#benjamin arellano felix x reader

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Drabbles-MC: Isabella Bautista Fics

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👀 = smut, 💔 = angst

- Following Your Lead

- The Same Mistakes 💔

- One More Last Time

- Unrecognizable

[helpyourself-9]

Yandere Benjamín Arellano Félix Headcanons (Romantic)

“🔫- nini: Hi guys, I don’t really see many people writing for the hot men in this show and it breaks my heart, so I’ve decided to take matters into my own hands.

“tw: obsessive and possessive behavior, guns, and mentions of murder.

“🔫pairing: yandere!benjamin arellano felix x fem!reader

You and Benjamin have known each other pretty much your guys entire life, growing up with each other and being there for each other through thick and thin.

How can Benjamin not fall in love with you, the person who has been by his and his family side when things get hard but you’ve also been there for all the good times and you just adore and love these people you call family.

With that it comes to show how much you mean to Benjamin, to him you and his family are the only light in his dark world.

When Benjamin realizes his obsession for you which not surprisingly takes a while for him to realize because of how busy he is with the business.

He just has to ask you out that second he just can’t stand not having you to him self any longer.

Imagine the reactions of the Arellano family when they find out that Benjamin FINALLY asked you out.

I can imagine Ramon hitting Benjamin on his shoulder with a big ass smile and telling him “por fin wey��

They truly can not be happier for Benjamin, in their eyes you are the perfect person for him

With that being said Benjamin would be so overprotective when it comes to his amor :(

He has a lot of enemies but he and his family run Tijuana so nothing gets done without him and his family knowing

Back to the him having alot of enemies with him knowing that it makes him paranoid as hell, knowing that you can get hurt or get stolen away from him makes him almost go insane

God help anyone that even says or tries and do something to you, him and his family would go to war for you because they see how much Benjamin loves you :( and they love you too

He’s a family man and he wants to make you his wife as fast as possible but if you want to wait for a bit then he’ll wait for you

Imagine y’all’s wedding 🥹 I’m getting soft just the looks of pure love that he’s giving you

Him telling you “te amo” every second in a soft voice and just being in awe for how beautiful you look

Once everyone knows that you’re his wife he’ll get even more protective of you like he’ll have his most trusted and loyal guards surrounding you always

Also please tell him if your going out he doesn’t have to happy on where your going he just has to know where you are 24/7

Makes him have some sense of control and balance in his chaotic world you’re his mujer, the future mother of his children he needs you to be safe

[narcosmx]

Hey, I'm so happy you're back I missed reading your works.I was wondering if you'll still do the requests that you mentioned there because they were all great ideas : https://www.tumblr.com/narcosmx/669340063334842368/request-list-here-is-a-list-of-the-request-that

being enedina's best friend and falling for benjamin arellano-felix would include:

a/n: okay so this made mee think about the enedina's bff falling for benjamin thing and i got going, so yes i'll be going back to some of these hehe

okayokay hear me out rich boss babes together

WHICH LEAD ME TO THINK LIKE WHAT IF ENEDINA'S BFF WAS AMADO'S YOUNGER SISTER

so like amado is the kind of older brother where like... you call me and ofc i'll come solve your problems for you but can you like....maybe handle what you can on your own

kinda just gives her a wad of cash, la bendicion and be like go live your life kid at least one of us should enjoy the money i'm making lol

"vaya con dios mijita" also get the vibes that he def taught you how to fly too

so i imagine you being a little bit more rough and tumble than enedina

but like you bring out the boss bitch in her, reminds her she is capable of breaking away from this idea of "being a woman" was

being bffs with dina gives me like, you practically live at her place vibes you know

like you have a toothbrush, and clothes and your favorite soaps in the goddamn shower

you go home only to like swap out the roation of outfits you have or getting a new pair of shoes or something

otherwise you were essentially living at the arellano-felix house, shit even their mom jokes about her liking you more than your own kids

and the girls fucking love having you around, and lowkey probably ramon too because you're never one to shoot down his crazy ass ideas

pancha is like "don't you like, ever get tired of being here" and you're like "don't you ever get tired of being the ugliest member of this family?"

and benjamin oh benjamin at first he tries to pay you no mind, but you're not one he can easily ignore

so he resigns himself to nodding at you and huffing with laughter when he sees how comfortably you lounge around his fucking house because no matter what you do like he cannot get mad at you

you do something and he smiles and someone else does that same exact thing he'd rip them several new assholes.

okay listen i don't know why i get the vibes that like you're an expert at breaking into anything that isn't welded shut

you know, like you grew up around criminals you were bound to pick something up

not that you had to break into dina's place, you had a key but sometimes it's just fun to freak the other's out

i just imagine, like benjamin coming home a day after having like fortified security and he just looks into the backyard and you're chilling poolside

he walks out and it like "w-we changed the locks yesterday after a security issue... how the fuck did you? dina is out making your key right now??"

you nearly giggling as you take a sip of your drink "you make me laugh, benji"

YOU CALLING HIM BENJI I CANNOT \

him opening his mouth to say something and him being like yeah nope nevermind and turning on his heel and walking inside

hehe having to turn on his heels so fast because he can't help but smile at you and your antics

dina walking out and being like "hey bebe, i left your key in your bag" but side eyeing her brother because she knows she knows something is up

because no one makes her wet blanket of a brother smile like that

you and dina going to fancy dinners together can you imagine, going to the hottest spots in all of baja

you two getting all dolled up in her room together, they can hear you laughing from down the street lol

unabashedly singing at the top of your lungs lol

but i also have this one moment of scene stuck in my head

you and dina are in a rush getting ready to go somewhere and like dina is showering and you're like

well i'm def not showering in any of the other boys fucking rooms because NOPE

and i dunno but benjamin gives you vibes that his bathroom would be clean and so you...go for it

you couldnt have shame if they paid you so you're just out here causally breaking into fucking tijuana's biggest drug dealer's room

going in to take a shower, showering you know and then as you come out with like a robe wrapped around yourself and drying yout hair, benjamin is entering the room

and there's just this moment where benjamin is looking at you like with like a what the fuck but like amused face

and you're like "look, where else did you want me to go? i'm def not fucking showering in ramon's shower"

and benjamin is like "hm i don't know maybe???? the freaking guest bathroom"

and you laughing him off the face of the planet

and okay imagine he has like documents laying around his room because he wakes up in the middle of the night and worries about bus iness stuff because that's him

anyways you saw it and you idk just have this knack for business or math and you just walk up past him brushing against him and kiss his cheek and are like "thanks for sharing the bathroom with me, and if you raise the tax 1.5 percent over 6 months you'll cover that cost" you note motioning your head towards the document and walking away AHHH

[mrs-stardustt]

first date ft. narcos mx characters

a/n: hiiii, permission to be delusional on the main???? alright so here we goooo

if you like to add more characters don't be afraid to ask, I just follow however character intrudes my mind<3 so reach out if you want any specific request

INCLUDES: Benjamín Arellano Félix, Ramón Arellano Félix, Miguel Ángel Félix Gallardo, Amado Carrillo Fuentes

gif credit: @southotheborder​

Benjamín:

my sweet man<3

first date has to be as soft as he is, so I'm thinking a nice park walk with nieves if it's hot outside or just something wholesome

so going on a walk and getting to know each other seems fitting

like imagine the stuttering mess he would be, how gentleman he is OMG

everything will be perfect, he will make sure of it

he most likely blush if you compliment him

we know that’s his time to really put into the work to impress you, to show you he is fucking fr

my Min doesn't fool around, so if you're on a date, he's interested on going serious

but everything is so nice and sweet, he makes you feel comfortable and loved<3

so if he's feeling bold, a cheek kiss would be the peak of the day

but if YOU'RE feeling bold???? kiss him, I swear to you, even a peck barely on the lips and he is a goner

without adding more, it's clearly that with Min a date can't go wrong, he won't do anything bad in my eyes, argue with the wall lol

Ramón:

let's bffr, alright??? it would probably be in a club lol

and of courseeee it will be Roxane

everything is just so chill and funnn

if anything Món is funNY

just you two being HOT PEOPLE, dancing in the middle of the dancefloor, feeling each other iykyk

he would a 100% flirt shamelessly all. the. time.

and add a few drinks to the equation???? girrrrrrrrl

he’s so hot, i can’t help myself

imagineeee: you two dancing, the whole world disappearing, your back to his chest, feeling the music AHHHHH  

so expect to have a very fun night, to end the night a little tipsy and barely feeling your legs of how much you dance

and of fucking course, if you let him, he will kiss you

but don’t worry, my man is a tease  

he might kiss you, but that’s it

he keep you waiting up until your second date

and don’t lie to yourself, it will be to a second date babes

Miguel Ángel:

big ass fancy restaurant, that’s it

if something we all can agree is that Miguel likes to flex

he will take you to the most expensive place to have dinner (yep dinner, somewhat having a first date with him has to be at night, okay????)

and let’s indulge a little, he will probably send you a fancy dress, fancy shoes and everything and anything his princesa might need

he is very interested in you so he’ll ask questions about you, you likes/dislikes, a bit of talking about your past and shit

i don’t believe he will share too much about him

and for obvious reasons

he will taste the waters, to kinda know if he can trust you, not really going for it that soon

but don’t worry because either waaaaay

he is a romantic 

and old school romantic

he’ll touch your hand a bit, give you a little smile while you talk 

EYE CONTACT OMGGGGG

he don’t flirt too openly but he OBVIOUSLY calls you nicknames

“que hermosa te ves, mija”

it could end on two ways: you kiss and that’s it but if we are bold, enjoy the ride to his home girly AYYYY NO

Amado:

Amado is a chill man

so whatever you like, he likes

you want to have dinner? let’s go to your favourite. wanna go for a walk? sure, chose the place. club date? pick your dress he’s on the way

he will liveeee to make you happy

and that is ALL you need to know to assure that your first date will go smoothly as possible

but for this i choose a bar

why? idk makes sense somehow lol

the talking will be immaculate, with my man, conversation neverrrr ends

he tell you a bit about himself, crack a joke here and there just to make you laugh, he’ll ask questions about you

he WILL flirt

and if you flirt back????

