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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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Massive Milgramsona art/info dump as a treat to myself!! Alas, my fatal flaw is being unable to shut up about anything even while simultaneously embarrassed/nervous to share, so here's literally all the info I have on her 😅
Profile:
Name: For the sake of posting online I’ll call her Rose!
Number: 012
Color: #E7355B
Age: She’d be 20 when Milgram started
Status: Milgram Staff, Machine Technician
Song genre: Pop/theater (a mix of Mahiru and Kazui's vibes)
Backstory: She is studying abroad in Japan to work on technology related to the mv machine when she stumbles into top secret info about the trials. Horrified at the lack of prior testing, she demands to be included in the experiment to make sure the brand new tech runs smoothly and doesn't harm anyone in the process. To prevent her leaking info to the public and deciding an extra participant wouldn't hurt, Milgram agrees.
Role: Rose performs routine maintenance and updates on the extraction machine, and checks in with prisoners' health to make sure it's not having any adverse effects. She listens in on the interrogations, ringing the bell to signal Es when the machine is ready for use (re: my theory on how it works >:3). She then watches the mvs after Es to make sure there are no glitches.
(Though she is a personal milgramsona, her role in the story is supposed to reflect the audience's experience overall when it comes to how much info we know, emotions we experiencing regarding guilt/responsibility, and how much power over events we actually have given the voting system and trial breaks.)
Trial 1
Jackalope's comments during trial commencement: Oh, I almost forgot participant 012, Rose. We've never had more than one staff member before, so we figured that sort of numbering would be fine. Hey, don't look at me, it's not like it was our idea to include her. She's not a prisoner -- the only crime she's committed is sticking her nose where it didn't belong... You can ask her for the details, but she's just here for maintenance on our extraction machine. It's not easy keeping that thing running smoothly, you know? As part of her duties, she'll be privy to all the same information as you, but don't let her be any more of a busybody than she already is -- she has absolutely no authority when it comes to your verdict decisions, got it?
MV: Mic Check - “Can anyone hear me?”
VD: Positive Feedback
Cover: Pathological Facade - Ghost
Her album would release last in line. The VDs aren't interrogations since there's been no crime -- Es asks about her duties and observations of the prison. In them, she admits her predictions that she and Es will eventually be on trial for their involvement in the prisoner's fates.
Thus, her mvs are focused on her emotions towards the prisoners, her pride in helping bring justice, and her guilt at providing Milgram a means to pass judgement on people she cared about. I'm going to Goncharov the actual mvs/songs, but Mic Check is generally an introduction to her job behind the scenes prepping the equipment that will allow the prisoners' songs to be heard, as well kick off symbolism of her as a performer herself. She'll make a comment about how the experiment is leading to tragedy, "as if someone said Macbeth" (then covers her mouth, as she's standing in a theater herself).
I kept getting tripped up looking for Deco*27 songs that worked and weren't already taken, so I decided to go with some favorites and vibe-matching songs from other artists!
Comments during trial closing: It's good to hear you weren't a pushover when Rose gave her thoughts on the verdicts -- you guys disagreed on quite a few of them, eh? Ah... so she's not the type to pick fights, is that it? I guess that explains how she's managed to get along with everyone. (sigh) Even you knew better than to get attached like that. Well, at least she's kept our machine up and running the whole time.
Trial 2
Commencement: Now I need to wake Rose. We're going to need some extra upgrades to our machine if we want to get the most out of this round of extractions. I've got a sneaking suspicion that she and her bleeding heart are going to try and sway you during this trial. Her duty is specifically to look out for the prisoners' safety, but yours is only to judge them. Don't forget that.
MV: Changement - “Don’t say ‘break a leg,’ if it might just break.”
