?

🍀Secret they’re hiding?

For the clan

🏞️ How did your clan start?

📜 How does your clan’s warrior code differ from other clans?

🎭 Does your clan have any specific traditions, rituals, or holidays?

🌌 Does your clan believe in StarClan, or another sort of afterlife?

💥 What’s the most dramatic event in your clan’s history?

🗿 Does your clan have any important or physical artifacts they keep?

🗣️ Which cat is the biggest gossip in the clan?

👑 Your leader and deputy disappear into thin air, who takes over?

⚔️ Who is the best and worst fighter in the clan?

🐾 Best and worst hunter?

🌟 Which cat has the strongest StarClan/Dark Forest connections?

🔮 Which cat is the most superstitious?

⚰️ What are your clan’s death rituals?

🛡How does your clan choose new deputies?

🌠 Are there any cats in your clan who don’t believe in StarClan?

🐱 Who are some of the cats outside the clan, and what is the clan’s relationship with them?

💔 Which cats have the most complicated relationship with each other?/make you go feral?

🎆What do omens/messages from StarClan look like to your cats?

For the World

🗺️ What does the territory look like? Any unique landmarks?

🐇 What are typical prey you’d find in the territory? Rare or unusual prey?

🐺Typical predators?

🦌 Are there animals that the clan can’t or won’t hunt?

🏘️ What is the twoleg activity like?

⚠️ Are there any dangerous areas cats have to avoid?

🏵Areas that are considered cursed or sacred? Your clan’s equivalent to Moonstone/Moonpool?

🌋 What sort of natural disasters happen here, any that have significantly changed the landscape?

❄️ What is the most challenging season for your clan?

🪴What herbs are most important to your med cats? Rare or magical herbs unique to your world?

🪵 What natural resources does your clan collect for tools, rituals, decoration, etc.?

For the Author

✍️ What inspired you to make your clangen comic/ other media?

⏩ How far ahead do you play in clangen? How far ahead do you draw/write?

📝 What do your notes look like?

⏳ What sort of deadlines or rituals do you follow to keep yourself on schedule?

⛔️How long are you planning on making your comic? For as long as you feel like it, or is there a set end?

🎲 How close to “canon” clangen RNG do you follow?

🔄Do you let clangen fully control names, or do you interfere? Where do you get inspiration for names for warriors and kittypets?

❔Do you have any suggestions for people looking to start their own clangen blogs?

💘 Any cats you ship? Any non-canon/crackship/oddball pairs?

™️Who is your saddest little guy?

😻Which cat would you steal to be your kittypet irl?

🐈 Are there any characters currently based on your irl pets?

🌀Out of context spoilers/WIP?

🏔Lore you’ve been wanting to share but haven’t gotten a chance to?

✏️Who’s your favorite character to draw/write?

❤️ Which character does the audience seem to love that you weren’t expecting?

🌍 What are some of your irl inspirations for the lore/worldbuilding of your comic?

💭 Fan theories or headcanons you love? How much does audience interaction change the events of the comic?

🤝 If you could collab with any other clangen creator (or just want to shout out your favorites), who would it be?

This also might just be me, but be sure to give your favorite creators time to draw or write their responses! Don’t be discouraged if it takes a minute

[cheeseplants]

2024 fic roundup

Can I just create an ask game? I wanted to create a snapshot for 2024 for me, and would love to hear from others, so I’m going to interview myself like a loon.

Please join in if you want 🙂 I know we’re in Dec, so feel free to answer at the end of the month if you wish!

What fandoms do you write in?

Good Omens! Aziraphale/Crowley!

And I wrote one for the tiny fandom of The House in the Cerulean Sea. Linus/Arthur 4ever.

How many words have you published in 2024?

This is a tricky one. My official total is 270,737 words but three of those were collabs. So if I count the fics that only I wrote it’s 117,911. Which is still a bit mind-blowing to me, as I only started doing this Nov 2023.

What is your greatest achievement this year?