MY GIRRRRL you have him eating from. your. hand.

no for nothing Acosta call him tontín so deal with a little of clumsiness

and because he loves you he let you make fun of him, just know he’ll have that energy backkkk

A LOT OF TENSIONNNN

not only sexual lol but for anythinggg

the chemistry is PLAUSIBLE

so at the end we can know a kiss is happening, that is not up to discussion

buuuut, just a maybe (and a very firm maybe) you can go home together AHHHHHHHH

[artemiseamoon]

Preview: The Past, The Future (revised)

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Warnings: Canon show ones, sexual content.

The drinks flowed, the music was infectious, still you couldn’t enjoy it, not even a little. Not when you could see them in the distance speaking on the balcony.

You knew Miguel would never let you go. He never let anything go. Once you were his, you were always his; that was just the way things were. Miguel was like a tattoo, the kind you couldn't see but stained your soul and etched your bones. You didn’t love him. Not anymore. You wouldn’t even be working for him if you had a way out.

You knew Benjamin took Miguel aside to talk business, but you couldn’t help but wonder if your secret was out. You were so careful, but Miguel did have eyes everywhere. You tried to busy yourself with a conversation over drinks, but all you could think about was that balcony, and what the two men in your life were talking about. All you could do was wait, and not make yourself obvious by looking at them.

You knew the risks involved. You weren’t foolish. There was a price for being Miguel's girl, a price for being his ex, and a price for falling in love with Benjamin. You held no regrets, maybe about Miguel, but if it wasn’t for Miguel, you would have never met Benjamin.

Benjamin made you remember the kind of shit you used to dream about before you got involved with Miguel. A warm home, a family, love - they weren’t foolish dreams, you weren't asking for too much. It was your right to have those things with the right person.

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a/n: yeah so i don’t know what this is to be honest ????? ive been writing something else but its taking me longer than id like because i want it to be decent/special  for you guys to read ? and honestly i just thought of this on the spot just to at least fill the space that i have left you all lol but yeeh this is just some very very short random thoughts (based on 1 idea each) because i was feeling like a soft pile of mush - but uhmm have this for the small meantime pls :)))

warnings: some suggested content ? but no full on smut this time :) 

amado: (soft mornings?)

mi primer amor,,, i cant help but want to be soft for him on this fine day because there’s just something so soft and full of love it makes my heart hurt when i think about these slow and soft mornings with him,, where you both are still asleep,, limbs tangled with one another ,, as he just has you sleeping on his chest :( him being the first one to wake up (he loves being the first one up just for this specific part in the morning :(( ) and just  being able to just relish in the fact he has you here with him,, you sleeping on his chest wearing one of his shirts, with the most relaxed dream state look on your face,, one of your legs propped up around his torso,,, and his own arm having been resting on your lower back to keep you in place and he swears right there in this moment there is no place better to ever be than here,, contigo,, in your shared bed,, with his reina :( in the mornings :( as he just stares down at you feeling so content because this is what he strives to achieve - to want- everyday para siempre,, he doesnt ever want these few minutes to pass, quiere estar alli for how ever long he can get and he damn well wants this enternity so much he’s already starting to plan things out to leave behind just so he can so much more mornings and entire days filled for these kinds of moments :(( and wow :(((( i just want to say furthermore,,, i feel like he would not move,, not a single muscle away from you during these times in the mornings,, your warmth just makes it too hard for him to move away,, and the way he just adores your entire form is what ties it all together for him,, he could easily spend hours upon hours just admiring you during those moments and he finds that itch he craves for during the mornings when youre still in a deep sleep just to have his eyes wander everywhere on your face :( doesnt matter if your hair is sticking out everywhere or if youre softly snoring,, this mf loves it all :(( goodbye im so soft for him right now 

benjamin:

ayy dios mio,,, i swear dina’s wedding in s3 gave me so much to work with here on these hcs/blurbs because i am being my usual soft fuvking self and i just literally let out a quiet sob at the thought of him :(((( reminiscing his own wedding with you :(((( at dinas wedding :(((( like ay no i can just imagine when he sees the way enedina looks at claudio and him at her at the altar,,, the way this mf would get so soft and happy as he sneaks a glance at you ??? his esposa a su lado de el ???? omg someone pls hold me because the way he would start to have that mirada in his eyes like you just hung the fuvking stars for him gets me to melt on the spot,, and him with his tiny little smile as he blindly searches with one of his hands to hold yours :(((( the two of you giving eachother loving smiles when you turn to look at him as soon as you feel his hand :( because the connection you both would have is there, right at this moment beating and ugHH i cant because the two of you finding it near damn impossible to try and focus back on the wedding happening in front of you because you two just happen to get caught up in this tiny moment :((( him not letting your hand go since hes already threading your fingers together,, the skin on his hand feeling the coldness of the ring that rests on your finger that brings him the warmth in his heart :((( i cant do this im sorry but i just :( i have to mention before i finish up benjamins little blurb here but the thought :( of him not wiping that look off of his face at the reception later on :(( like him all throughout the night repeating “te amo” every chance he gets just because he feels like it :( and even though its not a rare occurrence for you to see him like this,, all enamorado como niño a la primera vez ,, he still seems to be more touchy and with the light in his eyes as he looks at you intensifying everytime his eyes land on you makes you about to question him que, que tiene when youre dancing with him :(( but then he just beats you to it when he looks back you, his arm around your waist as he leads you around like “te recuerdas cuando nos casamos tu y yo mi amor?” all with this soft look in his eyes,, literally giving you the biggest hearteyes possible as he smiles at you when he goes “ese fue el mejor dia de mi vida” all soft as you feel him hold you closer if its even possible as he just squeezes your hand,, waltzing around with you on the dancefloor,, the two of you exchanging lovesick smiles and miraditas as you answer him and reminisce it all :( im sorry i - 

mayo:

i cry just picturing him so sorry but anyways him being that whipped mf that just loves putting up going to parties just to see you all dressed up :( like :( i lowkey sob to the thought of him kind of like sulking because he has to get dressed up and put up with other people he doesnt exactly want to converse with,, so he’s just over here,, making sure he looks presentable enough but being more quiet than usual,,, him most of the time just looking up and watching you get dressed/get ready,, his gaze softening just by watching you move about :(( god im so sorry but i love the idea of him helping you zip up the back of your dress or help you put your shoes on because i know his ass would just to get the dread he’s feeling out of his system by helping you or just by watching you and him pausing all of his movements and you know that:(( so just,,,, you getting up and walking over to him,, him giving you this soft smile as he just brings you closer his hands resting on your hips,, his thumb softly rubbing smooth circles into you :(( you bringing your hands up in between you both to adjust the collar of his shirt and straighten out the top of his jacket,,, him fuvking staring down at you with these glazed eyes like he’s in his own world with just you and him :(( you just lightly going “sabes mi amor, no tenemos que ir si no quieres, nos podemos quedar aqui en la casa” your hands coming to rest in between the space where his neck meets his shoulders :(( and oh my god,,, him just shaking his head,, giving you a smile that reaches his eyes,, him leaning into your touch, one of his hands coming to hold you by your lower back, his finger playing with the fabric of your dress and just going “no, esta bien, contigo a mi lado, puedo aguantar cualquier cosa en este mundo mi reina” him :( leaning down to kiss you softly :(( the both of you intertwining your hands together and you pulling away first giving him a smile “listo?” and uGh i cant him brining your hand up to kiss it again like “ey” letting you tug him along as his gaze lingers on you :((( ay no güey

ramon:

 god- i was reminiscing that wedding hc again that i wrote for him a while back because hermoso cariño randomly came on from my playlist as i was writing the rest of the guys and i had flashbacks,, and i just have to talk about the early morning after the wedding- like post everything,, thats what came to me just now but :( just a little idea that i had popped into my brain just now,,,  because when you’re both at your honeymoon destination:( and it’s so early in the morning that the sun is just JUST barely peeking over but it’s still not too out that it illumainates the sky for the mornings so you’re no where near waking up,,  because youre still curled into his chest :( your breathing still coming out in even strokes its so obvious youre still in your deep sleep,, and you just having that post fucking sex look you have that he just adores everytime on you,,, small bruises that are scattered across your body on your skin that are just starting to appear,,, peeking out from the thin sheets that don’t cover your entire body from being tangled between the two of you,, but him just letting his eyes admire the marks that come from him leaving them behind on you from both of your activities not even hours ago, when he had you panting his name out as he repeatedly pushed into you,, but now even in his still fogged sleep state,, his eyes come to rest on your left hand,,, your left hand that resting atop of chest,, the same one he held hours ago as he helped you come down from the high he gave you,,, the moonlight thats still fighting its way to stay out illuminating a soft flash in his eyes that reminds him,,, your his esposa,, you carry his last name now and he cant help but let out a small smile grace his features as he pulls you tighter against him,,, the feeling of a cold metal that hangs around your neck pressing into him not bothering him at all,, :( especially when he remembers what it is,,, one of his first wedding gifts to you :(( as your husband :( a necklace :( with his initial hanging from around your neck :( just giving him the feeling of being whole just from the sheer fact that not only do you have his last name,, his entire heart,,, but now a piece of him that you would start to wear from now on just making him feel content ,, theres no better place than to be here with you :(( and i cant bye :(

güero:

