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adorethedistance · 3 years ago

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Birthday Girl (2) - Hughes!Reader x Trevor Zegras

Hockey Masterlist

Warnings: swearing, teasing, embarrassment, etc.

Words: 1173

Summary: Your birthday celebration is under threat by the impending doom that is Trevor Zegras's presence.

A/N: It’s here already I know how crazy!

“Moooomm!” I sing as I enter the house, relieved to be home after a long day of school. Bliss is truly temporary as all of the guys come galavanting into the house behind me and Chelsea. Rounding the corner into the kitchen, I find mom prepping some drinks for her and dad.

“My darling girl!” she joins into my song before hugging me, speckling kisses on my scrunched face. When she sees Chelsea, she welcomes her with open arms, placing a kiss on top of her head. My mom has loved both of my friends as she’s watched us grow. After she placed a kiss on each of our heads, she releases us to greet Jack. He receives her affection shyly, kissing her cheek before she pats his shoulder. Jack then moves aside to let her see, “Trevor!”

“Ellen!” He smiles the widest smile ever and gladly receives her hug. Mom seems like she couldn’t be happier to reciprocate and the moment gives me butterflies. Butterflies that I immediately have no choice but to exterminate with a power washer. I’m no fool. This is just another one of his tricks. He’s not even that charming. Mom is probably just pretending so he doesn’t feel left out or something.

“So good you’re all here. Quinn is on at four but you girls can have the TV after,” she says as she goes back to pouring the last of the drinks she had mixed for her and dad.

“Oh shoot, I forgot he was playing tonight,” I confess with a small laugh and a guilty expression.

“Y/n!” Mom scolds from her path around the kitchen.

“Oh shoot!” Luke mocks me in an exagerated cartoon-ish voice.

“Aw shucks!” I whine to keep the joke going, causing both em and Luke to laugh..

“Dang flabbit!” Jack escalates which makes Luke and I burst out laughing, meanwhile Chelsea, mom, and Trevor look on together. Mom looks with pride but both of our friends with the utmost disdain. Then, I shrug off my bag and winter coat so I can begin to prep snacks for me and Chelsea.

“What? I’ll tell him right now, it’s no big deal, mooooomm,” directed at my mother as I retrieve my phone from my backpack’s pocket. Mom doesn’t look pleased with the disrespectful tone.

“I’m joking.” I quickly jump in to clarify.

Y/n/n 😴: totally forgot you were playing tonight ! I’m a terrible person :D

Quinner 💙: I am wounded

Y/n/n 😴: cry about it

Quinner 💙: lol

Y/n/n 😴: good luck quinner 💙💚

Quinner 💙: I was waiting for your message Quinner 💙: Thank you lucky charms 🍀🎩

Y/n/n 😴: 🫡

Quinner 💙: Gtg. Love ya kiddo

Y/n/n 😴: love ya

“There. Done.” I declare before setting my phone on the counter.

“Dad and I will be down here so just holler if you need anything,” mom says, mostly to our friends, before she goes around to give one more kiss to each of her kids, leaving the five of us in the kitchen. I grab the last two Honeycrisp apples from the fridge, while minding my own business when Luke appears behind me and reaches over my head to grab a gatorade from the top shelf. Luke is growing taller than me with each and every day and that motherfucker will find any way to flaunt it.

“Bro, can you wait until I’m not basically inside the fridge to get somehting?” He holds up his hands in obviously insincere defense. I love my baby brother but he’s nothing if not the master of pushing my buttons. The only other person who has him beat is standing idly in the kitchen, looking on as Jack retreats to the bathroom.

“I’m just getting one thing!” Luke complains defiantly, before going to join mom and dad in the den for Quinn’s game. Asshole.

“Hey, y/n?” I hear from the entryway.

“Yeah?” I ask Chelsea who is patiently waiting for my attention. She strains as she tries to hold on to all the different things she brough over for the sleepover.

“I’m gonna go set up my stuff in your room,” Chelsea says as a statement rather than a request for permission.

“Well, fine then. Be that way!” I jokingly get upset at her. She breathes a small laugh before ascending the stairs with measured steps.

“Bye,” She argues back over the banister before leaving to go to my room. We pretend to have a staredown as she walks by and when she disappears down the hall, I turn around to find I’ve been left in the kitchen alone with Trevor. God, no, please. Not this. Not now.

“So, you gonna watch the game with them?” he asks, leaning against the doorway of the kitchen that leads to the entryway. I snort a laugh and mumble a reply,

“Hard pass.” As if he didn’t know.

After a moment of silence, Trevor doesn’t seem ready to give up this round of cat and mouse. Pushing off the doorway with his forearm, he makes his way over to where I’m standing, while peeling the apples before I can begin slicing them. He doesn’t say anything at first. He just looks at my face. Trevor’s eyes are piercing, begging me for just a scrap so he can eat me alive. I ignore him for as long as I possibly can until he dips his head to be eye level with me. Once he’s certain he’s got my attention, he speaks up,

“I’m sorry if what I said in the car made you uncomfortable.”

Wait, what?

“It’s never my intention to embarrass you.” Trevor lowers himself to rest his elbows on the counter top. Peering up at me through thick lashes, Trevor holds my gaze for as long as I can possibly manage. He brazenly drops a hand to take a slide of the apple I had finished cutting up. Lifting it slowly to his mouth, he bites off a small piece slowly, pensively.

“I didn’t think you were,” I distractedly mutter the words, captivated by his every move. Trevor leans in. My shallow breaths are the only thing I have to ground myself in the moment. With his lips by my ear he whispers,

“It’s so fun to see you flustered.” Trevor then pulls away from my ear just enough to look me in the eyes. He searches, scanning for any sign of my usual resistance, and when he doesn’t find it, he leans back with a satisfied smirk. “Hm,” he hums victoriously. Biting off another tantalizing piece of the apple slice, Trevor retreats from the kitchen and heads up to Jack’s room. The movement is perfectly timed as Jack exits the bathroom. He clocks his friend heading up the stairs and jumps right into conversation, following Trevor up to his room most likely.

I’m relieved Jack didn’t pay any mind to where I stood in the kitchen, frozen, and undeniably smitten with Trevor Zegras.

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A/N: For anyone who cares: I plan on writing a part three and I cant decide if I want to do a part for or make part three super long. If you’ve read to this, let me know if you’d prefer four parts or a long third part? I’m leaning towards four parts but I could probs be persuaded. either way. I hope you liked this fic bc it has been plenty fun for me to write

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ssixa · 5 years ago

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CHANCE ENCOUNTER//MARK TUAN X Y/N

Description: Walking into the night shift at the hospital proves to keep you on your toes. Nights are left to the universe so you can only hope that tonight will be decent. What happens when you find out that one of your patients is THE Mark Tuan from GOT7? how do you try to deal with the chaos erupting from this chance encounter? and how many times do you have to tell yourself that you love your job?

Genre: fluff, slight cringe

Pairing: Black Fem Reader x Mark Tuan (though I will say there isn’t much description of black characteristics)

Word count: 3.5K

Warning: explicit language

A/n: yay finally a long chapter! glad y’all are enjoying this story! The collage sucks for this one, but it was a struggle lol.

*All pic collages are made by me unless I state otherwise. Individual pictures in the collage are not mine and I give credit to where credit is due.

Chapter Six

~Months Later~

I can’t believe the tour has already kicked off! Especially it being a world tour, the poor boys are going to be so excited and yet exhausted.

“Yo bitch, whatcha doin this weekend?” I text my best friend y/f/n

“Nothin, probs just going to the bar. Wassup?” She replied

“Guess who scored us some tickets to a very specific concert that we couldn’t get tickets for?” I send with a smirk

“Biittchhhh you dddiiiddnn’ttttt”

“Bbbiiittcchhhh I dddiiiddd”

“How the hell did you get Got7 tickets when they’re sold out...what organs did you sell?” She questioned suddenly

“Let’s just say I met a trustworthy person who was selling them for cheap” I reply not wanting to ruin the surprise

“Fuck it, I don’t want to know, just tell me how much they are later” she sends

“Np”

“Also we better take some cute ass pics when we’re there, but then again, when do we ever not take cute ass pics” I send

“Bitch you best believe I’ll look cute, don’t you worry”

I put my phone away after scrolling through my social medias out of boredom. This weekend can’t come fast enough honestly. Just gotta make it through the work week at my other job. Yet again so many Karen’s coming in and doing what Karen’s do, men fully disregarding what I’m saying because I’m a young black woman; so on and so forth. The week was more busy than I thought because at a blink of an eye it was Saturday aka the day of the Got7 concert! I decided to get dressed at y/f/n’s place since it would be more convenient since she lives closer to the venue.

After getting dressed (and lookin fucking cute, but sexy at the same time) we head to the venue. I direct y/f/n that we should walk towards the ticketing booth in order to pick up the tickets. Luckily the tour and this venue had a common agreement on different ways you can have your tickets and luckily buying and picking up the physical ones at the booth was one option.

“Ugh I seriously need to find out who got you these tickets! They can be our concert ticket dealer hahaha” y/f/n says

“A girl has her secrets” I give her a wink and keep walking.

We head towards the entrance of the venue and wait in line until doors open. As we do for past concerts, we start conversations with other fans in line. A basic convo of “who’s your bias?”, “what other groups do y’all stan?”, etc. Luckily it makes the time go by faster because before we knew it, doors opened and they started scanning tickets and letting everyone in. We found our seats and saw that some of the fans we made friends with in line were sitting right behind us. We continued our conversation about nothing specific really until I felt my phone vibrate. I looked down and see that Mark messaged me,

“Y/NNNNNNN!!!!” Mark messaged

“MAAARRRKKKK!!!” I replied

“I see you”

“Can you please not be creepy”

“Awe but it’s fun! ANYWAYS I can’t believe you’re here I can’t wait to see you!” he replied excitedly

“I can’t wait to see you either! First time I’m getting to see you performing on stage. I seriously can’t” I quickly reply

“OH RIGHT! I remember why I texted you, check under your chair” he messaged

“You’re making me nervous boy”

“First of all, I’m a man. Second of all, stop being a wimp and look under your chair” he replies back with an eye rolling emoji.

I decide to give in and squeeze myself on the ground between my chair and the chair in front of me. I feel a little bit around until my hand takes hold of something. I pull it out and it’s an envelope so I open it because what harm is there in opening a mysterious envelope from Mark. When I opened it, I shut it just as quickly, I looked side to side to make sure no one saw, shoved it in my bag, and grabbed my phone.

“Mark Tuan imma kill you” I message adding a crying emoji

“Am I your favorite member now?” he said with a cute emoji

“Nope, still loyal, but Mark you really didn’t have to do this! VIP BACKSTAGE PASSES”

“How could I not?! You’re one of my friends that I cherish and it’s been so long. The fact that you thought that just attending the concert would be the end of it...I’m hurt” he replies almost sounding a little too butthurt.

“Fine fine, but you know I love you right! I seriously can’t believe I can even call you a friend, let alone a close friend at that!” I message excitedly

“I-love you too, you’re seriously someone I didn’t expect to show up in the circumstances they did. Thank goodness you did though, I was on the brink of murdering Yug because he was just calling me by my name. That child has no respect”

“Mark, honey, you’re American, I wouldn’t have guessed you were so serious about that type of stuff” I retorted

“Well I’m used to the way things run so I just want to hit him sometimes, what an annoying brat” he sent. I ended up laughing and y/f/n looked at me curious as to what was so funny on my phone. I quickly hid it, but I already knew she knew something was up. That’s why I was grateful when she didn’t push further because she knows I always end up spilling the tea later.

“That makes sense anyways you see where I am right?” I ask

“Yup, you look pretty” he comments as he always does

“Whatever, you see the girl to the right of me?”

“Kinda, I can’t really see her face though”

“Oh let me help” I replied.

“Yo y/f/n let’s take a pic” I get her attention. She turned around and agreed seeing that it wasn’t unusual for us to take pics together, especially at concerts.

“Ooo these are cute” she comments then turns back around to keep talking to our new friends.

“See now, cute right?” I text Mark

“Oh yeah~ she’s cute I guess, what about her though?” He replies

“That’s the friend I was telling you about and lucky for you she doesn’t have a solid bias in the group yet” I mention knowing that it would peek his interest.

“Oh she doesn’t now, well now I’m even more excited to meet her” he comments, with easy excitement detected in his message.

“Well thanks to you, we all get to meet each other!” I message excitedly

“You’re very welcome sweetheart, but I gtg my turn to get pretty” he sends

“Lol you’ve always been pretty, but see you later!”

“Lol bye” he texted lastly.

I spend the rest of the time before the concert trying to devise how I’m going to keep surprising y/f/n until we reach the boys while still talking to our new friends. I decided that I would say I found these badges in one of the bathroom stalls after going in after a staff member and decided that it would be our ticket into the backstage. Perfect, not only is it a crazy idea, but the prize at the end (her reaction) will be the icing on the cake. I decided to text Mark about the plan and to also tell the manager so when we do get back there we don’t get in actual trouble. He saw my message and sent an emoji making sure I understood he got the message. This made the whole experience even better.

The lights dimmer and we knew the show was starting. The whole place erupted in screams and chants of “Got7” echoing everywhere. The stage lit up and the boys walked out. I screamed and almost busted a lung at how good the boys looked up there. Mark looking exceptionally nice almost made me forget how much of an idiot he really is. It amazes me how humans can deceive each other so easily by just putting on an act.

The concert was beyond amazing! I almost forgot while in the middle of the concert how I actually know the boys and consider them my friends. My mind went back to just being a simple ahgase and it being just that. It wasn’t until Mark came to my side of the stage and did some weird thing that I recalled that I actually know this fool personally. Then Mark pointed me out to the other members so once they spotted me they made their rounds to come to my side of the stage and do something that made my whole side scream. One girl in front of me thought that the finger heart from Jackson was for her when it was really meant for me. Poor girl.

