#be on cloud bl

[syrena-del-mar]

So, one of the medications that Non is taking is 1mg of Lorazepam (Ativan). Usually it’s used to treating anxiety disorders and sleeping disorders

Some of the more serious side effects/withdrawals are hallucinations, delusions, and unusual mood changes.

Medication tampering isn’t an unheard of trope when it comes to slasher films. Did someone switch his meds to fuck with him? Were they drinking during the first time they went to Por’s vacation home? Alcohol and Lorazepam are two depressants that shouldn’t be mixed, since it can also cause hallucinations, delusions, blackouts, impaired memory and unusual moods.

Curious to see if they reveal the other medications Non has been taking.

[yunkiyoe]

[jeriafterdark]

Mermay

Bsky/Other

[leedongwook]

Bible Wichapas as "Great" Pacharawit

4 Minutes สี่นาที (2024) // Episode 1

[everyforkedroad]

Why Shine Might Be Set in 1969: A Story of Resistance, Silence, and Defiance

*sorry, folks, this is a long one, based on one humble inter fan's desire to understand

As we eagerly await the release of Shine, one intriguing detail stands out: its setting in Bangkok, 1969. 

Thailand in the late 1960s was not exactly a beacon of visible queer liberation. So why choose this year, this precise moment, to set this series? The answer may lie not in what was happening in the open, but what was burning just beneath the surface in Thailand and across the globe. That "light that lingers just beneath the shadows" that would turn a spark into the flames of social unrest.

1969 was a year of rupture and revolution. Across the world, young people were taking to the streets—angry, idealistic, determined to wrest power from corrupt systems. From the anti-war protests in the United States to student-led revolts in France, Japan, and Mexico, the air was electric with resistance. Music, fashion, and film reflected these seismic shifts, capturing the spirit of rebellion in psychedelic color.

In Southeast Asia, the Vietnam War raged just across the border. American troops passed through Thailand on their way to and from the front lines, and the Thai government, under military rule, maintained close ties with the United States. The social tensions of this geopolitical alignment were palpable between the rising tide of youth culture and a government suspicious of dissent. This tension was felt as well between imported modernity and deep-rooted tradition, agrarian poverty and Bangkok's concentration of wealth. All of these serve as a pressure cooker of tensions that was ready to explode.

In Thailand, student activism was gaining momentum. The seeds that would later blossom into the mass protests of the 1970s were already being planted in 1969. University campuses, especially Thammasat and Chulalongkorn, were becoming incubators for radical thought, as young intellectuals began to question military rule, wealth inequality, and the suppression of free speech.

Though the mass protests that would shake the monarchy and the junta had not yet occurred, the sense of unease was growing. Student publications, underground gatherings, and whispered debates signaled a generation preparing to stand up. It is into this world—a world tense with possibility—that Shine may drop its characters.

Half a world away, in June of 1969, a police raid on the Stonewall Inn in New York sparked several nights of defiant resistance led by trans women, drag queens, and queer people of color. It became a watershed moment in LGBTQ+ history, a symbolic ignition point for the modern gay rights movement. News of Stonewall may not have reached every queer person globally in that moment, but the reverberations would be felt by an entire generation.

For closeted individuals in Thailand, especially students and intellectuals already questioning other forms of repression, Stonewall represented something radical: the refusal to hide. Even if unspoken, it stirred something. It suggested that queerness and protest were not incompatible. That the same voices raised against political injustice would teach a future generation of queer people to fight for the right to love freely.

Thailand decriminalized homosexuality in 1956, over a decade before Stonewall. On paper, it was a progressive move. But legal tolerance did not equal cultural acceptance. The 1960s remained a deeply conservative era for queer Thais, especially in professional or public life. While kathoey ("ladyboys") had long been part of Thai cultural visibility, their presence did not signify broader acceptance of queer identities—particularly not of men who loved men or women who loved women outside of comedic or marginalized roles.

There were no pride marches. No activist networks. No formal advocacy groups pushing for LGBTQ+ rights in the way that began to unfold in the West. In fact, Thailand’s first gay rights organization, Anjaree, would not be founded until 1986—seventeen years after Stonewall, and almost two decades after the year Shine is set.

So why choose 1969 for a queer Thai story?

Because it is a liminal moment. 

