#cinderibs

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taehyung can’t even form words,   the guilt    bites    at his core like a murder of crows       &         he is left on his own    clawing    at his own heart.         ❛       i   …   of course i want you,   jiwook   …        ❜         he’s selfish.   he’s so selfish that he needs jiwook when he can’t help but need joey,   too.   joey had been    there    for him when jiwook left without another word,         &         even if taehyung had been    foolish    to even accept help,   he would have died without him.    but,   he needs jiwook.   they need    each other.    to have jiwook come back into his life,   asking if he wanted to   run away,   go back to the way things had been  …   it had been a shock.    jiwook       &         taehyung had been together against the    world,   back to first kisses,  first    touches,         &         first loves,   first experiences all together.           ❛       i’ll always need you.  you were my first everything  …  you’re my    best friend,   jiwook - ah.        &        now you’re back,   so long after you left  …  you    always    come back  …  i was dying without you.      ❜       // @cinderibs

        this is a joke right?   here jiwook was,   always being the LOYAL DOG,   and taehyung was sleeping around with other men  ( that’s a lie.   jiwook knows he’s the   KNIFE TWISTING   in taehyung’s lung,   choking him on lies and drugs,   but shouldn’t taehyung also take responsibility for   STEALING HIS HEART   and locking it away? ).  his teeth clench,   a sour taste    filling his mouth as he imagines how   H A P P Y   taehyung must’ve been with this joey guy.   jiwook can’t help but feel   B I T T E R.   he grabs at taehyung’s shirt,   fingers twisting    in the fabric as he closes the space between them,    eyes full of   hurt and betrayal   despite the fact that he was the one who left first.   he trusted taehyung more.   ❛  best friend?   we’re not fucking best friends, tae... we’re   MORE   than that,    aren’t we?   or did the nights we spend together mean    NOTHING?   did   I   mean nothing?    is that why you won’t come with me? are we   N O T H I N G   now?  ❜     his voice shakes,   and jiwook scares himself,    unsure if he’s  GENUINE   or not.    all he knows is that he needs taehyung;   he’s all he has.    he’s all he wants.     ❛  i    ALWAYS   come back. i always   PROVIDE   for you... why did you have    such little faith    that you ran off with someone else?  ❜  

[cityraise]

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¯\_(ツ)_/¯: do you have any tumblr friends? if so, who are they?

ahh~ i used to date someone i met on tumblr, idk if he’d want me to link him tbh so i won’t, but i talk to him from time to time~ he’s a v good friend and i hope we continue to be friends. of course theres @cinderibs, @fckxillusion, @saxngjon, @bodybcg. i talk to these people either on skype or im, but they’re the ones i hang around the most, so i consider them the closest friends rn~  my younger cousins are also on skype, but they don’t interact w this blog, and i’mma keep their urls secret~ ;)))))

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[dcspondent]

★★★★★★

SEND ME A ‘★’ IF YOU ACTUALLY LIKE MY BLOG.

    wtf is this  !!!!  i was literally just stalking ur blog lmao bc im trash for u  &  ur muse  +  writing.  thank you sm,  i’m gonna cry wow.

[cityraise]

(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ: are you a hugger?

i am! my friends sometimes think it’s weird, and among the more conservative ones, they think it’s really weird bc i’m the kind of person who likes sitting in people’s laps or having people sit on my lap; i touch thighs a lot and hug a lot; i like to give back hugs a lot and stay close to people i really like

mun questions! // accepting

[cityraise]

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ಠ_ಠ: what is your biggest pet peeve?

people who are bad at planning events, putting forks prong side up in the dishwasher, c h i l d  r e n, people who don’t use the soft side of a blanket, flip flops ( just in general )

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[cityraise]

ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪

ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪: what are your favorite band(s)/artist(s)?

monsta x, infinite, jyj/tvxq ( but like tvxq when it was ot5 ), super junior ( but like prime 2009-2012 sj ), set it off, all time low, panic!, got7/jjp. not all of them are necessarily top faves. if i had to go w bands i couldn’t live without, it’d definitely be mx and infinite tho tbh 

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BOI (*^▽^*) o((*^▽^*))o ´･ᴗ･` (❁´‿`❁)*✲ﾟ* (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ* (๑･`◡´･๑)

Send me a (*^▽^*) if you like my muse(s)Send me a o((*^▽^*))o if you like my writingSend me a ´･ᴗ･` if I’ve ever encouraged you to write something/use a particular museSend me a (❁´‿`❁)*✲ﾟ* if you like my shipsSend me a (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ* if you’ve ever wanted to ship something with me/with a muse of mineSend me (๑･`◡´･๑) if you’ve ever wanted to roleplay smut with me

ily!!! @cinderibs

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    ❛  it’s nice that jiwook has a friend finally. usually he just... MOPES AROUND and gets into trouble. I don’t think that’s his fault though.  ❜    

@cinderibs

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      ❛  okay, but if you listen really closely, you can hear the sound of me... not giving a shit. come on. we’re just going for a quick drive. it’s nothing    T H A T    bad.  ❜    

@cinderibs // <3 b a e 

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                                      boys, boys, boys--------                                                                              born as PRINCES,                                                                          privileged and entitled;                                                                     soon to be KINGS, powerful                                                                         under the watchful eyes                                                                       of scrutiny and expectation.

