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viewing an apartment tmw thats pet friendly, in my price range (kinda), is in a PERFECT location right on the edge of town 15mins from work, on both the bikepath n bus route, within walking distance to several of my friends places, has a huge sunny bedroom + living room + cute tiny kitchen + wood/tile floors. and yeah i started crying n laughing all at the same time i cant explain how excited i am n how long ive been patiently both waiting and preparing to be ready for this moment.
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My sort of future au designs (traced/edited their psychonauts 2 renders for this) :] they are like 13 here
#art#illustration#fanart#psychonauts#psychonauts au#future (teens) au#razputin aquato#raz psychonauts#lili zanotto#lili psychonauts#btw there's a lot of stuff about this au in my head rn so probably you can expect more posts about it. this is all I've got rn though#also. Lili is exploring gender stuff in this (my transmasc Lili headcanon :])#she's still going by she/her at this point but that probably will change#Raz also has gender stuff going on but will not figure any of that out for a while. too focused on psychonauts stuff at the moment#also (again). sometimes I forget what they look like normally and start drifting off from that when I draw them..#Raz has kind of little eyes and they're lower on his face. I always forget that when I draw him..#Lili. your eyes are so big and far apart like a horse. and your head is so wide. stop that#outfits#<- I mean. sort of
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But fr, is he single or no?
Just wanted to draw a lil' moment from a fic called The Half'n'Half Debacle by @doodleimprovement. It's pretty good :]
#Dang. Stan does look like a big ol' nerd when wearing his glasses and dress shirt#Also. kinda forgot a bit too far into drawing this that this was probably not what Stan was wearing. but rn. I'm too tired to change it o(-#my art#Stanley Pines#Stanford Pines#Gravity Falls#Gravity Falls Fanart
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sincaraz : *just breathing, playing tennis*
some random nostalgic guy: *BUT nOVAak, RAFa and rOGER*
#like chill nobody’s taking any thing from them#I love Rafa really but he’s retired and enjoying life rn#pls move on#carlos alcaraz#jannik sinner#sincaraz#big three#sports evolve and change and I think that’s great also stop comparing eras
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One thing I’ve really enjoyed about the Sera romance is that its so at odds with your identity as the Inquisitor. She’s so unabashedly herself in an environment in which you, as the Inquisitor, are constantly asked to shape yourself into something else, often to people who would hate you if not for your status. And her final romance scene is her just asking you to please remain yourself. And the only options are to agree and it’s so sweet in the moment, but how can you be really sure you’re telling the truth?
#dragon age#the valuing of the self vs valuing of what’s going to give the power to create change is a big struggle with my Adaar rn#and sera romance has been making it more messy and I like that#sera#dai
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MY 24/7 COMMISSIONS ARE FINALLY OPEN!!! 🔛 ALWAYS OPEN TO NEW COMMISSIONS, NEVER ENDING QUEUE!!!
this week my boyfriend and i have been faced with a handful of unfortunately timed, high-priced issues that need to be taken care of (car maintenance, new bills, and our cat has conjunctivitis and will be going to the vet for an eye exam and meds later this week) and we are in need of a little more money to get us through all these extra expenses + our currently allotted for groceries and current bills.
if you’d like to commission me, please feel free to dm me here, on discord (@/splatzones), or on bsky (@/romeo.smokes.lol)!!! 📥🌾🐯
#☆ ፧ beach waves#my art#commission post#open commissions#furry commissions#emergency commissions#artists on tumblr#furry art#self ship#yume commissions#i love you mutuals please reblog this 😔#literally rn its like one big time sensitive expense after another. my cars maintence light has been on for 600 miles and im finally able#to afford an oil change just for our cat to start squinting and having his third eyelid exposed and goop coming out of his eye :(#clovers wellbeing is far more important than car service but unfortunately my car’s grace period before i srsly need it serviced is done#so all i can really do is use the entirety of my money for both. not accounting for new house bills and groceries that i need to buy tmrw :(
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Done (heavy quotation marks) with monster Ody @evergreen292 ;)
tbh I couldn’t for the life of me pick a color palette I liked And Render it so I gave up on color. Enjoy the half assery.