A time before everything cracked open, when truth still had to live in shadows, but shined just as bright. A time when love, especially queer love, had to be coded through through music, poetry, unspoken gestures and looks. It’s a rich emotional landscape for drama, for longing and repression, desire and danger, all set against the backdrop of political awakening.

If Shine follows queer characters navigating this moment, their love story is not just personal, it’s political. Their very existence becomes resistance, not through protest signs or riots, but through every act of tenderness they dare to share in a world that tells them to stay invisible.

By choosing 1969, Be On Cloud may be offering a tribute to all the queer people in Thai history whose stories were never told. The ones who danced and sang behind closed doors. Who whispered their truths in journals and poems. Who watched the world begin to burn and wondered if there would ever be space for them in its new order, until they came into the awareness that they would have to build the world they wanted themselves. One love, one protest at a time.

So that future lives could Shine in the open as well.

[analikalee]

[cwrcent]

͟M𝚊　　tú　　𝖊stás　　ri𝖖ui (yeah),

　᮫͙𖹭†　　　　la 　má' dura 　de 　mi 　city

　　　︵ུ 𖹭𖹭無駄て　　　LA𝒮 V𝓔GAS ..♰

[xiaoguiii]

he’s so annoying kekekeskkekek

[wooceans]

ㅤ お  ៸ ៸  take one more chance on me.  

[syrena-del-mar]

Jeff Satur for Men's Folio Thailand, Issue 02 (June 2024)

[mousydentist]

KPTS TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY MAY 1-2

Favorite Parallel - Episodes 5 and 13

KP Anniversary Series [5/?]

[heaven-is-in-your-arms-series]

Mile and Apo and Thanwa and Trin for Shine The Series

[leedongwook]

Bible Wichapas as "Great" Pacharawit Smoking is bad kiddos don't do it.

4 Minutes สี่นาที (2024) // Episode 1

[zerochan98]

Lost in the Cloud - Candles

- 𝐀 𝐕𝐄𝐈𝐋 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐒 - Cirrus

- 𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐃𝐄𝐖 - Skylar

(source)

[monobytee]

Since April was such a tragic month for yaoi fans… I made a collection of doomed yaoi events that happened during this month :)

Alien Stage - Round 6, Ivan’s sacrifice

Detective Conan - KaiShin revealed as cousins💀

Yuri!!! On Ice the Movie: Ice Adolescence - CANCELLED

Lost in the Cloud - SkyRus (almost) break up

Tgcf (Heaven Official's Blessing) - Manhua discontinuation (RUMORS)

Svsss (Scum Villain's Self-Saving System) - Donghua discontinuation (allegedly)(it’s so mxtxover)

Lip x Lip (honeyworks) - Aiyuu fight, Last Stage

NagiReo (Blue Lock) - Interview “theres no romantic feelings between them” (WDYMMMMM)

Other stuff, not necessarily sad/doomed

Codename Anastasia - if yk yk

Ensemble stars - new shuffle unit! Yaoi-ahh MV😂

Tadaima, Okaeri - omegaverse anime adaptation

Do add to it if you guys know any more!

[thaifanfests]

Thai the Knot 2025 is a fandom event created to celebrate the passage of marriage equality in Thailand. Writers, artists, and creators can come together and celebrate this historic moment by creating fanworks of their favorite Thai media and fandoms.

Schedule:

January 1st: Schedule, guidelines, prompts go live.

January 2nd to January 21st: Resources, educational content, and media on Thai weddings will be posted. Participants begin to work on their fics/art/etc.

January 22nd to January 31st: Submissions period. Submissions will be shared by moderators across various platforms.

How to Participate:

Create fanworks centered around the celebration of marriage equality.

Tag your work/post with #ThaiTheKnot2025 or mention us, and we will reblog/retweet your work.

Engage with and share fanworks and learn about the significance of marriage equality in Thailand.

Guidelines:

We will accept all transformative works centered around marriage (fanfic, art, video/photo edits, digital media, GIFsets, podfic, etc.)

All Thai fandoms are welcomed to participate.

Works can be on any platform (we are active on Tumblr, Twitter, and Ao3.)

NSFW and RPF works are accepted.

All prompts are optional.

Join us in celebrating marriage equality in Thailand! 🏳️‍🌈

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