WOW YEAH HUH?? ?? surprise yall,,, you know how long it’s been since ive written a word on mi güerito?? ………  july - from the last YEAR and i almost broke down because how could i forget mi güero- the man who is the biggest simp from this whole group of men go ahead and try to contradict my statement it won’t change me ,,, but to begin this thing,,, i was frantically going through my mind like ??? what is something i can talk about for mi hector? mi pinshe güero precioso ?? and :( uGH i dont know i started to ramble in my thoughts and i was quickly noting shit down because i feel it in my bones,, deep in my heart,, this mans love language feels like he would starve for touch,,, he craves it all the time and he feels like he’s absolutely losing it inside of him when he feels you lay a hand on him gently or even graze your hand near him im sorry im just going with the flow here because you cant sit there and tell me you dont ?? feel some type of way ??? when i say i imagine him becoming so damn weak in the knees con una simple toque from you,, it has him just on the verge of him giving you the world :(( like you could move his hair para accomodarlo or just make it a little messy after he has it styled a little too well just because maybe you think the little strand of hair out of place is a better look for him and it just has this mf simply giving you the softest look and admentmindedly moving one of his hands down to your other hand thats not occupied to hold it :( running his thumb across your knuckles and letting his lovesick smile cross his face as he just gazes upon you :(( definitely bringing your hand up to kiss it after your done with your work because why not ? :((( or something else that crossed my mind is how your hand could simply graze him because maybe your setting something down in front of him,, or you just happen to walk next to him and accidentally brush against him would have this man just automatically try to hold your hand to bring you closer :( because your touch is just so comforting and he has this sense of everything is going to be alright- or that everything is alright just because he has you right next to him,, the warmth of your hand being just so similar to the feeling you give him in his heart and i cant :( he is just the softest man here and i love him dearly 

miguel angel:

:((( ooHH this whole thing i thought for him?? i just have to credit to all those scenes in this show where hes seen strESSING that it causes him emotional and physical pain- im sorry hes always at his most vulnerable in those parts and uGh i just have to say my brain loves to imagine him during one of those times for this idea for him,,, like its just one of those days where everyone has been on his ass either for a rise in their plazas,, the desmadre and lowkey rivalty fights between plazas,, money and drug flow between all of them and just everything feeling like it’s slipping through his fingers and adding this more pressuring weight on his shoulders he just cant handle the stress and how everyone is just expecting him to do milagros in that very second it’s has him on the very edge of losing it right then and there ,, and ohH especially once he hears the door to his office creek open he thinks he very much might lose all thinning patience because its probably one of the guys coming to bother him :) but then :) as soon as the glare in his eyes comes in as he looks up :) it disappears in that very millisecond :) once he sees you :) en toda tu gloria softly smiling at him :) and he just feels in that instant everything gradually diminishing thats bothering him because youre here walking up to him and just placing a soft kiss on his lips that he forgets in that very second why hes frustrated :( and im just sorry right now because i just love to imagine/picture the way he just loves being able to lay back in your arms,, like you sitting down on the couch in his office,, him coming over and just letting his upper part of his body fall back into your lap,, his legs dangling over the other part of the couch just so he can feel your fingers running through his hair,, messing up his peinado but he could literally care less because your soft touch makes him feel so much better its the most comforting thing ever to him in that moment because he would be leaning into your hands wordlessly asking you to keep going as he shuts his eyes,, and in these types of moments he feels so at ease he can literally choose to stay silent and let it all out in deep breathes with the feeling or your hands in his hair :(((( or him feeling like hes able to just talk out all of his problems and everything going on around his business out loud to you with no consequence because the simple fact that youre sitting there with him,, your touch making him feel so good, silently listening to him and just- hearing him out not as a business partner that could blow up on him for the shit hes pulling but as his partner- as his other half- his mujer that always takes his side and hears him out when he needs it the most it makes him feel so much better and like the weight hes carrying around,, just diminishing in that very moment with you :( i- wow

kitty:

alright listen here,,,, before we actually begin i want to say this turned out to be like a little blurb but also with a taste of this small brainstorm i had with myself when writing this and i just wanted to let you guys know before you attack me for this or begin to read but anyways i was recently going through a trip down memory lane with mana and this whole little idea blurb def DEFINITELY came from listening to oye mi amor iykyk ;) but idk i was just randomly listening to it and i was just questionining myself someone from this dumb show gives off energy with this song/lyrics and thats where i imagined kitty :) and it’s something just so poetic to imagine him and you having been best friends that would be so inseparable,,, that so many of the other juniors would have for sure without a doubt seen the two of you becoming something more,, something great and full of happiness only for all of that to deteriorate in the most fastest whirlwind possible,, just for the heartstrings to pull,,, because it almost ALMOST did happen,:))  that the two of you almost became lovers and all that shit  breaks my heart because :( it was on the verge of happening :( the stolen glances you both would give eachother everytime you were together,,, the outspoken bond you both carried it made the two of you have this downright power couple vibe going on ,,,, especially with his crazy ass that would get you to match his whole vibe and uGH im telling you ,,, everyone that knows you two had to have bet something about how this connection you both have would turn to be this iconic/power couple match ya feel?? it was just mere moments- no seconds- for one of you to make the move first,, because no one could even be a better match for either of you,, this whole relationship with you and him was meant to be,, like a soulmates (i think) type of shit you know? and wow i just i cant because my heart feels like it’s going to shatter at the thought of you :( being with someone else :( suddenly?? out of the blue ,,,, someone who clearly doenst match you and shoots you down :((( un tipo frio y aburrido just like the song says :((( and UGH i cannot because its just the thought of kitty becoming so frustrated and down all the time because he invites you to come hang out with him or with the rest of the juniors but you always saying you can’t because the bum youre with doesnt want you to go or something dumb like that and omG :((( i just know it might be him that decides to make you open your eyes because maybe he just gets so fed up with how this other guy treats you and doesn’t care about you like kitty would or maybe it’s the encouragement of some of the guys that gets him to get off his ass and actually fight for you :( but i just idk i kind of just like this idea in general ???? but thats about where i got with it and its just been sitting in my ideas and i wanted to express something about it ? because the whole slow pinning where neither of you want to say what you actually feel in fear of that your relationship could deteriorate,, to the angst of a feeling in my deep soul that youre taken all of a sudden?? And the anger pinche loco de kitty would feel about the whole situation feeds me where i need it most,, to just the build up/eventually burst/barf of feelings that you both would spill because two idiots in love is such a fuvking thing i love to imagine I’m sorry, but thank you for coming to my therapy session 

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miguel angel tag: @all-tings-diego @xbeyondthegatex 

amado tag: @mylovepedro 

arellano tag: @tinylittleobsessions @curaheed @yourlocalspacewitxch 

benjamin tag: @criatividad-e​ 

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hi bb, 1. are you taking requests? (if yes) 2. can u give us benjamin content (DILF alert) something angsty with fluff ending PLSS

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bride’s choice

You wanted to hate Benjamín so badly, but from the the very first day, it was impossible.

On the night that you learned of Mayo’s suggestion that you marry into the Arellano Félix family as the permanent solution to that perpetual blood feud, you knew he was right, and hated him for it, and made preparations anyway, even as your brother Hector shouted and swore and said it would never happen.

You drove to the party where your future husband was celebrating his cousin’s fifteenth birthday, and using a pair of your brother’s binoculars, you searched for him, pausing every now and then to compare a face to a newspaper cutout. For a villain, Benjamín was all wrong. He was slightly clumsy on the dance floor, wore a plain white shirt without even a gold chain, and laughed when a baby spit up some of her dinner on him.

Still, on the day of your wedding, right after you kissed him and under the cover of the whole church cheering, you said into his ear, “On my fifteenth birthday, Cochiloco stole me a car.” You could still picture him, grinning and gesturing at it, bursting with pride and only 19 years old himself. He had been family.

It was not until much later, when you were deep in enemy territory, the master bedroom of the Arellano Félix house, that you got your reply.

“I’m sorry,” said Benjamín. And when you said nothing, he added, “I want you to be happy here.”

You weren’t happy, of course. It wasn’t home. On a particularly bad night, you called Mayo’s home and left a threat in a voicemail that had you anxious for days afterwards, waiting to see what he might do: I’m going to tell my brother. You used me and you sold me. How long could you last without him? But then there was no reply, and that was worse than any reply could have been.

Nothing escaped Benjamín’s attention, but he never reproached you, only supported you. You kept trying to find the catch, and couldn’t. One dinner, you told him about how your father had taught you to farm, and you kept expecting for a polite, bored look to eventually glaze over his eyes, but it never did, not even when you went into the details of irrigation systems. The next day, the head housekeeper mentioned to you that if you wanted, you were very welcome to have a hand in, even completely oversee, the ten acre ranch the family had bought last year for summers. It was like that.

You waited for the other shoe to drop, but it never did. Even on days when homesickness made you snappish and restless, Benjamín never failed to treat you with an old-fashioned courtesy, gentle and thoughtful. It took you weeks to realize that, although you were already married, he was courting you. He left your favorite kind of chocolate bar on your pillow, arranged for your childhood best friend to come visit when she was in town, and put up pictures of your parents on the big wall of family photos.

And he never crossed an invisible line down the middle of the bed. Eventually, despite yourself, and despite everything that had happened, you wanted him to.

Five months after your wedding, it was your brother’s birthday party, and when you felt a man pressing up behind you, you felt a sudden leap of delight and anticipation, thinking it was Benjamín. Finally.

“Are you still angry with me?” said Mayo. “You know it was the only lasting way out.” His breath tickled your ear. You had imagined this moment so many times, and yet, now that it was happening, you found it left you cold.

“I’m married,” you said.

“That’s business. But what about pleasure?”

You turned to face him, lifting your chin. You used to find the easy, assured, amused look of his to be endlessly sexy, but in that moment, you just found it infuriating. “I’m married, Ismael.”

His gaze shifted subtly. “I’ve missed you too, if you need me to admit it.”

That struck you. You had always felt that he’d thrown you aside like a plaything he was tired of, but here he was, not even drunk yet, offering himself. You had to look away.

And there Benjamín was, watching you from across the dance floor, misery clear on every line of his face. Rage, too—but then you realized that he would not lash out in the way you expected, the way Chapo or Ramón or even your brother would have. I want you to be happy, he’d said. It seemed he would let you make your choice.

You crossed straight through the dance floor, not looking to the left or the right, until you’d reached your husband, and then you kissed him. After a moment of surprise, he sank his hands into your hair and kissed you back with a passion that made you forget where you were.

When at last you broke away, he tucked a tendril of your hair behind your ear and asked, “Can we go home?”

There was another question in his brown eyes, and you knew what he meant. You put your hand on his chest.