It has to probably be my first ever longfic over 50k. I set myself a goal to write something long and follow the beats of a classic romcom. And I did it! It was really me muddling through it trying to work out what the Hell I was doing. But it exists and some people even said they liked it, so I count that as a win. 

It’s called The Apple Doesn't Fall Far and it’s about Crowley inheriting a cottage from his aunt and butting heads with Aziraphale the councillor who is in charge of knocking it down. And spoiler alert. They fall in love

What are your favourite top three fics you wrote this year?

The Apple Doesn't Fall Far - as above! 

Rating: E 

Wordcount: 58,135

It’s sugary sweet with enough light angst to create some nice drama. But it’s mainly cosy, low stakes, comfortable, contemporary British romance vibes. 

The Ecstasy of Eden

Rating: E

Wordcount: 28,303

5 times they used sex pollen, and the one time they didn't Through the Ages fic. Written for the High Sex Pollen Event. It is a fun romp through the ages with some surprising angst chapters that I absolutely love. They are silly piney fools. ALSO I got art made for it!

If we were

Rating: E

Wordcount: 3,362

In 1941 Aziraphale and Crowley imagine their life as humans.

This fic fell out of me almost fully formed. I was half asleep and began daydreaming fic (as you do) and by the time I got to my laptop, my fingers wrote it in basically a couple of hours. It is everything I love. Bittersweet, yearning, them being completely in love but unable to do anything about it, slow dancing, almost kisses and some spice!

What was your biggest pit of despair moment?

The Ecstacy of Eden was a slog at times. I had written chap one and three, but it took so long for me to get chap two into shape. I couldn’t work out what the Hell I was doing. Got beta feedback where they could tell I was clearly feeling really stuck after I wrote it because it was all a bit lacklustre. 

Almost totally gave up. I had a few: I’m never writing again, what’s the point? moments.

Somehow I pushed through and made it work. 

In a lot of ways, that was probably the moment I saw my writing improve the most. BUT IT WAS A HORRIBLE SLOG. Ugh. I wanted to say this because I know we all have them and it’s good to talk about it!

What have you learned?

Honestly, how to use commas better! I can already tell my grammar has improved a lot from when I first started. I don’t rely on epithets as much. I know what semi-colons are for (thanks @fishey-me!)

I am getting better at letting fics breathe. I feel like my background in marketing and comms makes me want to write very precisely and I am slowly learning to cast that off and take time setting scenes. I also found a few tools to help me outline better. 

Romancing the Beat by Gwen Hayes

Take Off Your Pants!: Outline Your Books for Faster, Better Writing by Libbie Hawker

They’ve been invaluable in teaching me what the Hell I’m doing. My main takeaways - work out your character's flaws and work out the theme of the story. 

I also learned what sex pollen is and then wrote a 30k fic about it.

What fic did you want to do but never made it off the ground?

Ugh, I have one in my drive called Crowley and Aziraphale go on holiday. I imagined it as a canon-compliant fic post S2 where they go on a sort of make-or-break holiday. I just liked the idea of Crowley being all grouchy in the sun and Aziraphale awkwardly trying to flirt over Sangria. ALSO only one bed! But it sort of sits in my drafts and I’ve not done much with it. 

Did you beta any fics? Any favs you want to shout out?

YES. Many fics!

But I think I’ll have to give my biggest shout-out to @kneelbeforeyourdogbabylon for Sins of Knowledge! I’ve help beta more than 100k of that (wow) and it’s a wild ride. Go check it out. 

What three fics have you read this year that you love?

Listen I have tons and tons I’d love to recommend, but I am going to whittle it down!

First up it has to be @happynachohologram who surprised me on my birthday with not only their first ever fic, but basically one of the best South Downs retirement fics ever. I still think about it. It’s under 2k and it’s absolutely beautiful. 

The Best Part by @happynachohologram

Rating: E

Wordcount: 1,702

A throwaway comment from Aziraphale sets Crowley wondering about the best parts of retirement.