Tbh I’ve just been call it Ithacan Naga, but it’s objectively it’s a mix of snake, owl/bird, and human. So 🤷.
Tbh the wings are supposed to be white/gray-brown, cause owls & Hermes, while his scales are supposed to be an oscillating scale from sea green-blue to purple-tinted gray. Uhm. Evidently that sorta didn’t happen but also did. So.
The purple/grayer scales are gonna be more around with the feathers and wings.
Those fin colors are. Too blue and too bright but I love the colors themselves so they’re staying for now.
Uhm. That’s it for now, ig. I’m sorta on a timer rn and I’m tired so <3
The writing bit with this is still in the works (😭)
#Odysseus#epic the musical#Ithacan naga au#guess that’s what we’re calling it#an Ithacan naga would deadass just be an aquatic naga#I think#the feathers and wings are cause he’s Zeus/Hermes’ kin & Athena blessed#tbh the main reason i wanted to color at all is cause I wanted easier differentiation between… everything. and actually draw the scales.#so snakes have this extra (?) bone that connects their skull & jaw which is what lets them extend it. so. ody gets that here.#resting/casual naga ody is like. 7ish ft? anything intimindation or just rising usually reaches 11-12 ft. his full length js 20 ft#naga eyes don’t have any eyelids. it looks very odd on a human (unsettling)#owl eyes don’t really have visible white scelcra#or however you spell it#nor do snakes#unsettling#maybe I’ll caption this later but hhhhh#he’s sorta supposed to be an olive sea snake and fish owl#but fuck colors rn#uhm cause he’s aquatic I suppose he does have to make up with Poseidon… uhm let’s say after everything Seidon picks up a fuss and Athena#argues back n everything and it causes a reallllly big fuss so Zeus (+ others) eventually work smth out that basically amounts to:#Don’t fuckin bother each other (intentionally)#also endgame for naga ody (he can change back and forth dw) is that he gets used to it. he doesn’t advertise it cause he’s sneaky like that#(and after he gets over the self loathing). uhmmm. yeah. It’s great cause NEREID PEN and SEA NAGA ODY#they can go on sea hunts together!!!!#ody CAN fly yes. same logic that lets Hermes fly with 2 small pairs of wings on his ankles and head.#he folds the wings when swimming and the fins fan out underwater. vice versa. his feathers are waterproof.#you can BARELY see the vauge shape of thighs/legs melting into the serpent part btw.#Ari’s art#my art#I’mma add onto this + actually type this out in a post later or smth
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need more challengers fics where they actually are at least half as toxic as they are in the movie. tashi told art she would leave him if he lost a tennis match and refused to say i love you and cheated on him twice. art got right in the middle of patrick and tashi's relationship didn't speak to patrick for years after and then told him he wasn't even a peer and didn't matter when they finally saw each other again. patrick decided he was going to fuck with both of them by sleeping with tashi and then basically announced this to art mid tennis match. like i know these people would not deal with any of this or any of their other baggage before entering a relationship. can you imagine trying to hardlaunch a throuple that toxic. it's delicious. why do i keep seeing challengers triad fluff. as if art wouldn't think neither of them actually love or even care about him once he retires but would still do anything to keep them from leaving him and patrick wouldn't be insanely dickish and mean because he's desperate to prove he's not just the washed-up tagalong to his situationship's eight-year failmarriage that should have been his and tashi wouldn't be furious with them both for not being happy instantly when she feels like she's given them all she can give and furious with herself for having both of them and it still not being enough. please. these people are HOT but more importantly they are UNWELL.