VD: Control Variable
Cover: TOXY - Kujiragi
I did my best to write out the title pronunciation out in katakana since I wanted it as the name of the dance move, not a direct translation of meaning. I went with シャジェモ "sha-je-mo" as the closest I could get to the "shanj-mou" sound, but feel free to correct me if there's a better way to write it. The door is based off of various set designs for Clara's home in The Nutcracker. (There's no deep meaning that this is the only one not opening -- I realized too late all the others are cracked open and my art app doesn't have the tools to easily fix that so I'm sticking with it 😭)
A changement is a small jump in ballet -- I thought it was fun to combine that (which means "to change") with Control Variable (refering to the variable in an experiment that never changes). The video shows conflicting emotions as her decisions/inaction caused so much to happen between trials, yet at the same time she feels like there's so much she'll be unable to change even if she really wants to intervene. Her mvs show the prisoners pretty regularly (since they are her crime, she's realized), and the teaser line is paired with references to Mahiru's broken leg.
The thumbnail combines different areas of study -- mechanical, medical, musical, mathematical (theater spotlight, muscles, Weakness notes, motion formulas). I think it's super cool how many areas of expertise are passed around the fanbase when discussing the characters. I've picked up new facts about plants, food, anatomy, geography, music, animals language, (sigh. color theory.), hobbies, professions, mythology, etc from fans with different fields of knowledge. While that's one of my favorite aspects of the project from the outside, I think it would be super intimidating to someone on the inside trying to tackle so much information at once.
Closing: As for Rose... (laughs) I thought she was dooming herself before--! Not only has she gotten hopelessly attached to everyone over the course of this trial, she's even started a relationship with one of the prisoners! And of all the people she could have chosen... Eh? Oh no, we have no policies against that for our staff. I mean, the whole point of Milgram is to explore human nature, the power of emotions, the complexities of connections, all that crap. I'm just grateful she shows a bit more common sense when she's operating the machine...
Trial 3
MV: Showstopper - “There won’t be applause, but I’ll take a bow, okay?”
VD: Please Exit Left
Cover: Ironina - Nilfruits
I don't know the album theme yet, but this is the tentative sprite and thumbnail design. The T2 sprite was kind of an "innocent" one, since at the beginning she still has faith in her role in the prison, excited to work with everyone there. (Plus, I joined the fandom a little after t2 started so that's peak excitement time lol). The T3 sprite has much more of a "guitly" feel to it because, at the end of T2 and after this hiatus, she'd harbor a lot more guilt about her position and fear about the experiment's conclusion. As a fun little detail, her pencil has been replaced with a more permanent utensil as final verdicts are locked in.
Now listen. My artist brain was constantly fighting my science brain when doing sprite designs -- I know gloves like that and nothing else isn't proper PPE. I know none of those are safety shoes (god forbid wearing just socks??? to the lab???). There should be no jewellery at all. The whole point of a lab coat is that you don't roll up the sleeves and expose your bare skin. However. It's anime character design. There can be compromise.
Referencing Rose's personal life as a performance and comparing Milgram's trials to one, I wanted the mv to play on "showstopper" as both a great show and a literal attempt to stop the project before it reaches its finale. There would be creepy comparisons in the mv between operating stage equipment and prison executions: curtain/set ropes and nooses, heavy duty lightswitches and electric chairs, etc.
Misc.
And lightening things up again -- birthday art and minigrams :3
Birth flower: Camellias. Pink camellias symbolize love but also longing. The fact that they bloom in winter, and have a quick death (the entire flower wilts at once, instead of individual petals falling off), have inspired different meanings in different cultures -- overcoming hard times, facing death in battle, inseparable lovers, and so on
Three minigrams featuring my own annoyance that her design is a bit close to Shidou's coat/gloves look, a mandatory short joke, and a pun that works so perfectly for my Put-In-Situations guy

#lol it really is a DUMP - ive been collecting little pieces for so long and decided to just drop everything at once#my art app doesnt have a good text function so you must deal with my handwriting 🤷♀️#im usually pretty willing to do accurate uniform runes but i did not have it in me to do it this time lol#it was so fun learning to mimic the minigram style!! i tried my best at Manga Humor TM but idk if i succeeded adfsdf#the panel where fuuta is zoning out -- the notes are the mii channel music 😂#aww and i found a really cute wobbly cake reference that i used :D#i own like no fancy shoes (i always borrow my parnters/moms/sisters if needed sadfasdf) so i thought itd be perfect to use my pointe shoes#even though my favorite color is yellow i went with pink because 1. muu already has the standard bright yellow id want#and 2. i own So Many pink clothes and accessories LOL#still -- i didnt want to go crazy figuring out a million outfits so i just drew her in the same one each time rip#definitely a good exercise to combat the usual self loathing..... it was really interesting to do and im... much happier with the#final pieces than i ever expected..... ;-----;
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I know that was a shitpost for the latest Danny Phantom fandom meme, but I'm genuinely impressed and how authentic it sounds. How much of Dash's monologue is real advice, and how do you know all of that? Do you work out?