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UGH, next up @gaiaseyes451 This fic changed me. I don’t know if I’ve ever been more hooked while being emotionally devastated as this fic. Mind the tags but it’s wonderful.

A Little Life by @gaiaseyes451

Rating: E

Wordcount: 71,624

When Professor of Botany Anthony Crowley met bookshop owner Ezra Fell one November afternoon both knew their lives had irrevocably changed. From that moment forward, Anthony and Ezra’s existence was intertwined. Their story was written in the moments and memories they created as they moved through life’s chapters of coming together, building a family and facing the challenges of being human. This is a story of unconditional love and the joy and humour, obstacles and grief that inevitably come with choosing the same person, day after day, over and over and over again.

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Gorgeous pine-scented Crowley and one of the best premises I’ve read in a while. I know most people must have read this but if you haven’t you’re in for such a treat!

Stuck on Me by @zin-lynn-c

Rating: E

Wordcount: 56,538

After a drunken handfasting ceremony goes awry, Crowley and Aziraphale find themselves magically bound to be touching at all times. In order to set the situation to rights, they must embark on a multi-day journey to seek help from the last true witch in England.

What ideas are percolating for next year?

I think my next longfic is probably going to be a road trip with college-aged Az and Crowley. The characters keep yelling at me in my head, so I think they want to be written. So far Crowley is an activist punk who needs a lift back to London after graduation and Aziraphale is a posh boy who represents everything Crowley stands against.

Animosity to lovers my beloved!

It’s probably set in the 90s so no one has a mobile phone and Crowley can be obnoxious with a box of cassettes playing Az a bunch of bebop he pretends to hate. I have a scene of Crowley taking Aziraphale to his first gay bar in my head that I can’t get rid of, so I probably need to write it. 

Who do you want to thank?

OMG all of @goodomensafterdark for giving us a platform and being a lovely bunch of pocket pals! I want to give A BIG shoutout to @happynachohologram for letting me yell all my insecurities at you and for always screeching when I send them pictures of Crowley and Aziraphale holding hands in the South Downs. 

And to @kneelbeforeyourdogbabylon for agreeing to beta my 50k longfic! Pretty sure it would never have been published if it wasn’t for you two. 

And @doonarose for organising the madness of the original CYOA!

Anyone in my tags feel free to join in or in fact anyone at all. I'll tag a few more below. Tag, answer any Qs that suit and play along!

@adverbian @isiaiowin @onedappercat @angie-words @brenna

[sxorpiomooon]

NEXT PARTNER KPOP ENERGY ASK GAME

Hi! In this game basically I will tell you three qualities that your next partner has and a k-pop idol that they might have a similar vibe to! If you are not interested in k-pop mention it in the ask and I'll just give you a celebrity.

Rules to enter

- follow me

- share and like this post

- share my astrology observations and my pac

- share my masterlist

- share my paid readings post

- while sending an ask mention your initials and a k-pop song recommendation

- if you want to ask a specific small question about your next partner you can pay me $5 on kofi for one question(send the SS of the payment in the ask) remember, if you ever want a big reading you can always purchase my paid readings!!

CLOSED

thankyouu for participating in this game<333

[rotomblrsmazeoflife]

Ask Game - Wheel

A mysterious cloaked individual sits near a large carnival wheel with 13 marks on it. Alongside them is a sign, reading "You will make a friend - Readings for a moment of your time - Results highly achievable within a margin of 24 hours!"

You can't make out what's under the cloak, and you can't seem to pry any details about them either.

All you have to do is spin the wheel.

(reblog to spin! you might just get lucky...)

OOC: It's the standard "reblog for an ask!" post, except if you reblog I spin a wheel with all my characters on it (even the two idealizations which haven't been rotomblrized yet, AS WELL AS other funny things) and whoever I get sends the ask. You don't get to choose. This is fully random.