#it's not that i don't think they'd make an incredible throuple#it's that every time i read a fic where they're functional i'm like. we've skipped a step. they would not be like this.#challengers#fics where they have problems....... yes......... ha ha yes.........#big fan of when everything changes by vokdas rn#like yessss art is incapable of telling them what he needs bc it's too embarrassing to ask to be loved when he can't play tennis for them 😍#i <3 messy ships they are so fun
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GUYS WE R SO BACK
hes so my favorite rn hes the only one i wanna draw LMAOJSNSJS
#el noli#el nolibusterismo#elias noli me tangere#noli me tangere#nmt#guys#guys oh mygod#save me elias noli me tangere.....#guys i need a big strong moreno with a stubble and long hair who is also a reformist to save me rn#(im a lesbian)#I WANNA CHANGE MY ACC THEME SO BAD BUT I WANNA REDO MY MEET THE ARTIST FIRST BUT IDK WHAT AESTHETIC TO DO#digital artist#artists on tumblr
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Thinking about Fallen London as a backdrop for the theme of the horror of the inevitable today. I know it's The Classic Cosmic Horror Thing, but it's really woven through all aspects of Neathy life even as the PC is written powerful and capable: the constant backdrop of breath-holding for the Sixth City, the Masters and the Bazaar as a force higher on the Chain with a plan that cares not who it tramples, a ton of the Destinies aside from the LotN ones, literally anything to do with the Dawn Machine, the Flukes...the thing that changes you irrevocably could be around any corner, could drop at any second. Everything else, every other story told, is either dealing with that or written in its shadow. Sometimes the game lets you deal with it by fighting back, with the message that even though you can't hold a candle to all of it, you can change some of it and that's enough reason to try. Sometimes, the game lets you deal with it by getting drunk off your ass with a dozen rats and stealing a painting or something of the sort. Both are honestly such valid ways of dealing with The Cosmic Horror Of It All, as is just rolling out of bed every day and complaining about the weather, and the spread of each that the game's writing has is I think what's made it stick so hard as one of my favourite pieces of horror media despite only about 20% of it reading like horror.
#fallen london#keeping my oc rambling to the tags#part of why i like this theme so much is that when pushed farther it chafes so much with who Hallowrove is#the number 1 way they deal with something unpleasant is through constant acting and momentum#and when it's something too big for them to do that about the number 1 way becomes ignoring and avoidance#but they *can't do that* when the horror is reaching out to touch them and their friends#it forces them to cope by beating their fists against something so massive and inevitable#they can't even contemplate fully what they're doing without the dread setting in#or else freeze in the face of it#i think they've changed though,I've realized today,from being exposed to it#they almost expect the horror now#they're not doing any *less* about it but it's easier for them to accept that it's there in the periphery#and they can look at it almost sidelong now#instead of either ignoring it completely or fixating on it#was rereading some older stuff for them today and it's interesting#seeing how the ways they react are super in character still but i can see the change from now to then#I like horror. i think it tells a lot about a character in a short period of time how they react to that#anyways. uhh don't ask about why I'm thinking about the horror of the uncontrollable rn i am normal and fine i prommy
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the way they almost had me bawling and we aren't even at the worst part HOW am I gonna make it
#6 years since i've read it in the manga and I'm not any less of a weeny#I'm also such a sucker for this anime like I see my favorite moment with sound and color and movement and i'm gone#the thundering stormy night im having rn pairs with it well#skies cries out in dispair. me too man........ it's brutal out here#but yea I just can't take it when my boy cries. im very excited and very anxious for the big emotional climax#my guys are so dumb.... they get into so much trouble.... please play nice :<#i forgot that we got more peeks into ciel's backstory. the force feeding was especially difficult I had to put down my pasta#and I don't know if I've just gotten used to the art style or if it's changed a bit since last season. cause honestly I do remember having#tiny bit of biterness for it. missing the BoA style and all. But I honestly love what im seeing almost entirely.#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji spoilers#kuroshitsuji anime#kuroshitsuji anime spoilers#black butler anime
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arcane finale so good it got me freakin. posting fanart on tumblr for the first time in months
#be kind shes a wip#i dislike the hands imma change them probably#arcane spoilers#arcane fanart#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane s2 act 3#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#my art#big win for me personally#arcane season 2 act 3#arcane s2 act 3 spoilers#trying really hard to get every spoiler tag in here so i dont ruin someones day rn
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Well, hey! It's been a minute, hasn't it? Sorry about the long wait, but I can at last say that the wait is over. Thank you for your patience, everyone. I truly appreciate it. Come next week, Issue #11 will make its debut.
