#but paying for it 😬😬😬😬
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Must I contribute to society is it not enough to have an unquenchable thirst for knowledge?
#i genuinely love the structure provided by school why can't I just do that forever#its only sophomore year but like. 😬#there are like so many things I want to do#which i guess is the beauty of the music industry#but its also got scary levels of instability#and idk sometimes im not sure if ive got that beginning first push in me#anyway ive thought but not done much research on potentially doing grad school#and becoming a professor#being paid to infodump sounds awesome and i love theory#and my advisor is really cool#but paying for it 😬😬😬😬#but like i could also work in sound while doing that#and compose scores#but mostly i want to learn theory#its so fascinating to me like music functions as both a math and a language system#but also i think a good way to practice scoring would be to re-score existing films#but also to analyze the original scores#analysis is so fun i want to know to create each emotion#hence continuing school
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is it a warmup if you spent all the time you'd allotted yourself for painting on it or
#well i'm not finishing it. so.#why i keep sketching this angle when i can't draw his hair on this side i do NOT know#.... i'm gonna do. palettes. later. phone might be a week thing i am. so anxious and overwhelmed today lmao#plants might have to wait too i may have overestimated my budget for paying things off already#i got excited. abt paying things off. now i am a little 😬#PERHAPS. perhaps. what i will do. is buy one plant. tolerate my phone for two weeks 'cause that's other fear i DON'T need to deal with.#and take a walk. and that will be the plan for when i wake up. we'll see on the waking maybe i will find my spine.#and then i will plant a plant and DO LAUNDRY AND DISHES and that will be it.#then i can paint and stress less.#perhaps.#anyway i do still intend to do those palette things i've just been#gestures vaguely#vindraws#xiv blogging
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uuuuuhhh, I asked aizawa to pick me up after work and came out a bit late… do you think he’s mad at me? 😖👉👈
#lol after he finished classes and before his night shift 😬#soooorry! I can pay for dinner 🩷 and dessert 😳#hahahhah he says acting cute won’t work but he’s the one waiting for me so 🥰💅🏼#shouta aizawa#shota aizawa#aizawa shouta#eraserhead#eraserhead x reader#shouta aizawa x reader#eraserhead fic#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha fanart#mha fic#bnha fanart#bnha fic#pjseveryday#illustration#art#sketchbook#digital illustration#fanart#anime art
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I always like how Rick writes characters as like "there were just too many campers to remember, so and so and so and so and John Deer" and then 1) somehow the characters always remember everyone's names 2) there isn't actually that many of them, according to ttc-tlo there's probably about 100-150 campers-ish and a lot of them have died in the various battles before hoo, annabeth says that they've claimed a lot of new campers since then but say a lot even if they double or triple the number say there is like 200-400 campers (which I think based on the amount of beds possible in the configuration mentioned even 200 would be a lot) then that's still smaller than most US highschools and I don't know about everyone else but I feel like after a year or two you'd start to know everyone even if not well then at least by first and last name and cabin and be able to recognize them in looks, just like in school.... but 3) Rick describes a large camp with that many characters but when it comes to actually writing under that direction he doesn't follow it, for example Leo's just been introduced to all of his cabin for the first time there's 4 names listed plus Jake back at their cabin so 5. He says it's too many to keep up with and then a few pages later describes an unnamed "couple of guys" working on a project in the forges, and a few pages after that there is "a couple of girls" working on a project but the only "girl name" we were given was Nyssa's and she's actively talking to Leo... which I get that sitting through a list of like 20 names would get boring so I do understand the need to cut somewhere but we don't really come back around and get those names at any point - and it's the same with the Apollo cabin in ToA, we're told enrollment numbers are lower because of battles and such but the Apollo cabin is said to be one of the largest but there's not even 10 campers by ToA and per my bit on the basketball conversation there's obviously unnamed Apollo campers around Will's age ish but somehow Apollo never mentions them in ToA? Will never does? It's not an inconsistency but it kind of is? This weird like "there's so many people but don't ask me to recall all their names! I dont know either!" Which this works okay in Percy's first 5 books because everything is 1st person pov and past tense, so you can blame it on the flaw or memory or him not wanting to write down unnecessary details but when you get to HoO it's 3rd person pov and present tense so they are actively going through these events with no memory of them... what even...