“Yes,” you said. “Let’s go home.”

[soyunaagente]

Dating Benjamin Arellano Felix would include

Here I am! Back again with some more TrAsH. In all honesty I really hope you like them! If you have any thoughts, opinions or ideas just let me know! 

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Okay how I’ll get through this without crying idk but ‘Min is The KING of romance- y’all hearing me?

Escucha- Tu eres su vida. Benjamin would do just about anything for you. 

Like you’ve had him weak in the knees, butterflies in his stomach since day one. 

Let’s talk about that for a second. It was butterflies at first sight for him; the second he laid eyes on you that was it. 

When he finally works up the courage to ask you out on a date he almost collapses in happiness when you say yes. 

Everything is planned out to perfection- he secretly wants to show off for you but also keep things ~intimate~ 

He tries his best not to be mushy around you but it doesn’t always work out

Enedina never lets him hear the end of it- especially when she  noticed the look ‘Min always gives you when you’re not looking

Just pure heart eyes

You can’t fight me on this -Benjamin is a protective asf

Unlike Ramon he doesn’t want you to have to protect yourself- he has men who’s job it is to watch your six… and your twelve.. And all the other numbers on the clock. At ALL times when hes not around. 

‘No quiero que te pase nada… te amo.’ 

Ergo he has to know your every move. But it’s because he cares. 

All he wants is to keep you safe. 

You’re the one he wants to settle down with, to have kids with.. Brb crying 

Just imagine him coming home after a long day, settling on the couch, you're just rubbing his shoulders helping him to relax- feeling the tension just melt away. 

Benjamin stresses when things don’t immediately go to plan but the second he sees you his worries melt away. 

At your slightest touch he’s just putty in your hands. Grumpiness and stress gone. 

He likes to keep his business side and his private side totally separate. Yeah partly to protect you but-

You’re just so innocent to him and he can’t have you involved in what he does

You’re more important to him- he doesn’t want to be thinking about business with you

He doesn’t want you to see that side of him - who he deals with… HOW they’re dealt with .

But you love to break the rules.. Coming to see him when he's in his office. It annoys him of course, so he finds a way to scold you ;)

Benjamin loves PDA- though not around his men or employees….or Ramon. 

The forehead kisses, the eskimo kisses, the hand HoLdInG

I just had a thought- curled up on the couch, your head on his chest. Just relaxing. Ugh my heart.

He likes to keep things private and intimate so an at home dinner (made by the chef) and either moonlit swim or a movie after

You didn’t hear this from me but there’s nothing Benajmin Arellano Felix loves more than a chill day by the pool

Just both of you chilling, sunbathing, reading,drinking and talking. It is just heaven to him. WIth you he feels like he hasn’t got a care in the world. 

Don’t get me wrong- he’ll take any excuse to show you off. 

We all know he’s not one for heavy partying or nightclubs but when there’s a dinner party…. Or Miguel invites the two of you to something Benjamin can’t contain his excitement. 

You both will be all dressed up- he’ll sit back and watch you do your hair and make-up. Like Picasso at work. He’s enthralled. 

Neary making you both late. 

He introduces you to EvErYoNe possible. El esta muy orgulloso de ti 

‘Mira, ella es la dama de Tijuana’ Making you blush every time.

He’s like peacock only he has to show you off not himself. -He always wonders how e was able to land you so you have to remind him all the time 

He has a couple different pet names for you too- como ‘mi renia’ or ‘mi vida’ depending on the company and how well they know you both. 

He always has his hand entwined with yours- on walks, at parties,  literally as he’s walking around the house. 

He prefers to keep gifts and gestures quite simple- something small that means something to him and you. 

Like movie tickets or a photo frame. 

Benjamin also gives you flowers everyday- your favourites. He leaves them on his side of the bed every morning before you wake up, as he’s about to leave. He runs his hand down your hair and just looks at you with heart eyes and CrYiNg now. 

You just fit right in with the craziness that is the Arellano Felix family. Enedina adores you hands down- you guys are like sisters 

It's just another thing that ‘Min loves about you. 

It can be agreed that you and Benjamin fall asleep holding each other.  Just the warmth of the two of you keeping the other comfortable. It’s a way that Benjamin knows that you’re safe -I - He also snores- it annoys you but it’s okay you love him

Just imagine Benjamin with y’alls kids- I’m going to save that for another day. 

In short what can I say, its a relationship full of love, intimacy and respect. 

Tu eres un fuego que estalló en su vida. 

And he loves you every single day for it.

I just- I can’t with soft Benjamin. 

[mmasalva]

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[senoramadofuentes]

Amado Ch.1

In NO WAY am I romanticizing the actual Amado Carillo Fuentes, this is all based on the Netflix Character played by Jose Maria Yazpik.  

Minors DNI!

The story starts right before Felix got arrested by the DEA.

“Ready?” Valeria your bestfriend of years asks you. 

You give yourself a once over “Si!” you take a deep breath as you walk towards the door. Valeria, your best friend, was more than ecstatic for this birthday party. You not so much. Months ago when she mentioned that she was dating Vicente, Amado’s brother, you had to fake being excited not wanting her to go back to Vicente telling him about your hesitation. You didn’t want her trigger happy boyfriend to have a target on you. When Vicente introduced you to Amado, you were nervous. Amado had made himself a legend, you had kept a good cover 5 years after your divorce from your ex husband. Not wanting any attention from the PRI or from the notorious Narcos, especially the ones in the Plaza.  

You join in on the singing as you think about your recent date with Amado, you smile to yourself. He was funny and seemed genuine but again this is Amado, one of the most notorious drug traffickers in Mexico let alone the world. You were very doubtful to say the least, this man had his pick of women, had more money than he can ever spend in a lifetime. And most of all had the means and power to get rid of whomever he pleased. But that wasn’t for you to worry about because this was his birthday you were going to celebrate. “Welcome!” The valets says to you and Valeria as he opens the door for you. 

“Gracias!” you thank him stepping out waiting for Valeria to round the car to you. 

“WOW Y/N!” She calls to you as you were both taking in the lights, the music, the luxurious attires! As you enter the club a door man greeted you “los regalos van en esta sala (the gifts go in this room)” 

You both place your gifts in the room and leave. You quickly make it to the bar and get some free drinks. 

“Do you like it?” You ask Valeria 

“Si!” She responds

You nod in agreement, “Where is Vici?”  You ask using her nickname for him

“Uh I don’t know.” She looks around 

“AH! VALERIA” someone calls to her from behind and you both turn to look at who it was “Pepe!” Pepe was one of the sicarios under Vicente

“¡Hola Valeria!” he greets giving her a half hug “Hola! Y/N!” he greets you the same 

“¿Dónde está Vicente?” Valeria asks 

“He’s in the backroom where all the narcos are” He points towards a door 

“Gracias Pepe, where's your girlfriend?” She asks 

“Ah! No tengo novia Vali” 

“Aww” she pouts “next time, come to me for tips” He smiles at her offer “Y/N Lets go see our men” 

Pepe put his hands up to stop you two “Hold on, he asked me to tell you to wait, they are having a meeting” 

You tilt your head back in acknowledgement “Ah gracias Pepe” 

He smiled taking a sip of his drink before taking in your outfits “you look very beautiful tonight” 

“Pepe eres una encantadora (pepe you are a charmer)”  you tease. He blushed and waved you off before walking away. 

An hour passed of you both walking around and making light conversation with other people in the club. Pepe soon found you two and said that Vicente was asking for Valeria which meant you too had to go. There was commotion by the entry way because a lot of women were entering and leaving, you both waited around a little and let the commotion die down. Actually you had to convince Valeria to calm down because she wanted to shoulder her way through. When you two finally made your way through the door, you encountered a room filled with men sitting on couches which looked like a conversation pit with drinks on tables, ash trays, mixed nuts, in the middle and many of the narco affiliated members sitting around ogling the women. A flash brings you back and you see a camera man taking pictures of Amado with women on his left and right side. It seems like you and Valeria were late to the party because not as many women were coming and leaving a few of them ran past you on your left and begged for a picture with Amado who obliged and ran back out thanking him. 

“Ah Vali!”  Vicente calls with his arm stretched out to her 

Somehow some way you and Valeria split up and now you were both walking up to the main focus of the room which was where Amado sat on a throne like chair. You’re so nervous but you swallow it down and strut your way towards him. You hate that the room gets more silent as you make your way closer to Amado. You glance at Valeria who is also in her supermodel walk towards Vicente, you smile at each other and continue your strides towards Amado. 

“Hola mi amor!” Vicente finally greets with her in his arms 

“Vici! Te Extrane ( I missed you)” 

“Y/N” Amado calls to you with open arms

You smile at him “Hola Amado” 

“Usted Vino (You came)”  

“Si!, me pediste que (Yes, You asked me to)” 

He smiles down at you and embraces you 

“Feliz cumpleaños Amado Carillo Fuentes.”  You whisper before giving him a light kiss at the base of his ear which causes him to grip your waist tighter while he inhaled the scent of your perfume 

“Amado! Mi Cunado (my brother in law)” this makes you two separate ways as it seemed you two were in your own world “VALI!!!!” He smiles hugging her back 

“These are my friends/ business associates” He says as he introduces you and Vali.

“Hola” you wave greeting the men in the room “nice to meet you all” 

A few raise their glasses a few say the same back to you “mucho gusto” 

You smile and look around the room before making your way to greet Vicente, uncomfortable from the looks around the room. These men were undressing you and Valeria. 

“Señoras una foto con el cumpleañero (Ladies, a picture with the birthday boy!)” 

You both smile and lean into Amado “Gracias,” Valeria links arms with you and looks back at Amado “we’ll be back”  He scrunches his face “Where are you going?”  

“To get a drink”  she smiles  “don’t worry we will be back” she reassures him 

She leans into you and whispers “We need to get out of here!” You smile at her and walk out the room. When you step out of the room you can hear cheering you both fight the urge to look back and make head straight to the bar

“Those men” she says as she holds a look of disgust. You nod mimicking her facial expressions “Don’t like how they were looking at us!” It’s not like you and Valeria were modest with your clothing, this was a birthday party after all. You wore a wine colored version of this while Valeria wore this both of you were curvaceous and all the dresses did was highlight those curves.