The Youngblood Chronicles: The Comic is a fanmade, free comic adaptation of the Fall Out Boy music video series of the same name. This adaptation seeks to explore the world, plot, and characters outlined in the base story. While some character roles, storylines, and concepts will be expanded upon to fill narrative gaps and develop the story’s themes, this comic strives to remain as tonally true to the source material as possible.
START READING HERE!
#ybc the comic#youngblood chronicles#ybc#fall out boy#fob#*promo#i have had to RUSH to get this one out before going in for surgery#in case it was not obvious. lot of big life changes happening rn lol#but we made it folks!! issue 11 is finally arriving after like....8 months....
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how i imagine camilla to look like :))
i loveeee characters like her so much. camilla the woman that you are !!!

edit: i need to draw her more jacked!!!
#this literally took forever#i was going to do an intro for soraya using the templates the devs posted but i needed to finish this first!!#also if u didn’t notice#new hair for soraya !!#i like revamping my ocs. something so wonderful about aspects of them changing as i develop them yea���.#soraya with such voluminous and thick hair….. it’s full of wonder and whimsy#anywayssss…. i hope to see more of camilla and her boys. i had such a big smile on my face during the diner scene#felt like a really warm hug#if this has mistakes i’ll fix them in the morning. im sssooo tired rn.#keyframes vn#camilla keyframes#keyframes mc#keyframes oc#my art <3#my ocs <3#<< referring to soraya only#soraya ayala
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When will horizonshine return from war?
sighs and looks out the window…when i return from war…
#the war being. life rn#and bad artblock i’ve had since this year started. going to attempt artfight hopefully that’ll help alleviate it#need some big changes in my life rn. maybe i’ll find it in me to take commissons soon i gotta get out of here#i miss rizi though….hopefully i can continue the comic soon i miss it#ask#anon
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But In the End, We Stay the Same
Matt, Fisk, and Frank:
Spoilers for DDBA ep 4
Matt walking through an entirely different apartment. Fisk refusing to dawn his white suit. And Frank? Frank is setup in a filthy, half-haphazardly thrown together base of operations that is a striking mirror to the first base we see him in from Netflix Daredevil season 2.
Character introductions really set the tone for where their arcs may take them. Very interesting how they have painted each of these characters this season.
Of course, I am not blind to the criticism and where the cracks show from the creative overhaul, but I already viewed the show coming in as… well different. A “new era” both due to the gap in time since we’ve seen these wonderful characters, in real life and in universe, and due to Disney’s influence. I’m not one to focus a lot on time/age but the era when DD season one premiered was a year after Captain America: Winter soldier. This was years before Endgame and the Global Pandemic, the impact of such events are felt in the fictional universe and real world. I am a true believer in rewatch value from my multiple rewatches of Netflix’s Daredevil, but I also acknowledge that there will be elements lost, left in that era of film making and studio management. The colors and the certain level of grim are noticeably absent, when you see characters fall through several floors and they cough up dust/debris. The certain spark found in much of the dialogue of season 1 really is incredibly difficult to replicate.