The concert went on, screams were loud, fanchants were strong, light stick choreo was on point, the BOYS choreo was definitely on point, and honestly everything was just perfect. In the back of my head I couldn’t wait to finally meet the boys and better yet, be able to get this secret off my chest. I still hadn’t told anyone of me knowing the boys so to be able to tell y/f/n was going to be a load off my chest. It was the end of the concert with the boys concluding it with a classic that is “A.” During one of the chorus point dances JB came to my side of the stage like he had done once or twice before. While Youngjae and him sang the chorus JB never stopped looking me during the certain lyrics

“Ei da aneunde wae jakku sumgyeo

Nega nal joahaneunge imi

Ne eolgure sseuyeoisseo

Ei nareul boda wae nuneul dollyeo

Da aneunde ei e...”

(Translated: “Hey I already know everything so why are you hiding

It’s written all over your face that you like me

Hey why do you look away

I know everything”)

Contradictory to the lyrics, more specifically JB’s verse, I couldn’t look away. Was he confessing...to me? There’s now way. My heart sped up at the thought that my bias, my ult bias at that, has feelings for me! It was hard to get immersed in the rest of the concert with my head getting mixed signals of what JB really did was meant for me or just did it to tease me, not like it would be the first time. We talked a lot over messenger and really clicked, that included him reminding me that he knew that he was my favorite. Yeah I grew legit feelings for him, but my brain rationalized that it wouldn’t make sense for that to ever exist beyond that, but if what he did right now on stage was him confessing to me, maybe...there’s a chance.

It’s just the possibility of him liking me from only talking to me, while my feelings have existed. I need to stop thinking about this because there’s no way

“Y/n just enjoy the rest of the concert” I mumbled to myself. Thank goodness it was loud and dark enough that no one could hear me or see me.

When the concert ended, y/f/n and I just sat there in utter amazement. We couldn’t believe we just had the chance to witness this and not to mention a relief since it had been so long for Got7 to come back to a city near enough that we could travel. After a moment of shock, I looked at her

“Yo bitch” I said to grab her attention

“What bitch?” She replied, such friendship

“This night ain’t over yet” I commented and signaled for her to look down her face of confusion and shock filled her face

“Y/n how the hell did you get these?!” She whispered yelled to not get much attention to us

“Remember when I went to the bathroom earlier? I guess I used a stall after one of the staff members and they misplaced it there” I commented hoping she would believe the lie

“Y/n you don’t do wild shit like that though, it’s always me” she mentions

“I know but I’m willing to risk it all because what’s the worst that could happen?” I say hoping to convince her

“Well first we could be black listed by JYP, we would be the new face of sasaengs and last I checked there aren’t many or many in general black sasaengs...that should be enough reasons not to do it” she said.

“Yes, but if it works then we have a high chance of meeting Got7 and think about how much staff they have. What’s the likeliness they would know who we are'' I bring up

“Damn, you making me do dumb bitch shit...fine I’m in” she says. Score.

We made our way out with most everyone just like normal, but snuck away to a secluded area where security wasn’t looking through. We slipped through a door that led through a hallway that led backstage. Getting backstage we were looked at sideways but everyone was rushing everywhere not paying us any mind (thank goodness their staff was pretty diverse), but I’m surprised no one noticed how different we stick out especially with our outfits. .

We slip passed another door, we turned around getting stopped in our tracks by the boys’ manager. He wore this scowl on his face and both of us freaked. Then I remembered Mark texted me saying the manager would have eyes around the place so when we sneak in he would know where we were. So when running into him and seeing the scowl I knew he was just faking it and yet it was so believable. He stared us down,

“Now I don’t think I recognize you two” he comments

“Um well you see” y/f/n starts in a slight panic

“We were given these passes by someone higher up in the company so we just decided to let ourselves in instead of waiting for the person they were going to send” I replied back confidently hoping it sounded believable enough...to y/f/n that is.

“‘Someone higher up huh?’ well who might that be exactly?” he questioned

“I don’t have to say and you can’t make me” I snap back with a bit of attitude

“Well if it is like that, I can’t allow you to proceed any further” he snarls back. Wow he’s really into this. JYP should really look into an acting career for this man and if not that give him a raise or something.

“Now if you two ladies could follow me to this room and I’ll get security to come deal with you both” he continued. y/f/n was getting visibly overwhelmed, but thankfully she had her inhaler with her. I hated to see that her reaction was getting that intense, but we were so close.

“Fine” I replied back fake angrily. y/f/n and I follow the manager back to a room that was labeled “Security” on the front. Perfect, everything was going to plan. Mark helped give more detail to my plan and thought to get a sheet of paper and put security to make the plan more believable. What we didn’t know though is under that sheet of paper it actually said “Artists Dressing Room.” It also occurred to me how good the manager's english had gotten. I guess it worked out with my Korean also getting much better as well. Luckily, I told y/f/n that I decided to study Korean again so she didn’t question why I was able to speak so well. She is able to speak pretty well herself, but the intensity of the situation caused her brain to freak out not being able to respond.

Once we reached the door, the manager slowly turned around. We briefly made eye contact and a smirk slightly graced his face. This is it, y/f/n looked like her nerves were a bit calmer, but I was sure to stand behind her in case she passed out. The manager opened the door and stepped to the side, he ushered us in and I gasp really loudly,

“OMG IT’S GOT7” I exclaim. The boys all shot their heads up from different areas of the room, the sense of panic that graced their face for a few seconds made it even better. That stupid Mark, I guess he didn’t tell the boys of the plan so they must have thought that we were crazed fans who actually snuck in. Once the boys stared in shock for a few more seconds, all the sudden I hear

“y/nnnnn!!!” Mark screamed and dashed from the chair he was lounging in for a hug. I start laughing hysterically when I turn to see y/f/n’s hella confused face. It took me all the strength to try and stop laughing, but eventually I was able to calm down enough to talk,

“SURPRISE BITCH!!” I look to y/f/n and yell, her face still in utter shock and confusion.

“Hey boys” I wave crazily to the boys who finally have the previous shock go away and have faces grazed with the biggest of smiles.

“y/n, how are you here?!” Youngjae questioned. From my peripheral vision I could see the boys look with beaming eyes mentally waiting for the answer to that same exact question they were all sharing. I look to Mark and comment

“You idiot, you didn’t tell them?” I laugh

“Well seeing you were surprising your friend, I wanted to do the same for the boys” he laughed back.

“Makes sense, this was worth it though to see their faces” we both started laughing. Mark went on to explain in Korean about the plan we concocted and how we were able to execute it along with the help of the manager and other staff members. The boys nod and I turn to y/f/n explaining everything similarly.

“I hate you so much right now” y/f/n says but with humor

“Awe but I love you so much” I replied back lovingly

“Mark this is my friend y/f/n I was telling you about before” I turn to Mark and say

“Nice to meet you!” Mark said with a bright smile

“Nice to meet you too” y/f/n replied back slightly shyly but still with slight confidence. Mark directs us to go and sit down on the chair that was previously occupied by him and Jackson. We all took a seat while BamBam, Yug, and JB were getting their makeup taken off and getting dressed in more comfier clothing behind a panel.

“This is crazy that we’re finally getting to meet you y/n though it feels like we’ve been friends for ages’ Jackson speaks up.

“I know right! It’s still surreal that we’re all pretty good friends given we’ve never met physically...well except for Mark that is”

“Wait how do you even know Mark...like how the hell did that even happen?” y/f/n speaks up. The boys looked at each other surprised that she didn’t know even though Mark and I had been talking for months. I look to Mark to see if it was fine to tell her given that he’s not one of my patients anymore, but still it would be illegal and immoral to start spilling unless allowed. He gives me the go ahead and I turn back to y/f/n and explain to her how it came to be. From all the stupid stuff he said to getting to talk to the boys over facetime, nothing was left unturned. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing and how lucky I was to have a chance encounter like this.

“Wow you really lived the ‘y/n’ life right now huh?” She commented

“I’m just glad I was able to get it off my chest, it was really hard trying to keep this a secret for that long” I laughed

“But why now, like how long you think you would’ve held it in if they didn’t have a tour?” she questioned

“Honestly I was close to just spilling everything, but luckily the tour was announced. You can also thank Mark for the free tickets and passes by the way” I laughed. y/f/n looked at Mark and had no other way of phrasing words than to say thank you multiple times

“It’s no problem at all, your reaction was priceless though! It made it worth it in the end” he laughed.

I sit there looking at my surroundings amazed this is actually happening. Mark irritatingly asked y/f/n to tell him stories of stupid shit I’ve done in the past because I refused to tell him. y/f/n went along I’m guessing as payback for the stupid stunt I pulled with this whole encounter. Maybe it wasn’t the best idea to put those two together because now Jackson is listening in and I guess so is BamBam from the makeup chair because I can hear him laughing along with everyone else at some part of the story that I don’t even remember (I must have been drunk...whoops). Even then, I don’t think anything could top this moment…

Now I have to figure out why JB has been avoiding interactions with me since y/f/n and I walked in.

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latetaektalk · 6 years ago

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break up with me | osh [2]

he and you had been playing pretend for months now, but you couldn’t do it anymore.

genre: break up! au, established relationship! au, angst

word count: 5.546

a/n: so, this is the last part of break up with me!! i hope you all enjoy it and i don’t know if anyone wants one or if people even think it’s necessary, but i could write an epilogue? i already have somewhat of an idea, but if no one wants it and if nobody think it’s necessary, i won’t post one. so, basically let me know what you think of this chapter and if you want an epilogue?~

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You opened the closet Sehun and you were sharing and downed the wine as you looked at your clothes. It was obvious what belonged to Sehun and what belonged to you and you were numb to the aching in your chest. The sight hurt so much because for the longest time there was no line between Sehun’s and your clothes. You both had used to share everything. Well, Sehun had used to share everything with you, but only because he didn’t want any of your clothes.

So, it felt like somebody was pushing a knife into your heart when you saw such a clear line between Sehun’s and your clothes. You closed your eyes and listened to the piano playing before James Blunt took over.

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? Cause I saw the end before we’d begun Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won

“Goodbye My Lover” by James Blunt. Sure, one might say that you were dramatic and rubbing salt into the wound, into your broken heart, but you needed to feel the pain and sadness. Instead of running away from it, you embraced the pain, held it tightly to your heart, cried with it. It felt good to acknowledge it because there was no denying in it, you were hurting, bad.

So I took what’s mine by eternal right Took your soul out into the night It may be over but it won’t stop there I am here for you if you’d only care

You looked at everything Sehun owned and you lingered a little longer on your favourite pieces. The grey hoodie that you loved so much hung there between all his button-downs and your pants. Without thinking about it, you reached for it and pulled it from its hanger. You put it on and you hated how safe you felt having it on, like Sehun’s arms were wrapped around you. The smell of his detergent swamped you. You ignored the fact that Sehun had bought his own detergent, had stopped using yours. The line between Sehun’s and your clothes wasn’t as obvious as it was before and that made you smile a little.

You touched my heart, you touched my soul You changed my life and all my goals And love is blind but that I knew when My heart was blinded by yours

You sighed because that didn’t change anything, didn’t change your plans today. You turned around and walked to your nightstand. Because you couldn’t afford to spill the last couple of drops of wine anywhere, you put down your wine glass. You made your way to the other side of the bed, Sehun’s side. With a sigh, you bent down and pulled the suitcase from underneath the bed. You dragged it in front of the closet and opened it.

I’ve kissed your lips and held your hand Shared your dreams and shared your bed I know you well, I know your smell I’ve been addicted to you

You didn’t move for a moment, instead, you stared at the suitcase and you couldn’t help but tear up. You wiped away the tears with your sleeve and when you smelt Sehun’s detergent, you teared up again. It was a vicious circle so you just let the tears spill because there was no use in wiping them away. At least not when new ones would form the second you did. It was ridiculous that you could still cry because you had cried so much today already.

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me

First in the café, then in Joohyun’s car as she drove you home and then another time when you realised that Sehun wasn’t home again even though it was his day off. Joohyun had wanted to come up and even offered you to stay at her place. You had insisted, however, that you needed to get something done first. She had checked with you a couple of times already and you had to practically beg her to leave you alone.

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me

With a heavy sigh, you pulled yourself together. Before you could do something, your phone vibrated and interrupted your music for a second. You walked over and unlocked it without looking. The chat between Chanyeol and you came into view and you looked at the new messages Chanyeol had sent you.

[Chanyeol - 17: 08]: sure your cousin can totally stay with me!

[Chanyeol - 17:08]: when is he gonna arrive tmr?

[You - 17:08]: Im actually not sure, ill ttext you if i know more.

You were about to turn off your phone when you saw that Chanyeol was online. The two ticks turned blue and Chanyeol started typing. You had time and didn’t mind waiting, but maybe you should have.

I am a dreamer and when I wake You can’t break my spirit - it’s my dreams you take And as you move on, remember me Remember us and all we used to be

[Chanyeol - 17:09]: okay. but how are you feeling? sehun said youre really busy with school and work

Your thumbs hovered above the screen and you wanted to type something back, but your mind was blank. You didn’t even notice how Chanyeol typed up a new message.

I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile I’ve watched you sleeping for a while I’d be the father of your child I’d spend a lifetime with you

[Chanyeol - 17:09]: you should take some time off today. were meeting up putside yerims dorm later and going out for some drinks

[You - 17:09]: I dont think im gonna come

[Chanyeol - 17:10]: everybodys gonna be there!! even jongdae is coming, you have to too!!!!

You raised your brows because Jongdae coming was impressive. He never came to these things. However, you didn’t spend too much thinking about Jongdae and how rare it was for him to meet up with everybody. Instead, thought about how Sehun hadn’t even bothered to tell you that he was going out with the boys.