“Undressing us with their eyes, EW! Vicente should have said something” She complains

“Like? He’s not a boss yet Valeria” you try to reason with her 

She sighed and shivered/shrugged off her feeling of disgust, when the feeling dissipates she looks at you with a smirk on her face “But in other news did you see how Amado was looking at you?” “No” you fib, trying to stop from blushing 

“You should have seen it I think that’s why the room got quiet” she takes a step back and motions to all of you “he was taking you all in” 

You smile and wave her off “Amado is a man that can have any woman he wants why would he be interested in me” 

“You are a woman can have any man she wants” You roll your eyes “I’m serious!” No one else wanted you to have a romantic life more than Valeria 

“Okay okay” you giggle pulling her in 

You both look back at the room. A few high fives and a round of cheering

You roll your eyes “I’m not going back in there” 

“You couldn’t make me” she adds 

While in the room as soon as you two had left the attention was on Amado

“¿Quién es ella? (Who is she?)” Felix asks “Mi amiga” Amado shrugged taking a sip of his drink 

“Amiga? Con el aspecto que tenía, no es amiga (Friend?, With the way it looked, she’s no friend)” 

“Ella es tu novia (She’s your girlfriend)” Vicente teased

“Ah es eso cierto? (Is this true?)”  “No we're just friends” Amado insists as he keeps up his chill composure 

Felix held a sly smirk “you wouldn’t care if I talked to your ‘friend’ would you?”  

Amado reclined in his chair, and smiled “No, pero ya tienes una esposa, ¿cuántas mujeres quieres? (No but, you already have a wife, how many women do you want?)” 

“Todas Ellas! (all of them)” Felix shouted Laughter erupted in the room and high fives were passed around the room. It’s not that Amado didn’t want you to be his, it's just that you were a little too reserved, maybe standoffish, and he didn’t know if he liked that. He was used to women being like Sofia wanting to be around him all the time and begging for his attention. You did none of those things and he was still deciding if he liked that or not. He did find you attractive and talks of the other men within the Plazas wanting to take their chance with you made him jealous although he didn't know why because he still couldn’t decide if you were what he wanted.

Unbeknownst to you and Valeria the party in the backroom moved to the main space and when you saw Felix walk up to a group of women next to you and speak, you and Valeria both looked at each other. If there was one thing you both agreed on, Felix was the main person to avoid. After Vicente told you about how he treated his second wife, and now his new woman was at home pregnant while he tried to make his way into some new pussy. The man was the typical womanizer. 

If you left immediately he would know it was him so you both talk about other things, like the  outfits, shoes, hair on other people. When he turns to look at who called his name you take that as your que to leave and you both make your way to the opposite side of the room where Vicente was and actually this would be the rare occasion you would be glad to be around Vicente. 

You are deep into the conversation that you don’t realize Amado is right next to you. When he grabs your hand you go to yank it back only to see him, you let him place it on his shoulder and pull you in as you finish the conversation with some other guys. 

“Que pasa?” You ask him now looking up at him. As he stood nearly a foot taller than you. 

“¿Vienes a mi cumpleaños y no pasas tiempo conmigo? (You come to my birthday and don't spend time with me? )” he tries to hide that playful smirk

You smile looking up at him and rub your hand on his beard. “No veo que estés enfadado por las otras mujeres que has invitado. (I don't see you angry about the other women you've invited.)” 

He grabs your hand and kisses your palm “Porque no me importan (because I don’t care about them)” 

“Only me? Am I that important?” you ask He points as he speaks “Mira alrededor de la habitación y ve cuántas mujeres están celosas de ti ahora mismo. (Look around the room and see how many women are jealous of you right now)”  

You follow his movements and there are daggers being thrown your way. You weren’t into the spotlight, even though Amado was one of the private narcos, he still is a man many women wanted.  You blush and remove your hand from his shoulder. “I’m not special” Matter of fact, you knew you weren’t because you had watched him flirting with another woman or so you thought.

He pulled you in by the waist “Para mí lo eres y eso es lo único que debería importar. (To me you are, and that 's all that should matter.)” 

You blush again hiding your face in his neck as he swayed you both to the music “estas sonrojado? (are you blushing?)”  he teased “Ay!” You complain trying to take a step back from him 

He chuckles not letting you out of his grip as he pulls you back into him “I’m sorry, I’m Sorry! I won’t mention it”  a brief silence between you two “incluso si es linda (even if it’s cute)” 

“Amado!”  You try to fake upset as you laugh. He joins in and leans down towards your ear and starts singing to the song the dj is playing. He loved the way you smelled, a mixture of coconut and something sweet. Different from the rest who tended to douse themselves with perfume, you required close contact for someone to smell you and he liked that.  He also loved the way your skin felt under his finger tips. How you seemed to be a perfect mold for his arms. “estás muy guapa esta noche (you are very beautiful tonight)” 

“So it 's only tonight that you think I'm beautiful?” you teased 

“Noooo, creo que eres más hermosa cada vez que nos encontramos. ( No, I think you are more beautiful every time we meet)” 

You smiled and looked up at him. You gently rub your hand on his bearded cheeks “Gracias Amado.” 

“¡Oye! ¡Tortolitos!  Amado, tienes invitados sorpresa (Hey! Lovebirds! Amado you have surprise guests!)” Ramon calls to get your attention

You take a step back and look towards the direction Ramon was pointing “You better get going” “Don’t leave without saying bye” 

“I won’t”  you smile as he lingers his grip on your hand until he finally has to let go 

“Ella no es mi novia ( she’s not my girlfriend)”  Benjamin mocked playfully 

“Ah Cabron” 

The men laughed as they walked towards the group of strippers that just arrived.

A lot of eyes roll from the women as you look around the room and you just laugh to yourself. If they only knew how much you hated this attention. 

You can’t seem to make your way back to Amado by the end of the night. Majority of the Narcos had left by then but you were still there because Vicente and Valeria or Vi y Va  were still around probably having sex in the back room because now you couldn’t find her. You figure you’ll ask for forgiveness later from Amado and ask for the valet to bring your car. Valeria was most likely going to go to Vicentes house. You were hoping to make a quick getaway but when the 4th person got their car before yours you start to complain 

“¿Dónde está mi coche? (Where is my car?)” you ask now irritated  

He grimaces not wanting to admit “Ma'am, the boss told me not to give you the keys”

Just as you were about to start an onslaught of insults you feel yourself being pulled back and when you look up its Amado. “Relajarse, tranquillo nena” 

“¡Amado!” You turn to face him “¡Quiero irme a casa, es tarde! (Amado, I want to go home it is late!)” 

He pulls you in closer and  kisses your cheek “Pasa la noche conmigo. (Spend the night with me)” 

“¿Por qué?” “Porque, nunca pude pasar el tiempo que quería contigo. (Because I never got to spend the time I wanted to with you.)”

You can’t help but feel this was his scheme to get his dick wet “¿y si no quiero tener relaciones sexo? (what if I don't want to have sex?)” 

He can’t help the clicking of his tongue; it slipped before he could control it, blame it on the liquor. He shrugged to play it off “So we don’t” 

You take a step back to look at him still not convinced. He grabs your hand and places it on his chest “Te prometo que no tenemos que hacer nada más que hablar. (I promise we don't have to do anything but talk.)” Amado will admit to a lot of things, is he a liar? Yes, Scammer? Yes, A thief? Maybe, A dangerous man? He can be if necessary, but one thing he never needed to do was scheme or play games to get pussy. He wasn’t that man, when it came to relationships he simply wasn’t like the other men that he surrounded himself with. 

You look around the very sparse club. You knew you weren’t going to get your car back, but you also didn’t want anyone to think you were some easy lay just because Amado asked you to go home with him. It was easy to say no to Amado in public, but in private for a man who ordered hits? Who was almost as powerful as Felix? Were you really safe? 

“Has estado bebiendo, (you have been drinking)” He comments bringing your focus back to him as he moves the hair from your face. 

You feel offended and scoff “¡Tu Tambien! (You too)” 

“Sí, lo sé, pero no es seguro que conduzcas tan tarde. (Yes I know, but it is not safe for you to drive this late)” 

You adjust the bust of the dress once more “Este vestido es incómodo. (This dress is uncomfortable)” you complain as the shapely dress was now digging into places that you simply couldn’t ignore anymore.

He smiles at you “you can wear my pajamas” He offers 

You offer a tight lip smile and nod 

“¿Es eso un sí? (Is that a yes?)” 

“Si” you grin

“Get my car!”  he screams as the valets scurry away “Vicente! Donde esta Vicente?” “No sé padrón” one of the sicarios responds 

“VICENTE!” he screams louder still no response. He sees his car and grabs your hand. “¡Ustedes dos conmigo, díganle que me fui a casa! (you two with me, Tell him I went home!)” he turned to look at the other sicarios “asegúrate de que él y Vali lleguen a casa sanos (make sure he and Vali get home safe) “ 

“Si padron!” 

He lifts his hand “Buenas noches!” 

“Buenas noches” you say softly as you get in the car. Amado’s hand rubs your back softly as you make it to his house. When you arrive at his home (A/N: just pretend that the apartment/hotel /building behind didn’t exist then) Amado helps you out of the car as one of the helpers opens the door. “Buenas noches padrón y señora  (Good evening boss and madam) “ 

He lets you step in first. You look around before finally facing him “Mi casa es su casa” he grins at you 

“Gracias” 

“¿Quieres algo de beber? (do you want something to drink?)” 

“Agua” 

He nods and returned with a glass of water

“Gracias”  When sees you adjust once again he rushes to an adjacent room and grabs a set of black pajamas and house slippers. He shows you the bathroom before he too disperses to his room to change. You put your hair in a bun tired of it touching your neck and shoulders. 

When he comes down the steps he asks “are you comfortable?” You nod “Si gracias”

“¿Quieres un recorrido por mi casa? (Do you want a tour of my house?)” 