Despite the places where “season 4” falls short, I can absolutely appreciate the dedication of the actors and actresses, returning and new. While I am comforted and reassured by Karen’s confirmed involvement in season 2, I appreciate Kristin’s and Cherry’s performances as they bar Matt into this new… stage of his life. Of being a full time lawyer and keeping his fists mostly unstained. Fisk’s new environment is half hilarious and half ominous as ever. Watching him stumble through politics and its niceties, and his uneasy speeches are relatively unexplored in Netflix’s series, forced into throne he has to keep his best face on for, rather than crushing skulls. Compared to his handful of appearances in the public being executed in precise manner that always had an end goal, for example, provoking Matt after the murder of Ms. Cardenas. Furthermore, with Vanessa’s distance and unfamiliar distrust. I am eagerly looking forward to Fisk’s manipulation in his mayorship as well as Vanessa’s standing in her business with her ever loving husband. The side characters playing off Fisk, have been given parts that challenge Fisk into different ways, which is much appreciated as he navigates being a truly public political figure.
Matt standing dead eyed in front of his window, right after the reshoot with Foggy’s death. Man, knew something was different. Like are you not crashing out and living out of a basement rn because….? I know that he only received medical attention after the finale of Defenders because he was in a Coma, how is the King of Guilt, Self Destructive Murdock not crawling out of dumpsters again? (Crit: where is queen of sass Sister Maggie?)
But it is fascinating watching this Matt Murdock listen to a nice record player and cook his own meals and walk like he isn’t living in the Bad Ending timeline. The quiet despair washing over him every time he reaches for Foggy’s prayer card. My dread as I realize he takes a piece of Foggy with him everywhere. The idea that Matt has lost faith in Daredevil, this utter stab to the heart proof that he Failed as daredevil, that he was not enough to save his best friend. Every which way you look at Matt and Foggy’s relationship, they are each other’s person. College, first internship, first official business. Matt of course sees this as his fault, that guilt clinging to him like a bad cold. Eats him (in the words of Castle), tears him up to the point he refuses to allow himself to enter a church. The sermon mention a person’s worthiness. Point blank. The fact that he no longer lives in Hell’s Kitchen is major flag of Distress (avoiding Sister Maggie who could talk at least some sense, some kindness to him, the absence of the church he visited so often in the Netflix show). Thus, refusing consolation of faith, of worthiness to be daredevil, Matt clutches twice as hard as ever to the Judicial system. To the part of his life and faith he shared with Foggy, where they promised each other they would do good. The abrupt introduction of Cherry and Kristin apparently filling said places of Karen and Foggy by Matt’s side is jarring as much as it is telling. While Kristin is a comic book character brought into this series, the knowledge of her and connection built with her so far is minimal, when set besides how much of Karen’s development we saw in season 1 of Netflix series. Similar to Cherry’s role being a mix of Ben Uriah and “Foggy” in essence. (I say very lightly. No one will compare to our Foggy.) Cherry’s reminders to Matt of the reality of the system and praising his efforts of being a Good Lawyer, mirroring in a way to Foggy’s constant mission to ground Matt when his head is in his ass. Heather also being pulled from the comics is quite interesting as I had no thoughts of who would be Matt’s love interest, though her being wedged between Vanessa, Fisk, and possibly Muse is not a good sign for her. New apartment, new firm, new co-workers but he cannot outrun grief. It will catch him.
(I know the lack of Karen is mostly due to the overhaul, but the fact that he does not have her to rely on currently also pushes this unresolved/unaddressed grief. The one person who also endured losing Foggy)
The time-skip is certianly something I’m intrigued by. Where it plays in the current story, and the pieces of Matt and Karen’s grief that are unexplored. Wonder if it had been inserted due to the creative overhaul?
Fisk and Matt’s parallel stories this session have been done quite well. While there was a particular balance the Netflix series formed for telling both their stories, I find giving more time to Fisk’s arc strengthens how well these characters are as narrative foils of each other. Fisk arriving this season through a slow flip of the camera, setting the city on its head and picking through a meager breakfast and his tense reunion with Vanessa, while Matt ghosts around his apartment before reaching for Foggy’s prayer card to leave. Both characters are damaged, pieces of themselves lost. While I have not watched Echo, the psychological damage done to Fisk appears to have followed him into Born Again. His confidence seemed to be shaken and his lack of support from Vanessa further pushes him towards stress. Matt facing Bullseye without Karen beforehand, the brief strained conversation with Karen afterwards. While Kristin does tell the audience that Matt needs someone in his life, that he needs a win, it is clearly seen how destitute he is when Fisk announces his mayoral campaign and he sits idle as his food burns behind him. Both Fisk and Matt turning to different ways to get by, to proceed to their goals, by refusing their “darker halves.”