I know your fears and you know mine We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine And I love you, I swear that’s true I cannot live without you

[Chanyeol - 17:10]: you could go home with sehun eralier if you feel tired, but we all just wanna see you again ;(

You pressed your lips together and sighed. Did you want to go out? Yes, a thousand yes, but then everybody would notice how awkward it was between Sehun and you. There was no overplaying that awkwardness if you were completely honest. If you went, everybody would just worry and you didn’t need anybody to worry about Sehun and you. You also doubted that Sehun wanted you there.

[You - 17:11]: Sorry, gtg. have fun

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me

You turned off your phone and threw it onto your bed before you turned around and looked at Sehun’s and your closet. As you sighed, you walked up to it and took a moment to get ready because this was going to take some time.

Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me

You could hear the rain hammering on your windows, could hear the occasional car speeding past your flat. The clear night sky had turned sour and bitter in a matter of seconds, but barely anyone knew because it was early in the morning. 04:12 to be exact.

You leaned back into your couch and took another swig of your wine. Your eyes were trained on the empty chair in front of you, separated from you by your coffee table.

You had to admit, you had hard time keeping yourself awake. You had wanted to take a nap beforehand, but you had been too scared that you were going to miss Sehun.

When you heard keys jiggle, you downed the rest of your wine and put the glass down. You almost dropped your phone when you unlocked it and opened the chat between Joohyun and you. She knew what your message meant and knew what she had to do now.

[You - 04:12]: Hes back.

Just when you were leaning back into the couch, the door opened and Sehun stepped in. You could hear a sigh escape him and you tightened up. He didn’t know you were in the living room because you hadn’t turned on the lights.

Your heart started beating into your chest like it wanted to jump out and it hurt, it hurt so much. For a second you thought about pretending to be asleep, but there was no turning back. You had to do this even though it was going to hurt you both so fucking much. You were sure of that fact, but you were also sure of the fact that there was no other way.

Sehun walked past the living room without looking into it. You could see him take off his jacket again as he made his way to your bedroom. He was soaked and you weren’t surprised. Sehun had never been one to take an umbrella with him. You guessed the rain had taken him and the others by surprise.

Instead of grabbing a towel from the bathroom, Sehun walked into your shared bathroom. You looked at the towel next to you for a moment and you couldn’t help it but smile.

Just like a few days ago a sigh escaped Sehun as the door to your bedroom fell shut, but unlike last time he didn’t stay long. Before you knew it, a frantic Sehun stepped out of your bedroom. His eyes were blown out and he ran his hand through his hair as he snapped his head around. Your heart warmed up a little at the fact that he was so panicked to see you not in bed. So, he did still care about you. But you also guessed that seeing the closet empty added to his panic.

“Y/N?”, Sehun called out for you and looked into the bathroom, unaware of the fact that you were watching his every move. You regretted that you had downed your wine because this whole show would be better with some wine. “Y/N?”

You put your hand in front of your mouth and the smell of Sehun’s detergent wasn’t as strong as it used to be. No wonder, considering you had been wearing this hoodie all day long.

Sehun turned on the lights to the living room and for a second he didn’t see you, but when he did, he left out a long breath. His eyes travelled up and down your form, brows furrowing when he saw that you had shoes, jeans and his hoodie on.

You folded your hands in front of your stomach and just looked at Sehun, at your boyfriend. He looked so pretty today, especially pretty in your opinion. It was confusing and you had no explanation for it, but he just did. His hair was dripping onto the floor and even though strands were poking out in funny places, he looked beautiful. His white shirt was sticking to his body and a few months ago you would have gone up to him and kissed him.

“Why are you dressed?”

“You’re pretty.”, you said and reached for the towel next to you, offering it to Sehun. He stared at you in complete confusion, but he took it when he realised that you weren’t going to give up. As he took it, his gaze wandered to his right and he stared at the chair that you had put there for him. Panic took hold of Sehun again as he looked back at you.

“What’s going on?”, Sehun asked you and seemed frozen. You tilted your head at him and smiled at him, happy to be talking to Sehun for once, happy to be speaking more than five words with Sehun. You hadn’t even realised just how much you had missed hearing his voice until now.

“Y/N, you’re scaring me. What’s going on?”

You sighed and gestured for Sehun to take a seat. He did, hesitantly but he did it, sitting down right in front of you.

For a moment, you looked at the coffee table Sehun and you had picked out together. It was the first thing you had bought when you had moved in together and it was what had connected you. Now, it was only separating you two, worked as a barrier for him and you.

You guessed Sehun could feel that something was going to go down tonight, that someone was going to leave this flat after this was over. It was the way he was eyeing you, the way he was picking on his pants.

You should be the one talking, but you wanted to take a moment to appreciate this. You hadn’t looked Sehun in the eyes, hadn’t spent so much time with Sehun, hadn’t seen Sehun properly for a long time now and considering it was going to be the last time, you just had to appreciate it.

“You know you have to use the towel.”, you said and Sehun tilted his head at you, not understanding what the fuck you were talking about. You were procrastinating, buying time, but who could blame you? After everything you still loved Sehun. And, what you were about to do was going to almost kill you and definitely kill your relationship.

“What?”

“You know to dry your-”

“Cut that bullshit, Y/N. What’s happening here right now?”

Sehun’s words left you silent and he stared at you with such intensity that your smile disappeared in a second. Your gaze met Sehun’s and you pressed your lips into a line, sighing internally. You held onto yourself tighter and you hated the way your heart was hammering in your chest. It was so loud that you were certain that Sehun could heart it too.

You opened your mouth, but your tongue was tied. The knot in your throat didn’t help matters and you didn’t know why you had thought before that you would be able to do this. God, this was harder than you thought.

Sehun’s brows were furrowed together and his lips were pressed together. The towel you had given him was thrown over his shoulder and barely did anything to catch the water. Worry and confusion were written all across his face and he was quite literally sitting on the edge of his chair. You knew that it was torturing him to not know what was going on and you sighed, starting to take deep breaths as you tried to calm yourself down.

And when you felt ready, you let the words slip. The words you had repeated over and over again in your head as you prepared for this moment, for this conversation. You knew there was no turning back, no taking the words back and that was okay. It really was.

“Break up with me.”

You could see when your words slowly started to click in Sehun’s head, could see when his brain had finished processing your words, could see when the confusion settled. It was like time stood still, like someone had slowed this down for you to watch, like someone had gifted you with the ability of time for a second before taking it away from you to make the next moments worse.

“What?”

Sehun shook his head at you and he let out a laugh, a taunting laugh, one that made you cringe. You watched him lean back, watched him cross his arms, watched him open his mouth to say something, watched him laugh instead, watched him stare at you before he burst out into laughter again, watched him clap his hands together, watched him calm down, watched him jump up from his chair to walk around, watched him sit down again, watched him look at you again, watched him realise that you weren’t joking around.

“What?”

“Break up with me.”, you said again like you were telling him that you were going to the store. It hurt to say it, but you had started the conversation and you were going to finish it. Was your chest aching? Was your body twisting and wincing in agony? Was your heart shattering into pieces? Sure, yes, but you could still do it. You just knew you could.

Sehun didn’t laugh, didn’t shake his head at you, didn’t run around, not this time. He looked at you and straightened his back, gulping at your face. Nothing much happened after that, he just stared into your eyes and you just stared into his eyes. An eternity seemed to pass before you decided to say something again.

“I know that you don’t love me anymore.”, you started and Sehun tensed up at your words. You tucked a strand behind your ear and pushed your glasses back onto their place. “That’s okay. It really is. People fall out of love, happens.”

You let a beat pass, let your words sink in, let Sehun process your words before you continued again. You were aware that Sehun wasn’t done working through your words, but you also doubted that you could ever give him enough time.

“But you know what’s not okay?”, you asked and waited for a second to emphasize on your words. Sehun started to shake his head and that small shake made you smile for a second. He really didn’t know better, did he? “It’s not okay then to stay in a relationship with me. You know how much it hurts to know that the person you love so fucking much doesn’t love you back?”

Sehun rubbed the nape of his neck and avoided your gaze. You knew you had him, knew that he would let you talk and that might be for the best. There was strength in your words right now, but you weren’t sure if it would stay if Sehun started to say something.

“You should have broken up with me a long time ago, but I know you, Sehun. I know that you don’t have the balls to break up with me. I know that you continued to stay with me to force me to break up with you, to make it easier for you, but I’m not Mia. You’re going to break up with me and this is how you’re gonna do it.”, you started and Sehun looked up at you. You knew he didn’t understand what you were saying, but that was okay. You shuffled to the edge of your couch and took a deep breath.

“You’re gonna start by saying ‘I’m sorry, Y/N.’.”, you said and Sehun softly mumbled ‘No’s when he realised what you were doing right now. He shook his head in protest, but when you kept staring at him with determination and pain burning in your eyes, he gave in.

“I’m sorry, Y/N.”

“Then I’m gonna ask you ‘For what’?’.”, you swallowed and let a second pass. “For what?”

You rubbed your hands on your pants as you struggled to say the next few words. You guessed that it was always going to be hard to say this.

“‘I don’t love you anymore.’.”

Sehun hesitated as well, looking into your eyes to see if this was really what you wanted. There was no question in your mind and you could see the tears form in Sehun’s eyes. He wiped them away the second they appeared, but you had already seen them.

“I don’t-”, Sehun’s voice cracked and he shook his head like it was torturing him to say the next words. You waited, didn’t push him because you understood why he was struggling this much.

“I don’t love you anymore.”

Tears rolled down your cheeks and you let them fall, let them because there was no use in wiping them away. You were honestly surprised that you were hurting so bad because you had known that for a long time now. But you guessed that hearing it coming from Sehun for the first time was different. You hiccuped and you let out a chuckle, unable to form the next words.

“I’m sorry, Y/N.”, Sehun cried softly and you looked at him, pressing your lips into a tight smile. You nodded and new tears fell, leaving hot trails down your face. “So fucking sorry.”

“I know.”, you mumbled. “But that’s not what you’re supposed to say.”

Your small joke lightened the mood for a second, gave you the strength to push through all of this. Sehun cracked a smile and rolled his eyes at you before he had to wipe away tears again.

“Now you’re going to put your hands on our table and then I’m gonna put my hands on our table.”, you whispered and Sehun nodded at you, giving you an ‘Of course, ma’am.’ before doing what you just had told him. When you moved to put your hands on your coffee table, Sehun grabbed a hold of them and hugged them with his own.

“Hey, I didn’t tell you to do that.”

“I knew you wanted though.”

“Stop acting like some breakup master.”, you sniffed and couldn’t help but laugh. Fuck, this is what you missed, playing off of each other. “You’re learning too quickly.”

“You’re just a great teacher.”, Sehun said and smiled at you. Instead of wiping his tears away, he let them fall. There you two were, sitting in front of each other, crying your eyes out as the sun rose behind you. “You’ve always brought out the best in me.”

You tilted your head to the side before you let it hang because those words hit hard. Your chest tightened and Sehun noticed that he had gone a little too far. He put his hand on your head and pulled you closer. He pressed a long and lonely kiss on your forehead and even though tears were still streaming down your face, you smiled.

“Okay, now I’m gonna say ‘Why? Did I do something wrong?’-”

“No, God, no. Y/N, it’s not your fault.”, Sehun started and shook his head at you, your faces still centimetres away from each other. You could feel his breath on your skin and he could feel your breath on his skin. Your smile grew a little at Sehun’s insistence that it wasn’t your fault. “You did everything right, you’re like the best girlfriend-”

“And yet you don’t love me anymore.”

The words slipped out of you without you thinking about it and Sehun and you stared at each other with wide eyes. He scrunched up his face in pain and agony and silent tears rolled down his face. You started to shake your head at him and you wanted to clarify, say something, but instead, a hiccup bubbled up from your throat and spilt out.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that.”, you said and your eyes fell down to the floor, your whole face feeling like it had been lit on fire. Now it was Sehun shaking his head at you. His hands tightened around yours and he started drawing circles on your skin. He caught your attention again and when you looked at him, he had a tight-lipped smile painted on.

“Don’t apologise, you’re right.”, Sehun admitted and you couldn’t help yourself, but break down a little more. Your sobs filled the air between you two and you could feel Sehun’s hands shake.

“I haven’t treated you right the past months and I’m so sorry for that.”, Sehun’s voice cracked as he said the words and you could literally hear his tears in them. It was weird and impossible, but you just could. “I’ve been so selfish and I’m really so fucking sorry for that.”

You took off your glasses and threw them onto your coffee table, placing your sleeve on your eyes. It was stupid, but you wanted to hide, hide from Sehun’s gaze, hide your face. He had seen you cry so many times now, but you still felt this shame, this need to cover up.

Your crying just got worse with the second and you regretted that you had put on Sehun’s hoodie on because all you smelt was him. You were quite literally drunk on his scent and your heart broke more, your chest ached more, your tears fell quicker because you knew after this, you would never be close enough to him again to smell him.

“You deserve better than me.”, Sehun whispered and you felt like you couldn’t breathe anymore. Your lungs were tied in one painful knot and you wanted to cough it out, but all that spilt from you were sobs and sniffs. You felt a hand wrap around your wrist and pull your hand away from your face. When your eyes automatically landed on your coffee table, Sehun tilted your chin up and cupped your face. “Don’t hide, please.”

You bit on your lip to stop your sobs from breaking out and tilted your head into Sehun’s hand instead. He used his thumb to wipe any of your tears away and a small laugh bubbled up from you. Sehun joined you and you couldn’t help but think that Sehun looked angelic in the morning sun glow.

“So, what’s the next step? What should I say next?”, Sehun asked you as he dropped his hand and cupped yours instead again. You quirked a brow at him and a smile fought its way to your lips as you put on your glasses again.

“I think you’ve got it down.”, you mumbled. “You’re better at breaking up than you think.”

Sehun shook his head at you and you eyed him carefully. What he had just said was perfect, perfect at giving you the push to start moving on, perfect at breaking your heart. It was what you needed, it pained you, but you needed to hear that. It tore a wound into you but healed you in other ways at the same time.

