#but I'm stuck. I'm stuck. Aaaaghh
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FEELING THE REALITY THAT EVERYBODY LEAVES//AND NOW IM TRYING TO HOLD ON TO YOU 'CAUSE EVERYBODY LEAVES
#id in alt text#fucking. Vent art to twenty one pilots lyrics like it’s 2017 again. RECESSION INDICATOR☝️☝️☝️☝️#whatever. I’m doing okay I’m just workin thru some bullshit Lawl.#ugghhhghhhhhhhhhhhhhh#whatever#my art#fursona#twenty one pilots#ocs#eyestrain#personal art#I guess!!?#it’s just the like. fuck dude#idk stuff is changing in my life again and I’m almost on the cusp of getting out of here and it’s throwing me for a loop again#my bsf of like 10+ years left for college and I’m kind of . Mad at my other irl and people are going on with their lives and I’m#I’m still fuckin here. I don��t know who I want to be I don’t know where I’m going and I feel like I’m getting left in the dirt again#and I can’t do anything to change my circumstances#I’m just trapped here I’m stuck again. I’m trapped again.#and I don’t want to get. Left behind. I’m terrified of it#and I KNOWW it won’t happen because I don’t have piece of shit friends nowadays but there’s always that damn. Bitch of a voice in my head#And I can’t do anything to shut it up. I don’t know. I’m scared. I’m writing this at 11pm I should probably just go to bed. I don’t know.#I need to get out of here. I can’t get out of here#I shouldn't be projecting my insecurities onto the people around me and the people I love. That's not fair.#but I'm stuck. I'm stuck. Aaaaghh
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ughh just got some Very Bad news so quick update now because I'm going to be Super Busy very soon: I've been gone super long because 1 family member I was living with passed away, 2 after dealing with that I had to move states and moved in with another family member and their partner, 3 I've had to move around a lot my whole life and I don't handle it well at all so it took me a while to start getting comfortable, 4 my physical and mental health have been steadily getting worse
now! new news!!! I now have to move out right when I was starting to get used to things!!!! aaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
(PS I saw everyone's comments ty :3 <3)
#I'll have somewhere to stay soon so I'll be alright at least but aaaaghh.#I REALLY want to come back to this blog though so I'm gonna try my best to at least post stuff every once in a while#but I can't promise I'll be as active as I want to be#and btw by mental health I mostly mean stuff like disorganized thinking so please dw too much or anything#also I do have many more new interests I'll eventually start talking about on this blog but I'm still obsessed with omori#so you'll be stuck with omori au content for many years to come <3 <3 <3#and after millions of years I finally actually almost have the damn encore au shattered omori fic done#so I'll post that soon!!!#AND I have a crossover au I REALLY want to talk about so expect that eventually also#anyway again I'll try to keep posting as often as I can!!! if the universe wants me dead it's gonna have to try a lot harder!!!!!
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