[majormeilani]

shipping bingo board i made because some of them don't appeal to my personal thoughts. you may reblog and repost but if you repost outside of tumblr do not remove the watermark so others can get a clean ver of the board to use if they so wish. (watermark can be removed if you are posting to tumblr tho!!!!) these can apply however you wish and you may elaborate in your response too if what i put in the boxes doesn't get your thoughts across :)

[chunkypossum]

2024 Fic Writer End of Year Roundup

Answer and then tag three or more creators to keep the game going!

(If you're in my answers consider yourself tagged if you'd like to play!!)

1. How many words did you publish on AO3 in 2024? 619,247... with the way A03 calculates I don't think that's entirely accurate but that's what it says... I would take off 225k and guess it's more around 350-400k

2. How many fics did you complete this year?

18, those event weeks really had a chokehold on me

3. How many in progress or ongoing fics did you start this year?

I have only posted a couple of WIP this year. I have stared at least 20 more, but have yet to post anything on them. Hopefully, I will have them all organized by this evening so I can start with my 2025 goals of getting them all done or at least well on their way!

4. What was your favorite thing you wrote?

I had the best time with What We Deserve!! It has to go at the top of the list.

Honorable mention would be Mother Save Us From Your Twisted fate just because it came out of nowhere and I think I started the first part and finished it in a day or two like a madman and posted without really giving it a second look. Truly a fic of strange passion.

5. What piece was your most experimental or different from your usual style?

probably Lighthouse in the Woods. Exploring a poly dynamic in a fic I didn't originally intend to be poly was an interesting choice for my brain lol but a fun and rewarding challenge!

6. Did any fics surprise you - either while writing or their reception?

Under the Weeping Beech shocked me just because it demanded I write it but there was very little reward with how sad it is. Y'all know I love sad angsty shit but I always seem to find a way to make everything ok in the end. Not so much this time but I simply couldn't make myself write it any other way. This was how it was supposed to be

7. Do you have a fic you wrote and loved that went under the radar? (This is your sign to reblog/repost it!)

Everything kind of went how I expected it to this year, but a fic that went under MY OWN PERSONAL RADAR was When Even Moonlight Burns. I adore the outline but couldn't make myself get serious about it this year. I'm waiting for my depraved self to rise to the surface for that one. It needs to be a beautiful disgrace

8. Who is an artist that inspired you?

I'm not sure I could name anyone without naming EVERYONE. If you have created Azris, you're on this list.

@queercontrarian inspires me daily with her work. Her attention to detail and the fashion work in her pieces are notches on my bones, that's how permanently they have changed me. I find myself staring at them for entirely too long to be appropriate and keep coming back to revisit my favorites!

@elleybug has a vision for her art that speaks to me on a cellular level. Every single piece supplies me with endless amounts of emotion that just make me want to create and create and create!

9. Who is an author that inspired you?

This question is really testing my memory because every time I read something I get inspired. All of you are just too damn good so if I forget to tag you it's only because I am stupid or I simply haven't been able to get to your amazing work yet BUT I WILL... and not because you don't belong on this list!!!

@fieldofdaisiies for her sweet pieces, @born-to-riot for her funny pieces, @acourtofladydeath for her thoughtful pieces, @secret-third-thing for her weird pieces, @iftheshoef1tz for her poetic pieces, @g00seg1rl for her horny pieces, @pippsmcgee for the dazzling intricacy of that piece she is teasing me with @talibunny30 for characterization in that nesta fic that wont leave me, @jules-writes-stories for the emotion she brings, @the-darkestminds for her dark mind that's like a twin flame, @mistandmemories for all that edging and absolute adorableness, @yanny-77 for the mastery of the dynamics between characters, @fourteentrout for the delicious intimacy, @brunetterebel010 for the vulnerability, @neciebee for the lyrical prose, @whisperingmidnights for the soulful prose, @mudandmire for the gorgeous and unique ideas, @unanswered-stars for the heartbreaking beauty!

10. Who is a new author you discovered?

so so many this year! Special mentions to @jules-writes-stories, @the-darkestminds, @mistandmemories who I really consider to be the big three of 2024 for me! Following along each of your beautiful stories this year has been a highlight!