“I don’t think so. You’re crying too much.”, Sehun whispered and you let out a chuckle. You nodded and had to admit that maybe you were crying too much. With your sleeve, you wiped away the tears and you took deep breaths in and out to collect yourself again. After you were sure that there were no traces of tears left, you put your hands back into Sehun’s.

“Okay, now I’m gonna tell you that I’m gonna stay at Joohyun’s and you’re going to say ‘No, I should go. You stay.’.”, you said and you had to try your best to stop your voice from shaking too much. “I’m gonna stay at Joohyun’s.”

“No, I should go. You stay.”, Sehun repeated your words perfectly like it was actually him saying these words and not you telling him to. His grip around your hands tightened and he squeezed yours a little to emphasis his words.

“But then I’ll say ‘No, you stay.’ and you’re going to look at me and give up. ‘Okay. I stay here.’.”, you said. “No, you stay.”

Sehun stared into your eyes for a few seconds and somehow the air around you two started to change. You couldn’t explain it and it seemed like you two grew more comfortable with each other as the sun rose behind you. And you knew that Sehun could feel it too. Maybe it was because you two started to accept that this was happening and that it wasn’t as bad as you thought it would. Maybe it was because you two saw that there was going to be a tomorrow even without the other by your side.

“Okay.”, Sehun started and his voice was quiet, low. It was like he was scared to interrupt whatever was hanging between you in the air. “I stay here.”

“Good, now I’m gonna say to you that ‘I have already packed everything and Joohyun is waiting outside for me. There are only a couple of things left, but I’m gonna get them tomorrow.’ Then you’re going to look around and see my suitcase and bags in the corner behind you.”

“I have already packed everything and Joohyun is waiting outside for me. There are only a couple of things left, but I’m gonna get them tomorrow.”

Sehun nodded and when he turned his head, he immediately spotted your suitcase and bags. When he looked at you again, a tear rolled down his cheek. You reached up and wiped it away before he could. You hated the way his whole body was shaking, hated how much pain and agony was hidden in his eyes. It hurt so much and you wished that the next time you saw Sehun that both of you would smile at each other instead.

“I’m gonna go after this and when I walk out of here, you’re going to put away the wine and the glass. After that, you’re going to our bedroom and look into our closet that is now empty. But before that you’re going to put on your hoodie and sleep in it because now it smells after me and you need my smell to sleep.”, you said and removed Sehun’s hoodie to reveal one of your T-Shirts underneath.

Sehun took his hoodie back and immediately put it on, throwing the towel behind him and inhaling deeply as he pulled his hoodie over his head. You had to cringe because he was putting on his hoodie over his wet shirt, but you didn’t say anything. Instead, you let out a small chuckle and put your hands back onto your coffee table for Sehun to grab a hold of which he did immediately.

“Tomorrow you’re going to take your time to pack all of my things into a box that I’ve put next to our bed. Then you’re going to put the box on our bed for me to grab. When you pack my things you’re going to look at every single one of them and remember all of the things that we’ve done in the past 2 years.”, you said and Sehun nodded as you talked.

Whenever a tear rolled down his or your face, the other wiped it away for the other and it warmed your heart in a way that would have made you giggle like a schoolgirl if the circumstances were different.

“And when I come to get the box, you’re not going to be home. Instead, you’re going to be at Chanyeol’s. I’ve checked with him. He’s fine with you staying at his place, but he actually thinks that you’re my cousin-”, you were about to get into Chanyeol’s and your conversation, but the way Sehun was looking at you told you that he will figure it out.

“Anyway, I’ve packed everything you need to stay at Chanyeol’s. Your suitcase is next to your nightstand.”, you said and exhaled. You thought of what else you wanted to say and when you realised that there was nothing left, you closed your mouth.

“And-”, you started for some reason and, of course, no words followed after your ‘And’. You just looked into Sehun’s eyes and he started to see what you were trying to tell him because he straightened his back a little and his mouth formed a small ‘o’.

“And-”, Sehun repeated for you and you really wanted to say something else because, fuck, it was dawning on you. This was it and now that you had reached the end, it didn’t seem that fine anymore. You weren’t accepting it anymore. Tears spilt from you and Sehun was immediately there to wipe them away, cupping your face in his hands.

“And then-”

Sehun interrupted you by pressing his forehead against yours and shaking his head. Your coffee table between Sehun and you would be ruining the moment in any other circumstances, but now it didn’t bother either of you much. You looked at him and now it was him telling you what to do, well, not to do. He didn’t have to say a single word, you knew what he meant. Your hands travelled to his and you grabbed onto them as your eyes fluttered shut.

You took a deep breath and while a part of you was cursing and screaming, the other part of you was coming to the acceptance that this was it. There was no more Sehun and you. It was fine, you told yourself.

It was going to be fine, you told yourself.

And when you opened your eyes again, when you were met with Sehun’s dark brown eyes, when you saw that small smile on his lips, you couldn’t help yourself but mirror it. While you two held onto each other like your lives depended on it, the sun behind you painted the once sour and bitter sky in a beautiful and hopeful orange.

A new day was starting.

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druck s3e01, a review

As promised, here's the very long, very messy s3e01 review, clip by clip!

CLIP 1

Right from the start, I really like the way you can feel Matteo's solitude thanks to the use of the music and how it "stops" when the camera's on him, I think it's a really smart move to show how he feels, like he's worlds apart, detached from all what's happening around him.

Then the shot changes from a guy's hands, a girl with a gut tattoo (absolutely love it) and a girl's ass, Idk if this has any purpose but it's still a cool effect, so kudos to the cinematography.

The moment Matteo stands up and goes to the bathroom but Sara stops him and kisses him really sets the tone of their relationship: Matteo's face when kissing Sara says a lot about his situation, like he's hugging her but at the same time he's not happy about it, his face shows apathy and resignation.

Really really loved the scene with the boys in the bathtub!! I think it does an awesome job at "introducing" (we already knew them) them. They talk about some sex position and act like dumbasses, but again Matteo feels like he's not there.

The shot of Matteo looking at himself in the mirror goes deeper into his confused and ausent kinda aura, it's as if he was wondering what is he doing there in that party, what is he doing with his life in general, which honestly? hella relatable.

HIGHLIGHTS: Boys gang's one common braincell, "Kiki is the hypotenuse", Dónde está mi gente playing in the background.

CLIP 2

First of all I love Matteo's room and I can't wait to see more of it!

The song choice is so on point for this scene like wow, it really helps the whole "lazy morning after" mood and also has a high melancholic vibe, which is (imo) very Matteo.

Also, the use of the lyrics!!! "I woke up but it didn't go away" right before Matteo sees his mother's message, "did you expect me to cry" when he's touching Jonas' hair and "will you not think of me tonight" when he sees the number on Jonas' arm. So far Druck has been exceptionally good at the song choices and the way they use them so I'm not exactly surprised at how good this was.

Bringing back the moment Matteo touched Jonas' hair because it was really important!! I made a post about this, but the fact that Matteo only shows this softer side of him because he's "alone" says a lot about himself and it's actually really sad. Not only that, this moment also shows that he's not over Jonas, and that makes a lot of sense for me, because he seemed to be really into him back in s1 (s2 too but especially s1).

HIGHLIGHTS: "Why are you in Matteo"s bed" "I could ask the same" " I was waiting for you", Matteo's tracksuit + grandpa jacket combination, we love a fashion icon.

CLIP 3

Right from the beginning, the absolute chaotic gay energy of Matteo replying to Sara's pic with "cool" and the shrug after that, he's not even trying, he doesn't know what to do or how he got himself into that situation.

Once again, when talking to his friends and the girls it seems like his body is there but hia mind is miles apart. Also!! when Sam tells him about how good the party was and he agrees even though it's clear (for the viewer) that he didn't have a good time, I think this is a good way to show the viewers Matteo's "wish" to fit in, and how he's always pretending.

And then!! The Scene!!!! I've talked about this on other posts but the way Matteo and David checked each other out was so not subtle, I loved it. The slow-motion, the song choice, the moment their stares connected, then again when both of them turned their heads to keep looking... what can I say except poetic cinema.

Also major kudos to Michelangelo for Matteo's slight facial change, it really shows that the encounter with David shook him up, even though he still doesn't know why.

HIGHLIGHTS: The way Hanna looked at Jonas! I love that Druck doesn't forget about past plots and instead continues them with little details like this.

Unrelated but Matteo I'm begging you please wear a fucking belt.

CLIP 4

First of all, what's up with the teachers not wearing bras??? I have nothing against women choosing not to wear bras but like, why is this a recurring theme for the "Isak" season?? I honestly don't get it.

I don't think there's a lot to comment in this clip, it's basically a way to introduce Matteo and Amira's friendship (something I'm hella excited for) and to set the date for The Meeting™.

That being said, there were little things that made me love this clip, like Matteo's body language. The way he shrugs and rolls his eyes, you can really feel how (physically and emotionally) tired he is just by looking at him. You don't have to understand german to know what he's thinking, you can get a sense of it based on the way he acts!! All this is thanks to Michelangelo for being so fucking good at acting, like wow.

Another thing I liked was Matteo's mood getting worse after seeing Jonas flirt with that girl, as I've said before I like that they're showing us that he's still not completely over him, it makes it more real to me.

HIGHLIGHTS: Amira looking like a goddess in that pink hijab, Matteo's "nein" when the teacher called him out, the masterpiece that is "Idk, a blowjob".

CLIP 5

Once again, I love Matteo's room!! That yoga cushion he was using? a comfortable king.

There are 4 things that I want to talk about in this clip, first, Matteo texting his friends that he's also "busy". As I've said in the clips above, he really feels that he has to pretend to be someone he isn't and that's such a realistic side of being in the closet, I feel like Druck is doing a good job in showing that.

Then, the fact that he doesn't close his eyes when kissing Sara. He's not invested in the kiss (for obvious reasons) and he just wishes it would end, but at the same time he doesn't neglect it? Like he's in a level of resignation where he doesn't care anymore.

I feel like I mention this way too much but!! the body language!!! it's so important in a character like Matteo, who (so far) doesn't seem to be very talkative. When Sara asks him if they're together, you can see how uncomfortable he is with the idea but at the same time it's like he's trying to convince himself that this (being with Sara) is how things are supposed to be. Which, not gonna lie, is sad as fuck.

And finally, the moment in which Matteo asks Sara if she wants to watch a movie with him. She was clearly expecting something else (her face says it all), but Matteo looks content, almost happy. Maybe because of the relief he feels since he doesn't have to kiss her?? or maybe because he has someone keeping him company, someone that likes him and is affectionate with him. In this sense, I feel like Matteo is using Sara not only to pretend he's straight, but also as an emotional support, sort of. Based on the scene in the 2nd clip, he seems like a very touch starved person, craving for some affection, and right now the one who can help with that is Sara.

HIGHLIGHTS: "Should I do some research?" Matteo you absolute disaster gay. Sara being cute and lovely (I really hope she's not like other Emmas).

CLIP 6 aka The Clip™

Okay with this clip I'm going straight to Matteo and David's interactions because this is getting really long, rip.

The way Matteo's whole aura changes around David!! He's really trying hard to come off as a cool guy but David is highkey having none of that shit, I love it. Like when Matteo puts the joint on his ear and says "come on", excuse me? who is this smooth motherfucker and what has he done to my gremlin son? For real now, I love that we got to see this side of Matteo, and I'm really really excited to see more of it.

But also the way David was checking Matteo out when he was looking for the joint like, wow, he seems to really like him already (and I don't even mean in a romantic way, not yet).

The whole conversation they had is a masterpiece and I could say a lot about it, but my favorite parts would be as they follow:

David saying he "murdered someone" (the metaphor is strong here) and the subsequent "I murdered my parents joke" that comes from it. Weird humor sense but Matteo seems to like it, in fact he laughs! for the first time since the season started he seems to be present, invested in the moment, laughing!! Rewatching the episode, the change in Matteo's behaviour is really noticeable, he went from being ausent around his friends and Sara to being incredibly "present" during his conversation with David. Let me just say: poetic cinema.

But also the fact that Matteo hides his smile really quick, like he's still being guarded, like he didn't expect David to make him feel.

The!! eyelash!! thing!! This was such a nice, kinda awkward moment, absolutely my favorite one. Matteo growing some confidence and asking if he gets to make a wish now, licking his lips while looking at David, like... wow. I absolutely love that David asked him what would he had wished for, because it gave us some insight to Matteo's situation: he just wants to go away, which considering all he's been through, makes a lot of sense.

It also gave us some information about David! he said he also wanted to get away and go to Detroit, since that was where the best music came from. I like that with this simple conversation we got to know more about both of them.

Then, the way David's mood changed when Sara came in and kissed Matteo, he looked so... disappointed? He was like "gtg". Also, something I noticed rewatching the episode: when he said goodbye he only looked at Matteo!!

And last but not least, when Sara said "that's him, the guy Leonie has a crush on" and Matteo replied with "no I think that's someone else", I'm genuinely curious about this?? What is Matteo trying to do here?? I guess we'll have to wait 👀

HIGHLIGHTS: Amira, Sam and Kiki looking pretty as always, Matteo's face when Kiki suggested hugging teachers, Photoshop Markus, David's smile.