This refusal to indulge in a part of who they are will double the pressure, suffocating until they can no longer stand it. Matt faced with the consequences of revealing Hector’s vigilante identity and the injustice of his murder, of being forced to face the grief and righteous anger of his niece. “No one will do anything about it!” As well as his extremely emotionally intense encounter with Frank. Fisk squaring away first steps of many in political action and faced against the failure of Daniel, then pecking through yet another modest meal. That is until episode 4’s reveal. Indulging in that carb heavy and seasoning rich meal for a king, paired swimmingly with a tortured soul’s pleas. That power, that desire for absolute authority, never truly left Fisk. Most likely never will. Then Matt scaling the roof’s ladder to his pristine collection of cowls, hand already reaching for his billy club. Their darker halves never left them, refused and placated for a time, but never not in the corner waiting for them.
Frank. Haha. Frank is great, let him take a few verbal swings at the Devil of Hell’s Kitchen and he can work out more than his therapist girlfriend. Matt really is not coping, not processing. Cannot tell most people in his life everything, why he feels so responsible for the death of Foggy, for failing him. Best keep his name out of his mouth, because it’s not about him, right? Frank sitting in this grief of losing people who meant Everything to him, and recognizing that pain and stifled rage in Matt. When he retaliates, apologies and curses falling immediately afterwards, Frank does not accept it. Knows that his Darker Half is apart of him, is apart of his grief and pain. Being Daredevil, that righteousness and ruthlessness fueled him. Losing his dad to the criminal underground that got away unscathed, that injustice and lack of closure. Acting as that immovable object to villains unstoppable force. If it’s him or these innocent people behind him? Matt’s stepping to the plate everytime. Even when he attempted, he prioritized saving the victims. Frank is taking out people he deems worthy of the death penalty, Frank is “by any means necessary.” Frank’s grief, the Punisher is a part of him, of course he is going to see Matt’s grief as part of Daredevil. “You lose him. Didn’t you red? You hear him don’t you?”
Frank started out as a corpse on mission for vengeance. He got the people who took his family. He spends his efforts to end the threats permanently. Startling similar to how we first met him.
Matt and Fisk have denied themselves from fully indulging, allowing themselves to lean into their Darker Halves. However, after the events of episode 4, that is clearly going to change. I hope it does in the most explosive way possible.
All of this started from listening to Mother Mother’s - Try to Change
#i love well written characters#meta analysis#thank you for listening to my ted talk#i try to change all my decadent ways but i cant help but stay the same#i did bawl my eyes out during Matt and Franks scene thank you very much#I am going to rewatch season 3 now lol#I am seeing this Disney age of DD as a New Era#I am also willing to give this season grace due to reshoots and actually bringing back important characters#love that Karen is filming for s2 lol#also i am still seating in the stands for Hope For Foggy#the hints with everything in Red Hook is just to many and plus foggy not being honest during ep 1#plus Fisk reminding Matt that he didn’t break their deal but that does not mean Vanessa promised anything#ddba spoilers#daredevil spoilers#daredevil born again spoilers#daredevil#dd#netflix daredevil#character discussion#matt murdock#frank castle#wilson fisk#foggy nelson#Franks dialogue really did numbers lets go#also found Leroy story meaningful the writers had something to say!#Daniel and Fisk are so strange i have a bad feeling about them#I need Maggie to come in and hug her son please#I need Karen to appear in a big way!#i need foggy to actually be in witness protection!#Matt making enemies is best part rn yes thats right that my fav asshole
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