Yes I'm so sorry to inform my good people of Tumblr that I've secretly been a part of the gym fandom for all this time. I've only recently come out as a gymbro in this phandom via my creation of the current dp gym bro au meme that I've forced upon everyone in this good holy christian space. I mix whey protein into my overnight oats, I track my macros, and I have a closet full of Gym Girlie Outfits™️.
And just know it's a badge of honor that I carry to be able to say I've converted multiple members of the Danny Phantom phandom into regular gym goers as well ��
#all jokes aside i grew up in a very athletic family#where talking about things like gym routines and protein tracking was very normal#i worked as a tennis coach for a few years before i was injured (by my own hubris) and was forced to quit#i've been rebuilding my body basically from like the ground floor since the injury#and while at first it was frustrating cuz i had to learn how to do things i'd always been able to do before#(and yes i did cry on my yoga mat more than one time in the beginning)#now i'm learning to have fun with it!#im still very weak compared to where i once was#and it doesn't help that i was set back by other injuries that came from not taking care of myself like a bad knee#but slowlyyyy i'm getting there#i once thought i'd never be able to do an unassisted pull up again#and now i can see it within my reach!#very exciting#i love love loveeeee being strong#Also yes it's real advice to train the 'minor' muscles#for example a lot of lower back pain comes from a weak glute medius#ppl be focusing on the glute max cuz it's the big one and forget about the other glutes#compound exercises are a great way to hit multiple muscles at once
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【哪吒之魔童闹海】破亿海报英译:49亿
【Nezha 2】 Box Office Milestone Poster Translation: 4.9 Billion


From top to bottom:
內地影史動画片票房單日冠军 -> Animated Feature Champion Makes History in the Domestic Box Office Within a Single Day
49亿 -> 4.9 Billion
夜叉:咋没用?-> Yaksha:Why is it not working?
是妖如何 自在快乐-> What does it matter if you are a monster, you are free to live as you are

Suggestions on the translations would be appreciated as I work to improve my Chinese. I would also love to read/discuss other interpretations ☺️
Project Overview | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 》
#哪吒之魔童闹海#nezha 2025#试一试翻译#At least he tried o7#I embellished the phrase at the end a bit based on the context of the movie#At one point 哪吒 says 少爷是魔 那又如何 which translates to something like “So I am a demon what of it?”#(I am sure the official translation is in an interview but I have not had time to look)#So I added that nuance to the lines to reflect the movie#Other wise the second part would just mean something simpler like “happy and free”#When I do these kinds of embellishments I always try to be transparent about the choices I made and explain my reasoning#It's a good metacognitive exercise to get into the habit of doing#But also because I am technically sharing this publicly#At the end of the day though I am still translating with myself as the audience in mind#If I were to approach this project as if the translation were for official public usage some of the translations would turn out differently#Which would be its own kind of fun#Project Fireball#火流星项目
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anyone know where to find a new heart. this one’s getting on my nerves personally.