11. Did you do any collaborations? How did it start?

not this year!

12. What accomplishments are you proudest of?

Everything I managed to finish lol. I was worried it would be nothing at all!

13. What did you learn about writing or creating this year?

I work best when I am just dishing out what's been gnawing at me, and trying to participate in too much just for the sake of it was too draining!

14. Any advice you’d like to share with new or aspiring writers?

It's fanfic, take the pressure OFF and just write the thing! If there is a story in your heart you really want to have exist in the world, you need to get it out and let it breathe! Don't focus on numbers or style or craft while you're just getting started. Have fun and create because you NEED to, everything else can come later.

15. What are your creative goals for 2025?

I have approx 12347576412 projects I would like to get written... I'm here to mass produce simply because I can't keep up with my brain. LOL. But truly if I can get one full multichapter fic completed this year I will be very happy!

[trappezoider]

How about johnlock?

I love you for this. Okay, definitely

Ship It

What made you ship it? -HAVE YOU SEEN THE SHOW. From the actual pilot, their chemistry is unreal. God, I just hate how much the writers bamboozled us with the queerbating, though. I was so traumatised I don't even remember how the show ended. AND HAVE YOU READ THE BOOKS. What the hell. How are they not canon???

What are your favorite things about the ship? -First of all, the historical aspect of the ship. Apparently Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and Oscar Wilde were pals, or at least they corresponded and met up. And there are theories that Doyle actually might've written Sherlock as a way to normalise two blokes sharing a flat in order to help Wilde out since there was a lot of witch hunt happening. But I suppose we won't know for sure. It would be such an amazing thing if it were true. Secondly, their dynamic. It's just so good. In all the renditions. Plus, it makes me feel super smart big wrinkly brain when I consume media about them. Thirdly, this might seem silly, but probably the fact that they aren't canon? :D Like, what makes me so invested is that we agonised for years and years over this ship, trying to prove it's canon and worthy of canon. Maybe one day we will get a popular rendition where they end up being romantically involved. And that hope is what keeps the flame going for many. And you know what, maybe they don't even need to be romantic. Maybe that will-they-won't-they-thing is what makes it so good.

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship? -...I don't like John's moustache :D Just shave it off. In the books, in the movies and in the show. Also, I love that Sherlock is a drug addict. I love that despite being so pragmatic and logical to the point of not bothering to remember that the Sun orbits the Earth, he still has an addiction.

[dol-dee]

Noticed you reblogged the OC ask meme ~a week ago but saw no resulting asks, which is a crime bc your OCs rule. So if it ain't too late: 10 & 15 for both Dee and Monroe

> (Askgame)

10. Share a sentence of dialogue from your OC that you think represents them well.

🌻Dee

“I hate this place- 'fucking rancid shithole, it deserves to be razed to the ground. No matter what you do, It twists you-- into this.. terrible fucking person thats only out for survival. I used to be—-” better, she wants to say. But can’t bring herself to. Not with how the town has syphoned away any and all progress she made back then, before she got here. Dee tries to blink away the stench of marigolds, the scorching heat of the summer sun burning her neck, black shirt glued to her sweaty back. Lukewarm sympathies mumbled to her in passing by people who couldnt care less. The foreboding noise of a car slowly approaching in the distance. To take her away away away, from the only place she ever considered her home. She feels sick. “I hate how anxious and stressed I am. There's- there’s ..SO.. much.. fucking anger boiling inside of me. It feels like its simmering just beneath the surface, consuming me from the inside out. Every minute, every second of the day. How long will it keep me warm before I burn out entirely? Fuck- I can barely remember how it was when I didn’t feel this way. When I didn’t have to struggle.. Nothing's ever been easy. But… I’m so… SO tired. She swallows, "…and I hate that- that I know— ..the truth is- I need it. I dont know how to go on without it. The constant stress, the fear and anger.. it- …it keeps me sharp. It helps me avoid mistakes. It’s safety. I’m afraid if I stop, I won’t ever get back up."