You stand on your feet and grab his hand.  At some point you fade away still not believing you were in Amado Carrillo Fuentes home. The tour ended in his room, he offered to move the conversation back to the living room but you honestly just wanted to lay down. You drank too much, your body just wanted to lay down. Amado turned off the lights except the two lamps by his bed. He sits leaning against the headboard as you sit facing him hugging your knees to your chest. 

“My car!”  you all of a sudden remember while talking to Amado 

He chuckles “su coche será traído aquí por uno de los hombres (your car will be brought here by one of the men)” 

Oh you place your hand on your chest relieved  “Thanks, I can't believe I forgot my car. I worked hard for that!” 

Amado chuckles again and reaches over to move your bang behind your ear. You blush and grab his hand and lean into it. You start to think that your hesitation to come to his home wasn’t about him but more for you! As much as you tried to deny it Amado made you feel giddy and special, a feeling you weren’t used to. 

“Que? Dime! (What? Tell me)”  he insists as he sees you blushing once more

You shake your head not wanting to reveal your crush on him and ask him about being a pilot instead, because you were generally curious. He smiles and reclines a little, pulling you closer to lean  against his chest.   This is what Amado liked about you, there was no what is the most cocaine you’ve flown? Which place has been the most dangerous? What is the most money you’ve flown? Have you been in shootouts? What’s the name of your gun? What’s the most you’ve spent in a day? No rush to paint a picture of Bonnie and Clyde situation between you two.  In fact you never asked anything about his “occupation” all of your questions had to do with just him. He wasn’t used to talking about himself so that brought some unfamiliar feelings but nonetheless you weren’t pushy for information and respected when he didn’t wish to answer.

At some point the mood in the room changed from friendly to intimate. 

He is busy rubbing your cheek when he says “Gracias por tu regalo (thanks for your gift)” You smile “You are welcome, dear. Do you like it?” 

“Oh, no lo he abierto. Vali me dijo que me tienes un regalo ( Oh, I haven't opened it. Vali told me you have a present for me)” 

You roll your eyes “She ruined my surprise!” you complain while snickering 

“Una sonrisa tan bonita (such a beautiful smile)” he compliments as he moves his hand to rub your chin 

You blush again 

“Que? Dime carino.” he insists 

You adjust and lean in closer to him and take in all his features, 

“Sé que no has conocido a un hombre tan hermoso como yo. (I know you have never met a man as beautiful as I am)”  he jokes. This causes you to laugh, dropping your head on his shoulder. 

“Eres muy guapo El Señor de Los Cielos.” 

He chuckles and rubs your back. When you raise back up he focuses his attention on your lips only briefly looking up into your eyes then back to your lips. 

You move closer, close enough for him to now smell the liquor on your breath “Que quieres? (what do you want?)” 

He smiles “Un besito o dos o tres o cua.. (A little kiss or two or three or fou..)” Before he can finish you lean in and give him a few pecks, pulling away and leaning up to kiss his forehead and down the bridge of his nose before returning to his lips this time deepening the kiss into a slow meaningful kiss your mouths doing the job of sharing emotions kept hidden. When you pull away for good, you both give each other butterfly kisses softly giggling/chuckling with each other.  The hand that had found its way towards the base of your neck was now caressing your back and his other hand gently caressing the outline of your face. 

He leans in for a peck and you happily lean in “Y tu? Que quieres?” He asks you “Tu (you)”  you answer without a second thought, even too fast for yourself but, what’s the worst that could happen? 

“Yo?” He asks seeking clarification  

“¡Si! ¡Tu! (Yes! You!)” 

He’s still confused and the way his brows knit together is so cute to you right now. “No entiendo, ¿a que te refieres? (I don't understand, what do you mean?)” 

You smile and give him another peck “Solo te quiero a ti. Ni tu dinero ni tu poder ni tu estatus. Solo tu. Solo Amado.(I just want you. Not your money or your power or your status. Just you. Just Amado)”  you left him speechless. “Pero deberías pensarlo (but you should think about it)” 

You laid down on his chest as Amado looked up at the ceiling not sure how to respond to such a request. You could have asked for anything a million dollars he could give it to you no problem. A new car is no problem. A plane? No problem. Hell, even drugs are no problem. But just him? What kind of request was that? He is brought back to the present when you say you are getting sleepy and wish him a good night before laying down next to him. Amado turned to face you, still stunned but not enough to remove the hair that fell on your face. 

Amado Ch. 2

Author’s note: I know it’s very long. I didn’t want it to be but there’s so much I want to write, I had to make the first chapter heavy. I know there’s a lot of Spanish translated to English, it didn’t seem right to only write in Spanish so if you don’t mind I will keep it as is. Anyways tell me what you think. 

[rexsjaigeyes]

ivy’s narcos: mexico master list

Updated 12/10/20

*** means NSFW, strike through means WIP

Miguel Ángel Félix Gallardo:

One-shots:

Te Odio, Te Amo***

Wearing Only This***

Headcanons:

What he’s like in bed***

NSFW Alphabet***

Threesomes***

Drunk Félix***

Multiple Character HCs:

Playing With Their Hair***

Calling Them Sir/Boss/Agent In Bed***

[pachitoherrera]

serenity // anyone

The world is dipped into a shade of blue as the birds start stirring and waking up, a sense of tranquillity like no other residing in this time of the day. The soles of your naked feet are pressed into the earth, goosebumps arising from the morning dew that is shimmering on the grass and turning the wide landscape in front of you into a Claude Monet painting. You slowly breathe in, letting the chilling air fill your lungs, eyes now closed to focus solely on the sounds of nature coming to life around you. A perfect picture of serenity, shielding the outside world from the storm that is raging inside of you. Anxiety, terror, worry, all building up to a wave that is threatening to drown you, displaying themselves as the dark shadows under your eyes.

You have heard the news, rumours, about a shooting at the very place he told you he would be at. Nobody has talked to you yet, no phone call from him that he is alright, nor from his associates that he isn’t. A good and bad sign at the same time. But you decide that hope dies last. In a life like this, holding on to hope equals keeping your will to live, because once you start imagining the worst, you realize that every situation you find yourself in could lead to the ultimate outcome of death. But you knew that when you signed up for this. You weren’t dragged into this life like some, you did have alternatives, unlike others. No, you did not fall in this life, you deliberately decided to walk into it, you decided to walk into love with him. Carefully taking one step after another, more than once asking yourself whether you took the right path at the fork, knowing very well that this one would be shorter than the other. But with every decision you made, you let yourself wrap around his finger a little more, gave another piece of your heart to him. Until he owned it in full, and with it, every fibre of your body. 

It is killing you, slowly, unnoticeably. The constant fear for his life, not yours. He is tough, and smart, he always knows what he is doing and is the one to shoot first. Yet death makes no exceptions, not for saints, and for sinners even less. And he is a sinner, a bad person. But when he holds your hand and pulls you onto his lap, when he looks into your eyes and whispers into your ear, when he hugs you with strong arms that want to shield you from his bad world, you don’t care about morals, about labels, about good or bad. All you care about is him, and how you would die without him. 

You hear steps behind you, quietly approaching on the grass, but you don’t turn around. Your eyes now opened, focusing on the horizon and the sun that is slowly appearing behind it. One part of your mind is desperately trying to turn around and face the revelation, the other part, fearful of what you might encounter, having the upper hand and keeping you frozen. What in reality are only a few seconds, feel to you like an eternity in which you try to brace yourself for every possible outcome, your heart pounding rapidly so that you can almost feel it in your throat. 

The relief strucks you like lightning when a hand is placed on your shoulder, gently, like holding a porcelain figure. You can recognize him by touch alone at first, then by his scent, and at last when his hands wrap around your waist and his head find its favourite spot in the crook of your neck, placing a soft kiss on your skin. You want to turn around but your feet don’t listen, instead your body starts shaking, tears silently streaming down your face. It is his arms that make you turn around and he cups your chin into his hands, forcing you to look at him. “What is wrong, cariño?” But you can’t answer, for the way his otherwise carefully combed hair falls into his face that shows traces of blood make your heart break. You place your hands on his and bring them to your lips, whispering against them. “I was so afraid I had lost you.” His hand wander to your neck, pulling you into a kiss that makes your knees weak and for the moment, makes you forget everything around you. “I will never leave you”, he finally says when he breaks the kiss to rest his forehead against yours. “And I will never let anyone tear us apart.” You let his arms hold you in a way says ‘it’s only you and me’, let yourself melt under his touch and breathe in his scent, knowing very well that one day, it will be gone. 