#idk i pay too much attention to this stuff but i cant help it it drives me crazy! im not the first to mention it#like i know many people have criticized this aspect of Rick's work and i know im reading too much into it but also....#its kind of 😬😬 idk#ghost's 2025 hoo reread#lost hero
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when you think about it, the proprietor is really just making rohan pay rent for all the years he lived at the devils mercy ☠️☠️
#i mean it’s HUGE#no wonder it’s so much money ☠️😭#someone give the proprietor some money bc he sure as hell needs it 😬😬#he’s just broke and thought it would be silly to make rohan pay his mortgage like okay 😔😢#rohan the brothers hawthorne#the proprietor#the devils mercy#the grandest game#the grandest game vault#the inheritance games#grayson hawthorne#the brothers hawthorne#jameson hawthorne#nash hawthorne#xander hawthorne#avery kylie grambs#libby grambs#phone girl#maxine liu
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does anyone have any video games suggestions 😭 i need something big that i can put a lot of hours into but nothing is really calling to me at the moment
#only game on my wishlist i think id really play is rdr1 but i dont really wanna pay that much for such an old game 😬#i dont wanna buy black ops 6 either i think im just gonna wait until the next cod#and fuck them for using ai generated pics in that game too wtf
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Why did Sonic Drive start playing when I decided to post this ☠️
#sonic the hedgehog#hes in my fucking walls#controlling my random playlist 😨#guys i cannot sugarcoat it. i feel like shit. i dont know whats wrong with me#i finished ww in Japanese. trolling ass game why did they make me#salvage 5 other treasure charts just to get a triforce chart!!!!!!!!!!!!#as far as i know this is the last zelda with big differences like this hold on#why the FUCK did Sonic Heroesz start playing hold on this playlist isnt random its playing alphabetically#once is a coincidence twice is what the fuck is going on?#back to zelda yeah wind waker is the last one with major differences aside from four swords with the whole tetra trackers#so i think when tp finally drops i wont torture myself reading the jp. at least not right away#i gotta randomize my music if another sonic song plays i dunno what im gonna do how much sonic on here#im trying to go to karaoke tomorrow if my body doesn’t just give up but i cant sing#and i dont know any songs so 😬 should be interesting#i gotta go tho cause my friend owes me $10 and he went to japan for 4 months just so he didn’t have to pay me 😡
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Another video of me spinning, this time with a new toy :))
No nice nature or spinning sounds this time bc i was screenrecording and listening to doe maar🥴
#please do not pay attention to my face making LOL#its bright out and i do not yet fully understand what im doing so im going 🤨😬😳😧 a lot#love this thing a lot tho im so happy i bougth it#the pink wool im spinning is 100% combed merino!#spinning#spindle#drop spindle#merino wool#hand spinning#doe maar
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my top surgery got approved by my insurance btw
#im kind of soupy feeling rn but thays neat.#liposuction for tit fat did Not gwt approved but i will self pay#very well cpuld be like 9k 😬all tolled woth my insurance. i dont know yet tho but my deductible and out of pocket max are 5500 combined#but its summer. ot at work time i guess
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Soooo
#I watched thunderbolts 🫣😬#it wasn't planned because I'm still boycotting disney#but we went out yesterday and my sister's husband was like you don't have to feel guilty I'm gonna pay for the tickets lol#so we went to the late night screening#tbh as a whole movie it was phenomenal#i loved the story#i loved the characters#they really work together as a team#now bucky#bucky bucky bucky#darling#my princess#the love of my life#true we didn't have enough of him#but everything about him was perfect#it would have been amazingly amazing if we he had more screen time#like someone said he was underused but he wasn't misused#i love him with all my being#he deserves everything#i was emotional in one of the scenes#i am so proud of him#and steve would be so proud of him 🥹😭❤️
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Did these sillies in college
#shading is kinda crappy cuz I wasn't paying much attention 😬#tf2#team fortress 2#pyro tf2#pyro is in good pizza great pizza#what do you think their order is?#(they want to access the kitchen)
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made the wrong comment to the wrong guy and he freaked out at meeeeee 🤪😭
#he was getting on my damn nerves#his total came out to over $400 and he complained about the price of everything#and he was trying to tell me we always take his phone number or email#(we don’t do that here)#and how he always shops with us and how i must be new#(been here for three years)#and kept taking stuff out so it was cheaper#and his friend ! went to pay and this guy was just like. no this is ridiculous i’ve shopped here so many years and its never this expensive#and i said 🫣 you can leave 😬#i was literally like you don’t have to spend your money here !!#he did not take this well LMAO goodbye#why is a man yelling at you the worst experience ever#it’s fine like whatever he’s an asshole#gg txt