Anyways, that's it!! This got really long but I had a lot to say!! Druck has officially become my favorite remake, so I might do a review per episode if you guys like it uwu ♡

#druck #druck review #i talk a lot #sorry if im annoying fjshf #this probably has a lot of typos but ive been at it for two days fjsjd

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weepinghollow · 7 years ago

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Best Friends (Minghao x Reader)

I heard his giggle from the other side of the door. The laugh that clenches my heart and makes my stomach churn. I entered the empty classroom and said, "Hey loverboy. Mr. Grover's calling you." He looked at me and said, "Y/N! I was thinking about you today." I smiled softly at them. Nancy got up and said, "Hey Y/N I'm glad I saw you. I might need your help later this weekend with my chemistry assignment. I hate that avocado guy-" "Avogadro?" "Yeah same thing. I gtg now but I'll call you later. Also, Minghao?" "Yes?" He replied. "We'll meet this friday, okay?' He flipped his hair and flashed that gorgeous smile. "Okay!" Nancy walked out the door while he looked at me. "Let's go." I said. He stood up, took his bag and hung it over his shoulder. We were class representatives, so the teacher had called us to help him with stuff of the class. I closed the door of the classroom and walked beside him. The moments I'm with him thousands of thoughts come to my head. All my life I've ignored his feelings, denied him. I hadn't realized how he felt, how I felt. I didn't realize my own feelings towards him. And now he's gone. Gone forever. And now I'm finally starting to realize what it felt like for him. He turned to me and said, "What's up?" "Eh." I replied unenthusiastically. "As always." "You know life." Although we did know each other since childhood, we were really distant from each other for the past few months. 2 months, to be exact. 2 months since he met 'her'. "You free tonight?" He asked. "I'm always free for you." He turned around and blocked my path, clapped and said, "That was single handedly the most sweetest thing ever said in this century." I gave him a 'really' look, slightly pushed his chest and walked past him. He followed me to the common room and we helped our teacher with the documents and arrangements of class. When we were done it was almost 5pm. "I'll come over in an hour or so." he said and looked at me. I looked back at him, and knew he had something to say. "What is it?" I asked. "Hmm...? What?" "You wanted to say something. What is it?" "Oh- uhh... how did you know...?" I gave him the 'really' expression again. "Bitch I've known you for 8 years. I know you too well." I said. ".......yeah. Right." "See you in an hour." "Okay." We went the opposite directions. Though he lived down the street I lived in, it still took about 10 minutes to come. Typical, I know. We could've had a perfect story. But unfortunately he had someone else. And that's entirely my fault. I went back to my house and went in. "Hey sweetie I made ricecakes. Wash up and come down." mom said. "Hao's coming. I'll eat with him." "Oh." I was going up the stairs when she called me back. "Honey... did you talk about it?" I looked down at my feet and sighed. "It's not possible. I already told you everything." She looked down too. "I just want the best. For both of you." I nodded and went up to my room. She has been worried sick for me for the past 2 months since that night. The night when I was crying like a baby in her arms. I washed up and changed into my shorts and t-shirt and put my hair into a loose bun. I went to my desk beside the window and tidied up my books when I realized it had started raining. Man studying can wait. I sat on my window pane and took my guitar and started trying a tune. The guitar he had painted on and a small '∞' drawn under the strings. I kept playing while the rain fell down beside me when I heard a knock on my door. "Come in." I said. He came in almost drenced from head to toe, and be was holding a box of chocolates and a single rose in his hands. "Oh my god-" I quickly put down my guitar and got up to take out towels while he sat down on my bed. "You know? You really didn't have to come." I said while drying out his hair with a towel. "I promised you I'd come." "It wasn't a promise." "To me it was." "We have phones." "JESUS Y/N I just wanted to come, okay? Plus it was raining. I knew you were sitting by the window playing the guitar looking out the window like some movie." I kept silent. But kept rubbing the towel on his beautiful ass hair. "And I got these for you." He handed me the chocolates and the rose. I completely forgot about that. "Why though?" I said softly as I took them, while the towel was still on his head. "I know it's the time of the month." he took the towel and hunv it around his shoulders. "What- what the what how did you kNOW?!" "Bitch I've known you for 8 years I have it memorized." ... 'Shooketh' would be an understatement for how I'm feeling right now. I stared at him in the dimmed room while the fairy lights gleamed on his eyes, making them sparkle. He stared back into mine with those dreamy eyes. I could stare into these pair of eyes forever. We stared at each other for quite a long time, I don't know why. A thousand things ran through my mind. And at that moment he dropped the bomb. This motherfucker giggled. "What's wrong?" he asked me with an eye smile. I just stood there baffled with the rose and chocolates in hand. His laugh along with the sound of rain hitting the window sounded like a beautiful chime to my ears. I could fall asleep listening to his soothing voice. His laugh was like the chirps of birds in the morning after a long night of rain. while mine sounded like a windshield "Earth to Y/N??" he said while snapping his fingers infront of my face. "Oh. Yeah." I broke my stance. "Do you want a hoodie? I think I have a few mens ones lying around somewhere... it might be yours." I said. "Ofcourse. You basically have all my hoodies." I threw one at his face. "Go change." He went to my bathroom while I opened the window and stared out. I thought about what he said. This is how this bitch made butterflies- no. The whole entomology field in my stomach. I thought about him when suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. Okay what. I mean this was normal before but he has a girlfriend now right?? What do I do- "The rain is beautiful, right?" he said while he rested his chin on the crook of my neck from behind. "..........yeah" "Like you." "Don't you have a girlfriend?" I said as I looked back at him. "Uh.... yeah. About that. This is what I wanted to tell you." I felt my body become tensed. "Promise me you won't get mad?" he said softly. "I won't." He started explaining. "Nancy... really isn't my girlfriend. It was actually all a play. Infact, she already has a long distance boyfriend." "What?" I moved out of his grip and looked back at him. "Why would you even do that?!" "Y/N please hear me out." "And I cried every night for THIS?!" "Hear me out Y/N." I just stared at him as tears threatened to fall out my eyes. "We have known each other for 8 years. And I'm sure you knew how I felt. I gave you many hints and I KNOW you got them, but you chose to ignore me. And I was really frustrated. But I was afraid our friendship would end if I directly confessed so I kept quiet." He reached out for my hands but I moved them away. "Y/N please don't do this to me. I don't want us to end up like this. I'm sorry if you had to cry because of this. Why didn't you tell me? Basically everyone in school knew that we weren't actually in a relationship. And I have no feelings towards her, and she doesn't have anything towards me either. You're the only one for me, and I wouldn't dare lay my eyes on someone else. It's okay if you don't feel the same, just please don't end our friendship like this. The last thing I want in my life is this-" I pulled the collar of his hoodie and kissed him. "Stop... just stop." I said in between the kiss, tears falling out of my eyes. He wrapped his hands around my waist and kissed back. After a while I broke the kiss and looked down. I didn't want to look at him. "Hey..." he said softly. "Look at me, Y/N." He softly held my face in his hands, and wiped my tears with his thumb. I just stared at those beautiful eyes, the ones that contained thousands of feelings and unspoken words. I hugged him and said, "Please don't ever do this again." "Never." he said while securely wrapping his arms around me. The rest of the evening we spent together. I played the guitar by the window and he sang songs to the tune in his angelic voice, like we have been for the past 8 years. The harmony of his melodious voice along with the rythm of the rain soothed my heart. We ate my mom's ricecakes and I fed him the chocolates he got for me, even though he denied saying they were for me I didn't listen. He put the flower behind my ear and we took polaroids like that. When it was time for him to go I went to the door with him. We were downstairs when mom asked "How were the cakes, sweetie?" He flashed a smile and said, "They were really tasty Mrs. Spencer." She blushed and said, "Awwh you're such a sweetheart-" "Okayyy it's time to goooo" I pused him out the door. "Why do you pamper my mom so much?" I asked once we were outside. "She's my soon to be mother in law." "What the fuck." He kissed a quick peck on my lips and winked at me. "You're my girlfriend now." "Oh." He softly kissed my cheeks again. "See you tomorrow at school." he got on his bike and left. "Okay." Tonight will be a night that I'll be able to sleep peacefully after a long time.

#seventeen minghao xuminghao joshua scoups jeonghan mingyu seungkwan bestfriends fanfic kpop

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leemniscatus-blog · 7 years ago

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o hello !

this is itzel and i bring aaron. i’m happy to be in sonatine, especially when i half-assed my app and everyone around here is so talented gtg. you can always read about the character here and here. pls hit me up on discord/tumblr im for sweet plotting or memes ✨🗣

here are some sparknotes on this man (triggers ahead):

aaron lee, twenty-three, strength

born and raised in london, new malden, he is the result of a cute little love story between a korean restaurant waitress (heesun) and a postgrad student (jaesik) but this all went down the drain bye

jaesik turned out to be a part-time abusive/cheating son of a bitch. he also teaches economics i guess

heesun got a lot of shit from the man and she endured it all, which got on aaron’s nerves and while he spent a big deal of time out, he never left home because he felt he had an obligation towards his mom

went to nice schools and stuff because of her :( she had this dream of him also turning into prof like jaesik OK I THINK TF NOT GIRL

then again he was also a mess that always got into trouble for being a little shit bold and fighting people and basically anything that would drive jaesik nuts (almost getting arrested, dropping out of university, ruining his future...)

BUT THEN DRAMATIC TURN OF EVENTS heesun was diagnosed with lymphoma which deteriorated her health and she unfortunately passed away

i think he will always find this as the greatest display of unfairness by the universe

on the other hand, aaron finally got his chance to tell his dad to fuck off and without any ties to jaesik and london, he took the little money he and heesun once put together in order to leave and followed the plan by himself

he went from town to town until he reached st. clementine (MAYBE MAGIC TOLD HIM TO STAY but he doesn’t believe in any of that ok miss scully)

has been living in the island for 2-3 years now and currently he feeds his instagram account with his photographs (back then he used to be into activist art and will sometimes do work for this cause)

personality wise he is lol - you would never imagine all that anger and violence reside in him

aaron follows his own rules and no one else tells him what to do NI DIEU NI MAÎTRE

volatile personality and anger management issues

he has ~mellowed out ever since he settled down, but will still fuck you up, break your nose, make you cry, destroy your car, etc.

father’s teachings kind of stuck around, but to a higher degree, so he ended up professing his love for anarcho-communism (joined the af in great britain and ireland at some point)

his idealism turns him into a (blood) knight in shining armor and won’t hesitate to stand up for others treated unjustly

he Cares For Certain People and if you wrong them you're 💀🚫🙅

and this is why you should come say hi to me IDK PLOTTING

#&&. ooc #st.intro

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wanna1things · 8 years ago

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Undercover Agent!Yoon Jisung

i LOVE jisung SO MUCH and gjhdgfhgsjf he looks so gOOD in his teaser pics lmao gtg byeee

Genre;; uhh undercover agent!au,, fluff,, sorry if the stuff about the police and stuff is wrong lmao am not a cia agent

Warnings;; theres mention of a contract killing & hits and a bar and like,, gang stuff??

Pairing;; Yoon Jisung x reader

Requested;; nope

Summary;; You are undercover for the organised crime unit. Yoon Jisung is your prime suspect for the contract killing of a rival gang member. Little do you know, he’s thinking the exact same thing about you...

Style;; bullet point + stuff

Word Count;; 1801

im SUPER sorry;; if you’ve requested something im super busy w family stuff and work but next week im free so ill get the requests done,, this was just something i’ve had written for a while lol its basically the plot of an episode of a tv show i watched when i was in spain in august idek what it was called but it was super cute and i thought it fit jisung because?? idk i feel like his personality fits this sort of thing lol anyway hope u enjoy

you joined the organised crime unit straight out of police training and tbh you were a prodigy

you were known for solving cases in record speed and you were always effective in undercover work

you knew of someone else on the force who was just as good at solving cases/being undercover as you were

but you had no idea who they were, just that they were in the homicide unit

anyway

your unit had been following a gang for quite a while

and you’d come to know all of their members quite well

when suddenly, the guy you were preparing to arrest was killed by a contract killer

your unit managed to catch the killer and he confessed that he was paid to kill the guy by a guy within the main gang in the city

and so your unit decided,, you should go undercover

you studied up on the members of this second gang and you focused all of your efforts on who appeared to be pulling the strings even though he wasn’t the leader

this guy called yoon jisung

luckily someone else in your unit was already undercover in the gang and so when you joined he introduced you as his half-sister

and straight away you spotted jisung looking at you up and down

you knew he was a bad guy, his files said left the police force a year ago and joined the gang straight away

he was very close to the leader already and was almost like his right hand man

little did you know, jisung was also an undercover agent

THE undercover agent from the homicide unit

he kept his real name in the gang to make his story more believable,, also because he can’t deal with fake names because he’d never adjust to being called something else lol

but boy did he think it was fishy that straight after this guy from another gang was killed that you were introduced

he immediately suspected you were in some way connected to the contract killing,, probably because you had close ties to a contract killer or something

anyway

after the gang meeting where you were introduced he approaches you straight away

and you're just like wow okay that was easy lol already my suspect is talking to me try to find info;;

that's literally exactly what he's trying to do with you as well

ahhh when he starts speaking to you you realise ;; oh my god;; he’s actually super good looking lmao no don't fall in love with a criminal

he holds out his hand for you to shake it and he smiles wide and tilts his head to the side slightly

‘Hello, y/n!! I’m Yoon Jisung!!’

you take his hand hesitantly because how is someone in a gang this bright lmao

he immediately starts asking you where you’re from and stuff which is really cute because he’s listening so intently to everything you say and he seems really interested

he’s interested for a different reason lol

so you recite what your,, fake,, life history is

it’s got bits of truth in there too but your undercover identity is that you do really have “ties” to a contract killer organisation

lmao bad idea jisung is even more suspicious

but

he also thinks you’re really cute and sweet?? Like??

and he's mentally kicking himself like lmao they’re a cold hearted killer don't fall in love

and over the next few weeks you’re always put on jobs together

when you both had to go to a meeting with the head of a supplier chain he claimed that ‘the boss told him that you needed to accompany him’

your coworker later revealed to you that no… jisung requested that you went with him to the meeting

this all was a bit,, suspicious but

you accepted it because it meant you could get close to your suspect even if it was in a weird way

one day, after you attend another meeting together he invites you out to a bar for a drink

and the gang you two are in basically controls that bar lol

so you decide you’ll try to get him drunk and get some information out of him so you can arrest him

but when you get there turns out he had the same idea and you both order virgin drinks lol

anyway

you swallow your pride and ask him about the case and you find that he oddly knows a lot??