          WITH MIDNIGHT TOUSLES   and    dawning apprehension   of a union forced upon our sons,   they are but    BYSTANDERS   in a game of chess and checkers  ( yes,    it’s always been this complicated,   but these are the rules ).   it’s several games at once,    set by society and family,    pressures of the life of entitlement with its    CONTRADICTIONS   of luxury and stress.    it’s two pawns turned king   ( KING ME! );   two kingdoms united  ( CHECK! );   two kings turned lovers  ( CHECK MATE! ). 

         GOLD BANDS   on    intertwined fingers,   it means nothing but unity of the kingdoms   ( peace for all! ),   but intertwined fingers on gold sheets are    ANOTHER STORY.   behind solid oak and carved marble,    there are no kings; there are no pawns. 

         GLASS GOBLETS   and    porcelain plates    shatter under the touch of real beauty and grace.    GOLD CROWNS   slip from idle fingers--fingers itching to grab at silk fabrics and velvet.    toss these luxuries away!    they are the fabricated joys of the    rich and unfulfilled. 

         S K I N   is the only    luxury of worth   in this trade off of arranged commitments and games of politics.        B L O O D   is the bond between the kingdoms,    crimson ichor    laced with absinthe and addiction. 

        BOYS,   playing the game of    societal chess,    under the    molten golden gaze   of each other:    UNBREAKABLE. 

                                                                             we are KINGS !!                                                                              we are ROYAL !!                                                                             we are FOREVER !!

♡. ( joey & taehyung / @cinderibs → ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈʸ ˡᶤᵖˢ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵇˡᵉᵉᵈᶤᶰᵍ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗˢ; ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ &. ( joey / royal au → ᵍᵒˡᵈᵉᶰ ᶜʳᵒʷᶰˢ & ᵍᵒˡᵈᵉᶰ ˢᵐᶤˡᵉˢ 

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‘   by eggs and bakey i hope you mean your neck   … i’m starving,   c’mere.   ‘        very classy,   taehyung.        ‘   your   resident vampire   needs his breakfast.   ‘       he’s   stretching out   just like a cat would,   right after rising from the couch like a   true   vampire.        ‘   i’ll get you   food   afterwards.   it can be   payment,   yeah  ?   ‘

@cinderibs // cont.

         on one hand, Taehyung’s OBNOXIOUS in the morning, but on the other hand, he’s also CUTE AS FUCK, and Joey’s already throwing his shirt at the vampire playfully as he walks over to the couch.      ❛  you’re such A LITTLE SHIT, you know that?  ❜    he laughs, pushing Taehyung playfully before he settles down on the couch and tilts his head for Taehyung.    ❛  go ahead. take as much as you want, and then we can go eat something really good. well... I’ll be eating something really good.  ❜     

[cityraise]

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(☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞: would you rather be hugged by a bunny or kissed by a doe?

lowkey neither bc i’m allergic to both, but ideally, probably kissed by a doe. i love bunnies but a doe is probably harder for me to find. i can find someone w a bunny, but doe!!!

mun questions! // accepting

[asfaulted-archived]

        heyy!! so i reached 300 followers a while ago, which is a big deal to me bc jiwook is my sON and i haven’t been very active on this blog, so i’m SURPRISED it as as many followers as it does! this post is nothing fancy;; it’s just a thank you for all of you guys sticking around with me and my problematic son! I hope you continue loving my blog and loving jiwook in the future! now below is a few shout outs. if you’re not mentioned, don’t sweat it! i appreciate and love all of you! 

@@ragwulf: dearest darling bitch~ the one who got me to make jiwook, and i know it’s been a rather large switch, but i’m really happy with him, and i’m really happy to know you too~ 

@@fckxillusion: an amazing person! has 93874234 characters and all of them are super unique and interesting and well-developed! A+, 10/10 would follow again! <3 

@@auroralvein: my lovely wife~ thank you for creating such wonderful memories ic and ooc! i hope we can be friends together for a long long time~ 

@@abusedpurity: yOU’VE STUCK WITH ME FOR A LONG TIME MANG ;; i think you were here back when jiwook was in the mmrp scene, and like... wow you’ve still followed me around, so i’m really appreciative of you! 

@@flightfxcilities: random shout out to you bc i love you and miss you and i don’t think i would’ve continued in indie rp or rp in general if it wasn’t for you 

@@saxngjon​: shout out just bc tbh~ need you to know i still appreciate you! <3 

@@cinderibs​: random shout out bc A+ blog <3