#circadium rhythm hell

[aeoneris]

being on tumblr in the 2010s is what actually made me become aware of narcolepsy/hypersomnia bc of ppl talking about it and going to a sleep study to get my diagnosis. Weirdly though the meds i was prescribed then didn't work well, i've only gotten better in recent years when the adhd and hashimoto's disease got treatment (which explains. a lot lmao) but sometimes i do get fits usually with pms where i physically can't stay awake and i still can't believe ppl don't experience that. like in hindsight it's horrifying and also i still wind up sleeping for 15 hours on weekends. like so much of my life goes to waste bc i can't stop sleeping so much