like he knows who did it ok suspicious much jisung

and he’s realising that you know who did it too,, which is also really making you look suspicious lol

but you’re also realising that under this soft light god damn is he beautiful?? Oh my god??

lmao he's thinking the same about you like god they’re so?? Evil?? But so?? Good looking??

of course its jisung so he makes lots of terrible jokes along the way when will he stop

out of nowhere he starts to talk to you about the story of his friend in the gang being killed in a hit by the gang the guy who died was from

and he was telling the whole truth, his friend was undercover with him (which he didn't mention obviously lol) and he was killed

and jisung didn't know why he was opening up to you but you just seemed so easy to talk to lol

and you could tell this thing with his friend was really eating at him like he was truly upset wow gangsters have feelings??

in the back of your mind you were thinking ok motive found but you pushed it aside because he was really opening his heart to you and he was genuinely upset and no decent human being is about to ignore someone in distress

so as it seemed like he was about to cry you took hold of his hands and held them

he squeezed your hands back and looked up

and oh my god

he was crying but it was like a hiccupy cry (you know the one)

and it was so cute because he was smiling at you as well as like;; a thank you for being so comforting

and seriously this guy is damn cute for a gangster like wow how??

but really your feelings for each other are just getting deeper and deeper and you know it's so wrong because you’re meant to be arresting each other but you know love you can't help it

soon enough you guys are pretty much partners (in crime, literally)

like you always attend meetings together and stuff,, and y'all are both close to the boss

and you can full on admit you’ve totally fallen for this weird soppy cute gangster and don't tell anyone but he's fallen for you too UH

when suddenly there's an attempt on your colleague's life, the guy who you’re undercover with

and almost immediately there's a retaliation from what seems to be your gang

something clicks inside your brain and you realise

jisung put the hit out for that retaliation

nobody died but he did it because well you’re his partner, and your colleague is supposed to be your brother so it's like the done thing in a gang lol

little do you know, he's thinking the same about you, that you put the hit out yourself because well… it's your brother of course you’re going to get one back

so that night he decides to invite you out for a drink and then he’ll arrest you because well clear motive??

and when he invites you, you also decide that tonight's the night you’ll arrest him because DAMN the evidence is overwhelming

when you both arrive at the same bar as you went to before, you both order virgin cocktails and sit next to each other at the bar

reminiscing about the past few months of knowing each other and stuff, and laughing about how dumb jisung looked when he cried (sorry jisung youre cute i love you really??)

after a while theres a break of silence

and you both reach into your pockets/bags and pick out the handcuffs inside

you breathe in and out slowly and turn to fake jisung right as he turns to face you with his hands in his pockets

‘y/n, you’re under arrest-’

‘jisung, you’re under arrest-’

‘wait, what??’

Jisung stands up straight away and hes completely taken aback like whats going on

And theres a total ruckus going on in the bar now because ok theres two policemen here?? what

Jisung quickly grabs your hand and pulls you out of the bar and down into an alley beside it

as you’re trying to recover from that shock he fires questions at you like;;; quick fire

‘What was that?? You’re police too? What unit? Why didnt you tell me? Were you going to arrest me? What for? Oh my god, my boss is going to kill me…’

somehow you find the humour in all this

like you were just about to arrest each other for the exact same crime at the exact same time but you’re both undercover agents

(pls @ police units improve communication look what you’ve done)

when he hears your soft giggles he stops worrying and just joins in laughing because

admit it

its pretty funny yall were both the best undercover agents and you just tried to arrest each other

then he realises this cute little gang member he has a crush on isn't a gang member at all and there is no reason that he can’t kiss them right now

so he does

right then and there

and of course you’re shooketh because oh yeah;; he’s not a gangster i can totally do this and not feel bad lol

and then you realise your cover is completely and utterly blown and you can’t stay undercover anymore because BASICALLY the whole gang knows you’re policemen… either that or they think you’re into really kinky stuff oo ;)

and you can see the look on jisungs face when he realises it too but

‘Cover is blown but… got to admit it was worth it’

and he leans in to kiss you again uh BLESS

after that mess of a case you join the same unit as jisung and you two become the famous undercover couple

you always go undercover together, always as a couple because a) its easy and b) you don’t even have to act

every time someone new joins the unit you take your roles as the official parents™ of the unit and you train everyone who wants to go undercover as though they’re like your child uhh cute

your picture is up in the hall of fame for agents and sgadjfg the picture is so cute because you LOOK like parents

basically you two are like the cutest and the BIGGEST undercover agent power couple

ahhhh i hope this was enjoyable to read,, i wrote it on the train when i was on holiday so yknow not the best quality of writing but i thought it was cute so!!

#yoon jisung #jisung #yoon jiseong #wannaone #wanna one #wannaone imagines #wanna one imagines #wannable #undercover agent #undercover agent!au #au #crime!au #Produce 101 #produce 101 imagines

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kangnuest · 8 years ago

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introduction into nu’est

debuted March 14, 2012 with “Face” under pledis entertainment

fandom ㄴ.ㅇ.ㅅ.ㅌ (pronounced LOVE from the way you spell Nu’est in Korean 뉴이스트) fandom color hot pink

did pretty well during debut promotions but popularity kept declining due to shitty promotions from company and lack of comebacks

many thought Nu’est was near disbandment

4 members (Jonghyun, Minki, Minhyun and Dongho) joined Produce 101 Season 2 in hopes of proving their skills and saving Nu’est

all four members made it to the finale but only Minhyun made it into the top11 (#9) and got to debut with wanna-one

other members ranked 13 (Dongho), 14 (Jonghyun) and 20 (Minki)

but they did not fail because they did prove themselves throughout the show and gained a lot of popularity internationally and nation-wide

in hopes that they continue to gain popularity I am making an introductory to the members of Nu’est for the new and upcoming ㄴㅇㅅㅌ’s :)))

firstly Nu’est’s Leader

Kim Jonghyun (JR) 06.08.1995

Leader, Main Rapper, Main Dancer

talented affff

3 S’s Shy Sweet & Sensitive

extremely caring

blames himself for Nu’est’s lack of popularity

looks like onibugi

cries a lot

but only bc he loves his members and p101 children so much and he wants to do his best for them 24/7

wayyy too selfless

Nation’s Leader

cried bc other p101 trainees did a hidden camera on him on his birthday

plays like almost every instrument ever

speaks japanese

loves eminem

says he’s living his father’s dream by becoming an entertainer

too shy to speak english

humble affff

video game addict

brought a potato to school and talked to it like it was his child

says sorry too much

ren is his gf

camera slut always has to be in the shot

hates tomatoes

always gets way into karaoke

wants to marry aron :))

next is the oldest

Aron Kwak (Aron) 05.21.1993

ft hungry Minhyun

Lead Rapper, Lead Dancer, Vocalist

real name is youngmin

but he fucking hates it

from LA

is the oldest but isn’t the leader

for good reason

hes a fucking mess

an adorable mess but a mess

does radio shows

sometimes says things without thinking and gets himself into trouble

smart af

got accepted into NYU but chose to become an idol instead

learned Korean in 9 months

is a slut for his members

prob a closeted alcoholic

conceited

high key gay for ren

mommas boy

ladies man

checks out girls even while on camera

thinks he’s cute and tags pictures of himself as #cutie

king of fan service

loves skinship

gets banned from twitter all the time bc all he does is follow fans

can actually cook

has kissed ren and acted like he kissed baekho and minhyun

can’t ice-skate but claims he’s good at it

can’t say nu’est after all these years

hates horses and seagulls

can’t jump rope

has a crush on minhyun’s sister

is always 200% done with his members

“when I feel lonely at night I like lonnnggg hairrrr”

ren: “rrreeaallly?”

claims he teaches the other nu’est guys english but has progressively given up

started the jr looks like onibugi thing

next is my bias :)))))))))))

Kang Dongho (Baekho) 07.21.1995

Main Vocal

thiccc

can barely dance

but has an amazing voice

looks scary but isn’t at all until he’s irritated

doesn’t get irritated easily but when he does gtg

is prob scared of ren

kang daddy

sexy bandit

really close to his dad

his dad has leukemia and dongho went to Instagram to ask people to donate blood to help his dad out

sweet pie

also hates horses

likes tacos

says he likes girls with “long hair, cute and sexy…. and a lot of money”

got his stage name bc he looked like Kang Baekho from SlamDunk

his stage name means white tiger

has a tiger tattooed on his forearm

2 more tattoos on his chest

its hot af

has abs

but gets too shy to show them

knows kumdo and did it in his solo teaser before debut

again hot af

hates cleaning

won’t do it

has the most wholesome laugh I literally have a playlist of baekho laugh comps

if his laugh doesn’t make you smile idk what will

fought a drug dealer in Mexico bc he tried to start a fight with his members

strong af

(saying hello on a radio show) “hello I’m baekho I’m fine thank you and you?”

has to hug someone to be able to sleep usually ren

sweats all the time

he can breathe and start sweating

a lil gay for Aron but kissed Minhyun on the cheek and is all over ren sooo

wants to be a comedian but only tells dad jokes

broke the lock on the bathroom door in their dorm once

says whats on his mind/what he feels

competitive but sucks under pressure

sucked in school

lazy af

prob has the best English pronunciation out of the members besides Aron obviously

“I remember me”

has to pet every dog he sees

called his parents just to ask to buy something worth like $6

talks shit to anyone and everyone

didnt mean to audition for pledis but went to support his friend in their audition and got casted lmao

is basically naked in the dorm all the time

but in public covers up like a nun

plays piano

always dies from secondhand embarrassment from ren

next is the model

Hwang Minhyun (Minhyun) 08.09.1995

Lead Vocalist, Visual

tall af

skinny but buff

should and could be a model

can hit high notes like nobody’s business

extremely innocent

still hasn’t had his first kiss

at first pledis only wanted him bc of how handsome he is

speaks japanese

has an older sister that Aron has a crush on but he said she’s out of his league

low key savage

(saying hello on a radio show) “hi I’m minhyun, I like you *kiss noise*”

loves jr

is in Wanna-One (p101)

only pledis trainee to make it

cried when minki jonghyun and dongho didnt make it

didn’t even celebrate his victory bc all he could think about was leaving his brothers I’m crying

doesn’t drink

“perfect perfect perfect”

don’t ask him to improv dance

ren said baekho was the most handsome in nu’est and he accidentally blurted out “no he’s not” lmaoo

likes american-korean accents aka aron’s accent

got lost in turkey

rlly likes elephants

always has body lotion wyd boy ;););)

loves things to be clean

always fighting with the members especially baekho bc nobody cleans except him

bribes baekho with food

hes a picky eater bc hes a child

sucks at bowling

said “this is your mistake” to Aron bc Aron didn’t know their English titles

sings everywhere

“thats no-no”

skips practice all the time

sleeps with earphones in how tf

cried when pledis scouted him

next is the maknae

Choi Minki (Ren) 11.03.1995

Vocalist, Face of the Group, Maknae

is beautiful dressed as a boy and a girl

can rock long hair

actually any hair

made aron’s heart flutter when he was dressed as a girl

extra af

sassy af

on the topic of Mexican food he responded with “u know i luv u gurl I like mexican” and everyone in the room died

impersonated people drowning in an elevator from movie

minhyun said he had a lot of charisma and he said he was crying

ranted on how amazing and beautiful jr is for like 5 min on live radio

(saying hello on a radio show) “nice to meet you I’m ren thank you very much I love you too”

lady gaga’s number one fanboy sent her fanmail once

knows he’s pretty

can model walk

flexible

can play piano

thinks he can speak English

can’t

loves everyone

is actually terrifying

does this thing with his shoulders

so now he’s called shoulder gangster

not afraid to be embarrassed

can and will do any girl dance

can’t raise animals they all die

used to get mistaken for a girl all the time

members rlly love him

has a twitter

made jr sit in a trash can once

sucks at games like any game

amazing dancer

fell in love with baekho when he did kumdo for the solo teaser like same

is a lil bit of a loner

loves fashion

is a diva

likes nail art

loves the movie titanic

hogs the bathroom bc he’s an ass

makes the members question their sexuality

“how old are you”

“I’m fine thank you”

likes skinship

says his older brother is terrifying lmao

snores

thats everything I can remember about the nu’est members pls support and love them

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puppi-pico · 7 years ago

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Answer the questions below and tag some blogs to do the same.

i wasnt tagged, but i wanted to do this so i dare you to try and stop me.

GENERAL

How many people on Tumblr do you know in real life?

1-2 my best friend Fi has a tumblr, and my bf has one, but hes never on soo??? idk if that real counts. but yall should go follow my girl Fi @prettyboyhands shes amazing and i love her, so you should love her too

Do you want to change your name?

yes, i really dont like my irl name. thats why i go by Violette, or literally Anything Else

What time did you wake up this morning?

5:15a.m for school :/

What were you doing last night?

i dont remember?? i know at one point i fed my fish, but i dont remember much else after that.

Is there something you can’t wait for?

tomorrow!! Fi is coming over and its going to be gay and great

What’s getting on your nerves right now?

i dont like being so far from my s/o. i feel like im missing out ig. its weird having someone live less then 15 minutes away, and then next thing you know they are in a completely different state.

Do you have a crush on someone?

i literally fall for anyone because i was starved of basic decency as a person, and so any simple kind gesture makes me convinced ill love that person forever. but its always like a small love if that makes sense. not a serious love. maybe just a tiny fondness

What do you like about yourself?

idk, i look cool i guess. ive been told i dress like a major asshole, but really, im just an asshole trying my best. i also think my eyes are pretty cool sometimes.

WANTS

Kids: maybe?