#even outside of the caffeine consumption from earlier do you always Need to have an extra beat :/ its greed SICKENS me#we visited a cardiologist a few years ago and those particular bad palpitations Were anxiety so i do have to hand it to her. althoughhh#idk we’ve just always had arrthymia (??) we guess shrugs. our mom has it too so i guess we inherited it from her or whaever#a nurse said heartbeats typically go normalstyle (unsure how true this is shrugs!) but if so we’re still waiting :// hurry up#would be nice to exercise without feeling like our heart’s actively trying to escape our ribcage and not in a fun love at first sight thing#come on you can handle some workout without trying to book a flight to the next damn eon :///
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Some scribbles :) (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Texture work is original sure lol#Went in hard on one of those Drawing Advice posts about ''Hey - literally just put pencil to paper and go no worries''#It was fun :D I Do still want to just doodle freely sometimes!#I still enjoy some structure to it so I ended making a grid of various like map-style textures to tell different biomes apart lol#But just general funsies scribbles were pretty good! I enjoyed the lot :)#S'good to just Make with abandon sometimes haha#I really like the hatching effect generally and it's something I want to improve at/implement more so the practice was nice there :)#Layering on paper/with only the one digital layer is always an interesting exercise in negative space and keeping things readable#I like drawing clouds with notably flat bottoms haha I think it's funny that they just sit there#I guess I'm used to cirrus clouds a lot so seeing cumulus big puffies with a clear delineation between bottom and the rest is just fun to me#They look like toys! Designed to sit! But they're just up there! How fun!#Squiggly branches/veins was something I did a tooon as a kid before I got into Drawing On Purpose y'know#Just pages and pages of branches on branches#And curls that curled away from each other - did a little bit of that with the circles and lines but not that much haha#I dunno if I still have any but it's interesting how that dwindled down to basically never over time#I definitely know what I prefer to draw these days but hmm still wonder a bit!#And loop-di-loops haha I was thinking of Erase quite a lot for that one honestly#And the way some Disney Princesses give autographs which one is it-#Belle! I remember when I got her autograph years ago and was really enamoured with the flourish :D#Grace and elegance in shape! Ah! So cool#That and RGB from TPoH haha - all these swoopies! I like them very much :)
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if I told you I’m genuinely considering rewriting the magia record anime and uploading my rewrite onto ao3 how would you feel
#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#to make it clear#I’m not trying to “fix” the magia record anime#because I feel like to truly “fix” the magia record anime you’d have to “fix” the writing of the game’s story#and even then I don’t really even like the idea of “fixing” things that much#I just think the magia record anime had a lot of potential to write its own story#that deviates from the game while still being impactful#but a lot of it was wasted for a bunch of reasons (a lot of which I believe were probably outside the team’s control)#and I’ve always found rewriting and redesigning things to be a fun exercise#magia record#magia record anime#so maybe look out for that in the future
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Am I weird for trying out a new sport when I’m 22 years old?
#it’s badminton#I tried playing when I was like 8 because my brother played but I didn’t continue#but I’ve always thought badminton is kinda fun#so I showed up to badminton practice in my small town two weeks ago. a beginner’s group. and there were only children there 😭#so I feel really weird and dorky being there#but I just wanna get some regular exercise in my life rn. just going to a place a certain time every week#I go out for runs on my own but that’s hard to do during the subarctic winter. and it’s hard to find a routine during the snow-free months#I never found a sport that I liked when I was younger. I used to have so much anxiety about going to practice so I usually quit after a yea#but my mom made me feel really bad about not having a sport to practice so I’d try a new sport after quitting the previous one. and so on#now that im an adult it’s different tho. it’s on my terms. I’m choosing to do something because I want to#not because my mom is guilting me into doing it#but I still feel weird#and in 9 months I’m probably gonna move to a new city#so it’s like. again I’m trying out a sport and leaving after a year or less lol#but I need the exercise!!!#oh well#personal
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I remember reading one of your asks on how you would like to do Batman and Wonder Woman's rouges right if you DID re-imagine them, so here are some recommendations.
For the Batman stuff, your best shots are looking at B:TAS/TNBA (A lot of the rouges were done wonderful there), The Arkham Games (Riddler, Bane, Catwoman, Scarecrow, and Penguin, but Joker is there too), and The Batman 2022 (Once again Catwoman, Riddler, Penguin, and if we want to get into it Gotham's corruption). The Non-B:TAS pieces of media are dark, but they're not edgy dark thankfully so you can pull some pieces from there for Inso.