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Sometimes working in an office is like watching a reality tv show in front of me because ✨dramaaaa✨
#except sometimes i don't even pay attention to what's going on 'cause i'm in my own little world 😅#but i was recently told about something that's been going on with a coworker there#and all i gotta say is... yikes 😬#long story short: be careful what you lie about 'cause it might eventually come back to you lol#ramblings and scramblings
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got an appointment to cover up the first two of three harry potter tattoos I got and I am HYPED
#cons: its in august and the money I will have to somehow save until then 😬#is there an organization who pays for hp cover ups. that would be so funny tbh.#gofundme: save me from the sins I committed when I was 18
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Who would have thought that eating cherrios 2x daily when I'm allergic to oats, and several pastries when I'm allergic to wheat, would come back to bite me in the ass? Surely not I! 🙃
#marquilla#fighting for my liiiiife sgdgdgdgdg i thought i was gonna shit myself at work today in the breakroom and i was mentally trying to figure out#if they would say anything if i ran out/how fast /could/ i run out without them saying anything 😭 i also didnt wanna risk it bc with my#luck someone would be in the bathroom or walk in when i was in there 😭 or worse the trashy coworker would be in there brushing her teeth 😬#(it's not that she's homeless btw i know for a fact she has a home she just chooses to brush her teeth in a public bathroom bc she doesn't#feel like getting up earlier to fucking brush at home. fucking nasty man. like it's one thing if you really have no where else to do it but#i KNOW she does and she openly (and kinda proudly) admits it's bc she's lazy like okay nasty)#anyway anyway i was able to hold it til i got home and could shit in peace 😭 im aware how lucky that is/ that you dont always get the#luxury of choosing what bathroom you go in sgdggdgd#but if i had to rank best bathrooms to go in 👀 Khols is by far number 1. their custodial staff rule man it's always so nice and peaceful#shdhdhgdgdgd number 2 would be cracker barrel for the atmosphere and 3 is target but thats hit or miss (not blaming the staff i blame target#for not staffing enough people/paying enough to clean em often)#anyway anyways ughh
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yesterday i saw an apartment in like what's considered the best city to live in here esp for young ppl (so it's got extremely expensive rent. as you can guess) and it was decent. the landlord was very like. pushy? and a bit aggressive to the point that we now got the text from the real estate agent we went through where he convinced him to be flexible with our terms and prices and such. but bc of his vibe i said no. but this apartment was lovely and in an extremely insanely good location (and he agreed to lower rent to a price you might find in cheaper neighborhoods or cities). however. part of me also got scared bc idk if i can live in this city...... i simply do not have the tel avivi temperament i don't even smoke weed i'm not even vegan.. idk if i could handle it.......
#the issue is. in the city i do want to live in. there's barely any apartments for rent. mostly for purchase#bc it's more for families and ppl who are planning to settle down there for at least a few years#they're also just built bigger bc of it so prices go up with that. so this is all very unfortunate for me#however tlv is very much filled with apartments to rent. most of them awful but also most ppl don't care as long as they get to live in tlv.#there's also the city my friends live in which has a lot of young ppl too lol. due to its proximity to tlv with significantly cheaper rent#but it's very popular bc of that. and many buildings in it are so old that they have a bunch of issues (as i see in my friends' apartments)#like very weak water stream lots of power outages in winter and leakage on top floors etc#no elevators in most of them too so i have to settle for first floor which . i really don't wanna#it has cheap neighborhoods too but without a license and a car they're kinda impossible for me to live in 😬#this is why I've been looking for months but anything half decent gets taken super fast 🥲#the apartment i mentioned last week i think? got signed in the day or two where we passed the contract to a lawyer to see if it's okay#being careful doesn't pay off either...... but unfortunately since it is my first time leaving home i am Scared and ig so are my parents#anyway this is my apartment hunting ramble/rant for the day 😔 ignore me i'm just . suffering#at this point i can picture where exactly on the map each neighborhood is -_- even in cities i don't know that well
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