Get married: at some point thatd be cool

Career: yeah sorta

LASTS

Last drink: jasmine green tea

Last meal: mac n cheese

Last phone call: Bee, my grandma

Last text message: “Dyamond from statefarm” one of my really good friends

Last song listened to: gtg ttyl- blckbear

Last time you cried: earlier while doing dishes. was crying about lil peep IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

Made a new friend? yes, the love of my life @pretty-little-princess-love Fallen out of love?

yes, its been a year since that day. and it sounds messed up but im glad i realized some things, because if i didnt cut a certain person out of my life, i wouldnt be with the person i have now.

Met someone who changed you?

definitely

Found out who your true friends were?

somewhat

Found out someone was talking about you?

ha, that wet piece of bread from cheer ya.

NOW

Eating: nothing

Drinking: water

Listening:pretty girl- clairo I’m about to: feed my fish then take a shower

WHICH IS BETTER

Lips or eyes? eyes

Hugs or kisses? hugs, but i love kisses too.

Nose kisses or neck kisses? can i say both?? bc it depends. nose kisses are super pure and loving, and neck kisses are super personal and intimate

Shorter or taller? taller ig. everyone is taller than me

Older or younger? ?? idk man

Hook up or relationship? relationship. i enjoy the feeling. hook ups just seem empty, dont like it. HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger: no?

Drank liquor: HAH yep

Lost glasses/contacts: no

Sex on first date: nope

Broken someone’s heart: yeah, we are still friends though, which is great!

Been arrested: almost

Turned someone down: yes

Developed a crush on a friend: YES

Dated someone twice? YES

Been cheated on? yea :/

Kissed someone and regretted it? yes and no. he kissed me, and stole my first kiss basically. but it was ok i guess.

Lost someone special? sadly yes

Been depressed? yepp

Been drunk and thrown up? nope lmao

Talked to someone with the same name as you? no, they are always spelled completely different DO YOU BELIEVE…

In yourself: sometimes

Miracles: maybe? idk

Love at first sight: yes

Heaven: oof idk, not rlly..

Santa: i though this said satan oops. but still, no

Witchcraft: yes the only person im tagging is @prettyboyhands you dont hav to do it, but you can if you want <3

#about vi

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606-not-found · 8 years ago

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Two Years Later: A V Route Story

Two Years Later: A V Route “After” Story 2/?

What happens when the woman you’ve fallen for, failed to wait the two years you’ve spent away while you’ve discovered yourself. (See part 1 here)

Author’s note: 1:00 am again. I’m not entirely sure how I want this story to pan out. I have a very rough guideline of events leading up to this confrontation at the fundraising event, but what happens after? What’s the conclusion, and what’s the justice when the character you’re trying to punish is already sad and punishing himself? I’ll build pieces of the modern day, but the past is going to get a lot much longer and a lot more time until I can work going forwards towards whatever retribution Seven has for V. In my piece, Saeran just wants to forget this happened. It’s not the healthiest method, and you’ll see it leak out from time to time, but he’s overall happy, or as close to happy as I could get this broody and sweet boi to be.

Jumin entered the catering tent and lifted V back to his feet. “I guess Seven was more gentle than I would have thought. You only have one black eye.”

V held his left hand to his eye. “My eye has swollen shut. I’m not sure that would be called gentle.” He chuckled. “Can’t say I don’t deserve it.”

“Can’t say you don’t either. Let’s go to my place. We can drink wine and catch up.”

Crying, screaming, begging. One of the ways that hospitals work in emergency situations is to handle the life and death emergencies first, then to work their way back to the basic steps of detective work. At the highest dose of pain killers the hospital could prescribe to numb his back, Saeran screamed and cursed as nurses worked to scrape the badly burned and dead flesh away. His body was not entirely detoxed from the high levels of drugs that were previously in his system, but his tolerance for narcotics were through the roof as he shivered and shook for reasons other than the agony he was in.

His left shoulder was an angry mottled red that wrapped itself in a wide swath around to his center back, before just tapering off. Cadaver skin was placed on top to prevent further infection and hopefully stimulate skin renewal as the staff stepped away. Clean bandages were laid on top, and slowly a mummified torso was created. .

Seven waited until the staff packed up their cart and moved away before reentering his brother’s room. His brother lay on his stomach, panting and sweating from the recent burn treatment. “The good news is once you have your own skin transplanted on, you can come home with me.” Seven held the plastic hospital cup with a straw to his brother’s face. Saeran moved sluggishly to knock it away, but Seven just moved it away and waited until his twin lay gasping as the sharp movement stretched raw skin on his back. “Stop it. Drink.”

A dirty glare and Saeran accepted the staw with his lips.

“Where’s MC?”

“I sent her home for the day. Don’t want her to see you screaming. She’ll shower and probably come back before visiting hours end.” Seven looked and sounded exhausted. Red hair was a grease trap and his eyes did not lose their purple exhausted hue. Seven sat in the chair next to the bed.

“Wish you’d get your ugly face out of mine.” Saeran yawned, exhaustion winning as adrenaline stopped rushing through his body.

Both twins fell asleep and it was on the scene of a dozing duo that MC entered the room. She slows her walk and slips her cell phone from her pocket, snapping a picture.

3:00 pm Chatroom: Shhh… Twins sleeping

MC: Awh. Look who I found asleep.

[posts pic]

^////^ so sweet!

-Jumin enters chatroom-

Jumin: I’ve never seen Seven asleep….

But look at who’s sweeter and napping on my lap!

[blurry photo of Elizabeth III]

-Zen enters chatroom-

-Zen leaves chatroom-

-Yoosung enters chatroom-

Yoosung: I still can’t believe that MC found Seven’s twin.

*shock*

I still can’t believe what had happened.

TT_TT

Jumin: I’ve been trying to get a hold of V but he’s not returning calls. Maybe once his eyes finish healing he’ll join our chatrooms again.

MC: Maybe…

I’m a little salty that I now know that V knew as much as he did without sharing. I’m feeling peeved.

>__<`’

Jumin: I’m sure he has his reasons. I’ll withhold judgement until I get a chance to talk with him.

-Jumin leaves chatroom-

-Zen enters chatroom-

Zen: Achoo! Just seeing the cat is enough to make me sneeze. And then my beautiful face will be red. Or will it only add to my beauty?

^_~

How’s Seven’s twin brother doing?

Yoosung: It’s like a terrible soap opera on tv. I never though those stories even had a chance of happening in real life.

MC: Saeran, or Ray, as he’s asking to be called, is doing better. I think he has a minor procedure on Friday morning to graft live skin to his shoulder and back, but then he just has to heal and Seven will take him home.

You all don’t know how happy I am to know that he didn’t die.

TT__TT

I’m not sure how I could ever live with myself if I got home just a bit later.

Zen: Cheer up MC.

Yoosung: I think we’re all glad that hopefully no more lives will be ruined by Rika… As painful for me to realize and accept. You can’t change someone, or change the past. You can only be thankful that there’s still a future to work towards.

Zen: Yes. Things will get better.

MC: Thank you both. I really appreciate it. I should go now. I meant to drop clean clothes off for Seven before going back to my real job this evening.

Zen: I almost forgot to ask. What’s your real job?

MC: Funny you should ask… I’m actually the lead assistant for a top event coordinator.

Yoosung: 0_0’

Zen: 0_0’

MC: Yeah, thankfully my boss Amanda has been understanding.

I wish that the party could have been a success and that I could have invited her to showcase my abilities

Zen: We’ll have more parties. I think once the media furor dies down we’ll get another opportunity to host parties.

Yoosung: Yes! Maybe Rika was not the person I thought she was, but I really believe in what the RFA stands for.

MC: Ah! I think Seven’s waking up. Bye bye-!

-MC leaves chatroom-

Zen: MC must be really great at her job because even with the short period of time we had she managed to invite all of our guests.

Yoosung: It was a full house when I arrived.

TT__TT

I’m also glad I got there in time.

Zen: Cheer up Yoosung. You got there in tim. I GTG. My rehearsal’s starting up again.

Bye Yoosung.

Yoosung: bye.

-Zen leaves chatroom-

-Yoosung leaves chatroom-

#v route #mystic messenger #please save saeran #save saeran #two years later mystic fanfiction #mm v #mm seven #mm 707 #mm unknown #mm saeran #mm ray #saeran x mc #mc x saeran

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intoomanyfandomstolist-blog · 8 years ago

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Well, I guess that Lance is back to his player ways. I honestly thought that he was getting better and maybe that he even liked me... but obviously, I was wrong. Sometimes, I just want to smack him upside the face. He can be such an idiot sometimes. Especially if he thinks that that girl is worth his time and won't hurt him. I mean, what does he even see in her?! She's not even that pretty (even my gay eyes can see that) and if you take one look at her, you see slut written all over her. Sorry, I was ranting. I look down as I hear a ding come from my phone. (Voltron is number 1!!) Pidge is a nerd: Guys! Matt says that we can come to his house in Barcelona for the March Break! He will even pay for the flight and he's going to bring us to a game! Text me back to let me know if you can go! Almost immediately, Hunk, Shiro, and Allura reply: (Voltron is number 1!!) Space Dad: That's great! I can definitely go! Wow! An actual Barco game! We get to see Messi!! (Voltron is number 1!!) Space Princess: You're such a nerd Shiro! Coran says that I can go as long as Shiro and I are on different sides of the house *eye roll*. Sometimes I think that he is actually my dad. (Voltron is number 1!!) Next Gordon Ramsey: Tell Coran that's a good idea! We don't want you with a baby during the cup! (Voltron is number 1!!) Space Dad: Hunk! (Voltron is number 1!!) Next Gordon Ramsey: What! Anyway, I can totally go Pidge! Tell Matt that he is amazing! (Voltron is number 1!!) Pretty Boy: Ohhhhh! Messi! He's hot! (Voltron is number 1!!) Pidge is a nerd: Lance! Calm your bi hormones! (Voltron is number 1!!) Pretty Boy: What! He is pretty hot! Keith, you better back me up here! (Voltron is number 1!!) I'm not gay! (me): Lance, I, unlike you, actually watch the game and how the players paly, NOT how they look! Even though Ronaldo has the nicest abs! Oh ya, and Pidge I can go (Voltron is number 1!!) Pretty Boy: Exactly! Keith, we all know you think Messi's hot! Anyway, I can go to! Just make sure I'm not bunking with mullet, OKAY! (Voltron is number 1!!) Pidge is a nerd: Sure, sure. Whatever you want losers! I'm sick of you guys. I'm leaving! Hunk, Shiro, Allura you better be coming so that we can leave the gays to talk about abs. (Voltron is number 1!!) Next Gordon Ramsey: Ya whatever (Voltron is number 1!!) Space Dad: Have fun Klance (Voltron is number 1!!) Space Princess: #Klance is real! (Voltron is number 1!!) Pretty Boy: Lies!! Well I'm going too. Have fun by yourself princess! (Voltron is number 1!!) I'm not gay! (me): Whatever ------- Time skip to March Break (5 months or so) "Yo, mullet!" yells a annoyingly familiar voice. I turn and see Lance gesturing at me with everyone standing behind him. "You better hurry! We have 30 minutes! We better not miss the flight because you took so long to fix your hair into the perfect mullet!" "Screw off!" I mutter as I run over. Pidge is leaning on a green suitcase the same size as her as she is sharing earbuds with Hunk while reading a university science textbook. Multitasker Pro. Allura and Shiro are standing to the side holding hands while chatting happily. And Lance... Lance was scowling at me while looking gorgeous leaning on his blue suitcase with blue lions all over it. "Nice suitcase," I grin "just about suits your maturity level!" "Hey lions are cool! Plus the colour blue is also cool!" He retorts and then starts singing "Put them together and what do you get, a suitcase that's way cooler than you!!" He finishes it off with jazz hands which tightens his shirt. I stare at the indentation his abs make for a bit until I see snapping in front of my face. "Take a picture, it'll last longer!" He says though his cheeks have a slight red touch to them. I grin and walk closer to him "But I rather be here with you," I trace my finger down his chest and Pidge claps. "Oscar worthy performance!" She says and Lance and I blush "Really, now you better save the Klance for the plane because that said plane is leaving in TEN minutes and we are not even on it! LET'S GO!" Everyone in our group grabs their bags and we sprint to the doors. "Flight 189, Barcelona?" Asks the lady in front and we all nod "Tickets please!" We all hand her our tickets and when she gives them back to us, Lance and I groan. "Pidge you planned this didn't you!" "What can't someone have a little fun!" She replies innocently. "I thought you'd want to sit beside each other!" Lance glares at her and starts to say something but I put a hand on his muscular shoulder. "Lance it's fine, we don't have to talk to each other and besides we are friends now aren't we?" "Ya ya I know but Pidge," he scowls at her and she gulps "I'm only letting you off the hook because your brother is paying! Okay!?" "Okay!" She gulps again. "Two minutes until take off" says the lady and we all sprint into the plane. "Hey no running!" Yells a security guard. "Sorry!" Yells Shiro back over his shoulder. We all take our seats, Lance and I beside each other of course while Hunk is with Pidge and Shiro is with Allura. "Remember to put on your seatbealts until we say so---" the fight attendant rattles to the entire plane but I zone out. I've moved countries enough to know whats happening. "--Thank you and have a nice trip." The plane takes off and Lance groans "How long is the flight?" He asks "About 7 hours and 45 minutes of Klance bonding time!" Replies Allura as she feeds Shiro chocolate. How did she get those so fast? Lance groans "Well this'll be fine 'ey buddy!" He punches my shoulder weakly. ------ End of hour one "I wonder how Isa is?" Questions Lance and I grimace as he mentions his 5 and a half month girlfriend. "She's probably asleep! It is five am there, you know!" I groan "Oh well, I hope she doesn't miss me too much." "Lance she's already cheated on you with four guys and one girl! She even tried to kiss me!" I shake him but he shakes his head. "Isa says that their not true and that you made them up because you're jealous!" Lies! Well the first part. Honestly, Lance was whipped. ----- Hour 3 Lance runs into the bathroom after one hour of gradually turning green. ------- Hour 5 He continues to run to the bathroom every 15 minutes. Poor guy. Not that I was worried. Nawww. -------- Hour 7 "We will be landing in 45 minutes." The pilot says "but are expecting turbulence-" Suddenly, all of the lights turned off and the plane starts free falling. "Keith, my buddy, my man!" Screams Lance as he holds onto me "If we make it out if this I will kiss you and break up with Isa because now in the near death experience I realize that she did make out with a guy in front of me okay!" "I will hold you to it!" I yell back and as soon as I reply the plane levels out. "Sorry about that!" Says the pilot as everyone on the plane catches their breath and almost everyone runs to the bathroom "We should be smooth after that drop!" Hunk, who was as white as a sheet, turns to a disgruntled looking flight attendant. "How far did we drop?" He asks and she holds up a finger as she catches her breath. "About 7000 meters or so." She replies and a small kid starts crying. "But don't worry, we are fine!" I pat Lance on the back as he dry heaves into a paper bag. "It's all good pretty boy, its all good" I say even though I am as scared as he is. A/N Wow. Sorry for the long time without updating. I was grounded and stuff. Long chapter to make up for that and stuff. I dedicate it to my sister and stuff like that cause it's her birthday even though she doesn't like voltron (gasp) but I love her. Ya so basically I wanted to get rid of Isa cause I hate her and stuff hahahahhahahahha. Also I'm the author, I can do theses things. Hope you liked it but I gtg to school now. Also, don't forget to like and comment. Keep reading, Brooke

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cerus · 8 years ago

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pug raids: a true story

i pug a lot, which basically means i set up or join raids with mostly random people and sometimes we kill stuff. also means that sometimes it's hella dodgy.

so enjoy this small collection of things™ that have happened:

me, solo healing: okay so you guys need to stack on me or else you'll die lol

tempest: okay don't let me die

-we enter the boss-

��tempest, standing literally across the arena: i'm downed, wtf. kick the healer.