Now for getting Wonder Woman's rouges right, the best recommendations I have is just reading up on greek mythology and picking up some of the old school, pre-52 Wonder Woman comics to see what elements of from those characters you can pick apart and remix into something faithful yet modern. I mean its what the B:TAS crew did, and one of the reasons why the show is still iconic.
You don't have to follow this advice, but just be aware that you have years of media to help you.
Oh thank you for the recommendations! :D
I've watched all of those Bat media already! I'm a big DCAU fan (finally finished re-watching Justice League Unlimited wahoo), I followed the Arkham games closely in college (where I really became a Bat-fan), and I re-watched The Batman 2022 recently! It's a delight. I tee-hee-d the whole time, what a treat. These adaptations just do such a good job that I don't know what else to add! Like what's there for me to change up? At most Scarecrow is definitely underdone in BTAS and the Arkham Games, so there's creatively wiggle room to reimagine him. But the others? Dunno yet until I look into them more.
Yeah that's honestly exactly my struggle with Wonder Woman, haha. You basically need a lot of homework before tackling adapting her (at least the way I do it)- not only does she have a ton of comics and re-imaginings, but Greek mythology on top of that? Woof I have not attended Wonder Woman university yet where I'd have to major in mythology and history, and minor in "what did this male writer do wrong this time" haha.
I'm so intimately familiar with Martian Manhunter's stories at this point (even without having read all of them, pre-Crisis and many Justice League comics are holes in my knowledge, still-) that I can spot character arc pitfalls and the weaknesses of an adaptation immediately. I know all the plots writers re-cycle with him at this point- so I know where to innovate and where I can pull a through line from. I don't know Diana well enough to do that yet.
#askjesncin#thanks for the recs tho! Always fun getting recs#yes i'm rewatching DC stuff a bunch my fixation is still strong fellas. i'm on Young Justice now#adaptation is a fun exercise for me but i also put a lot of work behind it and don't have a story idea for all DC characters
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Me: makes 2 little freaks => okay now make them ponysona designs. your autism demands it.
Ophely and Dobbin in horse world I guess. Lucid Dreams studies dream magic instead of necromancy. Spick-and-Span is a twinkle eyed pony who isn't good at magic since his horn is cracked. He's good at being a janitor, though.
#once again. horsie time#sorry dobbin your occupation was decided the moment your magic tattoo appeared#theres an artist on IG who makes ponysona designs of all different characters and their own little au and honestly? its so fun and inspirin#ive always looked at this type of thing as being a really fun and relaxing design exercise.#like how do i take x character and make them into a believable pony character while still having them be recognizable#a lot of this was also inspired by the scootertrix g1 dubs theyre so funny lmfao#posting this late at night bc i will always sadly be a little embarrassed of my horsies :pensive:#dobbin frikki#ophely somnum#ponies#silliesverse#2024#mine
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The great thing about my (not tiny but not insanely high) follower count, none of which are tumblr celebrity who can curse me with notes, is generally posts won't get too many more notes than I'm expecting. I'll tag my vaguely insightful fandom takes or jokes with the fandom tags and then sure they'll get notes and occasionally even dip into the hundreds or occasionally thousands of notes. But in a mid sized fandom that just released the most recent episode that's not super surprising and it also isn't a problem bc those posts don't lend themselves to ppl getting super discoursy or mad about them
But the fun thing is. Despite the fact that I do have a decent number of followers at this point, none of them care about my untagged hottakes about "thing I saw that made me mad" of the day. They all follow me for some fandom or another that I once did a good post in and I'm probably consistently disappointing them by not posting about that fandom enough
So I can still be a hater on main bc as long as I resist the urge to maintag whatever I'm ranting about, it's gonna get at most 3 likes from a couple of mutuals.