[narcosmx]

make up sex with benjamin arellano-felix woud include...

author's note: oh it's the dad shorts for me. this was an old request i started while i was waiting for new ones but lets fuckin do it

so i really imagine benjamin doing literally everything and anything to avoid fighting with you

you're the only sense of calm and stability in his fucking life plus you suck his dick this man is not stupid he's going to keep you happy

b ut especially the 3rd season you see benjmain under a fuck ton of stress

so that chips away at his patience all of which he reserves for you

and i just okay he's having one of his crazy fucking days; things are going wrong, more and more money needs to be spent, ramon probably fucked something up, the sinaloenses are simply existing within a 300 mile radius of him, barron is drinkng water on company time lol

so he's in the house, just silently stewing in his big chair lol and that's when you come in

i'm imagining you coming back from shopping; it can be clothes shopping and you're excited to show him what you got him or like grocery shopping and chirping about what you're making for dinner or like showing him that mangos are back in season and you picked him up some because you know how much he loves it

you just filling the house with your happy voice and benjamin just snaps

it's not a big show like ramon would do, but that may make it sting even more

"shingado , puedo tener un segundo de silencio en mi propia puta casa"

and see now this could go one of two ways and it depends on the kind of person you are

there could be an immediate flight/freeze reaction right, shutting up automatically, benjamin turning around to look at you and being like F U C K

you just shaking your head, leaving the shit on the table and being like "sabes que, 'sta bien. puedes tener todo el silencio que quieres mi amor" and you just fucking turn on your heel and leave whether it be because you don't want to deal with him right now or because you know that he needs space and to stew in his guilt

or it can go into straight up fight more right like " a mi no se habla asi, no soy uno de tus pinche brutos en nuestra casa me vas a respetar hijo de la chingada"

i'm literally shouting could you imagine and benjamin is standing up and you fucking square his ass up, standing these with crossed arms like who the actUAL FUCK do you think you're talking to

could you imagine fucking storming off and telling enedina about what the fuck he just said

the absolute hell fire that he would have to pay when dina chews his fucking ass out for this. could you imagine

"ahora si lo cagaste, pendejo. y quien te crees hablandole asi a tu mujer... "

anyways whatever you choose i see you fucking leaving the situation whether it be cussing or icing him out

you coming back i can just imagine you fuming being ready to be like bitch get the fuck out of here you're not pushing me out of my house

and you coming back and benjamin is pacing back and forth in the living room wringing his hands together

"mi vida... mi vida perdoname" i just benjamin a little glossy eyes, hesitant to touch you without permission

i'm just this bitch is ready to get on his knees and shamelessly beg you to forgive him

you offering your hand to him cautiously and he's automatically taking it and kissing your hand

"you are my entire life, mi amor" meekly trying to pull you closer "im sorry that i lost sight of that today" whispering

i just "s h ow me how sorry you are" a H H H

him being a little confused at first an d you just doubling down i'm dead "if you're so sorry then show me, que soy la reina"

i just benjamin is so slow in processing this, he's like do i need to give you money???? what do you want....

and then he's like oHhHHHH

and you're like yeah dipshit

i just i'm RUSTY OKAY LET'S GET BACK IN THIS NSFW MODE

okay idek how to start this but i have this image of like benjamin eating you out and he's coming up looking at you with these puppy eyes and gonna say something

an d you just shove his head back down i mean gently but you're pushing him back down against you

FUCKER not even fighting, gets even more into it because he knows you don't want to hear him blubber about how sorry or how much he loves you

and this bitch aint no quitter, i think benjamin goes for a lot more of the sucking, vibrations, suckling, light biting as opposed to like straight licking or tongue fucking (feel like that's more mon's thing you know"

this man will not be satisfied until you've cum at least i'm going to say 2-3 times i mean

i'm just imagining him cleaning you up completely each time, kissing along your thighs while you catch your breath...

min likes leaving marks only he will be able to see, so inside of thigh bite marks are chefs kisses

won't even think about getting on top of you until you're like pulling him on to you

and as i've always said, benjamin has studied your body... he knows exactly how you like his strokes, exactly how you like the way he sucks on your nipple or like the way he grips onto your hips when he's hitting the spot

i just he's nt satisfied until your eyes are rolling into the back of your head

i just when benjamin has sex i swear the last thing he worries about is getting himself off

he knows the second he lets himself focus on how good you feel around him he's going to finish

i just benjamin is not satisfied until you're literally a shaking mess and he gets to lay next to you and hold you and sh sh sh you as he pets your hair

nuzzling into his chest and i just "mm si me das asi de duro mañana, i´ll think about forgiving you

i just exasperated laugh benjamin :(

[thesolotomyhan]

a/n: ahora si como chingados no- yes it is my very own familiar clown shoes squeaking as i emerge through the tumblr doors once more,, so sorry for the sudden disappearance but aqui estoy mis amorcitos with yet another bs rambling of some of our fav men that im sliding across the table to the small handful of you guys that are still here,, so please love me- enjoy! 

warnings: nsfw!  -some are heavily nsfw others are not,, i was really just rolling the ball here with no directions/plans lol so yehh + i….. was too lazy not in the mood to edit so sorry on that part mis bebes

benjamin:

mi precioso hombre,, i have forever had a soft spot for him since s1 and i just cant even begin to explain it as many of you know if youve been around for that long but anyways i want to talk about something for him and i wish to share those thoughts with you guys so here we go,,, ive said it before and im going to repeat it again,, he is so vanilla, the most vanilla fucking man here besides like güero so i just fucking know,, something that he’s never thought of in the intimate aspect of your relationship will make this man blush like crazy because i feel like he wont ever pressure you or even think of something crazy when he initiates the intimacy,,but if you ever wanted to do/try something youre going to have to be the one to start it off first to get him going and:)) if he ends up enjoying it :))) which most of the time he does:)) he will not fucking :) hesitate to take things into his own hands :) and initiate it for you later on down the road:))) so really in the end you just have to break the thin ice first for him first to keep doing it :)) and you want to know what i had in mind after i have stated and laid my case down?? you wearing lingerie for this enamorado hombre - now i know its not such a big thing.surprise but it is for me mfs,, but please,, can you just imagine for a moment with me him never having the thought of you, his mujer wearing such clothing ?? like this mf already finds you the most drop dead-gorgeous dama in his eyes with whatever you wear and look like,, so even the idea of him seeing you in lingerie hasnt crossed his mind once since he never realized why he would buy such fabric when you already look extravagant,, so the fucking day it happened,, the day you wouldve bought lingerie on your own account and planned to surprise him,, would be the day he could feel his heart fucking falter for a solid minute when he looks at you wearing it after you reveal it to him,, , like his thoughts stopping all at once, suddenly his hands feel too clammy and for him it starts to feel like the rooms temperature just raised for no reason other than to have him swallow thickly and sit up straighter from where hes at,, his eyes solely trained on you and the way you would be looking like un pinshe reina del mundo wearing lingerie,, all of his thoughts diminishing right on the spot he cant form any words to even compliment you its like benjamin.exe has stopped fucking working, hes suddenly shy because hes such at a total loss of words and he thinks hes acting like a menso for not even saying a slight word of his happy reaction,,, and yet his eyes cant help but roam every part of you like youre some piece of art to him hes studying in that exact moment and wow he would be just so shook to his core that he’s just frozen in place but looking at you with so much adoration and surprise that you would do this for him- and just the way you would saunter up to him, your hands coming up to wrap around his shoulders,, your legs going to either side of him straddling him,, his own hands naturally coming up to hold your hips,, his soft and innocent eyes staring up at your face as he just sits there wonderstruck, his voice coming out in a short and hoarse whisper you almost miss it if the room wasnt so quite like “que es esto, mi amor? porque- ” his hesitant hands caressing the fabric covering your most intimate areas,, the words in his mouth just dying without ever coming out when he sets his eyes onto your body up close to him, and just letting you bring your lips down onto his, you smiling into his lips when you hear the happy and content sigh he lets out,, him feeling the way your hands would come to his chest and gently push him down to have him fully relaxed under you and you bringing your lips over to his ear going “dejame ayudarte relajar benjamin” letting one of your hands travel down to begin unbuckling his pants,, the smirk on your face growing when your hear the way his breath hitches as he takes a deep breath and wow so sorry i can t  ill just leave this for interpretation,,,, , unless jkjk ok bye for now

rafa:

si es cierto,, i had the sudden call of love for mi toxico loco today and for the topic in question for him,,,  i want to go over the idea of him having a thing for seeing you wear the gifts/things he would buy for you alright,,, and first before we get into it, i want to establish that i would imagine this might  be this mans love language too because for him there just isnt enough words or even gestures to express to you how much he actually adores you so to top off his words he would love to spoil you with these expensive ass gifts like jewelry or even like clothing ya know?? and just getting to see the way your smile would come to match his will forever have this man on cloud 9 in love with you,, so from there i can just see his progression of gift giving becoming his love language to you to express what words cant for him and even if you tell him over and over again you dont need another pair of earrings or yet another trip to somewhere nice he cant help but want to do those things for you because he downright wants to do them to spoil you and express his pinshe amor entero for you and wow but back to where we were,,  i am just thinking about the idea of him having you on top of him,, the two of you fully undressed expect for this boujee ass necklace thats sitting prettily on your chest after he gifted it to you that day, bouncing along with you while you would be moving your hips to slick repeatedly on top of him,, your arms would be around his neck to give yourself stability,, his own hands would be gripping your hips to slam your hips down onto his wow,, him grunting out while he just watches you crease your eyebrows together,,  moaning his name out, its all youre really focused on other than you trying to keep up with his thrusts,,, him leaning down to kiss along your chest, one of his hands coming to play with one of your breasts just letting his hand wander up over your necklace to the side of your neck and bring your head down towards him,, giving you this smile as the both of you are just breathless and him going “te amo verte asi para mi” i omg,,, and sometimes it doesnt even have to be jewelry like i said previously because could you imagine him also having a thing for seeing you in like these  new heels you bought for you ,,, him just having you laid out beneath him wearing just those,, your legs spread and him holding them open,, him staring down at you struggling to stay still while he pushes into you repeatedly your body sliding up the bed covers but him pulling you down towards him every time,, wow um him tossing one of your legs over his shoulder,, him kissing your calf while he chuckles down at you like “te gusto tu regalo, mi amor” i - excuse me

ramon:

so i may or may not have been stuck on him for a good minute on what area i could focus on him for without it overlapping some,,,,, other things im planning on writing for him so hang in there while i take you on this spontaneous fucking joyride with our beloved ramon because maybe it’s me and my weird ass brain or heh maybe one of you guys can get on board with me but could…..you ……. imagine ….. how hot …… car sex would be with him???? anyone? ill just ramble anyways if you dont mind but god,,, it’s something about it for me that makes me feel like this would be so hot and heavy me entienden? i mean the close proximity thats inbetween you both, that your chests are both essentially always touching or pressing into each others with whatever movement either of you make,,, the way his hands would have to be on your hips yours on his shoulders and both of your eyes on eachother because that’s all what you’re both focused on and nothing else,, the both of you feeling content with the reactions you both get out of eachother in this moment, its what keeps on encouraging you both to keep going and make your movements faster,,,,  the way how the minimal and closed space would be have you both, that it just makes the breathing hotter and heavier by the seconds, and wow so im just over here imagining the way his beard would be harshly rubbing into your soft skin everytime your body bounces up and down repeatedly on top of him,, his fingers cant help but squeeze and grip you a little harder everytime he helps you bring your hips to slam down onto his continuously,, his eyes would be wandering every part of your skin the small space allows him to, just him being mesmerized with the way he watches your eyes roll into the back of your head every time he feels his cock bury itself deeper into your slick heat,, your neck littered with the small bites he left behind,, your breasts bouncing along with the movement of your hips,, your lower stomach grazing against his with the way you would be arching into him,, wow and one of his favorites views would be when he finally lets his eyes land down to where youre both connected,, your tight pussy swallowing him whole,, your slick coating both his cock and thighs as the lewd sounds fill the car up mixing in with your moans of his name, he cant help but groan out your name too and shoot you a quick smirk when he feels your hand thats on his shoulder grip him harder and your other hand thats tangled in his hair tightening when he starts to thrust up into you, his hands moving to hold onto your ass instead, just pushing your body up and down onto him at his own fast pace just so he can watch the way your eyebrows scrunch together even more,, your breaths coming out heavier and the cries leaving your mouth progressively becoming louder as the windows of the car become even more foggier if possible,, him leaning his lips down onto your skin exposed in front of him to litter even more marks onto you,, the vulgar sounds of both of your skins meeting just intoxicating you both even more, and just - the feeling of his beard scratching your soft skin overwhelming you as it mixes in with how deep you feel his cock hit inside of you, his lips never parting away from you and his grip becoming harder and harder with every bounce of your body- all of this just bringing your mind into overdrive feeling all your built up emotions and pleasure about to implode any second if he keeps it going and wow- i am so sorry for providing this fucking flilth out of nowhere

mayo:

ayy mi mayito,, mi esposo y amor de mi pinshe vida entera ,, you already know me so well if you saw this coming once you saw me talking about all these men that  i just had to fucking include my favorite golden man so here we go and this time for him,, im not really going for a specific scenario,, ill just be talking about a general idea i have had fucking lingering in my head for far too long so why not share that today- and to set the scene i just love the idea of the way this mf’s eyes would rake all over you when hes on the phone talking about his business, its the very thing that got me imagining the way he would just fucking love to eye fuck you whenever you push those buttons on him whether its when youre all dressed up when youre heading somewhere with him or if its at home with him and you just so happen to wear something that catches his eye,,, and to just further expand into where i want to head into today,, i most definitely want to talk about you both being at home if you already didnt catch my drift at the beginning of this shit because in my far away imagination,, i just picture you wearing either this nice ass- expensive fuvkingg looking lingerie or just in your normal bra and underwear while wearing one of his shirts in either options because for 1.  you might find it comfortable wearing such things when its just the two of you and your comfortable but 2 you also cannot fucking help but love to see the way this stupid mf would do a double take when he actually sets his eyes on you walking around in just that in front of him like youre not trying to provoke him at all- and i just,, the way i imagine this going is that youre walking around “minding your own business” giving him the best show that you can by sauntering around and having his shirt barely open so he can get a small glimpse of what youre wearing, shooting him this teasing smile when he meets your eyes him having  this warning glint in his eyes because asi te va ir  once hes done on the phone wow like this whole thing even gets him to loose his train of thoughts to whoever was on the other line of the phone when he continues to shift his attention onto you because now all he can focus on is the way your looking at him not showing him enough skin in his eyes and hes just so intoxicated with you he has to use any fucking common sense he still barely has to look away from you for a second to focus back into his conversation but still letting his eyes occasionally wander back to your form y ay no,, i just imagine the way he sits up a little straighter,, manspreading even more than he already is when he watches you get up and start walking over to him it would have him just cutting off whoever was on the other line like “sabes que, mejor te llamo despues para seguir hablando, se me surgio algo” and woWW it is the very way i imagine him looking up at you,, grabbing your hand before you walk past him, giving you that dumbass smirk he does like “que paso mi reina?” just trying to lead you to come stand directly in front of him so he can pull you into him but lightly chuckling when you wont budge, you going “ya acabaste de hablar para que me haces caso?” and i just cant because the way he would have this amused glint in his eyes as he looks at you,, nodding and you just continuing on like “andale pues, que quiero estar arriba de ti hoy-” giving him this full on fucking smirk out of nowhere,, your hand untangling from his so you can bring it up across his arm to his shoulder not giving him a chance to respond back to you as you strut away because i can just imagine the way he lets out a deep breath, his eyes watching you as you saunter away, meeting your eyes when you throw off his shirt and disappear around the corner wow him throwing his head back all frustrated and amused like “puta madre-”,, already moving to get up and follow you with this small laugh - ok wow that is my mf dream with this man so sorry

amado:

Again- AGAIN it’s something about leather jackets and men that make me lose my common brain cells because imagine this with me will you? it’s something about that leather jacket he had on at the end of ep6 in s3 for me because all I could imagine for a solid 5 minutes besides that whole  exquisite scene of the restaurant and boat fire thing with that pinshe cancion,,,  was his jacket,, his black leather fucking jacket would def smell of cologne go ahead and try to say something else because i am going to stand my ground and go down dying and if that doesnt fit your taste,, can i bring you on over to the next display?? because that one jacket he had in s2 ep3 would always give me some sort of feeling,,im not really sure if its the way he would wear it that made me feel some way or if its the way i imagined this following scenario, but to be totally honest it could downright be both so what the hell am i even talking about but just- someone tell me im not the only one ok? Because the reason behind me gushing over his jackets so much brings me to my presentation i am going over today,, because when i think of amados jackets all my brain forcibly rewires itself to think about is the way you would be looking like wearing them with nothing underneath,,, him under you where he has his hands holding onto you by your hips,, the way his eyes just cant focus on either your face or the way your body bounces on top of him with only his jacket covering your small frame because hes constantly moving his attention between both of those things while he groans out at the feeling of your warm walls around him- and just the way he would consistently toss his head back a little when he feels the way you squeeze around him, the way your ass would be snapping against his thighs everytime your hips come down fully onto him, your loud moans sounding like straight up music to his ears as he brings his eyes back onto you - and he just cant fucking help it when you start to say his name, your back arching into him it brings your hot body to press against him,, his jacket being the only slightly cool thing against him as he brings one of his arms to wrap around your waist under the jacket,, your breasts spilling out of his jacket from the movement as he grunts out from that sight alone,, wow- his other hand thats unoccupied coming to play with your nipple as he brings his lips to your exposed neck,, his arm tightening around you as he rams his hips up into you to meet your bounces midway but chuckling into your skin when he feels your body lose all control,, your moans becoming louder as you bring your arms around to hold onto his shoulders,, everything from his touch, to the way his cock would be drilling up into you and the way his jacket would be making you sweat,, making you feel so physically hot  and youre just completely hysterical in your sex driven state,, all you can focus on is his cock sliding and dragging against every part inside of you,, that youre just overwhelmed how good he feels filling you up and wow this is just one of the many ways of imagining you wearing his jackets for me -s0 please anyone else feel me? with his jackets? no ? just me??? ok

kitty:

listEN you would be straight up fucking lying to me if his pool scene,, where he’s shirtless?? with those shoulders and expanse of his back and chest he carries?? HELp me didnt at least give you some sort of feeling because WOW- am i wrong in this area? no and i will not hear any oppositions to this, i just wont - so to really take a turn in things here i will actually not be talking about the way i imagined him fucking you in the pool but rather :)) him :) going down :)))) on you :))) in/by the p o o l :)))) because get this maybe its just a day where you both are in the pool- playing around with eachother,, pasadonse a toda madre with one another- a fun day if you will together or if you dont know how to swim,, maybe a day where he teaches you how :) but either route i can just see it end up somewhere where :) he picks you up from your thighs after playing around with eachother maybe like after splashing each other for shits and giggles ya know :)) but anyways you having your hands push back some of his hair when he lifts you up,, the both of you just letting out these small giggles against your lips,, his hold on you becoming stronger,, him leaning up to kiss you as he slowly moves you both back into one of the walls of the pool just this whole ass makeout session coming out of nowhere, that it has you bringing your hands up to grasp onto his shoulders,, his own hands holding you up by the underside of your thighs as you wrap them around his waist, he cant help but involuntarily move his hips against you,, your small whimpers encouraging him further as he just gets lost in you wow umm- him just proceeding to move his lips down your neck when you pull away to breathe,, your little unfaltering movement of your hips against him has him lightly grunting against you as he forces your body to emerge from the water, and place you on the edge of the pool, his upper body fitting perfectly in between your legs as he quickly moves to take off your panties , one of his hands coming to throw one of your legs over his shoulder as he shoots you a small smirk, his other hand moving your other leg thats not on his shoulder to the side to spread your legs even wider for him,,his lips peppering small kisses up your legs, his eyes never leaving the way your face begins to scrunch up,, your chest rising and falling a bit more rapidly from the anticipation of seeing him in between your legs, and before you can even process anything or say something to him youre cut off by a loud mewl escaping from your lips when you feel him attach his mouth down onto your slit,, your hands coming to quickly grasp onto his hair, his name leaving your mouth like a prayer as you feel his tongue continue to run up and down your folds,, you getting to urge to move your eyes down to him when you watch him hike your dangling leg up even further to have more access to you,, wow his eyes wandering up to yours to bore into you,, his unoccupied hand coming up to play with your breast,, smiling into you when he hears his name and moans slip out of your mouth, him letting the vibrations of his muffled voice rumble into you when he feels your hand in his hair tangle even harder into him,, im sorry but wow the way he would bring his lips up to swirl your swollen and sensitive clit thats just begging to be played with by him as his ears fill up with the noises hes coaxing out of you  i cant do this- him just chuckling into your wet pussy as he watches the way your body tenses up,, the involuntary movement of your hips against his face and tightening of your fingers in his hair setting off something proud in him,, your moans becoming louder with every flick of your clit he does with his tongue,, his fingers coming up to push into you slowly ,, his smile growing even wider as he just looks at you falling apart around his mouth and fingers,, him fucking saying something cocky like “ahorita me vas a mostrar como te enseñé a mover esas hermosas piernas para mi, mi amor” bye im going to go walk the path of shame for this -  

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