#cool unintended consequence is that I'm now barely using youtube + a neopets ripoff site bc i feel bored with them?
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Actually getting my adhd nonsense medicated is single handedly one of the best things I've ever done for myself
#i just. i feel so much calmer and less overwhelmed by everything#i come home from work and i actually want to DO things and I'm not tired 90% of the time#i sat down and started using my sewing machine for cosplay stuff yesterday. i might even cook dinner this week#things feel. manageable. and when I'm at work and things go wrong i can now very clearly hear the voice in the back of my mind#that's like ''this is not my fault and i won't pressure myself to fix it''#cool unintended consequence is that I'm now barely using youtube + a neopets ripoff site bc i feel bored with them?#haven't been listening to music at work either which is. genuinely insane of me#but uhhhhh yeah i think I'm experiencing the world the way you're supposed to and. wow#it feels like there's restraints on my emotions and while nothing devastatingly bad has happened since i started#I'm wondering if being sad won't feel like I'm in a meatgrinder; this is. huge so far#shai speaks
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