(a bit long) -i join a vg training run for funsies. no tag, so i tag up and give lieut to the person running it-

me: who's tanking

tank: i am

-i now realise that the tank is a ventari revenant with 2300 toughness (an absurd amount)-

me: casually suggests that the tank swap classes and i play chronotank

-swaps occur, we go in. vg aggros to a reaper. it's the leader. we /gg-

me: yo what's your toughness

leader: 2000

-leader then refuses to lower toughness or swap classes (they legit had other viable classes)-

me: ...k, we'll try this rev tank i guess

-group messes up every mechanic despite everyone being in discord and supposedly being at little exp or at least knowing the mechanics-

me: begins explaining mechanics to try and get things happening

leader: gets audibly angry and yells at me bc we're taking too long and he wants to start another pull

me: bye lol

-i start a slothasor pug raid-

me: pls join discord!! ty

group: joins me: starts assigning roles and stuff, talking in discord

warrior: freaks out when he realises i'm a girl, leaves discord and drops squad

(personal fave) -i join a gorseval raid, everyone is talking in ts-

commander: okay guys, check your food let's go!

group: goes in, everything is great.

-suddenly we hear one of the tempests talking to someone because they're on voice activation-

commander: hey man your mic is on, mute pls

tempest: doesn't respond

-this guy full on is having a fight with his gf while we're raiding. he just kept going. we wipe-

tempest: gtg gf aggro tempest: leaves

-i start up vg training for funsies-

me: okie guys pls link your gear and we'll get started. gotta make sure we're all #ready2raid

half the squad: links rares/weird stats/ stuff with no sigils or runes

me: slowly starting to school™ these youngsters

me: gets three whispers at the same time, all saying "wow you're really patient"

-late night raids, escort pops up in lfg. i join-

me: voice comms? commander: ya ~link~

-i join discord, assuming it's all americans bc that's just how things are-

commander, in discord: has a heavy queensland accent

other people in discord: various other australian accents

-i look at the guild tag. it's nine [KA] Knights Australia people and me-

me: ACCENT INTENSIFIES

-i join a gorseval pug-

commander: y o u h a v e t o t a l k l i k e t h i s

me: l o l k

me: but fr what class do you want

commander: kicks me

me, whispering commander: why'd you kick me

commander: y o u d i d n t t a l k l i k e t h i s

-just finished vg, about to do gorseval-

condi reaper: hey i don't have any other classes can i still come

me: ya sure gorseval is ez pz

-comp is now mirror, with 2 condi reapers and 2 tempests-

warrior, spamming the squad chat: why are we running reapers

me: bc one person can't play anything else, it's fine mi amigo

warrior: keeps spamming the same question

me: it's no big deal we're doing updraft anyways

warrior, whispering me (word for word): kick the fucking reaper you imbecile

-vg training (as you can see i like training)-

reaper: i'm just letting y'all know i don't run the meta, so don't get upset about it i don't want y'all crying to your mammas about how i suck

chrono, interrupting: dude nobody complained chill

reaper: you shut the hell up i didn't ask for your opinion

me: woah guys i don't want drama calm down

reaper: drops squad

ALSO SOME COOL STORIES

-joined a pug wing 2 clear, ended up being run by some peeps in my raid guild-

commander: i'm running a dps meter, whoever is best dps in your class gets a free dye!

-we enter the fights. each time we wipe ppl help each other out and teach little tips and tricks. everyone, even the pugs, accept criticism and make jokes-

commander: good job!! very smooth kill. highest dps was x, with 29k, next was y with 24k, then... (etc)

winner: ayy lmao

commander: proceeds to mail everyone, even people who didn't win, an uncommon dye bc he thought we were all lovely

-i join a xera raid-

me: what class

commander: chrono

me: loads in, walks up to the platform

commander: HOLD

commander: THE

commander: HECK

commander: UP

commander: swaps to her chrono

-our toons look EXACTLY the same, same armor and weapon skins, same face/hair, literally the same dyes, only thing different was the glow (salads)-

#valerie grumbles

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loveinruins · 8 years ago

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He's losing me..

So last Friday I told myself that we were just going to eat and then I was going to go on the date that I had planned. So Friday night comes and he waited for me because he finished early and he asked me to make a decision on where to eat and I was like you always make me choose. I chose last week can't you pick?? Seriously I always pick when we go somewhere.. after complaining he goes look I wouldn't mind pizza or Italian.. so because I've never been to DOC before we decided to go there. On the way we were having a chat about the whole MT sitch again and just had a bit of banter or whatever. We get to DOC and it wasn't busy so I go shotgun the couch and he goes and sits on a table for two and goes where are you shotgunning? I rolled my eyes and I was like ugh fine.. Anyway so we have dinner and he's like what pizza are you gonna get? He's like look all the pizzas are good if you want you get one and I'll get one and we'll share. So I ended up ordering margarita to be safe and he ordered capricosa with anchovies or something and it was still nice. So we were just talking about random shit I mean I've left this blog so long I can't really remember now but I remember overall I had a good time. So good that when he dropped me off home I didn't want to go and meet up with DB. I remember he said something to me in the car and I was like can you pls be nice I'm really fragile right now. I was on the phone to B and she like cracked it at me saying that enough is enough and I had to go and whatever. So I ended up going and having fun. DB was tall af, tanned and older. Just a man. Everything G is not. So I ended up going to Carlton club and meeting him there, we had a few drinks and I had a good time. I had a few people ask me if he was boyfriend and if we were on a date and I was like yeah. These randoms told us we look cute together and I was like oh yeah.. He was so touchy feely with me and grabbing me and whatever then it was really cold and I wanted to leave cos I had my eyelash app the next morning and def was not missing that so I offered to take DB home and when we got to the front of his house I was like thanks for tonight and he goes oh come in and I go umm nah I've got an app early and he goes come in my house is warm and I go mmm I dunno and then he goes just come in baby and I'm like alright but only for 20 mins. Fast forward the night we were fooling around but didn't sleep together cos I had my period. He held me in his arms and stroked my hair until I fell asleep and I woke up in his arms and was like fuckkkk gtg. Anyway I kissed him bye and left. So all week I didn't hear from him but he kept telling me that he wanted to see me next Friday and to make sure I didn't sleep with anyone else because I told him I hadn't for like 4 years. So Friday that just passed came and I didn't hear from him and I knew G wanted to hang out on Friday night so I messaged DB asking him if I was still seeing him and he was like oh I already made plans. This pissed me the fuck off and I was so upset like legit don't even know why or how I was so upset by him. I dunno if it's because he said to me that he wanted to see me and to make sure that he did see me or if it was because he made me feel so wanted when he stroked my hair and held me until I fell asleep. Like no one has ever done that with me before and when I woke up I was still in his arms and he kissed me of the forehead and everything. Anyway so I was pretty upset the whole day because of that and then later in the afternoon when I went over to EM's team area and G was giving me shit to try and get my attention I pretty much just ignored him and ended up walking up to G and just being like what? He goes what's wrong straight away and I'm like nothing nothing and he kept asking and pestering me about it and I was just like nothing I'm just tired and he goes you're lying and I go I'm not he goes just tell me and I'm like nothing he goes is it work? I go no. He goes what is it again I was denying anything and then he goes is it a guy? I go yes ok.. And then that's when he was like oh ok... Turns around to this desk and puts his phone on available and then goes ok well what happened and I'm like I don't want to talk about it, he goes we'll talk about it later and I go no we won't and walked off. End of day comes and we go to leave work and in the car I was tearing because my eyelash was poking into my eye and he was like wtf what's wrong just tell me you're basically crying and I go I'm not he's like I don't fucking believe you and I was like wtf I'm not my eyelash is poking into my eye. He's like just tell me and kept pestering me about it once again. I'm like ughhhhh I was meant to see this guy tonight and he made other plans when he said he was going to see me last week when I saw him but now I'm not. Like don't tell me you really want to see me and then go and make other plans. He was like well maybe he just made plans with the boys when did you last see him? I was like last Friday and then at that moment he realized I went and saw DB and not the boys as I had told him. He goes well don't be upset like I'm sure because you guys didn't speak or whatever he just thought he wasn't gonna see you. I was like yeah but don't tell me you wanna see me and then make other plans wtf?! So we're driving whatever and he goes I haven't seen you this upset before, well since the last guy you told me about which was a few months ago and I'm like mm yeah let's not count that one.. anyway he goes well don't worry about it too much or whatever and we started talking about something else. We ended up going to lamb on chaps and grabbed a feed, spoke some shit and then as we were in the car I copped a message from DB.. I like gasped Instantly he could see my whole mood changed and I had a smile on my face and he goes look at your face and I go what? He goes look how happy you are that he's messaged you and I'm like yeah.. he goes you must really like him and I go yeah I mean I like him but not like really like him and he goes relax you can show some emotion sometimes you know. I was like alright whatever and he goes what did he say? I go he aais what's up miss? He goes ok wait about halfa to reply and I go yeah I know I'm not gonna reply straight away. He's like what are you gonna say I'm like I dunno and he goes just say I'm in the car with my work friend he's taking me home, make sure you say he so he knows you're with a guy. I go no wtf why would I say I'm with a guy he's gonna be like no wtf it's like him saying he's out for dinner with a girl like nooo.. He goes oh fuck so are you gonna be able to have guy friends? Soon T is gonna get a boyfriend and there won't be time for old mate G anymore and I go yeah exactly so appreciate the time you spend with me and he goes fuck off you should appreciate the time you spend with me and I go no don't get it twisted babe you appreciate the time with me. G then drops me off home and before he does he goes you know I'm really happy for you I hope this guy doesn't break your heart because if he does there's gonna be a problem and I'm like lol what are you gonna do he goes nah I mean I'll message the baker and he'll sort him out and I laughed in my head I was like yeah you pussy like you'd do anything. I kinda fucked up because I said to him you know you irritate me so much you're the only person who gets under my skin so bad but I can't stay mad at you. I don't even know why. You should've seen the smile he had on his face. So he snapped me a couple of times that night and yeah he made a comment about how all his friends love me and whatever. I was like yeah your friends are nice. Umm anyway I didn't really speak to him all weekend just via snap here and there. Comes yesterday on Monday he watched my snap story and replied to it saying yes late shift still in bed or something and I was like.. 😒 and he goes haha if it makes it any better I'll drive in today xx I was like yaaas 😇 Anyway during work he goes so are you actually gonna come home with me tonight and I go yeah I have to stay back and do proposals anyway. So MT and KT were both giving me shit saying that I was waiting for him and I was like well why wouldn't I? I'm getting a ride home and I'm staying back anyway. So anyway he tells me on the way home how he likes hanging out with me and why he thought I was a cool chick from the start and specifically in his words called me a ''mad bitch". He then brought up an analogy as we again were on the topic about him and MT. He goes for example it's like if you had bf and all of a sudden I was like T I think you're cute and all this shit and then another analogy about how hypothetically we were bf and gf and I was thinking to myself. This jiggaboo.. y u do dis? I dunno I felt like I was doing really well and using DB as a distraction and I just feel like what he said in the car about me being with a work guy friend was him trying to sabotage me because now he knows I'm over him. Like officially. I feel like since he has found out he has tried a lot hard to reel me back in. Even the baker agrees with me. Even today I didn't pay him much attention but he sent me a lead and I saw him a bit after work and he cracked it cos I didn't say bye to him. I go I did say bye but you didn't hear me obviously. He then goes oh so you're not so nice to me when I don't drive you home and I go umm no wtf and we had a bit of banter and he has his arm around me to hug me and he goes I saw you go Up to EM and hug her and I go ok tomorrow I will make sure I say hiiii G and gave him a hug and he goes I'll be like wtf is going on. I go exactly. Anyway him and MT are finally sorting things out so let's see how that goes but before I left I was like bye besties and G goes yeah me? I know. Anyways I dunno. Whatever I'm like 95% over it. At least that's what I'm telling myself anyway.

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