🤍Monroe

"It’s hilarious really.. I had to prove my worth as a valuable investment for as long as i can remember.. And I’m good- No– I fucking excel at it. I can sell you a dream, become whatever you need. Make life worth living. ..Seriously, You would have trouble finding someone with even half my charisma and humility.

And yet… 

And yet I’m the one living on borrowed time, thanks to my dear old parent.  I suffer the misfortune of wasting my time- my best years, entertaining the most shallow, whiny, dull, selfishly inclined, controlling, mind numbingly boooring, ingrates known to exist. (They heave out 'booring' with the annoyed weariness of a long suffering kindergarten teacher, rolling their eyes with a theatricaly) "Being at their mercy, When I’m superior to almost everyone here; turgid cesspool of a city crawling with vapid lowlifes- Forced to become a bird in a cage that could be replaced at any second for any reason. Just one, potentially tiiiiny little misstep- (the clap of their hands is loud and painful. It sounds like a bear trap springing close.) 

and that’s it~ 

If i'm lucky my end will be quick (they laugh, deep and warm) …knowing my sperm donor that definitely won’t be the case..  Well, that or because they find some younger, dumber, bouncier bimbo to hang off their arm.

"Meanwhile unimportant idiots get to squander perfectly good lifes." (It’s only now that their smile slips entirely off their face. Replaced by cold bitterness as they look off somewhere into the distance) "..Or force themself where they don’t belong. Feckless, dirty little street mutt stealing what’s mine."

15. How does your OC take up space? What do they do with their hands when they talk, or how do they sit in chairs?

🤍Monroe

Monroe takes up space boldly, with confidence and an effortless grace, like there’s a constant spotlight following them around. They drip swagger like a cold glass of water does condensation in the summer. They mastered the art of turning themself into a spectacle a long time ago. They’re a performance to be admired and an object to be desired. 

They have good posture but are prone to looking deliberately relaxed. Like they’re at home wherever they are. They’re constantly aware of how they look and how they should move to look their best- they don’t experience the world fully through their own eyes. They watch themself be watched. Everything they do is a show, performed to an invisible camera.

Even when they stand still they’re posing in a way. Weight resting on one leg, hand on their hip, the very picture of languid casualness.  It looks natural on them but definitely requires a good amount of poise- something that would have to be learned. 

Their body language is a walking contradiction: They gesture when they talk, but with the languid elegance of someone doing ballet; flawless control appearing like the epitome of understated casualness. They make it look easy and natural. All leisure, compared to Limone who gestures with an overenthusiastic frantic-ness.

Chairs, much like everything else, is another stage to perform on. The way they sit depends on the setting. They will always look confident, with a languidness about them like they might be sitting on a throne, not a chair or park bench. but when they’re on the job it’s a lot more proper. 

Meanwhile with Dee or anywhere else they are prone to sprawling. Can’t sit normal for the life of them. An almost sultry lean, prone to crossing their legs or spreading them like a whore.  Dee's & Limones answer for 15 can be found here

Anyways free unfinished doodle of (one) of the ways monroe sits.

[lua-stellar]

Messages For This October 🎃 Tea Leaf PAC 🍵 (Detailed!)