It's disappointing occasionally bc I'll be like "this is such a hot take and I am so correct you should all reblog" but then I quickly calm down and recognise the blessing of not getting anon hate
#If I really have a hot take I want to get seen I can always say it on someone else's post lol#Great thing about that is unless ppl reblog directly from me I'm not seeing the responses#And if the post ever comes on my dash again with my addition still attached? Very fun validation of how correct and awesome I am#But yeah kids don't get too much of that validation online#There's more to life than getting ''ppl like my opinion'' points on Tumblr#Really isn't even close to someone irl telling you they like your acting#Or thanking you for solving the hard question on the exercise sheet#(should I probably be generally a little less desperate for others' approval? Sure)#(but there aren't enough therapy spots in this country and I don't need it enough to take one of them so we'll just deal)
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hey this may be a weird question so feel free to never answer but how did you go about gaining weight? you're so happy with it and i think it may be for me too but i wouldn't know the first step towards that happiness so,,
i’m gonna be so honest it just happened naturally when i went on testosterone. i didn’t drastically change my diet or exercise, if anything i ended up getting more exercise from walking all over my campus (i started t before i started college), and i definitely need to eat more than i used to, but nothing drastic. it’s just how my body reacted to having more testosterone. i didn’t expect it at all going into it, although i’m very glad it happened, but some people lose weight on hrt and some people dont have a weight change ag all, it just depends on the person. since i did literally nothing to gain weight other than hrt, and obviously i have no idea whether hrt is something you even remotely want to do, and hrt isn’t even a guarantee your weight will change at all, i cant do much other than share my own experience 😭 but i wish you luck in whatever you end up doing, and i hope you enjoy your body!
and this might be a weird answer, but if you feel comfortable, you could always try poking around in a weight gain fetish community somewhere online. it’s not really something i’m into so i can’t say whether or not anything will come from it, but i know it exists and it’s a group of people who know how to gain weight, and i’m sure some of them post about how they do it. i won’t give out any more medical advice on tumblr, and i hesitate to ask if anyone else has any advice, but i’m sure the very best thing you could do is talk to a medical professional about it, and just make sure to take good care of your body no matter how much you weigh. weight and health will never measure your worth as a person, but you should always try and take care of your body as best you can. and eat your veggies 👍
#inbox#anon#just make sure your body is healthy and you can do whatever with it#i just let my body do what it wanted to do and i’m still perfectly healthy#but please do make sure you’re taking care of your body because it’s not fun to have any sort of chronic physical health issues no matter#what the source is#go walk around a lot it’s really good exercise and very easy to do if you’re physically able and have a space to walk in#also im not a doctor don’t listen to everything i say im just some guy. fyi#i really truly do wish we couoh completely get rid of the stigma that fat=unhealthy forever and ever#i am just as healthy if not more healthy 50+lb heavier than i was before i went on t#sorry for the ramble lol again i cant do much other than share my own experience#also i do really want to stress that unhealthy fat people will always exist and still deserve love and respect and society treats them badly#and i bring this up because i’ve seen a lot of ppl who correctly argue that fat people can be just as healthy still look upon unhealthy fat#people with scorn#and that shit makes me so mad#sorry for the tangent but i think it’s important#i love you fat people
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Lost my mind thinking about the Vyer Estate (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#So while I'm not usually one to draw backgrounds I am actually Really into architecture and a little into decor and room design haha#Do I know much more than the basics? Nope! But I'm still fascinated by it :)#Some of these rooms have a very strong image in my head and some are fuzzier - it's been a bit since I reread#And I also haven't read with the layout in mind I don't think so there's that as well haha#I'll also freely admit to being very influenced by The Sims 2's build limitations when working these lol - spacing and density of items#Trying to map all these pieces of scenes into a continuous singular building is difficult! There are windows that butt up into other rooms!#It's a fun exercise tho :3#Update: I have now reread with the layout in mind lol#My mental ears pricked every time there was a mention of furniture or layout lol#Like Max's couch! And a carpet in the foyer >:3c#And Dex's room also being upstairs :0 To think I almost made my first floorplan a single-story!#Silly me#I'm pretty sure this is the first time I've doodled Max's mom also :0 From memory - again - oops lol#I have always imagined that final scene with her as having this large-room/small in the frame kind of energy to it#All natural lighting and kind of dim and hazy - coming down from the high vibes#Actually pinning down a back wall is a whole other thing lol - sometimes the stairs are right there and sometimes they're in an alcove#It's always those tricky windows! And then actually populating a mansion with rooms that are useful lol#Dexter mentions that Max could've asked the cook but Max says he's asleep - how many people live on-site I wonder!#I'm also deeply enamoured with Max padding around in the middle of the night - a house he grew up in and feels safe wandering around in <3#In his element ♥ Comfortable ♪♫
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#tag talk#yayyy first day at work went well.#woke up an hour before my alarm and then dozed fitfully with several severance themed stress dreams but not the worst#had the inevitable hella stressed out stomach problems but nothing some good breathing exercises couldn't help#I showered last night so I just adjusted my hair and then had some soup like normal.#I didn't quite account for having to wait at the railroad crossing but I still managed to arrive exactly on time.#did like two and a half hours of training online (tbh the workplace sensitivity training here is pretty good and does make me feel safer)#and then went up front to meet people. all my supervisors so far are really nice and helpful.#someone asked about and complimented me earring which is always nice.#why do people always seem to assume my earrings are from anime? I don't think they do but I get that question relatively frequently.#like. do I look like I watch a ton of anime? I really don't but of well.#oh hmm. I bet he asked about that because he watches anime. I bet I could ask him about anime next time I see him.#that would be a good way to make friends I think.#anyway. the store manager is also nice and said I have great energy and a good handshake which was pleasant.#tbh compliments from grown adult men make me wanna simp and turn into a dog immediately. I'm a pushover#uhh... who said that? anyway#this store's hr person is WAY nicer and more effective than my last store. the last guy fucking sucked ugh I hate him.#but yeah. hr lady is very nice and I like her so far.#I already got asked about maybe picking up a shift which might be a red flag? but I know how to say no if I need to so I'll be fine#oh! my work schedule literally just updated so it looks like I am covering that shift (I did volunteer for it so I'm chill)#I got to say hi to two customers' dogs too which was also cool and fun.#and even had the chance to use my small bit of Spanish with a customer which was cool.#I think work is close enough to bike to? but I'll need to lab out my route because traffic here is not very bike friendly at all#so I'm driving for the immediate future.#it's a relatively small store so it feels pretty cozy and laid back.#anyway. I'm gonna go explore the railroad track some. byeeeeee
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for me, consulting writing advice is always more confusing than not. like when you tell me to start my literary essay with "an attention-grabbing first sentence" i'm like, i've literally been told my whole life that every thought i have about literature is boring to most people. my own attention is already siezed; as for "grabbing" other people's, you can't ask me how i expect to do that.
#i literally AM a good essay writer though#i just struggle so much with interpreting vague advice#and i know that stuff is usually written for people who do NOT normally write long literary analyses for fun#but the thing is. even if i'm generally confident in my literary interpretation and explication skills#it's still always a Task to start an essay#especially one i have extrinsic rather than intrinsic motivation to write#ie i am writing this essay bc i am supposed to. but when i write pages upon pages in my notebooks about how much i loved cymbeline#that was bc i honest-to-god wanted to#and i still enjoy the task when it is a direction given to me don't get me wrong#it's just Hard to Start#thats ok#for all my experience and recognition ive gotten for it over the years. i really do think reading and writing are hard skills#they're intellectual exercises for everyone#just bc i do it regularly doesnt mean im always just sharp and it comes easily to me#i eat every day. but if i stopped i would get sick and die#feeding your head is the same way. you have to satisfy that hunger for knowledge#you always have to revitalize your intellect#tales from diana#god im pretentious#you know what. im allowed to be a little self-confident in one of the few things i know im better at than the average person#i really dont think i do many things that many ppl arent capable of#but it's still an effort for me as it is an effort for everyone
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bugs when you life up a rock
#digital art#artists on tumblr#art#my art#style study#self inserts#bnha self insert#fnaf self insert#sdv self insert#hxh self insert#ok ko self insert#i love these silly little aus#also style studies are sm fun tbh#these are always such fun exercises to do#since its changing designs of my girlies but changing them to fit still UGH I LOVE IT#the yaps to the fake audiences go hard
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