$2 Tarot Readings My Ko-Fi Masterlist

pile 1

so for pile 1 The first thing I noticed is the formation of a hat on the star symbol on my cup, this is a lucky sign because I feel in october you will encounter success and recognition of some sort, through trying something new and dipping yourself into a new skill perhaps or a new hobby. I get the feeling that some of you, very soon and early in october, might possibly get a new job or get into something new that will bring you success and recognition of some kind. I also see like two lovebirds directly under I feel after getting into this new opportunity you will experience a love and through social connection like parties for example or some other social gathering, i'm getting a strong energy that in the beginning of october pile 1 you will be very very social and you will be connecting with lots of people and whatnot. I get the energy that through these new opportunities about a week and a halfish maybe into october, you will have entered a new relationship, a new love of some kind and all these opportunities would have brought you to this new beginning. I feel that within a few weeks of this in october however this new love will have begun making you run all over the place in a way? I see a squirrel near the bottom of the cup, running from the venus symbol it looks like. I feel like this new love of yours would have you being sort of stressed in a way, running around alot, doing alot. Near the end of october I get the energy that you will have abandoned this 'new love' of yours, there is a giant hedgehog on the bottom-side of the cup, covering up mercury and mars. I feel that this 'new love' you encounter at the beginning of october, will not be what you really want and you will end up leaving it behind in favor of yourself and your needs, and genuinely I think thats a pretty positive outcome in a way. I also in general see alot of activity at the very end of october, I feel that the end of october for you will be very energetic and lively and again I just feel like you will be focusing on you and reevaluating what you want in life, in people, in love, like you will be reevaluating all that this october that's definently the energy I get from this reading. Now in your tea plate, which represents the energy of this upcoming october for you, has a question mark like shape right in the middle of the plate. So I feel that the energy for this upcoming october will be you questioning what you really want, reevaluating things you thought you wanted but didn't actually necessarily enjoy, I also see dots forming the shape of a wavy line showing you might be prone to some stress, and high emotions this october. But also in general your october will be very energetic you will be surrounded by others, I see you being very social this coming october, I see this with the amount of sporadic energetic dots that freckle the cup. I also see like a broken road like shape circling around the cup, directly going from the gemini symbol to the saggitarius symbol, I feel that this represents how this coming october you will face some challenges to overcome. I also see that this road like shape has two major breaks, I believe that this is reflecting also what I already read in the cup and thats that things for you might drastically change twice this month, you will enter a new opportunity, a new love even, and then you will leave it by the end of the month choosing yourself inevitably as this new thing in your life brings you stress. Another small thing I noticed in your plate is the shape of a human like person laying in the fetal position right below the aries symbol, I feel like this shows how you will be getting into new things this october, being a little impulsive as well but it leaves you drained and possibly stressed out.

pile 2

For pile 2 I see that throughout october you will be very disciplined, patient, and determined and hardworking as symbolized through the giant tortoise. I feel like you will be very hard working throughout the second week to the end of october and it certainly will pay off your hard work, I see a good omen for you pile 2 near the end of october. What looks to me like a boat, a good omen for success whether financial, also could be that you will around that time meet new people and new things in general will be coming into your life. I definently see that good things are coming your way, and fresh energy, and all of your hard work and discipline throughout october will certainly pay off. I definently can see that you will also be sociable through october, like I can see alot of energy and possibly going to social events etc. But mostly I see hard work and the rewards of your hard work coming this october. I also see a little symbol, large dots creating a line throughout the snake symbol, through mars and mercury. This I feel is a warning that there are some people this october that you will be communicating with that do not have your best interest in mind, and that to be cautious of who you surround yourself around. Don't confide in people you don't know very well this october. But overall in your tea cup pile 2 I see hard work and I see success coming your way. Now in your plate, which represents the general energy that this october will have for you, I see alot of clusters of dots in your plate. I can tell that this october you will be very busy, you'll be working hard I believe, lots of energy I get the vibe you will be surrounded by people, I see a cross in your plate it looks like a crucifixion cross (like the one from christianity) this cross represents the energy in october that you will be highly rewarded for your hard work, and it will pay off. But also I see a ring like shape that kinda fades into sporadic dots, directly under libra, scorpio and sagittarius. I feel like this energy could be a warning to be careful who you trust during this time, again I feel that this symbol represents people who you will encounter this october that will not have your best interests in mind, possibly manipulative people. Be careful who you confide in, don't trust everyone around you.

[eorl-melian]

one example of a significant change in their backstory now that the world’s changed.

Melian no século XXI é uma mulher que já teve problemas com drogas e perdeu o irmão em um acidente de carro. Trabalha com qualquer coisa que aparecer - inclusive trabalhos ilícitos. A principal diferença é que nesta realidade ela foi pra reabilitação, faz terapia e gosta de ler! Além de ter cabelo curtinho e ser russa.

[cheddar-baby]

54.?

"is there someone you will never forget"

Definitely the guy i met with for a hookup that got evicted mid hookup.

He told me to meet him at his house and when i got there he was not even home yet so i waited outside for 15 minutes because i give people a lot of chances. He apologized over text and told me to go over to the cafe near his place where i got an extremely overpriced and mediocre latte (was like $7 CAD). Another 15-20 minutes later he showed up in a huff and we went to his place. His house was full of garbage bags and boxes with almost no furniture. He took me over to the couch where there was dust bunnies the size of my fist all over the floor. In my mind ive now decided im not going to sleep with this guy. He went in to put his arm around me on the couch and was like "im a DJ btw let me show you some of my favourite stuff" and he put on probably some of the worst electronic music ive ever heard. We sat there in awkward silence song after song and each time he asked me if i liked them. I lied and said yeah to be nice. After a few songs he asked if i wanted to shower with him specifying that he had no clean towels so we could dry off with some of his old clothes. As politely as possible i wormed out of it saying i had already showered before getting there and texted my friend in a mad flurry as he went to shower to update them incase this guy decided to murder me or something (he was nice but you never know i guess).

He gets back and asks if i want to go to his bed, walking into his room it is a bare mattress on the dusty ground with only a single old worn dresser in the room. I say oh no.... Im alright... As im trying to think of excuses to leave early he takes me back to the couch and put on the tv show The Expanse. Halfway into an episode he gets a call and over the course of it is visibly more upset. He hangs up then tells me with tears in his eyes that his landlord told him he needs to be out by the end of the week. It was so shocking and confusing i wasnt sure what to say and gave him a hug apologizing asking if hes okay and he said maybe i should go so i got out of there as fast as possible and have not talked to him since.

[haeryeonyudae]

❝ could you play with my hair? ❞

Flashback - Cold days for two cold girls.

Aquele inverno estava sendo bem rigoroso, duas meias, o calor da alfa, e Hae ainda sentia os pés gelados. Estavam enroladas em um cobertor gostoso, uma preguiça boa de sentir pois tudo aquilo era conforto. Deslizava os pés lentamente pelos de Jiyeon, um carinho discreto e praticamente automático, enquanto assistiam uma série qualquer que nos dias de hoje Haeryeon não se lembraria - Talvez arquivo X, O mentalista... alguma coisa do seu gosto duvidoso. A morena percebia a respiração tranquila da outra, deu uma pequena fungadinha, um cheirinho na orelha de Jiyeon, abraçando mais forte por de trás de suas costas. "Está com sono? O dia foi pesado, não foi?" Perguntou com cuidado, então deu espaço para Jiyeon rolar e se virar de frente para si. Sorriu esquecendo qualquer diálogo ou cena investigativa que era narrada pela sala, apenas dedicou a atenção a quem mais precisava, Haeryeon precisava ser boa - não só queria - mas era um dever ser boa suficiente para a alfa, afinal sempre faltaria um pedaço para completá-la, era como sentia, um quase. Então a coreana se colocava disposta em ser o que pudesse.

Escutou o pedido cheio de dengo, o que arrancou um sorriso sincero, sem tardar levou os dedos por entre os fios escuros de Jiyeon, traçando um caminho lento pela raiz, acariciando próximo a nuca, depois atrás da orelha. Um vai e vem calmo. Não existia pressa ali. Um ritmo em que Hae não só proporcionava o carinho, mas como aproveitava todo o encaixe do corpo feminino junto ao seu. Soltou um resmungo preguiçoso e arrastou o rosto próximo ao de Jiyeon, até deixar um beijo demorado na testa da outra e se aconchegou. Aproveitava a companhia tranquila, a respiração próxima da sua pele, uma troca de feromônios leve e no mínimo interessante: o aroma petricor, um frio denso lá fora, e uma xícara de chá de hortelã com maçã. Fechou os olhos e decidiu morar ali pelos próximos minutos do cochilo.